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gojonish · 4 months
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what random city did spotify tell you has your music taste this year pls add in tags
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one could only dream || ᵏᵃᵏᵘᶜʰᵒ
he told you he'd protect you. so why is he the one threatening your life right now?
pairing: kakucho hitto x fem!reader
context: szn three spoilers, angst (no comfort), character death, violence and guns, definitely some grammar/spelling mistakes
note: i quite literally forgot the name of this timeline but it was the timeline where kakucho kills takemichi and naoto yk yk
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growing up, you and kakucho were inseparable.
ever since the day you met him at the convenience store, you knew he was going to be your other half. despite you being a big figure in toman and him being tenjiku's second in command, both of you still figured out a way to be together.
now that you two were older, your relationship had taken the next step. you officially moved in with him and left all the gang stuff behind, wanting to live a nice and quiet life.
kakucho still stayed in a gang, but you didn't mind it. he knew how to separate his work and personal life, which you were grateful for. you were also thankful he didn't bring up his best friend, izana, because you absolutely despised him. you still hadn't forgiven him for plotting emma's death.
but somehow you could forgive kakucho and you didn't know why.
maybe it was the way he kissed you so gently and held you so warmly. maybe it was the way he told you he loved you every single day. maybe it was the way he put your safety first, promising to protect you from anything and anyone.
so why was he pointing a gun at you right now?
you thought he cared about you- he loved you. he told you he'd protect you.
one could only dream.
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two hours earlier
"when are you and your man going to get married? i swear, you guys are attached at the hip at this point."
you and your friend were currently hanging out at a cafe, the coffee in your hands still steaming hot.
you chuckled, "to be honest, i think he's hiding something from me."
your friend gasped, "no way! do you think he's hiding a ring?"
"maybe! i don't know! i don't wanna get my hopes up," you smiled thinking about how kakucho had been oddly suspicious lately.
"girl, trust me, that man is head over heels for you. what has he been doing that makes you so suspicious of him?"
you pursed your lips, "well, he's been a lot more nervous around me recently. i don't know why!"
"it's definitely cause he's scared to propose."
"kaku's always been nervous about things like that. it took him all his courage to ask me to be his girlfriend."
"okay, say he proposes tomorrow. are you ready for marriage?"
marriage?
you've been with kakucho for years. you know he could be an amazing husband, with his caring nature and loving aspects.
"yeah," you smiled, "i'd love for him to be my husband."
"it won't be long before kids start coming too."
you spit out the coffee you were drinking, "okay that's a little too far into the future!"
she laughed at your reaction, but you couldn't help but think of having a family with kakucho. him taking care of the kids and taking them to school. you could get used to a life like that.
one could only dream.
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after coming back from the cafe, you entered your and kakucho's house.
you should've known something was wrong when you saw izana's shoes on the doorstep.
"kaku? i saw your car out, are you home?" your voice rang out through the house.
no answer.
you exhaled and called out kakucho's name again, but he still didn't answer. from the window, you saw small droplets of water drip down the clear glass.
"hm, it's raining."
looking away from the window, you glanced over at the living room to see if there was any evidence of him being there.
that was when you saw it.
your white couch, stained with something red. it wasn't a lot of blood, just a smidge of it.
something was wrong.
"kaku?" you called out as you ran upstairs, trying to find him.
that was when you heard a grunt coming from your master bedroom.
you swallowed the lump in your throat and pushed open the door to see your boyfriend, bloodied and beaten up. izana was right next to him, smiling at the kakucho while whispering sayings to him.
"kaku?" you called out and ran to him, "oh my god, kaku what happened?"
ignoring the white-haired man beside you, you cupped kakucho's face and examined his injuries. "who did this to you? oh my gosh, you have bruises everywhere, what happened?"
you didn't notice that kakucho didn't give you a single glance when you came into the room. when he finally looked at you, his eyes were blank. it looked like the life had been sucked out of them.
you had no choice but to get answers from the male next to you, "kurokawa, what happened?"
the white-haired man just shrugged and smiled, "he seemed to forget what his priorities in life were. i had to reteach them to him."
"you did this to him?"
izana nodded, causing your hand to fly up and slap him across the face. you clenched your jaw, raising your hand to do it again when someone grabbed your wrist to stop you.
kakucho did.
"kaku, let go! he hurt you!" you wriggled in his grip, but he was too strong.
"stop, y/n, he's right. i have forgotten what's important in this world."
"baby, what are you talking about?"
he let go of your wrist and glared at you. there was a certain look in his eyes, a look you knew was dangerous.
you were scared.
"you," he started, "are a problem."
"don't problems need to be taken care of?"
"what?" was the only thing you could muster out.
"he met takemitchy the other day," izana said from behind you, "it was a real eye-opener for him."
kakucho spoke, "takemichi is an obstacle and only causes problems, so-"
"i killed him."
you stared at kakucho, tears starting to build up in your eyes, "k-kaku, i thought you said you didn't kill."
he ignored what you said, "you- you are causing problems because you are distracting. you distract me from izana's real goal. you distract me from izana. i am loyal to only izana."
it sounded like he was trying to convince himself of that too.
you were panicking. this wasn't your kakucho. your kakucho wouldn't look at you like that. your kakucho wouldn't say these things.
"kaku-"
there's a gun. he pulled it out of his pocket. you didn't even notice he had one on him.
he's pointing it at you. his finger is on the trigger.
"did kurokawa say something to you? is that why you're like this?"
"i only told him what was right. it seemed like he was living some fairytale with you, so i told him to get rid of you," izana smiled, "kakucho, do it."
you saw kakucho's lips go into a fine line, then replied, "yes, izana."
you didn't feel it at first. you didn't know why but you just didn't. it wasn't until a few seconds later that you felt your breathing intensify and red liquid trickle onto your skin. you dropped to the ground, small and quick breaths escaping your mouth.
kakucho crouched near you, watching as the life slowly left you eyes.
"k-kaku," you mustered out, tears running down your face, "i loved you. i always l-loved you. how could you do this?"
he let out a heavy sigh, "i'm sorry, y/n."
"i w-wanted to marry you," you choked and saw your vision get blurry.
he sighed, "one could only dream, y/n."
he shut your eyes after seeing you breathe out your last breath and stood back up.
"one could only dream,” he repeated softly, not knowing if he was saying it to you or to himself this time.
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gojonish · 4 months
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y'all i got my mom (who absolutely hates korean dramas) INTO ALCHEMY OF SOULS that show is just too good
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gojonish · 4 months
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guyss i really wanna write something but my mind won't copy and paste what i want onto my google doc :/
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gojonish · 5 months
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cherries || ˢᵃᵉ ⁱᵗᵒˢʰⁱ
pairing: sae itoshi x fem!reader
content: slight angst, takes place before sae goes to spain, kinda rushed??, could be childhood friends to lovers if you really really squint
note: idk where this concept came from but i like the idea of sae liking cherries idk
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sae itoshi.
a boy you’ve been best friends with since you were born. a boy who you developed feelings for in kindergarten. a boy who despite his cold exterior, stole your heart away, causing you to have a crush on him for years.
a boy who has a weird obsession with cherries.
the addiction was odd to you. he loved them so much to the point that you thought his hair was that color because he ate the fruit often.
whenever you two sat together at lunch, his tiffin of cherries would be the first thing he pulled out. not his water, not his sandwich, but his large container of just cherries.
you, on the other hand, couldn’t be more different. you hated the fruit. every cherry you got would end up being way too bitter for your liking. not only that, but the huge seed in the middle was so annoying, even causing you to choke on it once.
you were always more of a strawberry girl anyway.
as you were sitting at your normal lunch table with your cherry-loving best friend, you were shocked to see that he didn’t pull out his favorite fruit first.
“where’s your cherries?”
he shrugged, “didn’t feel like bringing them today.”
now this was surprising. sae not eating cherries for once in his life? you believed you could be president now.
“why?”
“because i’m not happy,” you noticed how he took an angry bite out of his sandwich, causing you to raise your eyebrows.
“what happened?”
“i’m leaving for spain.”
you blinked.
“what?”
“i leave in a week.”
you furrowed your eyebrows, staring at him. it was obvious he was avoiding eye contact with you, probably because he didn’t know what reaction you’d give him. he wasn’t sure if you were going to yell at him or sob at him.
it was both.
who was going to walk you back home from school? who was going to fight off all the mean bullies for you? who was going to eat the cherries your mom would always pack you?
you denied it, thinking he was just playing some sick prank to get back at you for dissing his cherries.
he did leave.
it felt surreal to you- your best friend of thirteen years leaving just like that. you wanted to tell him you liked him, you really did. however, the nerves got to you last second and you blanked. he ended up boarding the flight with no knowledge of your crush on him and constant regrets pooled in your mind.
and now he was gone.
suddenly you started to like cherries.
something about them made you start to eat them more. maybe it was the fact that they had oddly gotten sweeter, or because you finally grew up and decided to deal with the pits.
or maybe it’s because it’s the only way you can remind yourself of the boy who stole your heart, just because he kept eating those damn cherries.
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gojonish · 5 months
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#24 on ur spotify wrapped describes how 2024 will go, how screwed r u
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gojonish · 5 months
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the rules
please read !
this blog is mostly sfw, but if i post smth nsfw then there will be a warning!! also when i do post nsfw, minors are not allowed to interact!
don't spread hate. if you don't like my works, leave.
do not spam asks.
do not copy my template/theme of my blog.
reblogging is fine, but do not repost me on any other social media app.
i only write about fictional characters. i personally do not feel comfortable writing ffs about real people
i do not take requests at the moment. i am a college student and it’s a lot harder than i thought. i take suggestions though.
i do not have a set schedule on how i post. i write when i want to. do not pressure me into writing. however, i'll try to post often.
do not criticize my writing. if there's a grammar/spelling mistake, ignore it and move on. i'll fix it eventually (or i won't cause i'm lazy. who knows)
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gojonish · 5 months
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𝖜𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖚𝖙𝖑𝖆𝖜
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jess - 18 | she/her | ateez enthusiast | satoru's gf | requests are closed
links - masterlist | rules
recent work - one could only dream <3 kakucho
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gojonish · 5 months
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the masterlist
enjoy my lovelies :)
attack on titan
you're too late - eren jaeger
blue lock
cherries - sae itoshi
jujutsu kaisen
h a l a z i a - satoru gojo
tokyo revengers
friends? | friends? part two - takashi mitsuya
first meetings - takashi mitsuya
one could only dream - kakucho
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first meetings || ᵗᵃᵏᵃˢʰⁱ ᵐⁱᵗˢᵘʸᵃ
how you and mitsuya met
pairing: takashi mitsuya x fem!reader
content: fluff, lowercase intended, one curse word, idk how old mana and luna are but pretend they're like four here, i'm not a big fan of how i wrote this ngl
note: as y'all can see, i am still in my mitsuya arc teehee
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mitsuya didn't believe in soulmates.
he believed love was overrated. especially when seeing takemitchy and hinata be all lovey-dubey, it made him realize how cringy dating can be. besides, he was too busy with toman and his sisters to even think about love. he knew there was a time for it, but he didn't think now.
well, at least until he met you. he still remembers that day like it was yesterday.
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it was a sunny day, a little too hot for mitsuya's liking. he decided to take his sisters out to the playground near their house since they had been begging him for days now. he eventually complied, bringing along his sketchbook and pen to draw while his sisters played.
after a while, mitsuya noticed it was getting dark. did time really fly that fast? he looked up from his sketchbook to see his sisters-
where were his sisters?
he could've sworn they were playing on the swings just a minute ago- where could they have gone in such a short amount of time?
mitsuya looked everywhere in the park: the playground, the skatepark, the soccer field- but his sisters were nowhere to be found. he kept calling out their names, but there was no response.
he spent a good two hours looking for luna and mana but unfortunately, he couldn't find them. he sat on the stairs of his house, his head in his arms and tears threatening to leave his eyes. he was panicking now, hesitating to call the cops.
then he heard it.
"takashi!"
mitsuya looked up to see his two sisters running toward him, both with joyful tears in their eyes. they tackled him to the ground and hugged him, happy to be reunited with their brother.
"we're sorry for running away!" luna sobbed.
"yeah, we won't do it again!" mana cried.
mitsuya was so relieved, he thought he was hallucinating. tears streamed down his cheeks and he smiled softly, "it's okay, don't do it again, you little monsters.”
unbeknownst to the grey-haired teen, you were awkwardly standing in front of him, your hand rubbing the back of your neck nervously. that's their brother? he's so hot!
you didn't expect your shopping spree to be interrupted by two little girls asking for your help to find their brother. after many attempts on trying to ask what their brother looked like through their loud sobs, you decided to just walk them around the city until they calmed down.
after they finally eased up (which took almost an hour) you were finally able to ask them where they had come from which they replied with the park. they somehow led you to their house, which resulted in you being in this awkward situation.
the brother was cute, he had piercings and a grey mullet reaching down to his neck. he looked about your age, maybe older, but you weren't completely sure. he had a cute smile, one that made your cheeks heat up quickly.
after about three minutes, the family broke off their embrace. the two sisters lightened up when they saw you and tried to get their brother's attention on you.
"takashi! this pretty lady helped us find you!" mana said, holding you hand and jumping excitingly.
"yeah! she even bought us ice cream to make us feel better!" luna replied, pointing at you and smiling.
mitsuya finally locked his eyes on the girl his sisters were looking at and he felt his world stop. you were so...
pretty. so, so pretty
he's never seen anyone like you. you were ethereal- not a part of this world- an enigma to anyone's eyes-
"hello?"
mitsuya was snapped out of his thoughts when he heard your heavenly voice. "i'm sorry, what were you saying?"
you chuckled, which caused his heart to beat a bit faster, "i just wanted to ask if you'll be alright? i know you must’ve been worried about your sisters.”
mitsuya blinked, "oh, yes! i'll be great- amazing even! thank you for bringing them back.”
"of course, they were so sweet," you smiled and then breathed out, "well, i guess i'll be on my way then."
mitsuya didn't want you to leave, not yet. he didn't even get your name!
"wait!" he called out as you turned away, "would you like to stay for dinner? after that i can walk you home."
you chuckled nervously, "no no, it's alright-"
a stomach growl coming from you interrupted your sentence.
"you know what? maybe i'll take your offer," you laughed, "i'm (l/n)."
"mitsuya, nice to meet you, (l/n)."
you smiled and followed him inside, but stopped when you saw him pause in front of the door.
"hey, can i take you out tomorrow? for lunch or something?" he asked.
"oh, what's the reason?"
"think of it as repaying for finding my sisters for me," he winked, which made your throat dry.
you chuckled, "you really don't have to-"
"i want to."
your heart was beating too fast now, "okay fine mitsuya, deal."
the rest of the night was a time with laughter, jokes, and subtle (awkward) flirting between the two potential lovebirds. the two of you became friends quite quickly and with that, mitsuya’s friends figured out his girl-crush on you quite quickly.
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extra!
mitsuya had recently been drawing you, just because he was so mesmerized by your beauty. he loved your reaction when he showed you the many sketches that he drew- and since your birthday was coming up, he wanted to draw a portrait of you as a present. he was currently practicing in his notebook.
mitsuya was so focused on drawing you that he didn't even notice the blonde that came up behind him.
"mitsuya, who's that you're drawing?" chifuyu asked, looking over the grey-haired boy's shoulder. "it's a girl!?"
upon hearing his voice, mitsuya shut his notebook (a little too quickly) and hid it behind his back, "she's nobody! she's just a fashion model i saw online."
"right..." chifuyu eyed him very suspiciously, but then left his area.
mitsuya let out a sigh of relief that chifuyu didn't catch onto his crush. if he had found out, then all of toman would know by now-
"guys! mitsuya has a crush on a girl and is drawing her in his sketchbook!"
oh shit.
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gojonish · 9 months
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Hiiii!!! So this is random but i came across your page because of your latest writing-Halazia and INSTANTLY followed after I realized it was based off the ateez song also random fact we share the same name!!! I then proceeded to read all your writings and absolutely loved them!! I hope you have a great day<3
omg thank you so much ! you’re so so sweet i really appreciate your nice words <3
here’s a seonghwa clip to express my love to you 🫶
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HALAZIA || ˢᵃᵗᵒʳᵘ ᵍᵒʲᵒ
𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙨
pairing: satoru gojo x fem!reader
content: suicidal thoughts, deep emotions, angst+fluff, not proofread
note: this is based on the song halazia by ateez. definitely recommend giving a listen cause it's so so good.
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People in your clan used to say you were a blessing.
Keywords: used to
You were the ace of your clan, with your incredible smarts and astonishing physical capabilities at such a young age, you were seen to be a promising sorcerer for society. You brought a great deal of honor to your family‘s name and because of this, you were viewed at a higher rank than most girls your age. Your family couldn’t be more proud of you.
Until that night- the night you got cursed.
When you were three months away from attending Tokyo Jujustu High, you had eaten a cursed object in order to gain strength to save a close friend of yours from a powerful curse.
Your friend still ended up dying and you were left with a special grade curse inside of you.
Instead of your family members helping you, they sold you to the Jujutsu World, forgetting all the previous achievements you brought and officially exiling you. You were placed in the hands of the higher-ups, where they locked you in a cramped cell as you awaited to be executed.
Well, supposed to be executed.
It wasn't until a teacher at Tokyo Jujutsu High, Yaga Masamichi was his name, convinced the higher-ups that he'll take care of you and the curse inside of you. He proposed that if he didn't get you under control in three months, then he'll allow the execution to proceed.
Spoiler alert: You were allowed to live since he helped you control your curse. It wasn’t easy, but you had worked hard.
However, that still didn't dismiss the fact that you still had a curse inside of you and were seen as abnormal by your family and clan. No, an abnormal to everyone in the Jujutsu World.
You hated it. You hated everyone. You hated yourself.
If you hadn't eaten that special-grade object, if you had been selfish and let your friend die anyway, then you wouldn't be in this predicament. You wouldn’t have to attend Tokyo Jujutsu High being viewed as a ticking time bomb, waiting to be exploded. You wouldn’t be sitting by yourself in the back of the classroom or having to stay after school once a week to get your curse checked.
However, halfway through the year, you were moved to the second-year class, since Yaga was the one teaching that one. It turns out the first-year teacher was too scared to be in the same room as you. It was fine though, you were smart and Yaga didn’t think it was a huge problem to move you.
You knew these kids were going to treat you the same. They were going to detach themselves from you and make you feel worthless. You wanted to die. You should’ve gotten executed. You had nothing to live for anymo-
“Hey there!”
You looked up from your desk to see a boy around your age, looming down from where you were sitting.
He looked kind yet not put together. His white hair had obviously not been brushed and his sunglasses were tilted on his perfect nose.
He was hot.
“Hey, Suguru! We got a new girl in our class and she looks better than Shoko!” The boy spoke to the front of the classroom, where you had just noticed another boy was present there as well.
“I heard that, you asshole!” The voice you guessed was Shoko yelled outside the classroom.
“Don’t mind her, she doesn’t know any better,” The boy took a seat next to you, taking off his round glasses to reveal his bright blue eyes, “How does it feel to be in the same class as ‘The Gojo Satoru.’”
You had heard about him from others. The boy who was born with the power of infinity and his six eyes. He was an enigma to the Jujutsu Would, hell he was someone you had wanted to meet for a long time.
You saw him eyeing you and said, “Hmm, you got a curse inside of you?”
That snapped you out of your train of thought when he asked that so casually.
“Uh, yeah…” You looked down, playing with your fingers nervously.
“Hmm,” He grabbed your face with one hand, smushing your cheeks together, “Interesting.”
You swatted his hands away from your face, “What the-“
“Alright, it’s settled! You’re a part of our group now!”
You stared at the boy, no, no he’s an idiot now.
You stared at the idiot in front of you, his wide smile flashing back at you. You could feel your eye twitching.
“Why me?” You asked.
“Because you seem cool. C’mon, don’t you wanna have a little fun in life?” He winked at you and you could feel your heart skip a beat.
“Uh, I mean-“
“Come on,” He grabbed your arm gently but still hard enough to drag you out of the classroom. “I’ll be back guys, I gotta show the new girl our hangout spot!”
You furrowed your eyebrows, “Don’t we have class soon?”
“Oh, Mr. Yaga can wait a bit,” He stuck his tongue out at you and winked again.
You should probably let go of his hand, and you probably should go back to class before Yaga gives you a scolding. However, you felt entranced by the way Gojo’s fluffy hair would bounce as you two ran through the halls and how his pale skin slightly turned red as you both entered the cold outdoors.
“We’re almost there,” he said, pointing to a tree in the distance, “It’s that way.”
You nodded and after a few minutes, you were in front of the tree you saw earlier. It would obviously die soon, the brown branches holding for its dear life and the absence of flowers on the tree.
“It’s a cherry blossom. It’s cliche, I know,” Gojo stated. “They don’t bloom until March, so sorry you don’t get to see our hideout at its full glory.”
“It’s not really a hideout if it’s fifty feet from the school.” You pointed to a window that was probably your classroom, “They could most likely see us from here.”
“Hey!” He scolded, “Let me have my imagination! It’s an amazing and secret hideout where we chill.”
You only deadpanned at him and glanced at the dead tree in front of you again, noticing the bark slowly chipping away, “It’s not going to bloom this year.”
“Huh? Yes it is.”
“No, it’s not. It’s actually going to die this year.”
"How are you so sure?"
"Do you see the state it's in?"
"And do you not know how trees work?"
You rolled your eyes at this pointless bickering, "The branches are frail, the wood is weakening, and probably in the next storm, it'll fall down. The point is, it's going to die."
Instead of hearing another refute from the boy, he only chuckled. He patted the tree's wood and smiled, "This tree has been around for a while. It always gets like this in the winter." He walked up to you, "However, with the right nutrients and care, this tree grows to be a wonderful sight. It may look crappy now, but it'll look really pretty once the sun comes out more often."
You only blinked at his somewhat inspirational message and thought about what he had said. The sun will make this tree look better, huh? You eyed it nervously and then looked back at Gojo.
"I know what you're thinking," He started, "You're scared to start over in this class. You think we're going to be against you and isolate you."
Your eyes widened as he basically read your mind, "How did you-"
"I may have six eyes but I can also study people pretty well," He winked. "I'll have you know that I'm not scared of the curse inside of you. I'm Gojo Satoru! I'm not scared of anything."
He patted your head and bent down to your level to reach your eyes, "So, don't worry. I don't care if some random underclassmen are scared of you, if the teachers don't like you, or if the higher-ups want to kill you. If the whole world is against you, I'll be the one by your side."
You could feel your face heating up as you processed his words. He was the first student- the first person besides Yaga that actually believed in you. That didn't care you had a curse inside of you. Before you could stop it, tears started falling down your face.
"Whoa! Did I say something wrong?" You could see him panicking and then you laughed.
"No, no, you said the right thing. Thank you," You smiled at him. Your heart hadn't felt this warm in ages.
As you wiped the tears from your eyes, Gojo was still thinking about that smile you flashed him after you thanked him. He talked to you at first cause he thought you were interesting- someone with a curse that he could tease in his free time. However, now that he really looked at you and your gorgeous face, he realized that he wanted to keep you around, as a best friend. He gave you a smile back and rubbed your shoulder.
After you put yourself together, you cleared your throat, "Well, I'll be watching to see if the tree looks as good as you say it will in the spring."
He winked, "Trust me, it'll bloom so beautifully this year that you'll never want to leave. I promise."
And months later, when the weather began to warm up and the animals awoke from their deep slumber, the tree in all its glory, bloomed bright pink flowers. As you stood in front of it and saw the sun beaming down on it, you couldn't help but smile.
"What'd I tell you?" A smirking Satoru teased next to you.
"Yeah, yeah you were right," You rolled your eyes and smiled at the boy next to you. "Thank you, Gojo."
"Pshhh, I barely took care of this tree. It was all nature's doing."
You wanted to tell him that you were thanking him for bringing you out of the darkness, but you decided to keep that to yourself.
Because for once in your life, after receiving your curse, you felt like you had something to live for. Your sun.
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friends? part two || ᵗᵃᵏᵃˢʰⁱ ᵐⁱᵗˢᵘʸᵃ
pairing: takashi mitsuya x fem!reader
content: reader gets a bit jelly, fluff at the end, not proofread
note: this is part two to this!
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As promised, you and Mitsuya went to a nearby take-out store to get the rest of the Toman Captains dinner.
As friends.
You wanted to slap yourself in the face. Shouldn't you have worded it better? Well, what else would you have said? "Oh hey, Mitsuya! I've liked you for a really long time and want to get dinner with you so that I can get to know you better!”
Honestly saying that wouldn't have been too bad.
You looked up at the man walking next to you, brown bags in his hands as if he was carrying sacks full of feathers. He had insisted that he paid for it all and had even snatched your card away when you tried to swipe it. You didn't know where he got his money from.
You two hadn't said much walking to the store, just a simple "How you've been" or "The weather is nice today." You were positive he wanted to talk to you more, but you physically couldn't look at him when he looked that good in the sunlight.
"I can carry some," you said to try and dissipate the awkwardness you caused.
"It's alright," he replied in a smooth voice then flexed his bicep, "I'm stronger than you think."
You chuckled, "I know, but you're taking all the credit. I wanna look strong too."
"You're already strong."
You looked over at him and were surprised to see him already staring at you. It made your face go blank and you looked away to hide your rising blush from appearing.
"Thank you," you somehow muttered, holding the back of your hand to your face.
He only found this funny and continued to walk. After a while, you saw that you were almost back at the warehouse, but you didn't want this to end. You barely even talked to him!
What if you told him now? C'mon, just say it. "Takashi, I like you."Just like that.
You took a deep breath and mentally prepared yourself, "Takas-"
"Mitsuya? Is that you?" You heard a voice ask from behind you two, which made you turn around to see an orange-haired girl.
She called out your name too, "What are you two doing here?"
Yuzuha Shiba. Someone you just knew had feelings for Mitsuya. Who wouldn't? He saved her from her jackass brother with his abs basically on display! Of course, she would fall for him!
"Yuzuha? How are you doing?"
So she got a "How are you doing?" while you got a "What's up?" Does he even see her as a friend too?
Or something more?
Or are you just reading into this too much?
You awkwardly stood there waiting for them to finish conversing. They spoke more words in two minutes than you and Mitsuya did in the thirty minutes it took to get the food. Damn.
You weren't that close with Yuzuha, mostly because you saw her as a rival, but also because you just didn't think she liked you. You didn't know why but you just got the vibe.
You played with your fingers, tuning out their conversation until you finally heard a "Take care!" from the mullet-haired man beside you. He smiled while watching her walk away, which made your heart drop.
You two were almost at the warehouse and you sighed. Today had been a failure. You didn't get to say the words you wanted to say and you sulked over him talking to another girl.
He must've noticed you moping, "You okay?"
You looked up at him and nodded a little too quickly, "Yeah, I'm all good.” You smiled at him and continued talking to try and make some kind of conversation, "Um, Yuzuha's a nice girl."
He blinked, "Oh yeah, she's cool."
"Are you guys close?"
"Well, she's the sister of my best friend so-"
Ah, you knew this trope. The "I like my brother's best friend" trope. You has read it in a book you recently finished. It had ended with the sister and best friend getting together. Wonderful.
You bit the inside of your cheek, "Yeah, that's true."
You could've sworn you felt his eyes on you but then they looked away, "Come with me."
You snapped your head over to him, "Huh?"
"Follow me," he said, moving the bags to one hand and grabbing your wrist with the other.
"What about the foo-"
"They can wait."
You gave a confused look as he dragged you to a secluded area within a forest, the darkness making you a bit uneasy. "You're not bringing me here to murder me, right?"
A chuckle rose out of him, "No, no. I know it looks a little suspicious but trust me."
A nervous smile flashed on your face as you looked around at the scary branches diverging from the tall trees above you. After a few minutes, you realized Mitsuya brought you to an opening within the forest that looked down on Tokyo.
"Whoa," Was all you said as you stared at the glimmering lights of the city and pink flowerings surrounding the space.
"It's nice, right?" He asked.
You nodded at him and looked back at the city, "Um, why did you bring me here? Not that I'm complaining, I'm just curious.”
You saw Mitsuya try to hide a smile and he faced you, "Because you wanted to go on a date."
You malfunctioned, "What?"
"You wanted to go on a date, right?"
"How did you-"
"You and Smiley aren't the quietest people ever," he gave a sly smile.
"But you had headphones in," You felt humiliated. Here it comes. He's going to tell you he's not interested and that he likes Yuzuha. Prepare yourself.
"You think I listen to music when I have your voice to hear?"
Okay, that is not what you were expecting to come out of his mouth.
He stepped closer to you, the gap between you two diminishing. "I can barely think when I'm around you. I can barely even speak. I don't know what comes out of my mouth because the smell of your perfume is the only thing that is on my mind." He took your hand and raised it to his lips, kissing it. "I wanted to take you on a proper date, but I freaked out and said to get dinner for our friends."
You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Hell, you could barely process what he was saying. The only thing you could feel was his soft lips pressing against your knuckles.
He called out your name and it brought you back to the conversation, "Let me take you somewhere nice tomorrow. Please. On a real date."
You still couldn’t believe what was going on, but you still whispered an "Of course.” You paused and took a deep breath before asking the main question of the day, "Does this mean... you like me?"
The gap was slowly getting smaller between you two, and he flickered his eyes between your face and your lips. You saw that as a question and nodded slightly, to which he took his chance and looked his lips with yours. It was a gentle kiss, one that was slow and passionate, not hard and rough like you would've imagined.
Once you two pulled away, he wiped his lips with the back of his hand, "Does that answer your question?"
You smiled at him and nodded, "Yeah, it does."
"Good, but just to make sure..." he leaned down next to your ear, "I like you too."
If you weren't smiling before, now you definitely were. You giggled softly at him to which he returned a grin. You then eyed the brown bags in his hand, "We should probably get back."
He cupped your cheek, "You're right."
However, neither of you moved.
"I'm sure they can wait a bit more. I like this," Mitsuya stated and placed the bags on the ground, sitting next to them.
You plopped on the space beside him and looked out at Tokyo.
"Yeah, we're not friends." He commented, still watching the shining city.
"We're not?"
He turned to you "Oh no, me and Yuzuha are friends. You're special."
"Oh yeah?" You slyly smiled, "What am I then?"
Mitsuya paused and then kissed you, a little rougher this time. Once he pulled away, he said "Mine. You’re mine."
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extra!
"Hey! Mitsuya! This food is all cold," Draken yelled and then cringed once he tried his chilled soup.
"Yeah, how did it take you two hours to get food?" Chifuyu asked, pulling out a soggy spring roll.
"There was a long line," Mitsuya nonchalantly stated, but then winked at you while laying on his hammock.
You smiled back at him, happy that he was finally your boyfriend, although you were keeping it a secret from the rest of Toman for now.
However, from the back of the warehouse, Souya rolled his eyes as he slapped a twenty dollar bill into Nahoya's hand, earning a "fuck yeah" from the orange-haired twin.
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this was so much fun to write omg thank you for all the support on part one :3
tags: @simpfully-heartbroken
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gojonish · 11 months
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friends? || ᵗᵃᵏᵃˢʰⁱ ᵐⁱᵗˢᵘʸᵃ
pairing: takashi mitsuya x fem!reader
content: reader is has a long-standing crush on mitsuya, reader gets flustered easily, mitsuya has that hot mullet
note: i wrote this because it reminded me of a time with my crush so enjoy!
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Emma would see the way you looked at him. Chifuyu and Draken (despite them being idiots) probably saw it too.
The person that would always capture your eyes is Takashi Mitsuya, Toman's second-division captain and your crush friend.
Okay, no, with the way you're looking at him right now, even he could probably tell you had a massive crush on him. With him sitting at the back of the warehouse, his earbuds in and pencil dancing around his paper, you just couldn't bring yourself to look away.
You heard your name being called, which immediately snapped you out of your gaze, and turn (a little too quickly) to see your best friend, Nahoya, better known as Smiley.
"Are you daydreaming about him again?"
You rolled your eyes. He always had the tendency to make fun of your school-girl crush on Mitsuya since according to his words he "shipped it."
"I wasn't daydreaming about him," you replied and continued "reading your book."
"Right, and I'm the president of the world."
You pursed your lips and looked up at him, "Are you here to tease me or do you actually have something to say?"
Nahoya folded his arms together, a mischievous smile appearing on his face, "I made a bet with Souya. He doesn't think you have the balls to talk to Mitsuya, so I'm going to make you."
You snapped your head up at the orange-haired boy, "What!?"
"C'mon, I bet twenty bucks that you'll get a date with him. Now you have to do it."
You couldn't believe what you were hearing. They made a bet about you and your (nonexistent) love life. "No way. You're losing that twenty."
Nahoya whined your name, "Nothing is going to progress if you don't talk to him. Even in meetings, you always try to avoid any interaction with him.”
"Nahoya, I told you, no." You said as you turned yourself away from the curly-haired boy.
Nahoya grabbed your arm in desperation, "Please, I'll even make those pastries you like so much."
Now this caught your attention. You thought for a bit then sighed, "Fine. They have to be strawberry though."
"Done."
You swallowed thickly and stood up from where you were previously sitting, taking a deep breath and marching over to the grey-haired boy. You stopped in front of him, and the nerves finally reached your mind. What if he thinks I'm weird just coming up to him like this? You should just turn around now-
A sweet, delicate voice called out your name, and you whipped your head to look at where it came from. You were met with gentle grey eyes and a soft smile present on his face.
"What's up?" He asked.
You tried to talk, you really did, but every time you opened your mouth, your voicebox malfunctioned. You tried to focus on anything other than his hard (yet gentle) gaze, but then your eyes landed on the fresh slits on his eyebrows, and then they bounced from the rectangular earring he had on to the ashen chain wrapped around his neck.
"T-Takashi, um, hi." Really? Was that the best you could do?
"Hey," You swear you saw him stifle a laugh. Was he making fun of you right now? Who wouldn't? You're a flustered mess at the moment. "Did you need something?"
You looked over his shoulder to see Nahoya winking at you and then giving a thumbs up. You breathed in deeply and focused on the agenda at hand, "Do you wanna get dinner?"
You saw him blink and pause. This is it. This is how he rejects you. Why did you have to give in to Nahoya's persuasion?
"Sure, I'm sure the Toman Captains would be happy to know we're getting dinner for them," He patted your back softly, "You're a really good friend!"
Now you were the one that blinked. No, no, this is not the type of dinner you wanted. You wanted a one-on-one dinner together. He thinks you're going out as friends to get dinner for your other friends.
Friends.
Instead of voicing your concern, you gave a simple smile, "Yeah, they'll be super glad." You hoped he didn't hear the slight sarcasm in your voice.
"Great," Now he was the one that smiled at you, and geez, you couldn't be mad at that face. "Just give me five minutes, I need to finish up this design."
You nodded and tramped your way to Nahoya. You gave him a defeated pout, to which he widened his eyes, "No way you got rejected."
"Worse. I got friend-zoned."
"Ouch, you're right. It is worse." Nahoya shrugged his shoulders, "But you're still going out with him, right?"
"Not on a romantic date!" You furrowed your brows and hid your face in your hands, "Nahoya, I think he sees me as a little sister."
"That's funny."
You shot him a look and he immediately shut up. "Stop it! This is so bad."
Nahoya patted your back, a lot harder than Mitsuya initially did, which made you scowl. "Well, at least you're going as friends. Man, and I don't think I'll get my twenty since it's not romantic. Damn it."
Oh, now you were sulking. "Going as friends." Takashi Mitsuya, a man you've crushed on for over three years, friend-zoned you.
Ha, you could laugh at the ridiculousness of this.
"Well, good luck on getting that dinner," Nahoya waved you off, "And get me house fried rice!"
You rolled your eyes, "You better make me those pastries, you dick!"
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part two right here !!
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you're too late || ᵉʳᵉⁿ ʲᵃᵉᵍᵉʳ
pairing: eren jaeger x fem!reader
content: death (car accident), doesn't follow show/au timeline, eren was kinda an asshole, angst
note: this is my first (drabble?) on tumblr YAYAY
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Eren Jaeger never shed a tear for a girl.
He's gotten his heart broken so many times (and of course, he's broken hearts too- more than he can count) but never felt anything each time. Sure, he would get sad for a while, but he typically got over it by fucking some other girl- he knew it was messed up but didn't care. So in conclusion, Eren doesn't get sad over simple things like girl problems.
Yet here he was, holding a bouquet of forget-me-nots, in front of a grave.
Crying.
He stared the grave that had your name on it and started to break down, his black pants touching the green grass and the flowers in his hands pushed against his heart. He wished he didn't take the time you two had for granted and that he didn't treat you like shit.
He regretted so much. He regretted not talking to you more, because at first, he thought you were annoying and didn't like how you spoke too much. He regretted not hanging out and bailing on all of your meet-ups, because you tended to be "clingy", when in reality he loved your presence but didn't know it. He regretted not complimenting you, even though he saw you try to change yourself for him, but ignored it because he thought it would be a waste of time.
He knew you liked him but he pushed you away.
And now he knows he likes you, but you're gone.
He still remembers when he saw a text message from you light up on his screen that Friday night, but he ignored it because he was out with his friends. He even made fun of you, saying you were obsessed with him and how you would do anything he asked. He knew this wasn't true, but he still said it about you.
Once he got home, he opened the message and saw a beautiful picture of you in your car, the new one your father bought you for your birthday that was a week ago, and how you were smiling so cheerfully. The text message under the picture saying "Three years ago today we met for the first time, Eren! I'm glad you're apart of my life. :)"
Now you weren't apart of his.
The next day, he got a message from your mother, saying how you got in a serious car accident and how you didn't make it. The car accident had happened the night before- about ten minutes after you sent him that picture.
Ten minutes.
He thinks about what would've happened if he did text you back. Would that have delayed the time you would've been on the road, which meant that drunk driver wouldn't have collided into your car? Would he have told you to come meet up with him instead which meant you would've taken a different route than the drunk driver? Or would've everything stayed the same, despite him texting you back?
He would never know.
So as he grips the grass in his hand frustratingly, cursing at himself for being so stupid, for taking you for granted, for acting like you were a burden to him- he whispers two words repeatedly, words that he should've told you while you were alive and when he could heard your angelic voice again:
"I'm sorry."
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