citrusandspoolthepersecutors

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

We have been living in darkness without electricity for 270 days

If you have electricity, you are truly fortunate

Please, my family is in danger, help us get out to a safe area before it is too late🙏

Please share and donate, believe me every single dollar will make a difference and save my family life😔🙏

#free palastine #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #i would do something myself but I am in my own issue rn

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

Hey, everyone, I'm back! Sorry for being gone for multiple months, I've been very stressed. I still am. But I can manage now.

You'll see more of me on now on, thanks for being patient. ^^ -Citrus

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hey so two people in a row on my dash just commented that trying to open the new communities popup on tumblr mobile(?) brings up major flashing lights, so please please PLEASE take caution doing so. i don't like asking people to reblog stuff but please reblog this or make your own post about this to tell people about this because this could seriously hurt someone

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I can agree. And people with BPD are the horrible ones, according to them.

Interesting that it’s not even the abuse that supposedly makes him worthy of the same treatment… it’s that he has npd.

These are the same people that insist that they’re empaths.

#tw abuse #im so done #if you believe in narc abuse leave my page immediately

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

TW: NPD abuse

Interesting that it’s not even the abuse that supposedly makes him worthy of the same treatment… it’s that he has npd.

These are the same people that insist that they’re empaths.

#im gonna kill a bitch #why the heck would someone say that? #i am gonna go insane #npd safe #npd positivity #actually npd #bpd safe #cluster b safe

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

No Ped.

#fuck off pedos #no kid touchers in my blog

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

Who tf said it's cool and sexy? As someone potentially with it, it sucks. I makes me feel like I'm a horrible person and that I shouldn't be around people because of the violent, rude, and offensive thoughts I have every day.

whilst we absolutely should be educating people on the fact that cluster b disorders do not make people inherently abusive, it’s also important to make sure in doing so that you aren’t glorifying or romanticising these disorders.

my disorders make me destructive, selfish and i have behaved in ways that have hurt the people around me, as a result of some of my symptoms being left un-helped by the professionals who diagnosed me. i have ruined relationships and treated others in a way that was harsh and, at times, cruel.

this does not mean i’m evil because of my disorders, nor does it mean that others with my conditions will behave this way.

but it is important to make sure that you remind yourself that these mental illnesses are not to be romanticised. educate people on the fact we aren’t abusive because of our conditions but be sure you do not water down the impact these disorders can still have.

#sorry for the rant #npd safe #npd #as someone with potential NPD this isn't helping my mental state #fuck whoever thinks like this

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

To everyone with cluster b disorders:

You did not deserve how your mind acts.

You did not deserve the demonization.

You did not deserve abuse and mistreatment.

You did not deserve whatever caused your disorder.

You deserve all the kindness.

You deserve a good life.

You deserve help, comfort, and stability.

You deserve the feeling of being safe.

You all deserve kindness. You did not deserve what happened to you. Please take care of yourself. You deserve happiness.

#cluster b safe #cluster b #did alter #did system #traumagenic system #did osdd #endos dni #fictive heavy system #polyfrag system #programmed alter #programmed did #programmed system #npd safe #npd positivity #actually npd #bpd safe #bpd #you all are amazing #you all are awesome #you all deserve the world

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If you’re a domestic violence survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re an SA survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a CSA survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re an ECSA survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a child abuse survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a neglect survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a war survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a natural disaster survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a gun violence survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a cult survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re an organized abuse survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a torture survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a TTI survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a physical abuse survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a mental abuse survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

If you’re a survivor, I’m proud of you for surviving.

#tw everything #trauma #ptsd #ptsd recovery #trauma survivor #complex ptsd #ptsd awareness #ptsd support #did system #did osdd

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

DEAR GOD WHO TOLD THEM?

GUYS FUCK THEY FIGURED IT OUT WHAT DO WE DO

[citrusandspoolthepersecutors]

I just realized I misspelled change. Sorry. I did this when I was very dizzy and light-headed.

#did alter #did system #traumagenic system #did osdd #endos dni #fictive heavy system #polyfrag system #programmed alter #programmed did #programmed system

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Hello everyone, so my friend needs forearm crutches because they haven't been able to leave the have for the past 2 weeks. My friend currently lives in abject poverty with an abusive mother and is unable to move out and due to multiple disabilities cannot work and do college at the same time.

I'm trying to help them raise £160 for the crutches that they know will be reliable and sturdy enough to help them. If you can donate anything at all, please send money to

#mutual aid #mutual aid talk #donations #donations needed #please repost #raising money #need money #money needed

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Everyone should know the international sign for Help Me. Let’s make this famous!!

#sign language #self help #tips #stay safe

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Hello everyone. Spool here. To any old followers or new followers who haven't seen anything of Citrus in a while. If you don't know, you haven't seen his last post here.

Citrus was horribly spiraling and has been having a hard time. His last post was This. Basically, he couldn't focus on anything but the delusions and paranoia. And I decided that it was best for him to take a break from fronting. Even after all the time I allowed him to have a break, he still refuses to front. So it'll be me the most of the time if all the time at this point.

He will come back soon, just not now. Please give him time.

#did alter #did system #traumagenic system #did osdd #endos dni #fictive heavy system #polyfrag system #programmed alter #programmed did #programmed system

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yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

#mental illness #mental health #safe space #did alter #did system #traumagenic system #did osdd #endos dni #fictive heavy system #polyfrag system #programmed alter #programmed did #programmed system

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Hey! Well, I actually found a good source. It's here. It's a carrd all about endos. It gives good information and even debunks some endo myths (like system hopping). Maybe take a look ^^ -Spool

hiii, guys,, :33 working on a post to disprove endos existence / to disprove the fact that endos are possible,, any points you want me to bring up?? ((i have lots of sources too, literally 8 different sources))

I have been working on this for like an hour or two now, unsure if I'm ready to post it or not

It's gonna be on @antimisinfo btw

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I am very tired of seeing radqueer / transRAMCOA / transDID shit in the RAMCOA tags. It is frustrating and disappointing to see survivors being spoken over and their spaces being encroached on by people who never went through the horrors of RAMCOA and can only attempt to imitate it and make a mockery of it.

Just as misinformation on social media has real clinical implications for DID and OSDD in general, the misinformation about RAMCOA (and all of this "transRAMCOA" and related shit) will only make it more difficult for real survivors of organized and extreme abuse to come forward, be believed, and be treated.

The Satanic Panic had devastating effects on the credibility of survivors. Now it is happening all over again on social media.

#did alter #did system #traumagenic system #did osdd #endos dni #fictive heavy system #polyfrag system #programmed alter #programmed did #programmed system #im about to lose it #im gonna cry