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#00977: The Dream That Didn’t Come True

Today, 20th June 2018 is the day I finally let go of my dream to study at University of Santo Tomas.

“Did it hurt? Does it still hurt?”

Yes and yes.

Since 5th grade, to study at UST and graduate there were included in my plans. I’ve always dreamt of being a “thomasian”. So it’s really hard for me to accept that this dream would never happen. Sa next life ko I want to make it my dream again and finally make it happen.

Sure, I can study my Master’s degree there since I’m going to take BS Architecture. But I don’t know yet. I want to study my Master’s at the University of the Philippines - Diliman because I’m so interested in preserving heritage houses.

I guess God has better plans for me and UST wasn’t included in His plans. Who am I para sirain plans ni God ‘di ba? He knows what’s best for me. I know what I wanted but He knows what I needed. And that’s why I trust Him.

“Did this dream change you?”

Yes, in a good way of course. Like what I’ve said, this was my dream since 5th grade so ayon I strived to be better. I worked hard to get good grades. But we all know that there are ups and downs in life, so ayon may times na I got tired yet I still fought till the end. This dream made me braver than before. This dream motivated me. This dream was one of my strengths. Yet, naging weakness ko. Kasi nga hindi nagkatotoo, hindi ko naachieve. I felt worthless, actually. At one point, I hated myself for not doing my very best. But I realized na I’ve done my best naman and I know I’ve tried so hard just to make that dream happen. And for me, that’s enough. Eventually, I also realized that there are things that are really not meant to happen. Hindi lahat ng gusto natin makukuha natin.

“Did it break you?”

At first, yes. But this didn’t stop me to continue dreaming. In fact, this dream made me stand again. It gave me new hope. It made me grow. Yes, this dream didn’t come true but it made me whole actually. It made my heart break but made me whole as a person.

Letting go of this dream doesn’t mean I’m giving up. Letting go of it only means that I’m brave enough to face that there are things that cannot be mine.

“Let go and let God.”

#dreams

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#00976: THE CHASE

I can’t sleep.

There are so many things and thoughts that kept running on my mind.

I don’t know what to do anymore. So I’ll just leave it all to God.

But I can’t contain my emotions anymore. My heart is aching and I want to let it all out. So I’ll just write it all here.

I’ve never been eager to achieve something. All my life I’ve been fine of simple things. I am content.

Not until now.

It’s my dream to study at UST. Always have and always been. My heart fell in love with UST. I fell in love with UST.

But why do I feel like that as I kept chasing that dream, it’s getting farther and farther?

Why do I feel like that as I kept on reaching it, my hands are too short?

Is it because my heart badly wants that dream, God and the universe wanted me to work hard for it?

Maybe yes, there are chances that I could say that what I sacrificed before weren’t enough. But I know those are more than enough.

I fought for this dream. But I don’t know if I could still fight for it until the end.

I prayed to God to at least give me a sign that all this waiting would be worth it. I prayed to Him that this dream means a lot to me.

I passed USTET but I was waitlisted. It’s already March and the enrollment will be on April. Yet, I haven’t seen my name on the list of the accepted waitlisters.

Maybe UST is not really for me?

Or maybe is it?

I don’t know.

If it’s really for me, I wouldn’t be waitlisted in the first place. But then, I didn’t study enough before taking USTET yet I still passed and was waitlisted.

So maybe UST is really for me.

But why do I found myself here, still waiting?

I’ve waited all my life. Some are worth the wait, some were not.

While growing up, I learned how to wait patiently. But most of the time, I can’t help myself but to think that all the waiting would be just a waste of time.

Someone who had left me broken once said, “Remember that good things come to those who wait.”

I’ve never forgot that ever since.

Every second, minute, hour, and day, I am thinking about just giving up on my dream. Maybe UST is not really for me. I am meant for other schools. That maybe God doesn’t want me to leave my hometown. That I should stay.

But I know He knows that I’ve never wanted to stay at one place. He knows that I’m longing to explore and get out of the box I’ve been hiding in eighteen years. He knows that my heart longs to know what’s out there for me. He knows I love adventures. He knows that I was born to be independent and brave because He trained me to be.

Should I just give up on my dream and live with my what ifs? Should I live with my own regrets?

If it’s not really for me, I’ll accept it whole-heartedly. Because I understand God’s ways and His plans for me. But I can’t promise God that it would be easy, because it would be heartbreaking but I know, I could accept it.

They say, “Regret is worse than failure.”

And I don’t want to regret anything.

I don’t want to look back on my life and say that I should have fought for this dream and study at UST. That I shouldn’t have given up yet.

My hopes are high but reality slaps me in the face everytime I thought that the slots are limited.

A stranger once told me, “I will show you that the things you thought are impossible are possible.”

Maybe he was the sign God had given me?

I asked God for a sign if all this waiting will be worth it and my dream will be only one step away. I’ve always look for signs since then.

In every drop of rain, every rays of sunlight from the window, every color of the cars, and every sound I hear everyday, lies the sign I’ve been waiting from God.

Crazy as it may sound, but you can’t judge a person who just wanted to make his/her dream happen.

Like from the song “Malaya”, there’s a line that says, “Mangangarap pa rin kahit masakit.”

I would still continue to dream even if it hurts me.

I believe that my dream will be possible. For I have God by my side.

I thought of giving up everyday, but I didn’t.

Why?

Because I trust God enough and He made me believe that all things are possible.

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There are so many things I cannot understand.

There are so many questions I want to ask.

Yet, those are questions I cannot speak, and left unanswered.

I don't know if it's better to wait.

But that's all I can do.

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His Love Will Set Me Free

By: Franz Chesca Neo

Empty places, empty spaces

Counting the days,

I have seen those blank faces

And I wonder,

How could I be so blind?

Crying myself to sleep,

Hurting from the secrets that I keep,

Slowly sinking in the darkness I built,

How long should I wait?

Tell me, am I too late?

I said, "I'm fine."

She said, "It's okay."

They said, "We're here."

But He said, "You're not alone."

And suddenly, all those gray colors were gone.

The next day, I opened my eyes

A rainbow greets me with its colors,

As a warm ray of sunlight meets my face,

My heart says,

"At last, I felt something."

Empty places, empty spaces

I finally know where I am going,

Saved from the deep sea I was drowning.

I saw a face that gave me hope whilst saying,

"Your love set me free."

Note: Dedicated to those who are suffering from depression.

#hesetmefree #depression #poetry #keepgoing #youareloved #pray #god #youarenotalone #filipino #filipina #philippines

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What does your heart tell you?

It tells me to dream and make that dream happen.

Hindi ko alam kung papasa ako sa USTET but my heart tells me that nothing is impossible. Walang imposible sa taong naniniwalang kaya niya.

Kaya ko.

UST is my dream school. It’s my dream to study there, lalo na’t Architecture ang gusto kong course. Now that my father finally allowed me to study College in Manila, I'll do my best to pass USTET.

“What does your heart tell you?”

My heart tells me, “You can do it.”

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I was so in love with you, I forgot to love myself.

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All I Want

All I want is to love you

All I want is to show you how much I care

All I want is to prove that breaking your heart is never and will never be my intention

All I want is to be that someone who will always be there for you

All I want is to be the shoulder you can always lean on

All I want is to be the star that shines for you when you’re in darkness

All I want is to be the song you listen to when you’re either sad or happy

All I want is to be the pillow you hug when you’re lonely

All I want is to show you that I’m different from others

All I want is to love you despite the truth that you can’t love me back

But all I want is for you to know that I don’t care, I love you still

Because all I want is to make you happy and feel loved

That’s all I want but you chose to break my heart.

#alliwant #feelings #heartaches #poetry #filipino

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Day and Night

I’ve always loved to see myself with the moon and stars

But you came and made me realized, that I want to be with the sun instead

I am the night and you are the day,

And I would give up the moon and stars for you,

Because I wanted to be with you,

I wanted to look at your beautiful bright rays even if it’s painful,

I wanted to see you shine,

And I’m willing to risk my eyes and be blinded,

Because that’s how much I love you.

But I was too blinded by my love, I forgot to open my eyes,

I forgot to look and believe the truth, that you will never feel the same way

Because I was the night and you were the day.

Night and day were created for different reasons,

And like us, we weren’t made for the same reason, we’re meant for other things,

We weren’t meant to love each other,

Day and night weren’t created and were never meant to be together.

#dayandnight #feelings #heartaches #poetry #filipino

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An Open Letter To The Girl Who Got Her Heart Broken (Tagalog-English)

(Inspired by Coldplay’s Fix You)

To the girl who got her heart broken, this one’s for you.

I know every night, you’re crying to sleep. You’re crying because you think you’re a failure. Iniisip mo kung ano pang kulang after you’ve done your best. You’re blaming yourself because you’re not like the others who can excel in anything. Iniisip mo na wala kang alam, hindi ka nararapat sa ganyan, kaya dapat hindi mo na lang triny noong una pa lang. Iniisip mo na kahiya-hiya ka, na ang bobo mo at isang katawa-tawa. Iniisip mo na isa kang malaking disappointment. Your friends would say, “It’s okay, may next time pa naman.” I know the struggles you’ve been through, kaya para sa'yo hindi yon basta “Okay lang” and I understand that because I’ve been there. Pero I want to tell you na your friends are right, okay lang pumalpak, okay lang bumagsak, okay lang sumubok. Dahil may next time pa. And pag dumating yong “next time” na yon, alam mo na sa sarili mo na kaya mo na. Because failures are meant to teach us lessons. Lessons na isasapuso at panghahawakan natin for us to keep trying, to keep going. Failures are made to be our motivations to do better and still do our best kahit walang kasiguraduhan na we’ll get what we aim for. Ang importante ay nagawa mo ang makakaya mo and that’s enough because you’ve tried. So the next time na maisip mo na you’re a big failure, you’re NOT. Because those who experience failures are the strong and positive ones. Those are the real champions. You’re not a failure, you’re a champion.

If may buhay lang ang unan mo, siguro matagal na niyang sinabi sa'yo na “Tahan na, umiiyak ka na naman.” Your pillow witnessed how you cried that night after the guy you loved broke your heart. Your pillow have seen it all, heard it all, sinalo niya lahat ng luha mo na ang dahilan ay ang lalaking nanakit sa'yo. So find a man na katulad ng unan mo. A man who will always be there to comfort you, sasamahan ka through ups and downs. A man na hindi ka paiiyakin, dahil paiiyakin ka lang niya sa sobrang tuwa at pagmamahal na ibibigay niya sa'yo. A man na pupunasan at sasaluhin ang mga luha mo sa tuwing umiiyak at nasasaktan ka. A man who will give you the love you deserve. A man who will protect you like how a king protects his queen. You don’t deserve a guy, you deserve a man. Thing is, hindi mo naman kailangang maghanap sa lalaking yon. All you have to do is wait and let him find you. He will come at the right time. Don’t settle for less. Baka mapunta ka lang sa maling lalaki na sasaktan ka lang. Just focus on more important things like yourself, your studies, your family, your friends and your hobbies. ‘Wag ka mainggit if may makita kang couples sa public or dahil ikaw na lang ang single sa inyong magkakaibigan. Just wait for the right man and you’ll see. Trust me when I say, it will be worth the wait.

I know you’ve been through challenges and you think you can’t handle those anymore. You can no longer handle the pain. You’re hurt. You’re hurt and all you can think of is to end your life. Because that’s the only thing you can think of to end the pain, to end your hardships, and to end all those things that have caused you so much pain. But I want you to know that it is not the only way. Think about your family, your friend who have stayed true to you, yourself because after facing those challenges you’re still there fighting, and most especially, think about God who loves you and never left your side. Isipin mo kung anong mararamdaman Niya kapag nakita kang sumuko at tapusin ang buhay mo na binigay Niya sayo, para maranasan ang mamuhay sa mundong ginawa Niya para sa Kaniyang mga anak. Think about those people who would do anything just to live longer, those who are fighting their sickness to spend more time with their families, those people who sacrificed their lives in the past just to give us a peaceful life. Sa tingin mo ba, pag tinapos mo ang buhay mo, doon na matatapos ang lahat? Your parents would think it’s their fault and who knows what would happen if ganon nga isipin nila? Think of those people who know you that you will left wondering what did they do. Just one simple act and you might cause an endless ripple. Ending your life isn’t the only way. Talk to Him, seek God. He’ll listen. So be brave, be tough, be an inspiration to others. Don’t give up. If you’re tired and hopeless, talk to Him. Ask for His guidance. Because you are not alone in this journey, you are with Him.

I want you to know that it’s okay to be hurt. It's okay to get hurt. It’s okay to get your heart broken. It’s okay to feel pain because that’s when you know you’re alive. And you’re blessed because you’re alive. I know life is complicated sometimes but look at the brighter side, life is beautiful in its own way. Day wouldn’t be brighter if there was no sun, and night wouldn’t be beautiful if there was no moon and there were no stars. Same goes with life, life wouldn’t be beautiful if there were no challenges.

So to the girl who got her heart broken, be strong, pray, because you are LOVED.

When all else fails, His love remains.

With Love, Chesca.

(Photo not mine) (Ctto)

#openletter #tothegirlwhogotherheartbroken #fixyou #coldplay #love #hope #god #girl #filipino

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Kamusta na kaya ‘yong mga taong binalewala? Ano na kaya ginagawa nila ngayon? Naniniwala pa rin kaya sila sa pag-ibig? Kailan kaya ulit sila matututong magmahal? Kailan kaya nila matatanggap na ganun lang talaga ang buhay at kailangan nilang buksan ang bintana para may pumasok ulit na liwanag? Kailan kaya nila matatanggap na ayos lang ang lahat at normal lang mabalewala at maiwan?

What if para sumaya ka ay kailangan mong tanggapin na ikaw muna dapat ang magbigay importansya sa sarili mo at hindi iasa sa ibang tao? Ganun naman talaga dapat, huwag mong iasa sa iba para ano man ang mangyari? Palagi kang ligtas at hindi palaging malalim ang sugat. Cheer up!

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#bored #art #artmaybe #idontknow #philippines

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My Coldplay Experience | #ColdplayManila

#coldplaymanila #ahfodtourmanila #2017 #coldplayexperience #philippines

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BLOG POST: “When A Dream Finally Came Into A Reality”

Life is full of uncertainties. We will never know what’ll happen in the future and that is why the saying “Expect the unexpected” was known by many. We never know if dreams will be just dreams. We never know if our dreams will come true someday… But one thing is for sure, God is there. He will make it all possible. He’s with us, always… He always listens to our prayers. Even if we don’t say it through prayers, He knows what our hearts desire, deep inside us He knows what we needed, wanted and longed for. He knows what’s best for us, even if it means we’ll be broken along the way.

Dreaming is easy but making it come true is hard. Challenges are along the way, testing you if you could make it ‘til the end and it’s your choice if you’ll give up or continue your journey. Thing is, if you wanted something, work for it. If you got tired, take a rest.. But never stop, NEVER give up. Just like what I did.. I never gave up and did my best to make it happen.

So yep, here’s my Coldplay story:

At a young age, all I dreamt was to have a complete family. But while I was getting older, I found it impossible. I got broken, of course. I was sad, hopeless, and felt really empty. Who wouldn’t? Family is everything and knowing that mine was broken made me feel broken inside, too. I lost myself.. I was so broken that all I thought was, “Don’t I deserve to be happy?”

I start questioning God and whenever I remembered that moment, I felt really bad. Because who am I to question Him? Who am I to question His ways, His plans? When all He did was to give what’s best for me?

Time passed and the pain inside me grew even more. Every night I was crying, wishing and wondering when will this pain end. I sought God and asked for help. I wished for something to ease the pain. That’s when I met Coldplay.

“The Scientist” was the first song I discovered. That time, I felt that it really was for me because of its lyrics. “I’m going back to the start” was the line that made my heart fell in love with their music. Then I found myself listening to that song on repeat. I then started listening to their other songs and “Fix You” was the song that made me really cry hard. It was like Coldplay was telling me through that song that everything’s gonna be fine.. That they’ll fix me pieces by pieces. That was when the time that I promised myself that I’ll watch them live, I will hear their songs live and thank them for inspiring me through their songs.

2016 when Coldplay started touring for their new album “A Head Full of Dreams”. August 2016 when I heard that there will be a livestream of their concert in Rosebowl, L.A. on Youtube by Globe Telecom. While watching it, I cried and promised myself that one day, I’ll watch them live.

April 4, 2016 when Manila badly wants Coldplay. Filipino fans, including me of course, were hoping that Manila, Philippines will be included in their tour.

November 2016 was when I got the news that Coldplay will be having a concert here in the Philippines on April 4th, 2017! Unfortunately, tickets were too pricey and the bronze and gen ad section were the only sections that I can afford since I’m only a student. The worse part? The concert will be held in the SM Mall of Asia Concert Grounds, which only means that it will be hard for me to see them properly since the venue was not elevated.

As a super fan, I was so excited to buy their concert ticket. But here comes the worst part.. There was an announcement that Globe users can reserve tickets during the pre-sale. So when that day came, I immediately sent a text message to reserve two gen ad tickets. Then, I received a text message informing that gen ad tickets were sold out already and I was like “What? Wala pang 5 minutes, sold out agad? Seryoso?!” Then I saw that “#ColdplayManila” was trending on twitter and found out that I wasn’t the only one who got that text message. There were also a lot of disappointed fans tweeting their complaints. But some still scored tickets despite what happened, lucky aren’t they? I had no choice but to WAIT for the public selling and I was REALLY REALLY hoping this time, I’ll score tickets. November 24 came, the day every Filipino Coldplay fan like me have been waiting for, our last chance to score tickets and finally make our dreams come true — in short, the public selling of tickets. HUHUHU. (Yaw q na, magtatagalog na ako. Super nose bleed. I ran out of English na HAHAHA) So yon nga, nagkataon na we have a school project na gagawa kami ng news ganon. Kunwari we’re news reporters and news anchors. Intramurals that time and na-assign ako as sports reporter so ico-cover ko ‘yong intramurals. Sa sobrang focused sa project, I forgot na 10:00 AM nga pala ang open ng SM and I have to go there early as possible if gusto ko agad makabili. But grabe, I didn’t know na madami rin pala fan ng Coldplay dito sa hometown ko. Kaya right after matapos ko ‘yong sa project namin, I think that was 10:45 AM dumiretso agad ako sa mall. Thankfully, malapit lang ‘yong university na pinapasukan ko sa mall. I ran fast as I could simula ground floor up to the third. Then boom, ang haba ng pila! HUHU. Nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa non but I still managed to think positive pa rin. ‘Yong nakabili na girl, nagtatalon pa while saying “Yes, nakabili na tayo!” That time, I really wish that it was me who’s jumping out of joy! Nakapila ako for almost 3 hours then suddenly, sabi nong staff ng SM tickets, “Silver, bronze, gen ad, sold out na po!” To tell you the truth, hindi sa pagiging OA, napatulala na lang ako that time. I can’t think straight. Umalis ako sa pila at habang pababa ako ng escalator I’m fighting the tears in my eye. “No, don’t cry. Don’t cry” was all I can say to myself that time habang paalis ako ng mall. I was alone pa non kaya super pinipigilan ko umiyak. Ayaw ko pagtinginan lalo na’t wala akong kasama. I was thinking “Is this the end? Hindi ko na ba sila mapapanuod live?” Funny part? Nong nakasakay ako sa jeep, may katapat akong girl. She’s wearing shades and namumula mukha niya. Sumisinghot siya, akala ko may sipon lang but nakita ko medyo tinanggal niya 'yong shades and pinunasan niya 'yong mata niya. I realized na she was crying pala and I wanted to cry, too. Inisip ko, umiiyak kaya siya kasi naubusan din siya ng ticket? Dahil nga hindi pa tapos 'yong sa project namin, kailangan ko ulit makipagkita sa groupmates ko. Kahit nanghihina ako, pinili ko pa rin makipagkita. Nasa iisa kaming group ng best friend ko kaya nong makita ko siya and when she asked me if nakabili ba ako ng ticket, umiyak lang ako sa kaniya. I can’t speak. Sobrang broken hearted ko that time na parang gusto ko na lang umiyak all day. My group mates were telling me na 'wag mawalan ng pag-asa kasi who knows? December came and I tried my best na kumpletuhin ang “Simbang Gabi.” Sabi kasi ng mga matatanda if nakumpleto mo daw 'yon, matutupad ang wish mo sa 9th mass, meaning sa Christmas. Minsan inaatake ako ng katamaran, minsan ang lakas ng ulan, gabing-gabi na, and to tell you, mag-isa lang akong sumimba. 3 days lang 'yong sumimba ako na may kasama. That time parang may nagsasabi sa'kin na “Ano, kaya mo pa ba?” Sabi ko sa sarili ko, nagtipid na ako para makaipon pambili ng ticket, pumila ako, nasimulan ko na ang simbang gabi, ngayon pa ba ako susuko? This is for my dream and I know God knows how much I wanted it to happen. Fortunately, nagawa kong makumpleto ang siyam na gabi na 'yon at sinabi ang hiling ko. Yep, hiniling ko na mapanuod ko live ang Coldplay. This was the first time na ang winish ko ay parang hindi worthy. I mean hindi health, peace and more blessings. But this is my dream.. after all the struggles I’ve been through, don’t I deserve the best? May nakilala akong seller and she’s selling gen ad tickets for Php 3,500. Sakto lang sa pera ko since ang balak ko nga bilhin ay alin man sa Bronze (Php 3,500) or Gen ad which is Php 1,800. Pinatulan ko na. Doble ng original price but wala na ako pakialam, desperada na ako e HAHAHA. Super nag-thank you ako kay Lord non kasi He granted my wish. Pero hindi pa dyan nagtatapos ang lahat. Hindi porket may ticket na ako ay makakapanuod na ako talaga. There were guidelines posted regarding the concert, ang problem is minors are not allowed to enter unless may kasama silang ticket-bearing guardian. 17 na ako, isang taon na lang e! Super na-stress ako on that part kasi solo ako manunuod. Sinong guardian ko? HUHUHU. I travelled from Lucena to Manila ALONE. Wala e, solo nga di ba ako. Super kabado na ako while I was on my way to MOA. I was thinking, papasukin kaya ako? Wala akong guardian, wala akong kasama. 'Yong supposedly kasi na kasama ko na mag-aact as guardian ko hindi ko na macontact kaya SUPER KABADO na talaga ako. Baka masayang ticket ko HUHU. Luckily, during the concert I met two Ate’s na super bait and maalaga. They’re sisters and feeling ko kapatid rin nila ako. Binigyan nila ako ng snacks and water habang naghihintay sa pila. Hindi nila ako pinabayaan mapahiwalay sa kanila nong nakapila kasi kagulo na non e. And I was really thankful that time kasi I asked God na sana may makasama ako sa concert and He listened. *tears of joy* May Kuya rin akong nakasama which is friend nila kaya ayon tatlo na 'yong nag aalaga sa'kin since minor nga ako. Tapos after the concert, sinigurado nila na safe ako makakauwi. But eto ang nakakainis, HINDI NAMAN PALA TINITINGNAN SA ENTRANCE KUNG MINOR O HINDI E. Or mukha lang talaga akong 18 years old na HAHAHAHA! So during the concert, umiyak ako. Because after all the struggles, sabi ko sa sarili ko, “Nandito na ako, pinapanuod at pinapakinggan na sila LIVE.” Sa wakas, napakinggan ko na ng live 'yong mga favorite songs ko. I cried my heart out, I sang along, nakitalon at nakisayaw and I lived the moment. Until now, it felt surreal. I never knew that day will come but then naniwala ako e, hindi ako nawalan ng pag-asa. I stayed positive and look where it got me. “I tried my best and I succeeded.” In life, no matter how tough the challenges are, you have to be strong and ang kailangan lang ay HOPE. Kahit minsan we’re getting hopeless, don’t think na wala nang pag-asa kasi palaging may paraan. Challenges make life interesting. They are made to make us strong. They are not an excuse to quit following your dreams. So NEVER give up on your dreams.

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COLDPLAY's A Head Full of Dreams Tour 2017 Live in Manila, Philippines!! #ColdplayManila

I still can’t believe it! Mapapanuod ko concert ng Coldplay sa Tuesday! God knows how long I’ve been waiting for this! Dream come true talaga!! Huhuhuhu sa dami ng pinagdaanan ko just to score a concert ticket para mapanuod sila live, grabe until now hindi ko inexpect na eto na, eto na yon!! I WILL HEAR THEM LIVE!!! I almost gave up but then I REMEMBERED THAT DREAMS DON’T WORK UNLESS YOU DO!!! Kahit mahirap and nakakapagod para lang makapanuod, IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!!! Tried my luck and here I am!! NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS!!! TRUST ME, NOTHING’S IMPOSSIBLE KUNG PAGHIHIRAPAN MO ESPECIALLY IF YOU’RE WITH GOD! Kahit walang kasiguraduhan, GO LANG!!! HUHUHU THANK YOU TALAGA, LORD!!!!!

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