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I couldn’t fix him, but I could fuck him, and that could fix me, and that’s more important.

#biblically accurate #this is about every single fictional man i have ever loved #except you nanami kento you’re perfect

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But what would the heroes and AFO know about Twice offering to carry Tomura. What would they understand about Mr. Compress ripping his body apart for him. What would they know about Toga thinking she'd gladly kill for him and no other man in a position of power. What would they know about Spinner selling his soul to the devil to give his friends another chance. About Dabi following only Tomura's orders and no one else's.

They don't even know about Tomura saying "Do you think one of your subordinates can compare to our Magne?" "Do I look that heartless to you? I want them to succeed." Or when Gigantomachia couldn't go underground because that would kill the LOV and Tomura had ordered to bring them to him alive. They don't know about "The wishes of my comrades are separated. Do as you like" or "Playing around with people's feelings... I won't forgive you, Meta Liberation Army".

I'd still need to become... A hero to those guys.

The villains.

They'd never understand what it's all about.

#lov apologist til the day i die #lov my fav found family #they’re all my comfort characters fr #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #league of villains #mha spoilers

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my babieees are back 🥹

I'm sure you'll get a chance to make it up to me soon.

Mark Grayson and Samantha Eve Wilkins in Invincible season 2 episode 5

#this ep actually lowkey made me ship REX and Eve #like platonically #Rex is a better friend than he ever was a boyfriend #and you can really tell she was maybe the only person he ever sincerely loved #and rn Rex is a MUCH better friend to Even than Mark's been the past few episodes #I still love them tho

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The League idea of helps is so........ .

Was this the childhood house where my friend was abused, neglected and kicked out from being just a little girl with a weird quirk? I'll set it on fire.

Does my friend hate this big ass mountain and all it represents? Then why not turn it to dust?!

Hmmm, you killed our friend, I need to ruin your entire life because an eye for an eye is not even enough. Our friend was worth more than just one of your people.

I'd surely cut my own internal organs to give you a chance to escape and become the world's worst nightmare, no problem.

There's nothing this rich and evil CEO can offer me that I'd like to have, except maybe that sushi my friend wanted. Yeah, I can't kill the CEO. My friend really wanted that sushi after all.

Would I go through painful and dehumanizing body modifications to become a monster capable of supporting my evil best friend? Why are you even asking me that? Of course I would.

Would I die for them? Have my arms broken for them? Lose my fingers for them? Lose my arm for them? Burn myself alive for them? Put myself at risk for them? Yes. A million times yes.

AND YET

Dabi asks Toga to smile. Compress asks Spinner to protect Tomura from them on, no matter what. Twice asks them to live. On and on and on and on, the League of Villains love leaks.

I hope they can learn how to properly help each other without causing more damage. I know it'd make them very happy.

#league of villains #mha lov #they have my whole heart idc if they’re the bad guys #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia

[xothatnerdykid]

Embrace the cringe.

Write weird fanfic.

Read weird fanfic.

#hell yeah #one of life’s great pleasures imo #cringe culture is dead #ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #writing #fanfic #ao3 shenanigans

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My handsome boy is back!!

#return of the king #i missed him sooooo much #baby #yuta okkotsu #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen

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beginning vs. end of season 2

#this parallel HURTS #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen #stsg #satosugu #satoru gojo #suguru geto #aka babygirls #who don’t deserve what gege did to them

[xothatnerdykid]

Happy Choso ❤️

#baby girl choso #choso kamo #choso jjk #jujutsu kaisen #my anemic boyfrieeeend

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#they’re so precious to meee #jujutsu kaisen #itadori yuuji #choso kamo

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I know those eyes, following me

#forever my otp #zutara #i could wax poetic about them for daaayyysss #avatar the last airbender #atla #zuko #katara #zutara fanart #beautiful work btw op

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villain trio

#the lov are my comfort characters tbh #fav found family in all of mha #league of villains #my hero academia #boku no hero academia

[xothatnerdykid]

me about a man who isn't real: they don't make men like this anymore

#andrews peter parker #so true #but alsooo #aizawa shouta #nanami kento #geto suguru #jjk choso #gojo satoru

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Yes Nanami you've done enough - Rest In Peace 🕊️🕊️

#rip to the absolute GOAT #Nanami Kento #Nanami KINGto #haha jk he’s just retired on a beach in malaysia guys #right?????!?!? #jujutsu kaisen #jjk spoilers

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when you know, you know

You, a teaching assistant at UA, and Aizawa start a secret relationship that somehow turns into more than he imagined. Aizawa Shouta x gn!reader. Tooth-rotting fluff. SFW, 1.4k words. (Can be both a stand alone or a continuation to Say Yes to Heaven).

Aizawa’s not one for casual sex or casual relationships. He tried for a while, because his busy life didn’t leave room for much else and it just seemed like the most practical thing to do. But eventually, he realized that it’s just not worth it if it doesn’t lead to any meaningful connection. So he had sworn off relationships for a few years until he got his life all settled.

Or at least, that’s what he planned to do before he met you.

You, with your laughter that makes something inside him stir, a pleasant surprise that breaks apart the grey clouds of his perpetual gloominess. You shattered all his well-thought-out plans with your easy smile and disarming sweetness. Your presence brings an unexpected shift in his routine, one he's both unprepared for and secretly delighted by.

“Good morning, Aizawa-senpai.” You brush a lock of hair behind your ear, your eyes lingering on him a moment longer than necessary. But if anyone else in the room notices, they don’t say anything.

"Mhm, morning," He grumbles, barely glancing at you. His voice is rough and sleep-laden, his tone flippant as ever.

You offer him a seemingly sweet smile, but the two of you know there's something more lurking beneath it. "You seem tired. Rough night?"

He narrows his eyes at you for a fraction of a second before grunting. Then, under his breath, soft enough for only you to hear..."You’d know."

To anyone else, the gestures seem innocent enough — a polite greeting, a shared meal, a casual conversation in the teacher's lounge — but to him, it was almost agonizing having to pretend. To know that there’s a certain warmth in your eyes or a secret smile meant only for him. 

A simple brush of your hands is enough to ignite him, a feeling he craves but constantly has to keep in check. After all, the other teachers have no inkling of the whirlwind of emotions brewing within him, and that’s precisely how he intends to keep it. 

Still, the temptation is overwhelming. Every stolen moment, every subtle touch…

Aizawa had always prided himself on his unwavering focus, but your presence had a way of unraveling his professionalism and all his carefully constructed boundaries. 

His mind, usually so sharp and perceptive, suddenly couldn’t be trusted in your presence. His eyes always sought you out, tracing your figure, the way you sit so gracefully, the gentle curves of your body and the smoothness of your skin. In a split second, his thoughts would turn inappropriate as he began to envision scenarios he knows he shouldn't be thinking about in the middle of a class.

It’s a constant struggle. 

You’re the disruption he had never anticipated, the chink in his armor. 

"Mmhm — remind me — again," you gulp in the air in between hurried kisses, "who thought — this was — a good — idea?" 

You feel him smirk against your neck from where he'd been peppering kisses and soft licks. "You."

"Ah, right." You take a moment to catch your breath and fix your disheveled hair. "Well, in my defense, you really shouldn't wear something so scandalous at school if you expect me to behave.”

He looks down at his usual training clothes — a black compression shirt and baggy gray sweatpants — and chuckles. The low, raspy sound sends shivers down your spine.

"I'll keep that in mind." He cages you with both his arms against the wall and leans in, smirking. "But don't think you're entirely blameless either."

"Me?" Nervous laughter bubbles inside you as you try to tamper down the hammering of your heart against your ribcage. "What did I do?"

His lips graze your ear, and your skin turns to goosebumps under the warmth of his breath. "You just had to tease me in front of my students, didn’t you? You know how it affects me." He pulls you closer, hands sliding down your waist. “How you affect me.”

You bite your lower lip, a teasing glint in your eyes as you meet his gaze. “Oh? And here I thought we were just having a little fun.”

He grins, his lips leaving another trail of soft kisses by your collarbone. "I didn't say I didn't like it."

You let out a soft gasp as his lips find a particularly sensitive spot, and you tighten your grip on him.

"You're right about one thing, though," he whispers.

And despite the beautiful work he's doing with his tongue, you manage a breathless, "What's that?"

His lips find yours again in a searing kiss. It’s only when you finally break apart that he answers, "I can't resist you, even when I should."

Any further conversation is lost in the intensity of the moment, the thrill of being together, no matter the circumstances.

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He never planned to fall in love. At least not yet. Not with so many responsibilities on his shoulders. But life, it seems, cared very little for his best-laid plans. 

So here he is, waiting for you after weeks of yearning and missing you like you’re two halves of a whole. The setting sun casts a warm, golden hue over the lush green grass of the park. The cherry blossoms are in full bloom, scattering delicate petals in the gentle breeze, and he watches as the sakura petals dance in the wind. 

He spots you walking towards him, the soft light highlighting the sparkle in your eyes and the affectionate curve of your lips. You look beautiful, he thinks, standing beneath the blush-painted sky, enveloped in the soft glow of the setting sun.

"Shouta," you greet him, your voice filled with a familiar warmth and affection he adores.

Aizawa, usually so composed and sure-footed, falters in the face of his own desire. He almost stutters your name, the pounding in his chest drowning out every other sound. But he takes a steadying breath instead and musters the last remnants of his composure to look at you.

“I need to tell you something.”

You looked at him with curiosity and a touch of concern. "What is it?"

He meets your gaze with a steadiness he reserves for the most critical of moments, but you can see a flicker of vulnerability in his otherwise stoic demeanor. His hand moves up to gently cradle your face, his touch tender and reverent, as if he's afraid you might vanish if he's too rough. 

His eyes search yours for permission, for that silent understanding that it’s more than just a moment of passion when he leans in, his lips softly meeting yours. He wants to bring to life all the things he feels for you he’s left unspoken, still trying to find words for.

"Shouta," you whisper breathlessly when your eyes flutter open, your hand holding his, cupping your cheek. Before you can ask him again, the confession comes tumbling out of his mouth. 

“I love you," he finally whispers. And the world seems to slow to a stop for a moment as his words wash over you. “I’ve fallen in love with you, and I don’t want to hide anymore. You've turned my world upside down, and somehow, it's better this way." 

The weight of his feelings, the honesty in his eyes, hangs in the air between you like a delicate promise. It's not overly dramatic or romantic, but it's real, and it's him.

You press your forehead against his, laughter bubbling up in you. “Shouta, I love you, too.” 

Your confession sweeps through him like a warm breeze, casting aside the doubt and insecurities he's carried for far too long. A soft, genuine smile tugs at the corners of his lips. It's the first time you've seen him smile so openly, and an unexpected feeling of affection and endearment floods your chest. 

You nestle into the crook of his neck, wrapping your arms around him. His fingers run through your hair as he holds you close and presses a feather light kiss on the top of your head.  Shouta's heart swelled with warmth, a feeling he'd rarely allowed himself to experience. 

It was terrifying to let someone in, to love so openly, but in that moment, he knew it was worth it. He felt lighter, as if he'd unburdened himself from a heavy weight he'd carried for years. With a sense of contentment he'd never known before, he held you a little tighter.

"If you'll have me," He whispers softly, his voice a gentle caress against your ear. He opens your hand with his, sliding his fingers between yours. "I promise to love and protect you. Always."

You beam up at him, your own voice tinged with happiness and affection. "Of course I'll have you, Shouta. With all my heart."

"Then it's a promise," he says, sealing the pact with a tender kiss, a promise made under the blush-painted sky and the falling sakura petals.

#aizawa shouta #bnha shouta aizawa #shouta aizawa x reader #aizawa x reader #mha aizawa #bnha aizawa #aizawa sensei #eraserhead #aizawa imagine #aizawa shouta imagine #aizawa shouta x you #aizawa shouta x reader #aizawa shouta x y/n #my hero academia #boku no hero academia

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MAPPA stays animating with one hand!

#thank you for your service mappa #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #gojo satoru #nanami kento #choso kamo

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only love can hurt like this

Slightly angsty Aizawa Shouta x gn!reader drabble. SFW, 370 words.

"For the last time, I'm telling you I can't let you do that," Shouta's voice is firm, his eyes fixed on yours in determination.

"And for the last time," you reply, equally resolute, "I'm telling you that it's not up to you. You go on dangerous missions all the time. Why can't I?"

"This is different!" He snaps, and the loudness and tone of his voice abruptly shuts you up. You find yourself taking a step back, caught you off guard by his sudden outburst. He'd never yelled at you before.

"I…" He looks at you with wide eyes, your own surprise mirrored on his face. He heaves a heavy sigh and rubs his hand over his face, reaching out to you again. "I'm sorry. I didn't…"

"How is it different?" You ask softly, accepting his touch. You don't understand why he's so upset, just that he is.

He grips your hand tightly, but the intensity in his gaze turns gentle. "I'm sorry for raising my voice," he says, his tone calmer yet tinged with exhaustion, too. "I just… I can't have anything happen to you."

Emotions swirl within you, but rising above it all is the warm reassurance of how deeply Shouta cares for you. So much so that he struggles to express it sometimes. The pained, lost look on his face makes your heart swell with affection.

"Baby," you pull him into a tight embrace, feeling the tension release from his body as he sighs against you. "It's going to be okay. I promise I'll be fine."

"But you can't promise that," Shouta's voice wavers, no doubt haunted by the memories of heroes lost in the line of duty. "No one can. Otherwise…"

Otherwise Shirakumo would still be here.

Otherwise Kayama wouldn't be gone.

He doesn't need to say it; you can see the silent fear of history repeating itself evident in his pleading gaze.

You let go but keep your fingers linked together as you tiptoe to place a soft kiss on his lips. "I know, baby. But we're heroes. It's what we do."

"Yeah," he lets go of your hand and turns away with a defeated sigh. "It's what we do."

#aizawa shouta #bnha shouta aizawa #shouta aizawa x reader #aizawa x reader #mha aizawa #bnha aizawa #aizawa sensei #eraserhead #aizawa imagine #aizawa shouta imagine #aizawa shouta x you #aizawa shouta x reader #aizawa shouta x y/n #my hero academia #boku no hero academia

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love you like oxygen

Your pro hero boyfriend has barely been home the past few weeks because of his hectic schedule, so you decide to surprise him when's patrolling one night and steal some of his time (as well as a few kisses). Aizawa Shouta x fem! reader. Sliiiight NSFW (definitely suggestive, bordering on foreplay). 1.3k words.

Dating Shouta could be hard sometimes. His life is a constant juggle between being a UA teacher by day, a pro hero by night, and a single dad to 23 kids on top of being your boyfriend. So, of course, you understand it can be challenging to find some quality time with him.

Although you’ve only been together for less than a year, you don't really go out on dates anymore. Because when you used to eat out at quiet restaurants or take a walk through the park, he usually couldn't make it through the whole date without getting an urgent phone call about school or his hero work, and then having to excuse himself. Eventually, you get so tired of having to finish your dinner by yourself or go home alone that you start spending most of your free time waiting for him in his apartment.

Most days he gets home at a somewhat reasonable hour, all things considered, and you happily spend your time together eating the dinner you cooked for him and just lounge around and talk until you fall asleep. Then you like to lie in bed in the morning and watch him gear up and get ready, even helping him shave or share a coffee together before he has to kiss you goodbye while you start getting ready for work, too. It’s nice, you think, to share all these mundane moments of everyday life with him.

But he’s been coming home so late the past few days that you’re usually already asleep. And the only thing you wake up to is a plate of breakfast on the table and a little text telling you to have a great day. 

After two weeks, you decide you’re tired of missing him and get off work early to surprise him. 

You briefly wonder if it was even a good idea to come looking for him when he’s out on patrol, given the hectic (and dangerous) nature of his work. You didn't want to get in the way or distract him too much from anything important he might be doing, especially not if it meant putting anyone at risk.

So you call Hizashi to ask if he might know where your boyfriend is, and you tell him about your little plan. He says it should be fine if you catch him by the time he’s usually on break, and he helps you track Shouta’s patrol route for the night. You thank him before you hang up and head out. 

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Although you had meant to surprise him, you suppose he’s just too good at his job to let you. You startle a little when he catches you, and you turn around to face him. He’s hanging upside down from a fire escape with his goggles obscuring his eyes. 

You don’t doubt that it’d be an intimidating sight to anyone else; this tall, imposing man, blending in so well with the dark and moving so quickly and quietly in the shadows. But seeing him silhouetted against the glow of the city lights with a small smirk playing on his lips just makes you realise how much you miss him. And how much you want to show him that. 

"Fancy running into you here, stranger." His deep, raspy voice comes out teasing and flirty. 

A warmth spreads over you at the sound and you take a step closer. “Hey there, hero. I could say the same to you.”

"And to what do I owe the pleasure of this lovely surprise?"

You smile softly, reaching up to touch his face, tracing his jawline. “I was hoping you could help me with my little problem.”

He chuckles, his upside-down grin nearly disarming. "Whatever it is, I’m all yours.”

“You see, my boyfriend hasn’t been coming home for the past few days and I've been feeling a little lonely lately because of it.” You pout a little.

“Is that so?” His hand finds its way to the small of your back, pulling you a fraction closer. The simple gesture, tender and affectionate, sends shivers down your spine. You lean into his touch, the feeling of his hand against your skin comforting. “Do you want me to keep you company then?”

You nod, dipping your head slightly so your lips softly brush against his. The anticipation builds like an electric charge in the air. His closeness is intoxicating and you feel your heart race, each beat like a drum echoing your desire for him.

“Like I said,” he breathes, his thumb lightly grazing your lips. “I’m all yours.”

Your hands trail down to his eyes to pull his goggles down, and you smile at the look on his face. “There you are, handsome.” 

You grab his jaw and kiss him like you’ve been wanting to all week, molding your lips against his with a burning desire to be closer. Your hands find their way to the nape of his neck, fingers tangling in and fisting his unruly hair until you feel him groan.

"I've — missed you," you murmur against his lips between kisses, savoring the taste and warmth of his mouth.

"Kitten, you have no idea how much I've missed you," he growls, his voice low and husky. You reach for him again, but he pulls away. You’re about to ask why when he flips himself right-side up, landing effortlessly on the ground to tower over you. 

“I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you all week.” He pins you against the alleyway, both his palms flat against the surface beside your face, and he draws you closer until you're flush against him. “Thinking about all the things I want to do to you.”

Your breath catches in your throat when you feel his knee slowly creeping up between your legs, and he crashes his lips into yours once more. 

The taste of him is deliciously exhilirating, the sensation of his skin against yours a heady concoction that sends your senses into a whirl.

"Then why — don’t you—" You try to gasp, “Stop — thinking — and just —”

Unable to form a coherent thought anymore as he kisses you senseless, you reach behind you instead to touch his hand and trail your fingers up his arm, over his chest, and down his abs, feeling his toned muscles through the fabric of his shirt. You hook your finger through his belt to pull him closer. 

Feeling his hips slot against yours knocks the air from your lungs. 

“Shouta,” you can’t help but whine and roll your hips against him, desperately seeking friction. 

His hands grip you tighter as he groans into your mouth. He stops to look at you — your dark, blown out pupils, chest panting and face flushed with desire — and grabs your jaw, smirking. “You know I can't resist you when you're like this, right, kitten?”

You smile slowly through the haziness of the desire clouding your mind. 

“Tell you what. Why don’t you go back home first,” He leans in to press a lingering kiss behind your ear, stroking your hair. “And I promise I won’t be far behind?”

“You’re no fun,” You protest petulantly, fingers clutching at his shirt. “Can’t you take a day off from saving the world just for one night?”

He smiles at you softly. “I’m sorry, love, for today and all the days before that I haven’t been around much,” He takes your hands and brings it up to his mouth, looking into your eyes as he kisses your knuckles. “I intend to be plenty fun when I get home later. How’s that sound?”

Your cheeks warm at his words and all the things they make you imagine. “Don’t take too long, then.”

“I won’t. I’m counting down the seconds as we speak.”

With one last stolen, tender kiss, Shouta watches you leave before he heads back out into the night. The ache of having to say goodbye again is softened by the sincerity in his promise of making up for lost time and the eager anticipation of being in his arms soon.

(The noise complaint you get from his neighbor the next day is a small price to pay, and it makes him laugh a little when you show it to him, so…even just for that…)

#aizawa shouta #bnha shouta aizawa #shouta aizawa x reader #aizawa x reader #mha aizawa #bnha aizawa #aizawa sensei #eraserhead #aizawa imagine #aizawa shouta imagine #aizawa shouta x you #aizawa shouta x reader #aizawa shouta x y/n #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #aizawa x you #chloe writes #chloe's fics