On sight
Poised and ready, this bubblegum
smile tames the tongues
of many
keeping afloat
the pink resin that grows
& grows pregnant
with its last breath
bursting
into the universe
here.
This sound played
back in the recording
on repeat:
the moment,
the moment,
this moment
we fell in love.
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Creation
You, like weathering
along sand bark, crooked
and pinching the corpus
callosum, pink pearls drooping
into the center of this valley. You
like the inner membrane of river organs,
gasping for a smooth cry, a bend cradled
into the womb confessing. I dream
of you floating between rising waves, air still,
cobblestones trembling like
acupuncture, the light splintering
into chrysanthemums. And you
are spiraling, confessing, drunken
into this night, you are wonderless and wonder
falling, dripping, unmoored, shored, razed
into infinite parts. But infinity
is the paradox. You are razors driving
seams into this night, walking through walls,
adding new stitches to this poem, and I
envy those who catch you in
the in-between. A rotund roundabout
with night sky etched onto its
dome, and I am watching you from this
black hole widening its embrace. You
on the other side, curls untouched,
unweaned, waiting for this language
to carry you home.
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new year
and it is the way the smoke
climbs onto the seventeenth story
& asks for forgiveness
for the ancestors who have undone
the charred remains of lunch
for the harbinger of new losses hovering
inside stale water stains
for the bearer of old paper
letters writing themselves into prayer
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this is how you spell beautiful
B.
ask him for flower letters, the ones he left to dry under the gaze
of the moon, as the milky light prickles below the tender curve
of your name
B.
understand attraction is perfection in disguise, that it only exists
when his eyes spy your indulgent limbs, how they trace his lenses
so perfectly
B.
tell him you are good enough, but allow him to arrange you with the exotic,
butterfly orchids, how you will always stand out, how he will keep you
when he gives the others away
B.
feel the cage of your clavicle, how your skin dips closer to your center,
the way his hands explore caverns with palms steady against the sides, carving
his path into your history
B.
ambrosia nightmares.
wine-stained dusk. his mustard breath
curls around your finger. asks for a home.
B.
awake to a bed of violet phlox by the windowsill,
framing your shadow figure in the coarse netting.
there is a reason why portraits are fenced
with gilded embroidery, tapering the edges,
a world of isolation in perfect quadrilateral.
B.
he embarks on a mission
in oiled feathers, steel bones & razor
joints. comes home marching
to silence.
E.
The women have left in a mass exodus, they have built their own city with hands he left behind
They have made home a word that means what their mothers called womb—safe, impenetrable
There are skyscrapers with glass walls but no ceilings so the world can see what they have built
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clockwork
Brown,
paper body
on a tangerine
comforter.
Count the amber
beats in time
and let the scent of lemon
hold the tempo.
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queen
you call her a queen
because you said some girls are just like that
some girls with a voice of steel,
body from bark, hands like honey
as I reach for the bowl of sweets
wondering if I could digest ‘queen’
transform into a light
in your eyes, blinking in twilight
wondering if what you see
was queen enough
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are we ever enough
for the people we want to be
will rejection ever leave
only fading pockmarks, a bruise
that indents into skin,
absorbs layers deep
we do not recognize
will saying you are beautiful
be enough anymore
will you believe me
when I tell you
you are worth more
than what the world
has marked you
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exquisite body
Dead body,
cold figment of the
imaginary.
Our hopes can only hold one
dead body,
with scaly skin, blue fingertips,
hair that died long ago
but remains beautiful, lonesome
body died forgotten today.
Yesterday, last year
she breathed words
that sounded like a poem,
agony
disguised under pretty
sounds, droplets of honey
her mother collected in
her urn. All that is left
of her is the one part
she wished could die,
but they stole away the
most precious part
instead.
*
Dead body,
of
imaginary.
hopes hold
dead body,
skin, blue
long but
lonesome
body forgotten
last
words
poem,
disguised pretty,
honey,
her mother,
urn. All left
one part
she wished die
but they
most precious
instead.
*
Dead body
hopes
forgotten
words
honey
she wished
most
precious.
*
Dead body.
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Every hand holds a place
You did not know
that when you called yourself
a storyteller, the white space became
so much darker.
You resorted to flinging
white pox on the black canvas
until someone told you
she would confine
the not-so-meaningful meaning
in a gilded frame.
She says: you made me wonder
if this
had to have
meaning
to
be.
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sometimes, love erases
the need for apologies,
sometimes, love craves
only touch, a nip
from the wispy tails of
a feather,
sometimes, love will shred
your wings, leave you
raw flesh and broken
promises, ones you thought
were a part of your
love.
sometimes, love is no longer.
But a sermon
you recite every night,
wondering where the
sometimes went.
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another day in america
When will it stop?
The blood I cannot see,
but the words that tell me
otherwise. When will it
stop? The blood I cannot
see but the tears that
tell me otherwise. When
will it stop? The blood
I cannot see, but the
silence that tells me.
the silence that tells me.
the silence that tells me.
the silence that tells me.
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even infinity sometimes wishes
it could have an ending, beautiful
amber beats, a rhythm
of cosmic eternity captured
in the last sacred breath
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To My Children
Baby––they fear colors,
the finger-painted figures of you and me,
a memory they have silenced
with their prayers
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