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[thewrittingpan]

Thinking about a yandere showing up at your work, it doesn’t mater if it is food or drinks you serve them, clothes or just bagging their groceries. They take every time you don’t recognize them as a personal insult, not that they blame you of course, it’s not your fault you can’t recognize them. It just hurts. One day they mention something, liking extra caramel in their latte, their fruit and vegetables in a separate bag, or their items separated and bagged by which room they’ll go to. It's a small thing really, a fleeting joke as they shove a large tip into your jar, a camera back into their pocket, or fumble with their wallet. All that matters is the next time they visit you, you do it. You can’t fully place them yet, or you hardly notice that they’re the same person, but you internalized what they said to some extent, and you’ve started mimicking their preferences! Hopefully, in a few more visits, you’ll recognize their face!

#yandere drabble #x reader fanfiction

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I have achieved a form in which my human flesh can no longer contain. I rival the understanding of nature and I am beyond that which is holy, the gods could never ascend to my understanding of pure nothingness in the waters of khaos. I am the closest a human could be in their mortal form to a force of nature, rivaling that of the lord's son and possibly himself. I shall consume the heavenly elixir and continue to spiral into the void. I only crave its sweet bitterness, it reminds me of my human existence enjoying the relaxing simple existence of society, blinded by my inability to think. My eyes are open and I can now see without them. I may now exist in solitude unwelcomed by divinity and hated by the damned but I am born.

Translation: PLEASE HELP ME GOD IM SO TIRED IM THINKING COLORS AND SHAPES BUT IN WORDS AND SPACE THE COFFEE IS MAKINF ME SUFFER BUT ITS THE ONLYING KEEPING I AM LOSING IT

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I am approaching ~26hrs of being awake pleas be aware that i will probably be reahinf writing out of my ass in ~3 more my apologies to my bf who will bw dealingnwith me :)

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Hey just thought i’d put this little updste out there for those of you who are very patiently waiting for painting lies to update or just interested in my work aswell. I have a side blog that i’ve been posting on infrequently @thedrawingpan i write more so has a hobby for downtime, when ive been off my meds too long, or something needs to be discribed in words. However i’m an artist first and foremost, if you want to see some of my art I have some fanart, class art, random ideas for acrylic standees, charms, stickers, desihns and things I wish i could sell so i didnt have to live of coffee shop tips lol. If you are interested in that :)

#random shit

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Random Head cannons:

Lilia

I firmly believe that he would have a Mountian Dew addiction- sure I think other sodas are possible too like Dr. Pepper but there’s this “dad clock” that has haunted every divorced father I’ve met and it’s a Mountain Dew clock and it always hangs on the wall where the kitchen meets the dinning table. Don’t ask me why it’s a trend in my life that’s between me and my therapist but I feel that Lilia would probably own one in his gamer room.

Speaking of which he’s got a damn gammer room. I’ve admittedly been out of the loop event and plot wise since the release of ignihide’s chapter (I can not spell forgive my dyslexic ass), but it doesn’t matter if it’s just his bedroom, a whole separate room, a streaming room or not. It has a fancy custom built pc, one that lights up and the whole room is themed to match. It’s very well put together and could probably pay my college tuition with the merchandise he may collect.

I personally think that since Lilia is so old, he tends to hoard things. It obviously snuck into my fic Ring of Mushrooms with just the whole house being a cluttered mess of history. Some of it is me trying not to be a hoarder myself but living nicknack because I am just a bird in a human shape, but he just has a lot of things he forgets about.

Call it time blindness, forgetfulness, or sentimentality but he just keeps pictures, books, gifts, random things his sons have drug into the house or stuffed into their pockets. He has jars of buttons that Malleus collected as a toddler, the shiny rocks Silver picked up by the stream, he’s the type of guy to have a full box of the same pencil because it’s his favorite and there was a rumor it was being discontinued.

I also think that he has a soft spot for pinks and pastels especially when the boys were young. Mint/sage greens were a common choice for blankets, hats, and mittens. He also probably color coded the boys. It doesn’t matter if they were the same age or not just for ease and avoiding fights he totally did.

Lilia probably has a bunch of abandoned hobbies. Things he did long enough to have a humans level of decent but not great. if he were to “relearn” it he would appear to be a savant to a real beginner. Some of these hobbies include: Calligraphy, Crochet, Knitting, Fish lure making, Astronomy, Woodworking

Hobbies he would be bad at:

Drawing/Painting, he has a bad understanding of color but a great eye for depth and detail. The forms are always very off putting though.

He tried birdwatching he isn’t bad at it per se, but he often gets interrupted or caught up in something that is not the birds.

He wanted to do quilting and scapbooking, it’s not that he can’t do them either but he always forgets the projects. The scrapbooks mostly the quilts he has a lot more practice with as baby shower gifts for neighbors and for his own kids. Yet his stiches can be sloppy same with the binding.

He has a fondness for spinel gems he likes the wide array of colors like most gems but he likes a lot of the vibrant pinks they come in

Malleus

I think malleus would have a habit of forgetting to eat if not reminded or brought food. I cannot explain why I think this I just have a hunch.

I think Malleus is great at word puzzles and puzzles in general, it’s not inherently that he’s super smart but he just knows patterns more often than not. However he is quite horrible at pop culture references and trivia. For example he is good at Wordle, Sudoku, crosswords, and connections, but since crosswords and connections often have pop culture references those are the ones he struggles with most.

When he was young he collected things. I mean a lot of things, buttons, pins, rocks, pinecones, leaves, he pressed and dried flowers, half of his room was just wall-to-wall collections. This continued on until now but it’s just gotten more mild, though it flares up during stressful times.

He’s very good at quilting if I had to assign a good trade themed hobby. I’m open to other needle crafts like embroidery or cross-stitch but I think quilting is something that gets done during school breaks and he often sews in former button collections to them.

I think he has an aversion to some kind of food, whether it be things like a texture like he doesn’t like the feeling of bananas or the taste of pees makes him nauseous. I don’t think it’s an allergy or anything just something that physically makes him feel like death is the only solution to the minor inconvenience.

He’s a peridot guy sure emeralds work too but if he’s being honest the peridots are cuter

Silver

One time he had a talking to about throwing sand. He was only three at the time but it had to be revisited after an incident with an ant hill when he was four.

He sleeps in a funeral-showing sort of way. His hands clasped on his chest while he lays on his back. He rarely moves in his sleep, but cheese can cause him to sleep walk.

Speaking of which he has a mild lactose intolerance. He doesn’t care to actively avoid dairy but he often forgets he has it. On many occasions he has eaten too much dairy and was genuinely confused by the way he was having tummy troubles.

He cries at weddings.

He doesn’t cry at funerals.

Silver has this hobby of wanting to bird hunt but falls asleep too often. He does however have some half okay drawing skills. Enough to have an upper hand in Pictionary maybe but a good hand on proportions and the details are messy but it works.

He has a fondness for pearls it’s the type of jewelry he thinks is the most beautiful.

#fanfiction #twst #twisted wonderland malleus #twisted wonderland #headcannons #twst lilia #lilia vanrouge #malleus draconia #twst silver #twisted wonderland silver #headcanon

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I’m about to commission a custom Lilia charm bracelet because I’m down bad but also I might have to see if they’d make a custom N necklace or something lol 😘

#my poor bf #the bf is replaced my digital men #random shit

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Quit a second job because they were forcing me to come in while as a pass out risk livin the good ol dream

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baking a cake while working on my classwork, so glad i have 4 different boxes of vanilla cake mix but no fucking pasta

#can you tell that im tired of my groceries not being added to the shopping list? #random shit #personal shit #litteraly went to make alfredo and nope no pasta #sorry bf coming over for the night you get your early valentines cake in stead of dinner #i litterally cannot #i gave that bitch a whole list and told her to tell me what she cant get but noooooooo #she only got potatos for me #im so tried i want to move out but i cant afford that

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I did count the bug kiling but not that one i counted the bug crown

because the only consistent I am is consistently off task here is my Hazbin Finale Bingo sheet, I have no real theories or expectations but might as well make one for no reason at all.

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okay i have 3 i'm debating if they count or not.... hmmmmm idk i feel like i'll only count two of them.....

because the only consistent I am is consistently off task here is my Hazbin Finale Bingo sheet, I have no real theories or expectations but might as well make one for no reason at all.

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because the only consistent I am is consistently off task here is my Hazbin Finale Bingo sheet, I have no real theories or expectations but might as well make one for no reason at all.

#random shit #hazbin hotel #bingo card

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Thank you for believing in me... You were wrong I read most of 1 book and that was it 🫡 still passed the class I’m waiting on a few small grades from some quizzes but other than that I have an A so hopefully i can improve my gpa 🥰

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Just applied to an art scholarship feeling nervous

#random shit

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shmash

HEY HANDSOME

This bro continues experimenting with rendering

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This is so stupid why can I not type on a keyboard proper;u??QQQQQQQ!!!!! fgenuon;y h[w i tu\[e (translation: "genuinely how I type") without fixing every typo...I just never got used to it in school tbh so trying to type in the dark is a pain

#random shit

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Might be needing to remove “i dont write NSFW” soon

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litterally obsessed writing that maleficent x reader x lilia fic? nope i just wanna draw this mf. the next painting lies chapter? who cares i have a different yandere to care about. My two essays due by the 24? pfff unless it has green hair and a character who i think is hot im not touching it. but fr tho he satisifes my yandere crave rn while also looking a lot like my lifelong anime crush from when I watched pokemon black and white when it came out and ohhhhhh boyyyyy do i think i could write some fics but i wont say more because i have to nip this hyperfixation in the but before i fail my class lol

Welp, it's already November 14th over here so...

Where Winter Crows Go has been released!!

Hope you have fun, everyone~

#where winter crows go #random shit