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⬆️ labels are tools, not rigid boxes

when is comes to asexuality and aromanticism you have to be okay with contradiction. one ace person will say asexuality is about not experiencing attraction, another will say it’s about not caring to act on attraction, another will say it’s not experiencing arousal. one aromantic will consider themself queer, one won’t. two people with seemingly identical experiences will use two different labels. aro people will be in romantic relationships, ace people will have sex. you get it.

#treat people with respect #or else

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I recently read a no exy au where Renee does roller derby and since then a what-if has been sitting in my head

How much more unhinged would exy be if they played on quads.

hockey + lacrosse + roller derby

The violent team sport trifecta

Imagine

#aftg #exy #all for the game #the foxhole court #aftg memes #the kings men #the raven king #aftg shitpost

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Jean Moreau be like Neil Josten was supposed to be my best friend and I consider that loss to be one of the worst things that ever happened to me. He's one of the select few who I trust to take me and my problems seriously and make good on his promises to me. Unfortunately he is also the fucking antichrist and everything he does is calibrated to spike my blood pressure.

#tsc spoilers #tsc

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Let me tell you when Jean recounted the final fox raven match from his pov I was yelling and screaming and crying as if I was watching the game live with him I'm unwell

#the sunshine court #tsc spoilers #tsc #jean moreau #all for the game #palmetto state foxes #aftg #nora sakavic

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something about jean dying in all the other drafts really gets me like wdym no one would ever have known how soft and caring he was underneath it all or how he had a sister or how he put away the leftovers without asking and cared enough to ask about the safety of someone he barely knew and how he was desperate to love and be loved all along. ofcourse kevin and renee and neil wouldn't have forgotten him but they did not know all the pieces of who he was and what he survived and what he was trying to be, in his heart of hearts. jeremy will know, eventually. but what if he never did? what if no one ever ended up truly knowing him and loving him and saving him? would they piece the deepest parts of his heart by the postcards and magnets and memories of a too soft boy in a too cruel world?

#brb crying #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #jean yves moreau

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cats would be so fucking upset if they understood they were missing out on the ability to lie verbally

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Now I don't want to pull too many parallels between Jean and Neil because I refuse to reduce Jean into a comparison to Neil...

But

Two things that are unreasonably funny to me and rattle around in my brain constantly:

1. the two having an aversion to buying new clothes (for different reasons obvi) and their admirer (for lack of better word) buying them clothes by force first thing out the gate.

2. both of them deleted Dobson's number /immediately/ and later realised it would actually come in handy and had to ask for it.

(there is a third secret one but I want to make a fanart for that one)

#my beautiful unhinged boys #aftg #neil josten #jean moreau #the foxhole court #aftg memes #the sunshine court #tsc spoilers #tsc #nora sakavic #all for the angst

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The real reason why Neil and Andrew are perfect for each other is that Neil genuinely enjoys doing taxes (because it's a mundane proof that he's real and allowed to have a normal life) and Andrew would regularly commit massive tax fraud if someone wasn't filing papers for him

#they were made for each other #i want what they have #aftg #neil josten #andrew minyard #all for the game #the foxhole court #andreil #aftg memes #the kings men #all for the gay #the raven king #nora sakavic

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Help I keep talking about aftg and now tumblr thinks I actually like sports

#But why is it so applicable to aftg tho #this hellsite is actually funny #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #andrew minyard #aftg memes #the sunshine court

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Neil came in, caused general chaos. Gave the fbi agents attitude, ordered Thai and a hit, was ready to evade the fbi so Jean could grieve his little sister, framed a whole different crime family, and dropped Jean back home like nothing happened and I love him for it.

#I👏love👏him👏 #he's still giving main character even in someone else's book #my darling unhinged boy #neil josten #jean moreau #the sunshine court spoilers #the sunshine court #nora sakavic #all for the game #tsc #tsc spoilers

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Jean's pov proves that Andrew was the biggest liar on planet earth for saying the thing between him and Neil meant nothing

the Andreil scraps nora fed us were 🤌🏻✨ Andreil are canon protective boyfriends cos what do you mean Neil crosses the court to retaliate for someone fouling Andrew?? What do you mean Andrew throws himself out of his goal like "all hell was at his heels" to protect Neil??? What do you mean they look for each other in lingering looks and matching armbands and cigarette smoke "whenever one fell out of orbit for too long"???? Are you trying to kill me?????? 😭😭😭

#tsc spoilers #tsc #the sunshine court spoilers #aftg #andreil

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meme time jean healing process

#aftg #tsc #tsc spoilers #jean yves moreau

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The Sunshine Court is proof that if Neil and Jean were friends they'd be fucking insufferable to themselves and everyone around them.

#You can pry Neil and Jean broken friendship out of my cold dead hands #My sassy sad children #They'd burn the nest down together if Neil was a Raven #aftg #neil josten #all for the game #aftg memes #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau #jean yves moreau

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Neil “I don’t swing” Josten passing the torch to Jean “the cruelty of these nonstop temptations” Moreau

#they’re both full of trauma re: love and sexuality #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #prev tags

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Just finished Sunshine Court and I'm crawling out of my pit so first of all

ASSDFFSFGHSYGKBFS I'll be recovering from this for the next two weeks. I need the paperback now so I can write and highlight all over it.

Second:

I absolutely need Jean to have a bike Cat I'm begging I'm PRAYING that the setup for that doesn't go unrewarded.

#aftg #the sunshine court #jean moreau #jeremy knox #laila dermott #catalina alvarez #usc trojans #all for the game

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I just brought The Sunshine Court and tbh I haven't felt this much giddy excitement and joy for one dolar in a long while. No matter what the content is, I'm sure my money won't feel wasted

#aftg #the sunshine court #all for the game #jean moreau

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Legolas 🏹

#I have realistic transition goals #the goals: