One of my best friends is my favorite person. She’s so incredibly sweet and overall just a kind person. She does this thing when she gets really excited about something where she gets jittery and her voice gets a bit squeaky and she doesn’t stop smiling. It’s adorable. Not only that but she has this beautiful, calming voice, both when she’s just talking and when she’s singing. Like, I could listen to her sing for hours. And when you get her talking, she just keeps talking and is so into it and sounds so passionate. She’s someone who never makes me feel bored and alone. She’s someone you can sit in silence with and not feel the need to talk. She’s someone who you can talk with for hours and never get tired of it. The other week, we were taking Buzzfeed quizzes and ended up creating an entire story around our results. We did this for probably three hours. And before that, we had been at the park all day drawing. We were together from 12:00 pm to 11:30 pm. About 12 hours. I’m someone who’s social battery has begun to die rather quickly and it takes me DAYS sometimes to charge it again. This doesn’t happen around her. She gives me energy. I can be burned out and she’ll come along and brighten my mood just by existing.
She’s one of the few people I feel like I can really, truly be myself around. I feel awkward being in photographs with other people taking them and I don’t know how to act. I feel like I can’t be over the top. With her, I feel like I can do whatever I want. She’s the photographer and it’s just the two of us? I’ll do the weirded poses. I feel loose and not stiff and awkward.
The other day we were together and went to a nearby botanical garden. We walked around the entire thing and never got bored. We were sitting down, talking about hanging out more often when she said that she didn’t always know whether I actually wanted to hang with her or not and if it was just because we were with other people (i felt that lmao). I was utterly baffled because I could never feel that way about her. If I wanna hang out with someone, she’s in my top three people to text (no particular order). I enjoy her presence, I enjoy being with her. I told her this of course because I didn’t want her to continue thinking that I didn’t really wanna hang out with her.
I just, she’s my favorite person. She’s anti-depressants in human form. I feel like this is something I should tell her but I don’t know how without sounding weird. How do you tell someone that they’re your favorite person and that all you wanna do most of the time is be with them?
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rewatching hxh is crazy like the foreshadowing is so good. i’m just as emotionally engaged as i was the first time watching but in a COMPLETELY different way bc it’s almost hard to watch through the sheer sense of foreboding you feel as gon learns more and gains more power. his recklessness was always taken quite seriously by the narrative and that’s clear on a first watch, but knowing exactly what happens and where that self-abandoning recklessness, that thrill-seeking, that bullheaded perfectionism (not to do everything perfectly but to do everything with perfect accordance to his own terms), and that childish willingness to disregard everyone else in pursuit of his own impulsive goals (thereby reinforcing his own worldview for better or worse) goes… the show is SCREAMING at you that this is all going to go horribly wrong and it’s so sinister in this weird offhanded way, like it’s sticking to shounen tropes just close enough that you definitely notice something off but don’t suspect it’ll snowball the way it does.
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I WAS FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT ABOUT RIGATONI AND MAC FUCKING LOOKS AT ME LIKE THIS
GOD I FUCKIGN LOVE MY SON SO MUCH I WOULD SRSLY DIE FOR HIM
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Soon……I cannot WAIT for this project to actually start…..
sbyways have me art. Art of me. In celebration of me being generally out of my mind
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I’m sorry but Alya is pissing me off in s5, if my best friend refused to listen to me when I said someone is a liar and narcissist who’s constantly being evil behind everyone’s backs and she DIDNT believe me I’d be furious
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i'm so curious: what's your favorite thing you've written? something that makes you nod and go, "yeah, that's it right there. i did that." just the best combination of words you've ever churned out in your personal opinion. it makes you proud just Thinking about it. could be a sentence, a paragraph, etc.
very cute ask anon, thank you. im going to assume for your benefit that you mean specifically my icemav writing—obviously I write outside of top gun and am very proud of that stuff but it wouldn’t make sense out of context.
There’s a lot of more recent stuff that I’m extremely extremely proud of on a technical level, but I’m prouder of this paragraph below on a deeper more existential level.
This paragraph was one of the first parts of WWGATTAI i ever wrote—august 12, i think, well before I had fully realized the characters’ voices or their attitudes towards life/each other; I only had about 5k written of what is now a 300k+ project (at the time of writing this paragraph i wanted it to be 10k max) and had no real outline, didn’t know who or what I was dealing with, hadnt seen TGM in two months, had done no research (so it’s not at all politically/militarily accurate or anything, why the FUCK is ice going to fucking GUAM)—and STILL this wound up being my favorite paragraph in the entire fucking series. not to suck my own dick or anything. I’m STILL so proud of this paragraph, 9 months and 275k+ words later, even though i Absolutely Would Not write it this way now.
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whenever i need a laugh or a smile i go back and watch the early bells hells episodes. like pre-bassuras was such an insane vibe for an adventuring party and the shit they got into? unparalleled. truly just a collection of guys doing shit and sometimes experiencing consequences. and then bassuras came down on them like the fucking sword of damocles. i hope that one day, when this is all over, bells hells will still travel, doing dumb shit and fucking around like they once did for lord ariks eshteross. i hope they find that peace once their questions are answered, but i don’t know if a quiet life is for them. i think they’d just continue on, continue to scheme, do incredibly chaotic shit for forever. just let them throw parties, root out government corruption and little shade creepers every once in a while, and pretend to be ghosts, that’s the proper bells hells post-campaign enrichment plan
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