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No thoughts just banana ball.

I saw the Savannah Bananas play against the Party Animals the other day and omg 😭 I love them so much, literally the best first baseball game experience. And thanks to my friend’s little sis for introducing me to one of the players music cause it’s been on repeat.

#the savannah bananas #savannah bananas #the party animals #party animals #banana ball #baseball #sports #dalton mauldin #Spotify

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Update on my sad love life:

She made out with another girl and while they aren’t together and it was a fun thing, it still…. hurts. I’ve heard this story twice now, with more details the second time. She also still very much plays with my hair and sits in my lap. So like the other night, my friends and I were at one of their houses to chill in the hot tub and she sat in my lap for almost and hour. I had a thought to tell her how I feel that night but decided against it because I’m 99% sure she doesn’t like me back and I can’t stop thinking about her and I hate it here.

#in love with my friend #crush #bisexual #i hate it here #she doesn’t like me #shes so pretty #bi #unrequited love

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Only time I’ve ever cried over someone I liked was because he said he didn’t want to talk to me anymore or be friends anymore because I liked him. I cried because he was an ass. But now?? I’m not crying yet but my chest feels funny and weird and I don’t like it. Anyways, I think I got my answer without asking… She posted on her close friends story “Is it bad to want to flirt with someone but not like be in a relationship with them just wanna literally flirt cause it’s fun am I in the wrong for that” and I feel like that was my answer. She HEAVILY flirts with me to the point where I have gotten mixed signals and… I don’t know man it just hurts. Because that was most definitely my answer and now I know I can never say anything because I’ll definitely ruin the friendship because she won’t act the same around me because she’ll stop flirting and playing with my hair at the back of my neck… I am thriving

#bisexual #i hate liking my friends #she doesn’t like me #non mutual feelings #rip #why do i always fall for my friends #it ends up hurting way more #biiii

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When her eyes are literal pools of honey that you could stare at for hours and never get tired of.

#best friend #so i most definitely like my best friend #bipanic #bi #her brown orbs glistened in the sunlight like pools of honey #lmao my wattpad sentence #bisexual #i really like her wtf #why does she have to be 400 miles away in another state #shes so pretty

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no thoughts head empty just ceilings by lizzy mcalpine

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Waiting for someone to put these two together was tiring so here’s this :) Found images on the internet because I’m lazy.

Bluey: Unicorse, what’s your favorite food?

Unicorse: Children

Molag: MMM, babies. They are delicious!

#bluey #unicorse #bingo #disneyplus #bandit #chilli #bluey fandom #team starkid #firebringer #mmm babies #team starkid firebringer #starkid #i dont really want to do the work today #molag #zazzalil #bluey family

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So I might like my best friend. I’ve been struggling since June to figure out how I feel because I haven’t had like, a defining click yet??? I had a defining click for the past three people I liked in high school. And I was in a situationship last semester for like, half a month (end of school year lmao) and I realized that I couldn’t distinguish between romantic and platonic love and affection.

So I’ve been struggling to figure out how I feel about her. She makes me happy and I smile when I see her name pop up on my phone. I always look forward to seeing her. I count down the days. Physical contact feels RIGHT. Like we just sorta fit together. And I crave it. I also feel like I can always 100% be myself around her.

On a side note, we hung out about a week ago and it was wonderful. When we were cuddling, she gave me a soda tab. So I know what that trend is now. I gave her a kiss on the cheek for it.

Anyways. Please send help. I don’t know how to read things.

#friends #besties #i think i might like my best friend what #i suck at feelings #what are feelings #in love? #relationship issues?? #platonic vs romantic #soda tab #kiss #soda tab trend #do i like her??? #is she flirting #flirting #what #aaaahhhh #friends to lovers? #????

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It’s the 3rd of December and while I have not received anyone’s sweater as the only person I’d want to receive a sweater from is a 6 and a half drive away, I am glad that as of right now, from my knowledge, I am not in the situation of the song.

#heather #conan gray #conangray #music #3rd of december #i still remember #me in your sweater #sweater day #heather conan gray #so i might like her but i suck at feelings

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How do you tell if your friend is actually flirting with you instead of just playfully flirting??

#what #friends #is she flirting with me #i am so confused #confused #flirting #best friends #i think i might like my best friend what #crush

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The vibes tonight were IMMACULATE

My roommate and I went to a costume contest tea party at a local tea shop. Everyone there was cool. Everyone who wasn’t was not cool.

We sang karaoke and we kind of actually killed it with “Take Me or Leave Me” from Rent.

My roomie and I went as Natasha and Yelena and we slayed.

#halloween #costumeparty #costume contest #happy halloween #halloweekend #halloweek 2022 #karaoke #take me or leave me #rent #rent the musical #marvel #natasha romanoff #yelena belova #black widow

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Why does nobody wear rainboots in Tucson, AZ. Like, it’s been raining for weeks off and on. There are no storm drains. Roads become rivers. The amount of people at the U of A who just raw dog it with their toes out is hilarious. I have rainboots. I’m from Cali where it hardly rains. Will it be raining in a few hours? Yes. Will I be wearing my rainboots every time I go out today? Yes. People can judge but who’s going to be the one laughing when you’re walking in sopping wet squealchy socks and shoes.

#college #university #university of arizona #tucson #rain #dorm life #astronomystudent #astronomymajor #u of a #arizona

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Some guys just asked someone if there was a brick in our dorm hall. They were being serious. They couldn’t see cause they didn’t have their glasses.

#college #college life les go #things heard in my dorm #dorm life #university #frat night #thirsty thursdays are wack

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Update: 10 people said they liked my shirt. One of them went “YES SLAAYY”

I didn’t end up talking to any of them though rip

Purposely wearing my Camp Half-Blood shirt for my first day of fall semester at uni so that I can attempt to make friends. Will update y’all if I make friends solely because of Percy Jackson.

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Purposely wearing my Camp Half-Blood shirt for my first day of fall semester at uni so that I can attempt to make friends. Will update y’all if I make friends solely because of Percy Jackson.

#first day of school #back to school #university #first day back at uni #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackson and the lightning thief #camp half blood #chb #chb shirt #please let me make friends

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Does anybody know what happened to the actual Flutterina???

#flutterina #she-ra #she ra and the princesses of power #spop #double trouble #adora #she-ra and swiftwind forever #elberon

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Where can I get myself some Moony sweaters. Also, where can I get myself someone to casually cosplay WolfStar with me.

#maurauders era #the maurauders #moony #sirius #atyd #all the young dudes #cosplay #moony sweaters #sweaters #harry potter

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One of my best friends is my favorite person. She’s so incredibly sweet and overall just a kind person. She does this thing when she gets really excited about something where she gets jittery and her voice gets a bit squeaky and she doesn’t stop smiling. It’s adorable. Not only that but she has this beautiful, calming voice, both when she’s just talking and when she’s singing. Like, I could listen to her sing for hours. And when you get her talking, she just keeps talking and is so into it and sounds so passionate. She’s someone who never makes me feel bored and alone. She’s someone you can sit in silence with and not feel the need to talk. She’s someone who you can talk with for hours and never get tired of it. The other week, we were taking Buzzfeed quizzes and ended up creating an entire story around our results. We did this for probably three hours. And before that, we had been at the park all day drawing. We were together from 12:00 pm to 11:30 pm. About 12 hours. I’m someone who’s social battery has begun to die rather quickly and it takes me DAYS sometimes to charge it again. This doesn’t happen around her. She gives me energy. I can be burned out and she’ll come along and brighten my mood just by existing.

She’s one of the few people I feel like I can really, truly be myself around. I feel awkward being in photographs with other people taking them and I don’t know how to act. I feel like I can’t be over the top. With her, I feel like I can do whatever I want. She’s the photographer and it’s just the two of us? I’ll do the weirded poses. I feel loose and not stiff and awkward.

The other day we were together and went to a nearby botanical garden. We walked around the entire thing and never got bored. We were sitting down, talking about hanging out more often when she said that she didn’t always know whether I actually wanted to hang with her or not and if it was just because we were with other people (i felt that lmao). I was utterly baffled because I could never feel that way about her. If I wanna hang out with someone, she’s in my top three people to text (no particular order). I enjoy her presence, I enjoy being with her. I told her this of course because I didn’t want her to continue thinking that I didn’t really wanna hang out with her.

I just, she’s my favorite person. She’s anti-depressants in human form. I feel like this is something I should tell her but I don’t know how without sounding weird. How do you tell someone that they’re your favorite person and that all you wanna do most of the time is be with them?

#best friend #besties #my favorite person #happiness #antidepressants in human form #she makes me happy #you’re my fucking best friend #youre my fukcing life line #shes so cute #shes amazing #best person ever #bestie