#you know what i've always wanted to try? thai food

[pfhwrittes]

Mortuarywriting gives off devious little black cat vibes I will let them snack on my writing. If only to also avoid air jail because while I am a plumb bird I am still 5'3" and easy to toss around to my horror.

Twas the worst hangover of my life not even getting crossfaded with too little water was as bad as that. But I did apparently paint a set piece for an upcoming school play because the drama teacher realized I wasn't on planet anymore and had my best friend watch me.

Sweet Soap, I'd make sure to have milk on standby for him. (I have a head canon about him that he works through his spice intolerance while in Las Almas as a bonding experience with Alejandro and Rudy.) And tease Ghost about his squeamishness, but also get it I can't with octopus. Poor Price guess we'll have to find smelling salts for him and send Gaz and Kate home with extras because that is how we show love around here with food.

.....you would chew on crab sticks?????? Is that a British thing???? Wot. (Not like I can say much peanut butter and pickles on rye bread is amazing even if it gets me weird looks)

friend, friend i'm so sorry i forgot to reply to you! please forgive me. here take this heart as an apology 💜

okay dehydration and heatstroke are no joke and i have experienced both of those things. not even my worst hangover can compare to heatstroke. but the fact that a 32oz monster put you on your arse and sent you off to do painting??? oh my god i am wheezing out a laugh here. holy hell. well done to your drama teacher for finding you a friend to keep you in one piece.

i LOVE your headcanon that soap would work through his spice (in)tolerance with ale and rudy as a way to bond. that's incredible. poor soap is struggling through every mouthful and going "aye, yeah it's braw, pal" whenever they ask "are you okay, hermano?" with deeply concerned looks.

look, look. it's not a british thing it's a weird parker thing (that's me, i'm the weird parker thing). i'd crunch down on crab sticks to get as much crabby goodness outta those things as possible, and now that joy has been taken from me and i'm really REALLY annoyed about it. it's truly a sign that there is no benevolent force in the universe that i became allergic to shellfish and i will find the cause of my shellfish allergy and FIGHT IT behind the big tesco in town.

(i'm also going to politely decline your snack of choice because while i'm not a fan of pickles, the peanut butter will kill me dead in 20 minutes. another one of the universe's cruel tricks on me, i'm afraid.)

#pfh answers #i am SO mad that there are so many tasty things i can't eat because of my STUPID food allergies #you know what i've always wanted to try? thai food #you know what i can't eat? THAI FOOD #well.... not unless i follow through with my potentially life endangering plan of shoving a whole bunch of satay prawns in my face in an A& #(i won't do it - i've already promised i won't but the temptation is STRONG) #friend tag

[jennifer-jeong]

[Fluff + Slight Angst] [Gojo Satoru x Reader] Kikufuku

GUESS WHO'S BACK FROM ROTTING DURING EXAMSSSSSS TAKE THIS DRAFT I FINISHED WHILE I WORK ON MY REQUESTS HEHEHEHEHEHE I WILL BE POSTING ALL MY STUFF SLOWLY MEHEEHEHHE

CONTENT

Going to get food everyday with Gojo bc he loves trying new places and he used to do it sm with geto and shoko ): Mostly fluff, some angst, gender neutral reader, implied crush, lots of mentions of food, ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+

AUTHOUR NOTES

Note that I can’t remember where I got this idea from (it's been sitting in a document for months and I only just got around to it) but I might've read it from somewhere (maybe a tiktok?) so I’m sorry if I've stolen someone's idea, please lmk so I can give credit if this is the case!

Word Count: 477

Satoru is your typical happy go lucky guy on the outside. He’s always walking around as if there’s not a single thought running through his mind. He’ll buy his favorite mochi while all the passersby swoon at his handsome self. You met the man not more than a few months ago when you joined Jujutsu High as a fellow staff member and you’ve gotten quite close. He’d always ask you if you wanted to get food after work and most of the time you'd say yes. But, for the first few weeks, sometimes you’d be busy or not feeling up to going out to dinner with your co-worker you just met. That quickly changed though.

Satoru gets quite lonely when you aren’t there with him and you've noticed after getting to know him. He's not anything he shows on the outside. He’s alone. He’s suffering. But he’s still so sweet. A month or 2 after meeting him, you’ve made it a mission to always get food with him even if you’re busy. If it’s not in person, you’re at the very least video or audio calling him so he can show you the food and talk to you while you both eat. Gojo loves trying new places because it feels refreshing. It makes him feel young again and you support it because you know his youth was robbed from him. You know that he used to get food everyday with Suguru and Shoko because he told you about it. You know he misses them by the way he talks about it and he knows you know. But, ignorance is bliss right? You're both just trying to live ignorantly happily while simultaneously healing from your respective pasts. What else could you really do?

Yesterday was takoyaki and Thai milk tea for dessert. Today was coconut curry and ice cream filled taiyaki. Tomorrow, Satoru is thinking Beijing style duck or maybe K-BBQ? Carbonara? Peri Peri Chicken? Enchiladas? Shawarma??? You always laugh when he goes on a tangent of what he wants to eat and try with you. You tease him by adding more options to the list and he clenches his fists dramatically and squeezes his eyes shut under his blindfold while whining that he can’t pick and that there’s too much good food. You occasionally have to reassure him that you have time and that you’re not going anywhere. You never fail to notice the blush on his ears when you soothe him like that and he never fails to see your fidgety hands as you say the gentle words to him. He feels so lucky to have your company and you can confidently say the same, in your thoughts of course. You wouldn’t tell him that out loud and he also finds himself too scared to try. At least, not yet. Maybe one day, over some kikufuku.

Thank you for reading!

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[aerodaltonimperial]

Ship of your choice. ‘ "I think... I'm in love with (Name)" || "Congrats on being the last one to find out” ‘

(💚🖤 sorry i'm in hyperfixation mode i gotta write 5 more fics to get to #1 for both of them)

7:29 PM sure, i'll text you after i'm back as long as i don't get fuckin jumped or some shit lol

"You better not," Jack grumbles to his phone in the other locker room.

"Are you talking to yourself again?" Hook asks, without looking up.

"Darby," Jack says, while typing out a quick reply of don't fuck up your back again, we're gonna have to buy stock in IcyHot. "He thinks he's gonna get jumped again. I should probably go back to the tunnels, make sure nothing happens."

"Uh huh," Hook replies, absently. He's scrolling through Instagram. "When's the last time you did that for me?"

"You don't need it," Jack points out.

Hook looks up, unimpressed, and rolls his eyes. "LFI literally fucking knocked me out last week. You didn't even notice."

"Okay, but Lucha is probably gonna go after Darby," Jack says. "I have to be there for that, y'know? And also I noticed!"

"You noticed when I texted you about it."

"No, I knew it before then."

Hook sighs. "I had to text you, literally, hey LFI just fucking punched me in the head, do you have any ibuprofen and you ignored me for an hour."

"That wasn't my fault, Christian was taunting Darby backstage. You know how obnoxious he is. I was busy."

"Nothing even happened. Christian didn't want to damage his Gucci turtleneck."

Jack shakes his head. "But something could have. Jeez, Hook."

The expression Hook levels him with is very, very unimpressed now. Jack stares back at him, a battle of wills, until finally he says, "Don't look at me like that."

"Jack."

"Whatever you're going to say, it's not a thing."

"I invited you to New York last week and you said, and I quote, 'haha I'm busy all week'."

"I was busy all week, I was in Atlan—"

"I tried to get you to come out to dinner with me and a remarkably good-looking group of single women, and you said, 'No, Hook, I don't feel like Thai food'."

"Okay, well I didn't."

"We were going for Mexican."

Jack groans. "I had other plans!"

"I know you did," Hook says, waving his phone. "I know, because you always have other plans. I try to get you to do a Starbucks run, and you'd rather have shitty gas station coffee en route to the local skate park. I asked you if you wanted to be super impulsive and go to London for a few days, and you told me you had to check with someone else first, and then, by the way, you never got back to me. I asked if you were going to Caleb the med staffer's wedding, and you told you that you already have a plus one, which wasn't even what I fucking asked."

"Hook, okay, so I've been maybe a little bit distant, but I'm not—"

"Jack," Hook says, with the sort of infinite patience that Jack knows he'll pay for later, "when is the last time you went on a date?"

Jack stares at him. Stares, and stares, and stares, and then says, "No."

"Yes," Hook replies, eyebrows hiked.

"That's not..."

Hook spreads his hands wide, his left hand still holding his phone.

"No, Hook, I'm not..." Jack trails off. Stops. His stomach drops low as his veins turn to ice. "Oh my god. Oh my god. I'm... oh my god, I think I'm in love with Darby."

"No shit," Hook snorts. "Congrats on being the last one to find out."

"Holy shit." Jack can't breathe. "Do you... do you think everyone knows?"

"Yes," Hook says.

Jack's vision blurs a little at the sides. "Do you think Darby knows?"

"Yes," Hook repeats.

"OH MY GOD," Jack says, quite reasonably and measured. "WHAT DO I DO."

"He's just waiting for you to make a move, dude," Hook says, and goes back to scrolling on his phone as though Jack's life has not just fundamentally imploded. "So... you should probably do that. Like, maybe immediately. Mostly so you can stop lying to yourself and being so annoying about it."

"WHAT," Jack replies, a picture of serenity.

"Just, like, I dunno, find a closet or something? Or the rafters? Somewhere where I don't have to see you shove your tongue down his throat. As a courtesy. To my delicate eyeballs."

He then ignores Jack's ten consecutive panic attacks, which, honestly, is really just the worst.

#tag so you don't lose this shit

[eyeslikewatercoolers]

Mango-Sashnetra (Wedding Planner AU)

Writing this was really therapeutic for me over the last couple of days. Something about writing hurt/comfort does that to a person, and I've had this idea for this AU for a while. Featuring PregNetra, panic attacks, and Lemonheads.

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The bell above the heavy glass door chimed as Anetra entered her wife’s workplace, holding a full bag from the Thai takeout restaurant down the street. She noticed that Sasha forgot to take the lunch she packed for her the night before, so why not surprise her wife with lunch together? 

If this were Anetra from about two months before, she would have just gotten over the morning sickness from that day by this time. But now she’s about four and a half months into her pregnancy, twenty weeks and two days exactly. 

She and Sasha started their week on Sunday mornings by checking the pregnancy app on her phone, seeing how the baby was developing, and what they could expect around that time that the doctor didn’t go over with them.

According to the app, the baby was about the size of a mango this week. 

Anetra maneuvered her way around a family in the lobby, looking like a stark contrast in her oversized leather jacket in the white display room. Her jacket barely hid her bump, but it was one of the only pre-pregnancy clothes that still fit her. 

Making her way into the bridal dress display room of the store, she didn’t look to pay attention to any of the groups of families. She directed herself towards the staircase in the back of the room, hoping Sasha wasn’t too busy. The chatter and noise of brides moving from the dressing room to where their guests waited surrounded her as she walked through until a familiar voice made her blood run cold. 

“They used to have a bunch of LDS dresses here, I don’t know why they stopped carrying them.”

She knew that voice since that was the voice she grew up hearing until she moved to LA. 

It was her mother’s voice. Anetra hadn’t seen or heard from her mother since she ran away from her first would-have-been wedding.

Ducking behind a mannequin, she peered over in the direction of her mother’s voice. She saw a group of her aunties, cousins, and sisters all seated on two separate couches. Anetra wasn’t sure which of her relatives was getting married, but she didn’t plan to stay around for too long and find out. 

Turning around and trying to find the quickest way to go unnoticed, and hoped that the takeout bag didn’t make too much noise either. But the plan didn’t last long when she heard a younger voice closer to her.

“Cousin NeNe! What are you doing here?” She turned to see one of her younger cousins. The younger members of her mom’s family always called her that nickname until they could pronounce her real name. Anetra never particularly liked being called that, but she was always too reserved to speak up to correct them.

That caught the attention of the rest of her family. Within seconds, she was surrounded by her family members, all talking at once to her. A swarm of questions of where she’s been, what she was doing at a bridal shop, and why her hair was dyed a ‘cheap red color’.  

If Anetra wasn’t feeling the panic settle into the pit of her stomach, her hormones would have made her react more to the hair color comment. 

Soon enough, the swarm of her relatives parted and allowed Anetra’s mother towards the front. Her panic grew bigger, unsure of what to do at this moment. All she wanted was to disappear and hide away for the rest of the day.

She felt her mother's eyes on her until her mother finally spoke“Did you leave us for years just to deliver food?” she pointed to the bag. 

Anetra could have lied and said yes, then ran away to the safety of Sasha’s office. But one of her cousins had to point out that Anetra’s name was written on the receipt stapled to the bag. So she had to spit out another answer. 

“I was just taking to this to, um, upstairs.”  She nervously said, stepping back to give herself space. 

“How do you know the owner? I don’t think she would have even wanted to remember you from years ago.” One of her aunties pointed out in a malicious tone.

 Anetra saw one of her cousins across the room in a sample wedding dress, with Mistress in tow. She tried to make direct eye contact as a plea for help from her. 

Luckily Mistress seemed to notice all of the family left to swarm Anetra and started to guide them back to the couches. Except her mother didn’t budge. 

“She’s right, why would your old wedding planner want to be friends with a bride that left her fiancè at the altar?” her mother took a step closer to her daughter. 

 Anetra felt more confined the closer her mother physically closed her in. She placed the takeout bag on a nearby display table as she removed her jacket.

 “Oh, Sasha isn’t my friend, we’re-” she was interrupted by her mother raising her voice as she pointed to Anetra’s bump, now on full display.

“When were you going to tell me that I have grandchildren?” her mother’s tone was a mixture of shock and disappointment. That seemed to get some of her aunties and older cousins' attention, and she was surrounded again by a flood of questions thrown at her.  

Anetra’s panic grew and grew as her relatives spoke at once to her in both English and Spanish. 

A couple of different aunties reached out to try to touch her bump, which Anetra hated whenever anyone did that. Outside of her OBGYN appointments, the only two people allowed to touch her baby bump were Sasha and Marcia. 

“She isn’t even married! She isn’t wearing a ring!” one of the comments struck her, unsure who said it. She stopped wearing her wedding ring a couple of days before when her fingers started to swell as the ring became too uncomfortable to wear. 

The crowding and raised voices got too overwhelming, she needed to get out. Anetra momentarily forgot why she was there in the first place, unable to think clearly.

She saw Luxx and Mistress try to calm the family down, as other guests were already staring at the scene. Mistress was slightly more successful in talking to the group in Spanish, but the family was still crowding around Anetra, expecting answers to their invasive questions. 

Anetra felt her chest start to get sharp pains and couldn’t breathe. She hasn’t had a big panic attack like this in a few years, as she first started experiencing them when she first moved to LA. Going from a sheltered Mormon to working at one of the busiest downtown nightclubs was a bigger change than Anetra was ready for.

Luckily for her, Marcia (and Sasha a little later) helped her get through and find ways to manage her anxiety. She just needed one of them with her right now, and she would be okay.

She felt someone gently take her by the wrist as they weaved her through the crowd toward the dressing rooms. Anetra wasn’t sure if she should keep following this person’s lead until she saw through her tear-blurred vision that it was Malaysia.

Anetra relaxed slightly, as Malaysia was someone she could trust. 

“Let’s get you away from them. Amethyst is getting Sasha down here.” She heard her say as she was led into a dressing room. Finally, in a quieter area, Anetra sat on the bench seat in the fitting room as Malaysia kept a lookout for any of her family that could have followed them in.

Pulling her knees to her chest (not as close as she wanted since her bump got in the way), Anetra bowed her head and tried to remember what Marcia and Sasha told her to do to calm herself down. 

Breathing? Counting? All of what she learned was gone at this moment. Her focus was still on the raised voices from the display room. It wasn’t as loud, but Anetra could still hear what they were saying (or at least the ones that spoke in English).

“Why did she run off instead of answering our questions?”

“Do you think she has any other kids? Maybe they’re from different fathers.”

“She doesn’t want that baby to be part of this family. Do you think she’ll even be fit to be a good mother?”

Anetra felt the tears welling in her eyes fall into her hands. She didn’t want to break down until she was in the safety of Sasha’s office, with her wife next to her. 

Trying to focus on anything else in the room, Anetra felt a flutter below her navel. She felt the fluttering a handful of times in the last few weeks since it was her baby moving. 

She was still tearing up, but at least she had something to focus on. She quietly counted while the fluttering continued. 

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven-

Her counting was interrupted when she felt two taps on the back of her hand. Marcia started using it to get Anetra’s attention during moments like this and not make it worse. There was only one other person that did it.

Anetra slowly lifted her head, eyes adjusting back to the fluorescent lighting. Sasha’s concerned green eyes looked back at her.

“Can you talk to me, sweetheart?” Sasha gently asked, her voice soothing and warm. 

Anetra tried to speak but felt a choke catch in her throat instead. She shook her head as more tears fell. 

“That’s okay, baby. Just say yes or no for me, then.” her wife said as she offered out two hands, palms up. “Is this okay?”

Anetra nodded and unfolded herself, and placed her hands into Sasha’s, feeling a squeeze of encouragement. 

“Is that your mom and her family out there?” A nod.

 “Are they the ones that upset you?” Another nod.

“Did you need to go somewhere quiet?” Yet another nod. 

“Okay.” Sasha squeezed her hands again. “How about you go upstairs to my office with Loosey, and I’ll be up there as soon as I can.” 

Anetra saw the blonde woman lingering in the open doorway, with a look of concern and empathy. “B-But-” she tried to protest, not wanting to leave Sasha. 

“Stress isn’t good for you or the baby, darling,” Sasha said in response. “I’ll be up there very soon, okay?” she gently urged. 

Anetra nodded, apprehensively agreeing. She followed Loosey to the stairs as they made their way up and into the office. Not even looking at any of the chairs, Anetra sank herself against the wall and sat upright on the floor. 

“I’ll get you some water,” Loosey said, walking back out the door again.

“Wait!” Anetra exclaimed, and the other woman stopped in her tracks “I-I don’t want to be alone right now. Can you stay?” Anetra felt like she was begging, but Loosey simply nodded and kneeled next to Anetra. 

“I think there’s something in here that might help.” Before Anetra could ask, Loosey was digging through Sasha’s desk drawers. Once she dug through the second drawer, she let out a small ‘ah-hah!’ and pulled out a bag from Sasha’s candy stash.

“Lemonheads?” Anetra asked as Loosey returned to her spot on the floor. 

The blonde nodded, “Sour candy helps with anxiety.” she said as she offered a couple of pieces to Anetra. Shrugging, she took the offering and tried the candy. It didn’t completely take away her anxiety, but she felt less on edge. 

“How did you know that would work?” she asked. 

“When I was a kid, I had horrible anxiety and panic attacks. My parents took me to a therapist and that was one of her recommendations.” Loosey explained. 

The two sat in a comfortable silence as Loosey helped herself to the candy. The noise from downstairs eventually died down as Sasha came into the office. 

“You were going to surprise me with lunch?” The takeout bag was in Sasha’s hand as she placed it on the desk, and kneeled in front of Anetra. 

“I was, yeah. You forgot the lunch I packed for you, so I thought we could have lunch together.” Anetra explained as Sasha held her hand again. Loosey slipped behind the couple and out of the office, presumably to get a bottle of water for Anetra. 

You’re the sweetest, you know that?” Sasha leaned forward to kiss her wife on the cheek and pressed two fingers on Anetra’s wrist. “Your heart rate still seems a little high.”

 Anetra hadn’t done this in a while, but it usually worked when Sasha helped her through it. 

“What are five things you can see?” 

“I see you, the paintings, the fake tree, the lamp, and the picture of us and Kerri.” 

“What are four things you can feel?” 

“I can feel your hands, my shirt, the rug, and the sun coming in from the window.”

“Three things you can hear?” 

“I can hear Aura and Robin talking downstairs, the clock, and you.”

“Two things you can smell?” 

“I can smell our laundry soap and the food from the Thai place.”

“And one thing you can taste?”

“The Lemonheads from your desk.”

Sasha playfully rolled her eyes and moved on to the last of her questions “How big is our baby this week?” 

Anetra smiled and moved her free hand to her bump “She’s about the size of a mango.” She and Sasha never intended to learn the baby’s sex until the birth, but when the doctor unintentionally left it on the ultrasound report, they kept it just to themselves. 

Until the moment Loosey walked back into the office. 

“She? You’re having a girl?” Loosey returned to her spot on the floor and passed the cold water bottle to Anetra. The blonde was already giddy with excitement. 

Sasha sighed “Yes, we are. But that doesn’t leave this room, got it?” She pointed at Loosey and stared at her, waiting for the right response.

Loosey held up her hands in mock defense “Got it, won’t tell a soul.” 

Sasha turned her attention back to her wife “Let’s get you home, I’ll take the rest of the day off.” She stood up and held out a hand to help Anetra up. “I’ll get Kylie to pick up Kerri from school, and we can stay home all day.” 

Anetra stood up as well, finally feeling calm again. She was exhausted and her head was hurting, but calm. 

“I’d love to do that. And I think the baby would appreciate it too.”

#wedding planner au #sashnetra #my writing #rpdr fanfiction #my fics #rpdr s15

[twisted-wonderland-but-gayer]

I've been thinkin a lot about Digimon recently, and was reminded of an AU living in my Google Docs that was just "what if the Dorm Leaders + Yuu got yeeted into the Digital World and got little monster friends".

I just like the comedic potential of these guys who don't even like each other (and also Kalim, who is having the time of his life), and Yuu (who is trying their best to keep the peace but is getting to the end of their rope at this point) being yeeted into an unknown world without magic that's crawling with dangerous monsters that very much want to eat them, and having to reluctantly work together to survive and find a way home is sending me.

Also assigning Digimon partners to characters from series I enjoy is really fun.

I don't wanna get off topic since this a good idea

But I've always thought of this with a Yuu thay comes from a very shitty world like Bloodborne or something. Okay Floyd you wanna start a fight? Your funeral. None of these men who lost everything is gonna entertain a small brawl, you're doing this to die.

Oh what's that? The food here sucks? Well you are eating zombie flesh soooo...

Yes Azul, you do need to carry weapons like these when going outside. There are demons. Even a child is expected to know how to kill one of those by now! And the smallest monster is stronger than any overblot ever fought.

You should stop trying to lead with logic, Riddle. The only power over people here is leading with fear.

Yes Vil. It's monthly showers from now on.

Leona, if you try to run lfd that way your gonna summon an 8000 ft long dragon god that you have to fight alone and I KNOW you have blessings or rings on you to defeat it.

Idk having to see these guys who are powerful in a new world and realizing

1) Yuu has been pretending to be weak this whole time

2) They ain't shit.

Will always be fascinating to me. Esp if they have to hide behind Yuu

He'll this can even happen in Digiworld with how chaotic it is. And even the Pokeworld despite how cutesy it is (after all there's over like 5 people who are trying to cause the end of the world)

#not writing #not requests #crossover #Apocolypse yuu

[lamonnaie]

bad buddy fandom getting-to-know-you meme!

Thanks for the tag @fiercynn !! This is a really lovely idea :)

note: i consider "fanworks" to pretty much everything people create related to a fandom, including but not limited to meta/analysis/discussion, gifs, fanvids/edits/fancams, filk, fanart, fanfic, fan food, fan crafts, etc. please include this note with the meme unless you have a different definition!

name and whatever you want to share about yourself hi i'm mars, i use she/her pronouns, i live in australia and i've been into thai/asian bl for a little over a year now. i mostly just lurk and mass rb on tumblr lol, but i'd definitely like to get to know more people !!

when did you watch bad buddy/join the fandom? I was actually trying to track down the exact date recently (i failed), but i watched it for the first time around mid-september 2022, ended up binging it in a day and been a part of the fandom since

favorite ship(s) patpran <3

favorite character(s) pat !! he's one of my favourite characters from any media ever. I just love how selfless he is and how he transforms through the show, and how bright he is but knows when to stand his ground. i could wax poetics about him fr <3

favorite episode(s) Whenever i watch/rewatch bad buddy i tend to binge it so i can never distinguish betweens episodes lol. In general, ep 12 is definitely one of my favs because i feel like it ties things up nicely and i like seeing them happy :) i can probably give a better answer for favourite scene...

favorite scene(s) ...which is why it's great that this is the next question!

In no particular order: the staircase proposal scene, the bus stop roleplaying scene, the post-curtain bench hand holding scene (specifically that one face pat/ohm makes which imo is the single most most heartbreaking frame in the entire show), the ep 12 post-credits scene (wait was it actually post-credits, i don't remember ajksdjf), the screaming on the rocks at the zero-waste village scene, and the rooftop kiss (ofc)

Basically i just like to see them happy (most of the time) :)

one thing you would change about the show if you could the whole making-it-up-to-wai arc was not it for me. WHY was pran the one apologising and going after him??? still makes me mad to this day, but i think i'd have a lot more animosity towards wai if ep 12 didn't exist (also all the wai redemption arcs in fanfics have made me warm up to him :P)

what are your some of your favorite fanworks made by other people? ahhh so many!! joy of stanning a show that's finished is that it stays going through fanworks, but also now there's too many that i absolutely adore to remember in the moment, sp here's some:

we both know you're my only dream (fic) by @fiercynn: one of my favourite fics ever that i constantly go back and reread whenever i'm having a bad day (or not)

yield strength (fic) by @dulosis: the physics analogies do something to my brain /pos

10 things i hate about you (fic) by @nobodynobodyno: this one's so cute and i reread it all the time

this fmv to tujh mein rab dikhta hai by @transpat: desi moots, iykyk. but fr this holds such a special place in my heart, the lyrics are so patpran and the editing and clip choice is just *chef's kiss*

this fmv to dandelions: IT'S SO GOOD. all the parallels, the dialogue overlaying is just perfect, and the TRANSITIONS (the one at 1:28 especially)

every single one of @hereforlou's art: i'm literally obsessed, i don't always see everything on my dash so i'll literally check their tumblr every couple days. is this stalker behaviour? possibly, but if you've seen their art i think you'd understand.

Also special mention to this one gifset of the staircase proposal scene which was my first ever exposure to bad buddy, it made me watch the show to begin with, but i didn't rb it when i first saw it so now it's lost to the times 😭😭

I have an insane amount of fanfic i wanted to put here but for the sake of length of this post, i restrained myself ajskdjf

(if you create fanworks) what are your favorite fanworks that you’ve made? i do not (yet 👀)

a song that makes you think of bbs (the ones in the show don’t count lol) pretty much every fmv/edit that i've rewatched a couple times set to a song will make me thing of bbs lol, so some are tujh mein rab dikhta hai and dandelions from above, emily by Jeremy Zucker and Chelsea Cutler because of this amazing fic, and gorgeous by Taylor Swift because of this gorgeous edit (y'all please go watch it it's amazing).

idk anything else you want us to know? It's the perfect timing for this because these are my nails right now ):)

honestly not super sure who of my mutuals are bbs moots so i'm just gonna tag some people, feel free to ignore this if you've already been tagged/don't want to do it! :)

@nobodynobodyno @dropthedemiurge @justafriend-ql @cornflowershade @hometothecanyonmoon @7nessasaryevils

If you see this and you want to do it, this is is me tagging you as well !!

#bad buddy #bad buddy fandom meme #bad buddy the series #me #lamonnaie stuff

[therealnightcity]

Tag Game: Get to Know me

Tagged by @onlymeandlife--thank you!! 🥰🥰🌸

Relationship status: Dating @shinycorvidae 😘😘

Favorite color: I wear a lot of black (which is a color, fite me) but right now blues, soft pink and grey have been my favorite. I got a shimmery pink coffee thermos for christmas and the color makes me really happy~

Song stuck in my head: Zydrate Anatomy--I've been working on character playlists lately and this one is on the top of one of my new brat's lists, so I've been hearing a ton of it

Last Movie/TV Show: I’ve been watching a lot of murder mysteries and trying to re-watch all of project runway (it’s good background noise for me)

Favorite food: Aaaaa that's hard to pick--am I allowed to pick a drink? I would live off coffee if I could (both iced or hot), but as for foods, I'm a sucker for good thai curry, or really any sort of breakfast food. One of my favorites right now is this little Cuban place by me, that does really good steak and eggs, with rice and beans and yucca

Last song listened to: Never Stop Me, from the cyberpunk radio--I listen to it a lot at work, where I need some background noise that isn't too distracting.

Dream trip: I've always wanted to go to Costa Rica, and hike there (so many cool birds man), but I'd also love to go back to Germany!--I was only there for a couple days and feel like I hardly scratched the surface (or Prague beloved).

Current Obsession: Cyberpunk—tbh I think it’s just a permanent one at this point 😂—although I’ve been planning a fallout 4 and Skyrim replay here soon too

Spicy/Savory/Sweet?: Sweet please! I have a lot of favorites but recently it’s been this really good bridge mix from Sweetland candy store

Last thing I searched: It's dumb but 'chowder'--a friend of mine asked me if cereal could count as one and I needed to prove him wrong, and wanted a definition of it, and OPHS for work--it was an acroynm that cropped up in a photograph I was accessioning, and I wanted to know what it stood for so I could title the item in the database--it ended up being Oak Park High School

(the photo in question)

Thanks again for tagging me!

Tagging: @shinycorvidae, @dreamskug, @wraithsoutlaws, @ghostoffuturespast, @a-pirate, @vayneoc, @halkuonn, @pinkyjulien, @jaymber, @chevvy-yates, @afterdark-vp, @sammysilverdyne, @dustymagpie, @kharonion, @oceanlilo, @z-lagorio, @elvenbeard, and anyone else who wants to do this <3

#tag game #behind the blogger

[cornflowershade]

bad buddy fandom getting-to-know-you meme!

Thank you for tagging me @lamonnaie!

note: i consider "fanworks" to pretty much everything people create related to a fandom, including but not limited to meta/analysis/discussion, gifs, fanvids/edits/fancams, filk, fanart, fanfic, fan food, fan crafts, etc. please include this note with the meme unless you have a different definition!

name and whatever you want to share about yourself Sonia (she/her). 24. I love getting to know people & chatting about shows so lets goooo

when did you watch bad buddy/join the fandom? I watched Bad Buddy in one week, in late October 2022. I owe it to @airenyah honestly. I think I found their blog through an SPN post and clicked over for that reason. In my scrolling, I happened upon a lovely gifset (wish I could recall who made it) of InkPa. It was the scene where they're outside and Pa says anyone taller than her is fine and hops down off the sidewalk. :) Love that scene. Anyway I reblogged it and in the tags was like WHAT IS THIS I MUST WATCH IT. To which airenyah gave me a whole blessed reply telling me the show name, giving a small synopsis/what to expect from my first thai drama & telling me where I could watch it. I immediately watched the series and adored it. I've seen it twice thus far.

favorite ship(s) PatPran & InkPa :)

favorite character(s): Okay I adore all the main 4 but I'm gonna go with Pran. I love him. There's just something so soft about him and how on earth do his eyes communicate so much?? I think I relate to his messy little overthinking and silently in love brain—very "me the first time i had a queer crush and simply wallowed the whole time bc it was impossible" lol. Also, he's always making the funniest facial expressions which gets me every time. I could go on about everything I like about his character (for instance how clever yet sometimes oblivious he is & how he gets all annoyed lol). Though I do question his sense of interior design and that smiley face obsession.

favorite episode(s) Honestly I'm not certain if I have one?? It's all so good! I do really like their "whoever falls first loses" era though. Wait actually?? My favorite ep might be the early one where Pat thinks he's hitting on the "girl" across the hall and they end up running into each other on the roof. Also both of the beach episodes.

favorite scene(s) *pastes in the entire show* Okay okay I'll try to pick a few:

~ The scene where Pat is staying over and he and Pran are lying in the dark, counting down to say in unison whether they have a crush on Ink. Idk I remember that scene having an emotional impact on me. Pran's face??? Then when Pat asks "would you like me?" and Pran says "I hate you" and then he yanks the blanket away but you saw him crying?? ahhhghrhghgh

~ The scene in the darkroom with Ink and Pa. I remember getting so emotional. Pretty sure Pa's dialogue and acting made me cry. "I do [like you being nice to me]. I like it so much that I thought I was special to you." ARE YOU KIDDING ME ASDFGZ. And then Ink says she is special to her!! And it's so sweet!!

~ OH and how could I forget. This should be at the top of the list. I realllly like the scene where Pran stands up to his mom and they have that emotional fight in their front hall. That whole thing is just. AHHHHHH. AHHH. AHIOFJEIOsdJIO. SIJDGRIOGJRIGJORE

~ And the scene at the stairs where Pat yells how much he loves Pran in front of Pran's whole faculty. :)

(Also any scene where Pat & Pran are being silly. Like their dumb little chopstick fight :p omg or the designing the bus stop at night scene)

one thing you would change about the show if you could Ohhhh I don't know! Maybe I'd throw in a few more InkPa scenes :)

what are your some of your favorite fanworks made by other people? Ahh fun fun fun. Get ready for some fanvid recs! (What else do you expect from me, a fanvidder.)

• Just My Type (Pat x Pran) by samyvids • Physical (Pat x Pran) by coldties • Enchanted (Ink x Pa) by rheaprodz • I really like you (Pat x Pran) by dkyth73 • Rebels (Pat x Pran) by coldties • Dandelions (Pat x Pran) by hylian fanvids

(if you create fanworks) what are your favorite fanworks that you’ve made? I've made two fanvids for Bad Buddy, as well as one song cover haha. I'll stick to the fanvids here. :)

• All I Need (Ink x Pa) • That dimple is illegal (Pat x Pran)

a song that makes you think of bbs (the ones in the show don’t count lol) Physical by Dua Lipa. The fanvid using that song is my all-time favorite BBS edit, so hearing the song reminds me of it.

idk anything else you want us to know? Uhhhhhhhh. I mean I could ramble about BBS and why it means so much to me for a long time haha. Should I do that? I guess I'll do that.

Okay so BBS was the first Thai drama I watched. I was still feeling a lot from the SPN-finale/confession scene era (yes that happened 2 years prior but it's SPN okay iykyk) which had me especially sad about and aware of media censorship etc. etc.

On top of that I was still working up the courage to leave this group chat of childhood friends, some of whom liked to complain about media "making everything gay" etc. (Amazing how you can not know people are homophobic for the entirety of your childhood bc the topic just never comes up lol.) Which was of course upsetting to me for multiple reasons. However the universe decided to do something nice and Heartstopper was released. That series felt really huge to me, but after it was over, I was left with this feeling of like... what else is there to watch? Where else will I ever find a queer ship this canon where they're also the main characters?

That's when I came across BBS and it gave me this realization that OH WAIT we aren't limited to western media and OH LOOK there's so many great shows that I didn't even know about!! And they keep making them! Also it was a queer story where the main obstacle wasn't being gay (Plus, Asian leads!!). And BBS itself is just such a standout show. First of all, I love a good comedy and the series made me laugh so much. It's heartfelt but full of ANTICS [like yes lets have fun! Lets not take everything too seriously!], and Pat & Pran & Ink & Pa are just such wonderful and lovable and real feeling characters—who have this lovely friendship too—and the show is just! Such a fun ride. <3 I recall watching the series and feeling like my world just got a little bit bigger. Anyway Bad Buddy goes all in for everything it does and it's such a joy.

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Tagging @airenyah and @distant-screaming and @feralmuskyscentedhoepran if you haven't done this yet and would like to!

#bad buddy #bad buddy series #get to know you meme #mine

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💙Kecundang(Lost)💙

Logalex♡

I actually had no idea how I wanted to end this 😭 Anyways, hope you guys would like this piece of angst I've made!! ✌︎('ω')✌︎

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A bad quali day for Logan Sargeant. Again. It seems as if his luck had ran out after he had gotten his p10 start in the Netherlands.

Logan barges into the Williams garage and he throws his gloves on the floor. Benny immediately rushes after him, anchoring down his shoulders.

"Logan, the fuck's wrong with you?!" Benny exclaims with his brows furrowed.

"I'll tell you what's wrong - The world is full of evil people who do shitty things. But I can't deal with that right now because I have to go drive a machine around a track for 3 hours straight." Logan complains as he takes off his helmet and his balaclava.

"What I saw were the same people that love me for! That is until I fuck up or I crash out on the track or I just have to fight back a-and you're just gonna ship me back wherever I fucking came from!-" Logan's voice starts to crack and his eyes began to tear up.

"Logan!" Alex's voice boomed from the entrance of the garage. Logan's breathing had gotten heavier, his throat began to hurt. The two of them maintained eye-contact for a while without saying a word. Alex's expression softened at the sight of how vulnerable the other had looked.

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The american had spun out the track, leaving him stuck into the barriers. And the Vegas fans weren't all that happy at him. Some of those 'fans' were throwing their empty cups and food baskets at his cockpit while he was struggling to get out.

"You're a waste of space! Leave F1 already! Give Lawson that seat!" They shouted at him from the grandstands.

"FUCK!!"

Logan shouted in his helmet. It was a loud, unpleasant yell that quietened down the track. Even the commentators had to pause. It was described to be similar as how Ricciardo had shouted during Japan 2018.

He walked back to the garages, his head hung down all the way. His breathing was uneven, his heart was still racing from the collision. His ears were ringing and his vision was fuzzy. He couldn't think straight. The audience in the stands were shouting at him - positive or not - but it all sounded like white noise to the american.

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Logan finally gave in. He crumbled and ran towards the thai, falling into his arms. He cried and cried like there was no tomorrow. All those months of bottling up finally released at that moment.

"I-I just can't anymore. I keep messing up. Why do you guys even try for me anymore?" Logan's voice is muffled as he spoke into Alex's shoulder. His eyes were red and puffy as he pulled back to meet with Alex's eyes.

The garage was in pin drop silence.

"Logan, you've got people that support-" Benny chips in, taking a step closer to the two Williams drivers.

"I hear people all the time! Talking 'bout 'hang in there!' or 'don't quit!'" Logan bursts.

"They haven't been in my shoes. They always say they have, but they don't know what I'm going through. What I will ask you is - Can you give me one more day?" The american's voice was wavering and his lips were quivering.

Alex gave Benny a hand gesture for him and Logan to be alone for a bit. The thai slung his arm over Logan's shoulder and led him out of the garages and headed back to their hospitality.

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"Logan, you know you can tell me anything that's on your mind, yeah? It's only the two of us now, so take as much time as you need." Alex spoke, taking a seat on the couch opposite of Logan.

Logan sat down on the couch with his elbows on his knees. His hands were folded together as he hung his head low.

Taking a deep breath, Logan spoke up. "It's just... everything. The pressure of next year, trying to prove myself at Williams. I have one shot at it."

Logan ran his fingers through his hair as he leaned back against the couch. "And just now, I made another mistake in quali. It's just eating me up inside."

His eyes began welling up again as he continued. Logan turned to Alex with pleading eyes. "I don't know what I'll do if I lose this seat. Racing is all I have."

A single tear rolled down his cheek as his voice began cracking. "I'm scared, Alex. I'm really fucking scared that I won't be good enough."

"Hey-hey-hey, Logan. Look at me. Breathe." Alex spoke gently as he went to kneel in front of the american, holding him lightly by his wrists.

Alex saw his lips quivering, hands shaking ever so slightly. Logan took a few breaths as Alex instructed, trying to hold back the tears welling up in his eyes. The way the thai looked at him with such care and comfort was enough to make the dams break.

He pulled Alex into a tight hug and broke down into his shoulder, sobbing uncontrollably. All the stress and pressure he had been bottling up for months came pouring out.

"I'm sorry," Logan hiccuped between tears. "I just don't want it all to be over." He clung onto Alex like a lifeline. For the first time in months, Logan let himself be truly vulnerable. All the fear and doubt he had been hiding was laid bare in the thai's arms.

"Don't be. Don't be sorry." Alex muttered out softly.

"What exactly has kept you to hold these feelings up for so long?" He spoke as Logan continued to hold his body close to Alex's. His voice was quiet, no louder than a whisper.

It took Logan a few moments to compose himself enough to speak. He kept his face buried in Alex's shoulder, taking in the comfort and safety he found there.

"I didn't want to be seen as weak," Logan finally admitted, his voice still shaky. "In a sport like this, showing any signs of weakness can ruin your reputation."

He took a deep breath, trying to calm the trembling in his body. "And I was afraid that if the team sees me struggling, they'd replace me in a heartbeat. I had to keep pretending I was fine."

A sad smile formed on his wet lips.

"Pretty stupid, huh? Look where trying to do it alone has got me."

Alex swallowed, his heart felt like it had shattered upon hearing his words. He held onto Logan's fingers, gently massaging them.

"Logan, look at me. Listen to me." The thai spoke.

Logan felt soft lips touch his forehead.

"I'm proud of you."

Logan's breath hitched in his throat at Alex's kind words. His forehead tingled where soft lips had pressed against it in a comforting kiss.

That simple show of affection and pride meant more to Logan than he could express. Fresh tears sprung to his eyes as he looked to Alex, bottom lip trembling. No one had ever said that to him before.

"You... you are?" Logan asked in a small voice, as if not quite believing it was real. All the years of building walls and pretending to be strong were crumbling down in Alex's embrace.

He gripped Alex's fingers tightly, anchoring himself to the other man. In that moment, Logan wanted nothing more than to believe that Alex meant what he said. Alex gripped his fingers back, massaging it in circles with his thumbs.

Logan sighed shakily, eyes closing as he focused on the comforting feeling of Alex rubbing his hands. His whole body felt wrung out like a damp rag after finally letting everything pour out.

"I'm proud that you've fought for so long. I'm proud that you're here with me right now. I'm proud of you." Alex softly spoke, a small smile on his face.

"Thank you," Logan whispered, opening his red-rimmed eyes to look at the thai again. "It means everything to hear you say that. I'm... I'm just glad I've got you to lean on."

He glanced down at where their fingers were intertwined, taking strength from Alex's warm and solid presence. For the first time all season, Logan felt like a massive weight had been lifted from his shoulders.

Lightness filled his body instead of dread. Logan knew as long as he had Alex in his corner, he wouldn't have to face anything alone ever again. A small smile found its way back to his lips.

"See? Feels better, doesn't it?" Alex said, chuckling a bit. He swiped his thumb to wipe the tears off the american's cheeks.

"Yeah," Logan breathed out a watery chuckle in response. "I feel like I can breathe again."

He leaned into Alex's gentle touch, eyes fluttering closed as thumbs swept away the saltwater tracks staining his skin. Logan couldn't remember the last time he'd felt so comforted and at peace.

Opening his eyes, Logan gazed at Alex with a mixture of gratitude and affection. "Don't know what I'd do without you, mate. You're my rock."

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#RAAAHHH I LOVE ANGST #YUMYUMYUM #logan sargeant #ls2 #alex albon #aa23 #logalex #williams f1 #f1 #f1blr #f1 fanfic #f1 rpf #f1 fic

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bad buddy fandom getting-to-know-you meme!

a getting-to-know-you meme for people to introduce themselves in the bbs fandom by @fiercynn

note: "fanworks" are defined here as pretty much everything people create related to a fandom, including but not limited to meta/analysis/discussion, gifs, fanvids/edits/fancams, filk, fanart, fanfic, fan food, fan crafts, etc. please include this note with the meme unless you have a different definition!

name and whatever you want to share about yourself

I'm MJ. I love writing fic and talking about shows with people. I write mostly BL. I am in a few fandoms, but bbs is definitely one I'm still writing (albeit slower lately).

this is crazy long so here's a cut -

when did you watch bad buddy/join the fandom?

I started watching after episode 2 aired. The name first turned me off. I didn't actually know who Ohm or Nanon was, lol I know right? I enjoyed some Thai BLs but none had hit for me. I saw a gif set of when Pat and Pran were looking at that empty dorm and Pat grabbed Pran right by the thigh and I was like, what the hell, I have to know what is happening there. Except, they were fooling me that this was just a light, silly, flirty show and hit me with such emotional resonance that I haven't freed myself yet. I wrote my first fic at the end of November 2021 and have been writing for them ever since.

favorite ship(s)

I am Pat/Pran through and through. I like other ships too but they are the reason I'm here.

favorite character(s)

I love both Pat and Pran. I like writing more from Pat pov because honestly Pran hits a little too close to home for me. :) All the side characters are fun and that is one of the reasons I love this show - Ink/Pa especially.

favorite episode(s) - these kinds of choices are just cruel but I would say episode 11. The raw emotions throughout it just killed me.

favorite scene (s) - rooftop aside, I recently mentioned the "thanks for trying to make this silly guy happy" scene from 11 as one of my favorites of all Thai bl (it's true), besides that, the scene when Pran brings Pat the drink, Pat tries to offer to say they aren't together anymore, the way Pran initiates them holding hands under the table and the way Pran knows Pat liked his drink less sweet. My heart tugs just thinking about it. <3

one thing you would change about the show if you could

more Ink/Pa would have been so nice and also, stop teasing us P'Aof and give us Wai/Korn

what are some of your favorite fanworks made by other people?

This is absolutely impossible. This fandom has so many wonderful creators in so many ways - art, fic, meta, edits. I think some things just stuck in the brain either because they were given to me because that's what I love about fandom most - the giving - or I was struck by them as they really hit my feels about the show at the time. but this is by no means an exhaustive list and I don't even know how I'd do that.

@geonbaeeee makes all kinds of amazing art, but I loved this one because they are some of my favorite scenes.

when I think of bbs art, I always think of this series. I don't even care about weddings tbh, but I just love how all their personalities are displayed here and I do think this is exactly what Pat and Pran would want haha

@funyasm made me this wonderful mood board for bbs as gift that was a big heart hug

@creativityobsessed wrote the coolest music meta about episode 5 and I still think about it sometimes.

I've been fortunate enough to be given two really wonderful gift fics. @galauvant gifted me Family Ties with some good Jindapat siblings content and triplelovescore gifted me a crack in the foundation with some excellent Pat hurt/comfort. Both were so good at giving the heart a little twist.

(if you create fanworks) what are your favorite fanworks that you’ve made?

I would say if you've only read one work in the fandom by me it's probably Up the Ante. And I do love it, but I think honestly, my favorite might be one of my least read - "I'm here, if you want me," which I wrote in the week between episode 11 and 12 in that "you had to be there" time in the fandom. It was a "if they really did break up let's fix-it" fic. I think it could have actually been a longer AU if I had any patience at all, but I needed soothing in the moment lol. Pat's love for Pran shown in the way we all know he would give it - as self-sacrificing as possible, and Pran's love of Pat shown through his music. It just felt right.

Anyway, I have others too. Honestly, it's like trying to pick a favorite child. Fanworks are works of love and each have their reasons for why I wanted to write them and why I love them.

a song that makes you think of bbs (the ones in the show don’t count lol) ha ha, look, this show has a theme song with multiple versions, a secondary song, another song that is now an in canon Pran-written song, Pat's ourskyy song, the og trailer song, the when we were younger instrumental, when the lyrical version is also amazing, and one of my faves is Keep Coming Back to the Start which we only hear for a tiny bit at the end of episode 6, but is an awesome song. but okay, yeah, beyond that and the instrumentals, I have a whole playlist that includes these and others. many songs come from some of the amazing edits out there. anyway, that's a long answer to mention "If our Love is Wrong" by Calum Scott, which I got from this edit (yes this is a cheat to link another fanwork)

idk anything else you want us to know?

I've met some really kind people through the bbs fandom and I really appreciate them very much. <3

I know that there are definitely people who used to be in bbs fandom not tagged in someone else's posts but I am not sure who still considers themselves in it. so this is a chance to say so. :)

#bad buddy #bad buddy fandom #tag game #getting to know you meme

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OMG YOU HAVE SPOONS!!!!!! YIPPIE!!!! (probably bc you got a good night's sleep)

And if you know me at all, be prepared for the sea of questions>:]

1) Go into detail about Dalia and Sabrina and their family in the second Gen au. Any Hcs or stuff?

2) Nyx and his relationship with his family.

3) (idk if it was onyx or nyx who had the ED, I forgor their names are so similar).Go into detail Abt thier ED, tho.

4) For the love of God drop Hcs till I die, I don't care for who, I just NEED them.

And, if you have spoons don't be afraid to look in your inbox for any other asks I may have sent/nf (bc both me and you forget about the asks tbh)

And as always, ily platonically, man :333

It is not the sleep, I don't need sleep, idk what it was if it wasn't the sleep, but im not being proven wrong /j

I've only got a couple, and they're pretty Dalia centric, but you can have em

Dalia picked up a bunch of tips and tricks for dealing with kids both from helping raise her siblings and from treating kids as a nurse, uses them all the time, her personal favorite thay she's picked up is doubling bedsheets when kids are sick so that if they get dirty you can just take it off and make it a later problem while you comfort said sick child. Dalia is also very sentimental as a parent, cries at every ceremony and graduation. Sometimes she'll say something that sounds like her mother and she goes quiet for a while after that. I have a feeling that Sabrina and Dalia's house tends to be the designated 'safe house' for Vee and Jasper's friends. Dalia's actually kind of happy about this, in her mind it's confirmation that she's not her mother. (This may or may not be based on the fact that my house irl is the safehouse). All I have rn, sorry

Next up Nyx, my boy. He feels like a walking second place trophy compared to all his siblings. Brushes it off in an Rottmnt Leo sort of way, through humor and a facade of confidence. Desperately wants anyone to be proud of him. Takes his little siblings out crimeing™️ together sometimes, and is like the number one supporter of their shenanigans. Let's them steal his shit, as long as they don't get caught(bc he taught them better than that). The only thing he'd put up a fight against having stolen is his binder, but that's about it.

Oh and Onyx is the one with an ED, she has anorexia specifically. It started with her just trying to lose weight, she's fairly light, but her frame is wide, so she didn't see any results and things got drastic from there, especially when people started making fun of her for her body. She's super sensitive to comments about her body, and the bullying just made it so much worse. She hates looking at herself, in mirrors, in pictures, anything. It's like her eyes pick out the flaws every time and she can't stand it. So she's trying to 'fix' herself, much to the worry of the people around her. She eats in the dream bubbles, but that's only because she knows that it isn't real. Harlow noticed this and has started sneaking food into the dream bubbles just so Onyx eats for once. Onyx still hasn't caught onto this.

And various hcs about the sillies

Onyx spins her drumsticks between her fingers when she's bored, she can do it really fast too

Nyx's hoodie he wears in his sprite is his dysphoria hoodie

Gray has a lot of little interests she keeps hidden. They tend to be niche and geeky, so she hides them to protect her image

Nyx can project his voice loud enough to yell over the band

Onyx is only ever quiet when she's flustered or thinking about somthing, other than that there's usually at least a dull chatter coming from her

Onyx is very physically affectionate, she straight up tackle hugs people.

Gray was a pageant kid,and his parents were very competitive about it. They still have all their sashes from it too

Onyx doesn't fight for herself, but if you say something bad about someone she cares about that's when she starts a fight. Starting fights like that is what got her thrown through a window that one time

Onyx is the one who started calling Alison peepaw, and it just stuck after that

When Alison sleeps she doesn't snore, she shuffles through radio channels under her breath, kind of like sleeptalking

Speaking of Alison, he's insecure about the radio affect his voice has

Alison is very protective of the kids she's 'adopted' (usually underclassmen, but they've also taken most of the radio class under their wing)

#Alison Akari (oc) #Nyx Roughhouse (oc) #Dalia Kalmeren (oc) #Gray Arison (oc) #Onyx Brighton (oc) #asks #answered ask #oc headcanons #epithet erased oc #oc lore #pretty much just an infodump lol

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24 to 25 days of SKZMAS | December 11th - Changbin

pairing: Seo Changbin x Reader

genre: second chance

synopsis: By an odd chance Changbin runs into his ex in a shopping mall while doing Christmas shopping. Unfortunately, he is accompanied by his current toxic girlfriend. However, no one can deny the clear sparks between them.

warnings: -

words: 817

11th day of SKZMAS

December 11th

Changbin hates to do this. He really, really does but he cannot shake the weird feeling in his stomach. He is almost sure he is wrong, though… time to find out.

“Babe?” he asks where he is packing out the takeaway boxes from their bag. He is not a fan of pad thai, but she always convinces him to get dinner from the weirdest (and most expensive) places.

“Yeah, baby?” she asks back, lighting a candle on the table. 

“I have been doing a little calculating…” he says slowly, taking a glance at her. She isn't looking at him, and he takes it as a good sign. “And I've realized we have a little less left for the holidays than I originally thought.”

“Oh, how come?” she turns around, tilting her head. 

“I don't know… I was completely sure we had some on my spare card, the prepaid one?” he says, and she looks clueless as ever. “I think I should cancel that card. Someone must have stolen the details and now they’re using it.”

“Now, don’t make rushed decisions like that, boo.” she chuckles nervously, stepping to him and placing her hands around his arm. “I’m sure that no one stole the card. You must have used it and forgot it in the haze of the holidays.” she waves him off. “Besides, you would be able to ask for money from your parents, wouldn’t you?”

“Well, I would, but I don't need it.” he says with a frown. “We are not completely broke, we will just have to watch how much we spend now. Good thing we have ordered the food for the holidays in advance.” he smiles at her as he carries the food to the table. His girlfriend still has a sour expression on her face, so he goes on.

“Hey, don't worry, okay? We don't need money to be happy together, do we?”

“Well, I guess not.” she huffs. “But how will I have an outfit for Christmas and the New Years this way? I need at least 3 for the holidays and if we visit your parents then 4.” she explains with an exasperated sigh. “I need accessories for it, too.” 

“Thought we already got all of it last week.” Changbin says, caressing her arm. “When we spent a smaller fortune in that designer shop… remember that blue dress? It looked amazing on you.” 

“Yes, that was one dress.” she counters. “I was planning to surprise you with some more.” she pouts, poking his cheek. 

“You don't need to.” Changbin says, pulling her in to kiss her cheek. “I like it most when you don't wear anything anyway.” he whispers to her with a chuckle. “How about I get the card blocked and then we take this to the bedroom?”

“No!” she breaks down, pushing him away. “That is my card!” she screams at him hysterically.

“It's- what?” Changbin asks and his eyes grow in shock. What did just happen…?

“I was using that card.” she sighs dramatically. “I figured since it’s prepaid, you wouldn’t mind and it was my spending card… clearly you wanted me to have it, otherwise why would you keep it?”

“Jesus, and you didn't think of telling me? I've been trying to figure out who is taking all the money for a week now!” Changbin exclaims. “Why didn't you tell me? And what did you buy anyway? I thought we got everything together this month? From my actual credit card?”

“I needed some shoes and gifts so that they will look better under the tree.” she exclaims. “It was a necessity and an emergency!” 

“You should’ve asked me!” Changbin tells her and then, it hits him. “You- I think you should give my card back.”

“What? Why?” she gasps, clutching her purse defensively. “I have to pay for your gift tomorrow…” she lies and Changbin knows she didn't have anything planned for him. She always said she isn't good with gifts.

“Okay, then I will go with you and pay for it.” Changbin says, not backing down. He is losing his patience now and that’s really not like him.

“But, baby…” she smiles, touching his arm to distract him with her looks.

“No.” Changbin says, taking a step back. “I need to go.” he turns on his heels and grabs his coat from the hanger.

“Where are you going, honey?” she rushes after him, batting her lashes. “Come back! I will put on my cutest lingerie for you.” 

“Don't wait up for me.” he says, and closes the door right before she could follow him.

In a few minutes, he is sitting in his car, driving on the streets of the city without an destination in mind. He has always found comfort in driving around, it clears his head better than any walk he could take.

He doesn't want to think about all the red flags; all the times his friends told him to beware of gold diggers, all the returned birthday presents that just “weren't the right color”, all the vacations overseas… he should've known better. Not because he has dealt with countless people who wanted to use him for money, but because of the ones who didn't.

He thinks about you. You, who were happy to receive a hand-drawn card for you birthday from him. You, who cooked for him when the fridge in the dorms was empty. You, sweet, selfless you whom his mother always adored.

Before he knows it, he is parked in a small, dark parking lot, and he doesn't take a second to realize where he is. He knows the place so well he could find his way here without trying.

It was your place, the two of you. You showed him this hidden little underground bar in the outskirts of the city, looking cold and untrustworthy on the outside but once you enter, it is warm and cozy. The exact opposite of his current relationship, he thinks bitterly as he walks in.

There is some quiet music in the background of friendly chatter and hearty laughs from the few desks in there, and it comforts Changbin instantly. He walks up to the counter to order some juice – he still needs to drive home – and he is ready to find a seat when-

There you are. Sitting at your usual table, holding something that looks like a mug of sweet mulled wine, watching him.

“Fancy seeing you here.” You call out with a sweet, comforting smile that makes his heart flutter. You pat the seat next to you and he walks over with the brightest smile that you adore so much.

to be continued...

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[mooifyourecows]

Ok I'm dead curious and I'm a thirsty nerd, please don't spare me of details. How much did you really research for Hard Times and how much did you made up? Anything from experience? Any surprises while looking up? SHOW US THE RING!!

Also, I just wanna add to the amazing and very true points Suga made the latest chapter, if you don't mind me using the spotlight: Always make sure to purchase from actual locals while travelling. My country has a huge touristic income and, just to use as an example, big events like the football world cup thay happened a few years ago should have injected a stupid amount of money in our local economies because the amount of tourists was really hitting record numbers. Only it didn't, not even one bit. Because all foreign very expensive and very valuable currency was being spent inside hotels and on international touristic companies, not even bothering to buy a snack from actual locals. This kind of exploratory business happens specially at in development places, because the local business are not considered enough to bring international costumers to (or they just can't afford to agree with the tourism companies conditions).

Good points Mel! Tourists should definitely try to support the locals over any international corporations! If you can't afford to pay the slightly higher price for local goods and food then you can't afford to vacation in those countries 🤷‍♂️

As for your research question, i do lots of research on all of my stories. It's one of the ways I acquire new interests, actually. Like for Drop in the Ocean (idk if you read it, it's daisuga + sharks) I acquired an interest and love for fish because of all the research I did for that fic. I watched hours of fish and aquarium videos on youtube and looked up fun facts and what not so that I could accurately depict a Suga who was absolutely in love with aquatic creatures. Now i love fish so much I want to get a big huge fish tank and fill it with the little bastards. if i ever want to get really into something, all i gotta do is make it an interest for one of my characters and bam, i’m a fish person now

For Hard Times specifically, I did lots of research on cruises, since I've never been on one before. I also looked up a lot about Ocho Rios and its attractions, even though I didn't wind up using much of it. I have aphantasia (the inability to visualize) and therefore need lots of visual references, so I looked up penthouse apartments and fancy cruise ship suite layouts/blueprints as well as interior decor and clothes and yada yada

I scrolled through pages and pages of Rolex watches until deciding which one Suga stole from Daichi. This is it btw (blurry pic because it’s from my old phone and has journeyed through discord and what not shhh):

And here's the ring I had in mind for the most recent chapter:

I honestly don't like making things up when it's based on a real thing, you know? Like if i'm trying to make a character seem well versed about italy, i'm gonsta read several wikipedia pages, you can count on that. I might not use nearly 90% of whatever i research but hey, at least i will know which countries eat horse and which ones don't in case such a thing happens to come up in casual conversation.

as for the catholic stuff... uhhhh that’s based on my own experiences. not ALL of it, ofc. I didn’t go to a fancy catholic school, but i was raised catholic. Suga’s story about keeping the priest at that convention for so long is partially true. not the neck exercises/stain on vestments part. but i did go to a catholic convention thing (Steubenville Youth Conference) in Washington state when I was a teenager and it was very weird but very amusing. and i was required to go to confession in these little tented off cubes inside this big event center and my confession took like triple the amount of time as everyone else’s because i am a silly goofy little scamp who loves to lie and just made stuff up until the priest was finally like “alright, next”. he was a nice guy though. he was very enthusiastic about giving me advice for all my confessions which was mainly why i was in there for so long. and then when i came out, the person I had been hanging out with the whole conference was like “you were in there for so long hOW MANY SINS DO YOU HAVE?” and honestly, good question because i stopped believing in god when i was like 7 and never told a priest a single truth in my life so babey we are still counting!

the research part of writing a story is honestly really fun for me. I like filling my little notes app with things i might want to incorporate somehow because it’s interesting or could potentially fit really well with the themes and what not. i’m well aware that my world experience is pretty limited. i don’t want my characters to exist only in those limitations though. thinking of a new mental disorder or cultural background to give my characters is SO FUN and EXCITING and i can’t help but dive right into all the possibilities.

but uhhh yeah the end thanks for the question babe 🖤

[hedgewyse]

Tag 9 people you want to get to know better Tagged by @dummerjan, @misspoetree, @letsabandonthisworld (I got around to it eventually!)

Three ships

I love power dynamics in ships, and people who absolutely should not be together. I love people who could destroy one another if they chose to. Whose family or society would be horrified they are together. Bonus points if they are definitely fucking each other up, but continue anyway.

Dongfang Qingcang/Shangque - Love between fairy and devil Ghostship

I love the idea that Shangque is this ancient, powerful dragon but is utterly devoted to Qingcang, knows all his habits, looks after his little mood swings, let's him feel like he's in control even though he probably knows rightly how to manipulate him if he wanted to. Qingcang is the definition of cringefail edgy villain who tries not to show that he's squishy in the middle but only for the right people.

VegasKim - Kinnporsche Ghostship

I really don't care at all about the cousins angle here. When you take a step back and think, our weirdness about that is rooted in concerns around genetic risks and that's uh, not really an issue with same-sex stuff, y'know? Anyway, no, the bit that does it for me is that both families would be outraged, and that they are both utterly tough and unhinged about the family business and absolutely could destroy one another. And they are definitely fucking up each other's lives, ambitions, and self-identity.

Gahan - The Devil Judge main co-stars

Kim Gaon and Kang Yohan are so clearly into each other. So much fascination with each other, how the others operates, what motivates them, the grudging respect. But also just really hot for it. The roaming eyes on both sides when shirts are off. The moments of softness Yohan allows to slip out, the moments of brokenness and anger that Gaon suffers Yohan to witness, how they betray each other but are inexorably drawn together again anyway. I love the moment Yohan risks discovery to save Gaon. I love the moment Gaon risks his life to go down with Yohan. I love both gradually realising the other will come to rescue them, no matter what the risk. I love the age gap. I love how different they are, and how they are two broken pieces which fit together perfectly nonetheless. It's messy and beautiful.

Honorable mentions: WangXian ults, obvs. But I can't put them in every single one of these so I'm trying to branch out.

First ever ship - BtVS: Sprusilla

The second I laid eyes on Drusilla and her graceful, syrupy brand of crazy I was in love, and Spike is such a cringefail dark little villain I was always going to fall for him. They are perfect together. I wish they'd had a spin off series Bonnie&Clyde-ing all over Europe.

Last song

I got this recc from a fanfic. Fucken love when people have fic songs! Set the vibe, queen, I wanna cosy up in your brain.

Last movie - Wandering Earth

Currently reading

Mastering Active Directory by Dishan Francis. Don't even ask, honestly.

But I pretty much read some kind of snuggly fanfic every night to get to sleep - I need my 'literal sleeping together' angst fix.

Currently watching

Just finished Physical: 100 (the women! 👀👀👀) and Moonlight Chicken (this was my first FourthGemini and I am SOLD, holy smokes).

Deciding now between The Glory, Interview with the Vampire (which I'm resuming at ep 5 after the friend I was watching with got distracted by his girl and I am tired of waiting), and I'll probably cave to My School President even though I hate school BLs because of the aforementioned FourthGemini. I'm also still in the middle of Taxi Driver and a rewatch of Magicians with a different friend.

Currently consuming

It's been a really hard month so I've gone back to comfort food; so sweet and sour chicken, pad thai, garlic ramen. And still burning toast every time I come home drunk, lol.

Currently craving

I dunno. Friends who actually want to dance as something more than just pulling at the club? Skinship? An occasional twink to spoil? A deeper conversation? Carrot cake?

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Pretty sure everyone has done it already, but just in case, tagging @hilema @negrowhat @dream-thief-forever-amen @cloudburst-ink @eyesof-kkomi @staytotheend @saturnskyline @hoe-for-jihyo @sinistergooseberries

#get to know me tag game

[weebsinstash]

I'm so sorry your getting all these nasty anons! I hope your sister comes home and she recovers smoothly. When ever i left the psychward or hospital as a teen my family always took me to go get Thai food. (I had BAD C-PTSD and type one bipolar and nobody figured it out till i was 17). Maybe you guys should go to her favorite restaurant after discharge!

Also, as a victim of sa i just wanted to say that this is an extremely nuisanced situation and everyone sending you all this nasty shit is accomplishing literally nothing. It was a terrible thing to happen to someone but like doing drugs with strangers never ends well, sometimes doing drugs with FRIENDS doesn't end well. The first time i did weed with a couple who'd I'd known for years tried to ummm ya know? And like, sending you hate doesn't un-rape your sister??? What do they think they're accomplishing here. They're literally just wasting theyre time.

On a final note i just wanted to let you know that your writing helped me a TON through coping with mine and inspired me to start my own dark content writing blog. Stay safe and drink some water. Love ya, ❤️

Ooo, you know I got to go to a Chinese buffet when I was in Canada and maybe it'd be fun to take my family? Cause actually before I visited Canada I hadn't been out to eat in Forever, like these last 3 years I've been out to eat maybe like twice? Was trying to stay away from The Rona, kwim? Haven't caught it yet and I hope I never will haha!

Jeez though I'm sorry your friends tries to do that to you :( especially when you're in a state when you're kind of out of it and vulnerable, by people you think you can trust or be comfortable around, too.

And for that last part, that's a HUGE reason I don't want to delete or anything 🥺❤️ I've had so many people tell me "not only did I like reading this but I related to it/it helped me cope with depression" or things to that affect and like, it helps me to write too, and I've met so many wonderful people through writing and being on tumblr.

Thanks for the support, and you're right I need to drink water for sure 😳 I can feel a headache coming on and my eyes are swollen as fuck. You guys take care of yourselves too!

[cowboyhorsegirl]

What is Tony’s fav soup? In fact, all the fav soups of the avengers go!

(please)

OMG anon heyyyyyy!!!

Thank you SO much for this ask I am literally sitting you down at my dining room table right now and offering you my favorite homemade roasted tomato soup with roasted garlic bread that I made this afternoon just for you and i hope you don't mind i've already packed you a tupperware to go too <3

Edit! Forgot to mention that this ask was most definitely inspired by this post!

JARVIS (AKA my favorite Avenger don't come at me): JARVIS loves alphabet soup lol!! ................................................................please clap

Rhodey: Roasted Tomato Soup with Roasted Garlic Bread (as aforementioned!). Why mess with the classics?? Bonus: Rhodey never passes up the opportunity to assault Tony with his weapons-grade garlic breath before Tony begs him to please go gargle some mouthwash NOW.

Bruce: Haleem. So much of his life is trying to fight against the hot anger and turmoil within him that seems to tear him apart from the inside out. The first time he had haleem was while he was in hiding in India when a lovely woman whose name he never caught saw him shaking against the side of a building in the street and offered him a bowl to eat when she coaxed him to come join her and her family for dinner that night. I firmly believe in the divine healing powers of women you don't know who offer you a brief and selfless kindness during the darkest moments of your life and I know Bruce does too. Sometimes it's nice to let yourself feel the sort of warmth without jagged edges that can only come from a kind stranger or a desi stew <3

Thor: is ambrosia a soup or a drink? let's go soup. I feel like thor doesn't care much either way for most midgardian foods BUT i also feel like one time he had the most god awful hot dog soup at a diner in New Mexico and was forevermore Compelled by it.

Clint: Clint does not like soup. Why would he, after all, it's barely food and it's certainly not a drink. When Clint wants to eat he wants to chew his food like a grown man, damn it! No, Clint definitely does not like soup. And he certainly does not keep a can of Campbell's Tomato A to Z's in his pantry to eat on nights when Laura is visiting her mother and the kids are all out for some reason or another--going to the next town over for a baseball game or an overnight band trip or sleeping over at a friend's house--and he just can't believe that they're growing so fast and he remembers feeding all his babies A to Z's while they were squirming around in the high chair and then having to finish up the half-spilled bowl himself before it became a fully-spilled bowl. It definitely doesn't taste like nostalgia and stability and family. Definitely not.

Pepper: French Onion. Classy and sophisticated, you can't cut corners with this soup. This is a luxurious soup, but instead of highfalutin ingredients or 36-step recipes, all the luxury is derived from time and care; a soup for one with high standards, discerning taste, and a lot of love in her heart <3

Natasha: Thai Corn Soup. Spicy and comfy and perfect in every way. May seem a bit intimidating for a home chef at first, but practice is the key and it takes much less practice than you'd think to make the best thai corn soup <3

Steve: Tom Kha Gai. This was definitely a case of Steve bemusedly getting dragged all around New York by Tony and Natasha and Pepper to try out all the international cuisines he's never heard of before and then having a quasi-religious experience in the restaurant because he did not know soup could taste Like That. No recipe because honestly neither Steve nor I have the clearance to make this. We prefer getting it straight from our favorite local Thai joint.

Tony: Vegetable Beef Soup. No recipe here either, though there was one at some point--Tony seems to recall a step involving flour that Steve always thought was bullshit so they skipped that step every time and then eventually just stopped using the recipe altogether. What goes in this soup? Tony couldn't tell you, though to be fair he wouldn't be able to tell you what goes in most of the food he's ever eaten that's usually prepared by butlers and high-end chefs, but he could most definitely show you the ingredients that go into this soup. It's all in the muscle memory, bustling about the kitchen in the kind of easy unspoken choreography that says i want to stay here forever with you. The ingredient list changes a bit every time depending on what's around, but Tony could recognize this soup anywhere. This is kind of soup you make with and for a very special someone. This is the soup you make when what you're really making is a home together <3

#signed sealed delivered #tony stark #james rhodes #JARVIS #natasha romanoff #bruce banner #thor odinson #pepper potts #steve rogers #clint barton #stevetony #soup #i fucking love soup if you couldn't tell #i don't know the newer avengers like vision wanda bucky and sam very well what do y'all think their favorite soups would be?