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sapphic-angel-slut · 8 months
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I realized earlier today that I've been the one to bring up most things when it comes to evolving my kink dynamic to make it either more or darker / more edge play
Like I've got her out here sexualizing my autism n my traumas n depriving me of food until I do what she wants n calling me slurs n doing butch patriarchy stuff n I asked for all of it
I really just found this perfect incredible woman who cares deeply about me and literally is reading a book about how being a Dom is about being honorable and went "hmm I bet I can make her worse"
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atinystaypixie · 10 months
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Game of a Slutty Virgin - Intro
Overview: You know you’re a slut, men don’t know you’re a slut. You know you’re playing them, men don’t know you’re playing them. You know you’re a virgin, men definitely don’t know you’re a virgin.
18+, MDNI,Fem Reader, I might turn this into something but I am not sure. Will be featuring AOT men if i do. Feedback is appreciated. I haven't written anything in forever so be aware this isn't the best. A/N at the end
Read Part 1 Now Here
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Just because you are a virgin doesn’t mean you are some innocent thing. You’ve masturbated, sexted, watched porn, and definitely collected a variety of kinks. If a man were to pull out his dick, you wouldn’t be shocked or scared. Sex interests you, badly. You crave to have someone slut you out. That doesn’t mean the men who fall prey to your pretty face and fluttering lashes have to know that. There is just so much fun in watching them think they are talking to an innocent cutie who they can corrupt while not knowing you are the most corrupt vixen. You just want to find the man who will truly match your sexual desires.
It's just something about being a virgin but being absolutely horny all the time. You wake up thinking about getting railed, have sex thoughts all day, you can play with your pussy all night and it still won't be enough. Worst part is that you have absolutely zero plans on giving it up to a random. You think it's because you know all the right spots for yourself, know all your kinks, and can see what type of man you need to properly beat your pussy in. You need a nasty man. One to pull your hair, degrade you, spank you, but praise you all at the same time. He needs to be rough and not think a few ass slaps makes him daddy. You want one to bend you over whenever he pleases because trust and believe you're always going to be in the mood to get dicked down.
It's funny cuz you’ve never had a dick in you yet you crave it like an addict. It doesn't help that you’ve accumulated the longest list of kinks.  To be someone's rope bunny and to be called a pretty girl all while getting your throat fucked just for him to kiss you after and  spit in your mouth is heavy on your mind. Your inner slut often is visualizing various ways to get fucked. Maybe that's why you find it difficult to get the freak man you want. No, that's not it. You just don't like the wanna-be freak men that surround you. They can't even dirty talk without making you want to fucking vomit! All you desire is to get dicked down. However, being the horny slut you are, you aren’t really trying to fuck unless you know he can slut you out in the nastiest way possible. Tie you up, cuff you, edge you, overstimulate you. He doesn’t need to be nice. You’re not here for his manners. You want him to be disrespectful when he fucks you.
You don't care for actually being close to the men you engage with. You’re just trying to see if his dick is worth sitting on. He can tell you jokes and you might laugh but in the end you’re waiting for him to do what every man does. Get to the sexual questions.  You know you might have thrown him off with the innocent act, but you need him to be able to see through you. See the hint of lust in your eyes. You don't need a clueless man, they are mere entertainment if they aren't seeing that there is nothing sweet about you. We can keep talking because at the end of this you know you are just going to reject him. He failed the moment he didn't return your gaze with the secret message of you promising to fuck your pussy up. He doesn't have the slightest aura of knowing how to truly ruin you. Your little game isn't about having a sweet hero. It's about getting the vicious villain that isn't afraid to take what he wants. You need him to match yout energy.
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You'll see where your game leads you. In the meantime, you will keep batting your lashes and collecting men that you have no intent on keeping. The funniest part is the ones who actually make it to talking about your dirty desires don’t even know you’re a virgin. Why would they need to know when you already decided he isn’t going to be the one splitting your legs. We all know you won’t find the man who is going to fuck you dumb anytime soon right?
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Right?
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Thoughts of a slutty virgin ~ 🧚🏽‍♀️
This is my first writing post on this blog. I might do more, but I'm really not sure. I can't remember the last time I wrote something but I just wanted to give it a go. Yeaa.... let me know what you think
Part 1 Out Now Read Here
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thejockout · 3 months
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Subject Diaries #0.5 - Jockout the Subject, Part 2
(okay this is the last edging post of this series lol)
Last time I discussed my history/beliefs around masculinisation and erotic TF hypnosis, just to give a foundation of how I think about this stuff.
NOW to get into the slightly juicier details; what am I into, and what have I achieved so far with hypnosis?
WELL. What I'm into is an interesting question; and it's changed a lot in the last 2-3 years. If you'd asked me then what I was into, the answer was a fairly limited range of hypnosis: I was into "dumb jock" style brainwashing... and not much else. I didn't do a lot with either sub/dom-coded files, and had yet to discover several of my major kinks! It's kind of weird looking back at how little I used to be into, tbh. But I feel like that's often the way with kinks, they kinda spread over time.
For hypnosis, my current core interests are the following:
Masculinisation - specifically shit like changes in media consumption, physical mannerisms like manspreading or gait, and attitude adjustments. This blurs the line with the next point, but really just covers the whole gamut of a "bro" or "jock" type personality, and is the primary thing I've been into for years.
Dumbing Down - this was a kink I was very on again/off again with for a while before finding my balls and embracing it wholeheartedly. Like many subs, I used to really fear being "Permanently Dumbed Down" and losing skills and traits I need for work/my ambitions. But that's not a realistic fear and not really how hypnosis works, so now I embrace it pretty wholeheartedly. Nothing hotter than coming out of trance unable to spell or think straight. I love seeing the changes in my communication that come from it, and the actual feeling of hypnosis-induced brain fog. (And, being seen as a dumbass is a big kink too, and a nice ongoing goal.) Also included here is the whole subcategory of like, wanting to be malleable and easily hypnotisable, wanting to be someone who drops like a stone and is super impacted by suggestion. I've got some friends who come to mind when I talk about that, and it's always hot to see how easily they sink.
Corruption - this is sort of a broader, underpinning kink to the rest of the stuff I'm into; but it's a desire I have to want to be changed, to have someone coy and sly and sneaky manipulate me into changing in ways most would consider "for the worse." Making me dumber, more single-minded, more narcissistic, more self-indulgent. Fuck, bro. I get off on the idea of someone making me into their personal monster... especially if it goes a little too far from their POV and they can't walk it back. This underpinning desire for corruption is sort of what fuels my love of Dumbing Down and, in recent years, super Dom-coded Toxic Alpha type hypno generally. It's play I think you need to be careful with, but I've been having a good time so far and don't think I'd have ever started making files like Brute if I hadn't gone in that direction myself.
I listen to files outside these three themes, but generally they need to have at least one for me to be into them, and the best tick all three boxes.
I briefly listed a few files I'd listened to a bunch in my previous Diaries post; those being Jack Drago's Masculine Conditioning series, Avis' Sapiens general catalog, and Rigsby's Absolute Jock. I've probably listened to 100s of hours of both the MC-series and Avis' work. My time on Absolute Jock was a looot lower, but tis the best of the old guard of jock files on WarpMyMind. Overall, it's a lot of time to have dedicated to this kinda hypno! So you'd expect to see some results, right?
...Yeeeahhh, well, I'm still kind of a Work In Progress on that front. I have seen results, but I held myself back with anxiety and overthinking (about hypnosis) for years of this, so I've really only started to show change in the last year or so. That being said, the years of repeated conditioning have done a number on me lol.
EFFECTS I'VE SEEN
Successful Media Brainwashing - I did the unthinkable and successfully made myself a sports fan via hypnosis. It's kinda weird. For years I really struggled to even get through a game; then with hypnosis, I gradually started to just get suuper horny when I watched sports instead, which wasn't really any better because I'd just jerk off and lose interest. But sometime in the last two years, I kinda just got into it gradually and now watch for authentic, general interest. This was a real pipe dream at 17 when I envied how all the jock-types in my class could be totally absorbed and single-minded watching or playing a game, but I ended up getting there in the end! Not American so don't watch American Football/basketball/baseball or whatever, but I like rugby/hurling/F1 ✌️I credit this to Jack Drago's work, specifically Files 2 and 4 of the MC series; Manly Media Bubble and Male Oriented Interests.
General Personality Change - this is a WIP suggestion, but it's been interesting seeing myself change over the last 12 months especially. I've become a lot more dominant, confident, cocky, and even self-centered especially in online kink type contexts. IRL, I've just become more dominant and less willing to take shit; but that's only ever a good thing. It's interesting Because the nature of this kind of change, which happens so slowly over time, is that it can be difficult to look back and see the points where you used to behave differently. But sometimes like... especially since doing Douchebag-type files, sometimes I'll criticise someone or make fun of something and get a surprised reaction from a friend who wasn't expecting me to take it that far. And it always makes me feel a little good to surprise them in that way, to violate their expectations of how Nice I should be. I'm always Nice to them, and to anyone decent, but you've really gotta make me WANT to treat you well to get that now. Some people will read this and feel annoyed, or roll their eyes, but I kinda don't care. It's what I'm into. It's what I've GOTTEN into. (It's all Avis' fault really tbh.)
Libido Increase - this was a slow creeping change overtime, but went from getting off maybe 1x a day/5x a week or so to probably getting off 3x a day currently. Got a lot better at thinking with my dick and am super easy to make horny, which helps feed into the next suggestion on the list;
Dumbing Down - this is the suggestion I've had the MOST recent breakthrough with. For the month of January, I listened daily to @hyphyphurray's Muscle Boy file, interspersed with his Happy Horny Himbo and @avissapiens' Intellect Drain. Dumbing Down was always something I'd struggled to conceptualise hypnotically, but I had a perspective shift this month as to what dumbing FEELS LIKE on an ongoing basis. While under some mild post-trance haze, I wrote this snippet about it in preparation for the post a week ago:
(Don't worry, I'll summarise it.)
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The tl;dr of that message is that I realised "permanent" dumbing would feel less like brain fog/tipsiness, and more like apathy towards intellectual topics. It's a priority shift, or a behavioural change; not a magic finger plucking facts out of your brain so you forget the answers. It's sort of like it just fucks with your desire to know things/answer questions instead. The information might still be there, if you hunt; but why would you? Who cares, bro? Does it even matter?
Since making that perspective shift, it's like a few years of dumbing has crept in all at once, and it's been super interesting. I'm not going to over dramatise it (I'm desperate NOT to become an RP-type blog with this) because in contexts like writing, schoolwork, etc., I think just as clearly and easily. But in leisure contexts, in hypnosis, just in chatting with bros... I feel that intellectual apathy creep in allll the time. Trying to think of an answer to something and just giving up two seconds in, because "it's easier not to think about it." Trying to remember something and quitting because "if it was that important, I'd have remember." Letting my typos and message flubs sit because "they can figure it out lol" and not over analysing whether everything I say is totally coherent or rich.
I understand the irony of me speaking in huge depth about this here, when what I'm saying is that I'm thinking less. But like I said, it's kinda contextual. If anyone was interested, I'd consider writing a hornier post under the influence of trance sometime so the difference can be seen, but right now... I'm just taking this a little more formally, I guess? Idk, I'm torn between wanting it to be pseudo-educational and also just having made myself horny writing so much about dumbing, and when I'm horny I REALLY feel that haze start to creep in and I kinda wanna just stop this an edge or something and go do anything else that's more fun 🥴
So in the spirit of the post, I'm gonna go do that.
JANUARY WRAP-UP
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For the month of January, most of what I listened to were Hyphyphurray's files listed above (the number in green = the number of times I listened to them). They are paid files, but they're well worth the price, and I recommend them to anyone into this shit. I also listened to Avis' Intellect Drain 5-6 times as a supplement because I love how that just makes my brain turn off for a while.
Not sure atm what I'm gonna listen to through February, I've bounced between Muscle Boy and Avis' Toxic Douchebag Alpha a few times so far but will likely commit to one track for the month.
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This is post #2 of my broader Subject Diaries series, a blog series I plan to maintain on a fortnightly/monthly basis updating people on what I've been listening to, files I've been enjoying, and effects I've been experiencing. When I'm not trancing, I'm usually off being a mystical forest bro in the wilderness of Ireland, but I am always available for commissions here on Tumblr/Soundcloud if you reach out via DM. My flat rate is currently $55-80, but you can always check my pinned post for more up-to-date info. You can also support me with a one-time tip either via Paypal or Ko-Fi, but you'll have to DM for the first.
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grizzlybeartist · 5 months
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some miscellaneous John Ward nsfw headcannons :] 🔞
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-Anything even bordering on public play is off the table, not just because of his generally somewhat shy nature, but because this man cannot stay quiet to save his life. At first it might be more subtle, little gasps and sighs during foreplay, but as the night carries on those small noises will morph into full needy whines, desperate moans, and pleading whimpers of your name.
-This man is submissive, this surprises no one. He doesn't really know how to dom LMAO—He's also mostly a bottom, though he likes topping just fine. He'll generally defer to whichever you want him to do, early in your relationship this might be due to nerves, not wanting to mess up somehow, but as time wears on it's more out of a desire to please you. For safewords, you use the traffic light system, since it's easy enough to remember.
-This one might b a lil controversial but listen. this man is catholic. this man is queer in the 80's. this man is a PRIEST. he likes cnc. he likes feeling like he doesn't have a choice in the matter, feeling "forced", it lets him relax and not overthink the fact that he's enjoying it, since well, he's "helpless", isn't he? This is by far the most "extreme" thing that he enjoys, his tastes are generally more tame.
-I don't think he would be the biggest fan of bondage on the receiving end. Something light is fine, maybe handcuffs or a blindfold, maybe a shibari design that doesn't restrict his limbs too much. But if he feels actually trapped he'll start to panic a bit.
-While we're talking abt kinks, this man has a massive corruption kink and doesn't even realise it, though in the context of being the one getting corrupted. A holy man, a man of God, being tempted and led astray by someone he just can't resist, that layer of "we're not supposed to be doing this", it excites him, even if he can't exactly pinpoint it.
-Not the biggest fan of impact or pain play, the most intense he's comfortable with is being spanked with your hand or a ruler, and once it starts to cross the threshold from fun mild sting to actual pain he's likely to yellow out.
-He does, however, enjoy when something ends up leaving marks. Hickeys, scratches down his back, indents around his wrists from being bound, he'll end up looking at those little tokens later with a bit of pride and a lot of love for you—thinking of them as a physical manifestation of the bond the two of you share.
-On the rare occasion that he takes a more dominant role, he is very gentle. He's worried about hurting you, so he'll end up tying any ropes a bit too loose, and won't feel comfortable striking you in any way. He will, however, make you cum until you literally pass out, for lack of a more tactful way of putting it LMAO
-On this topic, edging and overstimulation are two of his favourites, especially if you combine them. You will have him head empty, no thoughts, legs shaking, begging and whining, in no time. He's so obedient that you don't even necessarily need to tie him up for this, if you say "hands off", he'll keep them off.
-He's bad at dirty talk LMAO. Both of you will end up giggling at whatever he tries to come up with. He loves hearing it though! Especially if you mix in some praise, and just the smallest bit of degredation. You'll have him melting in no time.
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orkbutch · 7 months
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Your kink posting has got me questioning 🤔 do you have head canon kinks for all the companions? ( or at least the hot girlies )
To a point yes, but they are still being formed. I do think there are certain characters that are just Less Kinky, not because their personality means they CAN'T be kinky but, idk... for balance, and because it seems less Likely. My thoughts on the companions so far: Shadowheart: Very kinky, true sadist / masochist (both equally). I think she'd enjoy a LOT of things, but the classics: bondage, impact, knives, wax play, degradation, worship, roleplay (especially religious, training and corruption themes), edging/denial, CNC... I also think that she would really enjoy rigging, if she ever got the time and setting to practice that. Perhaps she would adapt it from Sharran torture methods similar to Japanese rope techniques used in the Edo period to extract confessions. I think that she would enjoy the slow ritual of it, I think she would enjoy its elegance, and I think she'd enjoy how excruciating but euphoric it can be. Again, she'd be into many things, and very adept at turning most kinks into something she can engage with via the right dynamic and context. Lae'zel: Also very kinky in a completely different way; much more about the power dynamics than the methods. Biggest thing would probably be Primal. Possessive. Defs messy; BO, sweat, blood, tears, spit, piss probably lmao. Would love contests of strength, causing controlled damage to bodies and enduring pain. I think with more trust and affection established with someone, she would be able to enjoy another layer of play; immobilization, sensory-focused play, degradation/humiliation, fear play, care giving/receiving, overstimulation... still very much into possessiveness in play, but with an emotional element that made it even more intense.
Karlach: I think Karlach would do plenty of kink without being deeply invested in it; she wants a good time and is up to try anything once. An element of Karlach's character that I think is very relevant to her relationship to kink and sex in general is that Karlach basically Never feels physically vulnerable; she knows that she's usually the biggest, toughest badass in the room. I think that would make her very sexually adventurous because she simply wouldn't fear much. What she struggles with is intimacy, and her building emotional trust would be the most significant element of her relationship to kink. All that said; I imagine her favourite kinky fun would be rough fucking, manhandling, wrestling, skin-contact sensory-focused play, temperature play, leather (because its badass and feels good), and honestly?? Oonga Boonga caveman brain misogyny-tinged degradation. Just feels right for her. The simple pleasure of a little lover under her saying how big she is and how hard she goes and begging to be knocked up would absolutely send her. I just FEEL it
Gale: I don't have many well formed thoughts on Gale's kinks. I suspect he'd be into like... Tantric Embodied Karma Sutra stuff, with a lot of wizardy bells and whistles. Creating an experience of non-duality as a kink. Basically, that guy at the Crystal Rainforest Festival that is suspected of being a cult leader and has VERY good drugs for sale. The kind of kink he does, Gale probably does
Astarion: Hmmmmm. I can see him, over time, coming to a place of comfort with non-sexual kink as a way to engage with power difference (Astarion forming a healthy identity as a dominant would be really good for him I think) and experience grounding, safe sensations within his body. I think kinky sex would take longer, but submission would be extremely difficult and vulnerable for him; forming a responsible dominant identity could be quite healing for him. On the other hand, choosing to submit to a dominant that he actually trusted and who took care of him could also be very very healing, just... I think that would be difficult for him to do safely. It would take a great deal of time to get there.
Wyll: Probably a less kinky person, but man, I think he'd be a great pampered sub. Worshipping, being treated like a bit of a boy toy. Would love mutual possessiveness. That'd be hot frankly. But I'm still figuring his kink vibe out! I gotta play his romance.
Minthara: Freak. Proper freak. Terrifying freak. Snuff kink freak.
Halsin: Wholesome freak into surprisingly intense shit. Exhibitionism, primal, breeding, rough, biting. Wants a lot of stimulation in every way.
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purecantarella · 2 years
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✨purecantarella's kinktober✨
—was this planned? no, nothing i ever do is planned HAHAHAH but this is a rough concept of what i have planned this month. i will do my best to follow it but they won't be as in depth as the smut i usually write but i will try!! this will be my first time participating in kinktober actually and i am starting late :"")
day 2 : Praise Kink w/ Im Nayeon — your girlfriend and you are having a nice night in after their promotions for their song when you figure out one of her secrets.
day 3 : Mutual Masterbation w/ Shin Yuna — college!yuna doesn't want to admit it, but she needs help with certain things and as irritating as she finds you, you have all the answers.
day 4 : Restraints w/ Kim Jennie — your girlfriend has a bad habit of leaving all sorts of marks on you before a big comeback and you've found a solution to you problem.
day 5 : Breath Play w/ Park Jihyo — jihyo's vocals are amazing on their own, but you can't help but nitpick at certain things about it...like her breathing techniques.
day 6 : Wet Dreams w/ Miyou Mina — mina's been repressing just how attractive she thinks her member's girlfriend is. just might manifest it's way in more ways than one
day 7 : Threesome w/ Moon Byuli and Ahn Hwasa — a horny hwasa and competitive moonbyul raise you a wager.
day 8 : Phone Sex w/ Hwang Yeji — a secret relationship in the midst of heavy and demanding promotions can really make someone miss their incredibly attractive and sexy girlfriend.
day 9 : Break — i needed some time to recuperate yall
day 10 : Food Play w/ Hirai Momo — an indoor picnic for your 3rd year anniversary sounded lovely, strawberries, cream, chocolate, and most of all, Momo
day 11 : Corruption w/ Kim Dahyun —Dahyun never learned too much about sex nor did she want to...not until she met you of course.
day 12 : Marking w/ Minatozaki Sana — you loathed how much people looked at your girlfriend, but you'd never known what Minatozaki Sana looked like jealous.
day 13 : First Time || Love Making w/ Choi Lia — summer romance with Lia turns serious and you want to make sure that she remembers you forever with a romantic night under the stars.
day 14 : Office Quickies w/ Kim Jisoo — her employees are working her last nerve, then you show up giving her the chance to blow off some steam.
day 15 : Breeding w/ Park Ros�� — rosé often talked about having kids with you, but you just supposed she didn't know what the idea did to you.
day 16 : Ab Riding w/ Kang Seulgi — seulgi preparing and performing for her latest comeback with the girls has left you in a rut, but backstage with those chiseled abs exposed? you're only human.
day 17 : Public Sex w/ Son Seungwan — wendy was always the type to lose control when you two were intimate, so you want to see just how far she can control herself
Day 18 : Break pt 2 — i'm prolly gonna be drained from this and midterms, so im gonna need this vv badly (prolly will post shit today anyway tho so this is kinda a wildcard)
Day 19 : Impact Play w/ Bae Irene — your perfect little girlfriend just needed to be knocked off her high horse for being a spoiled
Day 20 : Role Play w/ Lisa Manoban — lisa wants to show you her new routine but she wants to add a little spice to it.
Day 21 : Size Kink w/ Son Chaeyoung — teasing goes a little too far and you remind Chaeyoung just who you are.
Day 22 : Humiliation w/ Chou Tzuyu
Day 23 : Thigh Riding w/ Shin Ryujin
Day 24 : Temperature Play w/ Lee Chaeryeong
Day 25 : Body Worship w/ Yoo Jeongyeon
Day 26 : Edging w/ Kim Solar
Day 27 : Dirty Talk w/ Moon Byuli
Day 28 : Shower Sex w/ Park Jihyo
Day 29 : Strip Tease w/ Kim Jennie
Day 30 : Brat Taming w/ Shin Yuna
Day 31 : Daddy Kink w/ Shin Ryujin
—i got shy writing this list since i am sharing a room with my brother's girlfriend 😭 also this is an incomplete list but i hope you're all excited!! i will see you lovelies tomorrow!! keep safe everyone!! - r
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ashiristic · 1 year
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okay so a hero x villain where villain comes to kidnap hero but they find hero in a realllly bad condition (like the proper medical emergnecy thing) and so instead of kidnapping hero they take them to their lair to cure them or something i don't know but pleasee a wholesome ending i'm sick of tragedy
Before the hero could open their eyes, pain struck the hero's entire body, leaving them helpless in the gentle embrace of a warm bed and fluorescent light above them. The pungent smell of herbal medicine and the metallic scent of blood mixed permeated the air, helping the hero distinguish that someone helped them after bleeding out in the dark corner of the street.
They silently groaned as the pain continued to travel down their body as if dominoes of misery were pushed down every time they shifted a finger or two. The hurried footsteps and shattering of glass on the floor indicated a sign of life in the room; the hero cannot help but feel relieved as the person began soothing them while injecting an unknown liquid into their body. The said liquid eased the pain, enough for them to open their eyes. 
"Does it still hurt?" the familiar voice said, it was playful yet worry laced in its tone. The hero sighed, glancing at the person sitting at their bedside. They don't look like a doctor or a specialist, and they are someone nobody would trust; especially with their life. But they couldn't deny the villain's docile face would change a person's mind, instead of a smirk— they would look attractive with a gentle demeanor. Though the villain wanted to embody a confident mad scientist trope, they look like an overworked scientist on the edge of insanity.
"Why am I here?" the hero dodged the question, ignoring the frown on the villain's face which immediately dropped when they noticed the hero glimpsed at them. 
"Obviously, as always—" the villain snapped their hand, playing a small holographic image of the hero saying, "My job as the hero is to serve and deliver Justice for everyone!" and grinned, "— everything for justice, you even sacrificed your own life for the supervillain's destruction."
The villain sighed, "If it wasn't for me, you're probably ashes dusting around the atmosphere now." They said while mixing a few vials with the pure water, shrugging. 
If it wasn't for the villain. They are speaking the truth. Even without the hero's mind reading, they could see the trembling in the villain's hand after they mentioned them turning into ashes. The hero can't help but smile, watching the villain focusing on the medicine in hand.
Nobody knows the hero could read other people's minds. It was their secret even the top secret files do not know for he never told a single soul about it. All of those evil and corrupted plans from citizens and villains alike are an open book in the hero's eyes. Even the villain's infatuation growing into love was known by the hero, they cannot help but also fall in love with their villain little by little. All of those clumsily executed plans, the capturing of the hero's heart system, and little theatrical play inside the villain's mind are known by the hero.
They could never doubt the villain of hurting them or betraying them. The villain's title was like a display, holding nothing but the privilege of meeting the hero employing clumsy evil tactics. 
"You look at me funny," the villain said, suspicious of the hero's soft smile. They cannot help but stop what they are doing and walk near the hero, touching their forehead with an intense gaze. "You don't have a fever though…" 
"You're gorgeous today, did you buy a new perfume?" the hero grabbed the villain's hand, but instead of pushing them away— they intertwined their fingers with the villain. "I wanted to say thank you for saving me." they internally laugh, and the villain's head continues rambling with just a simple act of gratitude (and shamelessness.).
"What is wrong with them today? No, actually— why are they holding my hand? Oh dear, no! Don't look at me with those eyes. Did they just wince? Are they hurt? Is the drug not taking any effect? I have to finish the medicine but their hands are too warm— Oh my god! They are holding my hand!"  Those thoughts ran into the villain's hand within a few seconds while a smile was still gracefully intact on their face.
"I am finishing your medicine so you wouldn't whine like a freaking dog later, hero." the villain said through gritted teeth, speaking the opposite of what is running inside their head. The hero only hummed in response, ignoring the plethora of begging echoing in the villain's mind.
"If you promise to let me hug you from behind after I am healed, then I'll let you continue that."
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I hope this captured the essence of the ask! It was hard writing it lolol.
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flyingwide · 4 months
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phoenixiancrystallist asked:
Drabble prompt: Frey teaching Olevia how to ice skate :)
we're doing full-on Olevia Lives!AU because i said so. Frey rushed off to deal with Sila and only thought Olevia was gone, came back to find her healed and healthy. i love playing God in this way. this one got a little bit away from me
Olevia watched Frey, doubt twisting her features adorably. Frey felt a little like she was looking at herself as she had been at that age. She held out her hand to the girl, careful not to slip on the ice. "Would you just trust me?" she asked. She had been cajoling, wheedling, all but begging for damn near 20 minutes and all she had to show for it was Olevia standing at the very edge of the frozen pond.
"What if I fall in?" Olevia asked for the tenth time.
"I'll rescue you."
"What if you fall in?"
"Then I guess you'll need a new Tanta," she teased, laughing outright when Olevia put her fists on her hips.
"Stop tormenting the child," Cuff chided but sounded amused himself.
Frey reached out her hand again. Olevia, her mouth still pursed with anxiety, reached back. She closed her eyes when her skates hit ice, clinging fiercely to Frey's fingers. "Well, you didn't fall immediately so you're doing better than I did at first," Frey told her and Olevia hesitantly opened her eyes. "Look at you, standing on frozen water with knives on your feet. Brave girl."
"I'm not brave, I'm still scared," she said, flinging her arms out for Frey's shoulders when her feet slipped further apart.
"Being brave doesn't mean not being scared. Hell, I'm terrified all the time. But you can always know that I've got your back. I'm here for when you get scared. I can't do everything for you but I can make it just a little bit easier."
"Ok…" Olevia took a deep breath. "Can I try moving? But slow."
Frey wasn't particularly good at skating backwards so slow was fine with her as Olevia got used to sliding her feet over the ice. As they moved, she told Olevia how she had learned to skate, though she didn't really bother to explain YMCA or Big Brothers Big Sisters, only that she had learned from an older girl who had held her hands just like this. "I started with a chair," she said. "First time I fell, I tried to catch myself on the chair and just pulled it down on top of me. Ended up with a bruise on my hip from the ice and another one on my arm from the chair." Olevia giggled, looking as relaxed as Frey had seen her all day.
"My ankles hurt," she said eventually. "Can we sit down?"
Frey led her over to the snow-covered shore, both of them sitting down heavily. "When we get home, you'll need dry clothes. Auden will murder me if you get pneumonia on my watch."
"I can help you be brave against Auden," Olevia said, grinning at her. "I know you're scared of her."
"Oh, ha ha. You're so funny."
Frey looked over the pale expanse of ice. It likely wouldn't last and she would be leaving in a few days to head back to Visoria, looking for a needle in the stack of needles that was Olas's library. There had to be some way to fix the Break. There had to be some way she could let Olevia see life outside of Cipal.
She startled when Olevia slipped freezing fingers into her own.
"Who helps you be brave?" the girl asked quietly. "When you're out there alone? When you're in the Corruption?"
That was both a difficult question and a very easy one. "I…" Frey started and then sighed. "I don't feel alone out there. I always feel like… like someone has my back like I have yours. And I know that you and Auden are here, safe, and taking care of each other so I don't have to worry about you."
"Who has your back?" Olevia looked up at her with guileless eyes. "Someone keeps you safe?"
It was getting harder and harder to keep this secret from her, especially since the girl had moved in with her and both of them had relocated to an actual home, not a hole-studded room above the tavern. Frey was building a life now and the secrets were starting to get to her. But once she let this particular cat out of the bag, she wasn't sure where it would jump. "It's complicated. I'm not sure how to explain it to you yet."
"But you will?"
"I promise. I'm not going anywhere. I'll figure it out."
"Good." Olevia flung an arm around Frey's middle. "Can I take these off now?"
Frey laughed, something she had been doing more and more of lately. "Yeah, kiddo. Let's get you home."
Later that night, after Olevia had fallen asleep at the table and Frey had carried her to bed, Cuff nudged her, light tripping over his surface in a way that she still found deeply beautiful. "You're going to tell her about me, aren't you?"
"I don't think I can avoid it for much longer."
"Do you think that's a good idea?"
Frey sighed heavily, leaning back in her chair. "I don't know. All I know is that it's getting harder to keep them separate, the life I have with you out there and the life I have with her here. They're crashing together and there's not a whole lot I can do to stop it."
"And you think that telling her will limit the fallout?"
"I don't know. I don't have any answers for you."
"What if she tells people?"
"I don't know," Frey said, running agitated hands through her hair. "Fuck. I don't know how to do this." She shook her head. "I keep thinking about my mom. About her sending me away to keep me safe. There's nowhere for me to send Olevia."
"To keep her safe from me, you mean," Cuff said simply, flatly, but something in his tone caught her.
"You're a threat to all Athia, remember? That's what you keep telling me. Why should one girl stop you?"
She felt a bolt of something, as sudden and painful as a lightning strike, through the bond and then it was gone, the connection between them slammed firmly shut.
"You're right. What's one girl in the face of duty and responsibility?"
"Everything," Frey told him and something in him answered in kind.
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agirlandherkinks · 4 months
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Introduction Post
Hiiii :3
You can call me Ally (as in like Alison), and I'm an aspiring writer of weird niche fetish content.
Thought I should probably make one of these things just to let ppl know what's up around here.
This is a HORNY blog and SAFE SPACE. That means NO MINORS, NO BIGOTS, and NO TERFS ESPECIALLY (actually all of them equally but still)
Anyway ✨About Me✨:
She/Her, 20, Aussie (AEST timezone), Raging Pansexual and probably also Hypersexual. Transfem cause I'm cool :3
Neurodivergent if u couldn't tell by what I've written already, suffering from Anxiety but attempting to defeat it thru the power of being incredibly horny.
I'm a sub that can technically dom, except that I have the proven endurance of a mayonnaise bottle.
Sometimes I'll be here every day, sometimes I'll disappear for like a week at a time cause the writer's block is hitting me hard in a non-sexy way or I'm boring and not feeling horny.
Feel free to send me asks or ig dms where u tf me or do something fun like that. Can't guarantee I'll respond all the time (or that I won't instantly break character and heat for the bit), but at the very least it will make me slightly horny and I appreciate that 🙏
Sending me unsolicited nudes is a no-no and will be met with an Orbital Missile Strike, or in lieu of personal access to government militia, a frowny face and block.
Kinks/Fetishes/Things that make me really horny, in no particular order: Hypnosis Bondage Latex Bimboification Transformation in general that stuff's fun MTF transformation Inflation Furry/partial furry transformation (partial transformation is more fun to me) Bunny girl transformation :3 Also Hucow transformation skfdjs (not really into udders but I will accept H-cups) Expansion Corruption Brain Drain/IQ play/Dumbification (the solution to anxiety is being too horny to feel it 😎) Grinding Petplay Edging Orgasm/Arousal control Degradation (call me a slut plz and ty) Being dommed by any gender or gear Some level of CNC I'll define in a bit That thing where your transformation is affected by like character creation stats (-1 Int, +1 Cha, that kinda thing) Similar thing to that but for Attributes (ass, tits, etc), like u move a slider up and my ass gets bigger or IQ goes down :3 Slime Lactation Heat That thing where u get transformed by magic clothes or a high-tech body suit or something Dronification
What ain't the vibe: Ageplay Feet Intense verbal abuse I'm sensitive :( Not cool enough to be into Sadism/Masochism sorry Unsolicited nudes, again Loli (I mean better than an actual kid ig but nope no thanks) Ovulation (neutral on this maybe someone can persuade me) Incest Big age gaps (not my thing sorry for being boring) Piss/Scat/general human waste products Straight-up rapeplay, like as long as there's some willingness I'm chill (I count having my brain fried and rearranged to be horny as consensual)
Anything not on there I'm kinda neutral on but not really interested in.
Anyway list always subject to change, ty for surviving thru my rambles :)
Should have my first story (I should really post drafts but got that perfectionism) within a week of first posting this. Can't guarantee stories will come frequently but I'll do my best to make them as sexy as possible :3
Feedback is always appreciated but for now have a good morning/day/evening/night, and I wish everyone that reads this gets some pretty hot orgasms and has their fun niche fantasies come true <3
P.S. You can find my stories in my reblogs by searching "#ally's kinks"
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my lord seeing all the posts talking about not voting for joe biden like...
im not even gonna push my personal opinion. i just want people to take the time to earnestly reflect about what they're deciding to do
as in. just think "what is the impact of my decision?" think about what would come about if you voted for biden, or against biden, or third party, or (likely the most popular other option ppl want to pursue) didn't vote AT ALL.
then reflect on the actual issues that matter enough to sway your vote. think about palestine. think about queer liberation & disability advocacy. think about the writer's strike and the actors strike and unionizing. think about the environment. the fucking economy. basically anything that's defined the political landscape of the 2020s.
and then circle back to "what is the point of making this specific choice?" in regards to voting in the 2024 election. if you want to make any of these issues better, ask yourself if those changes will be easier to make under a trump administration or a biden administration. would trump be better for palestine than biden? the environment? the economy? even if he's worse than biden in a lot of areas, is there one special issue that could push him over the edge? what are you trying to accomplish with this vote (or lackthereof)?
the reason i felt compelled to lay it all out in this specific manner is quite simple. i want to emphasize something important.
i feel like a lot of people planning to protest their vote for Joe Biden see themselves as possessing a moral high ground with respect to our corrupt political system. by refusing to participate and play the game, you're avoiding complicity in a machine designed to grind people up and spit out their bodies for the sake of profit. i get it. i know exactly why you don't want to take part in something so horrible.
but you DO.
even if you don't want to. you are a part of this system.
withholding a vote isn't exempting you from anything. you are still making a decision. a decision that impacts your life, the lives of those around you, and of course the lives of people overseas caught up in our country's colonialist bullshit
i promise you nobody is keeping score. you won't get extra woke points in heaven because you didn't vote for someone who does bad things. say hypothetically we lived in a country like australia with compulsory voting, and protesting your vote was literally not an option. what would people say then? would the anti-genocide crowd encourage you to vote for trump? vote third party? do these choices make sense??
because at the end of the day, we have 2 choices. we can continue sucking ass. or we can bring in someone else to suck ass EVEN HARDER.
i'm not sure what i can say beyond this much. i get how easy it is to turn off your brain and rail against anyone challenging an opinion that, from your perspective, feels beyond the realm of criticism. these people do not have bad intentions. our brains can't think in terms of stupid political games. we see a man encouraging a genocide running for re-election, and the LAST thing we want to do is reward him.
but the system is illogical by design. (see electoral college for more info.) you can't make it make sense. these people in power aren't gonna buckle to your pressure based on morality or shame because they have none. they know exactly what the fuck is going on. they know what they're doing, and they're doing it on purpose.
if republicans can accept that holding your nose and playing the bs voting game can make the system work in their favor, why the fuck can't college educated socialists come to the same conclusion?
whatever you decide to do come november, just be honest about why you're doing it. whether it's about gaza or trans people or even just the prices of groceries always increasing, it doesn't matter. i know what change i want to see in the world, and i'm doing what i can to help move the needle in that direction.
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teneriadvos · 9 months
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Teneri ad Vos
meaning "enthralled by you" in Latin.
💜
Vos || 18 yrs || He
Can't stress enough: MINORS, DNI. DO NOT INTERACT. THIS IS NOT THE BLOG FOR YOU. ALSO, I WILL BLOCK YOU IF YOU TRY TO FOLLOW ME AND YOU DON'T HAVE AN AGE IN YOUR BIO OR PINNED POST. THANKS.
💜 Fun Vos Facts! 💜
- College student
- Writer
- Total nerd (D&D, Video games, etc. Ask me about my collections!)
- In case you can't tell, I'm a Latin nerd too :)
- More holes than the average man
- Bi guy
- Happily taken :) I have a lovely girlfriend and she smokes weed
All of the other stuff is going below the cut. One more time, MINORS DNI. FINAL FUCKING WARNING. THANKS.
💜 Sexy Vos Facts!! 💜
Okay, green for giving, blue for receiving. Purple for both.
I'm switchy as hell but I'm really only going to be thinking subby thoughts on this blog. I might make the rare dom post or two but I will not play dom. Thanks 💜 Okay now let's get into it:
- Raging hypnosis / brainwashing kink. Love getting tranced out 💜
- Dumbification and stuff like that :) I guess it kind of goes hand in hand with the hypno but sometimes it's just so nice to not Think about Things
- Praise kink my beloved. To care and be cared for is always really nice
- Denial and edging. God it's so much fun but I'm so bad at it lol
- Bondage!! Tie me up in ribbons and rope! Plus, I want to learn shibari so bad...
- Puppy play stuff!! Ask me to bark and I go woof!!
- Mommy kink :) Sometimes it's just nice to be mommy's baby boy y'know?
- Royalty kink. I'll gladly be a knight or prince of your kingdom hehe
- Blasphemy and the corruption that comes with it. Turns out there's a reason I like being called angel so much :3
- Plus some crazy fantasy stuff. Y'know, tentacles and aphrodisiacs and monsterfucking and holding hands with someone who really really loves me, etc etc
- Uhhh recent development I wanna get pegged and / or actually railed??? I want cock or strap in my hole??? ASAP??? please and thank you???
[This list is subject to change or expand depending on what Tumblr does to me.]
💜 What Vos doesn't like. 💜
- If you're kind to me, I will be kind to you. That's the golden rule on my blog. Don't be a dick, and don't be a creep.
- ABSOLUTELY DO NOT ASK FOR PICTURES OF ME. I know I'm whoring myself out on the internet but I'd like to keep it to just words.
- Please don't open conversations by sending me nudes or spirals. It's kind of weird to me. Say "hi" or "hello" or even just ask me first!! Thank you!!
- Please keep your sissy, detrans, forced-fem, and misgendering stuff to yourself please.
- Additionally, no thanks on piss, scat, race, and gainer/feeder stuff! It is NOT for me. Also, I'll probably block you if it's your whole account.
- I block empty, no-pfp no-name no-description etc. blogs on site. At least make your profile look a little lived-in.
- MINORS DNI. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME. I KNOW I'VE SAID IT A COUPLE TIMES ALREADY BUT I AM BEING SO SERIOUS. THIS IS NOT A BLOG FOR YOU IN ANY CAPACITY. GO AWAY.
- I'm not looking for a long term dynamic. But DM me maybe and we can play around?
[These boundaries are also subject to change. If you're freaking me out, I will tell you. If you continue to freak me out, I will block you. If you're a robot, uh, go fuck yourself. Idk.]
💜 Vos Terminology Index 💜
Please call me...
- Masculine terms; man, boy, guy, dude, etc.
- Pretty, good, sweet, and baby boy.
- Dumb, empty-headed, pathetic, needy.
- Prince, puppy, dog, toy, angel, doll.
- Chest, dick, and hole to talk about my anatomy.
If you're unsure about something, pop in and ask!
💜 Closing remarks! 💜
I'm a total nerd with a writer's background, and I tend to get really wordy. If I write some nerdy or horndog ramble, just bare with me. I like talking lol
Okay, that's all from me!! I hope all of this wasn't too boring! Remember, be kind and receive kindness in return.
Vos out. 💜
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itookyoudown · 1 month
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ask game: high protocol
and YES this one is ACTUALLY ME this time
actually you know what you'd never ask me anything off anon you have no shame i've encouraged you too well. i'll retract my previous accusation, my apologies.
this is .. complicated you're getting an essay.
yes, i do think on occasion high protocol has a certain appeal. within something like the military's chain of command or royal court intrigue or vampire clan cultural practices or crazy cult commandments, okay sure yeah, the rituals and rules of high protocol can have a certain erotic edge that i enjoy watching play out. but i only really enjoy high protocol in that sense when there's a narrative awareness that it's all bullshit and it's just one big group manipulation game?
on a personal level, high protocol doesn't really work for me. it fucks up my inner perfectionist and my nature to be a helper. by all rights, it should work for me. i love me some rules and doing things right and helping others out, but i feel like in a high protocol situation all those natural urges get corrupted. and i have enough anxiety about being polite and doing social things correctly, i don't need to crank up that nightmare to a whole new level thanks.
high protocol also feels...rude to me?
i don't want to cook for someone or make them their coffee how they like it or fold their laundry or clean things because it's a RULE i do that because that's my first way to express love and show care. acts of service!! but as soon as it becomes a rule that means it comes with expectations and that means there's the possibility of doing things wrong or even failing or getting critiqued and get real i can't live like that.
lastly, high protocol crosses over too much with master/slave and it's probably my least favorite dom/sub flavor so we'll give this a...
No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know |
(KINK RATING TIME!! Send me a kink and I’ll rate it!)
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cosmicskittlez · 1 year
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Oh I'm going to go on such a ramble here but hear me out, plural Hex
Not pural as in "Iris was a real fella who possessed him and now lives with him" but as in "hex himself was so traumatized by being hacked that his programming formed a factive of Iris personified". But like dude hex waking up one day to find Iris still there and panicking and trying to go to someone who can unhack him but there's technically nothing wrong with him. And it turns out Iris is a conscious being with him now with false memories of actually being a part of Iris the company. So he's constantly getting Hex to try and join Iris as a way of protection against any future attacks with his exomemories as a backing up point for this despite not actually being safe for either of them.
And at first Hex is very afraid of Iris. He sees him as a danger to not only himself but to his friends as well, fearing that joining Iris will just corrupt them both and make them evil. But eventually he tries to reach out online, asking others about their own experiences with alters and building up the courage to actually talk with Iris.
Meanwhile, Iris is doing some research of his own, not by looking through online sources but rather just being out on his own in the body. Usually he would be om edge 24/7 to prepare himself for another attack, but attacks never come. Days that he thinks will be full of fending off others is instead filled with talking to Hex’s friends, playing basketball with other people, gardening and baking. At first he only puts up with other people to keep up appearances as Hex but eventually he let's his walls down and starts to genuinely bond with them. Not only that, but he starts to get closer to Hex too.
Hex starts to let his own walls down and starts to interact with Iris not trying to change his mind but rather just to genuinely bond with him. As the two start to get closer they still keep their opinions on Iris the company, but it's treated more as a playful bickering between friends instead of a genuine plan of action. Things are going well, theyre both adapting to living like this.
Until Iris company attacks again.
Now both their friends are in danger and Iris is given the rude awakening that they can't be safe even if they join the side that threatens their safety. Iris tries to appeal to them but ends up attacked, leaving their body hurt.
Hex is panicking and almost succumbs to the hacking that's taken him twice before. But then Iris, fearing for both their lives, takes over. He alone is able to fight off the possession and fights his way through Iris company until he escapes again, leaving their foes worse for wear. He finally gets home and Hex, still trying to recover, collapses. Crying and panicking while Iris tries to console him. Iris fronts for a while so he can be on the lookout and so Hex can recover.
Then one day hex comes back to him, hugging him tightly and spilling out thank yous. And Iris feels dumb struck, hugging back and embracing him tighter then he thought he could. Something clicked in him then as he realized that they were both so afraid of the same thing, only trying to find protection in different ways. So he sat, holding Hex as they both finally found safety in one another.
It took them a while to recover after that day, but they're better off after it all. Nowadays Hex and Iris get along swimmingly, finding a good balance between not letting fear of what ifs control your life and being prepared for when what ifs happen. It was a rocky start, but the Circuit System's doing just fine.
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@theholysoldier asked:
What memory would your OC rather just forget? What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them? What is your OC's fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw? Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways? If you met your OC, would the two of you get along? How does your OC behave when enraged? Does your OC have a tendency to get jealous? If so, how does this manifest? {Alma, Arda, Errol} ✨
(Going with human verses on this since it's what we normally write between us.)
What memory would your OC rather just forget?
Alma: Those traumatic few days of hell when his father kidnapped him.
Arda: Any suffering she's ever seen other people go through, especially seeing Alma in the hospital after the police found and rescued him.
Errol: Finding out his diagnosis of clinical psychopathy. He wishes no one had ever found out and does his best to pretend the diagnosis doesn't exist.
What's something about your OC that people wouldn't expect just from looking at them?
Alma: That he'd ever experienced any kind of serious trauma before. They assume he was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and never once had to experience anything bad just because he's wealthy.
Arda: That she's going to school to be a doctor and is actually very good at it. Most people assume she's too much of a daydreamer with her head in the clouds to be that dedicated to her studies.
Errol: That he struggles to feel empathy for most people. He is good at pretending he does so people will like him, but he rarely actually feels any sort of emotional connection with people and just sees them as pawns. People think he's too nice to be like that, but it's all just an act... usually.
What is your OC's fatal flaw? Are they aware of this flaw?
Alma: His anxiety, and yes he's very well aware of it. He's too insecure and worries about everything too much. Aside from this, he's also too curious for his own good and sometimes pursues knowledge that would be better left unknown to him.
Arda: She's a pacifist, which some might call admirable, but it means she would never hurt another person or animal, even if she had to in order to save her own life or someone else's. She simply can't bring herself to even defend herself or others if it means physical violence. She's aware of this flaw, but refuses to change.
Errol: He has many, but a big one is his ego. He has too much confidence in his own abilities and sometimes this makes him reckless or impulsive, thinking he can't fail. He also can be extremely violent and isn't above murdering someone if angered enough. Errol Is aware of these flaws on a subconscious level, but chooses to actively ignore them and is in denial about them.
Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?
Alma: Not normally, but he can become self destructive under certain circumstances, if put under enough stress or stricken with grief over losing someone he loves. Everyone has a breaking point, and when Alma reaches his, he becomes the type of person that is determined to destroy his pain, even if it means destroying everything around him and himself.
Arda: She doesn't have any self destructive tendencies besides not being willing to defend herself physically if in danger. She'd rather die than hurt someone else. Besides that, she's relatively healthy mentally and isn't a toxic person to herself or others.
Errol: Plenty. He smokes, he is a reckless driver, he lives a dangerous lifestyle by hacking rich, corrupt people and stealing their money, he plays mind games with people that could result in him getting the shit beat out of him (or worse), if he makes one misstep. Errol likes to live life on the edge and has only managed to survive this long because of luck that he doesn't believe in.
If you met your OC, would the two of you get along?
Alma: I think I'd get along well with Alma, though I would feel kind of stupid next to him because he's a lot smarter than I as the mun am.
Arda: We'd get along great, but the same could be said of anyone who Arda meets. She makes friends with everyone, even people who consider her an enemy.
Errol: No, I would punch this fucker right in the face if I met him. I love him in my writing, but if I had to put up with him in person, we would not get along. I think we could tolerate each other after a while, but I'd have to set some ground rules and enforce them early on to make sure he doesn't cross my boundaries. I could never fully trust him.
How does your OC behave when enraged?
Alma: He usually bottles up his emotions most of the time, so when he loses his temper, it can be pretty explosive. Yelling, crying, frantic movements, and even sometimes violence depending on circumstances. Though he would never hurt someone he loves, if he was angry because someone he loved was being put in danger, he would absolutely get violent with the person causing them harm. After any angry outburst though, he'd be a mess. Shaking, flinching, crying, apologizing profusely, curling in on himself... He doesn't like being enraged because it takes a lot out of him emotionally and physically.
Arda: Arda can get angry at injustices, but she simply argues and fights with her words. The most you'll see from her physically is a frown and maybe clenching her fists and jaw. If you really upset her, she might stomp her foot a few times. But when she's enraged, it's not very intimidating at all.
Errol: You piss him off enough, and he'll straight up kill you. He's smart enough to get away with it too, because his rage is cold and calculated. He doesn't just react, he meticulously plans out revenge. Granted, death isn't always the revenge he wants, sometimes he'll just find a way to ruin your life in another way, maybe by making sure you get fired and can never work in your field of work again, or maybe by spreading rumors about you that darken everyone's perception of you even if they aren't true. Either way, he always gets his revenge.
Does your OC have a tendency to get jealous? If so, how does this manifest?
Alma: Yes, he can. He usually starts to feel inferior and turns his jealousy on himself rather than outwards towards anyone else though. He blames himself, or his insecurities rise to the surface, and he just gets very depressed. Sometimes he'll lash out with anger, but usually when it's caused by jealousy, it's very short bursts, like snapping something hurtful towards the person he's jealous of. But then he will usually leave the situation before it can get worse and start blaming himself again.
Arda: She doesn't seem to get jealous much, and if she does, she usually approaches it in a healthy manner, speaking to the person she's jealous of and making her feelings known so she can ask for a way to resolve the problem, without hurting anyone's feelings if possible.
Errol: He can get jealous at times, especially when he's possessive over someone. He's not opposed to open relationships or polyamory, but it has to be discussed beforehand, or he'll assume you are his and anyone that tries to take you away from him is going to face his wrath. He'll also get angry at his partner if they are the one to initiate any acts that would cause him to get jealous, such as flirting with someone else. He will start saying hurtful things and threaten to leave. This is due to his abandonment issues, thinking if he leaves first it will hurt him less, and will also hurt his partner more. He's petty like that.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Okay.
So, I genuinely can't say if this is a side effect of my elongated playthrough, or if it's simply "How my brain would handle this in real time" but regardless my experience is thus:
I was suspicious as HELL of Akechi at the start because he heard Morgana. But I relatively quickly excused this as something "else", like maybe he was preconfigured for this kind of thing kind of like being psychically sensitive or what have you.
And even when I WAS suspicious of him, I was suspicious on principle, not in a specific "He's responsible for the mental breaks" way- I never once suspected him of that and again that's where my question of "Is this how I'd always think it through, or is this because I played this game over 6 months"
But here we are!
I fucking love that Morgana and Joker both noticed Akechi's initial slip- I really really fucking love that because Morgana is often portrayed as being either too immature, too confident, or just having slightly too big of a head to understand and notice such small details; but they've also proven themselves to be very competent despite that.
IE, I could totally buy them overlooking it on the basis of "Huh, must have been a mistake, anyways back to being the coolest phantom thief around :3" but them NOTICING is still somehow entirely in character and just feels cool as hell.
I don't say this lightly, I'm on the edge of my seat here, I loathe that I'm taking short breaks to type any of this simply because I Want To Know already.
It's a sort of realization that feels like an honest to god backstabbing from a friend.
Like, hear me out a second.
I KNOW Akechi's entire social link is showcasing just how intense their rivalry is and that he's, by definition of his own hatred for everything we are, not our friend. But this still has been a full palace and a lot of dialogue leading up to the conclusion that Akechi seemingly has or at one point had good morals.
We really fit so neatly into being opposite sides of the same coin- damned to hate each other and the other's methods- but striving for the same conclusions- that to now see evidence to the contrary~
Evidence that Akechi has supposedly-
because I'm forever cursed to offer the benefit of the doubt even as I literally hear Akechi say he wants to kill us because I like him so much
-become corrupted by his ideals and despite cursing us for our vigilante methods- he's supposedly following orders from the director or that dickhead politician to do just the same but with a less personable morality and more of a "Big picture" (and only big picture) morality.
It honestly feels like I got to know someone who's entirely different from myself, but is still a good person fundamentally.
Like, my opinion of him was even given a chance to be challenged, changed, and reinforced through this story: Do you remember when Sae was being maliciously corrupt in her methods towards Sojiro and I was like "That's super fucked up!" and then Akechi "seemed" to support her and I was like "That's super fucked up!" and then Akechi revealed that he had no idea exactly how shitty her methods were- and once confronted with that truth his opinion flipped and I was like "Oh! He's actually a good lad :) He was ignorant of it and now that he knows the details his morality doesn't stand in line with that!"
That small ride of my opinion on him did a lot to cement a trust in him, and now that trust is being spat on and I'm like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have no idea what comes next. I have no idea to what degree he is the traitor IE if he's the mental break culprit as well.
I know it's being painted PRETTY CLEARLY but even as I type I'm left instilling a sense of ambiguity to his role.
I am being presented with information that pretty much confirms he sold us out, he's the traitor to the PT at the very least.
I know he's been to the metaverse before, which aligns with him being the culprit.
I know that he wants us dead, which aligns with using us as a scapegoat to hide that he's the real culprit.
But the way I see it there's a few potential next steps.
He could just be the guy, 100%, which would mean he is far more clever, charismatic, and manipulative than I've given him credit for up until this point.
This would align with the general air the game has applied to him; But I find small... not contradictions so much as road bumps in that, such as his reaction to Sae's handling of Sojiro. (link to relevant posts in reblog because tumblr honestly seems uncertain if links [even to other tumblr posts] are allowed in tags or not)
I could see a character having a twisted sense of morality that demands professionalism and a refusal to make false claims while still happily killing hundreds to thousands of people just to make sure the status quo is maintained- but I don't know if Akechi is that or not.
I could see it! But I also can easily not see it.
I could also see him simply being a traitor to us, and that's it. It would offer the road bump of him not supporting Sae's "crack a few eggs" method, but it would still work in the sense that he DOES 100% unequivocally think we are bad. The PT are bad, shitty, horrible, a blight, Just As Bad As The Mental Breaks, Risky, and the best way to truly kill this snake is to remove its head.
He could simply think, perhaps rightfully so, that we wouldn't uphold our end of the bargain- that we would change Sae's heart and then be unsatisfied with the fact that we aren't helping to find the true culprit anymore- so his means of silencing the PT and directing attention back to the true culprit would be to kill off Joker.
But then this opens its own can of worms and seems less likely because of the consequences of it. Yes he wants us gone, 100%, but he also wants the culprit gone in this hypothetical, and scapegoating us doesn't solve that issue, it solves one issue and gives the other (ARGUABLY MUCH BIGGER) issue a free pass for a while.
UNLESS~~~~~ Third option, he is a traitor to us alone, isn't the culprit, but works for the director and directly or indirectly supports the true culprit, knowingly or not.
Meaning he wants us gone, that's what he's doing, and he's okay with the can of worms of the culprit getting off scot free because he's working under the assumption the culprit is a vital and necessary tool for those above him.
Well that was fun to hypothesize.
He's probably just the culprit and has had his sense of justice corrupted far further and for far longer than Sae, perhaps groomed into this position from the very start of his "Young Brilliant Detective" days.
I felt compelled to hypothesize the ways in which he might not be the culprit mostly because of what I mentioned earlier in this post: His betrayal honest to god FEELS like a betrayal, like a character I was tricked into trusting !WITH THE FULL KNOWLEDGE THAT OUR ALLIANCE WAS LOFTY! has betrayed me after honest to god earning my trust on his sense of morality. He got me, so I rambled, let's see the truth then :)
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Adult Trio as Yanderes HCs
Chrollo
He's so lonely traveling around for jobs, it's an unstable life and he doesn't have any real motivation for doing what he does. But you? You were so interesting. He made obtaining you a sort of game, except this was a far more exhilarating game than he'd ever played before. It was a new sort of mission that required a different way of going about things and that sparked something in him. Something he had been missing and craving this entire time unknowingly.
You quickly became friends with the new charming man in town, he asked you out a few times and it was all going well. He brought you flowers and candies, showering you in expensive gifts that you didn't have to even do anything special to receive. You said he didn't have to do these things but he made it clear he was glad to do it.
It's a very gradual progression as he gets more and more possessive. He'll want you to wear everything he's given you, especially when you go out in public. The way he turns your head to meet his gaze even when you two aren't talking, as if your attention had to be directed at him for fear that your outside surroundings would somehow taint you.
When you bring up cutting your hair differently or trying a new look he's quick to panic, telling you in a breathy voice that that was a horrible idea and you were perfect just as you are. He wants to keep you the same as you've always been since he first met you, only allowing you to change to his wishes, never your own.
"You belong to me just as you are. Nothing will change that. I won't allow it to." His gaze is gentle but his words held an unspoken threat that both of you were very aware of. You were his rock. The only constant in his life and after gaining such a thing he would destroy anything that could possibly take that away.
You come along with him for all his jobs, no point fighting someone when there was no chance of getting away. You had to admit the life was somewhat entrancing; traveling around with a man quick to give you anything you so desired, only having eyes for you, a precious gift. He's never cruel, always so tentative, the darkness only fills his aura when directed at others for you could never do wrong in his eyes. The world was what was corrupt and ever-changing. He was a clear example of that.
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Hisoka
Hisoka is the king of manipulation and while some part of you respected his skill, when it's directed at you it's an entirely different story. When it happens it just seems like jokes, small things he says that plant these cruel ideas in your mind, and they just keep building up. When you bring up his comments he laughs you off, saying if you are overthinking things perhaps there is a good reason for it. That was the start of it all.
Your idea of your friends was tainted, the way they smiled at you became a reminder of the horrible things Hisoka said a smile could hide. Your own family made you doubt your worth, thinking you'd never reach their standards. When you walked with Hisoka those harsh thoughts remained in your head but the presence of the magician made you happy, the way he had said you were perfect for him and that he didn't have expectations for you. He simply wanted you and everything you were willing to give. Only he didn't tell you he would have you give everything you had to offer and make it seem as if it was all your own choice.
You went on about your insecurities, voicing the fact that the world could be such a confusing and unfair place. It made him angry. The card would slip from his fingertips, blood rushing to the surface of your skin as the sharpened edge brought about a twinge of pain. Your eyes widen but a guilt fills your stomach. Hisoka had said you were perfect so why did he hurt you? He remains quiet as he walks towards you but his calm demeanor does nothing to calm your nerves. He explains in the sweetest voice a blood-thirsty man could provide - which was the equivalent of honey in vocal form for this gifted performer - that he was not mad at you but your words. To stop putting yourself down and instead direct your hate at the world. Your mind quickly twists things, Hisoka seeming to have had a sweet reaction. He wasn't mad at you. He loved you. He just wanted you to be happy and the fact you weren't stirred something in him. He cared and the world didn't.
He shows you off to the crowds like you're some divine thing. Something to be proud of. You're happy and he gives you a tender smile whenever he finds you in the stands of the arena. He'll dedicate the following bloodshed to you and call out in your direction his words of dedication. It was violent yet loving, a perfect description of the man who you cared for.
The death didn't stop at the stage, however. You'd find him coming home with clothes stained red from a person he never tells you the name of, going on about how he loves you so much sometimes he just can't help but express it. How he makes the last words those people mutter be your name as blood spills from their lips. You grimace. This isn't what you wanted. But what can you do? He loves you.
He lets you go out on your own, knowing you'll always come back. If you don't? That's not even a possibility at this point. Everything you are is his. You placed the very value of your existence in this beautiful man and he eats it up greedily. Without you, he'd starve. You didn't want to be cruel after he helped you accept the world as it is and yourself. The killing never stops but you do learn to accept it. Eventually, a smile finds its way onto your face as he drags a bloody finger across your cheek, leaving a red streak he kisses gently before dragging you to the shower to wash up with him. If the world is already cruel then isn't he just a byproduct? An adapter? Simply someone who has learned to love in a place where even love can't remain untarnished?
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Illumi
You're getting kidnapped right off the bat. This man takes you the second he finds any sort of special interest in you as a person. He has this urge to protect you, the same as his own blood, that's not something he can just ignore. He won't be like his father. He won't allow you to rebel against his wishes or run off with another. He'll keep you to himself until you yearn for nothing more. Your cries fall on deaf ears as he looks on at you emotionlessly. This is for the best.
You'll be walking one day, there won't be many people around or none at all, and then he'll just appear. You hadn't met him before, he had wanted to study you to see if the two of you were compatible before he actually moved forward with his plans. One moment he's standing before you and the next you're out cold, a needle placed perfectly in your neck causing you to fall limp in his hold. He cradles you gently against him as he quickly makes his way to a secure home for the two of you. He wouldn't allow his family to have a taste of you. He didn't need their help. They always failed it seemed and he wouldn't have you suffer the same fate.
You wake up in a home straight out of your wildest dreams. You think you're still asleep as you first take in your surroundings. It's simply perfect. Your dream room. Your feet find the floor and as you put yourself upright a voice calls out to you asking if this setup pleases you or if you'd like something different. You're stunned and the ground beneath your feet suddenly feels all too real. The long-haired man comes to face you, his speed inhuman as he soon stands before you. You're scared and you're confused but the night before comes back to you and the explanation is clear. This man had taken you and it doesn't seem as if it had been the first time he laid eyes on you.
As time goes by he stays at your side, quietly observing you as you go about your day in the confines of the home. You'll walk to one room only to turn around and find him relaxed in a different spot only a few feet away. You were never out of his sight. You began to become curious about his intentions, why he was acting so nice - albeit a bit creepy - after taking you away like this. "My parents attempted to make the perfect family through what most would deem as cruelty. It didn't work out in their favor. I thought I had turned out quite nicely but they did not think the same. The closest thing to perfection for them is my brother but even he is not right yet. They treated him far... kinder than me you could say. Perhaps if I treat you even better you will be good for me."
With no way to escape, having witnessed this man's own abilities the first day of your "stay," you adapted to the situation. Becoming docile yet not overly submissive. You were still you and it seemed he was content with your occasional minor defiance and own personal wants or needs. It seemed he only wanted your presence and something about that was far easier to accept. He doesn't force you to do anything but rather encourages your interests and even becomes curious about them himself. While he wasn't much one to talk in the beginning he became more comfortable in your presence. You both had to adjust to the other despite him being the one in control of the situation.
Being with him is a reassuring thing, the little gleam in his eyes as you show him something new or express your gratitude over something he does/brings you has your heart beating loudly in your chest. You had begun to care for him. You missed the world and the new adventures and life you used to live but there was no fighting to be done. You knew what the result would be. In the back of your mind you knew this was wrong and an inhumane thing to do to another person but he seemed so tender with you. You watched him grow into himself and what's wrong with making the best out of a bad situation?
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