#you all must endure this

[z-mizcellaneous-z]

girl are you a blood donation center? because holy fuck how is so much fucking blood leaving you is this even normal-

#period #periods #menstruation #period things #period meme #period memes #shitpost #is it funny #to my 12 AM brain #yes #it is #you all must endure this #mizismiz

[jmoonjones]

the couple that slays together, stays together

#thank you for enduring all my harebrained nessian content #istg the nessian community must be sick of my shit by now #nesta stan #nesta #nesta supremacy #nesta x cassian #nesta archeron #cassian x nesta #acotar #acosf #a court of thorns and roses #acotar art #acotar fanart #nessian #sjmromanceweek2023 #nessian art #cassian acotar #Nesta and Cassian

[the-wave-finally-broke]

terror shitposting part the ninth

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#it's been a minute but now you must all endure my renewed shitposting #the terror #john irving #francis crozier #solomon tozer #edward little #cornelius hickey #harry goodsir

[asparklethatisblue]

depressed as fuck and hating my job but being too stressed out to find something else because at least my life is… stable? Change freaks me out so much I don’t even want to do things I know will make me happy so yeay

#I want comfort but all i get is anger issues #Idk how to cheer myself up either i wish i could just feel nothing #my god must life be easy if you can just endure shit or not care about anything beyond immediate needs

[dramarants]

i only want love triangles if it's whatever fucked up polygon junmo kicheol and euijeong have going on

#the worst of evil #ranting #idk how to articulate how juicy it is #junmo's fierce protectiveness of his wife - he trusts her but can't help his jealousy fear or frustration while trapped in the situation #euijeong hurting but putting her own life on the line worried for her husband while unpacking the memories of her first love #she can't help but sympathize with kicheol and what he's endured; haven't seen much of how she feels rn but it must be c o n f l i c t e d #(not necessarily even in a romantic way but wanting to root for a person chasing their goals who was once so important to you) #(all while grieving her mother without the support of her literal goddamn spouse by her side) #and kicheol. also grieving and trying to establish a place for himself and his crew yet drawn to junmo despite the red flags #his panic and desperation when jungmo bled out on him which must have triggered his own memories of losing taeho #junmo who has every reason to despise kicheol barely concealing his general rage but protects him like it's second nature at every turn #all while conflicted as a bystander to atrocities (and now willfully leaving another cop to die to protect himself his wife and the mission #getting mentally and physically pummeled left and right just bc his superiors demand it from him #all to please euijeong's family by using the promotions to prove himself and get rid of the stigma weighing him down #like !!! #and haven't even touched on kicheol wooing euijeong against his buddy's wishes and in such a pure heart fluttering way #accepting the risk for a second chance to bathe in the bright light she used to shine on his life #OMG AND BIBI'S ENTRANCE!! junmo realizing her interest gives him leverage and agency but struggling to use it to his advantage #it's soooo messy and i'm obsessed #that funeral arc is gonna haunt me for years #as is the tension during the pat down which def was supposed to be like a gang pride/dignity/lack of power against the jp folks thing #also testing their relationship and responsibilites as leader subordinate #but felt charged around whether kicheol would protest or junmo would accept the manhandling in totally different 👀 ways #goddamn i wrote an essay and this doesn't even scratch the surface of the meat of the show #tldr; i have many many feelings and for once the 'love triangle' isn't making me gauge out my own eyeballs #it's about power it's about raising the stakes and revealing things about the characters w/o dominating the plot

[age-of-moonknight]

House of M: Avengers (Vol. 1/2007), #5.

Writer: Christos N. Gage; Penciler: Mike Perkins; Inker: Andrew Hennessy; Colorist: Raul Trevino; Letterer: Rus Wooton

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 58163 #House of M: Avengers #Moon Knight comics #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Iron Fist #Danny Rand #I guess I wanted to give these panels their own post because there’s just….something about them I wanted to discuss more #this is diving dangerously close to «personal opinion» territory (so please feel free to ignore all that follows) #but I guess I just wish this point had been developed a bit more because for the past 5 issues Marc’s refused to change because the cowl’s #«spiritual significant» to him and I’m (again personally) of the idea that something that important to someone is not easily foregone #idk this is probably stemming more from the long conversations I’ve had about «when outward displays of faith become dangerous #when should you start changing what you do? Should you ever? Is it a greater show of faith to continue on despite the danger? #Do you only practice in secret? Or is doing whatever you must to survive a greater show of endurance #living and working to make the necessary changes within the system so that one day you might be able to practice openly in peace?» #sorry for getting philosophical and sorry for being perhaps unfair to a friggin comic book particularly for a minor character #but I’m feeling a little uncharitable because I was dodging violence against women/close up shots of women’s rears this entire series #(if this post looks a little weirdly cropped it’s because I chose to exclude the panel where unlike what Danny + Marc get here #there’s a very male-gaze look at Angela and Felicia undressing) #and again! (at least on that second point because that might have been entirely Perkins’ doing) I might be being a little unfair #but that sort of content doesn’t inspire me to believe that the creators were asking complex questions when they had Marc hang up his #spiritually significant hood but maybe were thinking things like «is spirituality really /that/ significant compared to tactical efficacy?» #something that…gets me when about a guy who has demonstrated that spirituality is uniquely/complexly important to him #anyway this is entirely my opinion on something that is very much up to reader interpretation so please ignore me rambling #(and quite possibly simply blowing things completely out of proportion) in the tags hahaha

[sleepyhead-poll]

ROUND 1C, MATCH 10 OUT OF 16!

Propaganda Under the Cut:

Sakuma Fueko:

a cute ace lesbian going through it in college, she's the "mistaken for younger" character but also maybe the wisest one...

Eve:

She's so sleepy it prevents her from getting a job. Once she meets a dreameater she's able to finally get some precious sleep in and she is soooo happy

#round 1 #round 1c #the feelings we all must endure #watashi no sekai o kousei suru chiri no you na nani ka #eaternal nocturnal #sakuma fueko #eve #poll bracket #poll tournament #polls #character polls #sleepyhead poll

[camgirlkaminari]

scum villain makes me SO INSANE like it's the funniest book I've ever read and also if I think too hard about one character in particular my brain shorts out shies away from the thoughts like a slug might shy away from salt I will POSITIVELY DIE if I think too long about tlj JUST trying to understand people being betrayed by someone who he thought loved him losing everyone who was ever close to him BECAUSE of him I think too hard about yqy and how he will never get closure there will be no happiness for him zzl my little boy my big cheese my funtime guy who JUST wanted to be liked he was trying so hard to do good he's like that poem from the point of view of a cat that can't figure out what he did wrong why do his family keep leaving the house why can he never grow big like his brothers sqq never seeing his family again never acknowledging he had a family except in passing never being able to tell his husband about his first life having to keep that secret for the rest of his life to always have this weird terrible pain between them forever the sacrifices he made for luo binghe how he'll never be able to truly know og sqq's motivations how he just woke up and immediately took up the mantel of sqq despite knowing his fate WHAT was his life as shen yuan like to make him so quick to alter his whole identity WHY is he so good at acting and lying to everyone including himself just refers to himself as a listless pretty boy like he doesn't have the cleverest mind in the whole book!!!!! og sqq in the cave what must he have felt when he realized he wasn't strong enough to save lqg and knowing what people were going to say and being too proud and miserable to clear his own name binghe's "I hate! I hate myself!" scene I am SCREAMING binghe being unhealthily manipulative from DAY ONE up to the point where sqq realizes what he's done with xin mo the CAVE SEX SCENE??????????? don't get me STARTED on shang qinghua!!!!!!!! liu qingge!!!!!! BINGGE?????? it's like a wormhole in my head if I think too hard past sqq being the funniest mother fucker in two different universes and the premise of haha big demon hot for teacher mommy kink :))) I will DIE I will PERISH i am rabid I am biting and tearing and rending and howling!!!!!!

#do NOT get me started on how sqq is likely the most powerful man on the planet like YEAH hes not as magically strong as lqg and yqy #but hes insanely capable he took over for 6 HUNDRED WIVES like yeah my man is a battery pack i dont CARE how powerful the mushroom body was #this is how i sleep at night: i imagine that shen qingqiu is genuinely the au version of shen yuan #like sqh modeled him on this mean ass commenter #and i like to think this IF ONLY for the sake of sqq's sect brothers & sisters #hes BASICALLY the same guy with all the same quirks and annoying behaviors except without all the fucking trauma #hes still nitpicky and nasty in his way and he still thinks hes managing to hide his emotions but actually he NEVER could fully #what a relief for them!!! #and in the same vein that shen yuan. who MUST be an INSANELY clever guy in his life #had he endured the same torment as og sqq he would be just as bad!!! #do you think sy was lacking in enrichment in his enclosure & thats why he took to sqq so well. hes so clever and good at absorbing new info #like actually becoming sqq was good for his brain like a tiger born in captivity being released into the wild #svsss #svsss spoilers #wall of text #SORRY!!!! I NEEDED TO GET IT OUT!!!! #the good thing about svsss: all the women have way better endings than in pidw. the bad thing: all the trauma catching up w repressed men. #ugh

[badolmen]

Incredibly frustrated by how condescendingly jaded my uncle can be but I’m being so brave about it <- not blowing him up with my mind even though I want to

#ra speaks #personal #I love him. but my dude. bruh. #made a comment abt how I should try working/volunteering w the homeless #after I commented on his tirade abt homeless ppl ‘gaming the system’ by getting arrested in the winter #to have somewhere warm w food to stay like ‘why are we not talking about how fucked it is that the homeless will fucking die if they don’t? #like sir. buddy. you do remember that I grew up on food stamp right? I have gone to a food bank as a recipient before. #I’ve volunteered at shelters and soup kitchens before. I know addicts and homeless people in town. #this isn’t some naive wide eyed college socialist ‘those poor homeless people are saints’ schitck #this is a tired university food pantry anarchist ‘aren’t you fucking tired of being cruel to people who make the best o thr circumstances?’ #sorry you can no longer see the divine value of every human life and must endure the tragedy #of considering everyone not to your standard a lost cause. #some of us see the work to be done and will be doing it instead of wallowing in hate and pity. #shut up and get to work like the rest of us if you hate it so much. #it’s just like *strangled him* you see me twice a year dude I DO WORK AT A SOUP KITCHEN YOU IDIOT #I just don’t talk abt it because it’s just something I do sorry I thought making acts of charity your whole personality #was vain and frowned upon in christian society??? #this makes my plans to ditch academia and go into fulltime aid work feel all the more. idk vindicated??? #that’s not the right word but you get it. uncle t I love you but you know fuck all and have hardened your heart to the world. #god break that heart of stone you have and bless you with love for your fellow man. or whatever. #for context this convo happened like two years ago but I saw him last week and in light of recent personal revelations I’ve remembered it #core memory locked in ‘are you for fucking real uncle t?’ #vocational woes

[rithmeres]

i tried to write this post about four times now and there’s no real way to say it without sounding pathetic and dumb even but basically yesterday i watched reiner apologize to annie and i watched annie forgive and embrace him and then i saw jean and connie extend forgiveness to reiner that he asked for but didn’t think he deserved, and my heart was full for all that love and restoration and understanding, and then today i saw my old roommate that i hated, who made my sophomore year hell, the sight of whom used to make me sick with rage, walk into church after years of no contact and the sight made me flinch and then i waved to her, the smallest possible olive branch that i could extend, and she smiled back and then i looked for the grudge i had been dragging with me all these years that i didn’t want to carry but could never seem to put down and feared that i would carry to the grave, and i saw that it was gone and i said i’m glad to see you. please forgive me. and she held me and said there is nothing to forgive and i cried and cried and cried for the burden that was lifted

#between this and the well done good & faithful hange stuff i’ve cried like 6 times in 24 hrs HELLO….THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING #see the thing is. love bears all things hopes all things endures all things. love never fails #what good are my convictions of love and nonviolence and the worth and dignity of every human if i can’t forgive the real people in my life #how can i expect to hear well done good & faithful if i have been neither good nor faithful. #it is as my sister said. ‘you must kill the eren in your heart’. #GOOFY AHH MF CANT LEARN A LESSON UNLESS ITS PRESENTED AS A NARRATIVE (IM THE MF) PLEASE DO NOT LOOK AT ME #personal #snk spoilers #I GUESS #but it’s really about god. because everything is about god and love

[aria0fgold]

I never thought tofu could be this terrible.

#aria rants #i been attacked bro. my stomach been attacked. my entire system been attacked. oil is this bad bruh. my tastebuds-- #i love tofu. fried tofu especially its very yummy and then you dip it in sauce? yum #but god... this tofu so bad bruh. its so bad help it felt like... it felt like... so bad. i cant even explain how bad it is. its just bad #i ate 3. and yaknow what? its like so moist. watery and i was like: oh. thats fine. no it wasnt. it wasnt fine #told my mom bout it. turns out she accidentally used so much oil on it cuz when she was frying it. the oil just kept disappearin #and im like: well... no wonder. the tofu absorbed it all bruh was i the first one to eat one today. why must i be tortured so #ate some cheese flavored potato chips. not enough. that oily taste still in my mouth and stomach #i dont know what else to eat to get rid of it i might just drink milk at this point cuz god bro. its so bad... #is this why my stomach strong cuz it has no choice but to endure whenever im tortured by food and terrible life decisions

[3gremlins]

not me casually eyeballing wigs again like maybe this year i make vincent valentine (i haven't been to a convention since pre-covid times tho so idk where i'd wear anything T.T i miss making cosplay/cosplay peeps tho)

#i still have all the stuff for cloud too #been eyeballing sephiroth too like maybe i just want to be a dramatic monster idk #rufus also serving and his jacket is so silly i love it so much #i haven't even gotten to vincent yet in rebirth #i will probably cry #it's so good fam #i do love cloud the best tho like he is best clueless boi #vincent you could maybe integrate some kinda mask into it tho #idk i miss making interactive beautiful art #plus final fantasy 7!!! #i actually don't really like styling wigs at all which means my brain sees it as a new art form to conquer #like we must endure it and become stronger and gain MOAR SKILLZ #how i'm feeling about wheel throwing pottery right now too #i am slowly getting better at it

[thekinglemingle]

To the tune of Eleanor Rigby:

Pyramus/Thisbe,

Sharing their love and their fears through a hole in the wall,

It hears them all

#this has been stuck in my head all morning so now you must endure it too #i dont know where it came from #eleanor rigby #shakespeare #a midsummer night's dream #pyramus and thisbe

[m4niackkyun]

Hi. (Announcement in the tags)

#uhmm...i don't know how to explain this... #so my family has been having a lot of trouble lately #mostly our relationship with our step father #there's been ups and downs..well..more on the downer side. the only main reason my mother married him was because of..well.. #money..as trash as that sounds. i can't deny the fact that I've been able to continue my studies due to his financial support. #i don't want to justify anything that i've probably done wrong to him but emotionally right now—i'm simply scarred to the point where— #I don't think I could heal without professional help. I've been struggling a lot with it ever since of what he did #i felt disgusted. dirty. I felt lost. I didn't want to forgive him. maybe this is the punishment i have to endure because I didn't have it— #—in me to forgive him. I know the principles of my religion and it is stated that one must always find forgiveness towards others. #no matter how big their mistake is. but you see—I'm not God. I am human. my kindness isn't as grand and as big as Him. #my patience is limited and so is my forgiveness #that applies the same to my mother. my mother is a very patient person when it comes to her husband. but yet again she isn't an angel— #nor is she God. she is also human and has limits to what she could handle and what she could forgive and forget. #they argued tonight. and I don't think it'll slide or end well like the past arguments. and I'm sorry to say but— #I won't be able to be active all that much either. #without him now I'll probably have to look for part time jobs. which is gonna limit how active I will be here and on my main account #I will probably go into an indefinite hiatus for some time #maybe I'll come back...maybe I won't. hopefully I will. just...pray for me that I have it in me to continue doing what I love and— #—sharing these little bits of what I do in my free time with you. #I won't have the time to reply to anything for the time being. college tests are on the way and I have to prepare myself for— #—the better or worse. #if things go downhill and you don't hear from me for a long while. then this will probably be my last post here. #I'll still be able to reply to messages on other platforms #but I just don't have the emotional stability to talk right now. No it's gonna be fine. I have faith in me and God. #I know that He doesn't put His children into burdens that none of them could handle. #and if He thinks I could handle this. then I will. and I can. He is with me and so is all of your faith. #that puts me in a sense of reassurance a little hahah... #yeah.. so...I'll see you then..bye.

[herosugarsmoved]

•• Somehow, he's managed to get a stomach ache all by himself.

#he must endure uwu #•• All of you should fight me! IC #❥ Open starter mutuals only

[forcedhesitation]

people will say "wooooooow astarion and/or lae'zel suck for approving of this TERRIBLE thing that I did!"

my guy. read over what you just said. remind yourself that this is a video game. are you not the one perpetrating the crime they just witnessed? each one of these characters is moulded by your choices...some more than others, some less, depending on how past experiences left their state of mind. not all of them begin with a good, or even neutral, alignment and that is good because the game would be pretty motherfucking boring if you were travelling with six characters who all shared fairly similar moral alignments and thus also shared equally similar outcomes to their storylines!

you have the ability to show the crueller, less kind companions that they do not have to be the person they were taught to be by their tormentors/traumatic experiences. you have the ability to do that, just as you have the ability to affirm their selfish and/or violent outlook on the world. just you pal, because remember! it's a fucking video game, and one of its objectives is to travel with these characters and complete their companion quests!

#bg3 #thoughts about media #I love how there are a lot of things that tie all the companions together- but they are also each unique! #they have each have their own struggles and all responded differently to the torment they endured! #it is awesome! what isn't awesome is that the fandom treats companion morality as a binary with no room for nuance. #people reduce the companions down into a few traits that support their opinion on the given character and ignore the rest. #so you see claims that astarion or lae'zel are immutably evil bc of how they act at the beginning of the game. #or because they do not fully heal from their LIFELONG trauma by the end of the game. #because apparently trauma needs to go away QUICKLY in order for you to be redeemed! you must be palatable!! #and then if you ARE palatable...you don't get to have flaws AT ALL. #so you see karlach's moments of selfishness/impatience being erased because She's Good and therefore Can't have flaws. #you see wyll's inability to realise the harm his father caused him ignored bc it's not That Bad. he's apparently “fine & well-adjusted" #I HAAAAATE IT!!!!!!! #a right fool am I to expect better though. a complete idiot to hope for better actually. considering st.