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gave myself a headache from crying, lets hope it’s at least washing away the chemical waste of emotions from my brain

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people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

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THE TERROR ▸ 1.09 the c, the c, the open c

#oh we reached doomed lovers number… we stopped counting… #fucking hell man #the terror

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Jarred Harris posted this on his instagram story and it makes me so happy to see that the cast is still as invested in this show as we are 🥹

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Raising a young vampire involves lots of baby bat flight training 🩷

For @swanfloatieknight who asked for Louisa in the vampire AU

#fitzier #francis crozier #james fitzjames #vampire au #my art #the terror

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A flower that only blooms once a century has affected all demons of the northern kingdom. Good thing the King’s trusted advisor/wife was there to take care of it~

Some Moshang sex pollen for Blink_mkm as part of SVSSSAction. You can see the full thing here

#moshang #mobei jun #shang qinghua #my art #scum villian self saving system #svsss #nsft #sparkle after dark

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I would ask why he's so fucking tall but I know the answer is "to look down on others"

#Tall and full of depression #the terror

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‘DON’T TALK TO THE MEDIA ABOUT DIY HRT’

prints available here

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Local An Ding man

It wasn't that he was stupid, it's just sometimes..

#svsss

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i hate how living in the UK makes cleaning so hard??? The kind of stovetop I have resits my attempts to scrub it clean, the water leaves a crust of limestone I was never taught how to remove without damaging anything else, and the carpet! Why is there carpet! The kind if rough stuff that never feels clean no matter how often I run my vacuum over it! I don’t think it’s physically possible to keep it dust free, and I have a good vacuum too! I have lower cleanliness standards than my mother tried to scream into me, but I never feel like I can reach even those! Wah!

#It just looks like it’s not tidy no matter what I do!

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some species of bat fly around with their babies attached to them. As in, the pup is cuddled to their mama while she flies around to find some fruit to eat. Though most leave the babies in a maternity roost during the night where they’re all cuddled together upside down until the mum returns to feed them

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this is sending me

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I just need a scene where Fire Lord Zuko has been kidnapped and taken to sea. Katara shows up to save him and beats up the baddies, then walks slowly over to Zuko, leans down by his ear, and

Katara: don't worry

Zuko: stop

Katara: I'll rescue you from the pirates

Zuko: please leave me here to die

#avatar

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crozier: hey like not to put too fine a point on it but if we don’t just...send a few people out now to get help we might all die? could you just, let me send a few people out?

sir john: your personality is so so so bad, nobody’s ever gonna love you and you’re gonna die alone

#the terror

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listen i don't think edward little was actually a bad first lieutenant. when we see him in the first episode he's calm and confident. he does not say much but he's amiable enough. crozier likes him, and i don't think crozier would like anyone he doesn't think capable in some way. generally he's dependable and knows what he's doing. however unfortunately for edward he has these qualities because he has a major case of eldest daughter syndrome, which means he both wants to please his mum (crozier) and has an overdeveloped sense of responsibility for his younger siblings (crew), so when they get stuck in the ice and crozier starts going (more) alcoholic, he enables his mum bc he doesn't want to disappoint her even if he doesn't agree with her, and he has to pick up the tasks and care for his siblings she's not doing, but he can't let his siblings know about their mum's situation because they'll get worried and restless. and like a true eldest daughter he has to bear the brunt of mummy's anger for being a disappointment but he also doesn't want to seek refuge with the man she divorced (fitzjames) because that feels like a betrayal. also while this is going on there is a giant bear who hunts his siblings for sport so they're dying left and right and also a changeling master manipulator who's making his siblings mad at their mum and who wants to fuck said mum before eating her like some sort of praying mantis. anyway i think i would start being miserable and anxious too.

#the terror #you know what yeah

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Go for broke AU part 2

☞ (Part 1)

#James my sweet darling pumpkin spiced muffin #you look way too excited about smacking Francis in the face with a pillow #the terror