#yesterday method

[marblerose-rue]

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are you gonna start climbing, or what? / needletail

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #needletail #wc #waca #warrior cats #wc art #uhhhh I DO THIS EVERY TIME i forget what my normal tags are #if i said ive been working on this all day please dont take me literally . ive been working on it off and on all day i probably spent like #3ish hours total on this thing #LITERALLY RIGHT AS I STARTED THIS ONE OF THE TREES OUTSIDE. HALF OF IT BROKE AND FELL LMFAO everything + everyone is alright dwdw #i just needed to stare at it for a while . and there was also a butterfly i brought inside and fed hummingbird feed to with a cotton swab #this is a request from twidder :-] my account is private bc im weird about twitter but if mutuals can ask for my user they can ^_^ #THIS IS A NEW COLORING METHOD if it looks weird pls tell me and i will go about it differently bc its still experimental #scratching my chin OH YEAH i repotted almost all of my plants yesterday i have like four more left to go #if this is out of character for her also please let me know i have not read avos . or anything beyond that x_x

[raccoonaday]

35: Fishing Raccoon

#another coral islan inspired roon #apologies for missing yesterday i drank some bad milk and my stomach was quite upset with me #raccoon #raccoonaday #fishing raccoon #35 #i tried to do this one all on one layer sketch and lineart both #to see if it was a better method #results..... inconclusive #it took about the same amt of time and effort and looks about the same #you can kind of tell i think but maybe i just know what to look for

[anophiles]

rip hubert, you would have loved aeropress 😔

#hubert von vestra #hubert fire emblem #fire emblem three houses #fe3h #my art #random thought I had yesterday #hubert would have loved aeropress #also inverted method is the only valid way

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

language learning revelation i had

#me understanding 5 words in a 20 minute podcast episode: :D :D :D :D #me understanding enough of a podcast episode to be super aware of every word i dont know: :( :( :( :( :( #this is why the b1-b2 plateau is a thing #youre like in the 25-75% range there i think #which is THE MOST ANNOYING #with french i think ive just passed 75 so its fun again #im at like 80 i think #with arabic im at like 1 so its suuuper fun #it's avictory if i can figure out the TOPIC of ap odcast episode #bc like i cant read the titles fhkjghjgkhg #with french i could at least tell the topic from the title but i cant read the titles #so when i figure out what theyre talking about it's like holy shit #and i get like 20 minutes to try and do that #tunisian ones are fun bc they put in a lot of french words #so those are fairly easy to figure out #but also means i catch more and im doing 2 langauges at once so it doesnt take away from the fun #i explained to my dad yesterday my method of just listening to podcasts and trying to understand Anything. ANything At All #and he was like you have a lot of patience #but honestly i think it's the best way to learn #when you really want to know what something is saying and you have no other way to find out but to listen or read it #and like. figure it out #its my favourite way #and at the end the graph flattens out bc like it gets boring again right #this is why we start learning new languages when we plateau #bc we miss the fun

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"

#tw suicide #i wish i was joking #i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me?? #said something to the emergency room psych #she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended #she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds' #i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i #could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence #is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts? #this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he #could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs #i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the #boy. i have confided in her before she's great) #she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m #to see the psych and escalate care #but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly #it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan #i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access #i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't #there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that #makes sense #ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD #personal #puddleglum hours

[stodareegg]

happy belated international compress day

#hc: Compress doesn't iron his clothing. this hc is completely unrelated to me going overboard with the clothing wrinkles. #i was going to post this yesterday bc i thought it would take 1-2h but i didnt like the flat coloring nor the lineart #once I added those wrinkles it felt wrong to tone down the detail and find a more efficient coloring method #mr compress #bnha fanart #atsuhiro sako #I will self rb later. I'm really proud of this one #stodareegg creation

[koukaaa-descent]

getting a little too close to a nutcracker & being able to see the individual brushstrokes. The tiniest little remnant of the people who once cared for it. It may be stained and worn by time and violence, the reds worn through by dull blood. But if you look very closely, could you not see where the artist mistakenly used the wrong shade only to cover it afterward? If you look very closely, could you not see words written with pen that were once hidden beneath the paint? Could you not see a dozen little carvings, made by each worker who’d carved this shell and created it with their own hands—a physical testament to the pride they’d felt as they built it? C

#copy and pasting paragraphs from a convo I had yesterday #thinking about nutcrackers is a torture method #lethal company #lethal company nutcracker #this 1 goes out to the even in war nutcrackers and humanoids still loved one another crowd #kokadrafts

[wilteddreamsofbaldursgate]

I’ll finish the smut later, I prommy, but first I gotta make our vampire suffer.🫡

#tried timed writing sessions yesterday and it’s not a bad method imo #especially when you tend to get distracted easily #astarion #astarion fanfic #bg3 #astarion x tav #astarion ancunin #emicha writes

[j-ellyfish]

They’re a lil’ tipsy

#hetalia #aph austria #aph prussia #pruaus #hws #blatantly inspired by that one scene where he calls him stingy :'D #yay I think I've finally figured out how to give the kinda painting/loose lineart look - I traced the lineart over the finished coloring #rather than tracing it before getting to the colors #not sure how visible the difference is but I'm kind of satisfied with the result #it still takes me too long so I don't think I'll keep this as my main working method for now #[I mean tbh it didn't take THAT long - I started digitalizing this yesterday - but it requires me to focus more than I usually do] #[so I find it a little tiring] #I know I already said I figured it out on that SpAus drawing I made a while ago but I understood it better than I thought I did back then #this was made by establishing spots of colors with a 100% opacity brush first and then defining shading with the watercolor brush #whereas the Spaus pic was done by tracing the base colors with a watercolor brush which made it harder to establish definite shapes #lmao sorry enough blabbering #ary makes art

[shummthechumm]

wish me luck people i have a test on factoring polynomials and am only 70% sure of what im doing!!!

#i guess it helps that factoring is a specific form of simplification #but i legit havent done this since middle school + my professor isnt the best at explaining #specifically she keeps jumping method to method #idk ill get used to it hehe #but still i just spent a lot of time yesterday and today going over it and im still mildly confused. #im happy with anything a B and up so #shummy screaming into the void

[pestopastaenjoyer]

I’m sorry but the implications behind mike and max sitting next to each other in geometry are so fucking funny

#LIKE??? LMFAO THEY CHOSE THOSE SEATS #hc that she says like one sentence to him on average once a week and it’s usually like ‘didn’t you wear those pants yesterday? that’s gross #which is technically two sentences but idgaf #DO YOU GUYS THINK THEY HAD TO GRADE EACH OTHER’S PAPERS LIKE SOME TEACHERS MAKE U DO #which now that I think abt it is a shitty teaching method #mike: *sits down* max: ur growing ur hair out? *looks him up and down* nice to know you have the confidence #they’re my little meow meows #madwheeler #<- platonic ofc #mike wheeler #max mayfield #stranger things

[lordofthestrix]

First conclusions concerning my cellphone experiment: Pro: I appear to be capable of drafting three or four replies per day utilizing this method. Con: In spite of my best efforts the replies are awful.

#Out of eternity #To be completely sincere that could have no relation whatsoever to the method. #Perhaps I'm simply out of practice. Or...Slightly stressed. #Yesterday I was annoyed with my lack of writing. #Today I'm irritated with the quality of my writing. #Progress? #Perhaps.

[constantlyquestioningg]

yknow maybe i just can't study on a full night's sleep and i need to get back to 5hrs a night

#rrrramblings #for legal reasons i do not recommend this method #i genuinely feel more awake than i did yesterday though #may also be bc i have a thing today woth another person that i cannot move which means i can't trick myself into not getting up #or it was the really nice bath i had #10/10 recommend the playmobil pirate ship method of drinking tea (putting teacup and saucer on the boat in the bath) #not only do you have a fun bath you also habe you tea within easy reach

[spring-lxcked]

thinking abt how often william gets away with being an asshole because he plays it off as being mischievous instead

#—— ✧ ooc » #.tbd. #see this is why i feel like his fc is SO good #william's got this v mischievous smile & way of playing things off #i'd argue that he can endear himself to plenty of people with it ( although he has like 50 others methods for that too ) #like oh he has a sense of humor! he's smart but also just a funny guy! he's definitely not evil! #guy whose natural smile is a smirk 90% of the time but he's so capable of charming his way out of looking shitty #that it works out for him. it's charming or funny or attractive depending on the person #the only ppl who ever get to /truly/ see beyond this would be like. anybody who has known him since college #( when he sometimes just blatantly came across as a dick / couldn't hide his temper ) #and obv /later/ his wife and kids #for some reason my william is always way more genuine ( derogative ) with henry too even when not shipping #which is SO funny. very 'he's my best friend we argued for 2 hrs straight yesterday & we've hung out for 14 hrs straight since then' #prob because we often do the 'knew each other since college' thing so will doesn't see a point in like #completely bullshitting if henry can obv see through it #but still it's SO funny what is wrong with him. he has to have one person he can argue with over trivial things or he'll die #nobody ever witnesses william angry except the employees heard him threaten henry's life #because he suggested no longer producing and selling the spring bo.nnie plushies

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

brain shut up about wanting to overdose despite litcherally not having anything in my control that i COULD fatally overdose on challnege: impossible

#i am So Tired Of This #i want to take out my brain and beat it with a stick #lol my psych asking re:methods yesterday confirmed same methods are in my mind but completely forgot about the two (2) other methods #that have been consuming my brain. both of which i do not have access to #realistically i don't have access to any methods that would actually kill me atp except for possible complications which are unlikely and #far more likely to cause permanent health effects so no thanks #personal #tw suicide #i mean sure i could freak myself up right good but also nope not doing that #idk im tired

[coloursofaparadox]

im still not over the sleep thing one sec i gotta rant about this shit

#i think the problem now is that historically my sleep habits have been Really Messed Up by what can loosely be called insomnia my whole life #its always kinda just been a given that if im in bed and i cant sleep there is absolutely nothing that can be done to help #and thats not for lack of trying i have tried every meditation and suggested solution possible. it does not happen. #if i cant fall asleep and try to force myself w/o distractions i will be awake staring at the ceiling for hours. usually till the morning #thats not an exaggeration it happened often before i gave up on it. so i figured out coping methods! #namely 1) making sure my body is taken care of as well as possible to make sure its not caused by pain or hunger or anxiety #and 2) not trying to force it and accepting itll happen when it happens. and then reading a book or watching a show on a dim screen #until i physically cant keep my eyes open and then i can fall asleep. if i try any earlier than that no dice. my brain wakes itself up again #these worked for years! but now thanks to adhd meds that actually make my brain quiet. uh. these same coping methods are. not working #im physically tired and start my usual routine and wait to pass out while reading but i just. dont. ever. #like. the physically tired feeling has never made a difference in my body cooperating with sleep. but now apparently it will???? #and ive been ignoring it??? bc im used to it not working? i tried just. closing my eyes and trying to lay still yesterday and it WORKED #after like. 10 minutes or so. it was fucking crazy. i thought media and pop culture was lying about people doing that. #anyways. apparently i can fall asleep like a human and not some kind of weird chronically exhausted cryptid now. #(because of new adhd meds to be clear) but i havent been because i didnt even think to TRY it. since. yknow. cryptid status. #shits weird.