“Can't remember when we walked past the O.R. sign!
(sur-ger-y!)
Can't remember passing out with her hand in mine!
(my-my-mind!!!!)
I remember waking up with my mind repaired.
(A-OK! ^^)
I remember when I realized, she wasn't there...”
Amnesia was her name….. is. so. horrifically. sadly fitting for these two in literally every single line. And I’m gonna NEED ALL OF U GUYS TO GO LISTEN TO IT NOW OK… THIS ISNT A DRILL GO GO GO GO!!!
Anyway… uhh. the fact Betty “blessed” this guy to like. An eternally long lifespan w THIS FUCKED UP OF A MENTAL STATE IS SO SCREWED UP GHGH- Like poor Simon god damn…! u kno he’d rather just keep on not sorting out his baggage and trauma forever too cuz it’d be too complicated… too much… force him to admit things about himself and about BETTY that he really really doesn’t want to… better to just leave it all unexamined.. pack it all into lil boxes so he can just try to ignore it and pretend it doesn’t exist… HE GOTTA LIVE FOREVER W IT THO… *ME BANGING ON SIMONS DOOR AT 3 IN THE MORNING*: “SIMON U GOTTA ACCEPT URSELF!!!! LOVE URSELF!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE N ACCEPT EVEN THE “BAD” PARTS OF URSELF!!!! SIMON PLEASE!!!!! SIMON EVEN PPL WHO LOVE YOU AND WHO YOU LOVE CAN HURT YOU!!!! ACKNOWLEDGE IT!!! ACKNOWLEDGE THE HURT AND ACKNOWLEDGE UR FEELINGS!!!! AND URSELF!!!!! SIMON!!!!” anyway… gGHGH YEA, SRRY. SIMON PETRIKOVS MENTAL ILLNESSES MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM GONNA EXPLODE. ANYWAY HAVE SOME ART. W a bunch of diff versions cuz I’m indecisive!
I realised that since most of you dont know me from insta, you haven't seen a lot of my madoka art ?!
→ INCLUDING my kyosaya animatic i made in november and posted to youtube in march ! (it had been posted to insta before i decided to post it on YT as well)
→ the arts a little outdated, but i still am really proud of it so if you want to go watch it the link is here ^_^
→ its mostly sayaka, with hints of kyosaya in it. the song is "The Deal" by Mistki !!
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→ i also have some other fanart i might repost on here, including a redraw of one of the pmmm official arts! its got the full holy quintet, so i might post the characters superately before the full thing ^_^
i narrowed the ideas down from 30+ to 7, but i can’t choose between these anymore 🫡 i thought it might be fun to do a poll and see what people find interesting! :] i have so many ideas for all of them so i’ll do whatever wins!
(those are extremely simplified summaries though lmao)
Last January I started this animatic because I thought the song "Hey I don't work here" by Tom Cardy was perfect for Gamao! The project was ambitious, and I ended up taking several breaks and making a few smaller animatics in between XD But I promised myself I would finish this before the end of the year, and in four days I did it! I hope you will enjoy watching this as much as I did making it, and happy new year's eve! :D
MAYBE THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT WE KEEP FIXING WHAT WE KNOW IS ONLY BOUND TO BREAK WHAT'S WORTH SAVING IS NEVER WORTH LETTING GO TO WASTE I WANT TO MEND WHAT I'VE GOT INSTEAD OF THROWING AWAY
AINT NOTHING COME EASY AINT NOTHING COME QUICK IT'S GONNA HURT LIKE HELL TO BECOME WELL BUT IF WE SET THE BONE STRAIGHT IT'LL MEND IT'LL FIX AND WE'LL BE WELL