#yes I refuse to delete it

[ducktracy]

compilation of my villagers bullying me. this will be a growing collection. these are all from today alone.

#‘but Eliza didn’t you start a new Wild World town on an emulator’ Yes #i’ve had this town for 4 years which is the best i’ve ever done LOL but my cartridge is showing its age and freezing and i don’t #feel like getting yelled at Resetti. but i dislike the controls for the ROM especially since my keyboard is weird #so we’ll make do. somehow #Purrl in my GC town was dumb like Purrl in my WW town i’m pretty sure i did a reset trick and cheated her in LOL #DUMB LUCK #which is what i’m vowing to stop doing by starting all these towns #‘don’t cheat or constantly delete your town to get good villagers’ is like the most basic thing you can do but my AC #perfectionism and neuroticism runs very deeply #when i was a kid if i got a villager i hated i would delete the town without question and would refuse to look at the screen. i hated Cesar #and Boone for this reason and them moving into my town is the worst thing that ever could have happened to me and it happened many times #because i was a RESETTING FOOL!!! #i love you deeply Animal Crossing but you have made me foster some incredibly odd neuroses #ac

[brightlotusmoon]

Random person trying to make friends: Yeah, so, I don't trust those crazy drugs or vaccines, they cause too much injury and we probably don't need them. So, what are your hobbies?

Me, shoving bread sticks in my metaphorical purse: That's great. I gotta go. Nice chatting with you!

#look there has to be a balance #I was raised on vitamins and science and I didn't spend twenty years researching medicine to go through this bullshit again #just delete and block #I refuse to cater to new agey medicine denial again #no my antidepressant didn't turn me into a zombie #vaccines work damn it #sometimes you do need storebought neurotransmitters #we can't all be neurotypical karen #shut up empress raven purple moon I don't need your magic flower I'll get my own #what fools these mortals be #yes I use herbal drugs yes I use pharmaceuticals #migraines #stop hurting my logic

[ot3]

As important as i think it is to understand that not everyone at risk of an unwanted pregnancy is a woman, and use appropriate language to reflect that, i also think it is really critical that we do not let trans-inclusivity stop us from understanding or articulating that overturning roe v. wade is an act that is intended to harm women categorically. 

It’s not all-encompassing. obviously there are plenty of women who can’t get pregnant, regardless of assigned sex. obviously some people who get pregnant are not women. But we do need to discuss the fact that it’s legislation designed to harm and control women, because the desire of the christian right always has been and always will be to make women (and by extension, people they view as women) second class citizens.

and if we can’t find a way to recognize and talk about the ways in which women as a social category are still at risk and being specifically targeted then we de facto cede the entire feminist movement to violent transphobes. which i really really do not want. regardless of any personal identity politics and pontificating about what it does or doesn’t mean to be a woman, there is still a cultural concept of who and what women are that we do not have the luxury of fully opting out of even if we’d really like to. we have to be able to simultaneously discuss macro-scale gender politics And individual identity if we want to have a trans-inclusive feminist movement, rather than just a trans inclusive movement Or a feminist movement.

#if this post starts to pick up at all i am just going to delete it #need to get this one off my chest but i do not want to deal with the discourse it will inevitably bring if it breaches containment #but like. if you see some well-meaning cis woman say 'its a scary time to be a woman' she's not wrong and not necessarily being transphobic #just because it is also scary for people who Aren't women doesn't mean we can categorically abandon women as a marginalized class of people #who are worth discussing as a whole. #because yes it is a scary time to be a woman. #and that includes trans women! because obviously as much as the christian right likes to claim they view them as men they categorically dont #discussing the positioning of trans people in the eyes of a cultural force that refuses to recognize them is insanely difficult but #it is work that Can be done without us filling in 'afab' whenever they say 'women' because its just not that simple #the cultural politics of gender will not line up with the intra-community politics of gender for a very very long time

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

reading a fic then i get sudden déjà vu and i go to the comments and to my horror i’ve discovered a fic i read and commented on regularly years ago

#it’s to my horror because i am always horrified to know i existed in the past it makes me sick there should only be current me and #no marks of my existence in the past so that no-one knows any other version of me yes having a blog defeats that but one #day i’ll delete all of this and cry myself to sleep about the fact that i exist to other people and i can’t undo it but for now i’m running #away from that and refusing to reflect on why it bothers me so much

[biblionerd07]

I'm sorry, he sang somebody I used to know to you??? JUST ACAPELLA???????

Whatever way that happened, you deserve financial compensation, oh my god.

It is actually worse than that. He asked me to sit by him on the couch, and I felt very awkward and did it, and then he pulled out his phone and played the video on YouTube and sang along with it. THE ENTIRE SONG. It is, to date, the most uncomfortable interaction I have EVER had. And he WOULDN'T LEAVE. It took like an hour AFTER I dumped him to get him out of my house. But I learned the valuable lesson of never inviting someone to my place to dump them.

#he also held his phone out to show me as he unfriended me on facebook and deleted pictures of me off his phone #i was like bruh if you think this is changing my mind you are SORELY mistaken #also must add this was a man i had dated for a grand total of 3 weeks #and it was the SECOND time i had to break up with him because he refused to be dumped the first time #i didn't even think i should have to break up with him bc i'd been telling him for all 3 of those weeks that i didn't wan a relationship #but it was karma because i only started dating him to make a different guy jealous #that guy went on to marry the woman he dated to make me jealous which is unfair considering THIS had already happened to me #all of this makes 10000x more sense when you understand this happened in my mormon life #this was an unmarried 28-year-old mormon man #he was absolutely desperate for a warm body he could put a ring on #anyway yes it was horrific but it is a hilarious story to tell at parties #and he found his warm body like 2 months later so he's probably fine

[that-was-anticlimactic]

actually, no. you know what? i am so sick of this “marinette is just a friend” bs. okay. cool. adrien said she was just a friend a few times. whatever. it’s not that big of a deal and everyone in the mlb fandom like. hyperfixates on that??? idc if it’s a “just a joke” because it’s utterly ridiculous at this point. i have literally seen people go on heated rants about how stupid or clueless adrien was during the umbrella scene because he called mari just a friend. are you kidding me??? y’all are really going to take away that moment for him? he just made like his first ever friend in nino and when he called her a friend, he looked so excited because this boy has only ever had one friend before. of course he’s going to call mari just a friend because he just met her and the only time she’s actually spoken to him outside of the suit at this point is to yell at him like... y’all...

and this is not me hating on mari because i love her so so so much. i just hate how passionate and heated fans get about this. i mean... y’all... adrien didn’t even think mari liked him??? like, in puppeteer two, he is literally upset because he came to the conclusion that mari hates him. also, of course he’s not like in love with or crushing on her when she’s barely spoken actual sentences to him! again, not me hating on mari and her nerves because like i get it, it’s hard. and also this is like adrien’s first time interacting with people as peers, so 1. of course romance is not his main priority 2. he doesn’t understand social cues or situations very well At All which is made abundantly clear in the show 3. i don’t... i don’t think adrien knows what affection is??? i mean, he’s definitely learned some over the course of the show, but he’s used to a neglectful / abusive father, his stoic assistant, his bodyguard who doesn’t really talk like at all, chloé being chloé, and hoards of fans declaring that they’re in love with him, hanging all over him, acting like he’s a shiny thing rather than a person, etc... so like. how is adrien supposed to actually comprehend that mari likes him???

and okay no my last point: so so so sick of the double standard. i have seen countless people rant and rave and scream and shout about how stupid adrien is for not returning mari’s feelings or knowing he has a crush on her and then these same people will turn around and berate chat noir and say things like “gosh ladybug isn’t obligated to return his feelings:/” like... hELLO??? why is ladybug not obligated while adrien is??? it’s ridiculous and disgusting and i’m so so so tired of “just a friend” jokes on tumblr, in art, in fics, in youtube compilations... like... can’t we be normal about this? and i don’t mean normal as in “casually enjoy” i mean normal as in can we stop being so aggressive and harsh and hostile towards literal fourteen year olds my God they’re children they’re allowed to make mistakes and mess up and my God the way y’all talk about lila is disgusting, too like i hate her but i don’t want her tortured and killed??? and the way people characterize the classmates as physically and verbally assaulting mari because of lila??? like... my God they would never??? they would all honestly side with mari chameleon is a bad episode and is poorly written and everyone is out of character please use your critical thinking skills and understand that chat noir is not harassing ladybug anymore than mari may be harassing adrien (aka they are not harassing each other at all my God) and stop insulting and demonizing fourteen year olds so your otp can get together thanks

#i have. feelings. #sorry y'all #this may be harsh but i am so beyond sick of it #i've been going through the classmates tag on ao3 and filtered out all the s.alt fics for all the characters and the majority of the fics #i'm seeing are aggressive lila takedown fics or like unproperly tagged s.alt fics #where the classmates are still rude and aggressive and bully mari when even lila doesn't really bully mari that badly??? like yes it is #awful that she tried to get her expelled and lied a bit about her but lila has never been physical nor tried to kill mari and nor would any #of the classmates actually turn against her like. they may disagree with her or think she may be acting on her crush and yes lila did #threaten mari in the bathroom but like... what has she done since then? try to get her expelled and then... nothing. like. this is Not me #saying not to take bullying seriously but people take it to the extreme with lila and how she treats mari in fics and i am so so so sick of #it!!! i just want to read mlb classmate fics where they're all silly and being teenagers without mari being unreasonably and uncanonically #bullied and without the tags 'alya/adrien/classmate redemption' HELLO??? WHY DO THEY NEED TO BE REDEEMED??? THEY AREN'T VILLAINS??? THEY ARE #FOURTEEN??? as a rule of thumb i refuse to read fics with those tags like sorry but if you tag fics like that then you obviously don't know #the characters. i'm sorry if this sounds mean or harsh it's just exhausting trying to find fun or sweet or found family mlb fics because so #many of them are so negative and ooc and involve like extreme hatred towards fourteen year old fictional children... like... how do we not #see the problem with that??? like... am i overreacting??? please someone tell me they agree with me!!! i've been working on this really #stressful assignment that determines whether i graduate my future career and also costs three hundred dollars to take so i've been really #stressed and every time i try and take an mb fic break i end up more stressed because the fandom is so cruel to children ahhhhhhhh #okay i am. done. maybe i'll delete this later... i just need to see if someone agrees with me because i am. :))) on the verge of losing it #lol #mlb

[biomecharnotaurus]

God some people on here can't take a joke. I wish I could actually DELETE posts completely, fucking mentally insane. Jesus Christ.

#yes this about the stupid spaghetti post. Some notes are genuinely fucking unhinged. I refuse to believe they were written by humans wtf #fuck me for not removing the reblogging option instead of deleting the original post...damn. #can't even fuck around with my own friends. Ruined my day ngl

[buttergirlepic]

just a reminder that all plus size people do hold beauty, and they deserved to be treated with basic human respect.

#just saw a tiktok that said ‘can we get plus size people off the runway they don’t look good’ #like actually delete your account #yes i am fat but why does that mean people don’t see me as human #i’m still a person under this body #why do people refuse to see me as human

[undeaddevildom]

The obey me fandom is so so different on each platform its shared on bc on tumblr the worst you'll see is like... In text form.

On twitter its exactly as horrific as youd expect twitter to be.

And on tiktok they are literally doing blackface.

#obey me #and the like to comment ratio on tiktok is like 12 likes 300 death threats #tw racism #tw blackface #tiktokers refuse to delete their accounts and tumblr users do it everytime a leaf falls from a damn tree #like damn. ok roach #yes i am one if those 300 comments 🙏

[oriato]

TO WHOMEVER TAGGED MY MOB PSYCHO SERIREI ART AS BEING A RELIC FROM 2018 PLS I BEG YOU DO NOT DO THIS TO ME I AM ONLY 24 AND DREW THAT WHEN I WAS 19 GIVE ME A BREAKKKKK

(but thank you dear follower for your continued support)

#oriato #like yes it is a relic but i refuse to delete old art so just let me ignore the reblogs in peace xDD #text post

[vampstel]

My improvement this year is actually so baffling.

#꒰ v’s art ꒱ #All this improvement in a year. Wowie #what happened #I refuse to believe I drew the one on the right #It looks so. so different compared to the left one #also yes I deleted the other post with this art shhh

[muirneach]

algorithms seem to naturally push viewers towards right wing weirdness somehow. as such i’ve gone from interesting nature content to sustainable living and growing food to… ‘homesteading’ and stuff that is definitely almost a cult. anyways i find the idea i see with these people a lot that one must cut ties with ‘government support’ so strange. sorry to the weird progressive in speech but really genuinely a freak in practice who keeps showing up on my explore page, but i like it when i get like. electricity and medical care from the government. but yknow thats me maybe i’m the sheep

#somewhat related to prev. been meaning to make this post for a while now #like you CAN cut ur own wood for heat etc and i got nothing against that #but like girl be real. why specifically say that you do this to ‘not rely on the government’ THATS WHY THEYRE THERE IDIOT #there is a FINE fine line between ‘cool person who grows their own food etc’ and ‘this person genuinely may be a nutjob’ #its 1am i cant think of the word i want but whatever u get me #but like yeah if it were up to me my house would have solar panels cause its better for the environment #but not to like. stick it to the man #hydro is like the least offensive government sector it’s literally just electricians and engineers chilling #be mad that the feds refuse to switch to renewable energy and invade indigenous land! #but like why are you so pressed people like. enjoy clean running water #also yes i should delete instagram but whatever whatever idc i just like being a hater

[sunnyvaler]

if u ever wonder why it takes me so long to answer asks heres ur reason

#yes i DID just delete like 50 asks a week or two ago #but i just keep reblogging memes i always want More #ooc. #as of right now i refuse to delete any but im also exhausted so im not writing any more rn ksdjfhs

[kqluckity]

okay i have a pale vriskat humanstuck au idea but I'll maybe share it in the morning if I still feel like it or maybe I'll put it in the tags of this here post idk

#okay I'm putting it here and maybe I'll delete it tomorrow but if I don't share this I won't be able to sleep and I need to wake up at 4:30 #so basically #vriska and karkat are best friends but refuse to acknowledge it but like. they are #they have friendship bracelets (made at summer camp) and also are basically the first person they both came out to #it was at a slumber party they had to be at because their older siblings were there etc etc #basically they accidentally came out and bonded A LOT because of that and karkat was the first person Vriska told she was trans too #this whole idea came to me because I thought it'd be pretty funny if these two called each other + #dyke and fag on the regular tbh #like straight up that's how they are saved on their phones #vriska is ''second worst dyke I've ever met'' and takes great offense in being 2nd (he knows that's why he put it there) #and karkat is saved ''fag of my heart <3'' which makes dave super jealous when he learns it because he also wants to be called that #+ by someone (by rose) #also i have other ideas like how once karkat beat a guy because he was being awful to vriska behind her back and to kk' #kk's face thinking he would agree. he didn't. only he can be a bitch to vriska #or how they both had a crush on Egbert before either she or Vriska came out (that's why she started calling him fag) #(and because yes he's bi yes he prefers guys shut up) #and THEN they both had a crush on Terezi and it was the first time Vriska ever had a crush on another girl (afask) and was like Oh Shit #then I have this idea about Vriska not feeling worthy of the label lesbian because she's trans and Karkat throwing a Vintage Shitfit when + #she told him that because she's a fucking moron and lesbian is just a word anyway and her being trans does fucking change anything + #and did he mention she's a moron? because she is #OH karkat is trans too in this au #he came out to his family when he was veeeerryyy young so no one really knew him before he started socially transitioning besides + #nepeta and sollux because their parents are sort of in a polycule and kanaya because she's his cousin #anyways at the end of the rant vriska is sort of crying and also sort of shoves him down the stairs #(it wasn't that many. he didn't break anything just his ego got bruised) #okay no yeah this is all I have to say #if this accidentally ends in a main tag and someone who sees this wants to send me a death threat for having used the words + #fag and dyke please at least be creative with them I have anon on mwah #hs

[tyrianlynch]

The problem with me going to museums is that I take 6,000 pictures and when I try to delete some I decide that every single one is essential to store on my phone

#I finally went to the guo pei exhibit at the legion of honor and lost my fucking mind #YES I need multiple pictures of every single dress on exhibit it’s necessary! #there’s one dress I think I took like ten pictures of and I refuse to delete a single one #I need those detail shots!

[united-federation-of-trek]

Tumblr is such an interesting platform because it’s the only platform where I see a post that is (supposedly) from a leftist perspective, and I think to myself “it’s not that deep”

Like… I am quite far left on the political spectrum, very far left. And I’m also pretty critical of media and the ensuing fandom, I’m often told that I ruin things and I should let people have fun.

But some people on tumblr are so chronically online and also quick to assumptions and anger that they can’t see that seriously folks, it’s not that deep.

#yes i am vagueposting #just a little #but this is also a general statement #I’m not gonna say what i saw that triggered this out in the open #but if you want to know you can dm me and i will show you the post #and explain why it’s really not that deep #i often see somebody’s argument and have my mind changed about it #this happens REGUARLY #i actively try to be open to changing my mind #and accepting criticism of things i like #I CRITICIZE STAR TREK A LOT #like a lot #but sometimes it’s not that deep #sometimes people are looking to be angry so they find something #sometimes people refuse to have a critical thought beyond the first angry instinct they feel #not trek #(exactly) #rein rambles #delete later