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There wasn’t a part of Farooq-Lane that wasn’t on fire, as living and vivid as the brushstrokes of the portrait. Farooq-Lane, Burning.

#been thinking about them a lot <333 #this is beautiful I want it tattooed on the insides of my eyelids #art #carmenessy

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the dreamer trilogy really went "wouldn't it be fucked up if you had real, tangible proof that without your childhood trauma you could be happy? like, wouldn't it be fucked up if you made a copy of yourself but deleted all the childhood trauma and then that copy was capable of living a happy, independent life while you're constantly on the verge of dying and miserable and drowning in self-hatred??" and i'm just supposed to live w that

#HA ya it’s fucked

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Happy tire iron tuesday!

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I need to dedicate more of my time to Being Gay

#haven’t been going to enough gay events #haven’t been consuming enough gay media #haven’t been hanging out with enough gay people #really gonna try to up the amount of gay in my life in the coming months

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hearing "ley line" like a sleeper agent activation phrase and having to shut the hell up when someone starts explaining how they work in any other media. nodding all uh huh yeah okay that's cool. but are there creatures made of ley line energy though. do sentient forests sit on them. do the forests yearn. do they dream.

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Cabeswater

#art #gangsey

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Was really sick in the ER last week so didn’t do my homework and I got an extension but now I’m not doing this weeks homework bc I got out of the habit of doing my homework bc I was in the ER do u see my dilemma?

#like I got used to sitting down and doing homework through the week #but I took a week off bc I was too sick and now my brain has forgotten how to sit down and do homework #I’m gonna try today I’m really really really gonna try I swear

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Natasha & Anatole - Natasha, Pierre & the Great Comet of 1812, Dave Malloy The Dream Thieves/ Blue Lily, Lily Blue

#😭them😭 #ww #bluesey

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be honest. are you guys only hanging out with me because of the prophecy.

#gansey

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The pain has been bad. I dreamt I was diagnosed with cancer and I celebrated. Things are looking grim.

#it’s not that I want to get a deadly diagnosis I just want any diagnosis no matter how bad #because how am I supposed to fight something I can’t see #but I don’t believe any doctor will figure it out #I get why people do hard drugs #if something to dull the pain was offered to me rn I think I’d take it #I’m seeing my psych next week #maybe I can up my meds

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save me raven cycle graphic novel. save me. raven cycle graphic novel save me. save me raven cycle graphic novel.

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Adam and Ronan inspired by amazing fanfic (autor @neurosses)

#pynch #art

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in bllb when ronan shows adam that he created a piece of a dream that he can physically hold and adam is like. shaking w obsession. and cows r there

#pynch

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Ronan and Hennessy and “I’ve been alone a long time” and “please don’t let me be the only one” and “why do you even care?” “I don’t know I just do” and “don’t let me fall too hard lynch” and “she’s a dreamer, like me” and “no one else gets it, this is what we live with” and “he’ll be drawn to you more than to me” and “I’m not a doll Ronan lynch” and “Hennessy. He had forgotten he could know people. And how he knew her!” and “they didn’t say sorry they didn’t have to” and “if I told you I was going to help you get out of this, would you believe me?” “you’re one of the very few people I would” and “now they were just two ex dreamers made fearless by life” and “don’t be only human just now Ronan lynch”

#someone revived this post and I love it #I think about them so much #all I want is to write a friendship as weird and toxic and codependent as theirs <333

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they should invent a reread of trc that doesn’t make you want to bash your head into a wall with all its connections and foreshadowing

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the fuck would I talk about thursday