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writingmyheartsout · 7 months

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First, i've been down for a little and wasn't able to produce anything, even if I had and still have so many ideas.

Anyway, it's officially October and i wanna do ..or try to.. some whumptober prompts in the form of visual moodboards and.. here's the first one.

Now i know i didn't play the game at all but, I assure you, I'm watching every gameplay I'm finding around and...i know the whole ascended story but..let's say I took some creative freedom... <3

whumptober day 1: alternative prompt betrayal...

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You knew something like was gonna happen, deep down you knew it was just a matter of time, even if you were still hopeful for something else...something maybe pure like both you deserved the most.

But this wasn't the case and you weren't that lucky anyway.

He even asked him to join him, to be his ...in a way.. but you felt betrayed ...sort of

Even if all his actions were just a mere lie, you knew that now, just lies to keep you on the edge but never actually made you fall. Always close but never that close.

But now it was worse and, maybe, for a second you really thought you could fall, making things easier but you couldn't, you would never even if you were aware he would probably come for you...to claim you back or worse...to kill you.

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Anyway...i actually made two so here's the other one

and..probably something isn't right about him but i so wanted to create something that I just went and did it.

i'm deeply sorry if it doesn't make sense, tried to keep it generic anyway.

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writingmyheartsout · 6 months

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Wanted to apologize to all, since I started the whumptober and promised to do it...but I'm fact never did.

I'm sorry, life happened...and I had none to zero free time

To apologize better here's a quick edit of our lovely pale elf..

First time using a template too...so excuse the shitty quality ❤️

Will eventually come back with more stories...

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writingmyheartsout · 1 year

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Not dead, just battling with fever and general illness..

Anyway, meanwhile i finish up some ideas i have, i made what i do best...moodboards

Ghost:

A brief headcanon i have

He likes to be alone in the early morning when he takes his tea, no one around is best.

He has few personal utensili that he keeps close, like photographes, just to remind himself how he looks like and...the very few good memories he has.

Since the spare time is scarse, he liked to play cards, even if he's very bad at it.

From time to time he's still battling with his mind, he's def not ok.

It happens rarely but he blackout sometimes, doing or saying something he doesn't remember at all.

He def have some sort of ptsd.

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König

Definitely touch starved

I imagine him having a bike. And in the free time he has, he likes to ride it just to clear his mind

He can overthink anything like a million times

After every mission, despite having a rush of adrenaline, he is exhausted and sometimes falls asleep almost instantly

He doesn't feel ashamed of what he do, he likes it and he's having fun doing it. That's why people started to address him as psychopath

Despite his anxiety, when he loves, he loves hard

He can be the loudest on the field but as soon as he's in private, he's actually quiet and a bit shy

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writingmyheartsout · 7 months

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The night we met...

Ok, this was inspired by a dialogue..the time when Astarion told the one time he tried to save someone, the boy he met in a tavern and it was supposed to bring back to his master but he didn't...(don't remember the exact words but that was enough to broke my lil heart)

As i said before, i didn't play the game but I watched enough tiktoks and gameplay to know about the story...but I took creative freedom even this time so hopefully, it's decent.

(For the boy's face i used one i had already saved...)

Whumptober day 3: prompts - "like crying out in empty rooms, with no one except the moon" - journal - solitary confinement

Song inspo: The Night We Met - Lord Huron

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Astarion's POV

I don't know what i should say or write more than I'm sorry, sorry for the way I treated you, sorry for the hope I gave you that went into nothing or sorry to let him take you and stand there, doing absolutely nothing.

For the first time in my life, i felt something, wanted something. or someone and not just be used as a tool but finally seen like you saw me, even if for an instant.

The exact thing that made me realize i was making a foolish decision, something I've never thought I would make, too compelled to follow orders like a puppet, brainwashed in a life that was taken from me.

And i was already dreaming of something real, for me only...with you beautiful boy, the one that was able to open my eyes with just his presence, the one that charmed me instead of me doing it, the one that wanted me...but also the one that I killed.

And the sole thought of what i did to you, what he forced me to do makes me cry in this empty room, with no one except the moon, caged for knows how long or probably forever, like the beast I truly am, with just the solace of an old journal, something that belongs to an ancient legacy now dead.

I found myself alone, more than i already was truly, but maybe it's how i should be from now on and living my damned life without any kind of love at all. Yes, probably it's for the best this way.

So my dearest, my darling, wherever your soul may be now, excuse my poor attempt at a late apology but I felt you needed one while my soul is lost forever now.

My poor sick heart belongs to you, my love...as it should be and I can only hope I'll see you soon, in another life, where everything will be right and different and we'll be free as we so deserve.

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This is clearly a love letter/apology/whatever you wanna call it from Astarion to his lover. I know the story is slightly different but I thought, what if that boy gets killed? What if Astarion did that? Or forced to it? And now caged and alone the only thing he wants is to kill himself?...

Well, here it is, an au version maybe...hope u like it <3

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writingmyheartsout · 3 years

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Look at me posting again!!

On a serious note, decide to try some kinktober this year, even if I can't write smut, but moodboards are ok, right? Yes, I needed an excuse to work again...

It's been months since I've done something (edits or writing) so forgive me if I'm being rusty at first...

day 2: against a wall (kinktober list by @the-purity-pen)

fandom: star wars - the clone wars

pairing: Arc Trooper Fives x princess reader

warnings: no detailed smut but hint at undressing and make out.

-What are you waiting for, take a bite of my heart tonight...

A clone trooper and a princess, what could possibly go wrong?

It was during what was supposed to be their last time together that it all changed.

The members of the Royal Family, as a sign of gratitude for the victory and the peace that the troops had preserved, agreed to celebrate them before their departure.

Everyone was present, for one night without the heavy armor but tastefully dressed thanks to the court tailors, with the exception of only two people.

They were locked in a service stall this time, he was keeping her against a wall, his hands already under her many skirts, her corset already half undone and she looked quite disheveled.

He was wearing half of his suit, the highly embellished jacket was already on the floor, leaving him with just his shirt half open and his pants barely undone.

"I don't have much time...I'm pretty sure they're already looking for me," she rushed as she tried to undress him more.

"Let them wait, I've waited two days to see you... and I miss you already" he retorted, starting by kissing on the side of her neck all the way up to her jaw and then pausing to look her in the eyes before kissing her lips one more time.

Note: I have the full story but it's very sweet and not very sexy, if anyone would like to read more about I could post it as it is...

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