#worried maddie buckley

[evanbuckleyrecs]

Title: Nevermore To Leave Here

Written by: devirnis

Rated: T

Warnings: None

Catagories: m/m

Relationships: Buck/Eddie Maddie & Eddie, Buck & Maddie

Tags: Evan Buckley Whump, Kidnapping, Worried Eddie Diaz, Worried Maddie Buckley, Getting Together, First Kiss, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan Buckley, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort

Words: 10,211

Summary:

"Can you remind my brother that we were supposed to get lunch?” Maddie asks.

“Uh sure,” Eddie says slowly, confused. “But why don’t you just call him yourself?”

“I did, a couple times, but he didn’t answer. I assumed he was still with you?”

Eddie thinks back to last night, to Buck specifically making plans to go back to his own place so he wouldn’t be late for lunch with Maddie. Buck had texted him when he got home, just a simple night :) that still made Eddie’s heart flutter, so obviously Buck had made it back to the loft… But there haven’t been any texts from Buck all morning. Not that that is necessarily unheard of, but especially over the last few weeks it’s become rarer and rarer for even a few hours to go by without Eddie’s phone dinging with a message notification from Buck.

A small tendril of worry curls around Eddie’s ribs.

BTHB: locked up & left behind

My notes: Incredible Whump! Had me on the edge of my seat. Also loved seeing Maddie and Eddie team up!

#10-15k #rated T #buddie #911 #buddie fanfic rec #first kiss #911 on abc #buddie fanfiction #getting together #buck and maddie #maddie and eddie #worried eddie diaz #worried maddie buckley #hurt/comfort #angst with a happy ending #Whump #hurt evan buckley #evan buckley whump #kidnapping

[dannyuta]

9-1-1 | 7x05: You Don't Know Me

#jenkinsbarry #roderickstrongs #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 #911edit #* #*911 #*gif #[screams] #the fact that he told maddie and eddie before anyone else... #the fact that he was so worried about what eddie would think... #i am Unwell

[aceofwhump]

9-1-1 6x11 "In Another Life"

#911 #911 spoilers #911 fox #whumpedit #my gifs #mod post #evan buckley #bobby nash #maddie buckley #chimney han #hospital #worry #intubation #coma #unconscious

[pxrxmoore]

was so caught up in the ‘bucktommy dancing at the madney wedding’ of it all i forgot about the whole ‘chim isn’t even gonna make it to the wedding for them to have a dance’ 😔

#is chim gonna be brutally injured next ep like?? holy shit i’m worried #911 spoilers #madney #bucktommy #maddie buckley #oh god she’s gonna be maddie han AAAAAAAAA 🥺🥺🥺 #chimney han #bp

[whineandcheese24]

may be an unpopular opinion, but I hope buck and eddie don't hook up next episode. don't get me wrong i still want buddie endgame, but not so quickly. ep 4 threw them off-kilter, and as close as they were in ep 5, there was still a wall between them for most of the episode. i need to see them be best friends again, real, honest, best friends before i can contemplate them as anything else.

also, as much as i love buddie, not everything should be about them. buck's sexuality arc is about buck, not buddie. he doesn't like tommy, because he's misplacing his feelings for eddie, he likes tommy because he's bi and he likes boys (and tommy's really hot). and the madney wedding, should be about MADNEY. we haven't really gotten any scenes of them together this season, they deserve to have a wedding that's about them

#and buddie deserves a better start than a drunken mistake when they're both seeing other people #we've already gone through the buck-cheating arc #we don't need another one #buddie shouldn't have anything to worry or feel guilty about when they get together #and if this means we get more bucktommy in the mean time? #i'm not complaining #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #911 abc #911 season 7 #madney #maddie buckley #chimney han

[darkestwings]

911 ABC IF YOU DEPRIVE ME OF MY CHANCE TO WATCH BUCK & TOMMY ON A WEDDING DATE I WILL BITE U I S2G

#maddie all worried about chimney but im mad #cuz i need to see my new disaster bisexual have his first proper date with his new man #op #911 abc #evan buckley #tommy kinard

[gaylittleeddie]

what being a serious watcher of this wee woo show can feel like sometimes

#like you get so excited and then there’s just so much pain #I’m watching with my mom (it’s her first time watching) and she gets upset at how much she cries #“don’t worry. this is just the beginning. #tv: 911 #911 on fox #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 fox #9-1-1 #911onfox #chimney han #bobby nash #maddie buckley #hen wilson #athena grant #im addicted to this show #henrietta wilson #we’re only on s2.

[batcavescolony]

Are their any fics of the firefam finding out that Eddie put in his will that Chris goes to Buck if anything happens? Cus we know Buck and Eddie know but everyone else? What would their reaction be?

#like maddie and chim had thay scene where they were like °its only us a buck who dont have kids° (before jee) and now with jee its just buck #but not really cus if something happens Chris is his kid now. #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #buck buckley #911 abc #chris diaz #like imagine the parents of the 811 talking about what would happen to their kids if god forbid something happened and they're worried cus #Eddie doesn't have a partner like Hen Bobby and chim ao what would happen to chris and Eddie just like #°oh i got that figured out. hes obviously going to buck° and evevyone like °...what° but lioe yeah that makes sence but still ° WHAT° #hen wilson #chimney han #maddie buckley #bobby nash #karen wilson #911 #the 118 #(its 118 not 811 so ignore the typo)

[echowithpain]

I just had a fever dream and I'm trying to write it down before I forget:

Shannon was back but she was a ghost that only Buck could see and for some reason Buck was also Maddie and Shannon was telling him/her about how they had to be there for Christopher and help out Eddie with raising him but she was trying to push them together romantically and saying that Buck and Eddie being together would be just the same if not better for both parties because they already spend all their time together and it makes the most sense. She also brought up the will and Buck who again was Maddie for some reason tried to argue that it wouldn't be the same because it's two guys not a guy and girl and there would be some differences both in how they date and intimacy wise and s/he keeps going back and forth with Shannon about whether it's the same or not. I have no idea how we got to this point but then Shannon brought up the Ring Around The Rosie song and Buck who was Maddie said "Pocket full of posies" but s/he pronounced it as "paw-zees" and Shannon tried to correct him/her with the proper annunciation and Maddie who was Buck tilted her/his head and said "Oh I'm sorry, I thought it was the same. Are you saying it's different?" And Shannon glared at him/her but before she could say anything else I woke up to someone calling me...

Don't ask. I don't know either

#911 abc #911 fox #911 on abc #911 on fox #911 show #911 buck #911 maddie #evan buckley #maddie buckley #911 shannon #shannon diaz #911 eddie #eddie diaz #911 chris #911 christopher #christopher diaz #fever dream #i have these a lot #seriously its kind of worrying #its funny tho lmao #911

[mellaithwen]

Whatever you do don’t think about Buck doing this in reverse as he comforts Maddie in the hospital waiting room 🥺

#911 fox #don’t worry ​I’ll send myself to jail #the buckley siblings #911 speculation #911 spoilers  #maddie Buckley #Evan Buckley #911

[donationwayne]

Feelin Good (Could be Better) Chapter Four

Hello, just realized I never posted this over here. I posted chapter four of ten of my first ever chapter fic!! (completely written just posting as my irls beta it)

You can read the first, second, and third, and fourth chapter of my fic over on AO3 right here

This chapter, Buck has dinner with Chimney, Maddie, and his parents. (He gets a little drunk)

Summary

The Buckley parents come to town, turning Buck's already shaky mental status from precarious to worse. Despite avoiding a dreaded dinner at all costs, Buck consents to join Maddie, Chimney, and his parents for dinner. Buck is super fine thanks for asking, he'll just bake about it. And think about kissing Eddie, obviously. Secrets are revealed, leaving the 118 reeling.

snippet

“It's just that you were quiet on shift the rest of the day after Maddie stopped by, and you haven’t shown your face in the work group chat since. I’ve known you long enough to know when you’re spinning out a bit.” Buck laughs a little numbly. He occasionally forgot how perceptive Chimney could be. He was good at burying it under his goofball exterior. “What I’m trying to say is that if you need me to cover for you tonight, I can.” “I’ll be fine, Chim. It's just been… a really long time since I’ve seen my parents.” “You’ve never talked about them much,” Chimney considers. “When was the last time you saw them?” “When I dropped out of college, so maybe… when I was 19? We’ve had no contact since.” “Does Maddie know?” Chimney asks in concern. “Of course not. You know how she is… I just don’t want to worry her. She’s got enough to worry about. I don't want to be a burden. I’ll be fine tonight, Chim. Cross my heart.” Buck lies. “I can admit I’m being a little stubborn. I just need to get through dinner. It’ll be fine. Besides, it’ll be better for you if there’s a buffer.” Chimney procures a small bottle of rum from his jacket, offering it to Buck. “I figured this might work as a little liquid courage.” He grins when he spots the look of disbelief. “Listen, if I understand anything, it's complicated family dynamics.”

#ngl all the maddie haters are making me a lil sad #bc in my au i def made she that she knows Nothing #and he pretends like hes fine around her bc he doesn't want to worry her #plus we gotta remember the sheer amount of trauma she has also been through thank you #sorry i will stop now #i am a maddie defender #maddie buckley #chimney han #evan buckley #this is a buckley parents hate blog #this is a safe space for people who hate the buckley parents #the buckley parents #the buckley siblings #911 #911 abc #buddie #buddie fanfic #whump!buck

[fromxxthexxashes]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Maddie Buckley, Howie "Chimney" Han, Bobby Nash, Henrietta "Hen" Wilson Additional Tags: Depressed Evan "Buck" Buckley, Worried Eddie Diaz, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Depression, buck has depression, buck spirals a bit, Eddie is there for him, buck gets back into therapy, buck's feelings about maddie leaving, buck trying to pull away, eddie won't let him, Love Confessions, First Kiss, Getting Together, supportive firefam, Supportive Bobby Nash, Supportive Eddie Diaz, could be considered a holiday fic?, Christmas is mentioned, Angst, but it gets better Summary:

It starts when he breaks up with Taylor. Or maybe it starts when Maddie leaves again, when Chim tells him over and over again that he's done with him. Maybe it even starts when Eddie was shot, when Buck's entire world crumbles in front of him for the thousandth time and he can't do anything except sit back and watch.

Buck can't take everyone leaving him again, can't take being alone anymore. So this time, he leaves first.

Or he tries to. Eddie doesn't let him. When Buck pulls away, Eddie follows him. And Buck finally lets himself break.

 Notes: If you’re ever in the mood for some character angst, like I sometimes am, this is a good one to read. This is Buck centric, and it deals with his mental health in a way I sometimes would like the show to do, but alas. Rest assured, there is NO Chimney or Maddie or 118 bashing in this. I would never recommend something like that. This is from Buck’s POV, so it means it leans more on his side of things, but I didn’t think the author was unfair to anyone. As well as the angst, there is forgiveness. So, it’s got a nice hopeful aspect to it too. (I also love how Eddie and Buck getting together doesn’t just magically cure Buck’s depression. I love me some accurate and not over romanticized depictions of mental health issues)

#Buddie #911 #evan buckley #buddie fic rec #911 fic rec #7k #teen and up audiences #eddie diaz #bobby nash #chimney han #maddie buckley #cw: depression #worried eddie diaz #hen wilson #depressed evan buckley #love confessions #first kiss #getting together #supportive firefam #supportive eddie diaz #supportive Bobby Nash #angst

[p4nishers]

everyone pls shut tf up about the henbuck argument. they were clearly both too biased for that conversation. it's their favorite people we're talking about here they CAN'T talk about this without being biased and emotional, they just cant. neither of them are right or wrong. so just shut up

#we're passing around a single braincell in this fandom and mom said it was my turn to have it #like if my sister found the love of her life after so much trauma and that loml was practically my brother and he was so worried about #making it right for her i too would argue with my other friend (sister) who was against the whole thing cause of my sister #BUTTR!!!!!!!!! if my best friend in the whole world was hurt once by a proposal and the women he' #planning to marry left him once with their kid cause (no matter the reason tho hen obv understand) then i too would be reluctant abt the #whole thing. #it's just the way it is they're always gonna be biased and thats fine and i think this was actually a very important convo tbh #911 fox #evan buckley #911 spoilers #911 6b #911 6x16 #hen wilson #chimney han #maddie buckley

[evanbuckleyrecs]

Title: over the edge

Written by: adorkable_buddie

Rating: Mature

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Gen, M/M

Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)

Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Bobby Nash, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Athena Grant, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)

Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Bobby Nash, Athena Grant, Maddie Buckley, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Carla Price, Howie "Chimney" Han

Additional Tags: Suicide Attempt, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Mental Breakdown, Major Character Injury, Goodbyes, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Angst and Feels, Emotionally Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley, Post-Lawsuit (9-1-1 TV), Divorce Era, Worried Eddie Diaz, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, trigger warning, This story is NOT graphic, but may be triggering, So I've included the dead dove tag

Words: 5740

Summary

He inches slightly as he braces himself on the edge of the roof. He’s ready. More ready, maybe, than he’s ever been. The soles of his shoes are pressed flush to the wall of the building and his hands grip the course edge of the building. He looks down at the city commotion, then up at the Big Dipper constellation (the first one he could ever identify as a kid). He feels his heart finally slow down to an acceptably calm rhythm. He closes his eyes. He doesn’t feel anything anymore. He doesn’t hear anything.

He doesn’t hear the door the roof open, nor does he hear the blood-curdling scream behind him.

Or;

Buck has never felt so alone in his entire life. The noise and the hatred and pain is loud and he wants it to stop. So he decides to make it.

My notes: Please read the trigger warnings before reading!

I found this so beautifully written. I've often tried reading stories like this but I've never found one that was as good as this one. Realistic writing, had me on the verge of tears. If you're in need for some angst and these topics won't trigger you, I definitely recommend this one!

#buddie #911 #buddie fanfic rec #911 on abc #buddie fanfiction #rated m #5 10k #bobby & buck #buck & maddie #buck & chris #buck and athena #suicide attempt #suicidal thoughts #depression #post lawsuit #divorce era #angst #emotionally hurt evan buckley #worried eddie diaz #major character injury #mental breakdown

[flowergirljee]

Whenever I’m driving on the highway and I get closer to a truck my intrusive thoughts suddenly have Maddie Buckley’s voice and she just yells “HIT THE TRUCK!” and then I remember I’m not living in a tv show and carefully pass it.

#im fine in case people start to worry #i mean #whats fine #but no need to worry i am a save driver #maddie buckley

[cr-amber]

give me song suggestions that make you wanna scream/cry i'm desensitized to all my go-to emotional songs

#don't worry about me i'm fine sometimes you just gotta be emo y'know? #for reference some of my faves: #iris by the goo goo dolls #atlantis by seafret #the view between villages by noah kahan #all my love by noah kahan #like that by jp saxe #you might not like her by maddie zahm #memories by conan gray #eight by sleeping at last #brother by madds buckley #music recs