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#oliver stark #911 #911 cast #buddie

[mellaithwen]

Hi, I was curious. The edits in this post are so nicely colored. Would you mind if I trimmed one and used it as my icon? I'll reblog the post for sure.

https://www.tumblr.com/mellaithwen/748663710268162048/happy-happy-aisha-ryan-oliver-via-911bts?source=share

Aw thank you — I’m glad you like them & yeah sure go ahead :) thank you for asking 💕

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i love them so much but they are so losing family feud

#LMAO #I can’t wait hahaha #911 cast

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happy happy aisha, ryan & oliver 🥹 (via @911bts here)

#this video was so cute #911 #911 on abc #911 abc #aisha hinds #ryan guzman #oliver stark #911 cast #911 spoilers #(mainly costumes wise adjsks) #I want to send abc’s socials team a fruit basket or something adjsksk #😍😍😍

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#damnnnnn these are pretty #the easy rest inn is still giving me haunted AF vibes tho #811 #911 spoilers #911 abc

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911onabc: Every answer was delivered with so much confidence 😅 #911onABC

#this is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen actually :’) #911 abc #911 cast #oliver stark #ryan guzman #aisha hinds #911 #911 spoilers

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#🥲🥲🥲 #I love them so #911 #911 cast #Oliver stark #ryan guzman #911 abc #bisexual buck

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*sees a beloved mutual in the notes* hi honey

#hi honey :)

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#I know my entire national anthem - not usamerican #🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

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evan buckley the man that you are

#🥹🥹🥹🥹 #the 118 would definitely volunteer at pride parades and such :) #911 abc #911 #evan buckley #art #911 art

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#oliver stark #boy wHAT is in your juice lately #911

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i do know how it is, oliver. just full-on crying in the shower because of buddie. been there, done that.

#I’m fucking dying sIR STOP IT #oliver stark #obsessed with these quotes omg #911 #buddie

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season 4 u say

#oliver stark #911 #buddie

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also. this is an insane thing to say, i think 🫠

#OLIVER BABES I NEED TO DO WORK TODAY #please PLEASE stop I can’t deal #(but also le scream) #oliver stark #buddie #911

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Buck and Eddie + Distance since the shooting

#my brain is going whirrrrrr #911 #buddie #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc

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Post-4x13 Fics

I was going to go on a reblog spree, but instead figured I would just put all of my S4 finale spec/post-4x13/S5 spec fics in one handy list.

some things you just can't speak about

A collection of S4 finale spec fics.

a flower in a gun (a bird in flight)

Even if Buck felt the same—and Eddie isn’t convinced of that, doesn’t have the arrogance to assume—what right does he have to say please, to say wait, to ask Buck to put his life on hold indefinitely while Eddie sorts through the tangled mess in his head in the hope that one day he’ll finally be ready? He can’t be that selfish. Especially not with Buck. [Or: in the aftermath of the shooting, love endures.]

mark me like a bloodstain (or a tattoo kiss)

Eddie finds words difficult. So he comes up with other ways to show how he feels. [For the prompt: "You've always felt like home."]

stars choose their lovers (save my soul)

Most of the time, Buck feels like there’s no one in the world who understands Eddie as well as he does. Most of the time. Because there are still some other times when he’s completely in the dark.

safety and home

The thing Eddie remembers most about the shooting isn’t the shot itself, or the pain, or even the fear—it’s the cold. [Or: Eddie dreams of drowning]

burning like a slow flame

For the prompt: "I felt it shelter to speak to you." “With all due respect, Mr. Diaz,” the doctor says, “you’re in the emergency room because of an acute stress response in which your brain tricked your body into believing you were in danger to such an extent that you thought you were dying. I’m not sure you’re as fine as you think.”

slipping away (call on me)

For the prompt: "I exist in two places, here and where you are." Buck feels like he lost part of himself when he watched Eddie being rolled through the emergency doors and he hasn’t gotten it back. There’s a hollow space in his chest crowding out his lungs so he can’t draw a full breath, squeezing his heart so his blood isn’t circulating properly. He’s a shade. Half-alive. And the other half left on a city street, in an ambulance bay, in a hospital room.

paint me a heaven with your bloodied mouth

Buck. Four letters. One syllable. Eddie knows it’s a nickname. He doesn’t know why Buck picked it or why Buck seems to use it exclusively, but he figures it isn’t really his business. And also that it probably isn’t that deep—all of them use nicknames at work or otherwise in their daily lives. Eddie himself might find it weird if anyone outside of his immediate family suddenly started using his full name regularly after so many years of only rarely hearing it from anyone else. So. Eddie calls Buck "Buck." And he doesn’t think anything of it. At least…not at first.

#every one of these has me clawing at my faaaace and the reread will do the same I’m sure #911 fic rec

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"you know, my therapist says everyone needs a safe space, a place where you can fully be yourself"

[image description: 2 large gifs of evan buckley and eddie diaz from 9-1-1.

gif 1: from season 6 episode 12. in the diaz home, eddie (out of frame) watches buck sleep on his couch, his arm draped across the sofa.

gif 2: from season 7 episode 5. at buck's apartment, the camera pans as eddie, holding his phone, turns to face buck as buck rounds the corner of his kitchen island.

/end ID]

#911 #911 abc #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie