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deva-arts · 10 months
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No better way to end your day than to have your eye shanked by your boss' son! without any safe way of receiving medical attention! Then smiling about it to your last remaining family!
...Being a variant in this world is hard.
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Zach is soo obviously a massive words of affirmation guy, praise kink practically written on his forehead, and I… am the worst WoA person. But he has expressed insecurities about his body and like, he’s hot, I think he’s hot. And I’m thinking of telling him that. In my head it’d go something like, “so I like to practice body neutrality and I like to not engage w the idea that bodies are ‘good’ or ‘bad’ based on aesthetics and whatnot, and so I want to caveat that this is a comment I wouldn’t normally make, but I get the feeling that you’d really appreciate it. Your body is good looking. You’re well proportioned and it looks good”. Because the only way I can choke through a compliment is if I caveat the shit out of it cause , well, idk actually what is wrong w me that that’s the case
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astrxealis · 1 year
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sometimes (often) i think about the characters i kin or relate to and then the realization comes in again and again that i need therapy (/lh?)
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#unfortunately i doubt i will ever get therapy bcs i have this. thing. idk. but i believe in myself to just rely on myself?#and yeah i uhh can go on more about that BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS sorry i suck at explaining things. anyways#humans. interesting. i am fascinated by humans and myself and i'm tired of typing now GOODBYE anyways xiv music is so fucking good#and also idk how to interact w others sorry ..... i am scared of getting close to people bcs everyone i've grown close to has ended up#leaving me or i mess up! but tbh it's better now i think and also not as bad as i think but sorry i still have bad issues with. that#me saying i don't want to type anymore and then proceed to rapidly type out so many words oopsies#pls just do not PERCEIVE ME !! unless you want to ig but idk why you'd want to do that uhm#yk i like tumblr most out of all social medias bcs it feels like i can... sort of just be my weird self here! and it's not fully nice#and i still have anxiety problems and overthinking problems and whatnot which is evident by my 100+ notifs i havent checked since#christmas but that's not the point (?) idk whats the point honestly uhhhh nvm (??)#OH I LOVE FF SO MUCH tbh it's w/o a doubt still my favorite series ever but drake/nier is also up there for sure#which i think is amazing bcs i have yet to finish a game. and ive only like played idk 5 hours of replicant and automata#and then ive already spoiled myself on important aspects of all games but that helps ngl uh. i could explain but im tired of typing#ANYWAYS GOD actually noehgjbsejhbghjes i really suck w interacting w others i really wish i were better at all that#im not super introverted or shy im just kinda awkward and anxious but im a fun person and all and idk#and tbh its interesting thinking abt my personality... some parts of me havnt changed at all from a bit (/pos) like my lively. aspect of my#personality !! i was a bundle of energy and a little annoying (perhaps unintentionally but now i think its a bit more on purpose lol)#but the only person who really sees my true self is me. and the closest to that is lune. but even i dont know who i really am#and yeah... wnvr im like woa ill make more friends !! and then when i have the opportunities i suddenly dont care anymore IT SUCKS#anyways i think i have Opportunities now again so lets see haha ?? at least uhh in school. its like 2nd sem and i dont rlly have friends#as usual haha that sounds so sad help BUT its not like im disliked im just rlly quiet and shy at school..... throwback to 7th grade tho#that was rlly the worst but also now is just as bad in a diff sense but back then i cldnt talk w my crush at ALL i didnt speak at all im so#sorry about that HELPPP I RLLY JUST CLDNT SPEAK anyways moving on in my class rn i do have a group of sorts. like#we're grpmates wnvr theres grpworks and we can pick which is nice! ive been classmates w em all b4 and theyre the cool kids#but in the more fandom sense and one used to be a close friend of my twin and of mine too by extent and then the other was someone#who knew me when i was more extroverted so yeah uhhh anyways#OKAY ALMOST MAX TAGS im DONE rambling. bye. hopefully. bye. oh god
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existslikepristin · 5 months
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Okay, so I've done a couple of rewrites now, and I don't think I'm going to ever be fully happy with this, so let's just fuckin post this bad bitch
Tags: NSFW, TheLounge, Sounds, Dreamcatcher, Itzy, Gahyeon, Yuna, first times, but let’s be real virginity is a social construct that means nothing about someone’s physical state of being, #LearnHowTheHymenWorks, cunnilingin' n' fingrin', nervousness, not even the normal kind of brattiness, Yuna’s just an insufferable idiot, no anal in this one wtf am i thinking?
Off to a Slow Start
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Gahyeon rubbed the stress out of her eyes. Or at least she tried to. The skinny, shivering girl draped over her lap was turning out to be a pain in Gahyeon’s ass (instead of the other way around, as it should have been). 
“How about we do something else?” Gahyeon asked with a tone somewhere between hopeful and commanding.
“W-what? Why? I’m f-fine. This is s-so hot,” Yuna peeped. Sort of. It was more like she sobbed it like an emotionally damaged puppy might.
It was quite the shocking change in attitude after only two warm up spanks. Yuna’s butt wasn’t even pink.
Downstairs, when she first stomped up to Gahyeon, Yuna had been acting like she was hot shit. She put her hand on Gahyeon’s thigh, played footsie under the table, talked out of her throat like some kind of pornstar wannabe. It came as no surprise, then, when Yuna suggested that Gahyeon accompany her upstairs and "teach [her] a lesson." The part that was actually a surprise was when Gahyeon realized: when Yuna said “teach [her] a lesson,” she might have meant that very literally, because it was pretty obvious she didn’t know what she was getting herself into.
Gahyeon caught Yuna’s glistening eye in a decorative mirror on the wall and raised her hand as if to strike again. Never before had Gahyeon seen someone flinch away so hard from a simple slap on the ass, or grimace like they were expecting an executioner to flip the switch on an electric chair. She lowered her hand and very, very gently patted Yuna’s thigh. "You know what would be fun? Let's make out!”
Yuna pushed herself up on her elbows. Her bare stomach peeled away from Gahyeon’s thighs. Probably because she’d been sweating so darn much from her nerves. She gave Gahyeon a poor excuse for a defiant glare and sniffed away the lump in her throat. “Make… make out? But I’m here for… I thought you were supposed to be a good dominatrix.”
Gahyeon looked up at the dimmed light fixture and exhaled quietly. “Hey, I know you said something kind of like this earlier, but can you remind me what your safe word is, Yuna?” The question sounded a little more condescending than Gahyeon had meant it to.
“I don’t need woa-aaah!”
Crooking her elbow under Yuna’s waist, Gahyeon picked her up, suplexed her onto the bed, climbed on top of her, and got face-to-face. “First of all, ‘dominatrix’ is improper terminology for this situation. Second, if we don’t negotiate a safe word, I’m out of here.”
"Ummm. I, uh. Um."
"Tell me the first word that comes to mind."
“M-mistress?”
Gahyeon rolled her eyes. “Okay, bye.”
“Huh? Wait!”
Gahyeon was already halfway to the door by the time Yuna scrambled off the bed, but turned back to give her an uncaring glare. On her feet, Yuna was a hell of a sight. Tall, skinny, but curvaceous, like the kind of doll that would be sold to make young girls self-conscious about their bodies. Long, dark red hair and black pools for eyes, and she'd put on far more makeup than reasonable for an average coffee run. Gahyeon didn’t want to leave, but Yuna wasn’t making staying the easy decision.
"Wait for what?" Gahyeon asked.
"For… to… so you can make me…"
"I can't make you finish a sentence."
Yuna's supermodel bearing was taken down a peg by her disappointed slouch and concerned grimace. "You know what I mean… like, dominate me."
"Why?"
"Aren’t you horny?"
Gahyeon glanced at Yuna's tits. "No more than usual."
"What? But I…"
"You sure did."
"I-I was going to say—"
"I know."
"N-no you don't!"
Gahyeon groaned, "Maybe I don't care then. No big deal. Take your pick. I don’t like brats. I only tolerate them during Kinktober."
Yuna blushed and looked down, wiggling her knees in discomfort. Gahyeon wasn't going to deny that Yuna was fantastically fuckable, but she was also responsible enough to know when someone was in over their head. "Well, Yuna? What are you trying to do?"
Yuna muttered "I want to get laid" under her breath. With no other noise in the room to mask it, Gahyeon heard it, and yet a vague muttering wasn't what she wanted to hear.
"What's that? I couldn't hear you."
"I wanna get laid,” Yuna whined, fully out loud, “Okay?"
Gahyeon leaned back against the doorframe. "You a virgin?"
Yuna's blush extended down to her shoulders.
"Well that's a yes."
"B-but! I'm—No, I'm not!"
"And you would say that even if I said calling someone a virgin is just a bad social construct and that being a so-called ‘virgin’ is no better or worse than the alternative?"
"Uh…" Yuna scrunched her nose as she used all of her brain power to process the question. "Yes? Or, wait, no?"
"Nevermind.” Gahyeon waved it off. “Just tell me the truth. Have you had sex before or not? Anything with hands or mouths counts."
There was a pause while Yuna weighed her options. "No…”
Gahyeon was actually a little bit shocked. Yuna was among the hottest of idols, so even this level of awkwardness didn’t seem like it should be too much of a hindrance. Gahyeon had fucked or at least fucked around with a dozen idols with subpar social skills in the prior couple of months.
“But I've been trying!” Yuna shouted after the briefest silence, “Nobody will fuck me though! Not even men!”
“The fuck do you mean, ‘Not even men?’”
“Boys are supposed to be horny all the time. But even if I show them my pussy, they keep rejecting me.”
Gahyeon sighed, “Is that proceeding or preceding a conversation?”
“Of course I say ‘Hi.’ I try asking them if they work out too.”
“Is that it? Because idols have to work out. It’s in the job description.”
Yuna groaned and plopped onto the bed, curving her back like a clothes mannequin, apparently subconsciously. “I've tried all the stuff boys are supposed to like! I touch them, I guide their hands to my boobs, I tell them they smell sexy. All that stuff! And don't get me started on girls. I see them going around and getting laid all the time! And it's like, they'll be sluts for anybody except for me, and—”
“Let me stop you there before you make more of a fool of yourself,” Gahyeon snapped. Yuna froze. “A few things. One: We only use words like ‘slut’ in an endearing manner around here. Two: Some people might just not want to fuck you, ever. Can’t control it. And three: Are you just expecting sex from people? Like me?”
Yuna shifted uncomfortably. “No… I'm doing what I'm supposed to do first.”
“And what is that?”
“You know.” Yuna waved her hands around, pantomiming nothing in particular. “I ask politely. I let them know I'm available. I make myself up for them.”
“And…” Gahyeon mimicked Yuna’s pointless pantomimes. “They should obviously be throwing themselves at you, yet somehow nobody is approaching you?”
“I’ve been approached, I guess, but not from anyone in my league.”
“Pretty sure you’re still in the little leagues, my dude.”
Yuna whined, “Why should I be?! Every fan and their mom wants me.”
“Gross power dynamic, but okay. So I should have just known what you wanted when you walked up to me? And I should have wanted to fuck you? No conversation required?”
“Well… No, that’s not what I’m saying. I’m saying that if I do all that stuff—and more, by the way—and they're horny, why shouldn’t they want to fuck me? I'm not even demanding anything from them. I'm offering! Like, blowjobs. I'd be doing all the work!”
Gahyeon stepped away from the door frame and paced the room. “Here's the thing, Yuna. It sounds like people might be picking up on an attitude problem.”
“Attitu—but, no! I'm literally offering a good time, and usually I offer just to make them feel good! I'm not asking for anything in return! What's the big deal?”
“Nothing you've said yet strikes you as ‘bad attitude?’ Because it sounds to me like you're not affording people the courtesy of assuming they have a full breadth of human emotion and think they're good for nothing but sex.”
Yuna blinked. “I-I am, though!”
“Not, or aren't?”
“Ugh!” Yuna grabbed a handful of her hair. “No, I'm saying… You know what? Forget it! I'll just never—”
Looking her up and down for a moment (and not really listening), Gahyeon wondered if her behavior was ever anything like Yuna's. Probably not. She was practically domming her members ever since they met, and it turned sexual almost as soon as Gahyeon was old enough. Relating to Yuna was clearly out of the question.
Even so, Gahyeon felt a sympathetic pulse in her veins. Yuna's troubles, self-imposed or not and ultimately, definitely not anything close to a big deal, were still troubles to Yuna, and they were eating her up, it seemed.
Gahyeon weighed her options. Doing as Yuna demanded would enforce negative opinions. Refusing would make things more awkward for the next person Yuna tried to seduce. But Gahyeon did still like the idea of Yuna… She cracked her knuckles.
“—so I guess I'll just die alone,” Yuna continued to bitch on, “stuffing myself with bigger and bigger—”
Gahyeon cut Yuna off with a hand over her mouth. “Yuna? One word answer. Do you still want to get laid right now?”
Yuna’s eyes, glistening with tears at the edges, widened in something between fear and awe. And yet, she didn’t answer.
Half expecting her to come up with some kind of painfully awkward excuse for saying no, Gahyeon kicked things up a notch. She pulled up her shirt with one hand, catching her bra along the way, and flashed Yuna, full-boobed. She took her hand off Yuna's mouth to gesture at her bare chest, and raised an eyebrow.
“Yes,” Yuna said almost as if she was in a trance.
“Then turn around.”
Yuna scrambled to her feet without standing up fully, spun a hundred and eighty degrees, and fell forward, catching herself on her elbows. Her knees followed her up and with that her ass was presented.
“Good,” Gahyeon said as she took her shirt and bra off entirely, “Now what exactly would you like me to do?”
“Uuuh…”
“Finger you? Tease you?” Gahyeon dropped her pants, climbing out of them and onto the bed behind Yuna. “I can let you take charge. Maybe I shouldn't have told you to turn around?”
Yuna shook her head. “N-no, nope, it would be better with you in charge.”
“Just give me a little bit of guidance then. I could have sworn you were asking for this.”
Gahyeon slid her hands up Yuna’s back, nails first, leaving white lines that quickly faded back into the approximation of porcelain that this new canvas was made of. Over and over again, Gahyeon reminded herself that Yuna was very pretty, and tried to use that to make herself forget the annoying parts. The fact that she was still thinking about them as she gripped Yuna’s tits didn’t bode well, but many three-plus-somes with Sua and Yoohyeon taught her the virtue of perseverance through annoying sex partners. Yuna was a very pretty canvas that needed to learn some manners.
In-depth lessons would come later though, after Gahyeon showed Yuna what her reward had the potential to be. “Well?”
Yuna's breaths got heavy as Gahyeon’s hands continued to wander, shifting between teasing touches and firm pressure. “I… I, um.”
"You want this?"
Yuna shook all over. She bit her lip and nodded.
Gahyeon breathed across Yuna’s ear, sending a deep shiver down her spine. “Tell me, then.”
“I d-don’t know what to say,” Yuna whined, groping blindly behind herself for Gahyeon’s arms.
Gahyeon pressed her chest against Yuna’s back and grabbed her hands, twirling their fingers together in a cruel, teasing dance. “Tell me where you want me to touch you, for starters.”
“It’s… hard to say.” Yuna arched her back, pushing her ass into Gahyeon’s hips. Her breath spiked over and over.
Gahyeon let her arms go mostly slack. “Then guide me there.”
With no small amount of hesitation, Yuna pulled Gahyeon’s hands tighter around herself and onto her ribs, moving them in a slow, jerking way down until they were between her legs. “Here.”
“I see. So you want me to touch your pussy? Your clit?”
Yuna whined even harder. She pushed insistently on Gahyeon’s limp fingers. “Both.”
“Both? That’s not how I phrased the question. It’s your pussy.” Gahyeon pressed one finger against Yuna’s entrance, earning a gasp. “Or your clit.” She pressed Yuna’s button with another finger, which all but made Yuna double over. Only then did Gahyeon wonder if she was technically providing incorrect information by distinguishing the body parts as separate.
“Oooh my g—My clit! Touch my clit…”
In a flash, Gahyeon took her hand back, licked her middle finger, and put it back, steadily swirling around Yuna’s clitoris. Yuna had to reach back and hang on to Gahyeon’s thighs to keep herself from falling. Her twitches, jerks, and shaky breathing were fun, and exactly what Gahyeon needed to get over her annoyance, at least for a while.
“I’m going to do the same thing with my tongue now, okay?”
Yuna shot up onto her hands. “Your t-tongue?”
Gahyeon circled Yuna’s clit with her finger, making her moan and tense up. She lowered her face so her mouth would be obscured, and the air from her every word would brush across Yuna’s pussy. “I might accidentally touch you with my lips too, if you’re okay with that. I promise I’ll be soft and gentle.”
“O-okay?”
Figuring that Yuna wouldn’t be giving her any more confident a response than that, Gahyeon leaned in further, gathering up extra spit as she went. She pressed the end of her tongue to Yuna’s clit, not hard, but somewhat firmly.
“O-oh," Yuna cooed and took a deep breath, "that’s pretty much just like your finge—”
Gahyeon swirled her tongue around Yuna’s hood, and the girl squirmed back and up out of range with a comically loud gasp. Gahyeon smiled internally. She knew what that was about. The shock of a good time could occasionally make one run away.
"Oh no," she said sarcastically, "You didn't like it. I'm sorry."
Yuna scrambled to get back in place, nearly kicking Gahyeon in the face. "No! I-I liked… please do it again?" There was desperation oozing out of her puppy dog eyes.
"Fine. Just be sure to tell me how you’re feeling, yeah?" She really wanted to hear Yuna try to describe being eaten out with her limited sexual vocabulary.
"I'll try…"
"Yes, just be as descriptive as you can, okay? I’ll adjust as needed."
Yuna nodded quickly. It was pretty clear that she just wanted Gahyeon to start again, so Gahyeon did, very, very, very slowly. She wet her tongue and barely touched it to Yuna's clit.
Again, Yuna flinched. This time Gahyeon was sure it was in anticipation. She looked up through the mild cleavage to give Yuna a reminder.
"Uh! Good! It felt good!"
Gahyeon touched again, but snaked her arms around Yuna’s legs to keep her in place. Another twitch, but smaller. Yuna was trying to contain herself. Gahyeon dragged her tongue slowly left and right. Trying to hold back wasn’t easy.
"It's… good."
Yuna's body language said much more than "good" though. She wanted more. Her eyes were fixed on Gahyeon. Her toes curled and uncurled against Gahyeon’s hips. Her knuckles were white, gripping the blanket. Her lungs shuddered with each brand new sensation that popped its way through her nerves. Goosebumps rose and fell and rose and rose and fell and rose. She had to be putting immense effort into holding still.
"Good."
Upping the ante, Gahyeon swirled again, catching the underside of Yuna's hood. Yuna twitched hard, and for a brief moment her eyes rolled up. Her breath was stuck, but it came unstuck with a second swirl, and exited Yuna's mouth in the form of a pained whimper. That was what Gahyeon was looking for.
"You like?"
"Good! It was so good! Please do it again!" Yuna’s inhibition was faltering.
"Tell me more." Gahyeon didn't pretend to hesitate again. She pressed her tongue under Yuna's hood and down against her clit, wiggling back and forth while keeping herself planted.
"Mmm! I… I don't know what to—OH! AUGH!”
Yuna’s last exclamation was a bit of a surprise, both to Gahyeon and Yuna herself, it seemed, as she quickly covered her mouth, eyes wide.
“Was that a good sound?” Gahyeon asked, already knowing the answer.
Yuna nodded.
“Uncover your mouth, then, and keep it up.”
There was some hesitation in how Yuna followed the instructions as Gahyeon got back to playing with her clit, but she did a little better than simply following. She grasped Gahyeon’s hands, alternated between hitched breaths and primal moans, and tucked her chin toward her chest. 
Every word Yuna tried to say morphed into one of those noises until she came. One long, vulgar scream faded into mewling whimpers.
Gahyeon crawled up Yuna’s body, pecking her along the way and giving her a much longer, wetter kiss on the mouth. Yuna giggled through it all, a little cum-drunk. “So,” Gahyeon said, “that’s one of the basics.”
“The b-basics?”
“Yeah.” Gahyeon twirled onto her back, slipping an arm beneath Yuna to pull her in close.
“Wow…” Yuna muttered.
The two basked in each other’s warmth for a while without a word. Gahyeon shifted a couple of times to try to optimize her comfort, but still mentally bemoaned Yuna’s lack of experience. She would not have minded a bit of reciprocation. A plan to pick up one or two of her usual subs on the way home began to formulate in her head. Jane would certainly be up for a bit of fun.
“Um, Gahyeon?”
Gahyeon stroked Yuna’s hair, around her ear, down her jaw, and to her chin. Yuna smiled and purred a little. Gahyeon returned that smile. “Hm?”
“Thank you for, um… not making fun of me.”
“Don’t thank me for that.” Gahyeon traced half of Yuna’s lower lip. “I made fun of you a little bit when we started. And quite a bit more later, I believe.”
Yuna cautiously placed a hand on Gahyeon’s breast, but got a little bolder and lightly squeezed when Gahyeon smiled. “I just mean most of the time.”
“I guess. I’ll keep in mind that you appreciate that.” Gahyeon giggled as Yuna nuzzled her stomach with her cheek. “Just be clear with people about what you do and don’t like, and you’ll have a… great time.”
Gahyeon’s last words were drawn out over the sound of a buzzing phone. Yuna’s, to be precise. She stretched to get it from the nightstand and saw “RAW” was calling.
“Raw?” Gahyeon asked.
Yuna reluctantly removed her hand from Gahyeon’s boob to take the phone. “That’s Ryujin… sorry. One sec.”
Though it was quiet, the lack of ambient noise made it easy for Gahyeon to hear Ryujin’s loud voice. “Where the hell are you, Yuna? We checked the bathroom.”
“I’m… upstairs.”
“Upstairs? The fuck are you doing upstairs for a whole hour?”
Yuna’s eyes traveled up and down Gahyeon’s body. “Cuddling?”
“Cuddling? For an hour? Yeah right.”
Huge puppy dog eyes met Gahyeon’s, trying to ask for permission. Gahyeon shrugged.
“Wel—”
“I’m cuddling with Gahyeon because we just had sex,” Yuna said, and then immediately snapped her mouth shut and stared into space.
“What?! No you didn’t, you fuckin baby child! You couldn’t handle her!”
Gahyeon watched for a few seconds as Yuna’s shoulders shrunk into her neck while Ryujin berated her.
“... and you’d come running back down the stairs crying—”
“Actually, Ryujin,” Gahyeon spoke loudly, “she’s not bad. You should let her practice on you sometime.”
Gahyeon swore she heard the sound of a pair of spit takes through the phone before it suddenly beeped twice and went silent. She decided not to wait too long for Yuna’s embarrassment to take over, and laid a hand on Yuna’s back. “Care to learn anything else today? If you want to prove what you can do to Ryujin and Yeji, you may need to do to them what I just did to you.”
Thankfully, Yuna’s blush didn’t get too far. “I-I don’t know if I can do any more right now.”
Gahyeon smiled. “As in it’s time to head out or you just want more snuggles?”
Yuna pushed herself up onto her hands and knees and crawled forward, kissing Gahyeon’s lips a few times in rapid succession. “If I say I have to go, can I have your number?”
Gahyeon ran her fingers through Yuna’s hair. “Sure… but the first thing you're going to text me is a safeword for next time.”
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lizaluvsthis · 5 months
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Purposely on purpose
THIS is a second part of Accidental Kiss
It's another pov focusing on with the M&M duo! (This is not a ship-this is a friendship thing)
WARNING! SNOWTRAPPED MENTIONED
With the duo's teamwork upon making their own special fort for a base, they noticed something that mario have thought of a good idea...
(AGAIN. I'm not as much of an experienced fic writer I'm continuing this last part)
"Its'a Mario time- here we gooo!!!" Mario jumped out of the base and threw countless of snowballs to Bob and SMG4, Meggy kept making more snowballs to save its bullets.
"YOU SON OF A B-TCH I'M GONNA TEAR YOUR SH-T APART WITH MY SNOW GUN-" with bob's words, he pulled out a giant gun and pulled the trigger. Causing to damage the front of Mario and Meggy's base
"Thats it- you're on!" Meggy joined in as she pulls out her splatoon gun and jumped out of her fort. She charged from the attack, as bob dodged the bullets. The man in white and blue is shot to his left.
"You're gonna regret that!" SMG4 smiles as he pulled out his big machine gun firing tons of snowballs, "Mario's got a fish to deal with you-" he pulls out a tood out of nowhere, and flatten its head to make a shield.
"YOU STUPID C#%^" Bob shouted at Mario, as he swung both of his swords(hands...?) To split the snowballs in half. Sadly Bob is very bad at this.
"You'll never take me alive SMG4! Because..." Mario pulls up his sunglasses. "You've got-no RIZZ" SMG4's exasperated expression gave temper from Mario's comment.
"GET OVER HERE!!" "WOAH MAMA MIA!!!" SMG4 starts to chase wherever Mario goes, running across the grounds as he started shooting snowballs at the fat italian, But left with uncontrollable speed that the red italian has.
A few minutes later...
"WOA- huff huff..." Mario is getting slower and slower from having to escape with Four. He spots the fort he and Meggy made and rushed through the thick snow blocking his way.
"MEGGY!!! MEGGY! AYAYAYAYA! Pls let Mario in!!!" Mario grieved in desperation, a gap from the passage way opens as she quickly pulled the back of the red-man's collar. Then closes in.
Mario sighs in relief when Meggy shuts the door, "Red you should be more careful on what you were gonna say! Now SMG4 is probably looking for-"
Meggy's phrase when the two heard Four's muffled voice from the door. "Hahaha! Gotcha now Mar- huh?"
Meggy and Mario stood quiet and opened a small gap from the door to peek outside on whats happening.
SMG3 is seen on the other side making his snowman which is eggdog, then to his right it was SMG4. "Oh. You."
SMG3's wide eyes soften behind his furious glare, Meggy and Mario looked at eachother for a second then back to focus at the two ex-rivals.
"If theres a possible chance I thought it'd be fun too for you to joi-" "No thanks" "aww cmon! Why not?"
Meggy slowly closed the door as Mario wanted to laugh, this took the dried Squid by suprise. "What is it Red?" Mario wanted to reply, but he couldn't help but snicker about the idea.
"Mario- is very- sorry-" he fixed himself up and starts to speak with a plan. "Mario has- a good ideal"
"Better not be one of those forceful kisses, because last time you did that from a tiktok challenge it didn't quite end we-" she heard a jingle from Mario's grasp.
It was a Mistletoe. Wait A MISTLETOE?!
"How did you- where did you get that?" "Mario borrowed it from a "friendly" neighbor from town ^○^"
I'm quessing it was stolen. Meggy thought from her head.
"Mario's gonna help and find a way to put a Mistletoe above them both to finally kiss!" "Mario- from the last time, we're not doing that." Meggy bugged his simple plan.
"Eh?" The sound of the meme audio and a glass shattering from the scenario. "But-but-" "You and know how much Three and Four had been through for like- I dunno-I was here six years ago when you told me about him and Four's unstable connection."
"So why do you not want to do it when you also want to?" Mario could never thought first about why, but to Meggy she didn't bother to answer. Mario's dumb but he has a heart, the only problem for him was that his brain doesn't correspond much to understand from what other peoples perspective have.
But this time, he has to learn something about it.
Meggy pulls up her splat gun and checks if she has enough ammo for an incoming battle with bob as she speaks.
"It's not that easy Marin, do you realize how hard it is for people like SMG4 or SMG3 to understand? Even tho I do also want that idea they both need to take their time to... yknow?" She gestures her hands, swaying clockwise.
Mario feels a bit confused as he scratched his head. Meggy grumbled in disbelief. "Ughh..." pinching the bridge of her nose, looking at Mario again.
"Process their feelings with one another, know about their boundaries, respect their privacy? I thought you know that stuff? It's ridiculous how you don't You're even respectful enough to give SMG4 some space when he-" the hit of an event flashed through her eyes.
Remembering SMG4's hyperventilating right after they want back from getting the star in princess peach's castle inside of that- hell hole....
She took a deep breath moving the subject. "I mean SMG4 is our friend, we gave him some time to think through and move on from what had happened. Im sure you know what I'm going here-" Mario frowned.
"But- SMG3...?" "Three has went through slot, you and I both know they both have been enemies since before I came here. We also know what he felt right after he said that right infront of him, we were there! We can't just push people from that. It takes-"
Mario yawned, "boring" Meggy's eye twitched.
"You don't know how SMG3 and SMG4 have been through before- I suppose I hadn't told you- everything?" She tilts her head sideways in a puzzled look.
"What are you saying?" "7 years ago they both got trapped in the igloo-" "DID YOU PLAN THAT?! MARIO! I SWEAR T--" Mario backs Meggy away by pushing her to calm her nerves. "Sheesh Meg- I was about to say that it wasn't on purpose...
"Oh, sorry..." the two stayed silent then Meggy spoke again. "So- what happened after they got stuck?" Mario points up his finger taking a deep breath, having the urge to explain. He stops for a bit.
"Are you sure you want to know?" "Yes." "You really really want to know?" The dried squid felt impatient from Mario asking her. "Mario, are we going to just sit here and wait for you to stop asking me the same question again over and over?"
Both eyes from the fat italian looked to the opposite directions as he said "yes." From what the dried Inkling left a reply of silence.
Mario starts to explain. "So me and SMG4 were stuck out from snow- I am suppa invincible from the cold so he went inside an igloo owned by an old man! Then I saw SMG3!
He was using an ugly tech that makes him float up in the sky! I wanted to say hello. Then ended up blasting something-SMG3 got terrified and he went inside the igloo where SMG4 is at and I guess he didn't know that he was also there?
The big snow thing collapsed and ended up trapping them both inside-" "please don't tell me they both fought inside-" sighed by Meggy "quite the complete opposite actually." Mario locked at the ceiling to visualize the past.
"I was only trying to find a way to get them both of the igloo safe and sound- which I did manage but- alas going inside of the igloo they both were..." Mario's mustache grew an inch bigger as he slowly turned to look at Meggy who couldn't understand his non verbal communication.
"Both what? When you said they both did the opposite, does that mean they were both bonding?" "More than that-" "they were both sitting and having snacks?" "No" "they were playing?" "No" "Mario just give me an direct answer cause I can't look back in the past THAT YOU WERE IN."
"Alright! Alright! Fine!" Mario felt a bit pissed by her being impatient, but she can't be blamed. It was all what HE witnessed after all...
"They were making like- what couples d-" "THEY W-MRFF" Meggy was about to scream at Mario as he covered her mouth, for Three and Four not to hear.
"Sorry-" She gave Mario an awkward smile
knowingly what she had heard from Mario all true, she had regretted to know what else had happened after he witnessed them both doing that.
"You're not joking!" She exclaimed in a whisper. "What Mario says is all true! I don't even know why they both did that but it was trully magnifi-" Meggy slaps Mario back in reality.
"OWOWOWOWO! He rubbed his cheek, "You should've told me about that sooner" Mario admits defeat by putting both of his hands up to stop Meggy.
"Hey-it was from the past- and honestly it was pretty old! These two are obliviously indenial with each other" Mario exclaimed.
"Yeah right-" Meggy opened the door to take a small peek again, and Mario who wanted to see as well.
"I forgive you." SMG4 is seen to be hugging SMG3 as he wrapped both of his arms from the back of his partner. They both stood there silence feeling safe... quiet... and... soft...
Wait- soft? Wow thats a first time they both have seen Three acting like that. Wasn't it? Or maybe it has happened before and right after what happened from the castle...
The two were having their own heart catching moment, and Meggy closed the door again.
She looked at Mario in a smile "Mario?" The fat italian looked at her. "Hm?" "How about we do your so called plan "Mistletoe"?"
It wouldn't hurt- after all- Mistletoes are still traditions for someone to kiss that special person underneath it.
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"A little bit to the right- no wait- left?" Meggy tried guesturing her hands by moving Mario from the spot, from every step he took. He kept looking down at the floor assuring his balance and did his best not to slip and fall.
The mistletoe is tied with a string, from what Mario is currently holding. It hasn't yet been attached from the stick.
"Aaaaand there! Stop there!" He stopped from the place following Meggy's messages accordingly.
"Alright, now all that we need to do is- measure the string... now I have no idea how long it would be to reach down from-" Bob appeared from behind.
"WHATS UP YOU UGLY B-TCHES" in character for still, he called them both. Meggy grumbled. "Ughh not you again- look Bob, Mario and I are doing something important. How about we call in for a time out?"
He puts down both of his sword-(HANDS?)
"I'M NOT GETTING FOOLED AGAIN" He threw snowballs at her back, but Meggy didn't face him.
She didn't had the time to deal with him right now. "SO THATS WHAT YOU WANT THEN?"
"A DRIED INKLING WHO CHOSE TO LOSE FROM THE AWESOMEST DUDE RAPPER BOB" Meggy stopped. Mario who is now worried about bob's actions by facing her consequences.
His eye guestured to him sending a sign of- "you just got f-cked up"
Meggy turned her head to face Bob, with a presence of pure rage.
"I will not. Be beaten. By. A STUPID RAPPER!" Meggy goes on full action mode, sliding her right leg. Pulling up her splat gun from behind.
"YOUR. RAPPING. SUCKS!" Meggy in rage, kept pushing the trigger from the gun. "HAHAHA LOL WHAT A LOS-" Bob laughed in a sarcastic tone to Meggy, she wanted him buried 6 feet to the ground.
Bob's blade took a slash from the snow in the ground as he accidentally blinded Meggy's eyes to where she shot Mario's leg. "AH AHHH! OH NO!" He wanted to scream, but looking down. Theres SMG3 who starts screaming at SMG4.
Mario can't fall now- not that they're so close to making them both smooch!
"Hey! Its not fair!" Four screamed back at him, as SMG3 threw snowballs at him. "God dammit!" Mario's last call as his bare hands lost grip from the mistletoe as it fell down towards the two ex-rivals.
"M-MEGGY!!!" Mario tried pulling up the string but it has now reached down from the level where Three noticed it. "Oh- you got- to be- f-cking- kidding me-" Mario cursed, before Meggy could knock out Bob.
"What- what is it?" She had successfully knocked out Bob and noticed Mario who screamed and cried while holding the remaining string.
"F-CK!" She drops bob to the floor and sprinted to Mario, leaning from the edge as the two watched as what happens next. (Wow never knew Meggy could swear :0 btw thats her favorite swear word)
"I uhh... I have to go-" SMG3 backs away, much to Mario and Meggy's disappointment. SMG4 tried reaching out for Three, in sudden turn of events. The M&M duo had caught Three slipping from the ice and his face landing to SMG4's.
Mario and Meggy celebrated "Yes!" "Haha!" The two had successfully did it after all. It wasn't put to any waist to give out the plan, it was worth it.
Meggy and Mario did a high-five as they smiled. Mario began pulling up the string attached to the mistletoe, "Still want to say give them both some time to realize?" Meggy scoffed.
"I really doubt they don't realize their feelings, they did it before they'll kiss again here-" the two looked from below to check up on the gay lovers again, seeing that SMG4 gave Three a second kiss.
This made them both scream, oh god. Gay people. Mario is really happy for them and Meggy too now that the two are finally making it official right there on the spot.
"DID YOU B-TCHES JUST FORGOT ABOUT ME?" Both of their eyes went wide, Bob pushed the duo off the roof. "HAH. Got-em"
"BOB YOU SON-OF-A-B-TCH!" Mario gave him a middle finger falling mid air, but bob has already walked away. "Ahh! Hang on! Mario!"
SMG3 opened his eyes when he heard the scream of Mario and broke the kiss. "What the- am I hearing Mario just because you kissed me? Did I just die?" SMG3 looked very clueless because of this.
SMG4 licked both of his lips and heard the screams. "It sounds like-" He looked up above the sky as he saw Mario and Meggy falling. "OH WHAT THE FU-" SMG4 had no time to process seeing that Mario will land at his body flat to the ground.
Closing his eyes as he braced from the impact, but left nothing with a forceful push. "Three?" He opened his eyes seeing that the guy he had JUST gave a real kiss earlier- had saved his F-CKING LIFE.
"A..." was all that Four could speak out, he couldn't process from everything that happened. Meggy landed to the ground safely by using one of Mario's mushrooms.
But to Mario tho- he did hit the ground too hard. "Oof-"
"You guys okay?" She brushed off the snow that covered her legs focusing on the two. But Four and Three had almost forgot the world had exist around them just by locking into each other's eyes.
"C'mon! Stop making googly eyes with each other and lets go back- get something to eat. Mario's hungry" Mario said picking himself up and stood right beside Meggy, SMG3 and SMG4 looked at them both and back at each other.
Realisation hits them both just noticing they had been staring. SMG3 is the first to get up "right err-uhhh... sorry-" He reached down to him both of his hands, to where Four gradually accepts.
Closing his hands from his, SMG4 got up and smiled "You- you saved me..." "heh- hey it's like- the third time you told me that already-" SMG3 chuckled.
"Sooooo?" Meggy taps her right foot. "Are you both dating now? Can Mario take a picture?" Four and Three gave each other a warm smile and gazed eyes.
And Four held Three's hand interlocking with his. "That calls out for us both! We're officially dating!" Mario jumped up and down in excitement as Meggy clapped for them both congratulating them.
The four walked towards the Castle while other of their friends are minding their own business.
"When is the wedding?" Asked by Mario, ruining the mood. The two lovers shouted louder.
"SHUT UP MARIO!" Leaving his reaction with a smirk. (Typical-)
-and there you have It a classic ending ^^ happy new year btw!
If you're reading this note it's currently 2 am in the morning that I finished this (its 1st of January 2024 so- cough- okay- bye!)
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itjazzbicch · 1 year
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Beautiful Soul
Pairing:  Josuke Higashikata x Fem Reader 
Summary: After getting shot with a mysterious arrow, the reader is scared and confused by what was given to her by that arrow, clumsy while lost in thoughts, but Josuke comes to the reader's aid and when they realize that Josuke has a stand just like them, Josuke helps the reader understand what stands are, making the best of it!
Warnings:  Slight swearing! Mentions of blood (But that's about it!)
Word Count: 2k 
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Who knew life could turn around so crazily?
One day, I was just a normal person, living a typical life I couldn’t complain about. Till one day while walking home, I was shot by an arrow.
Easily the most painful experience of my life and now I was seeing things. Some weird figure was at my side and any time it appeared, my world turned upside down.
LITERALLY.
I had no idea who to go to. If someone came to me with a story like mine, I’d think that they were crazy.
That’s why I kept it to myself.
I had no idea how to control this figure, but I knew that I had to because I could feel how it was attached to me. A part of me now.
School took my mind off the topic, but the second the bell rang and I started making my way home, I was theorizing about how to solve this issue of mine.
First priority, how to handle my world being inverted. It’d happen randomly sometimes so I had to be prepared for the next.
I knew the way home by heart so, I closed my eyes during my walk, imagining the inverted world. Solely focused on that till there was no ground beneath my foot.
“WOA-! OH SHI-“
When I opened my eyes, I was headed face-first down a flight of stairs. How could I have forgotten about them?!
Going to hold my head, I took the tumble, unable to block the smack of my face on the stone, and my ribs getting cracked too.
At the bottom of the stairs, I was gasping for the air that was driven out of me, feeling blood running down my nose.
“Y/N?!”
There were feet running towards the top of the stairs, looking over, hard to move as I saw that iconic pompadour.
“Josuke,” I was wheezing from not being able to breathe and my appearance made it obvious that I had taken a hard fall down the stairs.
“Oh my god! Are you okay?!” Josuke was a great friend of mine as we went to school together since we started at the same school.
He was such a kind soul, running to my aid and taking a napkin out of his bag.
“You didn’t break anything did you?” He started to help me clean my nose and it sure felt like I broke a rib.
Holding them, I was still trying to breathe right, coughing out, “God, I smacked my ribs hard.”
“It’s alright,” He cooed, sitting me up carefully, “You’ll be better in no time. I’m going to help you.”
“Thanks, man,” I tried to stand up, but I noticed that Josuke was focusing, this pink aurora surrounding him and my eyes about popped out of my head when I saw a figure next to him.
He was so focused on me that he didn’t notice my expression. His figure was somewhat like mine.
I was beyond confused, especially when he took my hand and suddenly, all my pain started to disappear.
“You’re a tough cookie, so don’t-“ He was trying to make me smile, looking into my eyes and seeing my face, that smile of his turning into a concerned face, “The pain that bad?”
My hand was shaking like a leaf when I pointed to the figure right at his side, my voice shaking too as I asked:
“That. Y-You have one t-too?”
He looked at the figure next to him and then back at me, and his widened eyes showed the realization.
“What is it? I don’t understand!” I started to cry because of how confused and kind of scared I was of all this.
But Josuke, he just always knew what to do, taking my hand again and saying calmly:
“It’s okay, Y/N. It’s nothing to be afraid of. Notice how you’re not in pain anymore?”
I only nodded, only wanting to hear his explanation, but instead, he asked me:
“You said, that I have one too. Show me.”
“O-Okay,” I stuttered nervously, standing on my feet and I was so anxious. I’ve never done it on command before but, I was going to try my hardest to do it, telling him first, “Just stay as still as possible okay? It’s really trippy.”
“Trippy? This otta be interesting- WOAH!” Mid-sentence, I summoned it and the world was inverted.
Our feet on the sky. The world above us. Everything upside down.
“WOAH! NOOO! IM FALLING!” I felt bad for Josuke, as I reacted the same way the first time I experienced this, but also laughed a little.
“It’s okay, Josuke. We won’t fall. Well, at least I’ve never fallen,” My words made me think, what if I’m the only one who can stay still? Does it really flip the world, or is it just a mental or visual effect?
“SHIT! JOSUKE. IM SO SORRY!” I ran to him and picked him up into a hug, panting just to realize that he wasn’t falling after all.
“You’re right. This is very trippy,” He breathed in, patting my back, “It’s okay. You’re right, we aren’t gonna fall.”
“I’m sorry! I should’ve said something!” The panic was coming back again and my tears had to fall, “I’m just so confused! And scared! I mean, I’m not hurt or anything but it’s just confusing!”
“Hey, hey,” Josuke hugged me back and it was so comforting, continuing to rub my back, “I understand what you mean. But this isn’t necessarily a bad thing. I’m going to help you. This is actually pretty cool!”
“Really?!” I looked up at him with big eyes, desperate for help, feeling so relieved as he smiled:
“Of course! You’re one of my closest friends! Why wouldn’t I?”
“You’re the best, Josuke.” I just couldn’t stop hugging him, still listening as he explained:
“It’s called a stand. Every one has special abilities. Like mine, Crazy Diamond heals people, but I can’t heal myself. That’s why you’re not hurt anymore.”
“Oh, okay,” I swallowed, taking in his knowledge and thanking, “Thank you so much for that. I had my eyes closed because I was trying to imagine this, but I forgot about the stairs.”
“I can tell you’re still learning and don’t sweat it. I’ll always have your back,” He was the sweetest and I was ready to have a long conversation when he asked, “I’m guessing you were stabbed by an arrow. Weren’t you?”
“Yeah,” I sighed, recalling the memory, “For some weird reason my, stand, would just happen randomly. So, I’ve been trying to practice. This is the first time I’ve done it myself.”
“Well, you’re making good progress at least! How about this? You put us back to normal, we can go to my house and I’ll tell you all I know about stands so you got control of this.”
“Please?!” This was everything I need, relieved as he nodded:
“I gotcha, Y/N. Just one last thing?”
“Yeah?” I was concerned for a second, but laughed as he hugged me tight and asked shyly:
“Just hold me while we go back to normal?”
“Sure thing,” I held him and in a swift motion, everything was back to normal, unable to hold back my laughs as Josuke tapped his foot on the ground to make sure it was good.
As Josuke said, we walked back to his house and we sat on the floor in his room and he explained everything.
The details of stands, the arrow, and he guided me on how to feel and use it. We practiced a bit in his room and we were actually having fun.
I proved how well that I was learning by flip-flopping his room upside down and back really fast and Josukes hysterical screaming and laughing had me cracking up.
“Okay! Okay! I’m dizzy!” Josuke said dizzily while laying on the floor, still wheezing as I sat down:
“I’m sorry! It was just really funny!”
“Yeah, it was!” He laughed along, Josuke trying to stand by clinging to the door. Opening it by accident.
“OPEN UP!” Okuyasu blasted through the door and landed on top of Josuke, never failing to make me laugh.
“Watch where the hell you’re going, Okuyasu!”
“You were the one in the damn way, Josuke!”
They were fighting! I had to watch it! Only if I had some popcorn, my laughing catching Okuyasu’s attention:
“Y/N? What’s she doing here?”
“Hi, Okuyasu,” I waved, Josuke going to answer his question but Okuyasu assumed with an outburst:
“You’re hooking up with Y/N and you didn’t tell me?!
“WHAT? NO!” Josuke yelled, punching the side of his head and getting up.
“Does he have one too?” I whispered to Josuke and they both stopped.
“What? This?”
My mind was blown as a blue stand appeared next to Okuyasu and suddenly, Josuke’s face smacked the door like he was teleported or something.
“What the hell was that?” I thought mine was confusing! Josuke holding his face and yelling at Okuyasu:
“YEAH? WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT, MAN?”
“My stand! The hand!” Okuyasu said more so to me, presenting his stand, “It deletes space and teleports objects. I deleted the space between Josuke and the door so he’d hit it!”
Okuyasu was laughing, but I was so shocked. His stand was actually really awesome!
“Do you have one too?” Okuyasu asked, looking down at me and I noticed Josuke behind him, motioning me to mess with him with my stand.
I didn’t say anything. I just nodded and smiled, summoning my stand, and when the room flipped:
“WHAT THE?! AHHH!”
Okuyasu was on his back on the ceiling, thinking he was falling to the floor, Josuke and I crying tears from the laughter.
“PUT ME BACK! PUT ME BACK!”
“Not so fun when people prank you with their stands, huh?!” Josuke tormented, but I got my fair share and put it back to normal.
“I can’t anymore. I think I’m gonna die from laughing so much today.”
“Oh no, we can’t let that happen,” Josuke smirked at me, summoning his stand for show.
I hid my face from blushing so much, our little moment broken up by Okuyasu yelling to me:
“Try giving a guy a warning next time, huh?! What was that?”
“My stand flips the world upside basically.”
“Wooaaaah,” Okuyasu was dumbfounded, “Outside too?”
“Yup,” Josuke answered, “When she showed me I thought I was falling out of the sky. That’s why she’s here. I was explaining to her what stands are.”
“Ahh, that makes sense now. So you’re not hooking up?”
Josuke only looked at me, blushing through his smolder and I was too, but answered:
“Just stand practicing basically.”
“Oh, that’s good!” Okuyasu sighed in relief, “Y/N’s way too hot for you.”
“Okay. That’s it,” Standing up, they were fighting again.
I could only shake my head, but once their rowdiness died down, it was sunset and Josuke decided to walk me home.
Today was surely a wild one but in a good way. I got all my questions answered, I wasn’t scared anymore, and I could control my stand.
Josuke was like a hero to me now, letting him know as we made it to my house:
“I just want you to know again, Josuke. You’re the best. I can’t thank you enough for helping me.”
“It’s no problem, I promise,” He smiled, “I’m glad I could help. And sorry about Okuyasu, by the way. You know how he can be sometimes.”
“I'm not sweating it. He’s a goofball. Would be weird if he wasn’t,” I giggled, Josuke nodding along but murmuring to himself:
“Yeah, and of course he had to embarrass me.”
“Josuke,” I sounded serious at first, but wiped all that anxiousness it made when I kissed his cheek:
“Never mind what he said earlier. I think you’re a beautiful person. Inside and out. Your stand too.”
I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone’s face turn so red. It was so cute and he was rambling nervously:
“Aww, Y/N! T-Thank you so-“
“No, thank you, Josuke,” Everything paused when I hugged him again, getting off my chest, “Ever since I got hit by that arrow, I’ve been living in fear. You took that all away in less than a day. You really are a beautiful soul.”
This time, there was no rambling. Just hugging me back, kissing my cheek this time when I looked up at him and he winked:
“You are too.” 
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kwontinue · 2 years
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Wdyt about svt member love language? And how will they do it?
love languages
a deep dive into what seventeen's love languages are
a/n: omg anon i wanna cry you're request is just 🤌,,, also this has been in my drafts FOR AWHILE so it's not perfect T__T
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choi seungcheol
recieving : words of affirmation ; giving : giving gifts
being a leader of a fandom and 12 crazy members, it's normal too feel ver pressured that's why he enjoys being given words of affirmation
like after a tough day of work or after an interview this man would just like to hear that he did well :(
as for the giving end, he's not called carats' sugar daddy for nothing ridhdbdhd
he would LOVE to spoil his s/o, i mean he already spoils his members so much, what more his s/o?
yoon jeonghan
receiving : quality time ; giving : acts of service
the members had said before that jeonghan is one of their most caring members but he does it in a lowkey kind of way... that's why i think he would give his s/o acts of service...
i can imagine him being the type of s/o who would do subtle little things, like for example arranging your vanity so it eould be easier for you to get ready in the morning
as for recieving, i think that he would LOVE to spend time with his s/o. he's a veey simple man who just enjoys your company
one of the scenarios i picture is you and him just casually building a lego set together while talking about god knows what
hong jisoo
recieving : acts of service ; giving : words of affirmation & giving gifts
so for the giving part i could not for the life of me choose one so i put both of them there... so idky but joshua just has this comforting aura that would literally validate ur feelings, that settled the woa as for giving gifts, HANDMADE BRACELETS that's all i have to say
if he notices that you'd had a bad day he would give you a gift and smother you with compliments and affirmations to lift up your mood
now, joshua def seems the type of person who keeps their frustrations inside and deal with situations calmly. that could be very draining that's why i think it would be very comforting for him to not worry about certain things since you've done them already
an example of this would be washing the dishes after you guys ate dinner. it was his turn to wash the dishes but you saw how tired he was from dance practice since they had to dance over and over again until all of them got the dance right
wen junhui
recieving: quality time ; giving : acts of service
we all know that jun is one of the quieter members and needs a little push to speak up and interact, that's why i think he would love to recieve quality time from his s/o
i can just imagine him being the happiest when you and him do some sort of activity which ends up with random conversations throughout it i love jun so much i wanna cry
as for how he gives love i have one explanation:IN THE SOOP,,, DID YOU SEE HOW CONSIDERATE THAT MAN WAS TO HOSHI AND HOW HE COOKED HOTPOT FOR THE MEMBERS??? HOW HE DIDN'T ADD PEANUTS BC VERNON WAS ALLERGIC 😭
he would definitely be the type to cook for you just randomly, it wouldn't be an everyday thing ofc but if he sees you're feeling down or in a bad mood you best believe he's in the kitchen making you your favorite food
kwon soonyoung
recieving : quality time ; giving : physical touch
quick little author's note,,, i was so tempted to put words of affirmation on recieving bc he just wants you to say that he's a tiger,,, HELP–
we already know from a few gose eps that hoshi is one of the adventurous people in the group so i think he would really love to have an s/o who would be down to do some "crazy" activities with him
ok but have you seen how touchy he is with his members???? HE DEFINITELY GIVES HIS LOVE THROUGH PHYSICAL TOUCH AND I WILL NOT EXPOUND ON THAT IDEA
also the way he expresses it can be lowkey or extra... lowkey like his thumb rubbing the back of your hand while he's holding it and extra like when he clings onto infront of everyone like a freaking koala!
jeon wonwoo
recieving : quality time ; giving : words of affirmation
now this man is a man of a few words and most likely likes to be left alone doing his own thing, but i promise you he would appreciate just being the same room as you
he would really love reading together in the same room with your legs are on his lap and he's slowly caressing it stopping just to turn the page :((
as for giving i definitely think that it's words of affirmation... I MEAN HAVE YOU SEEN HIS WEVERSE POSTS?!?!??!!
also this man just gives of a really comforting vibe
lee jihoon
recieving : words of affirmation ; giving : giving gifts
THIS MAN IS STRESSED 24/7 he produces all of their songs so having you beside him and saying he's doing great really warms his heart
plus, have you seen how flustered he is when the members themselves give him words of affirmations?! T_T
as for giving, giving gifts = writing songs. no need to go into that.
lee seokmin
recieving : words of affirmation ; giving : physical touch
so first on giving part, have you seen him with his members????
have you seen the pics and clips of him cuddling his members? THAT ONE CLIP OF HIM CARESSING HAO'S FACE AND HAIR WHILE GIVING HIM A KISS?! that's all the explanation needed.
as for the recieving side, i feel like being the sunshine of the group can be very emotionally draining at times, so if he has someone to tell him he did good he would appreciate it
kim mingyu
recieving : words of affirmation ; giving : acts of service & quality time
it's not a secret that he's one if not the most teased members. sometimes the teasing can accidentally get out of hand that he can doubt himself so having someone to constantly ground him and validate and praise him is something that he really loves
as for the giving part, i have two statements for you. and no, i will not be expounding on them.
he's seventeen's resident cook and cleaner.
he's seventeen own personal boyfriend who takes them out on dates.
xu minghao
receiving: quality time ; giving : acts of service
i really believe that hao is the type of person who doesn't express his feelings/love in big gestures but does it in subtle ways
like he would prepare tea for you or help you get ready, those types of things
on the recieving end , i just feel like he would be the type of person who loves getting to know their partner. so he really loves spending quality time
boo seungkwan
recieving : words of affirmation ; giving : acts of service
we all know that this man is talented af and he is also very humble, HAVE YOU SEEN HIM WHEN HE GETS PRAISED??!?!?!
so i think that he would love to rwcieve words of affirmation bc it just boosts his confidence and assures him that he really is talented
as for giving, idrk what to put here but i just put acts of service bc i know that this man would just bicker with you to know end yet take care of you as if you were the most precious thing in this world
s/o: can you please get me a glass of water seungkwan: get it your self lazy *proceeds to go to the kitchen and get you with water along with ice since you like it cold*
chwe hansol
recieving : quality time ; giving ; giving gifts
being with you is enough for vernon, he's not very talkative but he enjoys the silent company that you give him whenever your with him
not to mention how this boy loves movies, so ur guys' quality time would probably movie dates and the like
as for giving gifts, it's now a known fact that vernon gets the members gifts late and just show up with it randomly, so it means that he is the same with his s/o T__T
he would just randomly come ip to you with a gift in hand, giving it to you, then leaving without any explanation
lee chan
recieving : words of affirmation ; giving : acts of service
i think we can all agree that being the maknae or the youngest is really a lot of pressure and pushes us to prove ourselves, the same description can apply to dino
having his special someone validate and affirm him wod really be touching for him
as for giving, again being the youngest he is prone to teasing, whivh leads him not to show affection out on the open with some grand gestures
but nevertheless, he would make you feel loved by small actions by taking care of you with the small things. like taking out the trash and washing the dishes so you could have less things to worry about
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ao3feed-tf2ships · 8 months
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to give until there's nothing left (then to give some more)
read it on the AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/50666350
by Playwright
As the team medic, it's his job to care for all his team members and their health. This is accomplished in a wide variety of ways. Join Medic and the gang as they get into hijinks and nothing bad happens!
For legal reasons, that last part is a lie.
(Or, 8 times Medic cares for his teammates and the troubles that brew underneath. + 1 with Medic being taken care of under construction!)
Words: 6614, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 7 of Play’s 2023 Fictober Extravaganza!
Fandoms: Team Fortress 2
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Categories: M/M
Characters: Medic (Team Fortress 2), Sniper (Team Fortress 2), BLU Sniper (Team Fortress 2), RED Sniper (Team Fortress 2), Spy (Team Fortress 2), Demoman (Team Fortress 2), Scout (Team Fortress 2), Soldier (Team Fortress 2), Heavy (Team Fortress 2), Pyro (Team Fortress 2), Engineer (Team Fortress 2)
Relationships: Medic & Everyone, Heavy/Medic (Team Fortress 2), Engineer/Medic (Team Fortress 2), Medic/Sniper (Team Fortress 2), BLU Medic & RED Sniper, Medic & Spy (Team Fortress 2), Medic & Scout (Team Fortress 2), Medic & Sniper (Team Fortress 2), Medic & Pyro (Team Fortress 2), Medic & Soldier (Team Fortress 2), Demoman & Medic (Team Fortress 2), Heavy & Medic (Team Fortress 2), Engineer & Medic (Team Fortress 2), Demoman/Soldier (Team Fortress 2)
Additional Tags: Heavy Angst, 8 + 1, Medic Is Not A Nazi (Team Fortress 2), this tag man, Oblivious, he's a fuckin idiot, Implied/Referenced Sex, Mild Gore, i don't know if it's that bad, Stitches, Major Character Injury, Respawn Mechanics (Team Fortress 2), Everything Hurts, The Author Regrets Everything, no beta we die like sniper's parents, ooo gottem, Scout Doesn't Know Spy Is Scout's Parent (Team Fortress 2), Lots of shipping, Sexual Tension, Unresolved Sexual Tension, One-Sided Attraction, because medic is stupid, Yeah that's why, all these men are down bad and he's like, "woa that's a cool bird", like dude turn around, Medical Procedures, Medical Inaccuracies, Fluff and Angst, They/Them Pronouns for Pyro (Team Fortress 2), i love making my blorbos suffer, Jealousy, Homophobic Language, Period-Typical Homophobia, yeah - Freeform, Books, Team as Family, oof
read it on the AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/50666350
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Hi hi <33
Here for a matchup, if you don't mind <33
I'm female(she/her) and would like to be matched with a guy from Tokyo revengers.
Many people describe me as quiet, kind, helpful, independent and smart, I'm definitely introverted and an INFJ. I'd consider myself ambitious as well since I've got a big academic dream I'm working towards. A passion I've got is helping others, although I like to do it "anonymously"/in a group and not alone or face to face in person.
In my free time I love playing the guitar, reading, listening to music and going on walks. I'm quite shy and not really talkative when you first meet me, although that changes when I'm comfortable around someone, then I can talk a lot haha but I'm also quite a good listener. <3 I also have negative traits such as being selfish but also insecure sometimes. (Insecure more often than sometimes lol)
In a soulmate I'd look for someone understanding who unconditionally loves me besides my bad sides <3 I don't mind someone with a good sense of humour or intellect. If I had to pick some "ideal traits" for him to have it'd be quiet, intelligent, caring and protective but I'm very adaptable and will love someone if we really understand, support and love each other, regardless of their appearance or whether their personality is like the one i described as ideal. <3
Some things I don't like is when he's controlling and manipulative obviously. I despite people/guys who try to make their gf/wife/other women a typical "house wife" for cleaning, cooking and raising children. I'm a pretty independent person and would like my partner to accept that and give me freedom to do some things my way and not insisting on me having to rely/depend on him.
A physical thing I cannot stand under any circumstances is smoking. I HATE the scent of it as it's closely connected to a traumatic event in my life that left quite a deep scar on my mental health, so every time I'm around a smoker I feel nauseous and immensely triggered, that'd be a deal-breaker. I'm not too good with children either so if my match up would value children a lot it'd be quite difficult.
My love languages are spending quality time together as well as words of affirmation. (I give quality time and receive WoA the most but I'm chill with it being turned/other love langs) I'm not too big on physical touch and gift giving, as i feel somehow guilty when someone buys something i want for me </3
I think that's everything, I hope it wasn't too much haha
Thank you in advance already, ik I'll already love my match up if it's made by you haha 🫶
Here's your matchup!
You got...
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Ken Ryuguji.
• Draken would admire how independent you are. Being kind to others and being helpful. Not that he would mind if you weren't as helpful.
• Draken would understand why you want to help others by being anonymous. He won't pressure you for that.
• Although when you first met, you were so shy and reserved later opened up to him and made him feel happy that you are comfortable around him.
• Darken won't blame you for being selfish and insecure. Let's be honest we all are humans after all. Even he would tell you to choose yourself over anyone.
• Daraken is mature and would understand your problems quite well even without you saying anything about it.
• He isn't the brightest person in the room but still tries to light your mood up by cracking some silly jokes that took years for you to understand. (He's trying)
• He would support you no matter what. He's very understanding and supportive. But he would still stop you if you were doing something wrong.
• Will always be there for you when you need and protective. But not overly protective, he knows when to protect you tho.
• He won't force you to do things you won't like. Either you say it yourself or nothing will be happening.
• He won't pressure you to have children unless you want one. Although he would like the thought of it in the end you are the one who's giving birth so depends on you.
• He's not someone who's good with words but you can count on him to spend quality time with you. Although he's great at giving some good advice if you needed.
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hope you like it! Thanks for requesting!
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southparkgang · 1 year
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☆CHAPTER 2 MEET THE GIANTS☆
"Aa-" at that moment kyle was about to scream but was stopped my a large finger pressed against his lips. "shhh calm down! Im friendly!!!" the gaint boy said giving kyle a deep and kind look. Kyle pushed with all his might to pry the fingers off him, but it only resulted with him tripping over his own feet whilst getting up and almost falling.
The giant grabbed kyle by his feet catching him. Kyles old green hat falling off into the giants hand , showing kyles big head of hair. Red like fire. Many people told him he shares a personality with his hair. Hot and short tempered, He took it as a complement. "woa i didnt realise humans were this easy to scare! Sorry" the giant let out a giggle and but kyle in a more comfortable possion by holding him but letting his hands free.
"Who are you????" "are you real?!?!" "is this a dream!!?" kyle screamed fear spred across his face. "umm lets me explain.." the giant sighed. "my name is stanley but call me stan for short. Im 15 Im a giant! And it seems you opened a portal to this relm turning you into a elf it seems!" stan said then smiling! ":)" (wtf am not an elf!?! Is this dude drunk ) "but im not an elf!! Im human and need to go home! My brother ike will be home soon"
"well it looks like your not getting out of here anytime soon lil-elf... Dont mean to alarm you but the portals gone and ur an elf so if you went back youd be taken and killed" "heh.." stan looked away kinda nervous for two reasons. (what will he say when he realises hes stuck here and i called him lil-elf!?! Urg stan your so stupid!!!!" stan then blushes looking back to find the tiny 2foot boy pulling back his hair and finding his pinky human ears were now most certainly pointy and big! "Oh god!! What the heck!?!" kyle cried out, his big ears flopping to show saddness.
Kyle was now looking around franticly for other elf like features. Finding a cute pink nose and red cheeks like apples. "hey! Its not all bad! Can you image what its like to be like 50+ ft tall!! It sucks!. And look i have ears like you so its not all bad! " stan give kyle hope he'd be ok.
Kyle slumped feeling weak. (Im so stupid.. Trying to open a portal becuase i was bored?! Now im stuck here and am a freaky elf!!!? Your useless kyle, now your family will worry about you... Happy birthday me..) stan saw kyle slump and finally let go. Holding him in the clasp of his hands. Kyle was now so overwhelmed with all this he cried. For first time in 6 years. It all came out like a fountain. Once it started it cant be stopped.. "hey! No no no it will be ok ! I promise!"
There is one way out... We must go though the dark ash forest on the other side of this kindom to find tolkien black. The great wizarding wizard! He can get you back to normal and sent you home in not time!. " " but it will take months... Are you sur-" "YES! I WANNA GO! ANYTHING IT TAKES !!!" kyle screamed tears falling of his cheeks and onto stans warm hands. Stan smiled putting his head close to kyles. Kyle leaned his head on stans nose. A little noise boop and it brough a smile to kyles face again. "(*´ ˘ `*)" stan cant help but blush.... "so we can go to my house for now and when its later we can start! Its that ok lil-elf?" "kyle." "what?" "my name is kyle btw, i forgot to tell you. Im kyle am also 15". Kyle said. "you can call me lil-elf if u like idm :)" "oh ok!" stan was to flusterd to talk, he gently took kyle and put him in his shirt pocket.
It was so warm. The perfect place to sleep. Dark,warm and kyle could only hear stans heart beat and his foot stepts. "you ready to go?" stan said. "mmmmph s-stan giant... B-bi-big man~" kyle was so tried from walking home in the human relm he could only murmer words and blush. Stan smiles and his pupils widened.
(my little elf and im his big giant <3)
☆(part 3 mabye laterrrr. If you cant tell i ship style >_<)☆
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red-dyed-sarumane · 2 months
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what if i went off about some of my favorite songs ever
kyuuyaku hankagai - hiiragi magnetite: everyone knows i love this. i just love everything about it. we really get both sides of the picture story wise with it- both the fact the world is literally, physically getting destroyed, and all of the mental torment the characters are dealing with. it still has that magu series weird wording but it gets everything across that it needs to. the instrumental is just as heavy as the scenario with added dramatics in parts that really make it for me. all the long notes to simulate screaming. the seamless addition of both the nami no ne no & rute furute woa motifs (& a possible 3rd? theres still parts in here i cant figure out yet) makes me so emotional. if u have no idea about the series its still a solid song. 10000/10 i cannot fully express my love for this song in words i just need it on repeat full volume for weeks on end.
ai wo - null: impossible for me to explain why i love this so much without oversharing. i keep telling myself not to rank this song so high but ive never felt so seen before. null's lyrics are both poetic & still hit every raw emotion where it hurts. the whole being left alone ur whole life & wishing it wasnt that way, that everything wasnt so empty, that someone could love u the way u need & never got. i want everyone to hear this song and i also want to gatekeep it. it became so important to me in such a short time & itll be hard to ever rival it
arikitari heroes - 150suzu: im not immune to nostalgia. shuuenpro is executed entirely different to aru sekai series & i have to judge from entirely different criteria & that said i really always loved how this one sort of summarized the series in a way that highlighted all the strife in it & made it subjective rather than an objective summary. the chorus is so high its like theyre crying out which fits entirely. i still have the video embedded in my mind & its been a hot minute since ive watched it. my teenage self thought it was so deep & even with a different perspective now i cant entirely discount those feelings. anyway i still really love it i could still listen to it for weeks on end if i wasnt busy keeping up with other things. i do not say it lightly when i say this is the song i have listened to the most in my entire life i used to spend Months straight listening to it. beloved.
tachiiri kinshi - mafumafu: i was sooooooo normal about this in high school (lying). its still high on my list of breakdown songs. like damn its been 8 years and it still holds up the same. between this & ai wo that just gives away 90% of my problems. imagine solving isolation by letting people in cant be me. anyway i was obsessed with drawing the girl from the video for a while idk how many doodles i still have left but she was Everywhere on my school work. normal person behavior.
jishou mushoku - nekobolo: song that has pulled the most weight in keeping me alive. where would i be without it. sometimes the mood is so bad this is still the only thing i can listen to some days.
rokuchounen to ichiya monogatari - kemu: the real reason i fell down the voca rabbit hole. still adore the song & find it hugely nostalgic, but there was a reason i connected with it when i was younger & being able to recognize how fucked up that was makes it also a painful reminder id rather bury. song fucks tho love how every rhythm game its in will destroy u trying to play it.
konmei no aji - savasti: regardless of the real meaning of the song this will always be a dissociation song to me not in the sense it makes me dissociate but rather in the spaceyness & disconnect it reminds me of the feeling but in a safer way to deal with it. personally i prefer rire's cover
taishou x - yurry canon: u will appreciate this song now right now its so under appreciated for a yurry canon song. god the fucking "i'm still living the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. as it is i will never be you. theres no reason in living, but just the same theres no point in dying is there?" [punching a wall] i like it a normal amount
kaiko no kanmuri - dopam!ne: god this song fucks so hard and yet its still edgy. i dont even really know how to explain what i feel with this one beyond i love it. its a kind of waiting for the right time to strike for revenge kinda song? idk its my absolute fave dopam!ne song i love a lot of his songs but this one just really does it for me
haru no sekibaku - inaba kumori: kutabireta atashi ga dame dattan da ne. yeah. the overall mood of this song hits just right all too often. sorry lag train this is the defining inabakumori song to me.
hyperlexia - yamaji: the space in this one also gives me a sense of vague dissociation. i just really love the whole reading between the lines not going to fall for lies anymore mood its got going on. a misguided sense of personal revolution that probably wont end in anything meaningful but i particularly like the song.
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dayslynthesix · 2 years
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hello to you there! im soooo happy about today's victory that i dont even know how to put that happiness in words, but I'll try
Devils roll the dice | Charles Leclerc imagine | part 3
this is part 3 of welcome to the team, you can read part 2 here
sunday, july 10th, red bull ring, austria :
"hey charles, i just want to tell you that's a p1, you did it, p1, charles, p1" y/n said on the radio, the smile bigger than she could imagined, the ferrari garage was celebrating charles victory
"oh my god, y/n, we did it, i was so scared, oh my god", charles were audibly happy
72 hours before:
y/n went bananas with the austrian gp, it was red bulls home, they people would be all around it, all the pressure, the comments, the stress... it would be all about ten times worse than anywhere on the calendar. after great britain things got weird, to say the least, between charles and mattia, specially after the cameras take that photo of mattia with his italian way of pointing fingers to someone after the race, the garages went shut, we weren't communicating nearly close to enough as we should, and that was reflecting on everyone; charles went back to monaco as soon as he could, and his way to show that he was upset was leaving his lovely pista spider behind, mattia saw that as his red flag to went to his driver and fix things, y/n had absolutely no idea how things went, but considering that charles was here and apparently in a good mood was a great start, or she thinks so.
when she retweeted something saying that charles needed to get into his reputation era (on her private twitter account that she forgot he follow her on his private account) she wasn't expecting him to actually do it. during the sprint race when she asked him if she needed information about the currently position and he answered back with a solid "no, i don't care, but thank you" she went into a deep mood state called "im ready to commit a crime". and listen to me, charles wasn't a rude person, he was actually a really polite one, he almost never give the team bad answers and was very polite with everyone, and y/n had absolutely nothing to do with all the shit they pulled with him before she arrived, so when he left his car post qualy, she went straight after him - and everyone heard her cursing in portuguese and they knew better than sticking their noses around to listen the really soft conversation they would have.
he entered the room and when the door was millimeters to close y/n entered too, and the sound the door made was heard back into mclarens garage.
"what..." charles started saying but the look into y/n face was so angry he shut himself
"i don't care, but thank you" she signaled with quotations marks in the air "that all you gonna give to me? you know i don't have anything with the bullshit the team is putting on you, on the other hand, im here to make your life easier, to help you to win the fucking championship, do you know that, right?"
"yes, i know, and it was not what i meant..."
"is was not what you meant? do you want to get angry? fine, do it, with mattia, with the awful pit team, with the strategy team, not with me, because if the whole championship depended on me you could bet you would be leading it, but guess what, it DOES NOT" you emphasized the last two words
"y/n, im sorry, i wasn't directed towards you" he was visible concerned about fucking things up with you
"i was the one on the radio with you, and if you don't like that you can ask for a switch" y/n said and leave the room, she was about to cry, but she didn't, she went for a walk instead, walking through pierre gasly, who not ironically was doing the exactly the same thing
"your best friend is an asshole" she said as she got close to him
"yeah, i agree on this one" he said and she remembered the little incident on free practice when they nearly touched each other
"i would make a toast, but i don't have any drinks, by the way, im sorry on how the season is going, the car is worse than the 1997 fiat uno i used to drive back in school"
"woah, i never thought about the car being this bad, but i think you're not wrong. what charles did that let you this red? or you're just matching the outfit?" you let a laugh out
"im being passive aggressive because i hate when people talk rude with me, but until tomorrow we're back to normal, anyway, it was nice to see you gasly, good luck tomorrow"
"you too, y/n. you too" he walked away from you, going back to the alpha tauri garage as you grabbed your phone to find something to do while you waited to go back. you opened you stories about last week when you and charles went back to your hotel room and drink half of the tequila bottle while playing monopoly and watching funny videos on tiktok, he opened up with you about the season so far and you understand why he was so mad, but it didn't give him the right to direct that angry to you, and hit a nerve all the attitude, and the lack of it from mattia, you've saw the fight the drivers where pulling with each other and if that keeps going they wouldn't win anything, but you're just a mere mortal, if the big boss didn't know what he was doing you wouldn't be the one to teach him.
you want straight to the cars, never stopping by to see the boys, you need a couple of moments just with the engines and the tools, three weeks were starting to get you, it wasn't easy to travel around and all the pressure that was indirectly hitting you, so you focus all your attention on delivering the car the best you could.
sunday, formation lap
after all, charles didn't ask the team to switch the person who would be on the radio with him the whole race, and despite the fact that you were less smiley you were 100% focused on your job. carlos passed by to say hello to you and went to his car, charles did close to the same thing, the only difference was that he didn't actually said anything, he just hold your shoulder a little bit longer and tighter than the usual. both of the drivers were in their respective cars, the mechanics take away the tires covers and went back to the pit wall. the grid formation was ready, we have max in p1, charles p2 and carlos p3. after the little miscommunication during the qualy, when the lights went off, charles didn't try to overtake max, he held his position, defending the p2 from anyone who tried to steal it away.
y/n had passed pretty much the whole night studying the car and analyzing the reliability on the straights, and her job was successful. despite t
the fact that the race was pretty much a easier way to red bull win because of the amount of straight lines, her job with the balance and aerodynamics of the car were impeccable, y/n alongside with the team put a rocket on track. and when she was leaving the garage last night, she went to both pitstop mechanics and give them a lecture about no fucking things up on race switching and the pitstop (obviously she did it in the most polite way as possible) and she did the same thing with the strategy people, she was working side by side with carlos strategist, and was only because of that that they managed all the pitstops so incredible well.
it was during lap 11 when charles overtaked max the first time, the whole crew went euphoric, so far so good, the car was nice, charles was driving in the highest category. the first pitstop allowed max to recover the p1 one again, but on lap 33, in front the orange army, charles put all again and went p1 again. and another tires switch to the car hold the rest of the race, and again, one last time, on lap 53 charles do it again, the crew went loud, it was only 18 laps to go, just 18 left and we would have two ferrris on the podium. but the thing with ferrari is: your almost never fully happy, carlos car stopped, power unit problem, just whenyou thoughtyou had that fixed, it was a hit in your confidence and the team, the car was on fire and he was still inside of it, the panic started growing inside of y/n chest, only when she saw carlos on the motorcycle going back to the pit she could breathe easily
"is everything ok with carlos?" charles asked on the radio
"positive, he's out of the car and fine. 13 laps to go"
missing 6 laps charles opened the radio again: "there's something wrong with the throttle"
"ok, let me check, hold on" y/n went to all the data and apparently everything was ok, she went back on the radio "charles, something must be holding the throttle, but its not mechanical or electrical, can you keep pushing? 5 more laps to go"
"yeah, I'll try it" and a couple more minutes again "there's something really wrong with the throttle y/n"
"ok, we're checking, keep it cool, i know the car is loosing grip, but 3 more laps, ok?"
"ok"
"stay with me, 2 more laps" y/n kept the updates constantly, she needed to make sure that charles weren't panicking "ok, one more lap to go, hold it"
"im holding it"
"curve 7 now... and 8... getting into the curve 9, one more, charles, just one"
charles passed through the white and black flag, the winning flag
"hey charles, i just want to tell you that's a p1, you did it, p1, charles, p1" you said on the radio
"oh my god, y/n, we did it, oh my god. yesssss, lets gooo", charles were audibly happy.
the whole garage was euphoric, you could see the smiles of relief, the weight leaving everyone's shoulders, after 5 shitty race weekends, charles won. the team went to wait for him close to where he would park his car, and the first thing he did one he left the car was running to the team, the mechanics, the staff, you... he held everyone inside a relief hug that all the sadness and angry left your system, nothing that happened before that moment mattered anymore, not when he was so happy, so in piece with himself.
the team watched the podium and anna came to see you, after all, lewis was there too, and after such stressful moments with the car, he was finally into the pace race.
"you know i know the way you're looking to him" anna wasn't subtle at all
"im looking at him with admiration and that's all"
"sure, y/n, absolutely, i truly believe in you because it not like i know you from 6 years and haven't see you fall for someone"
"annes, its not like were going to be together or something, im here to make the car better and help the team to make him world champion, its not a taylor swift song or a movie about romance"
"damn girl, you've been thinking about it because ot was a really long answer, but whatever you said, if you need me to kick him, I'll do it" she held you by your side and both of you stood there. charles looked so happy, he could barely hold his smile, his was born to be on the highest spot and just like that you realized that you would 100% do everything in your powers to help him - and if means that you have to blow away the red bulls tires, you would.
oh shit, you were really falling for him.
after the ceremony a couple of people went out to celebrate with charles, the mechanics, pierre, and even carlos was there, so when you arrived it wasn't much of a big news, because at the end of the day you were part of the team and you were happy for him. you stopped by some group of mechanics, talked to them for a bit and went to say hi to everyone, you didn't see charles, well, you did, but he was busy drinking shots with pierre so you stayed where you were and kept talking with people, because at the end of the day you were really good at talk to people and that part of you were pushed away bacuse you were too concentrated and focused on your work and worried about not screw over that you locked up that part, and now that every single person in that room were happy you could go back to the version of yourself who is playful and a light of sunshine.
you walk to the boys, taking a look at the empty cups and the happy smiles.
"this is really a celebration, isn't it?"
"there's room to celebrate and im so happy" charles said and he hugged you, an actual hug, and he was wearing some amazing parfum "im glad you came"
"that's a sentence that could be during sex or at a party" gasly gasped after the awful joke he made it
"unfortunately i don't think you can use it referring to the first one" you answered back and carlos and charles high fived each other "im glad im here too, now who's gonna be the one to offer me a drink? a girl need a tequila shot to start the night"
"I'll go, if tequila is what you want, tequila is what you got" carlos tapped the table and point at you, leaving the trio and as soon as he stopped to talk to someone you knew your drink would only arrive an hour later, carlos was what you like to call the congressman from the grid
"that drink is gonna take some time" you said
"you can drink mine, driving fast cars for a living is adrenalin enough" charles said and pushed his cup to you
"thank you, and congratulations again" you drink the content from the cup and took a bite from the lemon slice, charles came closer to you to say:
"im sorry about yesterday, i was angry and annoyed with the team, not with you, im never angry with you and the way i spoke to you was really rude, so im sorry" he said lower than you expected
"that's ok, i got it, seriously, no need to stress over that, and im sorry too, i lost it and i shouldn't have said those things to you either" both of you were so close that you could actually feel his smile when he said "so we're even"
he was flirting with you or it was just the tequila?
pierre made an annoying sound so both of you could pay attention on him, it got your nerves that dude being an aquarius not a leo person, but who were you to say anything?
"lets play truth or dare or two truths and one lie, who got it wrong drink, the champ choose"
"we are back in high school all over again?" you asked after calling a barman and ordering a couple of rounds to the improvised table the three of you were standing
"depends, who were you in high school?" that question was definitely a flirt coming from pierre
"the girl who you would stay away, thats for sure"
"and why is that?" charles asked after drinking another shot
"high school in brazil is pretty different from the us or europe, those were the worst three years of my life, and i was too smart to fall for someone with ocean blue eyes and a cute accent" you clarified
"that's the second time you mention the french accent, do you have a thing for french people?" either charles wanted to ask this or he was starting to get drunk, you gasped when you realized that he was closer than seconds before "truth or dare, y/n?"
"truth" you always pick truth
"is it true that you can steal away anna's recipe for us to have the amount of success that mercedes have?" you and pierre laughed for that one
"i can't, and i wouldn't because im here to do better than her, pierre truth or dare?"
"dare" obviously
"i dare you to tell us why your relationships doesn't work longer than three months or you found someone to kiss in this club" he looked at you, drink a shot and walked away
"he's gonna make you pay for that"
"im ok with that, truth or dare, charles?"
"truth"
"don't you have a girlfriend?" you were dying to know that
"i used to, past tense, but it's over, truth or dare, cherie?" the accent, you knew you would be in serious trouble if the accent keep happening
"dare" you could tell he wasn't expecting that when his eyes locked with yours longer than the usual
"i don't have a dare for that, but considering pierre is back im gonna call for help" you started saying that was unfair but what was the worst thing that could happen? "pierre, give her a dare"
if the devil had a look it would be the one you were receiving that moment
"i dare you to kiss the girl i just kissed"
"what if i don't like girls?" you raised one eyebrow to him
"then I think you gonna have to kiss charles over here" he grabbed his best friend shoulders, charles look straight to you, those green eyes staring deep into yours, what was that heat you were feeling? ok, that's how he wanted to play the game, thats the way it would be.
carlos choose that moment to came with your drinks, you take the first one and drink all of the cup, when was the last time you kissed a girl? you couldn't remember, but you asked anyway "who's is she?" all three of them looked at you at the same time, pierre barely recovered when he pointed to the blond girl a few meters away and you walked in her direction. you tapped her shoulder and got closer to explain to her what was going on and her hand, not ironically, went to rest on your waist, she gave you a not innocent at all smile and leaned closer to you.
you came back to the table only to found pierre holding a bottle of water into his neck and charles looking at you the exactly deep way, you found the nearest couch and sit down, all the alcohol getting into your system got you all happy
"so you do like girls?" the french man asked
"oh i do like girls, i like them a lot" you take the bottle out of his hands and drink it
"do you want to dance?" charles asked you
"yup, but im a terrible dancer" you said and hold his hands, he guide both of you to the dance floor but instead of stopping there he entered one hide hallway
"that's not the dance floor" you said a little confused
"do you swear?" he said with that cute smile "just wanted to take you away from pierre before he actually got invented on flirting with you, and i don't want my best friend with his hands inside my engineer pants, dress, whatever"
"oh, ok, he's ths competition if you want to know, i would never" you emphasized the never
"truth or dare, y/n?" he sustained your look and locked your fingers
"truth"
"kissing me would be so bad that you choose to kiss a random girl?" you think about it and answered his question with another one
"truth or dare, charles?" it was your time to got closer
"you didn't answered my question"
"truth or dare, charles?" you asked again and this time he answered: "truth"
"do you want to show me how monegasque people kiss? considering you're pretty much french and people say that french people have the best kisses-" you were cut out of your sentence when charles grabbed you by your waist and switch positions, you were now with your back in the wall
"im gonna kiss you now, ok?" you nodded and his mouth was on yours, his tongue gently playing with yours, you were expecting something sweet, but when one of his hands went to hold your hair and the one that remained in your waist pulled you closer, deepening the kiss you got it and move your hands to his hair and shoulders, you were craving to scratch those shoulders
charles started to slow the kiss, he let you go just to kiss your jawline and your neck before looking at you again, both of you were breathless
"it was a good kiss?" he yet had the audacity to ask
"it was a really good kiss, can i have another?" you blinked innocently
"yeah, you can" and he leaned back again, the second kiss were less erratic, way more sensual, you were taking the time to know each other, learn how you like it, and jesus christ, charles knew what he was doing, the innocent, cute, two dimples and a little bit dumb chaotic energy was just a facade, that man knew how to push your buttons just with a simple kiss.
later that nigh he drive both of you back to the hotel, after all, he stopped drinking after you arrived and while he was stoned sober you were flushed and red from toes to head. you were staying in the same floor, so when the elevators doors closed he reached your hand, not locking your fingers, just holding your pinkie finger with his, it was ridiculously intimate, but you liked. he walked you to your room door and you lean there
"i don't want to throw a cold shower at you, but this cannot compromised our friendship or our work relationship" you said, actually holding his hand
"i think a good kiss makes wonderful things to a friendship, but I'll keep it professional, you become my favourite engineer and im not letting a couple of hot kisses ruin this. even though i want to ruin you, I'll keep it to myself" he said the last sentence lower and really close to your ear "have a good night, y/n"
"you too charles, I'll see you in a couple of weeks in france and I'm hoping for a tour"
"I'll tour you, just don't mention this to carlos or pierre" he chuckled
"i wont, now you go rest, i need my future champion to beat red bull shit out of them"
"if i knew you were that funny i would have bring you to monaco, but good night and have a safe flight"
"you too" he leaned one last time that day and give you a hug followed by a cheek kiss
you opened your door and closed really fast, before you changed your mind and do something really stupid. when you turn the lights on anna was laying in your bed, a glass of wine in her rand and her cellphone on the other one
"oh my fucking jesus christ, how do you get in here?" your heart were beating ten times faster
"im lewis hamilton engineer, i have privileges, now you better start telling me everything that happened tonight"
"it was a long night- wait, hold on that i think i lost carlos" you just remembered that you haven't seen him in hours and went to your phone
"he's sleeping, isa lecture him for 40 minutes about the process and losing and all of that and he slept, now spill it out"
it would be a really long night, but you sit down and tell everything to anna, and the next day when you got into your flight wearing the ferrari merch you posted something on twitter about the insanities pseudo french people could do. you were hoping thing not to change, you really like to work with ferrari.
"we're the best ones" your phone sound the twitter notification, it was charles response to your tweet.
next part here
it's finally happening our couple, see you after the French GP, hope you take all the tsiwft references
byeeeeeee
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SAN sits down with GV Magazine to talk about his ‘Coup d’Etat’ Album, Return to acting and current activities 
Thank you for speaking with us today, let’s start of with something fun. How has your return to acting been?
More refreshing than I expected. I haven’t acted much as my earlier days because I really wanted to focus on my music so it’s been a slow start. I had said this before but I’m glad that Record of Youth was the role I returned with. Before I went on hiatus, I noticed that I started to appear in a lot of historical drama’s and I didn’t want to get type casted. There’s a lot less pressure now and I’ve been enjoying it. 
Can we expect to see you in a drama this year?
I’m not too sure. I’ve looked at some scripts but nothing has been nailed down. If I get the chance, I think I’d like to do a thriller or play the bad guy. When it comes to acting, I want to expand my range. 
You said you’ve been focusing on music and this year seems to be the same. You’ve released your first full album, can you tell us about it. 
Ah yes! The title of this album is Coup d’Etat and it has fourteen tracks, though two of those songs are different versions. I would say, this is the coup of the industry, I’ve made my return but I think I’ve done it in the biggest way now. It was a labor of love that I started around the time of preparing for my previous album. 
Speaking of your previous album’s and music over all, how is this album different?
I think this album shows a different side of me. More as a rapper compared to a singer and an actor. A lot of people have said that I have sweet, innocent look. I think I wanted to challenge that idea and myself. There is still a good mix of singing and vocals but I stepped out and fully committed to rapping. I’ve done it in other songs and album’s but it’s not even been the focus. The sound as well, I think I’ve played around more. My previous singles leaned more towards r&b and hip-hop mix with a little pop. In this album, I’ve played around with hip-hop, dubstep, rock, electro, and pop. 
If you had a pick a song off the album that you love the most, which one would it be?
This is hard, I mean it. I’m torn between Who, You? and Crooked. If I really, really, really have to pick then I think Who, You? Takes the win. 
You’ve collaborated with a lot of artist for this album, as well as filming a few music videos and promoting it on music shows. What was that entire process like?
Woa, so much...where do I start? Starting easy, for the tracks the I worked with other artist, it was a mix of us already working on music together or reaching out and asking if they had any songs or if they were working on anything. It was about the same method that we used for the features. I put the word out but also sent demo’s to a few artist. Once we heard back, we were able to work something out. I say, I had the most fun filming for Who, You? Being able to have the my fans be apart of the music video filming. They were troopers through the entire process. And when it came to the process for music shows, it was really a question of how many singles did we want off the album? That’s how we selected which songs would get music videos as well. The main single and focus would always be Coup d’Etat as the lead single so I promoted that one on music shows the most. Then we settled on a few special stages for Crooked and Who, You?
Thank you, can you tell us about your current and future plans?
Well, for now, the main portion of my album promotions have ended. I’ve bene focused on making new music and seeing what I want for the future. I’ve been thinking about musical acting and that’s something I want to explore more. I’ve also started Bang San’s Artist Corner. A way to interview artist in the industry and let them show off their skills. If I can swing, the biggest thing on my list would be a solo concert this year. I think it’s time. 
Anything else you’d like to say? 
Just to thank you for this chance for an interview. It makes me happy to see people interested in my work. I also want tot thank everyone that supported me so far, I wouldn’t be here without them. 
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Love Languages
Ishraq - Quality time (physical touch is a very close second though)
Deva - Receiving gifts (physical touch being second)
Yi-feng - Acts of service (quality time is a close second)
Yeshe - Words of affirmation (but only on receiving end, bad at giving WoA. Quality time being second)
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I believe we resonate with most, if not all, the love languages to an extent. But there is one that resonates most for many of us, probably.
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Would you mind sharing some stuff about your experience as a genderfluid person if you feel comfortable with that? I've been questioning if I am for a while now, so it'd be really nice to get your perspective on things.
Like, how does it feel to be genderfluid and how do you know when you're a boy, girl or inbetween? When did you find out? If any of your family or friends know, do they call you different names based on your current gender?
Delete if this makes you uncomfortable by the way!
Of course!
(long post ahead oops)
It's difficult to describe what it feels like to be genderfluid as like... you can't really explain what it feels like to be a different gender to someone who has only experienced one gender their whole life, ya know? Or even to a trans person, since the fluidity complicates things. But I'll do ma best. Also this is only my personal experience, every genderfluid person will view things uniquely.
So I don't personally view it as "being a girl, boy, etc" but rather being farther on the masc (masculine) or fem (feminine) scale. Like I might say I'm having a "boy" day or a "girl" day but what I really mean is I'm feeling particularly masc or particularly fem.
On my fem days, I feel the best because I'm afab (assigned female at birth) and therefore don't experience dysphoria for that... though it is a bit strange because I do feel like I have to really emphasize to people that I'm a girl for some reason, by wearing makeup, skirts, etc even though I don't look like a guy so it's just a self-image thing. Maybe because I have a pretty masculine face?? Idk. But I get kinda a certain euphoria about it. I love my fem days so much. I can feel myself without worry about getting strange looks or feeling bad about my body.
On my masc days, I almost always experience dysphoria and therefore I hate my masc days with a burning passion. I also tend to be like "maybe I'm trans after all ://" even though I know for a fact it will change soon. Thankfully, masc days are few and far between compared to neutral/fem. During these days, I like to wear baggy clothes, I can't wear a binder due to the breathless feeling it gives me but sports bras or just being shirtless without one (AT HOME), letting my hair get unkempt and/or putting it in a bun under a hat, etc.
On neutral days, I'm probably the most "me". Not too much to say about these days; I don't particularly mind dressing masc or fem, I'm just a chilled-out potato.
So I guess it's kinda like having two (or three if you count neutral days) people inside me, but still much different from a split personality disorder or anything like that. I still keep my core interests no matter how I identify, though certain smaller preferences will align with my current identity (like makeup on fem days, not because fem people inherently like makeup but because it helps me feel more confident in my current identity). I am also aware that I am the same person throughout all these phases, but simply my need to present in a certain way (masc, fem, neutral) changes due to a switch in my brain. How does that switch work?? No clue.
I found out when I was around 14. I had been aware of trans identities for a while but that didn't feel like me. Then I saw the term genderfluid and was like woa there's a word for it?? Sick! Now that I'm nearly 24, I still value this part of myself and am glad I had access to the internet to expose me to things beyond the strict binary I was taught. Not to get into trauma but like genuinely, if I didn't have access to the net, I... Yeah, things would not have gone well. Fuck bigotry.
I've been this way for as long as I can remember. Heck, I remember having masc days as far back as when I was like 6 or something. I struggled with wanting to be a "tomboy" vs a "girly girl" bc I thought I had to pick one and that it would forever be my identity (fool!)
As for family, only my sibling knows. Considering how telling them (or rather being outed against my consent) as asexual, I will never trust anyone else in my family with this aspect of myself. My sib is agender themselves so it's easier for them to grasp. They don't have a different name for me based on gender and that's ok with me.
All my close friends know, and respect it (pro tip if a friend doesn't respect it, toss em in da bin) and, since they're all on discord, I'll simply change my name based on what my current identity is (on there it's Cindy (fem), Cyn (neutral) or Cid (masc) and that simplifies things immensely.
Hope that helps a bit!
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I. About her.
Name: Saira Adelaine Zephyra.
Age: 20+
Pronouns: Any pronouns.
Zodiac: Cancer.
MBTI Cognitive: INFJ-T.
Falls in sexual spectrum: Unlabeled.
Face claims: Danielle NWJNS, Isa STAYC, Giselle AESPA, Yunjin LSRFM, Power CSM, Fischl and Sucrose GENSHIN.
Others: Hanni and Hyein NWJNS, Sumin STAYC, Chaeyoung TWICE, Hutao, Nana, Alice Knox, Lucy Kaneshiro, Fem! Venti.
You might come across a faraway land and find her, sitting by the dock with pencil and drawing book on her hands. A proclaimed artist that loves to paint tranquil scenes or ambience, draw funny/inanimate objects, and many types of art. She is an art student, not a prodigy so she obtains and enhances her skill by devoting herself to an art school and she is currently in her twenties. She enjoys classic movies, iconic memes, and ungodly humor. Doing feminine things is also what she’s good at.
As a lover, the artist named Saira, gets excited over little things that her lover does. She throws daily mundane or not-so theoretical questions because she has a very big will to know everything and anything about her lover, the world, and scapes. Not only an artist, she’s also a wordsmith in which she laces heart-felting for her lover and gives them all the special treatment they need. Plus, she’s always down to do fun stuff you want to do together with her, no hesitances needed when you want to request her to accompany you working/doing something you’re delighted to execute. Then, because she is irresistibly touchy, she loves to give you hugs, head pats, or gentle kisses (there is no in between!). To conclude, she possesses WOA, AOS, and PT as her three main love languages.
She finds herself capable in understanding her lover’s emotions, she’s witty and quick to tell jokes or act funny around her loved ones. Once she’s comfortable with you, she will be a little too shy to express i love you ‘s so she instead speaks in sarcasm although she doesn’t really mean it. Her love has no limit, she’s down to any kind of tropes: may it be love-hate or lovey-dovey. But, she draws the line to toxic relationships.
The animal that describes her best when she spreads affection to her partner is a bunny! Giddy, can’t seat still, fierce, cuddly, and warm. She is a loving person who takes care her lover the best and tries hard to give her lover the love they deserve to receive. Of course, let’s not forget what she loves to receive from her partner. Sai is someone who will cherish and forever keep in heart her lover’s gift (it takes in any kind of form, she doesn’t mind). Love letters, sketches, flowers, and more adorable slash romantic things are remarkable in her view. Next, she loves spending her leisure time with her lover even when they don’t have any plans to do or whatsoever. “It’s lovely how we cherish each other’s presence through silence and nothings. As long as you’re with me, I’ll still be merry,” she quoted. Lastly, because she agrees to the idea of her having a sensitive heart, words would affect her best. Specifically, when it’s moving for her. Henceforth, what she loves to gain from her partner are RG, QT, and WOA.
Her role as a sister or as a warm friend is much more flexible and adjustable. Just like what girls do towards her friends, specifically her closest ones and her loved ones, she will compliment/ hype them a lot. She is not afraid in telling what’s good or bad for her friends (she can be quite blantant) and she loves to give advices too. she doesn’t sugarcoat very much, but if her sister or girl friend needs it conveyed sweet, she will be extra careful to not hurt the other party’s feelings. Of course, what else does a girl like if not to sin? Saira is the type of friend who enjoys gossiping while she picks an outfit for her friends or recommends good store to thrift/buy an outfit for a pal. She is down to smoke, chill while drinking, and perhaps strolling around the city? Thanks to her capability in comforting someone and observant personality, she’s easy to adapt and quick to study a friend’s personality.
She doesn’t mind with cat fights, especially it often occurs between siblings regardless of their gender. Love-hate relationships between siblings is what she is good at, additionally because her natural tendency is to pick on her siblings and act goofy around them. As a friend, she can also do the same but will be more laidback.
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