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#ANYWAYS GOD actually noehgjbsejhbghjes i really suck w interacting w others i really wish i were better at all that
astrxealis
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sometimes (often) i think about the characters i kin or relate to and then the realization comes in again and again that i need therapy (/lh?)
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚
#unfortunately i doubt i will ever get therapy bcs i have this. thing. idk. but i believe in myself to just rely on myself?
#and yeah i uhh can go on more about that BUT THAT'S NOT THE POINT OF THIS sorry i suck at explaining things. anyways
#humans. interesting. i am fascinated by humans and myself and i'm tired of typing now GOODBYE anyways xiv music is so fucking good
#and also idk how to interact w others sorry ..... i am scared of getting close to people bcs everyone i've grown close to has ended up
#leaving me or i mess up! but tbh it's better now i think and also not as bad as i think but sorry i still have bad issues with. that
#me saying i don't want to type anymore and then proceed to rapidly type out so many words oopsies
#pls just do not PERCEIVE ME !! unless you want to ig but idk why you'd want to do that uhm
#yk i like tumblr most out of all social medias bcs it feels like i can... sort of just be my weird self here! and it's not fully nice
#and i still have anxiety problems and overthinking problems and whatnot which is evident by my 100+ notifs i havent checked since
#christmas but that's not the point (?) idk whats the point honestly uhhhh nvm (??)
#OH I LOVE FF SO MUCH tbh it's w/o a doubt still my favorite series ever but drake/nier is also up there for sure
#which i think is amazing bcs i have yet to finish a game. and ive only like played idk 5 hours of replicant and automata
#and then ive already spoiled myself on important aspects of all games but that helps ngl uh. i could explain but im tired of typing
#ANYWAYS GOD actually noehgjbsejhbghjes i really suck w interacting w others i really wish i were better at all that
#im not super introverted or shy im just kinda awkward and anxious but im a fun person and all and idk
#and tbh its interesting thinking abt my personality... some parts of me havnt changed at all from a bit (/pos) like my lively. aspect of my
#personality !! i was a bundle of energy and a little annoying (perhaps unintentionally but now i think its a bit more on purpose lol)
#but the only person who really sees my true self is me. and the closest to that is lune. but even i dont know who i really am
#and yeah... wnvr im like woa ill make more friends !! and then when i have the opportunities i suddenly dont care anymore IT SUCKS
#anyways i think i have Opportunities now again so lets see haha ?? at least uhh in school. its like 2nd sem and i dont rlly have friends
#as usual haha that sounds so sad help BUT its not like im disliked im just rlly quiet and shy at school..... throwback to 7th grade tho
#that was rlly the worst but also now is just as bad in a diff sense but back then i cldnt talk w my crush at ALL i didnt speak at all im so
#sorry about that HELPPP I RLLY JUST CLDNT SPEAK anyways moving on in my class rn i do have a group of sorts. like
#we're grpmates wnvr theres grpworks and we can pick which is nice! ive been classmates w em all b4 and theyre the cool kids
#but in the more fandom sense and one used to be a close friend of my twin and of mine too by extent and then the other was someone
#who knew me when i was more extroverted so yeah uhhh anyways
#OKAY ALMOST MAX TAGS im DONE rambling. bye. hopefully. bye. oh god
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