#with all the animals ive been making for this world

[anemoiashifts]

why everyone won’t shift.

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“do you think everyone will shift?”

no.

“but if they really want they’ll eventually—“

no.

before you pick up your pitchforks & form an angry mob in the comments, hear me out.

first & foremost. what is a want ? a want is something you desire. but not every want is desired. for example, ive been thinking of getting a cat once i move out of my parents house. i want the animal & have the funds for it. when i dig deeper in my desire, i see all the vet trips, the having to feed it & take care of it & i realized that i don’t actually want the cat at the moment. im not ready to make that drastic of a change in my life. on the surface, id like one but i don’t want to take on the responsibility for taking care of a pet at the moment.

i like the idea of getting a cat (shifting) — but when the actual time comes to get a cat (actually shift), i don’t actually want a new pet at the moment (to create that big of a change because i am comfortable with my situation & not mentally prepared / mature enough).

i made a post about comfort already. what previously spoke about can tie into this.

if you don’t actually want something & just like fantasizing about it, that’s okay. but fantasy & imagination needs to be backed by intention. you need intention & effort put into your shifting attempts. ive seen so so many people say “i tried to shift” & all they do is say “i said one affirmation & rolled over & went to sleep & hoped i would wake up in my dr.”

you could say a million affirmations & hope you will wake up in your dr & not shift. you know why ? hope. it’s not hoping you will shift — it’s that internal knowing. it’s letting go fully of the comfort & all you know of this life to go to another & a lot of people don’t want to do that even if they say they do. again, they like the idea of shifting, but aren’t stopping to consider that you’re actually living it.

this isn’t a bad thing. if you actually have come to the conclusion that you don’t want to shift & are in the community — that’s okay. if you’re just interested in the science or content for the subject & that’s why you’ve stumbled across this blog, i don’t have an issue with that.

when i say not everyone will shift, i mean that not everyone wants to shift in the first place despite what they may say. what they want is an escape. time & time again i see comments on tiktok say “i want to get out of this reality”. that statement has nothing to do with wanting to shift — it’s wanting to get out of the situation you are in. you do not have to shift to get out of your current situation. if you live with family or are younger, it’s different, i understand.

if you’re someone who thinks “when i shift, ill be happy.” no no no. happiness comes from within you. while the 3d can bring you momentarily happiness, that only lasts so long. if you don’t have internal happiness & self love those feelings won’t last. shifting — in my option — can sometimes be putting a bandaid on a bigger issue & that’s loneliness & a yearning for another life. you can solve both of those right here at anytime.

lastly, shifting takes effort despite what you may think. “but such and such shifted without trying”. cool, that’s them. but have you ? if you’re reading this im going so safely assume at least a handful of you are saying “no” internally. when you want something you have to work for it. weather that be manifestation or putting yourself first. if you wake up & think “i didn’t shift” or “i hate this world it’s sucks” guess what ?? you’re focusing on the negative. what you pay attention to & give your energy to expands because you’re shifting awareness to it. you make up your thoughts & control them, thus affecting the 3d.

im not saying you can’t shift with negative mindsets or anything. im saying confidence helps a ton. how are you going to believe other people can shift when you can’t even extend that belief to yourself ? you’re making it much, much harder for yourself. doing healing work, finding the root cause of why you want to shift (for love, sense or belonging, etc.) & finding that here first, may alleviate the desperation to shift. when you have a sense of knowing, there’s nothing to be desperate about because whatever happens, you know the outcome already.

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[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

some alien fish concepts for my headworld. well. one of them. the dragon one! well. one of them-

tiny note that these are not to scale compared to each other <3

#im trying to balance the speculative evolution with THIS IS A MAGIC FANTASY WORLD WEEEEEEEE RANDOM BULLSHIT GO #i like cuttlefish faces but i like fish bodies & i like dunkleosteus fossils/tails #so like... fish with cuttlefish faces!!!! and dunkle-esque face plates! #its not toooo big of a stretch to imagine a world where fish evolved to have face arms #i imagine they're hiding a horrifying exposed jaw in place of a beak <3 #with all the animals ive been making for this world #its.. tough to find a balance between 'these are aliens' and 'i want them to be somewhat similar to earth animals' #recognizable but not carbon copies yk? #vera crafting #worldbuilding #drawing this made me hungry ngl... #its weird i dont like the flavor of most fish. and yet they look so delicious #maybe its my love of salmon... am i part bear... #anyway fish used as heavy inspiration were: arapaima / sunfish / sockeye salmon / trout #the last one (technically first) was just me fuckin around trying to get a feel for it <3 #i gotta draw fish more its so soothing #ohhhh i should add these guys to the size chart for funsies

[nosfelixculpa]

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON (2010) HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON: THE HIDDEN WORLD (2019)

#creations #gifs #movies #animation #dreamworks #httyd #httyd 3 #how to train your dragon #how to train your dragon: the hidden world #hiccup haddock iii #astrid hofferson #hiccstrid #ive been wanting to make this parallel gifset for like 87 billion years #but never got round to it well WAIT NO LONGER @ me for me here it is #ignore how they r all different lengths #it feels like i havent giffed sth in ages perhaps thats what put the Desire there

[cloudofspacedust]

#tried animating #artificer #rain world #rain world artificer #rw #rainworld #ive been trying to develop my own designs for em #all of the sclugs #an #honestly gartic is just how ive been doin em #doin gartic withh others #and getting to do those slow rounds? lets me makee up details to put on the designs #also bitter aerie(tumblr user) has been an absolutely huge inspiration for me #like fr

[nnycap]

do you ever get like "art guilt" where you feel guilty about the fact you don't/haven't draw as much as you could despite knowing damn well you have no obligation to

#like it's summer my ass has all the free time in the world to do shit yet i haven't really done much art like goddamn bitch!!! do something #ditto for animations too because i teased one on my yt and still haven't worked on it LOL #also i did make an art fight account but i'm not participating in it cuz the moderation seems to be... lackluster or strained for lack of #...better words (the only reason im not deleting it is because you have to fucking email them) #which sucks i love the idea of it and idk i wanna draw some other people's OCs n some shit (vibing with furries rn for some reason) #but also direct socialization scary #next post will have art i promise ive been updating a ref sheet #txt

[0uterspacew0rm]

im such a dispassionate person. like im incapable of pursuing anything to completion or maintaining hobbies or delving deep into anything

#like yes i get brainrot for anime and shows n shit. i have a few interests. i do a bit of art a bit of writing #theres so much i wanna learn (like 3 languages linguistics old technology stuff eg dif methods of photography recording web stuff kickboxing #digital art video games birdwatching weightlifting woodwork medieval history coding metalwork poetry. to name a few things) #but i just lose interest and motivation so quickly im so lazy #i never do finished art pieces i have a billion unfinished animatics and plans and ideas i have like 20 unfinished fanfics #like ik i should be happy ive made anything at all but i just wanna be able to rly love something! #but its like. i hate watching ads i despise ads w every fibre of my being. but i cba to figure out how to make adblock work again on yt #so ive just been putting up w it. if i cant even do a simple task thst woudl take me 2 mins how am i going to do anything w my life ever. #not to mention even the easy stuff im bad at. the amount of half finished series unread books unwatched films... #its like what do i even do w my time. what do i have to share w the world what do i have to talk abt what do i have to contribute. nothing

[infizero]

just finished watching the og scott pilgrim movie for the first time fucking loved it

#it obviously has issues. but man ive never seen anything like this shit i loved it so much #its like if they made a 2010s youtube comedy sketch into a movie but in the best way possible #two main things. one im always a huge lover of incorporating animated visuals into anything. thank fucking god #and two i LOVEEEEEEE stories that take place in this kind of heightened reality #like its all normal everyday at first just with fun editing but then the fights start happening and its just like #yeah everyone here just does crazy video game boss fights and defeats ppl and they turn into coins and thats just normal and no #one questions it. THATS FUCKING AWESOMEEEEEEEEE i love shit like that so much #doing stuff like this is so much more fun when you dont have characters making wisecracks about the nature of their reality every two #seconds. this shit was great bcuz no one is like ''ermm so i have this health bar? sooo crazy lol. that just happened!'' #or whatever. this is just how the world works i love it #anyways i wanted to watch the movie first before i watched the new animated series. cause i want to watch that cuz it looks super fun #so whenever i have time next im gonna do that :D excited for that since ik ppl have been liking it a lot #plus i've heard it kind of addresses some of the more Erm bits from the story which is cool #i know its very different from the movie too so dw i know that going in lol #anyways i need to go to bed but yeah movie good #serena.txt

[wyrmcat]

If you use apple and shit on android users just know that im so sorry you can't find validation and recognition from your peers unless you can buy a status symbol brand 😔 this isn't to say that one brand is superior to another its more like "what defines you outside of it?". this goes for name brand clothing and anything else that you couldn't see value in without the little logo, too

if you are malleable enough to be told what you should like and value by people trying to sell you the answer then maybe it wouldn't hurt to look for an answer that isn't bought

#niatigra #rambling #im just as guilty of this. i mean shit pokemon is something that is so important to me along with other branded concepts and things #but ive been digging internally to see what those things are more broadly satiating my interests #i think maybe i love animals and being able to identify them and their needs and the roles they play in the world #maybe art isnt something ive necessarily always wanted to sell but to share #and what better way to share than to give #but i cant just give. i cant afford to #but if i could afford all the supplies and all the things i need to live and thrive without having to sell it or market it #and fight my brain to even get finished or else i fear losing a basic need im barely affording already #i would give away every single thing i make if it made someone happy to enjoy it #especially if i made it just for them or was asked to make it for the. #them' #the rush of being seen and appreciated for what i do out of love and kindness is like nothing else #i dont make thing for more popular creators to try and get attention leeched away from them. at least i dont intend it #i make things for people because theyre people that impact me and i want to reciprocate in the way i do best #im sure this is gonna get dogged on if not ignored but im okay with that. #just saying it matters i think. and the people who do see it i hope it resonates with #people are people. power a peraon holds or can use against me or for me doesnt change that #idk

[flamboyant-king]

Magfest was fun! Walked around as Cammy, made a lot of “merch,” talked to a bunch of cool dudes, traded wares, met new friends and finally met old ones, got a jello shot from a Raccacoonie cosplayer, ate so much awful food, learned of new games, and got inspired.

I made so many buttons of cammypus and other funny creatures, folded 50+ origami boxes for the perler bead crafters, and drew on any paper I can find. It was nice and now I have no money.

#magfest #i may not have partied played video games all day or whatever but fun is diff for everyone #my fun is just seeing everyone having a good time. All the colors and being surrounded by folks who enjoy the same things i do #also i got to meet an online friend of over a decade. We played games and watched anime and did what friends would do #true friendship. But now. I gotta uhh fix the things i eat because we ate nothing but carbs #i have gained five pounds. I am squishie. But iv been inspired to try and fail because hey not everyone wins on their first try #we got a free hamster plushie for a game dev company whose game HAMSTERDAMflopped #im sure making so many pkushies hey anticipated a hit. But we cant have it all #and it inspired me to just believe we’ll have a hit and do our best. And if it flops. We can try again with something else or improving #on what we had. Thank you funny hamster plush named pim. Support their new game WILDMENDER #failure isnt the end of the world. And sometimes we’ll lose time money or effort on something that wont succeed #but thats jsut a step towards actual success #so heres hoping we get the balls to table at a convention and sell silly little trinkets we made #akso i want a button maker now #shoutout to zack viet and matt. I appreicate yall talking to me and your smallest support. Anything is everything. #watched everything everywhefe all at once. All that combined is tingling my brain towards thoughts

[riotbeankai]

feel like absolute shit and everything is so difficult rn and I hate that for us

#all of us collectively but specifically anyone who cant do what they need to do rn because of their health #i have so much shit that needs to get done and so many people i promised to help with things #and all i can do is lay around and cough and be in pain and try to stay hydrated and eat soup #i cant do like any of the relatively simple tasks ive been putting off because i get too tired or my brain cant do it right now #and i cant take any meds for it because they all interact with my regular meds #and i just kind of want to die about it #and my voice being lower from t makes me sound like a freak dying animal when i get hysterical crying about the uncontrollable coughing #which is NOT helpful when i feel extra like an unlovable freak because of transitioning in the middle of how the world is about trans ppl rn #just want to not feel like shit anymore #is that really so much to ask

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

sometimes ya just gotta scribble your favorite character giving you words of encouragement. even if that favorite is a guy from your own brain

#shoutout to my Specialest Boy he always has my back #hes not a real person but he's got me!!! he always does! #he's been Getting Me Through It since eighth fucking grade! #whether its nice words or a mental slap and a Do It Scared #setting him as my home screen for extra Courage on this scary day #(have to apply for a job in person somewhere ive never been) #if i feel too nervous i can open my phone and look at his smiling face! #there is a gay ace gender-nonconforming man on my phone and he's 50% of my emotional support #IF HE DID ALL OF THOSE TERRIBLE THINGS SCARED THEN! THEN I CAN APPLY FOR A JOB! #said through gritted teeth and with panicked breathing #i really gotta work on that Do It For Him board... #absolutely unprompted #if i get this done he'd be proud of me and that's all i need #gazing at him lovingly. someday ill pay him back #i have years to puzzle out how i want to put him out into the world #since i highly doubt ill ever manage to get into tv business and make my own animated show #childish dreams! but they soothe me at night #man i just want him to be loved... OKAY IM GETTING EMOTIONAL time to cut myself off tags over

[yatiso]

when i went swimming earlier i remembered when before my mom died all she wanted was to go swimming or take a big bath but she couldnt bc the dialysis stuff... she would say the urge to swim was a memory from our ancient reptilian cross breed roots... well idc bout all that but dammit i swam for the both of us today

#🍒 #it didnt rlly make me sad. if anything it made it just a hair better... #i didnt want to swim bc of her. but ive been askin her spirit for help so it felt like sweet pay back in a way.... #the world is so strange... but thats what makes it so interesting and beautiful... #her all time fave animal was thee otter and i laid on my back lookin at the clouds.... it was so fulfilling on so many levels

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#my brain is not very good at solidifying concepts so im just going rant a bit until i can made sense to myself #the conception and evolution of life is so fucking cazy. its a self assembling machine. building and building and building #without direction. traits flow like a river. branching. halting. repurposing parts for new adaptations #what we see now was not the goal. what u see is an assemblage of traits that avaided death #the creatures u see are not always reflective of their total evolutionary history. somtimes the organisms that survive originate from the #group of weirdos compared to their sister species. the freak survives to confuse paleontologists #paleontology has infinity elevated my appreciation for the study of animals and plants. ive never been very interested in either but the #way they change over time. the creeping of traits. animals are organic machines of flesh and blood. i cant not see them that way. ive been #watching dissection videos and the complexity. the way theyre structured. skin and muscle and viscera all working in perfect order until #theyre not. robust and impossibly fragile. and they came to be as they are by the tumble of genetics thru history. a record of which we #have below our feet. pressed flat. years and years and years. and all that started with a tiny assemblage of molecules that didnt even take #that long to manifest on this plant in the grand scheme of things. it seems impossible that life couldnt be common under the right #conditions. there's so much we'll never kno. we have a limited record but with what we have we can see so much #its just so... its so fucking profoundly interesting. leaning abt paleontology has profoundly changed how i see the world. im so fucking #glad i started listening to common decent bc its warmed my fingers just a tiny bit and i was so so cold. im still cold #im so tired. my brain is exhausting. i wish it understood that if i slept for more than like 4hrs i could focus better #bc i wanted to spend my weekend learning. not stuck in a fog making myself miserable. and yet i dont let myself sleep. i could if i tried #but my brain wont let me try. in my cells is a history of life for a single lineage. my Brain is so remarkablely complex that its capable #of self awareness. introspection. and the intentional inflation of pain upon itself and it's host body #robust but fragile. another aspect of life i find most interesting is where things start to break down. what are the limit? #at what point do things start to come unspooled? and why? what does that say about our history? #sometimes i have a thought thats very unproductive. we humans are destroying the planet. our actions will and have perpetuated vast amounts #of suffering and death. but at the same time life has crept around so much death and suffering. a world without us would continue to #proliferate. we cant kill literally everything. something will survive to stretch across the surface of rhe earth once we're gone. change #continuing. unproductive as i said but also somehow comforting. a nearly empty world filled with now useless information abd only things #tbat creep and crawl. or thats what i like to think. we could prob kill everything if we tried #complex brains capable of infinite destruction #unrelated

[arolesbianism]

Every now and then I remember that oni in fact will eventually have more lore added and I get so excited and scared for a moment and then I remember that it could take months until we see any of that and I proceed to forget abt it again and the cycle repeats

#rat rambles #oni posting #now it does sadden me a smidge that itll probably be in paid dlc but thats a problem for future me #the bright side of new lore is new lore #the downside of new lore is the eternal fear of canon jackie and olivia designs #not because Im opposed to them getting canon designs its just so scary #like what if klei made them white how would I move forward from that #and its not even a situation where I can say with any level of confidence if they would or not because god if I fucking know #like they have until very recently seemingly deliberately avoided including anything Too lore relevant in any animated trailers #but that can kind of just be explained by well. the fact that most of those updates didn't include any lore. #and those that do involve it stay strictly in the dupes perspective #so I can't rly use that as any sign that theyre deliberately avoiding giving olivia and jackie canon designs #I would highly prefer they dont get designs even without fear of designs I dislike mostly because narratively it just works better that way #but hey its not up to me so whatever happens happens #I mostly assume future lore is going to mostly relate to the dupe donors we havent met yet and elaborating on some of the ones we have seen #but dont see a lot of if anything at all #I hope they dont mess with jackie and olivia too much but I do think itd be nice to give jackie just a smidge more like Ive talked abt #and other than that I could see them adding maybe new story traits and if they're feeling real generous more dupe lore #oh and if we're mega lucky we could get a dr.holland first name #honestly I hope that for dr.holland specifically they either just do a hard name drop and move on or just dont touch him #rly my main concern with any added oni lore is I Really dont want them to start telling us too much #I really really like all of our information being very fragmented and unclear as it adds to the post end of the world vibe rly well #and this is in fact a problem that they had in older versions of the story that they seemingly went out of their way to solve #so I rly want to have faith that they wont fuck it up but I have been burned before and oni has yet to have fully earn my trust #its not far off tho just the scrapped logs themselves give me faith that they are aware what story theyre writing and what needs done #again the scrapped logs are cool but would have dampened the narrative quite significantly from how straight forward they are #so them being full one scrapped early on makes me hopeful that they realized that too #rly I just dont want too much expansion on the stuff we already know #some names and work ids would be splendid and Im all for new fragments to try to place in the timeline #I just dont want a log where nikola stares at the camera and monologues abt the duplicant project or smth

[idreamofneonsheep]

Trying out some new styles for a project [that I'll hopefully stick with] and vibed with this one so

Could be better but the vibes r there methinks

#art #drawing #my art #digital art #oc artwork #oc #oc art #i have a whole concept for an animated show i wanna make one day #but ive got a very specific thought on how it should look #and my current style is Not the Vibe lol #this oc is likely gonna be a [minor] character in the show #fantasy art #if i ever make the show its gonna be the result of stuff ive been working on since i was ten #u might think this makes it cringe #and tbh u might be right but also #i dont think little me would be able to recognize anything past the bare bones of the world #little me: yay for friendship drama in magic land! #current me: the sins of the past cannot be erased by a single sacrifice and we are all playthings for the gods #i may have gotten more cynical and sad #but sometimes u gotta process stuff thru fiction and hopefully come out better on the other side #concept art #i want to ramble so much abt both my show idea and the world it takes place in #but nobody has time for that lol #anyway back to the art mines

[rucow]

i wanted to finish watching a poto adaptation and maybe draw again today but im still too sick to do it ough 😭 misery

#i am better than yesterday though !! #i cant wait to get healthy so i can watch the film again :') its my fav version despite it having a few things i dont like #its just me and my early 2000s media against the world #i miss that era it was so strange and wacky #im rambling cuz im feverish and i have an excuse >:) #idk ive been seeing a lot of heavy criticism on The poto movie and yea. it brings a girl down 😔 #theres plenty in it that makes me go ''??? what why'' but idk i cant be a hater #i could watch this movie every day its so enjoyable to me 😭 it makes me go through every human emotion #everyone is so goofy in it i love it #it feels real!! and wacky!! like an edgy 2009 youtube anime AMV 😭 and i like that thats my Essence #if u read all of this ily #txt