#wich reminds me that

[broken-glass-puppet]

Hello! I'm doing much better now! I'll try to write a bit tomorrow, requests are open :D!

I apologize again for not writing but I really needed a break from all social media!

#again im so sorry #for being so inactive #my mental healt had been on the string for some time #aswell as struggling with SH and food #but I will write more during the rest of the month #wich reminds me that #during spooky season you can ask for a slasher/creepy/spooky related fanfic/one shot/headcanons

[vitocosas]

the new episode of fionna and cake is good guys

#adventure time #fionna and cake spoilers #vitocosas #lol this reminds me of the time i had this exact same reaction when simon died #i made the part of the episode vague for the people who havent watched it but if you know wich part this is then you know my pain

[perroulisses]

*holds a mic to your face* ocean saga. thoughts.

SO FREAKING AWESOME.

Storm it's so freaking cool and I started sobbing while listening to luck runs out

But i think the real emotional rollercoaster is Keep your friends close cause DAMN

At first it's Slabs so hard and then they mention polites and I can't

When Odysseus starts falling asleep and dreams abt his family I passed out I'm still sobbing tbh

The fact that Penelope(in his dreams) is the one that wakes him up when his crew is opening the bag of the winds idk it just hit hard

Nothing to say abt Ruthlessness it's wonderful, literally a boss fight soundtrack and the lil' plotwist at the end I love this man

#ALSO THAT “ODYSSEUS OF ITHACA” #Poseidon kinda reminds me to Heracles from UDAD tho #wich is cool #idk I'm really happy abt it #someone else could make a better analysis probably I'm just rambling tbh #epic the musical #ocean saga #im going insane #in a good way

[whumpasaurus101]

Welcome to my gaybies being gay <3 an au where they acc are together. Awh tough they can never acc be together 🥰

Taglist: @likeit-or-whumpit @milk-carton-whump @yesthisiswhump @appy-polly-loggies @happy-whumper @hold-back-on-the-comfort @tears-and-lilies @whumpkinpie @scribbelle @whump-queen @whumpdreamz @thelazywitchphotographer

#LISTEN #now #no one can say i dont give them comfort #look at them #not in pain #except the fact the only happiness they can have is when theyre together wich only is only a few hours and then theyre once again reminded #how their love is not allowed and they are owned #not allowed to love #ANWYHO HEHHEHEHEHE #im not sure how i feel about this drawing #BUT #its content so #DADDYS MADE YOU SOME CONTENTTTTTTTTT #-bo burnham #before anyone judges me smh #whump #whumpee #asher #jack #my art #lee draws

[howcouldtheyletmebeanadult]

You know how everyone's saying that "Vandalize" reminds them of those old Youtube AMV? Well "I'm here" does the same, but like SPECIFICALLY of the ones with "Bring me to life"

#WAKE ME UP #i was listening im here again when it hit me wich song it reminded me of #sonic frontiers

[midwestemo-brackets]

checking every day just in case lol

I'm glad people are still interested lol

I'll have the next round up this weekend probably. I was trying to hold off on posting the next round so I can actually be active while it's up because this acount is fun for me to run but we haven't been able to afford the internet bill and finding a new place to live in California is a nightmare and a big time drain

I'm still planning on finishing the Inital band tournament and doing the secondary album one too and even after that I plan on being active on here

#asks #thank you for the reminder lol #and sorry if that was too much of a rant just between that and school starting it has been difficult #its mostly the wifi thing though the other stuff on their own wouldnt have stopped me #i do have a good time running this though #ive met alot of cool people sone of wich im following from my main

[androideql]

Seeing artists that are actually good at what they do is so damn humbling, like damn, they really didn't spend 10 minutes trying to figure that one thing through trial and error, huh?

#android talking #wich reminds me that I should do more studies and possibly draw more but #there really isnt enough time for everything #focusing too much on art makes me worried i'll start forgetting my english #and i need that for fic #cause the spanish fandom feels kinda dead

[annieminx]

hoyoverse I think you're catering to me now

#...long noodle dragon... #just told my friend I wanted this apep to fuck me because he reminds me of zhongli #he didn't say shit and started looking for monstrous dildos asking me wich one would fit him #I'm genuinely about to pass out #(no he won't buy that stuff because it's expensive af but still) #apep is monsterfucker aproved #...I swear I can behave

[daydreamycrustacean]

started playing death stranding and damn i dont care about any of this Uniting America Once Again stuff I just like walking through mountains and delivering packages and also a weird baby is here with me

#in some ways it reminds me of mgsv but less exhausting to play wich is nice #im just hoping that the story gets more interesting at some point #the visual concepts in this game are awesome tho

[kengi-bengi]

coming to the slow realization that,,,, I may infarct be a sonic fan

#prob not like the hardcore fans who know lots of the lore and history of games #but i do liek the content weve been given recently #also i jsut have a tendency to overanalize media and take blorbos and run #sonic prime hits difrent yall #i fuckin cant #i watched it and sure i made naruto jokes abotu Nine cuz like fuckin ninetails and it made me think of the sonic dub jokes #and then the fuckin scene #were they are on that planet ya know blank slate #i fuckin lsot it for a sec laughin and loosign my mind #cuz like #i fuckin LOVE THAT #when a character has that sort of moment #also reminded me of fuckin obito wich ahd me fuckin scremaign at my brain to stop thinking of that stuff even tho its my faveorit trope lol #god nine if my blorbo #i fuckin love him #i hope to see him in part two alot more #hes complex and i love that #not super complex ofc its a kid show but still!! #expect some fanart soon i hope

[spikybanana]

I had a vision where vader is kind of like an obscurus (swirling ball of uncontrollable destructive darkness, a child's repressed magic becoming parasitic & devouring back at themself) except rather than a child he was in his twenties. although some part of you is still always that child especially in your twenties

#wich also reminds me of the obscurus black brothers aus #darth vader #anakin skywalker #granted this diminishes his agency & how he killed all those younglings *on purpose* #but also vader never stopped being the terrified 9 yr old boy #all the other heinous crimes aside #heh #the nano 2023 #fic: l&r

[lactoset0lerant]

I hate Brendon Urie so i dont want to support him by listening to his music on spotify or yt so i decided to look up amvs of songs from a fever you cant sweat out bc that album rocks, so thats how i ran into this gem from 16 years ago

I've never heard of this anime before the audio quality suck and the video quality is even worse but i still love it. So yeah. Watch p!atd amvs if you like the music dont give money to Brendon

#if you DARE report this amv for copyright infringement i will PERSONALLY strangle you #panic! at the disco #p!atd #brendon urie #btw i chose this amv bc the title of the anime reminded me of mew mew kissy cutie wich is the anime wich Alphys loves in undertale #Youtube

[yoohyeontual]

Covid got my friend so I’m not seeing her Friday 🙃

#saying my friend hurts but I don’t know how to call her fksbjdbd #yeah I stressed out all week to the point of going sick and it’s gonna continue until I see her 🙃 #i had a bad feeling but not this 😭 jfbsjdnsn #she’s been in quarantine since Monday and she didn’t think of telling me sooner 😭 #I asked her Sunday she could have tell me the next day that it would not be happening 😭 #she know how many days it takes 😭 #anyway my fave people are streaming at least I have something to feel better 🙄 #but maybe not knowing wich day will make me calm the fuck down #cause I won’t be able to see her from 19 to the 24 cause I’m getting my wisdom teeths pulled out #and it won’t be easy to talk which we absolutely have to do fkbsjdbd #and the 24 is my goddaughter and her brother birthday party #which remind me I have to remind my cousin to tell me what to buy 😐 #the oldest probably wants money but my goddaughter change hobbies and thing she like every week fksbdjjd #i may feel good 22-23 but idk it’s 3 teeth my cousin told me it could last 3 days jfbsjdbd #alex.txt

[nelkcats]

Build a bear

Danny went to build his own teddy bear with his parents out of town, Jazz suggested that he could make them say they loved him and record it for life, which would help him when he went to college or finally decides to reveal himself to them, that idea reassured him more than it seemed.

His sister probably wanted him to have a "support bear" like her own, Bearbert, and honestly his old teddy bear was good enough, but maybe a new one with a love reminder would help.

Amity was a small town, so the build a bear shops weren't really there, at least he had found one near Jersey, it was a long drive but he was willing to convince his parents to go.

When they finally arrived at the location, using the excuse of a ghost infestation to lure them; he tried to make a recording of his parents love words but all he ends up recording is "Let's destroy that ectoplasmic scum, he's a threat" with a lot of little lengthy things about Phantom and what they would like to do to him, wich only made him sad.

The last thing that could be heard on the recording was "I just wanted them to tell me they loved me, to remember it when they tie me to that laboratory table" in frustration.

Danny decides to give up and puts the teddy back on the shelf, the manager looks at him sadly and he just pays for it, he did not wanted to cause the employee more trouble; at the end he went back to the GAV, empty-handed and trying to remind himself that his parents love him, even if their priorities are weird and misplaced.

Days later, the Waynes drag Damian into the same store, Damian grumbling the entire way that he didn't need kid's stuff.

While the demon boy complains about the uselessness of everything, Jason notices a green teddy bear, with a jumpsuit full of stars and a sign that says "Boo", it was obviously made to remind a ghost, and he was amused by the "dead" bear so he asked the manager the price, she denies and comments that it was already paid for, but the boy never took it.

More surprised than curious, Jason holds the bear in his arms, squeezing it, it was fluffy; that caused the last thing that was recorded to be played. His blood ran cold hearing what sound like a couple of crazy doctors preparing a vivisection, this in itself was terrible, but the worst part is that the boy's voice at the end, although a little damaged, implied that he was the experiment.

Reluctantly he decided to take the bear to his brothers, this is a mystery in the form of a teddy bear and they are not going to let it go. Even if it's not directly a cry for help, he recognizes incompetent parents and a dangerous situation when he sees one.

#danny phantom #dp x dc #danny fenton #dc x dp #jason todd #build a bear #I always wanted to build one #Danny probably made a star ghost #Jason was amused for the implication of a dead Teddy bear #The Waynes tried to give Damian a normal childhood #But they find a mystery instead #Duke comments that it could be a joke #but Jason explains the situation and it doesn't seem all that likely. #Mad scientists or mad doctors #Danny didn't even notice leaving a worrying message on a teddy bear. #He didn't think it was worrying because it's his normality #Bearbert #jazz fenton #Jazz is a good sister #how to track mad scientists with a Teddy bear a Wayne guide #Danny just wanted his parents to tell him #and yeah they do it a lot but he wanted a record #the one time they get distracted and don't say it ruins the recording #dp #dc

[madqueenmomo]

Hiya folks. Todays the ffxiv hair contest winers were announced and of of the styles I made won.

The one who will be implimented in game will be Natural curls.

These were made with my friends in mind (because I love them and they deserve more actual natural curls) while taking into consideration the lack of curly hair, the textures I know they would be able to make and how it would look like on non poc wols

The winning hair

This was the first and more simple one I made. I started out with the base shape then painted it over with a natural curl hair brush.

I wanted to make a texture I felt i’ve seen the devs make in Highlander/Midlander hair but no where else.

I simplified it for the quickly drawn examples … I have a feeling the end product might be closer to those instead of the more curly version. Here is to hoping no.

The ones I made but did not win, so wont get in game

The curly swoop

This one was actually requested by one of my friends.

She wanted me to try a hair still she wanted to have in real life. Due to the reasons stated on top, i had to loosen up the curls of the swoop to make it work with what i knew was a texture they could pull off and also work with non poc characters.

Old school ponytail

This one was inspired by nostalgia from when I was in grade school.

I remembered those hail tie balls so well and associated them with fond memories.

Sadly I didn’t think i could do my original idea of the thick cute braids i associated these with in a way that the game would make it not look racist/work with non poc characters so I focused on just the curls. It ended up reminding me of Terra from FF6 but more curly.

In the end. I’m glad Natural curls won. I really hope they get the texture right and curly.

I still feel awkward cause i’m white woman who submitted these. But I did them with love and support for my friends and to yell at SE to add more poc hair (wich i saw a shorter dreads hair and also a really elegant brais with poofy curls won so i guess my plan worked?)

I just hope this will make them make more hair with poc in mind so the players can eat well.

#ff14 #final fantasy xiv #ffxiv #ffxiv community #im still really sorry about having to tone the curls down just to make it work with white people #im really sorry #but seriously i just wanted se to make poc hair for once so my friends would be happier with actual hair that is textured like theirs

[nyx-is-missing]

Graceland too

Clarisse la rue x fem!reader (Athena's kid)

Sumarry: When a certain daughter of Athena felt unappreciated her whole life, someone was there to see her.

Warnings: Sad girl hours, shitty parenthood, hurt/comfort because im no monster and probably other things wich i forgot.

a/n: look who is back!

Demigod.

Half blood.

Half a goddess.

Half a human (?).

And yet, fully a disappointment.

When Athena sent me to my Dad's house, in a golden crib, dressed in pure white dress, glowing, how the myths would expect a demigod to be, then, and only right then i was a gift.

A piece o divine love, something to prove to him, till the end of his life, that at some point, he was good enough for a Goddess.

But days after, immediately, i was just a crying baby, hungry, with a busy father, without a mother, and that only made him remember that, that was it.

He wasnt good enough for her, she wasnt staying, she never even actually even considered, he would never have that kind of honour, only a crying baby he never expected.

I wasnt a gift anymore, it actually felt like i was a insult, everything about me started to enrage him.

And oh, how did he reminded me of that every single day of my existence.

When i got diagnosed with dyslexia all i've heard whas that Athena gave me up to him because i was defective, when i couldnt sit still during classes, and exploded with all the repression i suffered everyday, suddently i was a clock bomb, when my grades where great, i was never rewarded, it was "the least i could do, to make up for the shame that i was".

I was never loved, never wanted, never encouraged, at least not by him.

The very little love i've known in my life, i own to the people who felt pitty of me.

The teachers, the neighbours who have heard the insults, the stray animals who could sense sadness, the very old grandparents who never actually saw me more than twice a year, and the people who worked at a nerby library, who let me stay past closing time, leaving only with the cleaners.

I was 12 when he had enough and sent me to camp, literally the very day school was over.

I came home to my clothes packed and him waiting by the car keys.

Being in camp for the first time, was also the very first time in my life i have ever felt....normal.

Not good, not bad, not great, not terrible, i was one, and that was enough.

I spend that summer being quiet, i sat in the corner, i didnt spoke, i didnt interrupted, i didnt had any ideas, i wasnt good enough to do that, thats what i've been told my whole life, thats my true.

It took a whole new summer for Athena to claim me.

I have always wondered if she was fighting with herself, if she had any problems having to admit that she made a mistake, with me, or with him.

It didn't matter, for the first time i had brothers and sisters, who wanted me, who understood when i wasnt the best, who asked for my graded tests, to put up in the wall.

They understood when i was hard to crack, when i insisted in being quiet, when i wouldnt share my ideas, they understood it all.

I didn't.

Each and every new summer i spent there, all i could ask myself was:

Why could i not be great like all of them?

Why im still afraid?

Why i was still useless?

Im now sixteen and the same questions still were unanswered.

And today i felt worse than ever.

It was my birthday, and i havent got a single letter from him, nothing, nothing.

It felt like he was saying i wasnt worth anything again.

Earlier, i tried to pretend nothing was happening, smiling with my siblings, finally making plans for capture the flag, finally belonging like i promissed i would try to do that year.

My plan was used, it wasnt perfect, but it was used, and surprising myself and the other team, we won.

I could see the other team confused, and Clarisse cussing us to death.

Still i was so happy, for the first time in my life i showed myself, and i worked....partially.

The happiness of victory didnt last much in me, because i saw a new brother of mine almost bursting to tears, he was young and just got claimed a few days ago, he wasnt used to that, and he wasnt supose to get hurt, but the red that painted his arms said otherwise.

I couldnt stare at him without feeling like i failed again.

Why couldnt i be perfect for once?

I took him to infirmary and held his hand while he was getting his stiches, saying sorry all the time.

I tried thinking it was okay, people get hurt, move on.

I had diner, i took a bath, i tried to sleep, i couldnt.

The tears were falling down and i knew i wouldn't be quiet.

So i got up and walked to the cabin's porch, sitting on the last step and letting my head fall to my knees.

Why couldnt i be great?

Why couldnt i be in peace with myself?

Why couldnt my mom bless me?

Why couldnt my dad love me?

Why did he had to be so mean?

I was a kid for fucks sake.

"Are you okay?" I heard someone saying, that made me freeze, that voice was not from any of my sisters, was i crying so hard i woke up someone from other cabin?

"I- yes, sorry i didn't knew i was crying so hard to wake people from other cabins, im sorry"

"You didn't, i was sneaking out to train some more, and saw you, our cabins face each other"

That was...Clarisse?

I wiped my tears and look up, she was staring at me with a almost worried look

"Clarisse?"

"Yes, why are you crying?"

She sat down by my side, dropping a sword in the grass.

"Its nothing really, im fine, you dont need to bothe-"

"No, cut the crap" she stopped me mid sentence "no one ever weeps in the middle of the night out of happiness, you are not fine and im not letting you lie OR leave until you tell me what it is"

We stare at each other, and ill need to thank the night light being bad because i probably look like crap right now, im sure my eyes are red, my nose too, im probably with a very swollen face and id bet all the dracmas i own that my hair its no better than a nest of birds.

"Go on...tell me"

I layed myself in the stairs, looking at the sky, trying to think of a way to tell everything, without sounding crazy

"I dont deserve to be here, Clarisse."

"Here..where?"

"This cabin, i dont deserve to be called daughter of the goddess of wisdom, i dont deserve being here with them, my siblings they are great, more than good, great, they will do great things with themselfs, amazing writers, architects, brilliant musicians, historians, why am i here? Im not even good, why im with the great?"

"Wait wait wait" she made me sit down again and look at her "not even good? What are you talking about? Wasnt the strategy in the last capture the flag yours? Yall won, and if somebody asks me later i've never said this but that was good, some really good strategy, i was almost thinking of asking chiron to switch you teams, you were great, more than that, and now you're here telling me you are not egen good? Are you on drugs?"

"Clarisse you dont need to pretend you care that much, and my plan wasnt all that, my brother got hurt, that wasnt supose to happen, i failed him, if i was good enough he wouldnt even be there"

She had a very confused look on her face, like she really did not knew what i was talking about.

"You're not talking about the little boy you took to the infirmary and that small cut in his forearm are you? Cause that boy was far from almost dying like you are making it sound like-" she looked at my eyes, i didnt needed a mirror to have sure how i was, i've seen myself like that too much to count, everytime my dad said i wasnt good enough, sad, lifeless.

"I failed again Clarisse, im not good enough to be here, im useless, worthless"

She looked at me and did the last thing i tought she would, Clarisse hugged me.

"Dont say that, c'mon, worthless? I've seen you fight, i've seen your plans, you dont talk much but i've heard your ideas, you are far from being useless or worthless, who the fuck told you that?"

"My f- you heard me?" I looked at her, only to see a look i couldnt distinguish "what do you mean?"

She looked at her own feet, then at her sword, reflecting the moonlight.

"You really dont know?" She looks at me "i- well, i've heard you, the same way i see you everyday, thats how i know you like morning walks, sweet green grapes, baked goods...how i know you are probably the only child of Athena who has never read "the art of war", that you walk without looking at peoples faces....its weird, i've seen you so much throughout this years and it feels like this is the first time you are actually seeing me"

"But i've saw you before-"

"Thats not what i was saying, you looked at me many times, but did you ever saw me until today?"

I looked at her blinking, and after a moment of silent i said "you like dark chocolate, and lemon flavoured soda, and sneaking out to train when the harpies take their breaks, by the way you missed that, and you always ask for double the quantity of food you eat, so when you burn it you still can eat enough, by the way i stole that idea-"

She is smilling, big, really big, i think i am too.

Of course i saw Clarisse, who wouldnt, she was strong, brave, beautiful, to me was a wonder she didnt had people running to get her attention.

She got closer to me "does that mean i can-" i stopped her mid sentence again

"Maybe..."

"Im going to make you forget that "im not good enough" nonsense, belive me"

She is smilling while kissing me, and i am too.

#fanfic #lesbian #clarisse la rue x reader #clarisse pjo #pjo series #pjo tv show #clarisse la rue #clarisse x reader