#why WHY WHY does he love upsetting me

[kittyandco]

does anyone else get so upset when you think about all the things that happened to your f/o... all the things they went through? all the things they haven't healed from? the pain that they may still be enduring? how you can do your best to help them but you can't protect them from everything. so you just love them the ways they needed before, how they deserved. and you see them happy because they finally accept, at least in some ways, that they do deserve it. they deserve love like all beings do

#i get so upset when i think about it for too long; i'm there for them now but there was nothing i could do; wanna go back and protect them #i'm like this with everyone i care about (real and fictional) and sometimes it's hard #it's about hans this time. i just can't believe all the things that happened to him #no wonder he's terrible! no one cared about him! why should he care! all he knows is pain and neglect! except from me! #i know why he sees everyone else as worthless because that's exactly how everyone he knew saw him first; he was supposed to be loved #they all used him up til he was nothing and that's all he knows #i can't even read certain parts of a frozen heart again because i just cried so much the first time... he didn't deserve that #no one does #and then the comics detailing it all even FURTHER #he was like any other innocent kid and seeing that progression hurt so much. i could get into the details but ugh #hux's age of resistance comic did the same thing. i can't even look at the first 2 pages; it's too much. i just want to hold him #anyway... i'm fine :') i've made a post like this before but i'm feeling it so hard right now #self ship

[arcticwaters]

something something reckless dangerous decisions something something confronting mortality

#critical role #cr spoilers #ashton greymoore #laudna #laudmoore #my art #critter role #i drew this right after ep77 but the parallels i saw between them got more confirmed for me in 78 #i spent the ep trying to figure out why laudna was so upset (betrayed was such a strong word for something that had little to do with her) #(like yeah the shard was important but like it wasn't hers it wasn't imogen's it was his journey not theirs. i get being upset but THAT?) #''why didn't they learn my lesson'' was very telling to me and all but confirmed my theory that she saw herself in him #she made a choice to kill bor'dor in a way that risked waking up dalilah but did it anyway because she needed it; a sense of control #the same day she learned that dalilah had become extremely strong and could not die without /her/ dying she watches #ashton make a choice that they knew risked everything but did it anyway for a sense of control. and he dies. #he dies right after she realizes she may have to die to protect her loved ones but it will HURT #and it does hurt; fearne gets hurt they all get hurt #''why did they break her rock?'' #ANYWAY it's like i said in another post: 'they are a child' she says as she cuddles a toy and asks an older woman to hold her #also so sorry i'm shit at effects

[lovecolibri]

Anyway,

#911 lone star #repeat after me #owen is not the main character because this is an ensemble show #i mean as a general rule you really should stay out of people's inboxes to bitch at them about something you know they don't agree with #but also people are allowed to call out the show for trying to get clout for diversity and then making it the owen strand show #and not even the 'owen strand is sooo good at being fire captain' show which would at least get us firecrew scenes! #it's now the 'owen does anything BUT fire captain because that's basically like sitting on the bench' show #which is a shame because there are a billion police/fbi procedurals i could watch if i wanted to #but i don't i want the found family hopeful wholesome 911-verse #and when owen IS being captain or being dad to TK or one of the team or a friend for the other captains his scenes are so good!! #i love those scenes and they give us more content for the other ensemble characters #and THAT is a lot of the complaint about the screetime is that it's majorly going to one character doing outside stuff #so not only is it not centered on the other characters but they don't even hardly get to be involved! #ANWAY #don't mind me just tired of hearing people say no one can be mad because owen is the main character #if this was a show with 2 mains and a handful of supporting characters or the show was named after owen in some way i'd get it #but literally he isn't the main character and that is why people are upset

[star-trekster]

WHY IS SPOCK EATING BACON NOOOOOOOO

THE SPOCK DRIFT IS IN FULL EFFECT

#I understand that this is a new and diffrent Spock #but this is just so flop to me #like HES VEGETAARIAN #THAT WHO HE IS AND IS THE CORE OF THE CHARACTER #EVEN WHEN HE WAS EMOTIONAL IN ALL OIR YESTERDAYS AMD HE HAD MEAT HE WAS LITERALLY SO UPSET #HE LITERALLY SAID “’what is wrong with me?’’ LIKE HE WOULD NOT BE HAPPY ABOUT BACON #LIKE THE REST OF THE EPISODE WAS ALRIGHT AND I LIKE SPOCK’S MOM AND PIKE #ALSO THE CHRISTINE ERICA UHURA ADVENTURE WAS NEET #I DONT EVEN MIND THE LOVE TRIANGLE AT THIS POINT #JUST WHY DOES HE DO THIS #star trek #Snw #star trek snw #spock star trek #Spock #s’chn t’gai spock #spock snw #not even going into Leonard nimoy there are much more well written posts about it but it’s so awful #THEY ARE JUST STRIPPING THE ASPECTS OF SPOCK THAT MAKE HIM SPOCK #being emotional on main 😔

[thats-a-lot-of-cortisol]

"Sick of doing shit and not getting paid for it / Sick of being told you just gotta wait for it / What am I waiting for?"

(The hair I drew him with is from @witcherscreenshotsdump 's mod)

#wyll deserves a karlach or astarion-style breakdown #you KNOW the poor man is t h i s close to snapping and losing his shit #and he should!! #im so pissed that 'angry wyll' got cut out of the final game #why does he have to just. be chill with everything when everyone else gets to be upset about their traumas??? #you can accept your lot in life & not regret your choices & love your family AND be angry at how they treated you #maybe im just projecting but his almost constantly pleasant/calm/etc demeanor is exactly the type of thing that happens #when youre constantly suppressing your feelings in order to be the mature one/to make the people around you comfortable/etc #let him actually be angry at his father!!!! #ANYWAY. justice for wyll #im proud of this piece over-all im just trying to get away from the plastic-y feel my 'cleaner' art tends to have #which i didnt manage here but that's fine! i was mostly focusing on his expression anyway #bububell's wyll hair is canon To Me #my art #bg3 #bg3 fanart #wyll ravengard #bg3 wyll #wyll fanart #digital art #digital artist #artists of tumblr #Spotify

[todayisafridaynight]

would it be okay if u told me why u like aoki😭/gen😭😭😭😭BEEN TRYNA LIKE HIM FOR SO LONG I JUST CANTT but i love ur art so much so i still consume it otherwise lol

i liked tohru adachi in high school and tbh i think that alone is enough of an explanation for why i ended up liking aoki

#snap chats #haha see i told you last post's tags were relevant #anyway vLKVJEVLKAEJVLKJ IM CRYING ANON youre so funny. this is the funniest ask i coulda got thank you so much #i dont know why i like him either <- yes i do #fine lets get Real Talk about it #well first off all i thought he looked hot rolling out the elevator and i was playing the eng dub and i think his voice sounds hot there #and thats like. not athing that happens to me ever <- literally thought sawashiro was hot two frames into the game but anyway #i like politician characters. or characters that are in a position of power ESPECIALLY if they have to act like they dont suck balls #like i very much love the idea of the power of charisma and that type of thing not to mention the 'strategizing' as aoki puts it #that comes with politics. LIKE HE SUCKS DONT GET IT TWISTED HE SUCKS BUT //shrug emoji// #like its why i love the mine rggo stories i like seeing mine's thought process and how he uses his intelligence #smart's sexy to me idk what to tell you but moving on #its fun watching him lose his cool too ESP IN HIS FIGHT LMAO HE STOMPIN HIS FOOT LIKE A TODDLER SHUT UP #i also really love the arakawa family in general and thinking of aoki's relationship with each of them makes my brain explode #especially him and sawashiro that shit is painful to watch and i love it so much #i also thought him going from goth to republican was the funniest shit in the world like i howled at that AND i was distraught #aokis so interesting to me from the notion that he IS loved by his family but he has so much hatred for himself it eats him up #and as a result he cant be happy no matter what he does- how hes constantly seeking validation even if it's nothing meaningful #his lil. Dog-Eat-Dog world world belief to ichi also appealed to my edgy depressed high schooler brain. sorry. #his speech at the lockers also got to me. unfortunately. sorry everyone i empathized too hard it got too real it wasnt funny anymore #like as much as i complain bout the very end the ending is what solidified me liking aoki if not also cause of ichi's impact in those scene #plus... analyzing him and the environment around him is so much fun too.... #idk reasons for why i like aoki also boil down to personal reasons. he still sucks tho so i cant be upset when people hate him LOL #i probably have more reasons or could elaborate more i love rambling but i mean. who really wants to read all that 💀💀 #maybe for a character that WASNT the worst but. aoki is so LMAO #thank you for loving my art regardless :) im sorry i have to be attached to the worst guys ever

[fagbearentertainment]

"supposed" transphobe

asaik he has not said anything transphobic and jusr donated to donate to some alt right political figures

but he has also donated to some lgbt charrity, and while this doesnt automatically make him good

i still belive that the situation isntr as black and white as everyone puts it

He still donated money to alt right politicians tho. So like yeah it isn’t black and white but monetarily supporting transphobic, among other things, politicians and saying he doesn’t regret it isn’t exactly the best look ya know?

#still love fnaf #but it upsets me that he’s a trump supporter #bc even if Scott himself doesn’t hate trans people #trump does #hence why I don’t give Scott money #and just watch my funny lil let’s plays and community drama videos #askswag #fuck scott cawthon

[linzumi]

my thumb hurts

#i drew this on my phone #this was half assed but why does it look better than literally any of the other drawings i’ve done of him #this upsets me #i’m distraught #dissapointment #in pain #zuko #prince zuko #atla #atla fanart #zuko fanart #i will now on be using this color pallet to draw him and he is half blind #me? draw his scare to resemble a hand pressing itself to his eye? no.. never. #my favorite colonizer #i love him #look at this man #if he chased you around the whole world and demanded that you give up your bf so he could restore his honor while going through #an early life crisis and giving you and your family trauma but in the end eventually becoming one of your greatest friends #would you still say no? #the brush that i drew this with is growing on me. #ibispaint art #i really wanna change my user but i’m to attached bc it’s a rare pair ship name lmfao! #i hate him #he needs to die #zuko is bisexual #honestly i like him better with short hair but the thought of him having luscious long flowing black silky smooth ass long hair is v nice #do i draw more of him tho and risk giving my thumb a blister? #u have given myself blisters on my thumb from using it to much to draw it’s so funny

[petrichorium]

The fav I have the most frequent (and most intense) fights with is actually jing yuan btw

#pattering on the roof #he has a tendency to make me feel stupid and it’s not entirely by accident #he just can’t help himself #like JDNJFNEF I reference it in my meet fruit fic (which was Very selfship coded) but #the first massive fight we have is before we start dating when he’s still like courting me ig #and wheedles me into playing starchess w him #but I’m BAD at starchess okay I hate it I suck at it sucking at it makes me hate it more #and I like him so much and he’s so good and I wanna make a good impression but I SUCK and I leave every time upset #and he knows ofc he does. I’m improving and he loves seeing me improve which is why he keeps asking #eventually he’s like well maybe it’ll help if I let her win #no. it doesn’t. I blow up at him entirely bc I HATEEEE being condescended to and if u wanted someone who could beat u in starchess then go #find someone else u fucking asshole don’t humiliate me like that (<- face puffy weeping literally the only two people in the garden) #and I storm off sobbing. literally refuse to interact w him for MONTHS he’s making every excuse to bump into me and it’s full cold shoulder #I also never fully forgive him for it. we never play starchess again even centuries down the line after we’re married and he’s retired #n e way yeah #p much every fight is similar he just makes me feel dumb sometimes and I lash out at him #and frankly often it’s warranted bc not infrequently he provokes me on purpose #ss.🌧 yujing

[yuridovewing]

Feel like one of the best ways you can convince someone that no, villains with compelling motives that have sad backstories are not terrible writing compared to straight up born evil villains who just want to kill everyone and be done with it, is to tell them that Warrior Cats writes born evil villains constantly while literally preaching “That’s how evil works, you can’t CHANGE, you’re either touched by demons at birth or you aren’t!” and it blows chunks

#brokenstar tigerstar hawkfrost darktail one eye etc etc would all be so much more interesting if they werent so one note #and just had ‘’born evil’’ slapped on as their explanation for being evil #‘’ew why are you woobifying tigerstar’’ because i think a villain who feels emotion besides ‘’evil’’ and ‘’angry’’ and actually does care #about his clanmates but is also a bigot that deserves to be beaten down is more interesting than canon #to get like real world political here… abusive people and bigots like. are not one note born evil demons #they have loved ones and reasons for turning out the way they did. and im not saying that to go ‘’so you need to give them grace!’’ #im saying that because the line of thinking that every bad person is a super obvious mustache twirling villain with no soul #makes it so that people justify abuse and crimes from REAL people. like ‘’oh my friend says some racist things but he isnt BAD! he loves me! #would an abusive person be nice to his wife in public? of course not!’’ #and its rhetoric like that that lets abuse and bigotry thrive. if you put the world in categories of born evil and born good #then you will dismiss all the ‘’good’’ people in your life who have done horrible things with ‘’but she donated to charity once’’ #i mean. hell this LITERALLY happens in wc where the ‘’born good’’ characters are abusive and murderously xenophobic #where characters like clear sky and blackstar just get a sticker like ‘’oh you cant be TOO mad at them! theyre good at heart!’’ #‘’ignore all the times they killed vulnerable people for the crime of being born somewhere they didnt like! they were nice to a kid once!’’ #the message there is literally ‘’bad people cant REALLY be bad if theyre nice to people sometimes’’ #like. im not even mad at clear sky being motivated by witnessing his loved ones starve to death for why hes such an abusive control freak #thats an interesting reason to become a villain especially since the change happened when he was put in a position of power #the problem is not him having a sad backstory. the problem is the erins think his sad backstory means he was never that bad #and anyone who’s upset at him can go eat shit and die cause he looked sad #like. i get this line of thinking often comes from writers doing this for abuse apologism and just wanting to see abusers be held accountabl #accountable #but how exactly does it help victims of abuse to portray abusers and bigots in a christian ‘’touched by the devil’’ light

[235uranium]

"loki is akechi's hate" "loki is destroying akechi's psyche" you're all cowards. loki is akechi's anger and outrage at being trapped and abused. and that is NOT a bad thing

#☢️.txt #yknow how ppl say that being upset at your mistreatment is a form of self love? i think loki can be that. #tbqh i tend to fall into the featherman seeker theory but like. i dont think wakaba implanted anything or even intended a 2nd awakening? #in my head wakaba is kinda akechi's maruki. she was Definitely using this kid as a human experiment and very fucked up shit was happening #but she /did/ care about him and told herself that it would all be okay in the end. right up until she realize oh right shido is horrible #anyways. i think that at some point during the experiments he did have a moment of actual anger that caused loki's awakening #generally im on the 'wakaba's death is one of his few regrets' #and i think his feelings on her are extremely complicated. she was an adult who was actually nice to him and expressed concern about him #unfortunately she was also using him as a lab rat and never tried to actually get him out #god. that theory drives me insane. what WAS wakaba doing. why do akechi and futaba have the same rare blood type #also do you ever think about how while loki is a trickster + god of chaos #he's trapped and prevented from interfering until ragnarok? #and akechi is a wildcard unable to truly use his power + seems to be a bit of a control freak #despite his main power being to make people lose all control?? and how if he does manage to unchain himself it'll mean the end of the world?

[strwbrymlkshake]

I am trying so hard but it still isn't ENOUGH FOR YOU? DON'T YOU SEE HOW HARD I'VE BEEN TRYING?

#mine #normally i've been good about not being too upset over things #but oh fucking boy. okay. im glad people are scared of me #i hope they know that im the only right one in the whole world and they are wrong and are justified for fearing me and im glad my existence #will turn them off from sharing their wrong opinions. but oh FUCKING BOY? ive been sitting here the whole time like oh they hate me #oh they hate me so much they want me to die wahhh and im trying to do all the things they like because im for some reason fucking bothered #by their other opinions. even though the people themselves are useless trash #and oh. like i was suspecting it but its finally confirmed huh??? you all cant fucking stand the sight of me because im right? #you dont understand the truth?? they hated him because he told them the truth? thats me as fuck rn dude #i am literally gracing your eyes with the content i make and basically hand feeding you the correct opinions to have #and yet you still reject them! people just love being stupid unfortunately. i want to kill them all. #i would be so much nicer if you all just agreed with me on the objective truth but unfortunate you have to be stupid #i have graced you with so many GIFTS and protected you from my wrath so many times but you do not even give a fuck #WHY AM I CRYING. YOU ARE ALL SO USELESS WHY AM I CRYING!!! MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT AGREE? #i guess im crying because they are all so stupid #so what im saying is its very unfortunate that everyone does not worship me and all my opinions and the world is very hard. yes. #friendship ended with self hatred now delusions of grandeur are my new best friend #even trhing to explain myself makes me sound like a shithead but i swear to fuck if you all just listened to me like youre supposed to #then absolutely nothing would ever go wrong! but you all had to be stupid on purpose! do you like being wrong? whats your problem #explaining all the reasons im RIGHT and yet i still feel bad for having the gall to do so. i shouldnt feel bad. im doing great. youre just #uncomfortable in the fact that YOURE wrong and making me have to accomodate you for your wrongness? tf is that about #okay lunatic rant over i have finished crying ☝️

[oaksapling]

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 durge #changed his horns he is...so perfect #im obsessed w him actually he is my babygirl #durge is fun to play too i like playing ilya but being a little unhinged is fun #im actually like...thinking the choices through a lot this time trying to figure him out...ilya is easy but fortune is different for me #hes confused most of the time...very blunt #doesnt hate or love the urges tbh just wants to understand them. questions his choices more than anything #rather than being upset or celebrating it. nothing he does strikes him as particularly evil or good #he is...indifferent i suppose to his own actions...LEANING towards enjoying it in the moment i guess #he's got kind of a one track mind though no time to help other people gotta figure out why kicking that squirrel felt so good

[cestacruz]

Mmm Jeanne

#servants cant learn new stuff (i'll talk about jalter in a second) therefore #jeanne shouldnt know how to read or write #we actually Dont get a confirmation that she can do those things in summer 3. because the book that jalter thought jeanne wrote #was actually Her own book #jeanne works with marie. maybe she comes up with the ideas and does rough drawings that marie would be Delighted to bring to life #marie reads to jeanne is my image #jalter taught herself how to read and write and i think that was possible because of the unstability of her existence #if you try to teach jeanne how to read and write it will stick for a second but if like idk 15-20 min pass she would likely find herself #unable to read again and her writting to be suboptimal #she can sign her own name ofc thats historical #she can recite the bible from memory iirc #i love jalter's ability to be her own person even if it comes with the fact that she is very much. an ephemeral dream #like her FCKING SKILL IS CALLED. #WHY MUST YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS FGO #anyway. now jeanne again but physical #oughhh thank u for the support in the tags when i said jeanne should have self image issues because she looked different in life #i hadnt fully talked bout it i just went with hair but yeah. i need to check again because im pretty sure her body wasnt Suuuper different #but i just gotta confirm #but im just so i love the idea of her just not liking the way she manifested abd not knowing Why she manifested like that #when there are Countless depictions of her with her short brown hair #sieg looks to the side whistling (its not his fault but he knows the pseudo servant part #and its probably a mix of . fate apocrypha's manifestation and of how some people imagined jeanne looked like #but it still upsets her #not that she'd ever complain to people #you can probably get it out of her tho #unrelated and only to those who reached this far: im thinking of a singularity set in 15th century orleans in the Middle of the hundred year #war. but the difference aint “oh jeanne d'arc came back to life evil” rather than “there seems to be a battle here where it shouldnt and oh #my god is that jeanne- oh god jeanne d'arc fucking died-- #and chaldeas has to try and fix the war without living breathing jeanne d'arc #actually thats not the middle of the 100yearwar but yknow what i mean. also haha jk unless...

[inkykeiji]

I think Natsuo needs reminding who the BIG brother is around here.

HAHAHAHA i agree anon i agree!!!

#touya-nii would slap him silly for a remark like that LMAO #touya-nii would be like ‘tf you just call me??????????’ #*my* natsuo would never speak to his niisan like that 😤😤😤 #definitely an odd turn of events #tho my bff n i were talking #and we were thinking maybe natsuo just defaults to this #like i can understand why he’s angry #maybe he’s upset that touya didn’t come to him after his accident! maybe he’s HURT that touya didn’t come to him #and it’s manifesting as anger #he’s probably feeling a lot of emotions rn and i know he’s angry that touya became dabi in general #just pissed off that this even happened in the first place and that this was the choice touya made instead of coming to natsuo like he alway #always does #which admittedly is a really selfish way to be feeling BUT welcome to the todorokis am i right or am i right #selfishness runs in their blood it’s like an inherent trait #anyway i’m rambling hehe #i feel u anon #this ask made me giggle!! i love u!!! #pls have a lovely day and stay safe <3 #inky.bb #clari gets mail

[todayisafridaynight]

‘is there yaoi in the arakawa family’ is an incredibly funny question because it’s infinitely funnier if there isn’t yk what i mean. theyre just like that

#snap chats #SORRY IM STILL LAUGHING AT IT BUT I DO LIKE TO POKE THE IDEA WITH A STICK #its just funny to me if they arent together but theyre just So Close that people are raising eyebrows #i already made fun of this idea like two times already didnt i. #NO HELP ITS CAUSE I THOUGHT OF THAT SPONGEBOB SCENE WHERE SPONGEBOB AND PATRICK HAVE THEIR CLAM BABY #its just ichi hanging out with mitsu like Bro Im Telling You..... There Something FUNKY... #im about to go back to srb all my 🏳️‍🌈❓ comics again oh my god #NOOO IM REMINDING MYSELF OF ALL THE GOOFY THINGS I WANNA DRAW STOPPP #i think i just wanna draw masato being upset more. like gross why does my dad have a love life and i dont #son he doesnt he Legit is just close with his coworker stop being emo and angsty and go get your game up #ughh im done working for the day but im too tired to draww #maybe ill try writing something silly for once.. <- doubt i think im gonna speedrun y7