#when i’m awake

[catastrxblues]

something something about michael stopping tori from jumping because she can’t leave him there alone and something something about peeta stopping katniss from taking the nightlock pill because he can’t let her go

#jesse was right there’s seriously nothing more selfish than love #if i even remember the quote correctly from before sunrise but whatever it’s 2 am give me a pass #but oh my goddd #there’s just something so special about things like this #i’m sure there are others who have gone into details about this because obviously but screamss #i think i’ll try going through the tags tomorrow #when i’m awake #tori spring #michael holden #sprolden #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #everlark #solitaire #thg #reading tag #nadirants #the hunger games

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i just wanna be protected and cared for like i'm a tiny kitty with abandonment issues

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd #bpd vent #bpd mood #i lost electricity for two days and my fp said i could stay with him and his sister.. i love him so much #tho i can’t fall asleep because it’s a new space #so i might go see if i can sleep in his room in like a half an hour if i’m still awake #because i always get anxious when im in new spaces that someone is gonna break in and id be the first victim

[chappelroans]

TRAVIS MARTINEZ in Yellowjackets (2021-) [insp]

#travis martinez #yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #yjedit #userbecca #tusercj #usermaguire #tusermich #usercoty #web weaving #webweaving #on fathers #** #he didn’t even like me but i’m going to risk my life to save his and hold him one last time #he didn’t even like me but i’m going to care for my brother that has his eyes #he didn’t even like me but he’s with me in my dreams and he haunts me while awake #he was such a shit dad but sometimes he gave my little brother gum on the airplane and there has to be something good in him #he was such a shit dad and i’m only saying this to you so that i feel better about him leaving me behind #my father is the worst man alive and i am his favorite son #i’ve only known him when he’s cruel but he reached out to me before he fell #travis i’m studying you like a bug cmere

[seraphicalsuccubus]

I need more friends (like okay yes in general but especially for this lmao) either up at the same random times I am or in different time zones to accommodate this

because I am SO tired of always being alone at this time of night, waiting for my sleeping meds to kick in, unsure of what to do with myself and in a chatty mood because I’m usually high or smoking, and have no one to talk to or anything

I just want more people to like FaceTime and video call at this time while I get sleepy enough to actually get some sleep so I have someone to talk to/vibe with/smoke with while I wait for everything to knock me out 😭😭😭

#keep in mind I have asthma and chronic bronchitis so u have to deal with me hacking up a lung whenever I take a hit lmao #but other than that I’m pretty chatty and wide awake and just ugh I want more friends to talk to at this time when I can’t sleep 😭

[thoughtsandmusingsandideas]

Typical self-aware, but reader just proclaim dehya and arlecchino are their wives chaos ensues because

Archons: WHAT DOES SOME HARBINGER AND A RANDOM EREMITE HAVE THAT I DON'T?!?!

This idea is also enhances the idea that because no one has been worshipping the creator, they haven’t actually realized they’re the creator yet.

So that would mean Dehya thinks she’s marrying some silly little and oddly powerful wanderer she found in the desert, and Arlecchino knows from the Tsaritsa freaking out that this is some random forgotten god, and the elder archons are so confused.

Venti: Why am I not enough!

Creator: Pyro women. Sorry.

Also-

The tsaritsa, clenching her fist: At least it’s your harbinger at least it’s your harbinger at least it’s your harbinger-

#genshin sagau #sagau #self aware genshin impact au #sagau genshin #sagau x reader #sagau forgotten!creator au #forgotten!creator au #Sagau dehya #sagua arlecchino #I’m rotating this in my mind so much I do want to make proper headcanons when I’m awake and possessing time #like I will be coming back to this to make arlecchino and Dehya hcs

[yonglixx]

#lee felix #lee yongbok #he went live for almost 2 hours ;; #gonna have to watch it when i’m fully awake #sunshine #skz

[bakudekublogblog]

katsuki dragging his battered and broken body trying to be at izuku’s bedside side is so so so fucking romantic it’s blowing my mind and he’s doing all this while multiple classmates are trying to restrain him too !! let alone that his first word after waking up in the hospital is a soft, worried whispered “deku” to himself I can’t fucking believe how romantically charged this all is it’s just so clear that he’s in LOVE with izuku he LOVES HIM

#i fear I am not surviving this season Jesus Christ #BKDK #bakudeku #IF YOU DIE ON ME I’LL KILL YOU #HES SJDBEKNDKDBDKSAJS #HE’S LIKE DONT YOU DARE DO THIS TO ME WHY ARE YOU ASLEEP WHEN I’M AWAKE #fighting his body and his classmates furiously trying to be at his side like it’s so LOADED it’s so CHARGED #JUST LET HIM SEE HIM #hhhhhhhhhh this season is so fucking gay I can’t believe it

[harmandmac]

My old ncis peeps… I HIGHLY recommend you to tune in ncis next monday. You all know I don’t say things lightly unless it’s something good.

#and there’s more surprises coming up soon #that’s all I’m saying #idk if the fandom is still awake here but nvm #ncis #proceeds to drop mic #imagine ME saying this in 2024 when I shutdown everything ncis related like 5 years ago #I mean business lmao

[arodabi]

I think people need to get better at relating to queer art and media even if the person making it doesn’t share your exact identity, and also people need to be okay with somebody relating to art even if they don’t share the full experience of it

#I’m sleepy maybe I’ll add to this when I’m more awake #void screams #queer #lgbt+

[shorthaltsjester]

free my complex female character, she did the same thing as complex male characters but the fandom takes Any analysis of her actions/choices/motivations that doesn’t strip her of all of her agency in bad faith and claims that only misogynists would dare to critique the things that they’ve noticed in her character because she’s a woman, completely ignoring the over-presence of discourse about similarly traited male characters in their fandom.

#exhausted by people categorizing CRITIQUE. not even genuine hate just literally basic analysis of imogen’s character #as a) hate at all but b) misogynistic simply because… they assume the person like caleb and percy uncritically like #i love imogen and i love her because she’s riddled with complexity that gives reason for her to be unlikeable #the shit ashton says makes me want to tear out my hair and i could write analysis on why but they’re still one of my favourite characters #i enjoy caleb but watching him infuriated me because of his self interest which is a coherent trait of his but is a tiring one #similarly with percy of love his pretentious Smartest In The Room shit but sometimes it meant he treated others more poorly than necessary #but i’m not unpacking all of that just so i have some fandom mandated right to say that i think there’s an aspect of a female character #that is imperfect in the human sense #because like. i will continue to call imogen’s self interested until the world burns and the moon shatters. because she is. #the only reason her choice to do good is compelling at all is because the choice to do otherwise is so tangible #it isn’t a Mistake or Fault that she’s self interested. it’s by design #like. she reaches towards the storm in curiosity in her sleep. but then she fights back when she’s awake #that’s it #that’s the dynamic. that’s what’s compelling #but no ur right fandom. let’s instead all agree that imogen is actually just intrinsically good #and take away all agency and complexity and humanity from her #and instead slap a sticker of Morally Good and enjoy the caricature of her where she’s made to fit into the imagine of #the latest aesthetic ad for diarrhoea medication #imogen temult #critical role #inspired as always by dumbass twitter posts that i’m subjected to because of school n work #the worst part is i do like the laudna n imogen dynamic in the stagnancy where it is but so much of that fandom is so clear in their erosion #of both characters actuality to suit the picture of Ship Tropes #like fuckin. so much of imogen’s fanart in imodna making her fat which as a fat person great love to see it #not so much when it’s clearly to make her short n stout against laundas tall n lanky. #anyway

[daylighteclipsed]

Y’all ever think about if Sora falls to darkness that inside his heart will look like the Destiny Islands falling again

#i do a lot #kingdom hearts #one of the biggest reasons i think we’ll see something like this in canon. briefly at least #not only would parallel ddd w ven’s heart/armor no longer there to protect sora #and roxas and xion gone from sora’s heart too. so sora would be alone #and actually there as opposed to in the RoL/awake when riku dives in #but also there is no way nomura’s gonna pass up the chance to bring us full circle like this. he loves making his characters revisit/relive #worlds and memories like this to make a point. and sora’s heart was sunset in ddd… following kh1 the dark and stormy night comes next #The thought of sora and riku reaffirming their love and friendship here when it broke the first time the islands fell #both of them having to in a way relive this horrible night for the final time #but riku doing the total opposite of last time. trying to save sora trying to stop the darkness from consuming everything #being totally honest with sora. reaching his hand out for sora but this time he’s not being consumed by darkness. #he’s become the light in the darkness. and they finally reach each other they finally grasp hands. I’m chewing on glass #i don’t think sora would ‘fall’ to darkness in the traditional sense #thematically i think it makes more sense for him to be faced w another martyr choice #though his own negative feelings would still be tangled up in there. and this would parallel kh3 #and if sora chooses to let darkness into his heart to save others it’d also parallel kh1 w riku choosing to open the door/let the darkness #into destiny islands at the risk of others #god it’d be just like kh1 but we’d be playing as riku and he’d be the one looking frantically for sora #a reversed dynamic. but now they understand each other’s pain and feelings so they can reach each other #figuratively and literally #i love parallels i love symbolism i love themes kick my ass !!!!

[kingkatsuki]

Specifically thinking about long distance relationships today.

So tell me how you and your f/o would first meet online?

#I feel like Bakugou and I would meet in one of those online games he’s downloaded to mindlessly waste time between shifts #and he’s so foul at first because he thinks I’m weak but we play and he realises that I’m #actually whooping everyone and he’s like well damn okay #and now he’s messaging in the alliance chat and like getting excited when I’m online even tho he tries to hide it #and gets annoyed when other creeps in his alliance try to flirt with me #and then he’s asking for my discord #me and Sanemi get into a fight on discord the first time we interact #in some stupid big server I only joined for the emojis #but he’s a jerk so I tell him to shut up and a message later I find a msg notification and it’s him trying to continue the conversation😭 #enjin slides into my dms on Instagram #he finds my post at a concert and hates the fuckboys that are commenting below #ends up messaging me to see if I’m okay but then immediately worries he’s one of those guys #Tamsy I feel like is that mutual I’ve had forever on twt and we like each others posts but we’ve NEVER talked to each other?? #it’s not until I’m feeling sad at 2am and I post something self-deprecating that he drops me a msg🥺 #and we end up staying up until 5am just talking to each other #Kirishima is ALWAYS the guy that responds to my ‘morning’ with a morning back! every day without fail #and I slide into his DMs one day and ask how he’s ALWAYS awake when I am??? like to say it back so quick #and he admits he’s kinda learned my schedule and he tries to be online for it because it’s one of the best parts of his day #and he likes saying it back😭😭😭 even if he’s off from a night shift and needs sleep he can’t without seeing me msg #Shindou blatantly flirts with me in a gaming discord and I think he’s an incel so I block him #he gets a friend to ping me to beg me to unblock him and I refuse #the friend then sends another message with a screenshot of Shindou basically begging me to unblock him😭 #Dot and I meet in one of those AITA Reddit threads #and we end up borderline arguing over whether op is TA #so much that we get told to take it elsewhere😭😭😭 #enjo #bakujo #eijo #but also catch me sending Dynamight sassy banter on his official socials😭😂

[your-mom-friend]

Okay wait so something just struck me

Can you imagine, like in Mob Psycho 100, Reigen’s safety just becomes like. A top level priority for the government.

Like Reigen is, or is at least partially, the reason all these Uber powerful psychics are living normal ass lives. Maybe even if it’s just tangentially. Either way, Mob would absolutely lose it if Reigen got hurt. And god forbid if something worse we’re to happen to him, those responsible would have to deal with several extremely powerful extremely pissed off psychics. They might not even care about Reigen specifically. But Reigen being hurt hurts Mob. And you can’t hurt Mob. Hurting mob is a crime against humanity

So like. What if at one point Joseph From The Government just sees this guy who has Zero Percent Psychic Power and One Hundred Percent Direct Relation To Powerful Psychics just throwing his ass into danger for Something and Mob/Teruki/Serizawa/(insert other psychics because I’m forgetting people) just losing all their braincells going after him and he’s like oh my god. Someone put this man in a tucking hamster ball he cannot be allowed to be hurt for any reason ever Japan would not survive this

#rem rambles #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arakata #kageyama shigeo #serizawa katsuya #Hanazawa Teruki #joseph from the government #I’ll read this in about three days time when I have more sleep in me #to see if this still makes sense #right now I’m at hour 40 of being Awake and the only sleep I’ve had in the last 40 hours was like at noon for about twenty minutes

[creative-chaos-apparently]

Eepy.

#any weather jedtavius #night at the museum #jedtavius #my art #natm #my fanfics #Sometimes when you can’t sleep you stay awake and draw some guys sleeping instead it’s just how the laws of the universe work #Jed absolutely has several pairs of his terrible pajamas and you can’t convince me otherwise ok? These are blue :)) #I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO DRAW OLD MEN #I’m so tired now I can see shadows moving so oopsie

[monstrsball]

happy iwa day to all who celebrate

#hq!! #iwaizumi hajime #iwa day 🎉 #the second most important day of the year #this is my first contribution to iwa day #stay tuned for more #ok fun fact i had this queued for later originally but. i cannot sleep so. i’m just gonna post it now #and then i’ll reblog it again later when more people are awake #cool? cool! #ITS IWA DAY YAYYYY

[mirrren]

He’s so Christian rock

#forget it eggman. I’ll defeat you with the power of Christ #these chaos emeralds really remind me of god and how he helped me find myself #unlike you sonic #I’m not an athiest anymore #shadow the hedgehog #christian rock #sonic the hedgehog #meme #when dreaming I’m guided to another world #time and time again #sing it tails #at sunrise I fight to stay asleep #cause I don’t want to leave the comfort of this place #I love creed #cause there’s a hunger. a longing to escape #from the life I live when I’m awake #flyleaf #creed