#weep with those who weep

[saewokhrisz]

"i woke up in the middle of my surgery

and i watched them botch my heart"

#oh this one has been in wips for so long #small notes: those are yaldabaoths hand #i had this idea when listening to white knuckle jerk by will wood about how yaldabaoth messes with the two boys #especially akechi who draws the short end doomed to be the antagonistic force #weeps #cw// #gore #hearts #shuake #persona 5 #goro akechi #ren amamiya #my art #fanart

[lucy-bladeshield]

Can you imagine how terrified Aelwyn must be? Her baby sister and her dumb friends have just said the name of a dead god and the world went mad, and they went into the briefcase of the one named The Ball and the one with the dead god casted a ward of death on you. And now it's been who knows how long and spell after spell you try and cast won't open the briefcase?

#and gilear weeping over the case wanting his daughter back #and just not knowing what's happening in it #but knowing something bad is happening #and thats your little sister #the only one left in the world who truly understands you and loves you #fhjy spoilers #d20 fhjy #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fantasy high junior year #the bad kids #fhjy #fantasy high #like i dont see anyone else talking about those outside the briefcase #what if theyre stuck in there #and tracker?? shes probably distraught over wolfing out traumatically again and now her ex (who shes still into) is trapped in a suitcase #blade speaks

[fallout-lou-begas]

i am almost constantly thinking about the mountain of implication, characterization, and insanely fucked up unspoken and unknown stories that are packed into the single paragraph of this ending slide for arcade gannon

#do you think arcade ever enjoyed the conversations. or enjoyed the certainly good treatment that he got by caesar's side. #and after that enjoyment; in the moments of realization that he had let himself forget exactly where he was #or those moments of realization that he had once again unconsciously tuned out the sounds of weeping slaves #who do you think he hated more: himself or caesar? or the courier? #and who did he hate most in the moment that he grabbed that scalpel? #and by all means ask me about my theory of caesar's repressed homosexuality that he can never ever act on #just saying that imo if the tyrant of the brutal slavedriving rapists was straight then he'd have a slave girl or two in his tent! yknow?? #fallout #fallout new vegas #fnv #arcade gannon #caesar #caesar's legion

[apple-death]

Where Am I?!!

A yandere genshin sagau so if your not interested you can skip

This is based off of my “Knowing Au” which in short means the reader has read fics before so knows what could go down in the genshin world and if they end up in a gruesome au. Which they did

Tw: Angst, more angst, crying, mentions of attempted murder, trauma, guilt, me ripping your heart out with even more angst. I cried on the inside while writing this.

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It was cold in the grand church, one where the former “god” had taken residence in.

It was cold outside, where the warm sun used to bathe the brightly colored world.

It was cold, where warm blood would pump and circulate through the body of the broken god. 

It was cold where their heart should be. Where they should feel any kind of warmth. Not even out of love, but out of life. Out of living. It was cold.

But nothing could surpass the frozen silence and time when their rightful god, sat upon the impostor's throne gazed upon them. The unfaithful acolytes. Could it be considered gazing at them? Their eyes seem too...cold, empty, and gone.

“Your-your grace we didn’t mean-”

A swift hand from their grace silenced the bowing, sniveling bard. 

“How many did you kill?..How many did you senselessly murder?” 

Their gentle voice asked. Just light of a whisper, but heard by everyone in the room as they were attentive for their creators voice. Anything that wasn’t a shrill, glass shattering scream was what they all wanted.

“How. Many.”

They demanded this time when the acolytes hesitated at the question. The voice losing it’s once gentle touch, but no louder. 

Yae Miko, one who was at their side from the beginning, wordlessly handed a book to her creator. She knew that they were in a fragile state, and she didn’t have the heart in her to say the number.

“Thank you.” 

The creator quietly let out. Even in such a devastated state they were still kind and polite to their creations. To those that deserved it.

The flipping of pages echoed through the walls and as each second ticked by, the more the hearts of those in the building, dropped. The more they started to cry, and the more it turned into quiet weeping as page, after page, after page, after page was slowly turned. 

“We’re so sorry..”

“Please forgive us your grace.”

“We’ll take any punishment you see fit!”

The archons cried out in desperation. Anything for their god to look at them with love again.

But amidst their weeping and their pleas, they couldn’t see that their god was also crying. Crying over how many were slaughtered and what they lost.

“Why? Why did you kill so many just because they looked like me?! Some of these are even kids! Children!”

The broken sound of their god made them raise their heads from the floor to see their god weeping, which caused their hearts to shatter even further, if that was possible.

It was their fault that their god couldn’t look at them. It was their fault they could be near them. It was their fault they couldn’t stand them. Yet they asked for forgiveness anyways cause they couldn’t fathom doing anything else.

“They were impostors your grace!”

Venti blurted out.

“You being here confirms that they weren’t the real all creator!!”

Zhongli tried to reaason.

“HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT?!!!”

Their god shot up from their seat as everyone looked at them in surprise at the sudden increase of volume. 

While yes, they had screamed as they were tortured by their acolytes and when they were about to be executed. They had always tried to be quiet, to be gentle, to be nice, to be forgiving. But this scream, this shriek held all the anger that they had yet shown.

“DID NONE OF YOU MORONS EVEN CONSIDER THAT IT COULD’VE BEEN REINCARNATION?! THAT MAYBE THERE WERE SO MANY IMPOSTORS BECAUSE YOU KEPT SLAUGHTERING ME?!!! THAT IT WAS TEYVAT ITSELF FORCING ME TO COME TO YOU?!!! TRYING TO TELL YOU THAT YOU WERE KILLING YOUR OWN GOD?!!!”

The full choir of cries and wails now filled the nation as not only the acolytes, but the followers as well heard their god’s rage, their sorrow, their grief as they were right. They had never taken that into consideration. 

The new idea of killing their god over and over even as they took on an early stage of life made them feel even worse. The sin of harming or even killing their own god was what they considered as the worst transgression they could commit, until their god said that. The act of killing their god repeatedly was so much worse.

“We’re sorry we’re sorry, we’re so sorry!!”

“SORRY FOR WHAT?? FOR HURTING ME? OR THAT YOU FELL FROM MY SO CALLED GOOD GRACES? OR IS IT BECAUSE YOUR’RE FACING THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR STUPID ACTIONS??!!!”

The room was filled with cries that were desperately trying to be suppressed. Sniffles and hiccups littered the room, but none were as attention grabbing as the ones coming from their god, who collapsed into the chair exhausted from finally letting their bleeding-heart speak.

“Your gra-...Y/n..”

Yae corrected as she rested a gentle hand on their shoulder. While formality was strict when it came to her god, she knew they hated that name for what it brought them. She also used their name because that was the only thing that could get their attention in their state. Their true name being said was such a rarity, Yae saw the light in their eyes come back when she said their name. It wasn’t much, but it was enough for her. Enough for both of them.

“-We can go back to the shrine, or even Snezhnaya if this is too much now.”

Yae waited for their tears to calm down for their answer, but her god asked her a question so meekly she didn’t hear it.

“Where am I?”

“Yo-Y/n?..What do you mean by that?”

She cradled their face in her hands as she stepped in front of them, blocking their view from the acolytes. She was concerned about why they would ask that. They’d sustained so many injuries it was possible that it could be a side effect or something that they missed.

“Where am I?”

They repeated a little louder. As fat, warm tears rolled down their cheeks and onto Yae’s hands that tried to wipe them away.

“-This isn’t the Teyvat that I fell in love with. These aren’t the people I fell in love with.”

They uncontrollably started crying as they curled in on themselves. Their voice growing until even the acolytes on the floor could here them,.

“My Teyvat would never do this. They would never slaughter kids and they would never hunt down someone for such a simple thing.”

Yae’s, and the recently appeared Tsaritsa’s heart broke as their god coninued on.

“This isn’t the Mondstadt I fell in, this isn’t the Izuma I fell in love with. There’s nothing here I loved before.”

“Surely you don’t mean-”

The Tsaritsa tried to cut in.

“I loved the people who would smile, I loved the people who would protect others and those who wished the best for others. Those who followed their ideals and dreams without influence, and those who were kind. But I’ve seen none of it here in this world. This world is cruel and unforgiving. It murders any that resembles me and has no qualms committing atrocities even against the innocent and young. It’s just a husk of what I love rotting from the inside desperately pretending it’s still alive.”

They choked out one more thing that even broke the ones who were in their god’s favor.

“This isn’t the world I loved.”

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@chocoenvy​

This was the first time making anything really angsty so I’m sorry if it wasn’t as sad as the Tw warnings said it would be. 

Reblog, but don’t repost or copy guys. :D

#Genshin sagau #Imposter au #Knowing AU #Tsaritsa x reader #Yae Miko x reader #Everyone's just weeping at the end #Yae isn't okay #The Tsaritsa ain't okay #She's picking you up and cradling you in her arms as she takes you away from those heathens #But she;s going to be crying over that later #Same with Miko #Your all going to be in you big bed squished between two women being sad #And the kids or anyone else who the reader isn't mad at is going to be trying their hardest at showing them a reason to love Teyvat #yandere genshin impact #yandere genshin sagau

[insignificant457]

Sorry, don’t mind me, just thinking about Lyria’s empathy, compassion, and genuine human decency that has carried the emotional heart for the sequel series for three books now.

Lyria “I will risk my life for this gold warrior I don’t know, even when everyone around me will sit on the sidelines in fear” of lagalos

Lyria “I don’t care if it sends me to prison for the rest of my life, I’ll turn myself over to a government that has basically abandoned me and my people if it helps save those kidnapped kids” of lagalos

Lyria “I don’t care if you don’t want my help, you’re in labor and I’m not going to leave you alone for it” of lagalos

Lyria “I’m going to save these girls I don’t know from sexual slavery even if it means putting myself in a position to be abused or killed” of lagalos

Lyria “if it’s a choice between being powerful and remaining myself I will choose to remain myself every time, without hesitation” of lagalos

Lyria “I just wanted to say I’m sorry about ulysses” of lagalos

Lyria “it doesn’t matter to me that you once killed the man who was trying to liberate my people, you’re here now and that’s what matters” of lagalos

Lyria “in the face of someone seconds away from ripping my heart out, I will choose to believe in her humanity and remind her who she is and who she is not” of lagalos

In conclusion:

#red rising #light bringer #light bringer spoilers #lyria of lagalos #Lyria is the best sequel character I’m sorry I don’t make the rules #she’s so fundamental and she’s so Good even when she has every reason not to be I am weeping about her as a type this #people who were mad she didn’t keep the figment simply Do Not Get her or her purpose in the story #and honestly I feel bad for those people who don’t get to live here in Loving Lyria Land #come on in the waters fine

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Oh we are so BACK

When I tell you I saw this and died. HELLO?????

I keep hiding my face lahshjsdhjgfsaf HE HAS NO RIGHT. NO RIGHT AT ALL BEING THAT SEXILY INTENSE AAAAAAAAAAA

Anyway, I should probably try to make some attempt at describing the event since. If I don't I'll just be barking/crying/hiding my face for the next twelve hours.

Basically--and I'm not sure this is going to be across the board, but it held true for Napoleon and Sebastian at least--each suitor has a birthday event this year instead of a separate story. Comte's won't be released until tomorrow, but they have posted a preview.

From what I gather, he talks a little bit about himself and reveals parts of his past that haven't come to light in the game yet. There wasn't really enough to convey a coherent narrative beyond attending a party, but the line displayed here does get across the larger theme:

Comte: (I don't need momentary pleasure or ephemeral affection any longer. Now that I know love, there's nothing but you.)

He talks about how the aristocracy have thrown parties and extravagant celebrations for his birthday for most of his life. But none of it has ever really made him happy, largely because he knows that they are attempts to strengthen and broadcast power relations within high society. While I don't think he means it's entirely devoid of well wishes, I do think he sees it as a nexus of influence--and thus, by nature, impersonal. And honestly, I don't think he's wrong about that; the higher the echelon in social standing, the more it requires performance to maintain the position.

That being said, there is a fascinating flashback where he remembers a pureblood telling him about how falling in love with a human is an experience of another caliber entirely. My understanding is that Comte was still a fairly young vampire at the time, so he didn't really understand what the person was getting at. It seems like the other pureblood was trying to convey the difference in feeling, perhaps the fact that humans are more grounded in accordance with how they live--the reality and necessity of change.

After reading this--and the recent 5th bday story--I can absolutely see how change is something Comte has a complicated relationship with. He's known a certain way of life for so long, has constructed a sensibility of distant, rational maturity. After all the heartbreak of his youth, and two very acute traumatic events in his life, I can see why he'd be so afraid of broaching any kind of proximity with another person. Because on some level it's so much easier not to put your feelings on the line, to never have to fear devastating loss. And that's to say nothing of the worry of being unable to measure up on behalf of another person, of letting them down.

I'm so excited to see the rest of the contents, but something about the preview made me equal parts giddy and enamored (all I do is kick my feet with excitement LOL). I think what gets to me with Comte is that he truly does love companionship as a place to rest, a place where he can be honest about himself and his feelings without fear of ridicule (and the same goes for MC). In a world increasingly obsessed with surface level performances of power, status, and emotion, it's hard not to feel his exhaustion to the core.

Also, because these lines at the end more or less destroyed me in the best possible way:

MC: ...The you who had nowhere to belong no longer exists. In much the same way...Abel, I belong to you. Comte: ... Comte: I wish I could say to myself all those years ago, the me who kept indulging in such paltry things. Comte: Until you meet MC, you will never know love... The warmth of MC in my arms filled me with such joy I was near tears. (I don't need momentary pleasure or ephemeral affection any longer. Now that I know love, there's nothing but you.) The moment my lips found hers, the sweetness lit a fire deep in my body. Comte: These cute lips that melt against mine, the heat of your skin, the love that envelops me in your embrace--always leaves me so deeply in love with you.

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp comte #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp spoilers #LETS GO ABEL UNPACKING ALL THOSE COPING MECHANISMS #**pats the couch next to me** CONFIDE IN ME #but in all seriousness i really do love how raw his relief and happiness feels #to have spent all of those years trying to subsist on emotional crumbs and numbing himself #and mc is so real for just gathering him in her arms and holding him tight QUEEN MOOD!!!! #i really really really love that general recurrence in his stories too #of how he always feels so isolated and out of place even when he's surrounded by people #yet all it takes is mc saying 'you belong to me--just as I belong to you. you're never truly alone :>' #to make him both overjoyed but also unhinged with so much love for her--to feel alive #also man........MAN..... #him looking back at who he used to be vs who he is now #im so caught between memeing like 'you know what that is? growth!' #but also lowkey weeping from the fact that he feels loved enough to look back and fully admit it wasn't quite happiness #that he was just surviving the only way he knew how--not really living #ABEL THE THINGS YOU DO TO ME #CMERE LOVER BOY #comte propaganda #fangdad propaganda #baguettosaurus #literally october was always my favorite month but its even better now that it just becomes a comte-loving festival for me #truly all the joys of monsterfking all tg

[difeisheng]

concept: li lianhua and di feisheng living long enough to see their hair turn silver, together

#when those who expect to die young get to grow old #anyways if someone drew this i would weep #mysterious lotus casebook #li xiangyi #di feisheng #ashton originals

[meadowlarkx]

rated under: things i wish i reread before working on fic

#silmarillion #nienna #valar #ainur #''the windows of her house look outward from the walls of the world'' #who is doing it like her. no one!! #my posts #''she does not weep for herself and those who hearken to her learn pity and endurance in hope'' is so touching can add nothing to it

[sallysellsseashellssundays]

The post about GitF has briefly revived my Moffat saltiness lol

Every single contribution he made during RTD’s era (aside from Blink) involved introducing a love interest for the Doctor or Rose, I mean come on!

I’m actually surprised he didn’t have Sally reveal she fell in love with the Doctor, but...GitF and the Library episodes are just so out of place 😭right smack in the middle of their respective seasons’ arcs suddenly here’s someone Ten is now apparently in love with and someone he’s going to marry sometime in the future😭 they really do feel more like Eleven episodes

and in s1 with Rose being so...idk how to word it maybe “ditzy” around Jack- like the lines about fainting or getting swept off her feet or how he’s talking to her about a bomb and she’s going “promises promises” 

it always rubbed me the wrong way, she didn’t act that way around Adam (if anything he’s the one that fainted lol), Mickey or the Doctor

there was something just so passive about how she was behaving there compared to how fierce she was in ‘The Unquiet Dead’ or “Rose” or “The Long Game”

ok if I don’t stop rambling now I’m going to write an essay haha

#doctor who #anti moffat #anti gitf #moffat salt #ninth doctor #tenth doctor #rose tyler #rtd era #sorry to my followers #for the saltiness coming back #but sometimes i just think about what episodes could have been written in place of those #and i weep for what could have been!! #please 😭 #my ramblings

[futuristicclambiscuitmaker]

IF ONLY i had a fucking coin for every time some western sOciALisT equalizes Ukrainian and r. governments or says that ‘workers die on each side’ or says that they are against war altogether

oh to have so much arrogance to write elaborate posts about it, to say leisurely and haughtily that in some time world will look upon history from a socialist/communist pov. how does it feel to get off on your every word?

how many times do we have to say the plain truth? WE CAN’T JUST ‘NOT FIGHT’. WE WILL DIE. we don’t have the luxury of pacifism — it was stolen from me personally when i woke up to a message from my friend saying it’s the war. when i see my mother cry because she can’t see her son.

when you see Izyum you think we should’ve given up to avoid it. when we see it, we know exactly why we fight.

any person who thinks that one can fight a killer by pacifying them, you may go fuck yourself. in fact, please do that instead of teaching us how to live.

#communism good huh???? #how about a genocide or two #how about your culture constantly being under attack by those who can only weep for themselves #ukraine #ukraine will win #a reminder for everyone who hasn’t suffered from communism #no one fucking asked

[dalandan012]

Why nobody gaf about jean birthday art. Idgaf about those skinny white boy men and that enjou guy. Where is my jean hype. Justice for my girl. My Husband please

#genshin #genshin jean #jean gunnhildr #jean genshin impact #white day #MY GIRLCRUSH #WHO CARES ABOUT THOSE MEN #IM WEEPING FOR MY GIRL WHERE'S HER HYPE ITS HER BIRTHDAY MAN #idgaf about the loss of scara art (i actually do but hes just a bbg to me.this is my husband were talking about) #jean genshin impact lovers #rise. #show me birthday art :333

[feelbetterlove-books]

Live 'Be (Acoustic)' reaction:

#Hozier #Wasteland Baby! #Be (Acoustic) #I cannot be calm or coherent about this I woke up to see the vinyl and merch release and listened to Be #and WOW if I was shaking before I listened out of excitement #I am now trembling like a leaf. WEEPING real tears. my heart was racing. sobbing. nauseated. jumping up and down. #HOW am I supposed to go to work today and act normal??!! #Wasteland Baby! my beloved you will always be famous happy 5th anniversary to all those who celebrate <3 <3 #for real though I am never going to emotionally recover from this #I mean “true to the time and the place you've been given” #“YOUR HEART IN THE WORLD AND A WORLD THERE WITHIN” !!!!!! Andrew?????

[baejax-the-great]

Got an email today calling me the international authority on the protein I wrote my PhD thesis on

#time to weep #authority?????? #there was a brief time my PI sent me out to explain this protein to other labs who found it interesting #I did enjoy that little circuit #like they didn't care about my experiments they just wanted me to explain my review paper #it was kind of fun #like learning why they cared and trying to see how my knowledge could help them #international authority #thank you random kid from oxford you couldn't know how fucking much those words hurt

[arlovegood]

Whenever I read a fic where Rhaenyra bonds with her little siblings and gives them the love the greens never gave them my heart hurts. I hate who Aegon II and Aemond became but I also see what they could’ve been had they been giving proper love and not that toxic thing Alicent and Otto fed them. Anyway, point is: Fuck the greens, fuck Otto and fuck Alicent.

#hotd #anti greens #anti alicent hightower #anti otto hightower #I always cry seeing baby Aegon so engrossed with his big sister #those kids were one day innocent #and then destroyed #I’ll never forgive who they became #but I weep for the people they could’ve been #fuck the greens

[wiirocku]

Romans 12:15 (NLT) - Be happy with those who are happy, and weep with those who weep.

#Romans 12:15 #be happy #those #who are #happy #weep #who weep

[crowned-ladybug]

Trying to beat back my cringe response at my own stuff with a stick. Anyway, happy pride to these two idiots

Inspired by captura nonsense with @riftwalker-limbro today

#this was supposed to be a doodle but i dont know when to stop and one day its going to destroy me <3 #digital art #fanart #original character #warframe #oc: darius #shadow stalker #warframe nezha #every day i weep for how limited the emotes are. pls i just wanna take soft screenshots #to those who dont go here: the reason im dying inside making and posting this is bc its canon/oc #and having fun without apologising for it is hard