#we’re living life

[st4rswrld]

i feel for you bitches who can’t maladaptive daydream. Like how does it feel to fan girl normally? I just be living life with my man and our 2 dogs, granted it’s all in my head but who cares 🤣🤣🤣

#starspeaks! #sturniolo triplets #matt sturniolo #matthew bernard sturniolo is my man #we got two golden retrievers #we’re living life #maladaptive daydreaming #daydreamer

[transmascissues]

yknow there’s so much bad shit out there in the world and so much of it is aimed at people like me and i spend so much of my time trying to understand it and document it and make sense of it but sometimes. sometimes i hear someone singing a duet with their pre-t voice and the harmonies are breathtaking and i just want to open my bedroom window and scream to the cars driving by that I LOVE US I LOVE US GOD I FUCKING LOVE US

#transmasculinity is so beautiful and sacred and irreplaceable and life giving and deeply worth protecting #seeing the joy and expression and care that flows out of and between us is the most important thing in the world to me #the second we lose sight of that i think we’re all fucked #you have to always always love the thing you’re protecting more than you hate the people you’re protecting it from #and i cannot express how much i love us and the ways we live our lives #trans man positivity #transmasc positivity #trans men #transmascs

[writingsbychlo]

spiders are fucking foul and i hate them and i don’t care about the stupid poem they’re dead on sight if they enter my fucking house

#tHe cRiMe oF bEiNg sEeN wOuLd CoSt mE mY LiFe #yes tf it do #eight legged little bitch #crawling up my fuckkng yoga mat #scaring me shitless #“they’re more scared of you” then we’re both terrified and fighting for our lives #fuck that fucking noise #instant death sentence to anything i see in my home w more than four limbs

[transmasccofee]

thinking yet again about Saiki‘s’s final choice in the series being “I’d rather live with my powers than die without them” bc that is seriously the single best ending of a disability narrative I’ve seen. Fuck.

#The thing people don’t tell u about being physically disabled #Is that you’ll see the physically abled people in your life start to view you as something tragic #And while they rarely say it when it comes down to things #They think you’re better dead than disabled. That you’d be happier put out of your misery. #Even with stories involving disabled characters (If we’re anything beyond a background diversity shot which is… rare) #It’s about “curing” or “overcoming” your disability which is I guess a nice sentiment but most of us won’t ever do that #Saiki doesn’t do either of those things #He wants to be cured and briefly thinks he is but then it’s discovered that he Cant be cured bc his powers are part of the whole of him #He doesn’t ever overcome them either #He just puts his glasses back on and decides that if it means he can live another day then he’ll continue to deal with them #And his powers are progressive #And that’s a thing weighing on him but it’s never treated like a death sentence #It’s just something he has to and will deal with #And it sucks but what else is he gonna do #It’s just. Aughhhhh. Aaaaaauuuuughhhhhhhhh…….. #This post was brought to u by a man grieving his own mobility #physically disabled #physical disability #saiki k

[unhinged-nymph]

It’s giving high school rom com

#“but I LOVE him dad! we’re gonna be together forEVER.’’ #“being a jock was always YOUR dream not mine’’ #“I don’t care what you say! I’m not throwing away my life! We’re going to go run off to school together and live happily ever after!’’ #and ya know what #they did #rhink #rhett and link #gmmore 2539 #idk there was something about their tone that really made this #also link playing with his ring

[mumblesplash]

the fact that doctors can just Recommend Weight Loss with no instructions beyond ‘eat healthier/less’ is actually insane to me, i lost weight on purpose ONCE and it took me like 6 years to recover a semi-normal relationship with food and hunger

#uhh #disordered eating cw #just in case #mumbling #like jfc i know i’m not the first to say it and my experience is relatively SO tame #but it STILL fucked with my head for YEARS #and most people don’t go nearly that long between weight loss attempts at all for basically their whole lives!!!!! #and we’re so blasé about it like yeah just eat less to lose weight #and so few people talk about the really weird shit that phase of my life taught me even though they seem like pretty universal things #like when you lose weight deliberately by denying yourself food you get COLD #you get cold and you get in your head and you get sad it’s like being less alive #the times i’ve lost weight/recomped on accident (by doing smth that makes me move more‚ getting better sleep etc) #it’s been WARM #burn hotter move freer feel happier #and also the way hunger feels when you’ve been denying yourself food for an extended time is NOT the same as baseline hunger #it’s actually kind of wild that we use the same word to describe both feelings like that shit is NOT the same #that shit is not ‘being really hungry’ it’s a fuckin. blood curse or some shit you feel straight up unhinged #and i should disclaim here i am not talking large amounts of weight #i’ve fluctuated over i think a 20lb range max since reaching close to my adult height and that’s a guesstimate #but even in my relatively unremarkable little experiences here the way deliberate weight loss fucked with my brain is absurd to me #i’m fine now have been for years but seriously thinking back on it the fact that this is routine medical advice. unreal

[puppyeared]

I made a lmk oc

#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled #and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it #eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in #their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project #they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half #this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no #purpose or direction in life #their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving #meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche #that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man #so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened #the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like #‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO #i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made #before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it #their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall #constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr #I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have #a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j #I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25 #SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk oc #monkie kid oc #myart #my art #xin ya

[mylittleredgirl]

i know nothing at all about tumblr live but i accidentally just clicked an icon on the app and felt like i fell into another dimension. the idea of anything happening on this site “live” feels antithetical?? we don’t exist in real time we’re reblogging columbo and posts from 2013???

#me n the other raccoons in the dumpster who don’t like change #my autocorrect refused to let me type ‘tumblr live’ and made it ‘tumblr life’ #we’re just vibing we don’t need to be perceived in real time #that tumblr lyfe

[ataykiri]

Our stay on this earth is so so short, we’re in such a dream state that we keep forgetting this truth

#there’s this girl in my area who died two days ago just like that #collapsed due to the heat and then had a heart attack and died #الله يرحمها #she’s like 19/20 #people our age are dying right next to us #yet we think we’re safe and still have time to improve to change to repent #what great regret it’ll be if we don’t die in the state of true sincere repentance but in one of ghaflah and self deception and sin #being consumed by your nafs by this world and sucked into it #اللهم اني اسالك حسن الخاتمة #we’re so lost in our worldly struggles and ideas and desires that we forget what we’re here for #you can live on this earth and engage with people and enjoy your stay even if you always keep your heart in check and your deeds aligned #with what Allah swt wants #you can turn all your actions into worship by having the right intention #eating sleeping -> to gain strength for worship and be of benefit for people #studying working -> learn about the beauty and intricacy that Allah has put into His creation #work to achieve what Allah has written for you #that’s true life connecting everything to the Creator the One who gave us life #everything else is just deception and will go to waste #and cannot be called a true life

[corpsentry]

april 28

now that i have caught your attention with the largeness of my deltoids. april 28. 6:30 and 8:30 pm est. my senior dance showcase (livestream link forthcoming). it will have taiko and spoken word and modern dance and jeff the livestream guy at the helm, if he likes me. it will be the best thing i have ever made. save the date

#i am so fucking excited about this i am going to shatter the barrier between my irl self and my online life #i haven’t hyperfixated this hard on anything since that 50k atsuhina royalty au june and i wrote in 2020 and boy am i ready to go #it’s going to be kind of wild i think. i think it might make people cry. i hope it does. i hope it makes people want to live #or something else really fucking ambitious. but this is a fucking ambitious piece of art so that’s ok #we’re going all in. no butt plugs. all plugs unplugged. stoppers unstopped. balls released #see you in 6 weeks #gelmo #life updates #in the meantime please pray for my sleep schedule #which is fucked

[slutauthority]

most ppl won’t pay attention, but it’s really important for us to keep in mind that Evan Rachel Wood & Amber Heard are both bisexual and that will absolutely affect what “accusations” and vile shit gets said about and to them. it’s the ingrained norm to treat bisexuals like they’re sneaky and untrustworthy and no one gives it a second thought. biphobia is playing a huge role in this. and you should be paying attention to that.

#biphobia #abuse tw #yes bi women are STILL at the highest risk of domestic violence #don’t know why that’s not a big part of this convo. #the jealousy the insecurity the controlling #it all plays into their bisexuality #and ur a fuckn idiot if u think their bisexuality had nothing to do with the way they were treated #y’all r fucking dense #of course they’re being painted as the ‘predator’ and abuser now #that’s why u guys do to bi women when we’re just literally living our life

[ascendingtostardust]

Can we talk about how the boys have the sweetest, most pure, tender love for each other and how special it is that they hold that same kind of love for us and encourage us to harbor that energy through our everyday lives

#we’re all just living this life together huh? #im going through it today no one look at me

[notalostcausejustyet]

I’ve already attached this to a re-blog, but it feels like something that I want to post as a standalone as well. Sometimes I scream into the tumblr void about shit. Thanks to a gifted copy of The Body Keeps the Score I’m doing more DIY therapy work and processing some of my thoughts through the interwebs. So here’s a brain thing.

🎶Let’s talk about projection baby, let’s talk about you and me!!🎶 All joking aside, so many of us who deal with CPTSD use fictional works to process our trauma. We are outsourcing emotions and memories that we, for whatever reason, struggle to deal with unless there is some remove from the immediacy of them. We seek to find ourselves in characters, parallels in stories and situations for our own experiences. We live their struggles and triumphs as our own and so find catharsis within them. Aziraphale as a character is a particularly good example of this. He’s doing the thing so many of us who are trying to convince everyone else and ourselves that “we’re FINE, thank you!” do. He isn’t really processing his shit. He’s putting it on a third party to release some pressure before he completely loses it. And in so doing, us the audience, have gained a character that we both empathize and sympathize with, and in turn, use to work through much of our own trauma. I honestly think that’s why so many of us are waiting for S3 with bated breath. We need Az to figure it out. We need them both to heal. To defeat the odds. To find happiness. We’re all waiting for that because we need to believe that it’s something we can have too. If this Angel who foists 6 millennia of grief and rage and maddening questions about the “why” of everything off into an entire bookshop’s worth of stories and characters, if he can figure it out…surely we can too. Surely there is hope for us buried somewhere in the stacks. Surely there is some understanding that can be found, some catharsis or healing within the lines of these narratives. So we’re all holding our breath, our hope and our hearts, in our hands, waiting to finish the story, and in so doing, complete some part of ourselves. Finally framing those cracks where the light comes in, into something beautiful.

#good omens #aziraphale #good omens meta #DIY therapy it’s like DIY electrical you can but you’ll probably get zapped a few times #tumblr is the void into which we scream #come void scream with me we’ll be like the hallelujah chorus #but off key terribly off key it’s amazing #projection and displacement are integral parts of aziraphale's character #self projection #this is really good diy therapy though we’re all out here being diyers #doing the work #books that saved our lives #books have always saved my life #neil gaiman #Neil Gaiman we are in your walls

[eclipseshotel]

Thinking about Scar standing before Lex and removing his mask to show himself to her. Even when he bared his mandibles and roared in her face, she didn’t flinch in fear or recoil in disgust. Man really didn’t have to do all that, but he did. With the exception of a damaged one, you know a yautja is serious when the mask comes off. Not only did he blood the woman, he let her see him. She earned that right after fighting alongside him. So much reverence for her in his gaze alone. It was such an intimate exchange between the two, only to be so rudely interrupted…

#yautja #avp #let’s pretend there was no chestburster #and that scar lived #he would’ve been thinking about her long after their ordeal #if I were lex I would’ve clung to his leg and forced him to take me with him #like after all this shit baby we’re comrades for life #NOW LET ME WIFE YOU #YEAH I WOULDVE MADE A SCENE IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE CLAN

[bitterseaproduction]

Aemond getting his eye or forcing Luke to give it to him, only for the wound to become infected and Luke’s bedridden and delirious and going through what will probably be a slow, agonizing death among mostly strangers in enemy territory while Aemond is just there like🧍

#love me a good ‘be careful what you wish for’ scenario ☺️ #Luke doesn’t deserve this but I would hope he’d appreciate the harsh awakening for his favorite green #Aemond getting dragged deeper and deeper into a ‘this is not what I wanted this is not what I wanted’ spiral~ #all culminating in a fevered Luke asking for HIM (since he’s the only familiar face) and screw the war screw his bride screw any summons #he’s not leaving that boy’s side #and yeah it could be set somewhere else/another time #but the Baratheons watching their new ally slowly fall to pieces over his own victim? priceless #from ‘I’m gonna maim this kid’ to ‘if anything happens to him I’ll kill everyone in this castle and then myself’ in like a day & a half #and if luke actually lives— poor boy has lost an eye but gained a dragon. somehow. #Aemond trying to pledge his life to him in some raw impassioned speech while Luke can barely comprehend what’s happening #‘I would die for you.’ ‘Soooo we’re cool then?’ #lucemond

[piratehunterxpiratethief]

y’all. we’re literally living through the Zona renaissance. like actually.

#one piece live action #is bringing us all back together to remember why zonami is life #it’s happening y’all #we’re living through it 🥺