STUCKINMYBRAIN
Request: Yes or No
Not long 'til I lose it
Not long 'til the drugs make me stupid
Not long 'til she figures out and moves
Sad song, sad story with a history of abuse, oh, yeah
She gets sentimental like her mum does
I get sentimental when I'm on drugs
We get sentimental 'bout the same stuff
It's not us, yeah, uh
(Y/N) pulled the hoodie further over his head, crossing his arms and leaning his head against the wall. The high was starting to wear down and he was feeling drowsy. He felt a nudge and raised his hood a bit, looking at his sister.
"Your girl is coming." She mumbled. (Y/N) grunted, rubbing his face.
Just find out what to do
Find out if you love me
While I find out how to move
'Cause I'm stuck in my brain again
I'm stuck in my brain again (Yeah)
(Y/N) hummed when someone wrapped their arms around him from behind, kissing his cheek multiple times.
"What's wrong, babe?" Veronica asked, gently pulling the hood back. (Y/N) whined softly.
"I'm tired.." He mumbled. Veronica frowned, grabbing his face and turning his head so they made eye contact.
"Are you high?" She asked. (Y/N) sighed softly and Veronica shook her head.
"You promised you were gonna stop, (N/N)." She mumbled.
Just tell me what to do
Tell me if you love me
If you don't then cut me loose
'Cause I'm stuck in my brain again
I'm stuck in my brain again
Oh, oh, so stuck in my brain again
Stuck in my brain again
Veronica rubbed the bridge of her nose. (Y/N) yawned, watching her.
"Sorry I'm not like golden boy Archie, babe."
"What?" Veronica frowned, furrowing her brows.
"Sorry I'm not perfect and that I'm an addict and that you feel forced to help me like everyone else in my damn fucking life." (Y/N) snapped at her. Veronica blinked, scoffing.
"We want to help you because we love you, (Y/N)."
"You love me, right, right, why don't you just admit that you miss Archie and his bullshit?" (Y/N) glared at her.
Yeah, not long 'til the blues hit
Not long 'til she figures out I'm useless
Say I'm sorry that I sound like my dad, how sad
But I'm trying to make myself a better person, yeah
"God, you sound like dad!" Toni huffed, standing up. (Y/N) blinked, looking at his sister. Veronica curiously watched, not knowing much about (Y/N)'s childhood.
"Always accusing and blaming others for the shit he caused! You say you won't be like him but here you are!" (Y/N) watched his sister storm off. He stayed silent, standing and grabbing his bag.
"Just dump me." He mumbled before walking away.
Pour another shot, make it a strong one
Soften up my thoughts 'til my mind's numb
We get sentimental off the same stuff
It's not us (Damn, fuck)
(Y/N) poured himself a shot, downing it quickly and pouring another one. He stared down at the glass, tapping it against the table. In one quick motion, he threw it at the wall and watched it shatter. (Y/N) groaned, grabbing his jacket and leaving the trailer. He needed some air.
"Where are you going?" Toni asked.
"Out." (Y/N) replied, getting on his bike.
"You're intoxicated, (N/N)-"
"I'm fine."
Just find out what to do
Find out if you love me
While I find out how to move
'Cause I'm stuck in my brain again
I'm stuck in my brain again (Yeah)
Just tell me what to do
Tell me if you love me
If you don't then cut me loose
'Cause I'm stuck in my brain again
I'm stuck in my brain again
As he drove, he felt his phone vibrate. He pulled over, taking his phone out and checking the message. A picture of Veronica and Archie with Archie touching her arm and her looking up at him with a tired expression. Of course she'd go to Archie for comfort.
"Fucking hell, Topaz, get over it. She's just some rich girl.." He mumbled, putting his phone away.
(Not long 'til I lose it)
Not long, yeah, yeah
(Not long 'til the drugs make me stupid)
Not too damn long, yeah
See, I would give my soul away not to feel this
Struggle with it every day, it's an illness
I just sit and lie awake on some real shit
Looking for a great escape, might jump off a-
(Y/N) parked his bike, taking a bottle out of the small storage and walking over to the ledge of the bridge. He sat down, opening the bottle and staring out at the river. He wanted to change. No one knew how hard it was to get off drugs. They all thought it was like quiting drinking a certain juice or going on a diet. (Y/N) was tired of being seen as useless or Toni's addict brother. He swung his legs, wondering what would happen if he jumped.
See I would give my soul away not to feel this
Struggle with it every day, it's like an illness
I just sit and lie awake, I'm on some real shit
Looking for a great escape, I might jump off a building, yeah
He looked at his phone, watching it vibrate with Veronica's contact number. (Y/N) shifted his gaze forward again, bringing the bottle up to his lips. He let the stingy liquid fill his senses. (Y/N) glanced at the bottle before tossing it forward, watching it fly through the air before landing in the river. He turned his head, hearing a car.
Just tell me what to do
And tell me if you love me
If you don't then cut me loose
'Cause I'm stuck in my brain again
I'm stuck in my brain again (Yeah)
The black car stopped and Veronica got out, calmly approaching him and sitting beside him.
"Toni said you'd be here.." She said quietly. (Y/N) stayed silent, watching the water flow. Veronica looked at him, hand going over his.
"I love you, (Y/N). Not Archie, not Reggie, just you. We both started this because we needed rebounds but I fell for you and your little smile. I knew you came with issues and I was ready to face them head on. I still am." Veronica said. (Y/N) finally looked at her, studying her.
"I've seen what drugs can do to a person and I know an addiction will be hell to get over but Toni, Fangs, Pea, me, and the others are willing to stand with you. Even Daddy." Veronica placed a hand on his cheek, pecking his lips. She smiled, letting him rest his head on her shoulder.
"Okay.."
"We'll find some rehabilitation centers and go from there, okay?" Veronica asked. (Y/N) nodded.
Just tell me what to do
Tell me if you love me
If you don't then cut me loose
'Cause I'm stuck in my brain again
I'm stuck in my brain again
So stuck in my brain again
Stuck in my brain again
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okay i’m trying not be negative because this fandom has been a mess for like two months but this blog is made for my ranting so here we go... this is the comprehensive list of why i don’t like/ship b*rchie... enjoy
1. no chemistry: this could be argued for either side (seeing as this opinion based) but has great of actors kj and lili are they really do not have chemistry. the scene in the bunker felt awkward, every kiss felt awkward, and don’t even get me started on 2x09. there is no spark between them, no witty banter... like there is just nothing. 2. takes away from character development: this is speaking more on betty’s end but getting over archie is part of character development. going from the naive girl next door pining over her life long best friend, to independent woman and falling in love with someone who loves her for her. having betty be magically back in love with archie is like taking 20 steps back. 3. takes away from the premise of the show: riverdale who premise is like “this ain’t your dad’s archie comics” so why make the most cannon and known ship endgame. this is supposed to be different, and new. you have a show where people get murdered, cults, gangs, and at the center you’re gonna have the same love story that has played out over 60 years... like why? 4. love triangles are over done: i understand this was unavoidable, seeing has the archie/betty/verionca triangle has been going on forever (and know it’s even more exciting because you get to throw jughead into the mix) but from the beginning of the show they said that would be the main part of betty and verionca’s friendship, that it wouldn’t get between them... and what do you do, you have archie cheat on verionca with betty, effectively betraying their friendship. we are all sick of love triangles, i understand it creates drama, but like no fans end up happy from it. 5. enahnces the idea that men and women can’t be close friends without feelings getting in the way: riverdale had a chance for betty and archie just to be close friends and show teens like “hey you can’t have straight friends of the opposite sex and be close with them and not have romantic/sexual feelings for them” but nope. (like i said before i understand that this was unavoidable from the comics but still) and know they have a effectly ruined that... they could still redeem this with jughead and verionca (ive been ignoring whatever ted says) but like you came so close to having this friendship work but yeah to straight people of the opposite sex can’t be just friends. 7. storyline is laced in misogyny, sexism, and a little racism: shoutout to the pretty much all male white writers room (looking at you ted). but like it just perpetuates the idea that the perfect couple is the middle class white girl and boy next door. it takes betty’s goals away, just saying the only way she find true happiness is with archiebald “brave-heart” andrews... because that’s the dream right... ending up with the white knight who will save you from tower of darkness, then will cheat on you after he gets bored, and happiness can’t be with the person who understands you accepts your flaws... 5. archie doesn’t really know betty: i hate the arugment that archie has always been there for betty... because he hasn’t. sure he’s been there, when jughead couldnt... where was archie when the shit with polly was going down, or when her mom went to the farm, or after her dad was shot right in front of her. archie hasn’t seen the scars and betty hands and almost believed that she could have killed jughead. he knows the perfect girl next door betty, not the real betty. and the list goes on and on, how this storyline fucks over and ignores verionca, makes archie into a manwhore (sorry to slut-shame you elmo), this is not the way you do a best friends to lovers trope (watch love, rosie who accomplishes this x100 better) and generally doesn’t make sense for the show anymore... i’m trying to stay positive... anyway stan bughead and varchie
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