#until the actual defense I mean

[kirk-goes-to-gallifrey]

it’s 3pm on a monday and I am exhausted and I don’t have any energy to keep working and it’s raining a lot and have I mentioned I am really tired

should I give up today and just go paint something to clear my head?

#this morning was so exhausting #and I didn't get much rest this weekend #seeing that I had work saturday #and I spent all day yesterday preparing for my MA thesis preliminary defense #now that I got through it and I know I have SO MUCH stuff to do #until the actual defense I mean #i feel so overwhelmed #but I'm too tired today to start #uh 💀💀💀

[saintarmand]

iwtv is insanity inducing bc every time you google some reference in it you find out theyre doing some 4d chess with the symbolism… like okay playing roosevelt's speech about the us joining ww2 in the background as claudia tells louis shes gonna kill lestat is pretty straightforward, and of course the chess game theyre playing foreshadows how she beats him in the next episode but doesn't "finish the game" ie burn him. and bc claudia later compares lestat to the nazis/hitler, that obviously makes lestat germany and thus claudia is poland and louis is the us/roosevelt in the speech we hear: "I had hoped against hope that some miracle would prevent a devastating war in Europe and bring to an end the invasion of Poland by Germany" etc. BUT THEN you get nerdy and google some of the chess terms lestat uses like the dutch defense and stonewalling which is pretty interesting and then you vaguely remember one of the writers said the scene was based on some famous chess game, and you realize it must be glücksberg vs miguel najdorf which turns out to be literally called the POLISH IMMORTAL. najdorf was polish and glücksberg is some unknown but based on the name likely german. this was najdorf's first famous game, at the beginning of his career when he was only like 19 or something although we dont know the exact details of the game (and ofc you watch a few videos on the polish immortal and they all heavily criticize glücksberg's moves which makes lestat's arrogance even funnier) and ALSO, in 1939 (literally at the same time as the chess scene takes place) najdorf was participating in a chess tournament in buenos aires and since he was not only polish but also jewish, he stayed there rather than return home. his whole family was killed in the holocaust but he lived a long life in argentina. why is this relevant? because BUENOS AIRES which btw lestat also calls "la reina del plata" so you google that and find the 1930 song by carlos gardel and the lyrics are literally— anyway so buenos aires is where lestat planned for them to move to in ep7. perhaps if they had indeed gone to argentina instead of europe… well… perhaps… perhaps…

#spark in the dark #iwtv #interview with the vampire #i wonder if there will be more najdorf parallels in s2... theres a shot in the trailer where claudia is blindfolded #and najdorf set the world record for simultaneous blindfold chess in 1947 (!!!) which stood until 2011 #although simultaneous blindfold chess also does kinda sound like what claudia was doing in ep7 already #theres also the najdorf variation of the sicilian defense which was named after him but he stopped using it bc #(if i understand correctly) some amateur who simply memorized the moves from chess theory books managed to beat him at it. HMM #to be clear i know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about chess im simply reading this shit off wikipedia and chess.com and some youtube videos #i could absolutely be getting this all wrong i have no idea what any of this shit actually means #s #claudia #vampterview #vampterviewing

[nyaagolor]

grippy sock Penny is the most blorbo ever

Penny is hands-down the funniest character Pokemon has ever made and I will stand by this. I was fully expecting some uwu shy girl when I saw her design in the trailers but no. She's rude to strangers, she openly admits to committing at least 4 felonies over the course of the game, she drops she has PTSD or something equivalent while talking to your giant lizard, she's a gang leader of the LGBT student union, she hasn't been outside in upwards of a year and a half, she thinks threatening middle school-ers with tanks is effective conflict resolution, she's trans, she has 6+ cats she tries to beat you up with, she's a weeb, she owns a gamer chair, she says the word "cringe" out loud. Really and truly she has every mental illness and is banned from most public spaces

#pokemon sv #penny #mod vex #ask #she acts so authentically like a traumatized and mentally ill middle schooler it's actually kind of insane #the defensiveness the standoffishness the rude-until-she-trusts-you bit #she's mean and weird and a total loser I want to wring her out like a wet paper towel

[lesbiansforboromir]

oh OH hO spicey ohhh having a spicey little tantrum about the boromir tag don't listen to me at all do NOT listen I mean it I mean it this is so petty

#text post #Gonna go ffffucking crazy- people have to bend so far over backwards to make Boromir bad that they just full out ignore his entire characte #and bend even further over backwards to make the elves all better than him too like jesus christ #oh is it BOROMIR who would be bitter about dying in the defense of Rohan??? whose despair is just so self serving and requires legolas to #slap him out of it yes uhuh that seems reasonable seems like BOROMIR would just hate the idea of dying for allies he so clearly loved #when in the full actual canonical scene of his death he dies for two random guys he met five months ago and all he has to say about it is #he failed he is sorry he has paid #BOROMIR definitely doesn't deal well with his own looming death and would definitely snap at other people about it ignoring all the decades #he has been under the looming shadow of death and has been known as not-grim and loved by many and has done his duty almost like #that is literally all his life has been up until this point #and of course of course it's ARAGORN who he's supposed to be fighting for because he's SOO impactful on Boromir's psyche he meant so much t #him apparently ggrsfsfgrrffffggfrgr #everyone wants to hit boromir oh yeah he's so annoying his hopelessness is such a burden and everyone else has to deal with him #if ANY of you go looking for what I'm talking about and do anything about it I'll slaughter you myself these are such inside thoughts the #comic is good #I shouldn't even be angry it's the natural conclusion from a story that tells you Boromir is bad but does not spell out that it's because h #isn't 'faithful' to god #they just tell you he is 'too despairing' and he 'desires power' and he 'doesn't have hope' (hope being a proxy for faith and Boromir not #believing in Aragorn means he doesn't believe in Eru's chosen leaders and his 'grand plan') #despair being a sin because it means you are selfishly giving into your own desires for a good life for you and the people you love #rather than accepting that all is God's plan and this life is only meaningful if you are defending Eru's right to the throne of the world #But that isn't spelled out so for despair to be treated as evil in the story people apply a secular understanding of 'bad despair' #already a TERRIBLE idea btw genuinely awful to percieve hopelessness as a personal moral failing #I suppose thats it actually the major reason it gets to me cus hopelessness and despair is a base aspect of my existence like #I am in despair pretty much constantly and I know a lot of other disabled people with similar sentiments #and the urging from people to 'have hope' is at this point sickening and infuriating and maddening to me it is disconnected from my reality #WHICH is demonstrably why I care about Boromir and Denethor so much no one meets them where they are no one sits in their reality with them #they are deeply relatable in their dealing with dispair namely; they just live and accomplish and strive along with their sarcasm and #black humour through their dark grueling lives and do what duty demands and try to hold onto their crumbling family relationships #and then they each have uniquely cathartic ends to those lives

[prototypelq]

DMC Questions Anon here!

Take every character you wish to and tell me what you think is the most emotionally devastating situation they could be put in and how they would react to it.

Hi, Ember! You just had to do the ask around the DMC1 anniversary and the twins' very bad absolutely no good horrible terrible birthday huh) lol we love angst in dmc everything is completely fine

To be perfectly honest with you I am surprised the twins are... somewhat functioning persons after all the shit they went through. I mean, they are barely functional, and 5 was just one massive mental breakdown for both of them but still! They remain Somewhat sane which is very hard to believe to tell the truth, and they really need years of extensive therapy (...also any therapist they go to will need therapy themselves after a session with the twins, I feel sorry for the poor soul).

All of this is to say that this is my ask and I don't want the twins to suffer too much)

this is also the reason I side with the 'twins have normal human lifespan' answer in Raven's poll, because Sparda Luck has had nothing good in store for them ever, and prolonging their years means risking their fragile mental health even more. they just really need a leave/retire at this point and my wish for them is to live their years in relative peace

I'l go over the twins briefly as I don't want them to go through shit again, the canon was cruel enough towards them. Nero is their weak spot. Nero is extremely important to the twins, because he is the physical manifestation of hope for their future. Before 5 the answer to this question would have been each other, as the pain of being the lone brother has been familiar for each of them and has been festering for decades at this point, but it all changed in 5. The ending of 5 shows rekindling of their brotherhood, it it was only possible thanks to Nero, as in 5 both of them were so exhausted they wanted just to end everything*

*I've discussed this with Raven, and we bounced around the idea that the circumstances of twins 'mutual agreement for the end' was not so mutual in details. Vergil was exhausted and had no idea what to do next, except have one last great stand with his brother, and to force Dante's hand to end him. But to bait Dante into doing that, he had to go all out during their battle, so Dante kind of rightfully assumed Vergil was out for his blood. Again. DMC3 tragic parallels my beloved.

I doubt Vergil realised how badly this was all going for Dante, or the consequences of such action on his twin. Though Dante absolutely knew he could not live with himself after ending Vergil again, and that's exactly why he left the deed (= inheritance for Nero) behind before going on this hunt. He thought it would be his last.

It would be curious to see Vergil's reaction to that information, I think if he learns of the deed he'll piece the puzzle himself, and then there is going to be an Interesting conversation between the twins. I doubt Vergil would have gone through with his plan if he knew the toll it would take on Dante, and Vergil never wanted his brother dead.

Nero is the twins future. He gave them a deserved slap as a wake up call, he reminded them of the possibilities the future could hold, while twins only ever look to the past. They found kinship in their shared respect and fondness of Nero, this is their starting point to heal.

Loosing another after 5 would be, of course, extremely painful for either of them (arguably worse for Dante, as his mental state is pretty much in shambles in 5, and Vergil was the same before that, literally in his case, but he has new page now, he just has trouble figuring out what to do with it), but with Nero's help they just might be able to pull through.

But if anything happened to Nero himself? I don't think twins, even with their bond rekindled would be truly able to come back from that. So yeah, the twins' weak spot is Nero.

Nero`s weakspot is obviously family, however much has been much kinder to him in that aspect than the twins. He grew up loved and cared for in his adopted family, but with his own isues of course. While Nero had not knew Dante&Vergil for very long, he certainly does take after his uncle&father (must be the Sparda heritage) in term of issues, because Nero combines the twins' together! Nero struggles simultaniously with self-worth and the need for recognition, which I reckon, will give him A Time while the twins are gone, and if anything they will only worsen after their return too. Nero has already unlocked two power-ups, yet he is abandonned by the twins (for reasons he will have to come to terms with) And he is not even close to their power levels (Vergil only lost to Nero because he did not want to fight in the first place and was exhausted). Nero has been trying to establish himself... for his entire life, but every major demonic outbreak had Required a Dante call, Nero had not been able to handle it on his own. And after twins return this issue will only persist, because he means so much to the twins, he now basically has a very agressive safety net, which all the spardas will have to work together to solve.

Also I could have just said family. Nero will be worrying over twins the entire time of their absence, no doubt about it. Hopefully, in the meantime of awaiting their return, he will look into whatever he can find of their history, and he will get at least a rough picture of what the hell the brothers have been through and why they had to go together.

Other weakpoint of Nero's is, of course, Kyrie. I actually have no idea how he leaves their home, knowing his blood attracts demons, which are already plenty in Fortuna, and with canon suggesting no special abilities to defend herself with. If something happens to her it will be devastating for him, but Nero has grew up with good support system around him, he has another adopted sibling in Nico, and now even his blood relatives are close. It will be hard, but I believe he could pull through with all of their help. (but I want nothing bad to happen to Kyrie)

Same applies for Kyrie - she will be tortured by the loss of nero if it came to that, but hopefully she will be able to work through that loss.

#why did this post turn out so long and a kind-of character opinion post I literally started on it immedeately after receiving the ask #oh well what can you do except read it I guess #i thought about adding others but to be honest the answers after nero will be pretty much the same #patty will have a terrible time if she lost nina or dante both obviously mean a lot of her #they are also her only line of defense against demons otherwise its life on the run #i feel like trish will have an easier time if she were left alone actually because she will always have History with the twins and will #never be able to fully move on from that while they remain in contact sorry for saying this but this is the only take i have on a character #forced to traumatise her friends with just her appearance alone this is a solvable issue untill someone leaves the equasion #lucia will have a bad time when matier passes as she is her only family and friend as far as we know #dmc3 cerberus won't have anymore traumatising situations because he was broken) sorry still not over my fuming over cerberus disrespect #dmc questions anon #dmc #dante sparda #vergil sparda #the sparda loser twins #nero sparda #dmc kyrie

[ilovefredjones]

jim and la’an are suchhhhh a crazy combination bc like. they both underwent such massive trauma at a young age. la’an processed that by becoming very frigid and isolationist; jim in turn became amicable and charismatic. their trauma both drove them to join starfleet, after being saved by it, and the need to protect people after they couldn’t as kids. neither of them open up. neither of them trust easily. they’re both sharp and vigilant and aren’t afraid to get violent. they’re both so lonely. they’re both haunted by their pasts. their love is bittersweet; something they knew could never last.

#ANYWAY. let’s wait until we ACTUALLY get a jim la’an interaction before going crazy #but. MANNNNNNNN #and like their BROTHERS?????? #i mean we don’t know what sam & jim’s rship is like but we know sam gets angry and defensive when upset #and also he seems to be kindddd of distrust of jim. or at least wary - he says to like that jim HAS to get his own way #and doesn’t say that jim WOULDNT start a war with the romulans. which is actually so funny to me #pikes like ‘would your brother be a war criminal’ and sam’s like ‘i’m #not saying he WOULDNT be a war criminal’ #like jim kirk? james t kirk????? sam?????? #anyway. #very very excited for these two #if you hadn’t already guessed #star trek #star trek snw #noonirk #trek meta #<- this counts

[bbraespam]

Beast Boy: It’s not too late, Cliff. We can still find ’em. Robotman: You better believe we will. I’m gonna squash that Brain if it’s the last thing I do. Raven: I think he was talking about finding the Doom Patrol. Robotman: Ri—uh, right.

BBRae in Season 5: Homecoming: Part 1

#Teen Titans #Beast Boy #Raven #bbrae #Robotman #season 5 #homecoming #same team #Raven takes over as Beast Boy translator #i would be remiss if I didn't point out that after the intro raven is not mean to beast boy once in these episodes #and is actually a little defensive of him #(right up until she learns his name and then becomes a being of pure glee lmao) #Beast Boy who has such a big heart and would do anything for the people he cares about #meet me in the pit Mento

[hearties-circus]

Oh I forgot how much I loved the great league pokemon go battles, go my freaks annoy the fuck out of these strangers

#gamer txt. #people keep forfeiting on beyblade #and that makes sense yeah i can use mirror shot every 3 atracks and thise attacks are quick #beyblade is the resident 'fuck your shields' guy and i am very willing to stall and do chip damage until you use your shields #but that doesnt mean you need to forfeit i have no defense against fire types make me use all my shields lets go neck and neck #it is Very fun when im fighting someone and weve both used all our shields so now its all down to speed strats and luck #i actually enjoy losing these fights alot too! if i lost that means tge other person was trickier than me and that's great! #why do so many people forfeit on me... youre really just looking for an easy fight? thats not fun #someone had this crazy bulky venasaur and yeah meowdy could kill it easy but it couldnt hurt beyblade. so i shield stalled #they used one and then took the rest of the mirror shots i eventually got them to red but beyblade was at half #a fire or fighting type would kill i wouldnt be able to switch fast enough #and they forfeited! why?? its just been beyblade v. venasaur and they were both holding it together- it took 5 mirror shots #that couldve been a really fun fight man...

[evilkitten3]

multiple people have been complaining about my takes on luz's mom... like ok first of all i never disliked her, not once. believe me, when i don't like a character, i'll say so.

but to get to the point, camila's role in the story is complicated. and you aren't supposed to automatically know exactly what she's thinking. the show opens with the concept of "local middle school weird girl is being sent to bore-ification camp by her mom who wants her to be less weird". that's a scenario that a lot of neurodivergent people can relate to, yours truly included.

a lot of the time irl talks about autism focus on how difficult it can be for the parents, to the point where for a lot of us it's exhausting just to hear someone bring it up. bc we know it's tough on the parents, but it's tough on us too. but in camila's case, it's handled really well. whether luz is autistic or adhd or both or neither, we're not shown a mom who hates her daughter for being true to herself, we're shown one who's concerned about her child's future and just wants what's best for her. you never get the impression that there's anything but love between them. and this show doesn't exactly skimp on the mommy issues.

that said, the story follows luz. so when she's being sent off to camp, you see how upset she is by it, how she feels that who she is is being rejected. as an adult, it's easy for me to understand where camila is coming from. but when i was 14? no way in hell.

luz's mom is probably one of the best fictional moms i've seen in a long time, kids' show or otherwise. her relationship with luz is a lot like mine with my own mom (except unlike luz i do not speak spanish fluently, and my spanish is limited to what little bits my mom drops in here and there). my mom has also sent me off to places for my own good (not sure how many of y'all were here when i got shipped off to wilderness therapy, but... that was A Time), has also had difficulties with accepting me for who i am, and sometimes needs to take a step back and let me explain where i'm coming from.

camila is a flawed person and an imperfect mother. this is actually extremely normal. she has made mistakes and bad decisions. this is also normal. acknowledgement of this, be it in meta or jokes i make while watching the show, is not an attempt to demonize her, to give off the impression that i personally dislike her, or even to imply that she's a bad mom. i have, and this is true, been making jokes about all of the characters this entire time.

but all that aside, for the majority of s1 and a good chunk of s2, we don't see camila. she's spent most of her time as a character so far as more of an idea, as a goal for luz to reach - getting back home to her mom. to be clear, before she pops back up in s2e10, all we've seen from her is her sending her kid off to sad camp and her not realizing that there's a fake luz (which i'd say is justified bc like. why the fuck would she have any reason to think the girl who looked and sounded exactly like her daughter was anyone other than her daughter???). that isn't really a lot to go on.

tldr: i am watching this show for the first time after avoiding as many spoilers as i could. i do not have prior knowledge of these characters. let me consume the story at my own pace and stop expecting me to know things that haven't happened for me yet.

#vent post #the owl house #look i know y'all probably don't mean anything by it #but this site seriously needs to understand that other people do not have the same set of info at all times #like. imagine seeing someone watching the first ep of atla and getting mad at them for making a joke about zuko trying to murder a 12yo #i'm glad you guys are being so defensive of her bc she's great and all #but actually i don't need you to spoil the episode for me bc you didn't like that i hadn't seen it yet or something #fr i was literally at the start of the episode and made a joke about the beginning (y'know the place where i was) #and drop the passive aggressive comments guys that's not necessary #again please keep in mind that i HAVE NOT SEEN THIS SHOW BEFORE #whatever you know about what happens next I DON'T KNOW THAT #and i don't want you to tell me! #don't get mad at me about my shit takes until i've caught up with the rest of you #then you can go ahead and get mad about my shit takes that's fine

[scatterpatter]

Whatever kind of goth is like. The casual goth with a hint of grunge who listens to way too much alt rock. Whatever that is. That’s the kind of goth I wanna be. Whatever this is. I want it.

Bonus, me realizing I have a Very Specific Niche of going feral over bands who specialize in alt rock and like to make use of using string instruments in their songs:

#... plus a side of scalie because i want dragon parts #CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE I ACTUALLY DONT OWN A MUSE SHIRT?????? LIKE HOW???? #my art #doodles #scatter #sona #okay okay yes muse doesnt often use strings #but in my defense ive been listening to a ton of The Resistance album #which REALLY likes strings in most of those #and when i say silent hill i mostly mean the vocal tracks + theme of laura #and then dirt poor robins... dirt poor robins #ANYWAYS YEAH I CANT FIND LIKE? A TERM FOR WHATEVER THIS LOOK I WANT IS??? #LIKE I WANNA SAY 'GRUNGE GOTH' BUT THATS NOT REALLY A WIDELY USED TERM #BUT GRUNGE IS TOO COLORFUL AND CASUAL GOTH DOESNT CHECK OFF THE FLANNEL ASPECT #anyways ive been rediscovering a ton i love about muse since like. i never listened past their main songs until recently #like my mom and i listened to uprising and resistance bUT SHE HELD ME BACK FROM HOW GOOD THE REST OF THE ALBUM IS????? #dont even get me STARTED on origin of symmetry

[stinkrascal]

redditors will read a post where someone does something vaguely mean and immediately the comments are filled with armchair psychiatrists diagnosing everyone with borderline personality disorder because apparently the only symptom of bpd is when you’re mean to others

#i hate reddit so much sometimes #i honestly didnt even realize people had this many negative connotations surrounding people with bpd until i joined reddit #now i hate admitting i have bpd bc everyone immediately assumes im evil and i simply want to hurt everyone around me like thanks guys :) #mental health awareness rocks :) #if u think bpd = Mean Disease you are wholly unaware of what it means to have bpd #and then these people get so defensive whenever i try to say that actually sometimes my bpd can be a good thing #because yes my emotions are REALLY intense but it works both ways you know. i feel love and happiness and joy so intensely #when im in a good mood im the most supportive person u will ever meet #and these decrepit self-hating crones come at me like NOOOOOO YOU'RE ACTUALLY INCAPABLE OF BEING KIND AND CONSIDERATE TOWARDS OTHERS #YOUR BPD PREVENTS YOU FROM BEING A KIND PERSON! YOU'RE ALWAYS ON THE VERGE OF HURTING PEOPLE! #full offense but choke <3 #also they act like ppl with bpd are incapable of learning coping mechanisms too lmfao #like yes when im in a bad mood its VERY bad but im also grown enough to keep myself away from people when i get to that point #i know how to pull myself away from situations where i feel like i'll split? a LOT of people with bpd know how to do this??? like what #why do they have to assume that literally every person with bpd is unstable and constantly lashing out at others when that just isn't true #if i could i would fight every redditor with my big fucking fists

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

“I offer my best wishes to the Finn family” just punch me in the face, it would hurt less 

#the orville #new horizons #the orville spoilers #electric sheep #im just. i should not have watched both the new star trek and orville episodes in the same day #but in my defense i didn't expect the orville to be That dark considering it's been a comedy for the past two seasons #anyways #that was fucked up #Isaac was my favorite character up until the kaylon battle #and he continued to be my favorite character afterward altho i felt a lot more ashamed about it #fucked up fucked up fucked UP that marcus told him to die and he fucking did it #teenagers say lots of stuff they don't mean!!! you don't take their words to heart and actually kill yourself jesus fucking christ #'heart' #all the discussions of suicide were also a Lot #and caley or whatever her name is annoyed the fuck out of me #i get that that's the point of her but #ugh #loved when ed called her out and told her that she didn't have a monopoly on grief #she's still a bitch for not helping until marcus begged her to #like i get her reasons. i do. but he was also a victim!!! #he had 0 idea that the kaylon were planning what they were planning! #and he turned on his own people and now he's completely alone #his relationship with the finn family is probably my favorite part of the show #idk how they're gonna reconcile if that's the route the writers are going with #anyways im an issac sympathizer #maybe it's because there was a lot of nuance in the decisions he made and despite everything #when it came down to it he picked his chosen family turning his back on his own people #maybe it's because i wanna fuck robots #whos to say

[ranboo5]

Many thoughts head full

#the collectivists is sooo. Shit is complicateddd and I'm not a Dream or a Tbbo scholar so what m I sposed to dooooo #They're fucked up though #it is very much a story abt Tbbo folding #2 a man who has hurt him as *collateral* which is a dynamic that is never going 2 go away #and it is a story about a Tbbo whose most fucked up consequences are getting pushed forward only more bc asmentioned in initial post no one #realizes what it means that everyone's enabling one another until it's too late #It's very much also abt Dream's calculations falling through and being forced to reckon w/ Tbbo as an agent #while also both he and Tbbo have very very different definitions of what an agent is and deserves than Ranb does #and than any normal person does #and here the O5 enjoyer in me comes back bc this is such a fucked up situation #of both of them serving the actual same agenda and they are being unimaginably horrible about it #Tbbo escalatingly so and Dream >Drean #and absolutely to themselves #Tbbo is willing tofold and is willing 2 throw everything away for it and Dream is . Well again Dream #And while the dynamic doesn't go away how do they both compartmentalize #bc both of them as self defense can only go further into self dehumanization and the run for control #not even for themselves!! But as a necessary tool #and as aforementioned this falls all too often on Ranb #who is excruciatingly aware of this happening and trying to struggle out and because of the disadvantage he's placed at #with his hand being largely and devastatingly revealed #he *can't*

[pristine-starlight]

I’m not saying I’m beelining for the War Within, bc i am not, that’d imply i’m doing nothing else but whatever will get me there the fastest, and i do have a lot of other shit on my immediate to-do list right now

But i am working on yeeting my ass to Sedna at my earliest convenience so that two weeks from now i can get slapped with lore once more

#both bc i am Hungry for more and bc i want the. what it unlocks #god i refuse to allude to spoilers with any clarity YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN #not even bc of the actual gameplay options it offers it just feels unfair to not be able to do that for the time being?? #mean to them #kata's chatter #tomorrow ill try the spy requirement for the pluto junction and if it really doesnt work #then loki will be done by next friday so i can try again with invisible boy #the One thing thatll trip me up is the puzzle room i can feel it #genuinely i think im just gonna run solo mobile defense until i run into the laser dodging one or the energy drain one #bring limbo for laser reasons and thats it im good im cheesing it #space ninja fashion show #the wiki descriptions help me none on the puzzle rooms im running on knowledge from a video #also i cant believe the sedna junction requires you to kill the bastard on earth #like damn took long enough for the game progression to remember hes there sxhdchndchn #i keep meaning to go kill him and then just forgetting #might go do that tomorrow

[lcrk]

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#my boss is going camping with his son this weekend and that's great and i love it for him #but this also means that i have our 'technical emergency' line for the weekend/next week #so i have to keep my phone volume on [instead of on vibrate per always] and i also happen to have our mock trial end of year party #this weekend. so my phone is blowing up with texts about that and i know it's gonna keep blowing up about that all weekend #and the fact that it's making noise instead of just vibrating is driving me craaaaazyyyy #i keep muting all the different group texts as different ones receive texts #this is truly the most first world problem ever lol but in my defense i also have a migraine so the sound isn't helping #and i can't just keep it on vibrate until i actually leave the office because with a migraine i KNOW i will 100% forget to turn it on later #me and my migraine counting down minutes for the next 2 hours until i can go home and shut myself into a dark closet #ooc ( liesl's version )

[dee--eer]

Found a clip of JP streamer playing the poetry event and I'm. Giggling kicking my feet up frothing at the mouth this part is so goddamn adorable wtf 😭😭😭

((Don't get me wrong the EN translation is also really cute but sometimes a more direct dialogue can shake my heart more and it can be very effective))

#am ashamed to say that it took me this long to get hooked on this train #by all means the Xiao/Traveler ship literally tick off every single thing I love to have in a ship #and Xiao is literally (my) textbook example of the type of fictional character I usually get obsessed with ahzhsjjskja #in my defense tho my first time playing GI I was just playing it to pass the time while waiting for totk so. #I admit I didn't really pay attention to the story as much as I should've hahjzjzj #by the time I got back to GI again and actually *playing* the game I'm already way out in Sumeru #which is why like nearly all of my fav character came from Sumeru lmao #because I actually play the game at that point 🤣🤣 #anyway I'm in the process of replaying the game again and I'm paying attention this time and it's been great #also I played as Aether now so that's cool #AND I GOT XIAO WOOOOOOOOO #yes my actual reason to make an alt acc is to get him bcs my main acc is already fresh out of primo lmao #anyway I've reached Inazuma and it's been a blast #also I'm really looking forward to go through all the world quest again once I'm done with AQ #my goal used to be to farm primo so I skipped on most of WQ hahzhjaja #now that I've dedicated this alt acc for making a Xiao-centric acc I can play on leisure #bcs I won't pull on anyone until I got him on C6R5 lmao #dee's ramble