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plural-culture-is · 11 months
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Hi! I recently found out that I'm very likely OSDD. My therapist stated that he doesn't think I'm distinct enough for a DID diagnosis, which I guess he's right as I still feel like they're all parts of me (and I'm not used to using "we" to call myself... yet?). I'm also not aware of any amnesia for full switching (twice and those only lasted for like less than an hour and I'm at contralling front again, if you know what I mean lol), so I guess I might be OSDD 1a and 1b.
The thing is, that makes us difficult to tell who is who, unless someone being relatively distinct speaks inside my headspace then I can tell by the tone or the contex (there's a "demon" and a "gaurdian angel"), and my little self doesn't show her preference difference except for that one time of short period of full switch. We don't really have our own names other than the name that this person has been living with. What else can we do to try to find out who are blended in co front/co con?
Also, how do we tell if one is DID but almost always co front/co con, or if that's OSDD 1b? Does OSDD 1b basically means DID/OSDD 1a but always co front/co con?
Figuring out who's who is something that generally gets easier with practice, but some things you can do is finding or writing a list of questions you can look over when you're blurry. These questions would be things like preferences, interests, age, pronouns, appearance, etc, whatever might be helpful for you. It's okay to not know the answers to the questions, but even just going with what seems sort of right can be helpful. You could also try looking through your system list to see who fits you best. And maybe if this isn't working because you aren't distinct enough, if you want to try to become more distinct, you could try things like finding names and separate interests. But as a side note, it's okay not to know who you are, you don't always have to know, and learning to be okay with sitting in the blurriness can be helpful.
OSDD-1b is DID but without amnesia. DID with rare complete switching is called partial-DID.
We used to think our host was permanently frontstuck and we could only co-front with him, until we found out we're monoconscious. That means we share a consciousness, so when we switch, we feel ourselves become the new fronter, rather than it feeling like someone is taking control of your body and the last fronter going into the innerworld or going unconscious. Although if you are able to do possession, as in you feel like another headmate is taking some or full control of the body from you, then you wouldn't be monoconscious, and you would always just be co-front in your case, and may have amnesia but you may only be able to tell after a full switch (which it sounds like you've experienced).
It does sound like you have OSDD-1a because your headmates aren't that distinct and they feel like parts of you, and you have some amnesia. Remember you aren't always aware of amnesia, and even if you do only have a small amount, it could still be enough to qualify for an OSDD-1a diagnosis.
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thana-topsy · 2 months
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thevastmultiverse · 1 year
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Anybody have tips for unblurring/finding out if you might be a new alter? Ive tried looking at tips and asking myself questions, but I get stuck on favorite color. Multiple voices at once yell different colors
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frokoyami · 3 months
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YOUR EXECUTION WILL BE IN
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I was browsing reviews on Pokemon Center and found one that I thought would make a good post (if it hasn't already been posted) - on the Lucario Sitting Cutie:
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Love your blog!
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shiftythrifting · 2 months
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This got donated to us. It was not marked to be sold.
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Thrifty Shopper, Auburn NY
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mrghostrat · 6 months
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Consider for streamers: both go together (same car?) for a "destination stream". Aziraphale is showing off a lovely public garden, with one of the most diverse arrays of plant life I've ever seen, and you know my roommate is quite adept with plants, so I've gotten better at identifying them :) Crowley is going illegal parkour on some concrete structures in the same park (he does not know how to do parkour). They're in each other's backgrounds occasionally, but it must be a coincidence, right?
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*knocks over everything to get to my tablet*
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"HE DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO DO PARKOUR" FUCKING SENT ME BRO I'M OVERCOOKED I'M DONEEE
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the coolest part about this (aside from literally everything you wrote) is that i have almost this exact setup planned in my fic!!! there's going to be an unofficial twitch meet up in edinburgh and they take the car there together. they don't do a separate garden stream, but crowley does do a short IRL stream while they go walking through the graveyard in the middle of the night!!! but he refuses to show aziraphale on camera bc he doesn't want him to get in trouble for breaking and entering (((he told aziraphale they were allowed)))
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8a8y · 7 months
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soulstober day 1: "carrying our shared resolve on the wings of this machine."
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bittwitchy · 6 months
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few things of note now that i finally found the whole pictures of 'steve's' office (from here for others like me who were unsure) i noticed that;
a: they took away his rabbit mail holder in the actual film
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but they ALSO removed that second 'award' from the corner of his shelf to put that box there. the box was originally on his actual bookcase next to the other locked box (that looks slightly similar to the fn/af4 box, i'd say a little more so than the one they moved, but whatever. also if im reading it correctly, the sticket on the box says 'ports and film.' but it may also say 'file'. the first may also say 'porth' or 'porte', i'm dyslexic so its hard to tell, but 'ports and film' make the most sense to me. )
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my assumption for the rabbit mail holder was it was too on the nose, maybe, and the rabbits foot is smaller and less likely to be noticeable so its smaller easter eggs. The lamp behind him and the chairs are also spring bonnie colored if you notice, which gives more subtle hints as to who he is (honestly the fans knew, a: s/cott leaked it to d/awko immediately after m/atthew signed the contract, and b: m/atthew kind of leaked it himself too lol)
they also changed positions of a few things here and there, noticeable here when in the movie the camera focuses on mike
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they sort of swapped the position of the coffee table and moved the stuff behind the chairs to the side instead.
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those big file cabinets also seem to have been moved completely. which as a nerd im super interested in. i believe they put the one award they moved the box for on the wall in the screencap above.
also, another little thing i noticed; the inside of his cup kind of looks like freddy's mouth
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looks a little bit like a mouth, this is the best i could find in the movie itself but one of the games had an animatronics mouth look like that (I think this is more coincidence but its a cool coincidence)
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also!!! the award they moved from the shelf to put the box there instead? we see it again later, when mike calls him to ask if the jobs still open.
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its on his desk, no longer framed, unfortunately i cant read what it says though.
and heres some close ups (as good as i could) of 'steve's' office. mostly things with writing on them. i sharpened them as well as i could.
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the now infamous participation award is front and center of course, but i do thing the 'certificate of regional social worker of the year' award should also be noticed, bc who let him--
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the painting on the side of him, its like a road with a tree
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labels for probably files from 97 and 98.
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i'm pretty sure the 099111 were numbers found on scotts website or a 'glitch' in one of the games at one point iirc. i remember the numbers from something.
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i believe the one box says like, 145-176 or something. earlier i thought it said 1995-1996 but sharpening it i think it looks more three digit number to me.
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cant' really read any of it ngl
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honestly i think sharpnening it might have made it even harder to read but i couldnt make it out either way.
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ssssidney · 7 months
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a few overlays for my guys on vp
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onlinehorseproblems · 7 months
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this post got recommended to me without the knowledge that the buzzfeed unsolved guys rebranded and it was like a shotgun blast to the face. first thought was twitter got really into a gollum like creature
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waketoearth · 1 year
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"baekgu perfectly pulls off the look" (real).
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So Ebi has just shed and I thinks you guys should see the iridescence of her
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nenekkasa · 8 months
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happy keishin sunday with uhhh whatever this line meant
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swiftfootedachilles · 6 months
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happy halloween! i cant believe we made it to the end of Kinktober! thank you @gallavichthings for the wonderful ideas :')
what in the world is this "mick" guy posting thats making Twitter go wild? go to ao3 to find out. based on my fav au celebrity skin by softlycontinuing <3
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Do you know this Jewish character?
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