#tw suicide bait

[hiveswap]

Summary of The Cat of The Year poll atrocities of 2023/2024

I'm sure that most people on this side of tumblr have seen the Jellie vs. Nefarious Anglerfish poll going around with like 60k votes at this point, and I'd really like clear up some of what happened since I was around for the whole thing.

Url blocked out for op's privacy. They have already left but don't look for it if you haven't seen it/don't harrass them if you already have.

1. The previous round (preparation)

I discovered the poll in its previous round, needless to say she beat Jort's ass severely. This was around the 3rd of january, meaning that this round finished before jellie's passing with only about 7k votes. Op did add their own piece of propaganda from their main:

...which was FINE. (except for stuff we'll see later) Of course running a poll while biased isn't ideal but I for one didn't even know they were the op until much later. I also added my own piece in a separate thread, and they didn't interact with it at all. There was no drama.

2. The Finale

Jellie unfortunately passed away right before the starting of this poll, which was the catalyst for what happened next. Op did exactly as last time and added a slightly more mean spirited encouragement to vote for the other contestant. This is the point where I believe that i fucked up personally.

I added this thinkpiece accusing op of associating all mcyters with Dream (who we all hate for the record) despite them not alluding to him at all. This is because tumblr has a history of disimissing all mcyters as... everything that dream was been accused of. Op did allude to not caring for mcyt. but they didn't say what i accused them of. This is important to point out because this reblog of mine is still being spread. Jellie was in the lead at the time, but not by the time i woke up next morning.

I won't be including anyone else's additions because I don't want to put blame on any specific person. Just felt like clearing up mine.

3. The Fuckening

Some time later op made this post to their personal blog:

which is insanely shitty because, as other people have pointed out, the "lame ass youtube cat" didn't die to inconvinience op or ruin their fun, and people would have probably voted for her anyway because jelly is universally beloved in the mcyt community. This isn't anti democratic. This post was added to the poll with a caption saying op should not be running this poll, and it took off. Op later went on to say that this was a joke:

This apology was not taken well by people, (including me) because "you were not meant to see it" isn't an apology and they still very much made fun of someone's pet dying. Safe to say this did not make the drama stop and only added fuel to the flame. I believe this was the point where the conversation of mcyt fans being unjustly sent hate to was reignited.

We should discuss that! it's a real thing that happens often and is equal to childish bullying. However, in this case, OP was the only one getting sent hate to my knowledge. The notes were mostly saturated by mcyt fans, and even now i can only find one or two hateful stance towards us under the whole 20k notes post.

4. Conclusions

Op posted a second apology to the catoftheyear blog to try and calm people down (i believe this is comprehensive and a lot better than the previous one) The blog was deactivated shortly after, so i only have my phone screenshots of it that i also added to the poll itself at some point:

(Edit) Here's proof that op did not write the justification they got criticised for, from the notes of the original poll:

This apology didn't get seen, or get accepted by enough people, so op made this statement on their personal:

Needless to say I am deeply dissapointed (and guilty) that it's come to this. Yes, op said tasteless things that made us all angry, but telling a human being to commit suicide is worse than being insensitive about a stranger's pet dying. Even after I posted about the blog being decatived i had someone come into my notes to wish that "they never find happiness" i mean wtf. This isn't like shipping where we can do whatever without the content creator's input. this is fucking harrowing and i can't imagine how i'd feel if this was done in my/my pet's name especially after losing them as recently as a week ago.

I hope no one from hermitcraft who is on here (let alone scar holy shit) learns about this like they did with previous lighthearted tournaments. If you truly respect the creators you claim to be a fan of as people, you do not tell people to kill themselves over them. And finally, let Jellie fucking rest, guys. she had a long, good life. I hope op can come back and also avoids behaving like this if they ever wish to do so. I'm angrier at mcytblr, though.

#catoftheyear #jellie #tw animal death #tw suicide bait #hermitcraft #goodtimeswithscar #adding to main tags so people see this instead of the poll itself with no context on how it ended #If this breaches containment and gets used as a reason to hurt mcyt fans i am going zo eat whoever is doing that #catoftheyeartournament #jellie the cat

[scientistservant]

#hazbin hotel #tw suicide bait #????

[elder-millennial-of-zion]

The thing about pro-Hamas anons telling me to k*ll myself is that ever since the soldier who set himself on fire, I’m not sure if it’s a threat or a compliment.

Like, is su*cide a good thing or a bad thing? Is it something you want from your enemies or your idols? Do you want to destroy me or do you want to worship me as a cult symbol? 🤷‍♀️

#tw suicide bait #tw suicide #antisemitism #israel #free palestine is a death cult

[a-sip-of-milo]

Hey, driving someone to suicide isn’t okay!

…oh, they have a cluster b disorder? Never mind then

#this is what you people sound like #cluster b #cluster b stigma #npd #aspd #hpd #bpd #tw suicide bait #tw suicide mention

[faulix]

btw, since people love lying about me on this website:

i have not known lolthia for a year like they claim. i first learned of lolthia about a month ago when i noticed their racist treatment of my friend. it was by chance we learned of their goretober list that had abuse glorification with prompts like medical/drugged torture, kidnapping, and stalking. we were able to see that lolthia had a pattern of writing yandere, murder, and other gross topics with a quick search of their blog. THAT is why i decided to say something and call them out. period

x

i find it kind of hilarious that you're claiming to have blocked me from servers and discord so you don't have proof. i wonder if you would even know my discord, yknow, the one handle i haven't changed in years. i mean, surely if you have me blocked you would be able to pull that up easy right? let's not forget the fact that you're claiming to know me personally when you cannot even get my pronouns right.

x

the funny part about this is that barely anyone who rb'ed your callout weren't even your mutuals, with a good amount of people actually adding in the notes how fed up they were with your bullshit. i am not a big enstars blog. i'm not even talking about enstars right now. i am a small blogger with less than 100 followers who ships with the only two minor characters in enstars. a majority of people who have rb'ed your callout are not big enstars bloggers. we are small time selfshippers just trying to have a fun time on tumblr dot com. the only one who is willfully taking themselves out of the fandom or even the circle of enstars selfshippers is you. you willfully create harmful content, you paint yourself as the victim, and you refuse to apologize for multiple things such as your racism and suicide baiting.

x

i am nice to others because they are not winding up their victim complex to make me look like the bad guy. again, if you have legitimate proof that we were once friends: look at your blocklist (or your server blocklist) and post my handle. i dare you. but then again, you probably couldn't do that considering you don't know what the username is. i think the funniest thing about it is that you can't even be bothered to post the server name, can't even bother to explain how we met (shocker considering i've only been into enstars actively for like barely a year now), it is you saying "well this is clearly my word against his" when you can't even provide the basic proof that you and i ever knew each other. you probably DON'T want me to post the ask where you said that you had finally found me and lamented that we could even be friends now if i would take back my words and be the bigger person. but then again, you kind of admitted that yourself when you said you didn't know who made the callout and even said it could be multiple people because you didn't know, but hey, let's take back that and spin it as a long rooted hate campaign by me. x

btw, when i first made this post, i held off on posting it because i haven't received nonanon asks for this, so i was able to chalk it up to you just trying to send more anons toward me to get me painted as the villain, but since this morning i woke up to you making a callout post about me that was filled with lies and fake screenshots it's about time i speak up. you may have deleted it, but don't worry, i made sure to screenshot everything you said and put it in an imgur album to refresh your memory. right here, don't worry, i took every screenshot word for word so you can remember what you said.

i'm not going to post every single screenshot to this. i think it would be insane behavior to make this post even longer. so let me just some up my feelings:

in your fake screenshots not only did you try to blur out what my name was (probably because these are not actually talking about me, but hey, you thought you could make it work, right?) but you proceed to, once again, continuously use the wrong pronouns for me, which is kind of weird since you're claiming to have known me for a year.

let me reiterate this so you get it through you thick skull: i use he/it pronouns and have been doing so for years now. your callout and screenshots repeatedly uses the wrong pronouns for me. do not even bother claiming you didn't know or that i recently changed them as my past blog and every single friend i'm close with will testify to my pronouns, and i'm absolutely sick of you misgendering and degendering me and my identity. considering you've been sending me several asks you could have easily looked and my pronouns in both my description and pinned, but hey, that's another lie for you, right?

then you post a screenshot of a server main chat, but it's very convenient of you to 1.) not get the server name and 2.) leave out the date you sent it, yknow, the things that you could at least say we shared together. i wonder why you didn't bother to get that information if it was so important. oh wait, i do! it's because you are deliberately lying about me to paint yourself as the victim.

i'm not going to even dissect the lies you weave together because, once again, you are speaking without proof. this is not a case of "my words against his" you are deliberately spreading lies on the grounds that you think no one will fact check you, you tool. again, if i was such a danger to you that i would deliberately make several accounts to surpass your "ban", why would you not post my discord username or the "alt accounts" i made to protect others for safety? why don't you do so now? oh! it's because you don't know them and are lying through your teeth.

i did not send you an ask where i told you that you needed to change your goretober list to get rid of the necrophilia. if i did, how about you post it with my url and call me wrong. not to mention the biggest thing i called you out on was the fact that you were glorifying and romanticizing abuse with drugged torture, kidnapping, and stalking. but sure let's gloss over that part because that would make you look bad!

there is nothing out of context in what you said or did, it is in plain english, several screenshots where you demonized a selfshipper of color because "they were more popular than you", pulled several excuses out of your ass to ship with a 16 year old, and put suicide baits in the main enstars tags, oh but don't worry! in your eyes the enstars fandom deserved it! and you want to paint yourself as innocent? give me a fucking break.

and the absolute gall of you to proclaim you acted like this because of your bpd, which you're still rb'ing sad bpd posts now. the nerve of you to assume i am not neurotypical when i have been struggling with autism and adhd all my life, and my own bpd for the past 14 years since i was diagnosed. it is not an act of ableism to call you out on your disgusting behavior towards people of color and abuse victims. i don't care about your backstory. you know exactly what you are doing and say that you are "exploring dark themes". no one believes you, and no one ever will. and miss me with that "i didn't know the shipper's race" as if you did not see the commissions you were directly complaining about them that shows them as not white very obviously. but hey, what's one more lie for you?

just so you know: every single ask you have sent me i have kept. from where you pretended to be 10 different people, all from your original ask where you think we should "just talk it out" without you taking any accountability, thanking me for the callout, pretending to be anons sticking up for you, and even threatening me with fake evidence that i have been in enstars servers sending death threats. but hey, since i didn't respond to those so you could have ammunition as so you could say i'm stalking you and villainizing you, i guess the next step would be a callout!

i will never be as obsessed with you as you are with me. you are the stupidest person on this planet if you genuinely thought i would not catch wind of what you were doing, from sending me and my friends and mutuals several asks to deliberately lying about me on your own blog. you have sent me over 50 asks in 24 hours, spamming my inbox with anons, but you couldn't even bother changing your typing style. you can't be bothered to tell people to watch out for this discord user because, again, you don't even know who i am. you can spin a web of lies to cover your ass, but barely anyone sees through it, and no amount of anons you send yourself will never convince anyone, especially strangers who has seen your blog. i do not care about how you no longer can look forward to your sick goretober where you glorify the abuse that real people go through. i am a grown adult with a job, school life, friends, pets, and so much more. maybe you could be the same if you shaped up and stopped being on tumblr. touch some grass for once. no one will believe you. i will not delete your callout. you have deliberately done horrible acts and acted like you were being demonized because "the enstars fandom and selfshippers are mean and cliquey", as if people don't see right through what you post without care and how you act. either apologize for what you have willfully done or log off and deactivate. i don't care which. leave me alone, leave my friends and mutuals alone, and grow up.

btw, i figured i would also throw this in the enstars tags so people would know about your horrible act and how you have treated me and demonized me for the past two days for standing up for my friends and the people you've hurt. here's the original callout btw, just in case anyone's new here! i don't care how badly you say this affects you because, again the only person trying to demonize you is you yourself. you lie about every aspect to save your ass and i will not take it. i mean, you tagged my "callout" with enstars tags (despite the fact that i never interact with the enstars fandom and have been talking about brc for the past month) but hey! if you wanna act like a clown i'll treat you like one.

you are an absolute moron if you think 1.) anyone would believe you considering your past behavior and 2.) thought i would just lay over and start crytyping for an apology. you are 20 years old acting like a spoiled toddler who got punished for throwing toys at others. i have more resolve, a backbone, and friends that will always care for me and support me, sorry if you can't relate. fuck you

#leo post #lolthia #ensemble stars #enstars #tw racism #tw suicide #tw suicide bait #ok to rb #if you can help me spread this that'd be great #i am absolutely sick of lolthia's treatment of me and it's important to me that it gets addressed.

[jfkisonthemoon]

happy father's day sycamore sunday! :)

he's spending a day out (hours and hours of arguing and sword fighting) at the park (azran ruins) with his old man (he's never thought about patricide more in his life)

#happy fathers day sycamore sunday to the dad of all time (sycamore) #sycamore sunday #professor layton #professor layton spoilers #tw suicide bait #adamdontlookatthis

[slimypaws]

Ant!s "caring" about children: [CW: Suicide bait, Mentions of Rape]

"This is disgusting and sick, please report this account."

Nothing like sending other people to report someone's acc because they don't like the ships...

The comments are the worst of it.

And the worst of all:

Let's not forget the age of the person this is about:

And another separate thing:

"Just make sure they really deserve it."

And who's the judge of that? You?

Here we have it again, folks. The love of an Ant!. <33

I am so... viscerally disgusted by all of these comments this person receives just bc they like some ships they don't. This is just so unnecessarily cruel and ugh. I wish I could help them somehow.

#🐺🐌.txt #proship #proship please interact #proshippers please interact #profic #tw rape mention #tw rape #tw suicide baiting #tw suicide bait #op is a proshipper

[wild-wombytch]

You should do that whole Buddhist monk protest thing where they publicly set themselves on fire.

No 💗

Sending suicide bait is childish. Especially to someone with a shitty mental health and who's father hung himself and who lives in an area with some of the highest national suicide rates. You're not the good person or cool activist you think you are. You're just a basic bully who can't handle women disagreeing with men. And if you continue, one day you'll wake up as a murderer with blood on your hands because someone will have followed through.

I sure hope you don't claim to care about minorities if that's the asks you send them. Telling a gay person to kill herself isn't progressive. Why don't you go and harrass people who are actually publically transphobic like Elongated Muskrat or actual Nazis who literally want to kill gay and trans people alike? Oh, right, they're men.

I'm not perfect but at least I'm not vile enough to send hate (and in anon, no less, coward), let alone suicide baits. You're a miserable piece of human being. Have a bad year.

Here's the receipt of the 10€ donation I just made in your name to Lesbiennes d'Intéret Général, a French association funding actions in favour of lesbians, since your lot want us to die so much.

#actually maybe y'all are the ones who should eat glass #asks #anon hate = donation #radical lesbian #tw suicide bait #anon hate #Tañ ha Gerioù #radblr

[flame-cat]

just the images from this concept @boyswillbeboxes and I cooked up =w=

#in the life #my art #pheo doodles #disco elysium #jean vicquemare #kim kisturagi #harrier du bois #harrykim #kimharry #tw suicide #tw suicide bait

[the-spooky-children]

Skid's lock screen

Kinda based on this meme I found on Twitter

#spooky month #skid and pump #skid #sm skid #pump #sm pump #sm lila #lila #sm ross #ross #sm roy #roy #tw suicide #tw suicide ideation #tw suicide bait #shitpost

[piratekenway]

the world is not worth it. kill yourself now.

hey anon, get therapy.

#tw suicide bait #tw suicide

[a-sip-of-milo]

*I put narcissistic/borderline abuse believers in my dni beneath a post about parental abuse :) They then proceeded to say "this is basically a how-to guide for abusing someone now."

#cluster b #cluster b safe #tw suicide bait #npd #npd safe #bpd #bpd safe #aspd #aspd safe #hpd #hpd safe #tw ableism

[helsex]

Well now they're just getting even more uncreative

[I.D. in alt text]

#helsex txt #tw suicide bait #suicide bait

[sunlitmcgee]

The dream smp fandom has left a stain on how people in the greater mcyt community interact with and behave towards victims, and next time anon, just fucking block me. Just fucking block me.

#tw suicide bait

[aloeverawrites]

Tw for suicide bait and discussions of terrorism

Me: wow why would someone send me something like this out of the blue? Let’s check their bl-

Okay well that would do it-

So anyway a reminder to not follow people who are conflating Hamas (an actual terrorist group) with Palestinians, who support actual terror groups, who post antisemitism or holocaust denial, who defend authoritarianism and revise history and who are trying to stop democrats from stopping Trump get elected basically. They don’t care about human life, or rights, they’re lashing about in a vaguely leftist adjacent way. They care too much about punishing the WickedTM to worry about making a better world for people.

If you actually want to make progress stay away from tankies lol.

#yall I got a stray #from an antisemitic tankie #they’re defending multiple authoritarian communist governments as well #they love authoritarianism and they’re trying to get people to not vote for democrats it’d be funny if it wasn’t so sad #tw suicide bait #this is pretty sad to see actually