#tw psychophobia

[soupedepates]

TW suicide attempt, psychophobia Kasem and Ijaaz belong to @noa-de-cajou

"You're a dumbass, jeez", Kasem shouted "How could you do this to me?!" "Calm down, or the nurses are going to throw you out of here", Ijaaz calmly responded. "I'm going to fetch you coffee for the both of you, I think you need some... time to talk together."

I reached for my glasses when I heard the door being shut. I dared not take a look at my husband, whom I felt glaring upon me.

"Why ? Just why, Gaspard?" "Didn't you read my note?" "Of course I read it!", they screamt on the verge of tears. "Why are you like this? Why didn't you talk to me? Why?" "Because that therapist is right. Because everyone is right", I said with a trembling voice. "I am bad for you. I will ruin your life and I will ruin our child's life if we have one. Everyone is right, Kasem. Everyone."

I finally gathered enough courage to lock eyes with him.

"I should've succeeded. And you would've been happy with Ijaaz."

He tried to respond, before giving up and collapsing on the chair of my hospital chamber. He wiped a tear off their cheek.

"You know I can't live without you. And... I have done enough harm around me and-" "For fuck's sake SHUT UP!" he burst out crying. "Shut your fucking mouth! I've almost lost my husband due to your bullshit, if another word comes out of your..."

They let out a muffled scream. I looked at him in silence, waiting for him to continue.

"I am so sorry not to have seen anything", he finished by saying. "I don't blame you, I am a good liar. And I had a plan since... forever, I guess. Never thought I would really act on it, I thought that narcissism would shield me from that, but... Here we are." "Idiot", he mumbled/ "What shame, defeat and self-loathing do to a man", I said while putting out my glasses. I couldn't bear the disapproval in his eyes, in the way his mouth bent.

He rose from the chair, and came to my side. My hand in his, they somewhat forced me to stay in contact, not to retreat in my head, and his touch was comforting. It proved me he was in my corner, after all. I didn't deserve that tenderness, but I am only a man. I closed my eyes and prayed for him to stay.

"Look at me, making it all about me again", I whispered. "What a fool I am." "Gaspard, this is about you now. You tried to kill yourself. I am just... relieved you're alive. This is a lot to process", he murmured before he kissed me on the forehead. "When you were still asleep, I uh... I talked to the doctors, and we agreed that the soundest thing is that you get hospitalized for a bit. It's up to you, but... you know." "I just want us to go home, now", I chuckled. "I just want to cook dinner with you, watch a movie and I don't know, just cuddle until we're asleep. I want to go home." "I'll... see what I can do."

We just stayed silent, wiping each other tears. I snuggled against him, their warmth filling me with comfort and a sense of being loved for who I am even if I am a mess. And it was just so much of a feeling, I just needed him by my side and I couldn't stand living in a world where I am the monster and he was my victim. He deserved so much more, so much better, than I could ever provide. But still, he loved me. And he was the most important person in my entire life.

"Never again. I don't want to see you like that ever again." "I'm sorry", I couldn't help but wept.

I opened my eyes. They were close enough for me to distinguish their features. His ocean eyes. His long hair. His smooth skin.

"I don't want to hurt you anymore... You're too precious for me." "I know, Gaspard. I know you do your best, and you don't know how much you do for me. I want you alive. I need you alive." "Will we go home soon?" "We will. I promise."

#tw suicide #tw suicide attempt #tw psychophobia #writing #writeblr #writers on tumblr #hurt/comfort #oc #i cried writing this #i am weak #domestic angst #[inserer un nom]

[astrophel-gaygore-obsessed]

Hey!

Astrophel, He/Him.

Thanks for visiting my account!

Here I will publish various kinds of art based on your requests, in particular fan fiction (although maybe I will publish drawings too).

For now, requests are open, so don’t be afraid to give me ideas for different types of art!

But I want to warn you that I will not accept anything with fem readers. I want to make this blog aimed only at gn and male readers, so with your idea (which is great, I'm sure!) with a fem reader, you should go to another creator.

MY YES!

Smut stuff, NSFW in particular(Don’t worry, I will mark it with a special tag if you are uncomfortable with this genre of reading.)

(Ero)Guro, a detailed and non-detailed description of cruelty. I’ll warn you right away that I’m new to describing this kind of stuff, so if you have more experience or just want to correct me, my DMs are always open!

Headcanons. From the sweetest fluff "How [OC name/character name] and [OC name/character name] spend their mornings/etc" to the most horrific descriptions of violence of one character (or even characters) towards others.

Incest, big age difference, etc. I absolutely don’t care who’s sibling and what age your characters are, but I understand that this is very triggering for many, so I will also publish similar posts with a separate hashtag and TW/CW (And also please don’t try to somehow reproach me for this or somehow condemn me, cancel me, etc., etc. My job is to create art, fiction.)

Trans guy/s, non-binary characters, etc. You guys are in a safe place.

Abuse, Self-harm, etc. Again, such fics will be published under a special hashtag so that you guys still feel comfortable being here.

As you understand, I publish and write whatever your perverted brain wants, and I promise you 100% anonymity and respect. But, of course, I have my limits.

MY NO!

There is no separate list of things that make me uncomfortable, but I can refuse your request if it seems uncomfortable/strange/unpleasant/etc.

I don’t have a DNI either, but for disrespectful attitude towards others (homo/transphobia and queerphobia in general, propaganda and approval of such behavior, neurophobia, psychophobia, belief in “narcissistic/borderline/antisocial/histrionic” abuse (fuck you. I have cluster B disorder, and I certainly won’t approve such crap on my account), and simply being aggressive towards others will lead you to a permanent ban.)

Btw, selfships and self-inserts are also okay! Love you guys.

BYF!

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Poppy Playtime(Current hyperfixation)

Danganronpa(Fanganronpas too! Sdra2, DRDT, P:EG)

Texas Chainsaw Massacre

Scream

Madoka Magica

Yandere Simulator

Omori

Hotel Hazbin

MASTERLIST ★

None, for now.

#poppy playtime #poppy playtime x reader #poppy playtime x male rrader #danganronpa #danganronpa x reader #danganronpa x male reader #texas chainsaw massacre #slashers #slashers × reader #slashers × male reader #puella magi madoka magica #madoka magica #madoka magica x reader #madoka magica x male reader #yandere simulator #yandere simulator x reader #yandere simulator x male reader #omori #omori x reader #omori x male reader #hotel hazbin #hotel hazbin x reader #hotel hazbin x male reader #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel x male reader

[mxazimut]

TW Validism and psychophobia

Personally I would like to speak on the subject… so it’s let’s Go for a thread!

(On all the completely unworthy stuff that we hear regularly 100 times a day)

1:

“It is for your good the curatorship”

*point on the fact that a disabled psychic person can’t buy something without being criticized when buying a plush for example* (while Karen Valide buys a handbag with 500 balls and shocks no one as randomly)

2:

“Why do you touch the AAH?you’re just pretending!”

*point on the fact that our rights are unfair according to the valid and that it is a privilege to have access to certain things when you are disabled psy*

(While we are still forced to deal with the things not at all suitable for life in society but good pays your advantage obviously)

3:

“It’s the fault of screens if you’re ADHD!”

*point boomers on youth so saying completely lost who dares not laugh at hyper serious stuff and who has the nerve to defend his simple existence…naughty autistic!

(While we already existed before the discovery of high-tech but good stuff…)

4:

“Stop shouting that you’re NeuroA and then first you haven’t really disabled why you’re entitled to have a disability card?”

*guilt and pathologizing about the fact that your disability is not seen because anyway askip just has some difficulties and then it’s all… without really knowing yourself*

(While the concern is that we are constantly classified according to the “gravity” of our “pathology” review your aprioris please it becomes dangerous to get so much misunderstanding on the real subject)

5:

“You’re really screaming for nothing… when I think there are people who would dream of being in your place, you should be happy and avoid complaining!”

* Unbearable point of the life lesson on the model of “good and bad disabled” as if we were happy to have access to something that should be… logical all the time!

(Although hand washing is pure commercial bullshit but obviously jean-valid prefers to marvel at “your beautiful different because you are all wonderful »

6:

"Ah, but you're lgbt+ AND practical, but normally you can't be the 2, you're too weird... that's why you're trans... that's because you're too weird... that's really your autistic?"

Waw I don’t have the words to describe how cis NT really has no genes to ask us if we are legitimate to live peacefully without having to answer those kind of hyper-embarrassing questions that humiliate us more than anything else…)

7:

You are so brave and an example you know... and you never thought you were fashionable if you hadn't been autistic?

* Life lesson point as if we were not already accustomed enough, let's see...*

(Although it is screaming and completely eugenic but WTF… as if I were forced to prove my happiness ah the… but nan I claim my disability for the cause worries you…)

8:

“I think you're great and that autistic or not you can't see as much as that... on TV they're more... you know what... by the way I told you about the daughter of a friend who also has it?”

*point that starts from a compliment I guess but thank you I'm fine despite this kind of comment by people not at all informed on the subject because apparently TV is safe while on the contrary it's mainstream to death... then I don't know me... I've already told you about the guy I met in a bar and who told the same kind of clichés? *

(While on the fact... well by force it makes me smile nicely because the NT don't even imagine for a minute that not only am I “able to fight for a cause that is close to my heart” but in addition I am far from the old problematic clichés about the gaze of disability in general... like the DSM completely slammed to the ground now... *

9: “You talk a lot after…you did the studies really above it?well you don’t have the right to talk fall!”

*inflicting point I can’t stand it anymore… so my guy… already I am a concerned person… I express myself, it’s not like I was in charge of people “like me” as you say and I got out of the popotin every second like Sophie Cluzel*

(So in short… people who have no idea what the life of a person with a hand is really like… blah bla I speak san puts the subject rider with false and often erroneous words)

10: “I’m not crazy! Why you can cancel a YouTuber for just that?

*point where we imagine that we crazy we should be ashamed and hide and not at all to let it do but good it really is bad to know us…*

(While the feeling of wanting to do pedagogy for a community of fans using a psychophobic thermal baths ben, that’s all benefit for the person who might feel concerned and who already has trouble finding a place in a group)

[spoonietimelordy]

Psychiatrist: "We see so many people faking *insert any neurodivergence here* ! They don't fit the diagnostic criterias and yet think that they are this thing."

Me at my screen: "or many it's the closest thing to what they're feeling and you're missing something here, maybe they're not faking and just don't have all the symptoms??? Just a suggestion 🙄"

#charlie is rambling #yeah yeah i'm going to sleep #but god can they hear themselves s #sometimes #tw psychophobia #tw ableism

[rusted-pipe-of-wisdom]

my personal brand of fandom wank is continuously twisting Anders' ableistic portrayal in DA2 into a fable of channeling your anger and welcoming that which brands you dangerous to society.

fuck all that 'are you a man or a monster' narrative, you are an affront to God's creation and that is extremely sexy of you.

#dragon age #anders #rustypipes-rambles #I'm OK with anders apologists but I think they miss one critical point #a fictional character is a tool #you don't need to justify using it #there is no real physical entity being harmed #murder to your hearts content. it's fiction babey #tw psychophobia

[bitchpack]

honestly i hate the whole image thats being created around like, “demon possession”. like its almost always someone with a terrifying mental illness, and the church has convinced people that its a source of evil. so instead of helping them and you know, using actual science, we hurt them to try to get the “evil” out. and now because of horror movies and stuff so many people have these preconceived notions of mental illness, which creates this atmosphere of hatred and fear which prevents so many people from actually getting the help they need. i just hate it so much its evil

#abuse tw #idk uh #psychophobia tw

[kildaresgrizzocoot]

[[OOC post that may explain some of my motivation on writing Kildare as I do. 

Hello! I’m the mun, ratchimera, and I’m a Brazilian! Brazil, you know, this country known for it’s natural beauty, beaches, hot girls, carnival, Rio, trolling people at the internet, Amazon forest, biodiversity, friendly people and...

One of the biggest cases of genocide of psychiatric patients in the world, known as “The Brazilian Holocaust” that had over 60.000 deaths due to medical malpractice and torture. Barbacena was a concentration camp for “mad” people, who were obligated to work naked until their deaths, and then their bodies were sold to med schools... And this absurd only stopped at the 80s! Wikipedia link.

And I’m a psychiatric patient.

So humanizing “crazy” characters is important for me. 

If you think my portrait is somehow offensive, please tell me. I’m trying my best.]]

#ooc #mun talks #tw: psychophobia

[fethrybestduck]

(TW: Psychophobia)

So, this comic made me feel kinda bad... (The red line is a cut of some pages)

I don’t remember Fethry acknowledging the fact that the rest of the family treats him different because he’s mentally divergent.

And at least in this comic, he seems to resent it and needle his family about it, trying to make them feel bad. That means that at least some of the times people treat him with condescension he is aware of it - which happens all the time.

But their faces in the second-to-last panel broke my heart because they’re still looking down on him - and he knows it, and he answers to it in the last panel.

I think that adds a lot to the character tho; the fact that he knows most people treat him as an incapable.

(I think Donald is the only one who actually argue with Fethry in the same terms he argue with anyone else.)

#fethry duck #tw: psychophobia #about fethry

[newt--x]

Et il y a une meuf blanche qui porte des dreads et la meuf qui fétichise les métis, elle est aussi psychophobe.

#pardon wtf #teddy asks #a fellow french asks #psychophobia tw #racism tw #fetishising tw

[itsmysecretcap]

I just learnt that Martin Freeman was problematic. I'll still post Sherlock related things because I still love this show and his character (same thing for MCU or any other thing) but I am really digusted and disappointed.

I still think he is a good actor but not that he is a good human anymore

Tw: Rape, Islamophobia

He is also really really rude about a woman

It was on the story of a ig and Tik Tok creator who explained that he wouldn't do anything related to MF or Ben because they're both problematic.

For Ben:

Tw: Psychophobia (I think it's the good word, I'm sorry if it's not.), Sexual agression and transphobia.

Please, maybe repost so we're all aware of that. I'm in this fandom for like, one big year and it's the first time I read that.

Edit: I confirmed these informations and, trust me, I would have preferred to see that they weren't true. So, please don't roast me, I wouldn't do that kind of stuff for the fun :)

#fandom #jonhlock #sherlock #sherlock bbc #jonh watson #sherlock holmes #benedict cumberbatch #johnlock #martin freeman #Everdeen Ross

[spoonietimelordy]

I just saw someone compared system who critic the psychiatric model of DID to antivax, wtf

I don't have DID but I'm autistic and traumatized and man I can tell you one thing and it's that psychiatric studies are extremely biased and don't actually listen to what the people concerned say. How can you make this comparison??? wtf, wft, wtf

#tw psychophobia #tw ableism #charlie is rambling

[spoonietimelordy]

Could the people who talk in front of my building stop being ableist?

Omg a schizophrenic man gain more money then you, what a scandal! 🙄

The guy passed 10 minutes being like:

"oh and I had a cancer so I know what I'm talking about and I'm allow to be a cunt"

#charlie is rambling #psychophobia tw #ableism tw