#transmasc shepard

[letsflypige0n]

i 100000% thought rainbow rowell was gonna make shepard love canonically trans,, like everything could have lead up to him telling penny that, but he didn't and i was genuinely confused and disappointed. he's still trans in my eyes but stilllll,,,

#shepard love #transmasc shepard #carry on #simon snow #penelope bunce #penny bunce #rainbow rowell #shepard from omaha #trans hc #trans #queer hc

[mtreebeardiles]

WIP Whenever

Finally managed to write something! Just some voice testing for Nico Shepard and Ash, post-Eden Prime:

It took all of Ash's discipline not to reach out to the young man lying prone on the bed in Dr. Chakwas's medbay. He was still asleep, eyes fluttering behind their lids and brows furrowed even as his fingers twitched by his sides and his head rolled on the pillow. A dream, the doctor had said, something vivid and strong enough to set off her sensors, and Ashley wasn't sure how much of that had to do with that…thing, that strange force that had grabbed first Alenko and then Nico when the younger man had surged forward to pull his lieutenant away. It had happened so fast -- talking with Nico one minute to catching the look of alarm on his face before he'd pushed past her and then --

--watching, horrified, Alenko holding her back as Nico was wrenched into the air, body struggling --

"--no signs of permanent damage." Dr. Chakwas's voice cut through her thoughts and Ashley blinked, refocusing on the doctor. 

"You mentioned unusual brainwaves?" she pressed. 

"Won't know more about that until he wakes up."

It's been hours already. She knew she didn't have to stay here, watching over him like this. But with Alenko already discharged and the persistent sense of limbo from her own abrupt reassignment to the Normandy…

And the fact that if I don't make sure he's okay Lynn will have my head…

She suppressed a smile at the thought, shaking her head. Of all the people she could've expected to run into on the Eden Prime assignment, Nico freakin' Shepard hadn't exactly been at the top of her list. 

The universe was funny that way.

He shifted on the bed, drawing her attention, and she couldn't help but take in all the ways he had -- and hadn't -- changed since she'd seen him last. 

He was taller, bulkier, far and away from the scrawny kid he'd been when he was a cocky, know-it-all teenager still dating her little sister. Same cap of thick black hair, ends trying to curl despite how short he had it cut, and that smirk may have been hidden by his helmet back planet-side but she knew it was still there from the way his eyes crinkled at the corners. 

New scars ran along his upper arm, but she remembered the one on his cheekbone, knew the little ones on his fingers. Hazards of a teenage smart-ass, as she'd liked to tease him back in the day, always straddling that line between brilliance and impatience, with the burns to prove which side he tended to land on. 

She wondered if that was still the case. Wondered how different Nico-the-Alliance-solider was from Nico-the-cocky-tech-genius.  

"Mmm…"

"Doctor?" 

"Give him some space."

Ashley hopped off the neighboring bed where she'd been perching during her vigil, watching as Nico's eyes fluttered and slowly opened. Warm brown eyes blinked in confusion until they settled on her. 

"…Ash?"

She grinned, stepping to his side while the doctor pulled out her 'tool on the opposite side of the bed. "Hey, kiddo," she murmured, keeping her voice soft. "How ya feelin'?"

"…You remember Lynn's after-graduation party?"

"When you all got absolutely shit-faced?"

"I feel like the next morning."

She laughed, shaking her head before offering her hand to help him sit up. He pulled himself into a seated position with a wince, his free hand moving to rub at the back of his neck. 

"What even happened?"

"What do you remember?" the doctor asked. 

"Uh…" Nico squinted in thought. "Some ancient alien bullshit?"

Ash snorted. "Very helpful, kiddo."

Nico glared her way, the effect undermined by the fact he was clearly trying not to laugh. 

"But accurate, eh?" He cocked his head at her. "And excuse you, that's Commander Kiddo these days." This time he did grin, then winced, and they both looked toward Dr. Chakwas. 

"I'll get you something for the pain, Commander."

"Is everyone okay?" Nico asked after swallowing down some pills and giving the doctor as many details as he could remember -- including the unsettling dreams that had been plaguing him while asleep. "Alenko?"

"LT's doing okay," Ash assured him. She'd moved to sit on the bed beside him, their legs dangling over the edge. "Whatever that was didn't have a chance to work him over like it did you."

"Good." 

"You really doing okay, Nic?" she asked after a moment, voice soft. He had that stormy expression she remembered so well, the one that told her he was in deep thought and the thought wasn't a pleasant one. Jaw set, slight pull at his lower lip indicating he was biting at it from the inside, a tightness around his eyes that could've easily been discomfiture as much as lingering pain from his headache. 

"Yeah," he replied after a long moment. "Just… s'been a weird day. Days? Fuck, I don't know. Went from being told I was participating in a standard shakedown for the Alliance's hot new toy to finding out that wasn't the case -- I mean, I kinda suspected as much, but…"

"They didn't tell you about the beacon?"

"Not til we got in-system." He picked at the seam of his pants, mouth a tight line. "And apparently that turian I mentioned, the one we found dead at the space port? He was a Spectre, sent along to evaluate me."

"Evaluate…? They want you for the Spectres?"

"Mm."

Ashley watched him, frowning. Nico was… gifted. Always had been. He'd gone from being one of the youngest students accepted into Grissom Academy to spearheading their engineering program to graduating early, his senior thesis being put to the unexpected test during the Blitz -- and earning him the title Hero of Elysium. He enlisted in the Alliance a year later on his eighteenth birthday, and she knew he'd been invited to the Villa shortly after his first year of service. Hadn't gotten the N7 designation yet, but she knew it was only a matter of time. 

Being called to represent humanity as their first-ever Spectre was something she would've thought he'd want more than anything. 

"Nicky," she murmured. "What's going on?"

He blew out a sigh. "Just… don't like being kept in the dark about that shit, you know? Maybe if…" He chewed on his lip, almost hard enough to bruise. "Maybe if I'd known a bit more before all that shit went down, I wouldn't have lost Jenkins."

Ah. 

She bit back the obvious words -- the truth any soldier knew, that coming back from any given mission was never a given. Something she knew Nico understood, deep down, and something she also knew would ring like empty comfort if she bothered pointing it out now. 

Knowing the score didn't stop her young friend from keeping that tally carved into his soul. 

"Anderson said it was a need to know situation," Nico went on after a moment. He huffed, rolling his eyes. "Load of crap, if you ask me. He could've said something…"

"He's as bound by that red tape as any of us, kiddo," she pointed out. 

"Or he still sees me as a child," he grumbled. She cocked an eyebrow, folding her arms over her chest until he glanced her way and she caught his eye. 

"I don't think he sees you that way," she began. "But you are kind of acting like it, yeah?"

He narrowed his eyes, but his lips twitched in a smile when she nudged his ribs with her elbow. 

"I'm just sayin'," he started. 

"That as the Alliance's resident golden boy, you should be given higher clearance than everyone else."

"Exactly!"

He was smiling fully now, a dimple flashing in one cheek. 

"Glad to see your humility is still intact after all these years."

"Pretty sure it's grown, even," he replied, tone lofty. "I'm the most humble son of a bitch you'll ever have the pleasure of meeting; revel in my graciousness."

Ashley rolled her eyes, grinning, and promptly elbowed him again. 

#my writing #Nico Shepard #Ashley Williams #ME1 #mass effect #transmasc shepard

[necroneol]

(shepards pronouns are he/it)

#commander shepard #shepard #transmasc #mass effect #mass effect 2 #mass effect 3

[undyworld]

just me and my transmasc shepard against the world

#undy doodles #mass effect #commander shepard #his name is james and i love him to death #so i didn't want to wait to romance kaidan with male shep until mass effect 3 #and i also wanted to romance garrus. #so i figured. why wait #so i chose fem shep and now he's transmasc and it makes the game 100% funnier

[finn-theshark]

Real picture of me begging for ur wallet

#german shepard therian #therian #transmasc #otherkin

[tacticalvalor]

#(audio) #(m: judit minot) #(m: eden shepard) #(m: elsa wolcott) #( i just found this song and i'm obsessed with it ) #( very much healing my eldest daughter turned outcast transmasc heart <3 ) #(m: sherry birkin) #(m: valeria garza) #Spotify

[motorcycleboy9]

My take on The Outsiders Modern AU (I'll maybe draw something on that later)

Ponyboy Curtis

transmasculine agender, bisexual, he>they(she)

- ponyboy isn't his real name, but a nickname he picked in 2020, when first realized he's transmasc. kinda regrets it but everyone already got used to it.

- is short and insecure about it

- likes dressing nicely, but doesn't really have money for any good clothes. steals some old pieces from soda's closet.

- bisexual. though had a pre-trans phase when he thought that he only liked girls.

- listens to the smiths & arctic monkeys

- hadn't start on smoking yet, but thinks that with amount of stress in his life will start eventually. probably will do the vape ones, especially if they're chocolate flavored.

- mrs. curtis is alive in this setting, but mr. curtis died in car crash. so yeah, she's a single mom, though darry's trying to help her out.

- he and johnny share the same interest - manga. that's probably how they became friends. (they went to the same middle school)

Johnny Cade

gay guy, he/they

- grows his hair out, though doesn't really know how to manage it (it has wavy texture)

- has conservative parents who are aware he's gay. neglected him ever since, and even said stuff sort of a "you are not our son anymore", which made johnny hate his own household.

- in a world where not all of the se hinton's characters are white I would like to think that johnny's mom is filipino. (he's probably half or 1/4th)

- doesn't smoke cause the smell makes him start coughing badly. and also because his parents smoke a lot, and he doesn't want to be like them.

- broke his leg and back once. not because of saving kids in a burning church this time though. probably a much more stupid reason.

- actually liked being in the hospital cause then he didn't have to see his family & couldn't go to school.

- have been bullied in middle school. pony was the person who tried to help him out, but couldn't have done much.

Dallas Winston

cis guy, bisexual (in denial), he/him

- has christian parents and got a religious trauma.

- got pretty conservative views because of the church, but is trying to work it through.

- told johnny that only girls and gays wear long hair. the thing is johnny's actually gay. and Dallas is indeed wrong.

- had a breakdown when realized that he likes guys.

- started smoking to piss off his parents, but actually got into a habit. hates vaping, thinks that they're not 'real stuff'

- used to be a bully in middle school and earlier (he and johnny went to different middle schools, though. so no, he didn't bully Johnny)

- sometimes when he runs away from his parents at night, he goes to Johnny's place. and then they both go and hang out somewhere.

- brags about living in New York for a few years. everyone thinks it's tuff. but no one knows what he was actually doing there. (me neither)

thanks to everyone who read this to the end! I'm sorry for any grammar mistakes. also, I would really appreciate it if you would help me think of any headcanons for Shepards, Cherry, Steve or Two-bit. and stay tuned for the next part.

#the outsiders #the outsiders 1983 #the outsiders modern AU #dallas winston #johnny cade #ponyboy curtis #se hinton #dally winston #i was so fucking scared to post this #nicktalks

[themagicalkidproject]

transfem and transmasc flags if youre not already doing em!

I wasn’t doing them yet, weirdly enough! These Flags were requested by Anonymous, and these Magical Kids were first shown in this sketchbook post!

Transfem is a term describing someone whose gender is fem aligned and doesn’t correspond with their AGAB, while Transmasc is a term describing an individual whose gender is masc aligned and doesn’t correspond with their AGAB!

Our Transfem Kiddo is a Magical Girl with a Counting Sheep theme! She uses They/She pronouns and Soft/Softs/Softself and Nap/Naps/Napself Neopronouns! Our Transmasc Kiddo is a Magical Boy with a Jellyfish theme! He uses He/Him!

Softs name is Harriet, after the writer of an early example of counting sheep to fall asleep, while his name is Aurita, after the scientific name of Moon Jellies (Aurelita Aurita), the jellyfish he’s based on! Harriet can summon intangible sheep, and so much as looking at one can make you sleepy- they have to be very careful using their magic around teammates- luckily, Aurita is an insomniac and immune to her magic! Aurita, meanwhile, can grow and shrink at will, a little like a Moon Jelly! The size he can grow to is dependent on how much food he’s eaten recently- JUST like a Moon Jelly, actually.

Harriet’s Magical Girl weapon is a Shepard’s Crook, which nap uses to direct naps sheep, while Aurita’s Magical Boy weapon is a Rope Dart that paralyzes anyone it stings! His weapon scales with him if he shrinks but not if he grows!

A useless fact about Harriet is that soft absolutely loves horror content but is a little embarrassed about it because softs Magical Girl form and public perception is so sweet and cute. She would die of embarrassment if she cussed, unless she’s talking to assholes or bigots- then she’s dropping f bombs left and right.

A useless fact about Aurita is that he can’t actually swim. Charcha, who regards herself as one of his besties on the battlefield due to the shared Sea Creature theme, finds this HILARIOUS because he is a grown ass man and she can still swim better than him.

Image IDs in Alts!

The Magical Kid Project is a Project wherein I steadily turn Pride Flags into Magical Kids! You can request a Flag and Theme through Comments, Reblogs, or Asks! Commission info is under the #commissions tag, I have a deal on Magical Kid Portraits!

#the magical kid project #artists on tumblr #pride flag #digital art #lgbt pride #original art #lgbt #lgbtq #magical girl #magical boy #transfem #transmasc #trans #transgender #TMKP Harriet #TMKP Aurita #TMKP Charcha

[eastvillages]

hey all the outsiders fan art on here is of them all being white and it didn’t used to be so let me share my hcs for the gang…

curtis brothers are indigenous american (cherokee)

johnny is mexican and italian

steve is black

two-bit is indian

dally is the only white man

the shepards are mixed indian and black

ponyboy is deaf/hoh, transmasc, and pansexual… he also has adhd and he keeps the bleached hair :3 + i ship him with curly… he ends up going to uc berkeley on a track scholarship and studies journalism and literature

in almost everything i’ve written johnny and dally survive.. so this is that

johnny is obviously paralyzed still and is a wheelchair user and i think he also has adhd. he likes folk punk music and likes organic food and loves dogs + ship him with dally. bi and a he/they

dally has bpd and is super tall… he’s got the crumbling brown leather jacket that reeks of beer and cigarette smoke and loves elvis… dally is dally + ship him with johnny or soda depending on the universe of the fic

soda has super pretty amber eyes and long curly hair… he’s also chubby and i believe in the vietnam thing so he was drafted to vietnam and made two really close friends who were both killed in an explosion there, that explosion took off his left arm so he has one arm and uses a prosthetic. he is so lana del rey vintage americana coquette and loves gingham and flannels ofc… has pretty severe PTSD that he works though + ship him with dally. ALSO IS GENDERFLUID AND BI

steve was also drafted to vietnam along with soda and became a horrible patriot in support of the war that soda began to drift from. they eventually reconcile but they’re completely different people and don’t talk for almost 3 months after getting home

darry has really long hair and he looks a lot like their father. he is a workaholic and can genuinely be rlly funny… uh i don’t have many ideas about twobit or anybody else but yeah all of my writing is based in these hcs

#the outsiders #the outsiders headcanons #ponyboy curtis #johnny cade #dallas winston #jally #dallypop #sodapop curtis #steve randle #stevepop #darry curtis #two bit mathews

[jazzfordshire]

hello!! i recently got mass effect legendary edition in the steam sale, and ive never played it before, ive always avoided spoilers bc i was looking forward to the experience. im sorry if this is an inconvenience, but i didn’t really know how else to answer this particular question, and i know you like mass effect a lot and hoped to get your opinion. im a butch/transmasc lesbian, and so im not sure whether to choose male or fem shepard. is being able to romance any woman and be masculine as m!shep enough to pull him through, or are the available gay romances/experience as f!shep better? any info would be great, thank you for your time and i love your writing :))

Look, I am Femshep forever and always so I am DEEPLY BIASED lmao. I’m not transmasc but I am a masc lesbian and I find Femshep to be much more relatable than male Shep, she has big lesbian energy and an amazing romance with Liara and deep grounded voicework and there are armour and casual wear options in 2 and 3 that give you a much more masculine shape (ie no titty breastplate). (There is one mission in 2 that sort of forces you into a dress and it’s a bit of a jumpscare just to warn you but is isn’t for long and you’re undercover so to me it’s manageable but it’s good to know ahead of time)

I’m also deeply biased because while Mark Meer seems like a cool enthusiastic dude, I cannot stand to listen to his voice work as male Shep for long periods so I’ve never been able to stomach a full playthrough, lmao. It just feels stilted and kind of inauthentic to me. I like the story a lot better as Femshep. But that’s just my perspective as someone who is not transmasc! In the end you should go with what gives you the good gender feels!

[canis-carnis]

ABOUT THE HOUND 𓃡

⁍ I follow back and like from @aaron-transmasc . i am part of a system, so the posts on there do not reflect my opinions.

⁍ You can call me Janus or Hati. I mostly post about my endelic dog identity, with a scattering of wolf identity posting. You can find those under:

#dogposting

#wolfposting

I also on rare occasion post about my wolverine identity, and that's under

#wolverineposting

⁍ If you don't want to see religion related posts, block #blasphemy

⁍ I am an adult, and while I will NOT be posting nsfw things on this blog, it's good to keep in mind.

⁍ Pronouns are he/they/it, and I also like that thing as a pronoun. as for labels, dogthing and wolfthing are also labels I use. my gender is very weird, and all you need to know is I'm a dog.

⁍ I don't really have a DNI - I will just block you if I have an issue with you.

⁍ I have ASPD and am on the schizospectrum. sometimes I can come off aggressively because of that.

⁍ totally fine with otherkin / therians / other nonhumans interacting and following, just know I am not otherkin, my identity is endelic.

⁍ If you're here to be weird about schizospec and delusional people or reality check me, I'm just gonna block you.

⁍ My endelic identities are:

► Belgian Malnois

► Sable German Shepard

► Dutch Shepard

► Shiloh Shepard

► Doberman Pinscher

► Timber Wolf

#introductory post #welcome to the doghouse :0)

[birdylion]

writing patterns

List the first sentence(-s) of your last 10 AO3 works.

Thanks @freizusein ! What a cool game.

All in all I noticed that I tend to start with a character's judgement and thoughts about a situation, rather than the situation itself.

I'm tagging everyone who wants to do this! These games are meant to be shared, so please take part if you want to :)

I'll start with my second-to-latest work because my latest is explicit, I'm going to put that one behind a cut.

Here's a link to my works on ao3.

2. To Serve The Sacred

Mass Effect Andromeda, Kett characters, rated T

The alien hung in the air, limbs and head limp, as the electric field danced through its body. It had been a pleasant surprise, when they’d first come to Sector 1-19-NYKZ, to see their own contraptions work so well on these aliens. As if they were made for them.

3. Bintumani

Rivers of London, Elsie Winstanley & Mamusu Kamara, adventure, rated G

After her time in Zimbabwe and Zaire, Elsie’s supervisors at the library had decided that she needed a couple of calm years and, as far as they were concerned, it was going well.

4. the empty cage

Mass Effect Andromeda, Ryder siblings, rated G

Ryder is not sure what he expected when he brought Sara on board the Tempest. Not … this.

5. in any other world

Mass Effect Andromeda, past Ryder/Reyes, rated T

Ryder doesn‘t like returning to Kadara. The planet itself is nice enough, especially now that the vaults are cleaning the atmosphere and the sulfuric smell slowly recedes. The cave systems are interesting in and on themselves and Ryder enjoys the ragged mountain landscape. Not as nice as the floating rocks of Ryder-1, but he likes his landscape to have a bit of a vertical structure to it. Now that the Kadara outpost is well established, the planet should be a welcome stop to buy the less common machine parts Gil needs from time to time. It should, but it isn‘t, and that‘s mostly to do with how the apparent peace came to be.

6. a lucky man

Mass Effect, transmasc Shepard & his mom, G

Shepard is not sure how long it’s been. He’s called her, they have talked over voice and video, he has written messages and updated her on the things going on in his life like the good son he is. But with her position on the SSV Einstein and his own assignments, not to mention his N7 training, it’s been a few years since they last met in person. And in that time, he has changed a lot.

7. under the burning sun

Mass Effect, Shepard & Kaidan grieving Ashley, G

All in all, it’s a fruitless idea, Shepard knows that. But he set course anyway – the Council is reluctant to deny him anything so soon after he saved them, so getting permission was easy. Shepard knows that it won’t last forever. Rather than going rounds that ultimately won’t help with the threat of the coming invasion, he should focus on the next step. It isn’t over, no matter what the Council likes to think. But instead of doing something about it, he’s here.

8. Studying Dragons

The Memoirs of Lady Trent, Natalie Oscott, G

The woman approached Natalie when she finished clearing her workspace. Natalie recognised her. They talked from time to time, mostly about engineering. Ever since returning to Scirland, Natalie had been trying to calculate the aerodynamics of the artificial dragon wings she had built. She tried to remember the woman’s name.

9. What we're made of

HP, trans Viktor Krum / Hermione Granger, rated G

The two glasses of butterbeer felt heavy in Viktor’s hands as he left the table and went looking for Hermione. Her friend – Ron … Weasley? – really didn’t seem to like him. He didn’t want his and Harry Potter’s friendship, he didn’t seek their approval, per se, but getting along with Hermione as well as he did, he had hoped that at least he could be on speaking terms with her friends.

1. Breathe, breathe in the air

Rivers of London, Peter/Beverley and Peter/Old Beverley, rated E

I had my head buried between Beverley’s legs and was licking her in a lazy, relaxed sort of way, the kind of Sunday morning sex when you know you don’t have to get up for quite a while and can spend some time just idling around.

#a game is on #birdypersonal #fanfic

[mtreebeardiles]

Decided to start an ME run with my boy Nico and it’s so weird choosing more renegade options 😂

I do wish we had a bit more nuance. Nico’s aged younger, came into fame too young, and is more hot-headed-but-earnest than some military tough asshole 🤔

Wont deny I’ve struggled with wanting to write him because I feel like trans guys are put under a different kind of microscope, like they’re held to a different standard than cis dudes, and idt that’s fair. He’s got a big ego, he talks smack, and he’s not an uwu soft boy but I also think being a soft boy is fine…he just ain’t one lmao

Idk man it’s complicated

#my OCs #nico Shepard #transmasc Shepard #it’s like #people see trans guys and automatically assume some inherent softness #because they (consciously or not) see us as women deep down #and I don’t want to play into or support toxic masculinity but sometimes people are just kinda assholes regardless of gender #and it feels weird to have to tread extra carefully when the character is queer #does that even make sense #idk if I’m making any sense #ramble ramble

[pupyr0arz]

🎲

you get gravesreader

Pegging, transmasc reader

Humiliating isn’t enough to describe this. He’s aching, knees on the cold cement floor and bare, shivering in the cold despite the heat that feels like Graves is going to burn out from the inside, like someone’s pried his mouth open and poured a Molotov inside with a match as a chaser.

He’s kneeling here, in nothing but his jeans, arms crossed behind his back. It’d be easier if you tied him up, so you never do. Your expectation is more binding than any pair of cuffs in the country, and it leaves him staining the front of his pants like a drunk teenager.

You know it too, he can tell. God, he can always tell, you let him read you like a book every day of the week and it should be something he holds over your head, would be with any other person on the fucking planet but with you it’s some weapon you slide between his ribs at your leisure, like everything else. Topsy turvy, you spin things around until he can’t keep level and then tease him for confusing you with the stars in his vision.

You’re wearing The Boots again. Every day he curses and thanks himself for being weak enough to tell you how much it thrills him to see you in them, big black combat boots. You’ve never seen battle, he’d slit his own throat before Graves would let you near, but it tickles something in him, sets some small animalistic urge gnawing and drooling. You’re an attentive boyfriend.

You smile, the sight of his discomfort like some twisted treat. He hopes it tastes like honey, and from the way your fingers trace lines of fire-hot contact on his cheek as you tilt his head, it does. White phosphorus, eating into his skin, inside out.

The strap is black, and big. He almost expected you to come in with hot pink or something, just to piss him off more. Small mercies, if he can manage to keep the memory of it inside him out of his head. 

You tilt his head closer to the latex head, so helpless but to follow your beckoning calls. Some goddamn shepard you are, with your siren song and your smiles, and the way you tug him into closets to jack him off until he nearly breaks his teeth and cums all over his uniform. You wind him up like a toy and leave him to collapse in disrepair without a care in the world and a hop in your step and he can’t help but love it. He can’t fucking help but crawl after you, hands bleeding and oh so hungry.

What’s wrong with him? How did he get here?

You shift your hips, pressing the dildo against his lips and it’s so casual a movement it infuriates Graves, sets some animal in him gnashing its teeth as his body throbs with a wave of arousal. 

“Suck.” Is your decree, your command, and it’s everything but divine in its sway. But he bucks, digs in his heels and turns his head away as it rubs insistently against his cheek. He knows this is just part of your game, your dance, that every protest and muttered swear and every time you wear him down and he concedes that you’ve won, that it’s your thrill. But his ego demands he bite back, even if he’s just uselessly snapping his jaws at a target out of reach, battle lost before it was conceived.

“Why?” He huffs, like his head isn’t spinning. Your hand is in his hair, tugging, and the two of you are so close, the smell of you is sending scattered stars through his head and managing coherent thoughts that aren’t stained and tainted with need is getting difficult. “It’s a hunk of plastic. It—you’re not going to get anything with it.” He glances back at you, whale eye, unable to resist the urge to see you. If he can just convince you to let him eat you out, it’ll be less…this. Less of a reminder that he isn’t the man of the men in this relationship. He doesn’t want to acknowledge the nights he spends bent over, whining out for you. It’s why you love to force him to, at every opportunity. You’re a cruel, cruel man. Evil, even.

“Didn’t I just tell you what to do?” You say, ignoring his very valid and extremely serious points. Graves is sure he’ll hold you accountable for this grievous insult later, when he isn’t leaking all over his thighs and so hard he’s sure he’ll die if you don’t let him touch himself. His fingers twitch on his thighs, he’s keeping so still, the posture you had tugged him into limb by limb like some sort of doll, helpless to your whims. He feels pinned, like some interesting insect you’ve dried and stuck to a board, pin through his middle. God, he hates it when you finally look at him, when you finally touch him, the weight of your attention is nearly painful, the heady flame of it burns him like sticking his hand into a fireplace.

He spends the rest of his time craving it with every bone in his goddamn body. You’re a wildfire, you consume him so utterly and leave ashes in your wake that by your bidding, by your miracle, sprout into green, new leaves. He’s reborn under your palms, wet and shivering. You tug him forwards again and he can’t help it. He never can.

Graves parts his lips, taking the strap’s bulbous head inside. It tastes like silicone, cool to the touch. He knows every inch, every ridge in another way, and now his tongue is lathing at it, branding the patterns into his mind. It sends a shiver down his spine, and you groan, pressing it down his throat without mercy. Fuck, the way you make him feel so exposed, so open, like you’ve picked all of his locks and pried him apart, skinned him and left him bare for your own delight. He’s sick for the way his hips jolt, seeking friction as his cock twitches, another pulse of precum oozing onto the floor. He wants to reach down and find some relief so badly, but your implicit orders settle like a collar around his neck, and god help him Graves can’t disobey. It’s infuriating, how easily he finds himself under your influence but the anger he stubbornly clings to melts away under your palms as you guide his head forwards.

It’s just a hunk of plastic.

It’s a mantra he’s kept since the first night you fingered him open and left him gasping and raw in a filthy rented bed. Since you’ve sunk your talons into him, lured from his office and into your clutches, your shadowed corners, restaurant bathrooms and hotel rooms. It has yet to comfort him, but he clings to it, despite. You’ve yet to say you love him, but Graves looks up at you, teary eyed from the plastic cock you’re shoving down his throat, adoring, despite. He can’t help himself, helpless in your presence as a flower to sunlight, stropped down to base needs.

You’re enjoying it, half lidded eyes gleaming. He can see it on your face through bleary vision and it sends a thrill from his straining throat down like lightning through his entire body. Graves rocks forwards, letting you fill his throat, fill his body from the inside out as he struggles to adapt. 

Christ, he can’t breathe. He doesn’t even want to, with your fingers lazily curling in his hair. You take your time picking him apart, pinning him to the board in whatever position you like. He can’t even blame you. He loves you so much he feels like he’ll come apart, centered here.

#My thoughts…this is kind of old and I’m not good at smut :/ #.bark #askme #🎲 #writing #snippet #graves #graves x reader #cod #notsafeforworkers

[tacticalhimbo]

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woah! these bitches gay! it's pride month and i have a bunch of queer characters. here's a list of them, actually <3 happy pride

enjoy a gay little picture of my fursona in the meantime (creds in bio)

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ace zavala // welcome to the game → bisexual

alastor rosales // fandomless → bisexual

alexey khorkin // fandomless → bisexual

alice preda // fandomless → bisexual

aliénor laurent // red dead redemption 2 → bisexual

ambrose walten // scp foundation → polyamorous nonbinary bisexual

aretmis riveros // the outer worlds → polyamorous nonbinary bisexual

bailey hill // watch dogs → bisexual

briar fontenot // resident evil 7 & 8 → agender

constance fox // resident evil (franchise) → bisexual

constanitia valellian // skyrim → lesbian

darya shipova // fandomless → bisexual

demeter vincze // fallout new vegas → gay

devenni tabris (hero of ferelden) // dragon age origins → lesbian

eden shepard // mass effect trilogy → transfem

emery beaumanoir // dragon age inquisition → bisexual

emilia "candy" kent // grand theft auto 5 → bisexual

erebien the swift // skyrim → bisexual

faye choi // grand theft auto 5 (online) → polyamorous transfem bisexual

françoise couturier // the outer worlds → polyamorous bisexual

hawke // dragon age 2 → transfem bisexual

hyejin ch'on // squid game → nonbinary (agender) bisexual

inquisitor feynrith lavellan // dragon age inquisition → bisexual

isemaya lavellan // dragon age inquisition → bisexual

ishza v'atze // skyrim → polyamorous lesbian

isis eskandarani // far cry 3 → homoromantic (wlw) asexual

jarvaca ardaan // dragon age inquisition → gay

jean-baptiste dominique // cyberpunk 2077 → genderqueer femme (x-gender) asexual lesbian

jennifer massey // far cry 5 → homoromantic (wlw) asexual

jingyi zhuan // far cry 4 → gay (closeted)

jocasta "judas" navarro // red dead redemption 2 → lesbian (closeted)

jody knapp // stardew valley → polyamorous genderqueer gay

joel delgado // breaking bad → gay

jolene atkinson // far cry 5 → lesbian

joseph bascet // better call saul → gay

jovelyn wyatt (the security captain) // far cry new dawn → lesbian

julia adranos // dragon age inquisition → bisexual

konstantin mozgov // better call saul → gay

laverne alba // grand theft auto 5 (online) → bisexual

lucien boutin // the outer worlds → bisexual

léonie winter // red dead redemption 2 → bisexual

lý phan // fallout 4 → polyamorous lesbian

maddox ross // grand theft auto 5 (online) → polyamorous gay

marcella "mars" livianna antonius // fallout new vegas → lesbian

marjorie douglass // fallout 4 → homoromantic (wlw) asexual

matteo pichette // scp foundation → polyamorous agender homoromantic asexual

maxwell hill // watch dogs → transmasc gay

mickey araceli de león → transfem queer (unlabeled sexuality)

mikhail lupin // fandomless → aromantic bisexual

murileis leroux // monster hunter world → lesbian

noami hassan // cyberpunk 2077 → lesbian

noemi peterson // fallout 4 → polyamorous bisexual

patricia "rascal" jones // fallout 3 → biromantic asexual

phoebe blackwell // grand theft auto 5 → bisexual

ramón gutiérrez // grand theft auto 5 (online) → gay

rayford douglass // fallout 4 → transmasc

rhys "ghost" meyer // grand theft auto 5 (online) → nonbinary

roman zemlin // fandomless → bisexual

rüdiger pracht // local 58 → gay

sacha yannis boone → gay

sappho nikolaidi // fallout new vegas → lesbian

sara ryder // mass effect andromeda → bisexual

satre aley // destiny 2 → lesbian

scarlett romero // welcome to the game → lesbian

scott ryder // mass effect andromeda → gay

shepard fleming (the sole survivor) // fallout 4 → transmasc bisexual

tomo otsune (the lone wanderer) // fallout 3 → nonbinary pansexual

vera lynn // cyberpunk 2077 → transfem lesbian

veturia petasia // dragon age inquisition → lesbian

vincent hale // cyberpunk 2077 → genderqueer (transmasc) bisexual

virgil hendrix → polyamorous transmasc bisexual

virgo decius rex (brutus) // fallout new vegas → gay

wendy curtis (the settler) // fallout 76 → transfem lesbian

willie patterson // red dead redemption 2 → gay

winifred annker // fallout 4 → bisexual

xiuying shî // fandomless → lesbian

yagdurash bolhmnag // skyrim → lesbian

zakari marshall // far cry new dawn → two spirit (transmasc gay)

#txt #long post #my ocs

[thepetrichist]

Wanted to make a transmasc Shepard, so here he is! Meet Gabriel.

#Mass Effect #Commander Shepard #mshep #OC: Gabriel Shepard #petri's art