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#tough love mike i'm sorry
lupon · 2 years
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I don’t think Mike knows he likes Will.
First reason being that it’s just too subtle. The general audience wouldn’t be able to see it, in fact, I don’t see it myself. It has to be something you can see if you’ve only watch the show once or twice, or else the message won’t land right with people. There really wasn’t a big moment when he realized, not one that was clear to the audience. I’ve seen a lot of people say Mike realized at the end of s3, but I don’t think he did. Because of course he’s upset, he feels like he’s losing both of the most important people in his life. That moment wasn’t portrayed as a realization, but rather disbelief and grief. He hugged his mom, a parallel to the time he thought Will was dead, and the time he thought El was dead. He was losing them again. He wanted to “turn back the clock” and “make things go back to the way they were” because he missed them and wished things could just stay the same. It wasn’t about him having a moment of self-realization, it was to show how much El and Will leaving was hurting Mike, more so than the other party members. It was meant to build up the love triangle, not give a solution to it. 
Second reason being that the moment Mike realizes he’s in love with Will has to be the moment the audience realizes, or else it won’t have as big of an impact on the people watching. The audience needs to feel the shock with Mike in order to sympathize with him and understand how he’s feeling. Having a reveal in s5 of Mike knowing he’s liked Will the whole time will just confuse the general audience because, as we know, the majority of them still don’t think he’s gay. Because (tying into the first point) there hasn’t been a moment showing where Mike understands he’s in love with Will. Having it so that both Mike and the audience can finally see the truth at the same time will lead people into being more open to the possibility that he’s been queer the entire time. That the reason they didn’t see it before was because Mike himself didn’t know. Yet when you rewatch, all the signs are there. Mike being shown to care more for Will than the other party members, Mike opening up to Will when he’s typically closed off, “it was the best thing I’ve ever done”, falling into forced conformity when he was with El, the association between the lines “never going to get girlfriends” and “play games for the rest of our lives”, El saying he wasn’t in love with her, and just the general way he looked and acted around Will in s4. The groundwork is there, all he and the audience need to do is piece it together. 
There’s been a lot of hints that he does have feelings for him, sure, but they’re just too subtle for people to believe Mike was currently going through a sexuality crisis in the 80′s. Because that’s a huge moment in a teenager’s life, especially during the AIDs crisis, and it deserves the proper attention. We saw one of Will’s struggles in s3 was him denying how he felt and trying to avoid and repress a lot of his feelings by playing D&D, his feelings towards Mike being a part of it. But there’s a big difference between Mike and Will’s story, that being that most people have assumed Will was gay since s1. We didn’t need to see Will’s realization because we’ve had it literally yelled in our faces. Mike on the other hand has a girlfriend, and the seeds they’ve planted about him being queer aren’t as in-your-face like Will’s. You aren’t supposed to know he’s gay yet, you’re supposed to rewatch and be amazed at how much you missed. Mike’s story is supposed to feel like someone has been yelling it in your face the whole time, but you just didn’t realize it. Which is exactly how Mike is going to feel when he realizes. He’s going to see just how much he’s loved Will the whole time and didn’t even know it. The audience is going to share that moment of shock, confusion, uncertainty, and fear with him. That’s what sets Mike’s queer journey apart from Will’s.
Third reason being that there’s been nothing hinting that he’s aware of his feelings. With Will, we saw him do a project on Alan Turing, a famous computer scientist who was openly gay. He also has a Boys Don’t Cry poster in his room, which is a song about how men aren’t allowed to be themselves in society and are forced to keep quiet about how they feel. Same as him saying it’s scary to open up because what if people don’t like the truth. These are all signs of Will being self-aware of his own feelings, which Mike hasn’t had a moment like that specifically about his feelings towards Will. The argument that him refusing to hug Will and saying “we’re friends” are romantic tropes, but they aren’t signs of him understanding himself, in fact it’s actually quite the opposite. Every other time the “we’re just friends” quote was used was when characters were still in denial about their feelings (Jancy and Jopper being prime examples), which is the stage Mike is in. Mike is getting defensive because he’s convincing himself that what he’s saying is true. 
I’d also argue the reason he didn’t hug Will was because he felt like Will didn’t care about him since he had never reached out. We know from Dustin that Mike called fairly regularly, and we also know from their argument that Will never reached out to Mike. He likely felt like Will was “pushing him away”, as Will himself said he was doing. He felt like Will had been the one not talking to him for months, so it does make sense that he felt awkward hugging him. He thought he cared a lot more about Will than Will cared about him. His refusal to hug Will wasn’t because he knows he’s gay, but rather because this was the first time in their friendship that he felt like Will didn’t care about him. He thought he was acting in a way that would match Will, he didn’t want to feel the disappointment when Will inevitably didn’t reciprocate, which is exactly what happened to Will. Mike was trying to prevent himself from feeling how Will ended up feeling, and didn’t even realize that Will felt the same way. Big time miscommunication trope. 
There’s also a number of hints of him still being in denial. 
“I never really unpacked”
“Okay keep going straight... straight... straight...” “See? Right on the money, as I said” “It just doesn’t make sense”
“Fruit of pizza? That’s blasphemous!” “Try it!” “No! Stop, I’m not a dog! Ah!” “Actually... It’s good” 
And one other thing I’ve seen people say that just hasn’t sat quite right with me is the argument that Mike probably knows how he feels because of the way he looks at Will. You know, the whole lip glancing and checking him out thing. Granted, not a lot of people say this, and they could just be joking around, but I kinda want to address it. Because I am gay, and I had dreams about kissing people of the same gender years before I even considered the possibility that I was queer. I wasn’t exposed to lgbt+ topics much when I was younger, so it just never occurred to me that I could be attracted to the same sex. It’s laughable now looking back, but it’s incredible how much people can deny their feelings when they don’t know anything about what those feelings could mean. My whole life I was told things like “boys are mean to you because they liked you” and “aww you two are going to get married one day!” and “find a boyfriend that treats you right” The possibility of getting a girlfriend was just never an option. Never even crossed my mind once. I don’t want to self-project too much, but it seems pretty realistic that Mike could be struggling with the same mentality, especially considering the time period. 
Anyway, I’d like to hear people’s thoughts! You can believe whatever you want, if you think he does know how he feels, that’s great! Don’t let me stop you. Personally, I just don’t think that’s going to be how this all pans out. 
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ladyseidr · 2 months
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@florietiae asked: ❝ non - verbal / action prompts. cold, sender places their jacket over receiver's shoulders. / mike @ charlie! 😌 ❞ ( actions speak louder than words )
The slow sinking of the sun in the sky coincided with the descending temperature. The casual walk through town with Michael hadn't seemed to warrant more than a t-shirt, but the gusts of wind now blowing down the mostly empty street drew a shiver from her, hands coming up to opposite arms. She felt the jacket envelop her before she even noticed that Michael had moved. Her first reaction was just to turn and blink at him. Then, a small puff of laughter escaped her. She hadn't expected it, that much was for sure.
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"Now you're just gonna be cold." Still, she gripped either side of his jacket and pulled it more firmly around her, savoring the warmth away from the bracing winds. "I'm not giving it back if you're complaining ten minutes from now." She was lying, simply poking fun at him. The humor in her smile reduced to something kinder, the sort that fit more naturally onto her face. "Thanks, tough guy. Now, what do you say we find something to do before we have to be home? You don't want to see what happens if my dad thinks you convinced me to break curfew." The mild scolding and immediate forgiveness might be unbearable.
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lucky-bucky-boy · 6 months
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omg local baker who Mike has baking abbys bday cake but he has a crush on her ????
Oh my God this is so cute to me. I wanna run a coffee shop/mini bakery and this is just perfect and beautiful omg
I'm writing this with the idea that fnaf happened but didn't *happen* like no one died lmao
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Mike wasn't sure what to expect. At all.
It had been an incredibly tough year, each day somehow becoming more rough than the previous. From mom passing, to job hopping, to Aunt Jane trying to get the courts even more involved. Despite all that, he did his damndest to not let it affect Abby.
He knew in some aspects it was inevitable. A young child losing a parent was never easy; she heard his grumbling and arguments with Aunt Jane, the comments about not being able to pay Max, found papers he should have hidden a little better
But birthdays and holidays were sacred. That he made sure of.
So, against his pride and better judgement, he had asked Aunt Jane for a little help throwing Abby a birthday party. She was more than happy to, surprisingly, with the agreement they come up for Thanksgiving this year. And begrudgingly, he agreed.
That's how he ended up at the doorstep of a brick townhouse closer to the city, a paper in his hand with an address scrawled in his Aunt's too neat handwriting. She'd given him a list of stores and things and places and people to get everything from in order to throw a "proper birthday party."
He did a double take on the numbers and street address, making sure they matched and still slightly confused as to why he was at a person's house and not a store. With a shrug and a tired sigh, he knocked on the door, the scurrying of animals evident inside almost immediately followed by a "shush" as he heard another door shut before the one in front of him went to open.
He didn't know what to expect, and sure as hell didn't expect to have a girl a little younger than him open the door, an apron on and covered in flour. She looked almost frazzled for a moment before shutting the door behind her, eyes moving from the curious furry creatures to the man now in front of her.
"Hi, sorry," she sounded almost as tired and exasperated as he did, "been a busy day, and my lovely little fur-babies have been noisy."
She wiped her hands on her apron, "I - I don't think we've met before." Her eyebrows were scrunched, confusion etching into her features.
"Uh, yeah, sorry. I'm Mike. My uh- my Aunt Jane suggested you to me. Told me you make the best cakes and cupcakes and gave me your address to place an order."
He could see the cogs working in her brain as she tried to pin poin who he was talking about, "Oh! That's right, she gave me a call the other day to make sure I'd have the time. You need the order for next Saturday, right?"
He nodded, "Yeah, next Saturday at noon."
"Perfect, yes. Come in, we'll fill out the forms and get everything set. My pets are actually in the front room so you don't have to worry about them."
A cup of coffee, a curious conversation, and too many forms later, Mike felt like he was in a dream. The girl sitting across the table from him was captivating, a sense of excitement and passion he longed to have and admired. There was a sweetness to her, something he was sure he'd be able to taste in more ways than just her baking skills.
"Okay," her voice cut through his thoughts, "So, we're doing 24 cupcakes, half chocolate and half vanilla, then a 9 inch rounch cake with mint chocolate. And it's rainbow, fairy, unicorn, princess themed. Does that all sound right?"
He chuckled and nodded, "Yeah, sorry I couldn't give you more specifics. She's sort of all over the place and it's a surprise party."
"Oh no, don't worry. I'm going to have fun with this. Does she like glitter?"
He nodded again before taking a quick sip of his coffee. "Yeah, yeah. She loves glitter. Her favorite thing to do is draw as well."
"Perfect. Well, Mike, you're definitely more pleasant than your Aunt," she laughed softly, standing up and placing the form in a little file holder, "But don't tell her I said that. I'll send her the bill tomorrow. I hope Abby loves the cake."
Mike stood up, a tinge of disappointment that their interaction was coming to an end so soon. "I'm sure she will. She loves sweet." He sat his coffee cup in the sink. "So uh, when should I pick up the cake?"
"Oh! Don't worry about it. Jane invited me to the party so I'll just bring it all with me, I could use the networking with other parents so it works out."
His eyes widen some, lips twitching up into a small smile. "Okay, cool. I'll uh, I'll see you next week." He hesitated for a moment before grabbing a rogue napkin and the pen he was using to fill out the forms, quickly scribbling something onto it.
"Here," he handed her the napkin, "My number in case uh, in case you wanna talk more." He paused for a moment, watching her eyes scan the numbers, "For the uh. The cake. The party."
She giggled softly, looking at him as his features began to blush. "Yeah. For the cake and the party."
He chuckled anxiously, "Thanks again. I'll see you later." Mike let himself out before he could make himself even more embarrassed, standing on the porch for a moment after he closed the door behind him, unaware that the sweet baker was inside quietly squealing over the poorly written number.
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kingofpopmj · 1 month
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hii. can you please do an imagine, where michael in his mature era (aka: mac daddy mike), has a naive soon to be wife, and she doesn't know ANYTHING about sexy times, so Michael decides to teach her. Please and ty
Oooo hunni! You guys keep summoning Naughty Nevaeh lol
Here you go! I hope you enjoy.. 🙈
Teacher’s Pet
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Michael and I had finally arrived home after a long day full of appearances. It was unlike anything I’d ever experienced before. The hysteria that follows Michael wherever he goes is unfathomable, yet he handles it with such grace. Usually, we keep a safe distance at public events, I appear more so as apart of his entourage than his partner, but it’s how we planned it. However, that was all in the past, now that I’m his fiancée we decided I’d be by his side. We were more than ready. As always he was extremely protective of me and made sure I felt safe. We announced our engagement only a few days prior. Michael and I were elated, the media on the other hand was relentless, I was labeled a gold digger, Michael was attacked and mocked— nothing too out of the norm, which pissed me off to no end, but he insisted I bite my tongue. He ensured me that he could handle it. It was tough to say the least. The noise surrounding us was so hateful— so loud and they were all rooting against us. It was infuriating. Unfortunately, as much as I tried to ignore the noise, it successfully added fuel to the flames of my own insecurities and I had no idea how to come clean to Michael, but it had to happen and soon.
“Baby?” I heard Michael’s voice, along with his footsteps nearing his— our bedroom— where I was currently hiding. “There you are! What’s wrong?”
“Hi. Nothing. Nothing” I answered quickly.
“You haven’t been yourself all day. I know these events can be draining. The crowds of people, the bright lights and the screaming. It’s a lot to get used to. If you don’t like them I promise I won’t force you to attend. I’ll understand. It won’t upset me.” The concerned look on his face made the knot in my stomach tighten. “Are you having doubts? Do you not want to get married?” My heart ached at the pain evident in his voice.
“No! Michael, of course not. I love you.”
“I love you more.”
“I’m sorry. I know I wasn’t the best date tonight.” I tried to ease my way into this conversation.
“Did I do something wrong?”
“No. It’s just last night—”
“I knew it. I’m sorry if I did too much. I was trying to be spontaneous you know? I completely understand if you want to wait until our wedding night. No matter what it’ll be perfect.”
“It’s not that I want to wait.”
“Talk to me.” He whispered with pleading eyes.
“I’m— I’ve never really— I don’t—” I began stuttering, unable to complete a sentence, my hands trembling as I tried desperately not to hyperventilate.
“Woah. Okay, breathe. Baby, it’s okay. Everything is okay.” Michael wrapped his arms around me, leaving a kiss on my forehead and began to sing to me softly.
Every night she walks right in my dreams
Since I met her from the start
I'm so proud I am the only one
Who is special in her heart
The girl is mine
“Keep going.” I smiled into his chest, loving the sound of his voice.
“Baby, if you wanted me to sing for you, all you had to do was ask.”
“You’re so annoying.” I playfully rolled my eyes, moving to sit on the bed.
“I’ll keep going if—” he paused dramatically, putting his hand in the air. “You tell me what’s on your mind. You can talk to me about anything.”
“I’m nervous about going further because—” I drifted off, feeling overwhelming embarrassment. “I’m a virgin.” I said barely above a whisper.
The only clue I was given that Michael heard my confession was how his grip on my hand loosened before pulling away all together. This was just what I was afraid of, he’s going to leave me.
“I should’ve told you sooner. I’m sorry Michael. I understand if—” I couldn’t bring myself to finish the sentence, so instead I slowly twisted the engagement ring off my finger, trying to fight the tears that threatened to fall as I reached my hand out to return the ring to Michael.
“No. No. I don’t want it back. No. Baby, it belongs right here.” He spoke softly, he sat down next to me as he slid the ring back onto my finger. “Thank you for telling me. I’m sorry if I pressured you. It wasn’t my intention.”
“I don’t feel pressured. I want to. I want to be with you. I just— I’m terrified of disappointing you.”
“You could never disappoint me.” Michael moved closer to me, pulling me into his chest. “I love you so much.”
Suddenly, I didn’t feel afraid, with the weight of my confession finally off my shoulders, I was able to feel something else. Love. Desire. Yearning. Craving. It was all I could feel and I couldn’t help myself— I couldn’t wait any longer. I looked up at him, his beautiful chocolate brown eyes staring back at me. I grasped at his collar with my fingers, pulling him into me, desperately needing him as close as possible. He kissed me back, his hands finding the small of my back, holding me tenderly. I moved into his lap, straddling him as our kiss intensified. I began to unbutton his shirt, before I heard Michael’s voice.
“Slow down.” He gently took my hands into his. “Baby, we don’t have to do this right now. I’ll wait as long as you need. You’re more than worth the wait.”
“All I need is you. Right now. I’m ready.”
“Are you positive?”
“Yes, just maybe talk me through it? Teach me a thing or two? I really want you to enjoy it.”
“Baby, I’m already enjoying it.” He smiled, gesturing to the erection poking into my inner thigh. “Just call me Professor Jackson.” He said, with a flirtation wink.
“You’re making me blush!” I giggled, burying my face in his neck. “I’m trying to be serious! Sexy even..”
“You’re always sexy. You don’t have to try.” He spoke lowly, picking me up, laying me back on the bed as he placed himself between my legs. “Oh, I can do serious.”
“Michael!” I yelped, feeling his warm hand slipping underneath my dress, moving up my thigh teasingly.
“Relax. Let me teach you.”
“Please. Teach me.” I begged, the anticipation building as his hand hovered between my legs, fiddling with the lace of my panties. Michael kneeled down in front of me, causing the air to get stuck in my lungs.
“Do you trust me?” He whispered, his breath tickling my thigh. I was desperate for more.
“Yes.”
“Yes what?” He asked, looking deep into my eyes, his long fingers slipped underneath the lace, his touch sending a shiver throughout my body.
“I trust you, Professor Jackson.”
“Oh, that sounds so much better coming out of your beautiful mouth.” He smirked, kissing me and quite literally taking my breath away. He ripped off the lace that covered my modesty, this side of Michael was quickly becoming my favorite.
I felt an overwhelming urge to scream as Michael began moving his fingers in a circular motion. My breathing becoming unsteady, struggling to process the pleasure I was feeling for the very first time.
“It’s all about touch.” He whispered. “It comes naturally once you stop overthinking.” His pace increasing as he spoke. “When two people are as connected as you and I— every kiss, every touch, everything feels— amplified.”
“Michael! Michael!” My body shaking, falling back into the mattress, suddenly I didn’t feel his fingers anymore. I felt something else— something even better. I slowly glanced down, seeing the top of Michael’s head, his face buried between my legs. The sight alone was enough to drive me crazy. I could feel his tongue, the way it curved, the way it moved, the way it sent shocks of electricity through me. My back arched, unintentionally thrusting my hips forward, locking my leg around the back of his neck. I began to curse profusely, feeling his hand slowly travel up under the fabric of my dress, the skin to skin contact made me shiver as he took a firm hold of my breast.
“Oh! My!” I felt a build up in my core, gripping the comforter tightly, attempting to ground myself, but there was no use. My thighs clenched around Michael’s head as a sound fell from my lips— one I didn’t know I was capable of.
“Just breathe.” I heard his voice, as his fingers slid the straps of my dress down my arms. He leaned down kissing and sucking down my neck. I squeezed my eyes shut. “I got you.”
“Please—” I pleaded between my gasps for air. I had no idea what I wanted. I just knew I didn’t want this to end. Not yet.
“I’m going to try something first.” Michael said before I felt his lips on my nipple. “How does that feel?”
“So good.”
“Open.” Michael murmured, gently tapping my knees. I did as I was told, watching as he removed his pants, taking a place in between my legs.
“Is it going to hurt?” I said quietly.
“I’d never hurt you.” He grabbed my arms, placing them above my head and intertwined our fingers. “I’ll go slow.”
As he looked into my eyes, the sensation of him entering me ignited a flutter in my chest, tears of pleasure puddled my eyes and I squeezed his hands so tight I began losing feeling in my fingers. Once he was fully buried inside of me he made gentle movements by rotating his hips in small circles. The tingle that raced through me was indescribable. I never knew that this feeling existed, but now that I do, I was sure that the reason was because subconsciously I was waiting for Michael.
“Michael!” I cried, ripping one hand free, tightly gripping his shoulder, digging my finger nails into his skin.
“Y/N, baby, you have to loosen up.” He said sweetly, unwrapping my legs that were locked around him. “Now, I can do this.” He started carefully moving in and out of me. As great as it felt I craved more. “How does that feel?”
“God. I love that.”
“I have an idea.” Michael said, moving away from me, I frowned, ready to protest until he laid on his back pulling me on top of him.
“What are you doing?” I panicked, at the extreme withdrawal and our new position.
“Teaching.” He smirked. “You’re going to learn how to ride me.” He said so seductively it gave me goosebumps.
“What if I hurt you?”
“You won’t. Just follow my instructions. All you have to do is—” He guided my hips with his hands, explaining what I had to do, but I couldn’t hear a thing. I was to focused on wanting him inside of me again. As he spoke I slowly spread my legs, coming closer to him until I felt his tip. The rush it gave me was so intense, my knees slid further across the silk comforter and I felt our full connection again. Michael’s eyes widen at my speed, he briefly glanced down, admiring how I took him whole. “Oh god!”
“Oh crap! Did I hurt you?” I panicked.
“No. No. It feels amazing. I just— wow. You’re a fast learner.”
“Well, I have a great teacher.” I slowly began to move my hips, watching Michael bite his bottom lip, his hands squeezing my thighs firmly.
“Baby. You’re gonna make me—”
“Make you what?” I questioned, slowing my pace, waiting for his answer. “Am I doing this wrong?” I felt my cheeks heat up from embarrassment as I stopped my movements all together.
“Don’t stop!” He moaned loudly. Holy shit. That was so hot. I began moving my hips like my life depended on it. Michael had beads of sweat on his forehead and his chest was glistening. “Baby, I’m gonna— I’m almost—”
“Michael!” I begged, Michael pulled me down onto his chest as I felt him twitch inside of me.
“You feel so perfect.” He purred in my ear as we lay still for a few seconds before Michael excitedly propped himself up on his elbows. He rolled us over, so he was now looking down at me. I laid against the mattress with a confused look on my face.
“We’re gonna be here all night.” He finally spoke as he touched my lips with his.
“Well, I do have more to learn. If you’re interested in teaching into after school hours.” I teased, wrapping my legs around his hips.
“Your wish is my command.” He declared, kissing me sweetly before he started up again, his quick pace taking me by surprise.
The wooden bed frame shrieked against the floor boards with each thrust. Our kiss becoming sloppy, needy even. Everything felt so intense. I couldn’t catch my breath, but I didn’t care. As long as Michael stayed on top of me, beneath me— inside me, I didn’t care about anything else. It’s just us.
“Amazing.” I breathed out, working up the courage to speak. “Can I— can I try to use my mouth?” I asked nervously, staring straight up at the ceiling. Michael slowed down, dragging his finger along my jawline, forcing me look into his eyes.
“Baby, you can do whatever you want to me.”
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hcrringtonsbat · 2 years
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𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐈𝐓 - 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝟐 (𝐄.𝐌.)
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summary: after everything you did last week, eddie was convinced that you learned your lesson. but, you still refuse to say any bad words. he thinks you're in need of a refresher. [5.8k words]
warnings: smut [18+ minors dni or i will take ur phone],oral (f receiving), hand job, dirty talk, teasing, penetrative sex, cum eating, dom!reader if you squint really hard
pairing: eddie munson x female!best friend!reader
a/n: oh. my gosh. after almost 30 days of not posting because tumblr sh*dowbanned me, I have returned with a second part to say it! i'm super excited to be back and thank you for all the love and support on the first part! also!! read more glitches out my fics! i’ll try and fix what i see but if i miss something, i apologize in advance!
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“Stop!” Dustin yelled abruptly, ceasing the frantic bickering.
“Eddie,” He ran a stressful finger through his curls then looked at the Dungeon Master sitting on his throne, “Can we please have a break?”
“We’re getting absolutely demolished here,” Gareth added, causing the rest of the Hellfire members to nod in agreement.
“Fine,” Eddie caved.
“Your asses better be back in these seats in 15 minutes because Rogue Leonardo waits for nobody.” He leaned forward with emphasis.
With that, the younger members of Hellfire fled the drama room. You could see streaks of lightning following Erica, Lucas, Mike, and Dustin as they dashed straight for the vending machines.
Things were absolutely chaotic.
Erica and Lucas had tried biting each other’s heads off at least 3 times. Jeff had shaved the eraser on his pencil down to the wood because he was so stressed out.
You could’ve sworn locks of Gareth’s hair littered the floor because he’d been pulling at it for hours.
It was safe to say that this is a really tough campaign.
“Eddie, what the hell were you thinking? Half of our Mages will be dead by the time we’re finished today!” Jeff chastised, staring with wide eyes.
“Are you questioning my creative decisions as Dungeon Master?” Eddie asked, clearly challenging his friend.
Oh, he’s definitely in a mood. You thought, observing the impending situation.
It was like watching a car wreck, listening to Jeff try (and fail) at recovering.
He choked out a response, “N-No! It’s just-” 
The kids came bustling into the room, distracting everyone from the brewing argument, "Hey." Lucas greeted, before opening a packet of Kit Kats.
Each person held a different snack from the various vending machines scattered throughout the school. Someone must have swiped the keys to open the machines because there is no way in hell they returned so fast with that many treats.
Lucas held chocolate, Erica and Mike had chips, and Dustin cradled various drinks.
You perked up at the sight of M&M's in Lucas' left hand, “Lucas, can I have the M&M’s?” You asked politely from your seat next to Eddie.
“Sure,” He replied from halfway across the room.
It’s safe to assume that your hand-eye coordination was not up to par. Any sport or physical activity elicited flashbacks to gym class.
During freshman year, you and Eddie spent most of the period running away from the athletic students trying to get both of you to participate.
So, when Lucas hurdled the packet of M&M’s straight towards your face, you weren’t prepared.
The king-sized bag of chocolate came speeding toward you at 300 miles per hour.
Looking up from your notebook that had all of the strategies of this semester’s campaign, you felt the impact on your left eye.
“Motherlover! Lucas?” You start, bringing a hand to your face, “Why on earth would you throw it!?”
“I didn't think you were going to get up!” He exclaimed, “I’m so sorry. Are you okay?”
Everyone else in the room found the interaction to be quite funny.
To you, it happened in slow motion. But to them, they saw everything unfold and it was hilarious.
You glanced around with the only eye in use, frustrated that they found humor in your demise.
Then again, it’s not like you hadn’t laughed when Dustin fell face-first off his chair rejoicing one of Erica’s crit hits.
Your eyes– Well, eye landed on Eddie and your frustration morphed into confusion.
You expected him to be the main one cackling, but he wasn't. In fact, not an inch of humor clouded his face. Eddie looked slightly pissed.
This was the same look that always kidnapped his typically upbeat and smiling face whenever one of the members of Hellfire (usually Erica) outsmarted one of his traps.
It consisted of dead eyes, inclined eyebrows, and the slight upturn of his lip.
Realization hit you like a semi-truck on the freeway. 
You said the one word Eddie tried so hard to permanently remove from your vocabulary. Motherlover.
Nervousness overtook your body and you needed to leave the room to catch your breath, if only for a few seconds. Being under Eddie’s intense stare always seemed to stir something in you.
“Eddie,” You gulped, “How many more minutes of intermission do we have left?” It was a risky move talking to him. 
“10 minutes until we reconvene.” He replied, casually.
Too casually.
Still clutching your left eye, you rose from your seat before heading towards the door.
“Y/N, come on. We could be discussing strategies right now. Is this really necessary?” Mike said, dropping the bag of Doritos from his hand.
“Maybe if Lucas wasn’t such an NBA star, my eye wouldn’t be pulsing out of its socket!” You countered.
You peered at Lucas and saw him being swallowed by his seat, refusing to make eye contact with anyone else in the room. He clearly felt bad.
You made a mental note to assure him that you were fine.
But that was later. Right now, the only task at hand was fleeing this all-of-a-sudden claustrophobic room.
After clearing the doorway, you wasted no time finding the nearest bathroom outside of the corridor.
Glancing in the mirror, you examined your left eye. Other than a bit of throbbing and a run-of-the-mill case of embarrassment, everything seemed to be fine. 
If you disregarded the fact that your heart was nearly about to beat out of your chest.
Despite everything that happened with you and Eddie a week ago, things went right back to normal. Neither of you had mentioned the sinful activities that took place in his trailer.
From the look on his face back in the drama room, you could tell he was thinking about it. Thinking about-
A voice pierced through the silence, tearing you from your thoughts, "You okay over there, Princess?"
Eddie Munson was standing in the threshold of the women's bathroom. He had shed his signature leather + denim jacket combo and was leaning against the door, looking as calm as ever.
"Christ," You clutched your chest, visibly startled by his abrupt appearance, "Eddie, you can't be in here."
"One," Eddie held up his pointer finger that brandished his infamous skull ring, "It's a Friday night. Pretty sure no one else is here."
You couldn't tear your eyes away from his fingers, instantly recalling how they were plunged inside of you only a week ago.
Why must he talk with his hands?
"Two," He continued, "When have you ever known me to follow the rules?" Eddie took a few steps forward, officially entering the bathroom.
"And three: I'm just checking on my best friend." He finished, sounding so innocent (if that was even possible).
"I just needed a second." You explained, shrugging.
Eddie didn't respond. Instead, he came up to you and ran his eyes up and down your face, checking for any signs of bruising.
"If the basketball team was as good on the court as Lucas is with M&M's, they'd win more games.” Eddie joked.
You chuckled in response, "Most definitely."
A comfortable silence clouded the seconds that passed since the last time either of you spoke.
"We should get back."
You began to move around Eddie but in one swift motion, he grabbed you by the belt loop of your jeans and pulled you into him. His hands rested gently on your hips.
"Now that we're here," Eddie slipped something into your hand, "I guess I can return these."
Gazing down at your palm, staring back at you were the panties that Eddie had so kindly pocketed (stolen).
You snapped your fingers shut around them.
"Seriously, Sweetheart?"
A smirk adorned his face, "Again with the motherlover?"
Eddie's voice dropped an octave when he whispered, "Did you not learn your lesson?"
Cool. Calm. Collected. I can stay cool, calm, and collected. You repeated it like a mantra, forcing yourself to believe it.
"No. It's just... the word has been in my vocabulary ever since Freshman year. It's gonna take a little bit for it to filter out."
Miraculously, you didn't stutter or falter once.
Regardless, Eddie was able to see right through the act and tutted, "Y/N.... always so stubborn. I’ve cracked you before, I can do it again."
Feeling his breath ghost your neck had every bone & nerve inside of your body screaming to let him take you right here in this bathroom that probably hasn’t been cleaned in who knows how long.
Before either of you could act on those impulses, a voice cut through the tension, "Eddie?! Is Y/N okay?"
Lucas.
Curse that boy for being such a gentleman. His timing couldn't have been worse.
"Just peachy," Eddie responded to the freshman, a grin on his face as he deciphered the look in your eyes that was clearly longing for him.
"C'mon," He began to back away, "Our fifteen minutes are almost up."
And with that, he walked out of the grimy bathroom. You watched as his hair bounced with each step he took.
If it was hell to pretend like you didn't have any sort of feelings for him before... Imagine what it was going to be like this time.
˚ · •. ° .
"Okay!" You restacked the notecards on your desk, "I think we're finally ready to ace O'Donnell's test tomorrow. What do you think?"
Eddie was currently sprawled out on your bed alongside countless textbooks, notecards, and loose pieces of paper.
He rubbed his temple, "I think not even the promise of a new miniature could get me to think straight right now."
Eddie was tired and groggy.
He arrived at your house early this Sunday morning anticipating a pretty chill study session. Instead, he was hit with the "Intense Y/L/N Study Regimen" and was forced to memorize countless words and phrases. He had arrived when the sun was just barely peeking through the clouds and now, it was pitch black outside.
Everything seemed fine and dandy between the two of you. It'd been 2 days since the interaction in the women's bathroom during Hellfire. 2 days was more than enough time to allow things to settle. Right?
You sighed, "My hands are numb."
Even though studying until the color drained from Eddie's face was your idea, it still took a toll on you. Towards the end of the session, you began stuttering over your words as you read off terms for a comatose Eddie to memorize.
After standing up and stretching, you headed towards your bedroom door, "I think I'm going to get some water. Do you want-"
"I can't stop thinking about you, Y/N."
His words stopped you dead in your tracks.
One thing you learned about Eddie over the years is how he acted when he was tired. Depending on the day, he could be extremely clingy: always having a hand on your arm or around your shoulder. Sometimes, he'd rub his eyes furiously and you'd be forced to pry his palms away from his face.
But no matter what, the ability to control what left his mouth was nowhere in sight. He said any and every thought that came to mind when he was tired.
And today? Eddie was exhausted.
You wanted to tell him to stop before he admitted something he'd regret but, you just couldn't get yourself to say the words.
"I mean, I can't stop thinking about what we did." He propped himself into a seated position.
We can be mature. We can talk about this. You thought. After all, what's the point of being so-called "best friends" if you can't communicate?
"Eddie-" You started but he began to speak over you. He was making a habit out of interrupting you mid-sentence and it was starting to get annoying.
"I'm still not convinced that you've learned your lesson."
The last time he said that his breath was tickling your neck, and his voice was barely above a whisper.
You forced yourself to roll your eyes, and faked a tone of betrayal, "Of course, I learned my lesson!"
Eddie shook his head feverishly, his hair flying every which way, "See, that's where you're wrong."
He rose from your bed and began striding over towards where you stood. You could hear the siren labeled, 'Eddie Is About To Do Something' go off inside your head.
It was the way he carried himself that gave it away. The barely visible smirk on his face, the way he spoke, the words he chose... everything.
He continued, "I know you think I hardly listen to you, Y/N but, I heard you on Friday."
His fingers danced up the side of your arm, "Your signature catchphrase made an appearance.”
"Were my fingers not enough?"
There he goes again, saying things that made a wet spot form in your underwear. Everything about Eddie had your knees weak and nerves screaming.
You sucked in a breath, trying very hard not to let your confident stance fumble, "I just... need more time for things to stick."
As of recently, he just loved to see you flustered. Stumbling over your words, avoiding eye contact— that sort of thing. Eddie found his opening.
"So what I'm hearing is, you need a little refresher?"
Ding. Ding. Ding. He hit the jackpot. He saw the way the muscles in your jaw contracted, telling him everything he needed to know. You were turned on.
"C'mon, you're not thinking straight, Eds. Let me grab you some cold water from the fridge and you'll start to wake up a bit, 'kay?" You countered.
"I think getting to taste your pussy would wake me right up. What do you think?"
His brown eyes stared deep into yours. Their doe-like appearance made him look so innocent. If only people knew what sinful thoughts churned behind them half of the time.
Immediately, your attempt at being unphased crumbled, "Are you serious?"
"As a heart attack." He deadpanned.
Eddie then closed the gap between the two of you and planted a soft kiss on your lips. You melted into it, signaling that you had stopped fighting what was bound to happen.
"O-okay." You conceded, "But my parents will be home soon."
Eddie shrugged, "That's okay, Princess. All I need is a few minutes."
This time, Eddie kissed your neck and began slowly backing you up against your bedroom door as he found a spot to focus on behind your ear.
Instinctively, your hands found Eddie's strong back. You pulled on the fabric of his Iron Maiden t-shirt as you craned your neck to the side.
Eddie gave a few more quick pecks before sliding down onto his knees.
God. I’m about to pass out. You wanted to scream. Instead, a breathy moan escaped your lips, "Eddie,"
He spoke, gazing up at you, "I'm gonna take such good care of you, darling."
Eddie unzipped your jeans while you braced yourself against the door of your bedroom. You clutched the handle for extra support.
Once your jeans were fully unbuttoned, Eddie began to slowly rub your clit through your underwear.
It was slightly embarrassing at how wet you are considering he's barely even touched you.
He continued to draw slow and steady circles on your clit before speaking, "You like that, Princess?"
"Mhm," You nodded frantically.
You were so swept up in the euphoria that you almost didn't hear the familiar sound of your garage door open. If there was ever a time to swear, right now offered the perfect opportunity.
All the air was sucked out of the room in an instant. Your eyes snapped shut with annoyance as Eddie stopped teasing your clit and gazed up at you.
He saw you fighting the urge to pound your head against your door in frustration.
You really didn't want this to end.
“They’re home.” Deliberating silently for a moment, you continued, "We can be quiet." 
Eddie's hand began to move inside of your jeans. You smiled solemnly, happy that he obliged you.
It wasn't until you felt your zipper being tugged upward that you opened your eyes. Eddie had risen from his knees and was standing in front of you, fixing your pants.
"I think you've got it backward, Sweetheart," He started, "I want you screaming."
"Can't do that when your parents are home, now can we?"
You watched, mouth agape as Eddie slowly retrieved the hefty rings that were shoved inside of his pocket and put them back on.
"Excuse me," He gestured to the door, "I should go say hi."
Regardless of how separated your mind was from your body, you still moved a few steps to the left to allow Eddie to leave the room.
He flashed you an arrogant smile before rounding a corner to head down the stairs. You heard his heavy boots come in contact with each step before reaching the bottom of the staircase.
"Oh, Eddie! I’m glad we caught you before you left." You could make out every word your mother said, even from all the way upstairs.
"Y/N!" Your father called, "Come down here and help us with these groceries, please!" His booming voice tore you from your trance.
As much as you wanted to be furious with Eddie, he was right. Sounds had the tendency to carry inside of your house. And if he was planning on doing half of the things he did last week, there's no way you would've been able to keep quiet.
That would've been baaaaaaad.
Trotting down the stairs, you entered the kitchen to see Eddie carrying the heaviest grocery bag. His face was scrunched in hopes of not letting it show that he was struggling, wanting to impress your Dad.
You smiled at the sight.
"Here," You approached him and gripped the handle. Your hand grazed Eddie's knuckles slightly, feeling the frigidness of his rings.
The both of you heaved the 40-pound bag onto the countertop.
"Now Eddie," Your father opened the fridge and placed a milk carton inside, "I'd hate to put you to work after Y/N kicked your ass up there."
Your Mom chimed in, "How was studying?"
Oh yeah, it was great! Just Eddie almost fingering me while I was pressed up against my door. Ya know, same old same old! You joked inside of your head.
Your Mom stared at you with a furrowed brow, awaiting an audible response.
Eddie spoke instead, "It was good but, my brain is temporarily out of order." He chuckled.
He peered over his shoulder to look at you, shielding his dubious smirk from prying eyes, "Don't worry. I'll get her back soon enough."
Your eyes widened to the size of basketballs. There is no way he just- In front of my parents?
It would’ve been so easy to take the bag you just placed on the counter and hurl it at his head. You doubt that he'd be that injured from the impact.
Attempted murder was life in prison possibility of parole? You could live with those odds.
Instead of taking the homicidal route, you opted for a tight lip smile, "Oh, I'm sure you will."
˚ · •. ° .
A piece of paper was stuffed into your locker this morning behind your various textbooks. It was a miracle that you even spotted it. It read, My trailer. Tonight at 8.
If the word "trailer" wasn't a dead giveaway as to who wrote it, the penmanship was.
It was pretentious. You knew it, Eddie knew it too. Yet, here you were, perched on his doorstep at exactly 8:00 PM. You forced yourself to enter Eddie's trailer. Twisting the handle and pushing forward, you found that it'd been unlocked for you.
You wandered in slowly. This was the first time you'd been back here since everything happened last week.
It felt the same exact way it had for the past few years you'd been frequenting it. A smile tugged on your lips as a warm feeling of comfort entered your stomach, calming down your nerves.
The door to Eddie's room was wide open. From where you stood on the opposite side of the hallway, you could see him sitting up in his bed, guitar in hand. The amplifier was nowhere in sight, which left you to assume that he'd just been lightly strumming until you arrived.
Your feet shuffled on the carpet as you approached his room. You were standing clear as day in the doorway, but Eddie’s eyes were still fixated on his guitar. He either hadn’t noticed you yet or refused to acknowledge your presence.
Your knuckles knocked on his door, “Hey.”
Finally, his eyes teared away from his instrument and landed on you. Without a word, he hung his guitar back on the wall where it normally resides and started towards you.
Eddie stopped just inches away from your face. Then, he reached into his pocket, pulled out his guitar pick, and placed it on the desk to your left.
“Just needed to put this back.” He shrugged, oh-so-casually before he turned around and plopped down on his bed.
It’s kind of funny. How everything that’s been happening over these past few weeks came to a head in just one moment. What Eddie just did was nothing compared to the other day at your house.
But you were tired, and because Eddie had been teasing you for days… you were beyond horny. 
“Gosh,” You sighed, then began pacing the room.
Eddie’s eyebrows furrowed with concern, but his interest was piqued, “What are you doing?"
"Thinking."
"Well," He stood and began to guide you towards his bed, "Sit down. You’re freaking me out."
You swatted his hand away, "No!"
"Ouch." He retracted, rubbing his knuckle, "We're supposed to save the violence for Dungeons and Dragons, Y/N." Eddie chastised.
“You…” A beat passed before you added, “Asshole.”
The look that overtook Eddie’s face was pure shock. You would’ve been able to enjoy it if you weren’t so riled up, “You are the biggest shithead I’ve ever met, do you know that?”
“My, my,” He shook his head disapprovingly, “Y/N Y/L/N saying a bad word unprovoked?”
If you weren’t fuming before, you were definitely fuming now, “U-Unprovoked? Are you kidding me? You think that all this is happening right now because I was unprovoked?” 
“First, you rile me up in the bathroom at school! Then, you are seconds away from giving me what I want at my house, and you stop just because my parents came home? I thought the prospect of breaking rules excited you, Eddie!”
“And now, you pull this shit here at your trailer and flop on your bed… the same bed that you humped like a dog while your head was between my thighs?”
After letting all of that out, a sense of calm entered your body. You took a deep breath before continuing, “Eddie… I have been turned on for days. I can hardly sit still during Hellfire anymore. It’s torture.”
Eddie spoke, “I didn’t know I had you this riled up, Princess. You could have told me.” 
He beckoned you over to him with a wave of his hand, and you approached him, entranced. You felt as his fingers danced along the waistband of your jeans, “I’ll give you what you want, Y/N. Just use your words.”
Finally.
“I want you inside of me, Eddie.” You whispered.
“Hmm,” He smirked, before unzipping your pants. In one fluid motion, Eddie flipped you over so that you were now laying underneath him. It almost knocked the wind out of you.
As you breathed deeply, trying to catch your breath, Eddie began stripping you of your pants. 
Smirking, you tried to make it harder for him by squeezing your things together but he pried them open with little to no effort, “Gonna have to try harder than that, Sweetheart.”
Your pants were on the floor, and your underwear was next. You could see the way Eddie stared at them, probably contemplating if he was going to steal this pair too. 
The prospect of getting to touch you outweighed his kleptomaniac tendencies and he threw your panties on the ground right next to your jeans. 
Eddie took in the sight of you, “I can’t believe we’re here again, Princess.” He said before slowly licking a stripe up your dripping cunt.
A breathy moan escaped your lips, “Eddie, please.”
“Is this not what you wanted, Sweetheart?” His pointer finger began swirling at your clit gingerly, adding just enough pressure to get you excited, but not nearly enough as you wanted.
“You’re so beautiful like this, you know?” Eddie plunged his pointer finger inside of you, very slowly. He waited a few seconds before curling it at just the right angle, “Dripping on my sheets like the good girl you are.”
“Please, Eddie,” You begged, “I need more.”
“Awe, Sweetheart,” Your pussy felt empty as he retracted his finger. A lewd sound escaped your lips at the loss of contact, “Is one finger not enough?”
You gasped at the feeling of 2 of Eddie’s long, calloused fingers going inside of you, “Is that better?”
“Y-Yeah,” You exhaled.
His fingers fucked your aching pussy, pumping in and out of you with speed. His thumb applied pressure to your clit, scratching that itch that’s been pooling between your thighs for days.
Your back arched as his fingers curled inside of you. You bit your lip harshly to stop a whimper from escaping but, it was too late. Eddie heard it.
“Awe,” He teased, “You gonna come on my fingers for the second time this month? It’s alright, Y/N/N. You can do it.” 
Eddie’s praise was it for you. Everything unraveled and the coil that pooled in your stomach snapped. You came undone on Eddie’s bed… again.
You felt his hair tickle the insides of your thighs as he lapped at your exposed pussy, cleaning up the mess you made. He avoided touching your clit with his tongue, not wanting you to orgasm again just yet.
Out of curiosity, you brought your fingers to Eddie’s hair and pulled. You waited a few seconds, hoping to feel the bed shake…. It didn’t.  So, it’s a one-time thing. Got it.
His head emerged from between your thighs, a sly look atop Eddie’s face. You surveyed the situation: you were half naked on Eddie’s bed while he sat there, fully clothed and more than pleased with himself.
This isn’t fair. You declared before deciding to do something about it.
Your hand came to the tent in Eddie’s pants, “I wanna make you feel good, Eds.” You began, “Can I do that?” The palm that was over his crotch tightened, making him even harder (if that was possible).
Suddenly, all the words in the English language left Eddie's brain. His cognitive functions completely stopped working as he sputtered out a rushed reply, "Y-Yeah. Go ahead"
You smiled, feeling a rush of confidence before undoing the belt around his waist. Eddie wanted to help but he was frozen in place. His cock strained against his boxers as he watched you rid him of his pants, which were now on the floor right next to yours. 
Your hand slithered its way into his boxers, “Shit,” Eddie gasped, feeling your warm hand come in contact with his aching cock.
“Lay back, Eddie,” You instructed, “I’m gonna make you feel so good, promise.”
You pushed his underwear down enough to where they sat just below his hips. It gave his dick more than enough to spring free. Your mouth watered at the sight of his tip, leaking with pre-cum.
Eddie lifted his head from where it lay on his bed to watch as you brought your lips to his tip, and spit on it. You then gripped his head gently and used your thumb to coat the head of his cock.
“Jesus,” He moaned.
Slowly, you began to stroke Eddie. Starting at the base of his cock, and coming up, then going back down, again and again. Lewd noises and swears escaped Eddie’s lips as he tried not to finish after only 2 seconds. 
It was now your turn to tease him, “You like that? Hmm, like me stroking your cock?” You asked, condescendingly, “That feel good?”
Beads of sweat began to congregate on Eddie’s forehead, “Christ, Y/N. Y-Yeah, it does.”
You quickened your movement and watched as his face scrunched in pleasure. You couldn’t resist licking a stripe all the way up the side of Eddie’s veiny cock before pecking his tip.
Then, you went right back to stroking him feverishly. His hips began to hover as he bucked up into your palm. You used your other hand to push him back on the bed, forcing him to stay still, “I’m almost there.” He admitted.
Finally, hot spurts of cum escaped Eddie like a fountain, coating the hand that was still around him.  A string of curse words left his mouth as he took deep breaths, “Shit, Y/N.” He chuckled, “Who taught you how to do that?”
“Doesn’t matter.” You shrugged.
Eddie looked at the mess he made on your hand, “Shit… I-I’m sorry,” He apologized, “Do you want me to get a towel?”
“Nope.” 
It was now his turn to look at you, mouth agape as you brought your hand to your mouth and licked it clean, never breaking eye contact once.
When you were finished, you spoke, “Please, please,” You emphasized, “tell me you have a condom.”
“Uh… I should. B-But are you sure? I mean… you want to?” He asked, hurriedly.
“I’d rather it be me than your mattress, right?” You joked.
“Are you ever gonna let me live that down?” 
“Eddie,” You sighed, impatiently, “Get the fucking condom!” 
“R-Right.” Eddie skipped out of his underwear and went searching in miscellaneous drawers in his room. 
I know I’ve got one of those things in here somewhere. He thought, rifling through his socks. The next drawer contained nearly 100 guitar picks. Still nothing. 
“Shit, shit, shit!” He let the expletives fly off as frustration clouded his thoughts.
“Your pockets.” You suggested from his bed, “Check your pockets.”
Falling to the floor, Eddie searched the pockets of his black jeans like he was digging for gold, “Aha, yes!” He received the contraceptive from his pants and held it up so you could see, “I knew I had one of these things laying around here.”
“Okay,” Eddie cleared his throat and joined you on his bed. He slowly unwrapped the package and began rolling the latex on, “Lay down.” He instructed, and you listened, shimmying down his mattress. 
“Are you sure, Y/N? ‘Cause I promise I won’t get mad if you change your mind.”
“I’m sure.” You nodded.
“Alright.” 
Eddie carefully lined himself up with your entrance and inched in slowly before bottoming out. He didn’t move at first, giving you some time to adjust. But, when your grip on his shoulders became tighter, he started moving.
“God, you are so beautiful.” Eddie grunted, “And so fucking tight.”
Eddie used his hand to hike up your left leg, pushing deeper inside of you. In pure ecstasy, his face came down and nestled in your neck, kissing it. His hair was tickling your ear lobe.
The pace of his thrust picked up, causing you to moan an exasperated, “Eddie.”
“Scream my name, Princess.” He demanded in a deep gruffing voice.
“Eddie.” You moaned, only this time louder and needier, “Harder, please.”
He obliged your request, using as much force as possible to pound into you. Your fingers scraped down his back, gripping at his skin. 
He hissed, “God, you take me so well.”
Eddie’s grip on your thigh tightened as his thrusts increased in speed. You could only hear the sound of Eddie’s rickety bed frame slamming against the wall harshly as he pounded into you. 
Eddie’s signature guitar pick necklace dangled above your face, slapping your nose rhythmically each time his cock hit the perfect spot inside of you. But you didn’t even notice, caught up in the pleasure.
His previously slow and controlled thrusts started to get sporadic as he felt himself inching closer to finishing.
“Don’t get all quiet on me now, Baby.” He grunted in your ear.
You tried so hard to give a coherent response but all that passed your lips was a moan.
This riled up Eddie even more, “Fuck. I’m about to come.”
“M-Me too.” You choked out.
In a messy daze, Eddie’s lips came crashing down onto yours. It was chalked full of clashing teeth but you couldn’t care less.
Both you and Eddie came undone together. A mix of grunts, moans, and fucks accompanied the orgasms.
As his final form of torture, he pulled out of you very slowly. You practically felt as each inch of him left your pussy.
“Jesus Christ.” You sighed.
Eddie smiled, giving you a quick peck on the forehead before standing up and approaching his trash can to discard the condom.
When he turned back around, Eddie was met with the sight of your discarded parties on the floor. And he just couldn’t resist.
Eddie scooped them up in one fluid motion, clutching the garment tightly in his hand.
He thought you didn’t notice, but you did, “Hey!” You chastised.
“Whaaaaaat?” Eddie shrugged, “I gave back the last pair.” The bed dipped down as he returned, claiming his previous spot next to you.
“Whatever.” You scoffed playfully, nuzzling your head into his shoulder.
Eddie cleared his throat, “Are you— Was that okay?”
It’s been a long time since Eddie felt insecure when it came to sex. Most of his partners were people that he’d met at the Hideout and took to his trailer for a quick fuck.
But this was different. You meant more to him than any of the people he used to sleep with. He cared about you and he just needed reassurance that you were okay
“It was more than okay, Eds. Gosh,” You sighed, “I can’t remember the last time I came that hard.”
“Was it okay for you?” You followed up.
“Yeah!” Eddie was surprised by how fast he responded. Recovering, he cleared his throat, “Yes. I- I thoroughly enjoyed myself.” 
“Good.” You chuckled, shaking your head at how all over the place he is.
After a few beats of silence, Eddie deadpanned, “I think Dustin knows about us.”
Your eyebrows furrowed, “Really?” 
It shouldn’t have come as a surprise. Dustin Henderson is single-handedly the most observant person either of you had ever met.
Still, you could help but ask, “Why do you say that?”
“Well,” Eddie began, “Although me coming to check on you in the bathroom was of my own fruition. Henderson was also adamant that I go find you as well.”
“I mean, Lucas was practically foaming at the mouth to see if you were okay after you left but, nope. Henderson wouldn’t let him.”
You tutted, “Welp, on the bright side, something good came out of it.”
“And what’s that?” Eddie asked, his interest peaked.
“We finally got together.” You smiled ear-to-ear.
“That,” Eddie nodded, “And I finally got that god awful word out of your vocabulary. Ugh.” He squirmed.
“You’re so dramatic.”
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Anonymous asked:
Love your blog! I was wondering if I could request something angsty and fluffy?
My idea was the reader has depression and she's been doing better for years then she goes into a deep state all of the sudden but she is refusing to slip. The gang can all tell something is wrong but she is refusing to tell them cuz she wants to be "strong".
Maybe Robin is the one who notices she always have tears in her eyes even when she's smiling and laughing and maybe it's Dustin who notices she stares into space all the time again. Eddie and Steve notices she isn't doing her hobbies or enjoying music anymore.
And I was wondering for the fluff how everyone would help her through this tough patch.
If it's too deep I completely understand don't even worry about it especially if you're busy 🖤
Author's Note : I'm never busy for any of you loves. I'm here for you always, my inbox is always opened <3
You sat in the middle of Steve and Robin as everyone talked to each other what movie they wanted to see, arguing that the other wasn't what they wanted, while you stared at the small coffee table in front of you with your arms wrapped around your stomach and you were hunched over staring into nothing.
The words around you were like one big blur. No one has taken noticed yet how you became so quiet. You weren't the usual type to suddenly shut down. They never took note how there was a look of happiness in your eyes and suddenly it wasn't there.
" Hey Y/N!" you heard Dustin call out to you as he sat near the coffee table you have been hopelessly staring at with such interest. You were too busy in your own thoughts with a deep frown on your face to notice the little nudge from Steve as he sat by you. Then there was another nudge, this time it was from Robin from the other side.
Both look at each other with concern on your face. Eddie sat in the chair nearby closer to Steve as called out to you.
" Sweetheart?" you snapped out of your thoughts as your eyes rose to meet his. His brown doe eyes were filled with concern and worry. His eyebrows were knitted together as his eyes searched your face for answers. You weren't giving him any as you stared back with the hallow empty feeling growing inside of you.
" Are you okay? Where did you go?" Dustin asked as he leaned forward in his seat. You shrugged, giving him a soft smile that doesn't seem to reach your eyes. You were convincing enough to show that you were okay, deep inside that was lie. A big lie.
" Just was thinking about something, I'm sorry. I just spaced out" you leaned back into your seat and looking down at your hands. You couldn't help but pick at the skin near your nails, a habit when you felt uneasy. Steve laid his hand on top of yours as his thumb ran across your knuckles.
" If something is bothering you, you know we are here for you?" Steve says as you turn to look at him. His gaze soften when you look over to see him, searching your face to see if there was a crack somewhere. He knows you don't usually express how you feel and it doesn't come easy to you. He knows the walls that you build around yourself.
" I know. Thank you" you sent a gentle smile at him, then looked over to Eddie seeing him nodding his head as if he's telling you what Steve said is true. He was there for you too, even if the two of you haven't known each other far too long. You looked over to Nancy as she munched on popcorn and nodded her head. You looked over to Dustin who leaned on his hand, supporting his head as he send you a gentle smile. You looked over to Mike, El, Will and Jonathan as they all smiled softly at you. El and you weren't too close, but she wanted to get to know you and be there for you.
You looked over lastly at Robin who sat by your side. She wrapped her arm around you, kissing your clothed shoulder.
" You can talk to us, whatever it is. You're our best friend. You can trust us. Okay?" you nodded.
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Robin watches as you giggle, shielding your mouth with your sleeve but it's your eyes that give you away. You were tearing up and when you drop your sleeve from covering your mouth, your mouth is in a thin line. Your eyes lock with hers for a moment, she sees the way your eyes blink more than once trying to hide away your tears.
" What's wrong?" she mouths, asking you. You shook your head side to side telling her you were okay. Robin being Robin doesn't believe it one bit.
Dustin nudged into you as he laughs, his eyes crinkling near his eyes as he shake his head at something that Steve had said. Your shoulder shook too, with a small smile on your face as you giggle inside.
Robin doesn't seem to join the laughter as she motions with her head to the back room of Family Video. Her eyes are filled with concern once again. You silently follow to her to the back with your hands in the pocket of your hoodie.
She turns to you once she knows she's in the clear from everyone else.
" Are you okay?" you nod averting your gaze from her.
" You don't need to hide, you know?" you nod once more.
" It's not good to hold anything in, I'm here for you. Steve is here for you. Eddie is here for you. Dustin is here for you. You're not alone in this" she takes a hold of both your hands in her from the big pocket of your hoodie and swings yours and her arms off the side and back, squeezing as giving you a reassurance that she isn't pushing you to talk to her. But she's is there.
The middle of your eyebrows are in a crease as she watches your eyes filled with tears, fighting an unknown battle inside your head.
" Hey" she leans down with her head as she peers into your eyes. " Don't fight too hard in that pretty head of yours. We need you here. Okay?"
" Thank you" you softly tell her, giving her hands a small squeeze.
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A knock comes to your door startling you from where you stood near the stove with a pan on the stove. The knock on the door happens again, it's three times this time and you know who is knocking on the door.
You don't need to utter a word as you opened the door seeing Dustin standing there. He looks off to the side of the house seeing your shoes everywhere and not in the order they should be, there are specks of dirt on the floor from them. Usually you would clean them up and there weren't anything but lined up nicely by the door. He takes notices the bags underneath your eyes and the way your skin is paler than usual.
He notices the dazed off look on your face and you aren't really there as you should be.
" Can I come in?" he asks. His voice is soft and filled with concern. For the last couple of days, Dustin was taking notes of the way you were smiling and laughing less. The way you weren't paying attention to anything else. The way you were skipping the movie nights and the way you looked like you were off somewhere else.
In his hands he has a couple of comics as you let him through your door. Your parents aren't home as usual, off on a business trip rather than staying home and looking after you.
Dustin looks around at the living room, seeing a few opened snacks on the coffee table. He sees your hoodie on the couch with a blanket that is half on the couch and half on the floor. He notices some dust picking up on the pictures and on the TV.
Usually you were the one for cleanliness and the type to have everything in order. Nothing looked right to Dustin. He hums as he walks into the kitchen seeing the unused pan on the stove, there are dishes in the sink that seem to be piling up. The counter tops look like there are a few spots to what looks like from some sort of sauce.
He turns around to face you once you follow him into the kitchen.
" Everything alright? Are you feeling okay?" he says as he sets the comic books on the other side of the counter near the fridge. There was an unopened box of pop tarts there.
" Yes" you answered, lying through your teeth. You weren't doing so well, barely sleeping and feeling like yourself. You haven't showered in a few days either and nothing look good to eat to you anymore.
You stood with your hip next to the counter as you look down at your curly friend.
He put his hand against your forehead to feel if you were sick and he doesn't find your head hot, he frowns as he over looks what you are wearing. Your shirt is wrinkled and there is a stain on it, your pants are bunched up on one leg while the other is fully down. He sees the miss match socks on your feet and this concerns him.
" I know you haven't been yourself lately Y/N, but you aren't alone in any of this. We miss you. I brought some of these comic books hoping you'll read them and they would help. I want to help Y/N"
Your eyes fill with tears at how much he's trying. Comic books were one of your favorite things you shared in common with Dustin other than being part of the Hellfire club. You have missed a few campaign sittings.
" Eddie misses you. Steve misses you. Nancy misses you. El misses you. Mike misses you, I miss you. We miss our friend"
He lays his hand on top of yours in comfort.
" Whatever it is, you aren't alone in it. I know you hear it before, but there is no need so struggle on your own. You have us"
"I-I" tears run down your cheeks as you don't know what to say but feel arms wrap around you as Dustin holds you in the middle of your kitchen.
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You stepped outside for the first time awhile and squint at the sun beaming down at you as you look around your neighborhood. Your next door neighbor, Mrs. Jacobs waves to you as she is planting some flowers in her front year. Her dog, Ivy is barking at the sight of you and wags her tail as she runs over to you almost knocking you down.
" Hi there" you greet her as you scratch behind her ears, you don't notice that Steve had driven up to the front of the house with Eddie sitting the passenger side. They both get out watching you interact with the dog.
" Nice to see you out and about Y/N" you hear Steve says. You rose your feet as you looked over to him, seeing Eddie too as the both of them walk up to you.
Eddie takes the state your in and his heart pulls string seeing the lack of color on your face.
" Sweets when was the last time you ate?" he asks. You avert your gaze from him to the ground, rather than at him. Steve nudges him telling him that wasn't the right thing to ask even though he's concern too.
" I don't know" you respond. You feel a hand go into yours as fingers lace with yours. You see that familiar yellow long sleeve that belonged to Steve as he gently pulls you to the house.
" I know what we can do" Eddie has a hand on the small of your back as the two of them lead you back into the house. The only sound you hear is the jingle from Eddie's pants and the front door opening as Steve continues to lead you inside.
You end up being in the kitchen where Steve props you up on the counter as he moves some hair away from your eyes.
" There, we can see you better now" a small smile appears on your face as Eddie rummages in the fridge to see what you have. Steve makes his way over to the fridge too, pushing Eddie to the side knowing Eddie doesn't really cook too much.
Your heart swells up at the thought of them taking care of you.
Eddie goes to look into your cabinets and takes out some spaghetti.
" I think she'd like this" Steve looks back over at Eddie and then to you. " You want some spaghetti?"
They didn't really need an answer from you as your stomach gives you away with a growl.
" Sit pretty, sweets and we will take care of you" Eddie says. Steve whispers something to Eddie as Steve start cooking. He has this while Eddie walks towards you and wraps his arms around you.
His brown doe eyes look at you, " How would you feel after you ate, I run you a bath sweets?"
Your eyes fill with tears as you look down at him seeing his caring gaze as he offers you a small shy smile.
" you don't have to" you whisper enough to let him hear you.
" I want too" your heart swells and he reaches up to wipe your tears away, and reaches up on his toes to kiss your forehead. Steve offers you a plate of spaghetti as he sits besides you on the counter watching as you eat. The both of them smile watching you take small bites and it's enough to let them know your trying.
Small circles on your thigh eases you in comfort from the two.
" Thank you" you mumbled through a mouthful of spaghetti. This small action from your friends makes your heart swell up with happiness.
" I'm going to get that bath ready" Steve says as he gets off the counter and makes his way upstairs to your room. Eddie takes the plate from you once your done and leaves it besides the sink. He returns and grabs you and you wrap your arms around him and your legs around him as he carries you to your room.
He moves away to give you some privacy when your hand reaches out to stop him. He glances down with worry.
" I'm right here, sweets" Steve comes back from the bathroom.
" It's all ready for you, pretty"
" We are just going to be downstairs, you take all the time you need. Okay?' Eddie says leaning down and kissing your forehead. You look between the two. They already did some much for you.
" I-I" was all you managed to say, the both of them understood what you wanted to say. " No need pretty, we are always here for you. Right Eddie?"
" Of course sweets, we just miss you"
"...I miss you too.." they leave you to take your bath. While you sit in and think of all small gestures they all done to show how much they care, you never had that in your life until now. Your friends were your rock.
A knock comes to your door, Nancy peeks her head in as she asks if she can come in.
" Yes" she walks in with El trailing behind her. El has a fuzzy towel in your arms along with some clothes. Nancy kneels down before the tub with her hands on it as she looks at you.
" I heard you weren't feeling your best, let me wash your hair for you. El brought you some clothes with the towel you love. It's warm and ready for you"
You look between the two girls as they gently smile at you with their now tears in their eyes. You all had them worried about being distant and it hurts them to see you like this. They want to help and this was a start.
As Nancy took her time to wash your hair, El had sat by the tub as she took your hand in hers and held it.
" You're okay" she kept saying to you. Three small squeezes was her way to tell her she loves you. They all loved and adored you.
When you were done getting dry and getting dressed, you walked out of the bathroom in shock seeing new sheets on your bed. There are fresh set of flowers on your bed side table, the trash is gone in your room and your clothes are folded neatly on the small chair you had.
There was a small teddy bear on the bed with a little strawberry in his hands. You took it in your hands knowing this was from El.
You walked out of the bedroom and made your way downstairs into the living room where they all sat around and waited.
" How are you feeling?" Robin asks as she comes over to you, she knows it's not a question to ask right away and hesitate on wrapping her arms around you.
" Better" you respond. El notices the teddy bear in your arms as she runs over to wrap her arms around you. She has tears in her eyes. You were surprised by her sudden hug, but wrap your arm around her as you lay a kiss on top of her head.
She pulls away as you entered the living room looking around at your friends. There are three pizza boxes on the coffee table, there is your favorite candy on the side too with a bowl of popcorn, there are comic books that Dustin brought, there is a few movies too but more importantly the gentle looks on all your friends faces as they take you in.
" Thank you, thank you all for everything" you say.
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raccoon-eyed-rebel · 6 months
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A reverse harem vampire AU ft. Mikey, Marshall, August and Sherlock
Series summary: Somehow, you've managed to live with your boyfriend and his roommates for months before finding out they're vampires, but the real shock first comes when they find out you have a special quality. A quality the guys would love to make use of...
Warnings: Ongoing vampire shenanigans, mentions of blood, biting, angst. Girl-gossip shenanigans.
Word count: 2.7k
A/N: I'm very sorry, @deandoesthingstome, but this chapter is exactly what you hate most 😂😂 That said... We need some girl-gossip up in this bitch. Enjoy!
@geralts-yenn @deandoesthingstome @summersong69 @mis-lil-red @ellethespaceunicorn @sillyrabbit81 @livisss @itsrubberbisquit @ktficworld
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“Hey, is that Professor Holmes?”
You followed Katie’s gaze to the side only to find that she was right: Sherlock was indeed in the cafeteria of your building, and he was walking towards the table where you and your friends were sitting. “It is,” you answered plainly.
“God, it’s a shame he’s no longer teaching here… I’d almost switch schools to take one of his classes, and that’s just because of that face.” Rose sighed.
Her remark made you chuckle. “You know he’s a vampire, right?” you noted amusedly. “He can hear you.”
Closer inspection of Sherlock’s face showed no sign that he had indeed heard what Rose had said, but there simply was no other option.
“Who cares, I bet the man knows he’s a whole damn meal,” Jenelle helpfully added.
“Mmm, fine dining,” Rose chuckled. “Aren’t you supposed to be a lesbian, J?”
“I have eyes,” Jenelle deadpanned.
“You guys,” you hissed angrily. The whole conversation was making you incredibly uncomfortable. You lived with Sherlock, for crying out loud. You were… involved with him.
His soft chuckle sounded behind you as a strong arm reached around you to put something on the table — a book. “Mike said you needed this,” he said kindly, “and I had an appointment on campus, anyway.” The fact that he skipped out on your usual ‘darling’ left you a little deflated. Of course, you’d never taken the time to discuss if you would take your slightly unorthodox relationship public…
“Oh, really?” you answered, trying hard to keep your nervousness out of your voice. “What kind of appointment?”
“I’m assisting in another plagiarism case,” he answered. “The school was able to replace me as a professor, but my other talents are significantly harder to come by.” His hand landed on your shoulder for hardly more than a second, and then it was gone again. “I will see you tonight, right? August is making pasta.”
“Yeah,” you said softly.
When Sherlock turned around to walk away, it stung. You wanted to hug him, instead of hiding your relationship — although you hadn’t actually ever defined what that relationship was, exactly. One look around the table at your friends told you they already knew there was something going on.
“Seriously?” Katie snapped when Sherlock had disappeared from the cafeteria. “You are cheating on Mike?”
Shit. Of course, you had considered that explaining your situation would be tough, but you hadn’t counted on Katie going full Queen of Judgement.
“I’m not…”
“Save it, bitch,” she hissed. “How could you? Mike is so cute and…”
“Katie, shut up,” you snapped. “I’m not cheating. Mike knows, he’s… he’s okay with it. And it’s complicated.”
“Complicated how, girl?” Jenelle asked, sounding a lot more calm than Katie.
“Alright,” you sighed, “can this stay between us?” The three nodded. We’re you really doing this? Jenelle worked at the Bank, she’d have no problems with this, but Katie… She grew up about as sheltered as you had, and your best guess was that her family wasn’t exactly more forgiving on the vampire stuff.
“I’m a natural,” you blurted out before you could talk yourself out of coming clean to your friends.
“Luxury vampire food, you mean?” Rose said, her eyes wide. “Girl, you can make a killing off that!”
“How would you know?” Katie asked, disdain very clear in her voice.
“Oh, don’t be a hick about it. My sister is one. She’s making fucking bank at some club downtown. She could probably het you an inter— oh my God!”
“What?” Jenelle asked. You didn’t respond.
“You’ve been paying for lunch, not as worried about your student loans… You are making money!” It was impossible to interject, because Rose and Jenelle started to chatter excitedly while the look of disbelief on Katie’s face only grew stronger.
And then she snapped.
“You’re some filthy fucking blood whore?” Right, there it was. She didn’t even wait for an answer — not that anything you could have told her would have calmed her down, because you were, by any definition of the word, a blood whore. Somehow, it stung a lot more now that Katie said it than it had when August had mentioned it.
“Katie, seriously?” Jenelle scoffed. “You know I feed vamps for a living, too, right?”
As she said it, Katie turned pale. “I didn’t,” she muttered quietly, and she began to gather her stuff. “I have to go.”
When she rushed out of the cafeteria, Rose and Jenelle looked at each other, and then at you.
“I guess her family values don’t quite line up with city life,” Rose said.
“With normal life, you mean?” Jenelle sneered, clearly not upset by what had just happened.
“Hey,” you replied, “take it easy, she’s…”
“A bitch, girl.” Rose rolled her eyes. “I know she’s a lot like you, and I know you bonded over leaving your small-town family behind and everything, but even you have to admit that you did a way better job adjusting than she ever did. She honest to God didn’t even try.”
You knew she was right, but it still felt wrong to talk about someone you’d considered one of your closest friends like this. Especially when she was being accused of being what you were, too: A small-town girl.
Then again, they weren’t wrong in saying you’d come a long way since then. In fact, you were absolutely certain that your parents would die of shock when they found out about your arrangement with your roommates. Actually, you were pretty sure they’d already keel over if they only heard you were living with four guys, regardless of whether or not they were vampires.
They also weren’t wrong in saying that Katie hadn’t exactly made the steps you had. Quite the contrary, if you had to admit it.
You sighed.
“Girl, tell us more,” Jenelle said, putting her hand on your arm and squeezing you lightly. “I take it there’s an arrangement of sorts with these hottie-hot-hot roommates of yours?”
“Up to and including Professor McDreamy?” Rose sighed, the look in her eyes revealing she’d trade places with you in a heartbeat.
You nodded. “Yep. I never thought it would be this intimate, though…”
“We’re ditching this lecture, aren’t we?” Rose asked, looking at Jenelle, who nodded.
“Girl we’re out of here. Come on.”
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“Hold on, so you slept with Pornstache? I mean… Augustus, was it?”
“August,” you corrected Jenelle, “and… I mean it’s only happened once so far.”
“And the cop?” Rose butted in.
“Not yet…” Why were you having this conversation again?
“And the pretty professor?” Jenelle asked. You’d been wondering about that, actually. Because the truth, which you also told your friends, was, of course, that you and Sherlock hadn’t had sex, even though you spent the occasional night in his bed.
“Maybe he’s waiting for you to bring it up? He seems like that kind of guy,” Jenelle said when you had finished the story of your first kiss — leaving out the part about Mike running off for now — and the nights you had spent together.
“J, we don’t know him,” Rose laughed.
“No, she’s right. He’s that kind of guy. So sweet, so considerate… Very insistent I take my supplements.” The quizzical looks on your friends’ saves made you laugh. “He can tell when I need vitamins. As in… he can taste it. So he makes sure I take what I need… it’s…”
“God, I want someone to take care of me like that…” Rose sighed. Jenelle agreed with her.
You had to admit; it was nice to have someone look after you. And you had four someones, even.
“But like, Mike was okay with all that?” Jenelle asked, and you knew your hopes of leaving out the part about him running off were shattered.
The story left Jenelle and Rose speechless for a moment, and then Rose laughed. “Christ, he's adorable,” she snickered, “I feel so bad for him. No, really…”
“Oh, the impact that remark would make if you weren't cackling like a crazy witch,” Jenelle said.
“I'm sorry, it's just… On brand for him, somehow? Does that make sense?” It did. It really did.
“August would say that it's because Mike is just a baby,” you blurted out before you were able to really think it through.
“Yeah, wait, how old are these guys?” Of course Jenelle asked the question you'd been dreading.
“Eh… Mike was born in the sixties, if I recall correctly. August and Marshall are four hundred years old, give or take, and Sherlock just under nine hundred years.” Was it just you or was it hot in here all of a sudden?
“Hm…” Yeah. Hmm. That sounded about right — you hadn't really worked out how to deal with that information yet, either.
“How old were they when they were turned?” Rose asked, making you instantly worried about something you had somehow failed to consider at all.
“God… I don't even know,” you muttered.
“You never asked?” Jenelle couldn't wrap her head around that. “How could you not ask?”
“It didn't really matter…”
“It doesn't matter,” Rose said matter-of-factly, “but I still want to know.” Ah. Rose's curiosity was the bane of your existence from time to time — and the reason for some of the better conversations you'd had with her.
“Mike was in his early twenties, I believe. And I'm guessing Sherlock and August are in their late thirties, early forties. Marshall… Mid-thirties, I think? I honestly don't know!” And you cursed yourself for it.
“It doesn't really matter. Their legal documents have their original birthdates on them, anyway,” Jenelle pointed out. “I used to work the desk at the Bank before I decided to give feeding a shot.”
“I know Sherlock doesn't have one. His driver’s license says ‘ADB’,” you remembered. Rose gave you a questioning look.
“Approximate date of birth,” Jenelle explained, although that didn't seem to make it much clearer.
“Legislation changed so many times during his life, and he's had to hide and lie about his age and pretend to be human and whatnot… He genuinely doesn't remember when he was born, exactly,” you clarified.
“Years and days are often just an estimate, even if you only go back about a century,” Jenelle added.
“It sounds horrible to not know when you were born,” Rose said quietly, a worried look on her face.
“I know the guys don't mind much… They're mostly glad they can feed legally,” you muttered.
“They must be really happy they ran into you,” Jenelle said with a wink. “I hear these arrangements are kinda rare, like… people pay top dollar to be a part of one.”
There was a question somewhere in that statement, and it was easy enough to tell what it was, exactly; what's the deal?
“Yeah…” You hesitated. You'd barely come to terms with the agreement yourself. Sharing it was something else entirely.
“You know you can trust us, right?” Rose said. She was at least as curious as Jenelle.
“Yeah, it's just… It's a lot, okay? Basically I don't pay rent and utilities, and I get… let's call it an allowance. Please don't make me tell you how much that is. It's basically a very generous grocery budget, that's all I'm gonna say about that.”
Your cheeks were burning and you couldn't keep your hands from trembling as you waited for your friends' reactions to what you'd just told them.
They were silent for a beat, and then Rose squealed. “Girl, oh my God, that's amazing! I'm so happy for you!”
She meant it — as did Jenelle, who furiously nodded in agreement of what Rose had just said.
“Truth be told,” you said. Now that you were fessing up anyway, there was something you had to get off your chest. “I'd do it for free.”
“No way,” Jenelle said, “I've had shifts where the drip — like, the painkiller chemicals — didn't take well, and I swear I wanted to die after the third or so client.”
“But you're not a natural,” Rose replied. “My sister told me it feels good.”
“Oh, it does,” you blurted out, “it really does. They could feed on me all day and I'd be so perfectly happy! Mike even…” No. That was… It wasn't that you'd never shared any intimate details about your sex life with Rose and J, but this…
“Mike even what?” The girls said in unison, and you wished you could disappear.
“God, alright, eh… He likes to drag it out.” You shrugged. As far as you were concerned, that was plenty of information for them. They disagreed.
“Bitch, I sw-"
“Alright, alright,” you shushed Rose, who seemed to calm down — but looks can be deceiving, especially in very tiny, copper-curled physics students. As far as you'd experienced, at least.
“Mike one hundred percent feeds during sex,” Jenelle said indifferently. You hated how spot-on she was.
“Yup,” you said. “And remember how fond he is of, eh…”
“Boobies,” Jenelle sighed — it was just about the only trait she and Mike had in common. “Wait…” She snapped her head in your direction, her eyes wide. “You mean he… Really?”
Why did this even surprise her?
“Oh, that adorable little freak,” Rose chuckled.
“Never tell him — or anyone else — that I told you this!” you said, mild panic clear in your voice. “Swear on your life!”
“Jeez, chill!” Jenelle snorted. “Like we'd ever do that? Ain't none of my business that he wants to suck on your tits.”
“What does that feel like?” Rose asked. How would you even begin to explain that?
Despite being unsure you'd be able to do it justice, you decided to give it a shot, anyway. You’d made it too far into this conversation to back down now. Besides, it was nice to finally be able to talk about this with your closest friends. Minus Katie — which was probably for the best.
“The feeding itself already feels like a warm bath… I mean, the bite is more sensitive, but other than that, it's pretty much the same. It's his reaction that makes it so good. A few nights ago he got so snuggly — he'd had a rough day and he was very hyper and all over the place, but as soon as he was curled up next to me, he calmed down.” You could tell from the look on her face that Jenelle had a hard time picturing Mike in any kind of way that could be described as calm. “Really! And he has this gift…”
“I can't believe we never asked you about that!” Rose interrupted. “Do they all have one?”
“They do. I'll get to that, okay?” you promised before continuing: “Anyway, Mike has this gift. He senses desires.” Rose's eyes went wide for just a moment, but you happened to catch it. “What?”
“Okay so, hypothetically, if at some point I thought about…” It didn't take a genius to figure out where this was going.
“Yeah. There’s a very good chance he caught that. Marshall is worse, though. He straight-up reads minds.”
Rose stared at you wide-eyed. “Well, it’s good to know I can never show my face at your place again.”
“Eh, you're fine,” you said. “A-ny-way, they warned me that after a while, there was a chance they'd kind of ‘share’ those gifts with me while they were feeding, meaning I get to feel what Mike desires, and… It went beyond wanting. He needed me. It was…” A single tear rolled down your cheek, taking you by surprise. “I love him so much.”
Jenelle wrapped her arms around your neck and pulled you close. “Girl, quit playin'. You love all of them, it's so obvious, seriously.”
“I really do,” you sighed. “This whole thing feels like home. It feels like forever.”
“But babe, you're not going to be around forever,” Rose said carefully. The thought had crossed your mind before, and every time it did, it made you feel queasy.
“You know,” you whispered, “I’m not so sure about that.”
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cryptidcorners · 6 months
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Could you write something about Mike comforting his trans significant other?
Understood - Mike Schmidt x Trans!Reader
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Description: After a long day of work, Mike returns to find you sitting in the dining room alone trying to process your long awaited phone call, and he comforts you through it.
# requested by anon
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Media: FNaF!Movie
Character: Mike Schmidt
Tags: Trans!Reader (Identity is not specified.) Angst to Fluff, Comfort, Encouragement, Established Relationship, Private Setting, Loving Comments/Affection, Emotional, Cuddling, Cheering You Up.
Warnings: Mentions of Transphobia, Self-Loathing, Coming Out Gone Wrong, Depressive Thoughts.
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Your nails lightly dragged across the tabletop, eyes wandering across the dining room as deep firefly light from the sunset began to decay. The neck of the telephone was inches away from your fingertips and your thoughts were as fast as an infuriated beehive. Unpredictable and wild. You wanted to fist in those digits again, spit through the line and give that horrid character a piece of your mind.
Yet, your eyes were warm with fresh tears and melancholy. You doubt you could choke up whatever was brewing in your head despite it all. You couldn't take it anymore—You didn't want to feel pain like this, all you wanted was for everything to be simple. Why was it so hard for her to understand? To understand you? To understand why? You tried to hold a tough face and wallow miserably in silence. But, you ended up hunched overead rested on the wooden surface with a quivered jaw and soaked face, trying to hold back your winces and gasps.
You had no sense of time until you heard the familiar twist and jingle of the front door opening. You straightened up immediately, messily cleaning your face with a low rasp. Mike's keys sang within his grip, and collided together as he fished them out of the thin design of the lock immediately. His eyes were narrowed, "You wouldn't believe what happened, we—baby?" His whole figure shifted. You had never heard his tone change that dangerously before.
"It's fine. I'm fine," you immediately defended yourself. Mike dropped everything and rushed towards you, bent on one knee as he gazed up at you. His gentle hand was on your leg, stroking it gently. "What happened? Baby, look at me. Are you okay? Did–" Mike read your face and his sight concluded to the telephone. His face turned into something stormy as he whispered, "You made the call?" His breath slowed instantly.
You nodded with tears in your eyes. You couldn't help it. Like some bottle filled beyond the brim, you started sobbing. Mike stood up and pulled you to his chest, hugging you warmly as your tears seeped into his uniform. Everything spilled, and you were lucky to have Mike there to hold you through it. You swallowed harshly, "She said I was killing her by doing this. She said she'd never see me this way. What did I do wrong?"
"Nothing." Mike grabbed your face, "Baby, you did nothing wrong, you understand? She doesn't decide who you are, nobody does. You do. Only you." He explained softly, "I'm so sorry this happened, but I need you to know. There is nothing wrong with you. You are not hurting her, okay? Baby, look at me in my eyes. You—are perfect. Nobody can take that away."
Your breaths began to ease. Yet, there was still some sort of pooling guilt in your gut. "I can't just—leave her. She was so kind to me, I just . . ."
"She isn't somebody worth your love if she just treated you like that." Mike told you, "Please, don't talk to her. She doesn't deserve to see you after this. You are loved. And I understand. I see you."
"Thank you." Your breath grew jagged at the sheer emotional impact of his words. You rubbed your thumb in circles, melting comfortably within his touch. "Thank you so much, Mike."
Mike had led you back to his room after a couple minutes of silence. He was hugging you tightly, saying how perfect and beautiful you were, kissing your tears away. He took your hand, and pressed his lips against your knuckles. "I love seeing you smile, baby. More than anything. You're perfect."
You rested your forehead against his with a content expression. "I love you too, Mike." Comfortable silence filled the air. "Thank you—for being here for me . . ."
Mike caressed your face, "You deserve someone to be there for you. No matter what. Besides, it's the bare minimum. " he kissed your cheek once more. His face grew serious, "By the way, if I ever see her again, I'm kicking her ass."
"You don't need to do that, Mikey." You assured. Mike sighed, "Alright, fine. I'll respect your wishes." You could tell he was lying. But, you didn't have the energy to correct him. Regardless, you wouldn't be upset if he did end up making her lick her own shoe. Suddenly, his warm hands found their way to your waist and he rolled on top of you. Kissing your neck gently and making you squirm and giggle. You couldn't ask for anything more. And neither could he.
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cahrlotah · 2 years
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𝐓𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞
The ending is kinda rushed ngl but I just wanted to post it anyway. No prove reading. I'm so sorry this is all over the place.
This is also dedicated to @eddiesdungeon as she helped me come up with this idea, love u girl <3
IF YOU ARE A MINOR DNI! This is +18 content
Trigger warnings: bad/shitty angst, dry humping, fucking on the d&d table, fucking on his throne, vaginal penetration, hair pulling, fingering, nicknames, unprotected sex ( wrap it before you tap it kiddos), he cums inside but reader is on the pill 
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It all started as a casual flirting between the town's freak and the head cheerleader. It hurt, Eddie being the only boy I always wanted, but I couldn’t do anything, he has already chosen who he likes.
We are all sitting in the cafeteria, discussing the plans for this afternoon, the first meeting of Hellfire after winter break. We are all super excited as Eddie has been telling us something exciting is coming.
“By the way guys” he starts, I cough “ and m’lady.” I smile at him. “ Chrissy is joining us tonight”. He says, all the boys look at each other, while my smile fades away. 
“Oh and how did you get her to come?” Dustin tries to, but fails, to make the situation a little less awkward. Then they start a conversation about how she wants to see how we all play and how it works. I start to  feel my stomach tighten, as if someone was literally squishing it.
“ Guys I'm going to go, I don't feel so good. See you all at five!” I say, getting up and leaving the cafeteria chaos. All the hours after that I spent them ignoring the Hellfire boys, especially Eddie, which was difficult as we were in the same classes. The last bell rings, students leaving fast to their homes, others going to band practice or to their club meetings. The case is that in less than ten minutes the halls are deserted, the echoing of Eddies and Chrissy steps resonating through the halls. 
“Dustin! I don’t think I can do it” I whisper and he looks at me. “ I would rather make out with Jason Carver than to see them together. I really can’t”
“ I know it is tough but I really need you to come, the rest of the boys need you to come. If Eddie doesn’t realize what he is loosing, fuck him!” We both laugh, the other boys join in, I look around and I make eye contact with the infamous metalhead. 
“Let’s start this quest, shall we?” he opens the door with that dramatism that really characterizes ​​Eddie. We all take our respective seats Eddie and I on each end, next to me on my right Dustin and Mike, next to him Gareth and Chrissy , between Mike and Gareth, Mason and in between Dustin and Chrissy, Jake. Before we start playing Eddie explains some basics to Chrissy. We all switch to game mode, and Eddie starts narrating. Intense stares between him and I as “Vecna” has taken an interest in my character.
“I say we play until death” I say looking at the boys around me. “Until death!” they all scream. The afternoon hours pass, Chrissy has already left because she had to go to cheer practice. As the boys slowly leave, Eddie asks me to stay behind, he says something about the quest, I nod .
Dustin and Mike are the last ones to leave, the metal door shutting behind them, leaving Eddie and I alone. 
“Is this about the-” i start 
“What’s wrong with you (Y/N)?” he questions “since lunch time you have been ignoring me, and I don’t know what I did for you to act this way towards me. Is it because of Chrissy?” he seems genuinely hurt.
“Eddie I don’t think it’s time for us to talk about this” I say walking away.
“ There is nothing wrong with not being the only girl-” I stop and turn around, my face filled with anger
“Are you fucking kidding me Munson?!” I walk angrily towards him, he backs up.
“Then tell me what it is? I don’t read minds (Y/N)” he says.
“I’m not in the mood for this tonight, and I’m sure you have to go pick Chrissy up from practice, do whatever you guys do” I sit on a chair, trying to calm myself.
“What are you ever talking ab-” he stops, realizing something. “ Do you think Chrissy and I are something?”he starts to laugh. Thi pisses me off even more so I get up to leave “ Hey hey don’t go okay” he grabs my wrist
“It is not fucking funny shithead” I punch his chest. “ Do you know how  hard it has been seeing you flirt with her? I literally wanted to disappear. And then you act all clueless plus calling me all those nicknames you call me, how am i supposed not to fall for you?” tears falling down my cheeks. He doesn’t say anything, he just stands there looking at me, not knowing what to do, not reacting, nothing. “Alright got it” I can’t even make four steps when he speaks.
“ Nothing happened between Chrissy and I, she just bought some weed from me and just clicked, but as friends. She has been secretly dating Jason Carver. She is the one to buy weed for the basketball team and we just became close that’s all. I fucking promise!” his hands wiping the tears from my face as.
“ Eddie, if this is some kind of joke it is not funny. I have seen how you look at her”
“(Y/N), how can you say this?” he is hurt, i can see it on his face. “ The only person I could look at this afternoon was you, I didn’t even notice when Chrissy left because I was too focused looking at how pretty the light was hitting on yours face, I was focused on how cute you look every time you are focused, so don’t come to me with all that bullshit because it is just not tru-'' I cut him off by pressing our lips together. His hands cupped my face. “You don’t even know how long I’ve been waiting for this moment.” His lips attack mine but this time feels different, more lustful, his hands traveling all the way to my hips pressing them to his. I let out a small moan as we kiss as I can feel something hard between his legs.
“Fuck (Y/N), if you do that one more time I don’t think I will be responsible for what happens next” he says with a grin on his face. I smile while jumping on him, wrapping my legs around his waist, his hands rapidly grabbing my ass.
“ You can do anything to me Eddie Munson” I whisper into his ear, slowly biting his lobe. He groans, sitting on his throne with me still wrapped around his waist. Now the bulge on his pants can’t be hidden.  I start to slowly move my hips back and forward. 
“You are going to be the death of me sweetheart” he throws all his papers from the table, so he can lay me down. He takes off my t-shirt and his, his tattoos looking hotter than ever. Our stares connect again, it feels like no one else in this world exists except him and I.  His hands go to his belt undoing it, he throws it away and his pants fall to his ankles. I try to help it but my eyes go between his legs, I quickly move my head to the side, my face heating up, too embarrassed to even look at him.  His left hand moves my face, “So cute” then he leans towards me, my back on the table and the boy of my dreams on top of me, kissing me. His mouth moves and lands on my neck, the contrast of his warm lips against my cold neck makes me let out a small quiet moan that only he can hear. His hands make their way to my pants, slowly unbutton it and takes them off. Now all of my body is exposed to him, it feels weird but he makes me feel safe so the nervousness goes away in no second. He observes every small detail of my body from above me, then he stops where my panties start. “ I think we should get rid of this underwear, don’t you think sunshine?” his voice has lowered a few tones and the only thing my body is able to do is to nod. While he pulls my panties down, I do the tricky part which is the bra, in a couple of movements it’s out. I don’t know how he has done it but his underwear is also. 
His fingers play along my thigh, going upwards, he is kissing me all over my torso while his fingers tease to enter me. When he finally does, I let out a gasp as the cold metal from his rings make contact with my sensitive area. He starts moving them, slowly increasing the pace while his mouth is on my tits biting, leaving hickies all over them. The room is absolutely quiet, only my moans can be heard. At this point I don’t mind anyone coming in, seeing me looking like a mess for Eddie. He slowly pulls his fingers out of me, putting them in his mouth. Something in that makes him look like a greek god fallen from Olympus just for me.
He turns me around, one of his hands on my waist, his thumb pressing harder letting me know that I have to bend over, he enters me slowly his free hand on one of my ass cheeks grabbing it hard, that is going to leave a mark , a loud moan comes out me and even louder ones follows and he intensifies his hip thrusts. 
The hand that is on my waist is now on my hair pulling my head back.
“So fucking perfect sweetheart.”he says. He stops and pulls out. “ Come here” he demands as he sits on his throne. I slowly make my way towards him, his hands patting his lap, I sit in a way he can put his dick into me again, we both moan his hands guiding the movements my hips make, he is in control and he knows it. He increases the speed both of our hips go.
“Fuck Eddie I think I’m going to come” but he doesn’t stop, he just keeps rocking his hips to mine as hard as he can. We both finish at the same time.
“This is your throne now, princess,”he smiles as we cuddle together for a few minutes.
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thesquishysquash · 2 years
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[Rise!turtles x male reader]
[Male reader has tattoos and they get asked about them]
[I can't write that good.. sorry :(]
Donatello
You cought his glances more then twice, it's common for others to stare at you. You soon turn to him to see what he wanted. Donnie averted his eyes from you and did a fake cough, "you need anything?" You ask, donnie's eyes dart at you and your arm, where your tattoo was.
"Yeah... not like I'm that person, but I'm going to ask anyway. Did it hurt? Just because it almost covers your entire arm." You only chuckle and turn fully towards the purple turtle, explaining about it.
Donnie understand quickly without you going into much detail, "and my parents own a tattoo place so, I'm pretty good with needles." Donnie nods and began to get back on his phone, then got your attention once more. "Do you think, if I wanted to.. you could give me a tattoo?"you blink with surprise, then come back to your senses. "O-oh, yeah! Ofcourse! I'd love to."
Leonardo
While laying with leonardo on his bed, he quickly stares at your thighs and back at his comics. You knew what he was looking at but you wanted to tease him. "My eyes are up here, pervert~" you smirk once you see the flustered blush on his face.
"Well, I knew that! It's just I'm admiring your body." You roll your eyes, 'smooth, real smooth.' You thought. "You got any questions?" "Uh, yeah?".
You sit up and mentally prepare yourself for a tidal wave of randomly, well chosen questions. "Did it hurt? Why'd you choose that? Do you think I could get one? What should I get?" You laugh to shove away your nervousness, "hey, how about you come to my parents tattoo shop, and I'll tell you everything there, deal?" "Deal."
Michelangelo
While painting with mikey, he was getting pretty side tracked, his adhd was enough, what could mikey be so fixated on?
So, you asked, "hey, mike. You've been skipping off a while, is there something wrong?" You ask, the box turtle shook before answering rather nervously. "What? Noo! Ofcourse not! I'm super focused on my painting!!" You look at his painting and see he was painting something rather similar to your tattoo.
Anyone could see your tattoo because it was on your back, and you were wearing a tank top that day. "You want me to show you the whole tattoo so you could finish your painting?" Mikey faces practically beams with joy, "REALLY!?! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU Y/N!!"
So, you sat on the ground while mikey painted your tattoo.
Raphael
You were trying in your area, punching your punching bag to no end. You threw in some high kicks too while you were at it. You felt eyes, not like all around you, like on one place, stuck there.
You turn your head to see raph standing in the thresh hold of the area with a puzzled and curious expression. Where his eyes were didn't surprise you.
Your nape, where your tattoo was. You chuckle and rest your arms, taking in breaths and drinking water. When raph finally decided to approach.
"H-hey, y/n-! Um, how are you?.." not like raph stuttered normally, probably only when his nervous. "Good, how about you tough guy?" You ask, his eyes glanced between your nape and your eyes.
"You like my tattoo? Cool isn't?" You say, admiring your own piece of art. Raph chuckle nervously in agreement, "yeah.. if someone, say, like me, wanted a tattoo.. what would you recommend?" You merely laugh and give him recommendations, he seemed to like all of them.
"You know, I could give you more choices if you came to the tattoo shop with me." "Y-yeah! How about tomorrow?" "You got yourself a deal!"
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cringengl · 3 months
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Hey!! It's the byler music fairy!! What are the songs you most associate with byler, Will, and/or Mike, and why??
(sorry for the lack of emojis... your askbox wouldn't let me add them D:)
aaaaahhhhh I have a couple of these haha
for byler, my fave songs for them i have is fly out west by yot club, which is literally s4 byler. like mike literally flies out west at the start of s4?? lmao. there's also lyrics like
Well, tell me, do you know?
You're all I dream about
Take it from me, I'm too dumb to recognize your doubt
Well, I don't wanna go
I'm in too far to leave
Tell me how you live so easily, young and naive
and
Talk bad, who's that?
Walk back to your place
I think you fake that smile that's on your face
which could honestly apply to both will and mike, one being all the other dreams about and being jealous about how naive they are, and also both of them faking their smiles, mike because of his failing relationship with el and will pretending to be ok with it.
ok so for the second one is true blue by boygenius, and although the title screams will as the chorus says that the love is 'true blue', which is obviously mike's colour, there's a bunch of lyrics that connect to both of them.
lyrics from mike's pov:
You can't help but become the sun - will has a bunch of light symbolism throughout the series, especially in the last ep where the light shines directly onto will from mike's pov
When you moved to Chicago, you were spinning out
When you don't know who you are, you fuck around and find out
When you called me from the train, water freezing in your eyes
You were happy and I wasn't surprised
i can totally see mike thinking that will was happier and trying new things in lenora without him, especially after the lies el told mike in her letters and then mike being a little upset about it.
this part is from will's pov:
Now you're moving in, breaking a sweat on your upper lip
And getting pissed about humidity and the leaky faucet- digging the grave for unnamed hero agent guy haha and creating el's mind fight bath
You already hurt my feelings three times
In the way only you could- it's not my fault you don't like girls, the lack of letters/calls when will was in lenora, and the rink-o-mania fight
You've never done me wrong
Except for that one time that we don't talk about
Because it doesn't matter anymore
Who won the fight?
I don't know, we're not keeping score
these lyrics also have major it's not my fault you don't like girls vibes.
and then finally from both of their povs:
But it feels good to be known so well
I can't hide from you like I hide from myself
I remember who I am when I'm with you
Your love is tough, your love is tried and true blue
Ooh-ooh
this is major painting scene vibes, with both will and mike feeling understood by the other, and not hiding from eachother.
finally, to finish this super long post off, here's a song that is soooo mike wheeler coded that literally every lyric can be applied, forever dumb, by surf curse. it's all mike's pov
I would run away from you, if I could
Never really wanted to, but I guess I should run - the first two lines obviously correlate to will and how mike feels about him leading to him wanting to run from him
I would fall in love with you, but I can't
It's too hard, maybe we'll just pretend- the next two lines are about his relationship with el lmao
But it's hard when I don't know what to do
I'm angry and I'm tired and confused
I got so many thoughts stuck in my head
And none of them make much sense- big big big mike vibes
I said I would follow you, but I lied
Don't be mad
Well, at least I tried- 'follow you' is both related to crazy together as well as mike's relationship with el
I never had a spot for you in my life
Which was true
Till I heard you cry- mike meeting el for the first time and taking her in or byler meeting at the swingset
And your tears dripped down your face into my eyes- either the van scene or el telling mike that he never said i love you
I'm sorry and I hate myself this time
Cause I got so many thoughts stuck in my head
And none of them
Make much sense
anyway, tysm for the ask!! (this was my reminder to change my anon settings haha)
here are the three songs!!!
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scheodingers-muppet · 11 months
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in honor of speak now tv about to drop, im bringing back my stranger things taylor song casting. i wrote a lot of this on my phone after listening to the album so apologizes for grammar errors or anything
mine: ronance, from Nancy's POV. Careless man's careful daughter. Sitting there by the water mirroring the boat scene. You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded. In the music video, we see the couple fighting when things get tough outside of the relationship, which we've also seen Nancy do, both when she was struggling with Barb and fighting with Jonathan when dealing with sexism from her job.
sparks fly: lumax. Max is the rainstorm, Lucas the house of cards. "I'm on my guard for the rest of the world, but for you, I know it's no good"
back to december: stancy; but just Nancy apologizing for how things ended, not them getting back together. "that night" not just being the Halloween fight but her cheating on him. I think she would feel bad about how things ended and I really want them to talk everything out in season 5. Plz. Also the line, "I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile...how you held me in your arms that September night, the first time you ever saw me cry" Obv with the tan skin and smile, but I hc that after Nancy told Steve what happened to Barb, he held her while she cried
speak now: byler, from Will's pov. Not in a literal wedding sense (though that might make a fun fic...) but more of Mike asking Will for advice about El and Will just finally coming clean. Maybe it doesn't go great and he doubles down with El and it causes some tension or maybe the roles are reversed and Mike comes clean then panics and doubles down and Will is trying to get him back
dear john: Joyce about Lonnie. I hate this man.
mean: El about Angela. Imagine if before the roller skate incident, she confided in Joyce and she told her to just confront her with her words, ya know? Like just call her out for being mean. Then when that doesn't work, she thinks, "well, what would Hopper tell me? Gotta fight back." Makes my heart melt
the story of us: Mike and El, from El’s pov. I just really feel like El would use story tails and romance stories, etc. to compare love to. This song to the letter fight just... ugh.
never grow up: Nancy. First verse to Holly, how she knows what's ahead, both in terms of alternate dimensions and being a teenage girl. She doesn't want her to have to deal with either of the two, just to stay little while she can. Second verse to Mike, seeing him start to become more of an adult and secretly missing her annoying kid brother. (brings more punch to the line “all your little brothers favorite songs”) Third verse takes place after she graduates, moving for school. Her night light mentioned in the verse was her graduation/farewell present from Holly, who says she's a big girl now and doesn't need it.
enchanted: elmax! From Max's POV. Imagine the second verse is them having a sleepover, playing truth or dare. I also love the use of referencing the story tail love metaphor again
better than revenge: stommy; Tommy singing about Nancy. idk it’s the closest I could get.
innocent: Steve and Nancy. First verse is about Nancy (lost your balance on a tight rope, lost your mind trying to get it back. wasn’t it beautiful when you believed in everything and everyone believed in you. , second about Steve. bonus points if you imagine them singing this to each other (not in a romantic way)
haunted: lumax (I’m sorry) Lucas begging for her to come back after her attack. Trying to move on and be happy but he can’t get over her. the chorus too, “somethings gone terribly wrong” “your eye’s gone cold” the bridge too “you’re not gone, you can’t be gone” you can also imagine it as like, she lives but can’t face the party without thinking about what happened too
last kiss: stancy / mike and el (parallel!) I think I’m gonna write up a post about all the parallels I see in the characters and dynamics, but I really love this one. Steve being El and Nancy being Mike. The Wheelers having severe issues with love (specifically saying the word) and hurting those who are head over heel for them. I see this from all of their perspectives, switching based off the lines. first verse is mileven (the plane line, “sit on the floor wearing your clothes” we’ve seen El wear clothes from pretty much everyone in the party) the second verse is stancy from Nancy’s pov (life of the party, “i’m not much for dancing, but for you i did” listing things he did she loved without saying “i love you”) bridge is rapid fire switching. “so I’ll watch your life in pictures like i used to watch you sleep” mike (bylers take a lot of family photos; i can imagine him seeing her in photos will sends) “i feel you forget me like i used to feel you breathe” steve “and i’ll keep up with our old friends just you ask them how you are” el “i hope it’s nice where you are…it’s a beautiful day” nancy (i think she feels bad for how things ended)
long live: the whole party. they deserve to feel like hero’s and royalty after everything they’ve been though. i desperately need to find an edit to this
ours: Steddie. the town hates eddie atm and would probably not take well to king steve dating him. the lines “i love the riddles that you speak” and “any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored” i can also see lumax, but this is just such a light hearted song to me so i didn’t want to compare it to the racism we’ve seen be thrown at lucas and his relationship
superman: jopper. i love the idea of joyce hyping him up as her superman. also based on my parents (my dad was a first responder and this song always made me think of them for the “saving the world” aspect) “he’s not all bad like his reputation” i’m ignoring the sad parts and just focusing on the “go be a superhero, i’ll be here when you get back”
electric touch: steddie. eddie’s taylor, steve is patrick. “this could either break my heart or bring it back to life” “got a history of stories ending sadly” (eddie) “everytime i tried for love, it fell apart” (steve)
when emma falls in love: robin. i have no real proof, it just reminds me of her. i love the image of steve saying all of this about her ❤️❤️ (obvs pronouns change and stuff)
i can see you: steddie (it’s a very steddie coded album, leave me alone) from steve’s pov, talking about how he’s always had a crush on eddie and always noticed him but it breaks eddie’s brain fhat king steve has a crush on him
castles crumbling: steve angst time. talking about his “fall from social grace” and how he lost everything, both in terms of reconciling what he lost from being a jerk as king steve and what he lost when he was dethroned
foolish one; byler. “stop checking your mailbox for confessions of love” “it’s delicate but i’ll try my best to seem bulletproof” “maybe someday when we’re older this is something we’ll laugh about” “you haven’t written me or called” “i’ll get your longing glances but she’ll get your ring”
timeless; jopper. soul mates for real
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clarajohnson · 7 months
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the magicians s1e12
guys i'm having so much fun with this rewatch (recap reminds me that richard killed his son through neglect and q betrayed alice with the threesome and julia's about to get duped by a fake goddess) um
this kitchen reminds me of the season 4 apartment but i'm having fun so i'm not gonna think about season 4
such a small thing but i have beef with the dude imbuing kady with faith by doing something for her like. i guess we disagree on what faith is!
you can't unring a bell so be certain when you call, julia!
poor penny getting stuck babysitting three neurotics and one alice (not neurotic relative to everybody else In This One Thing)
cannot get over q being the one who initiated it. i just can't.
jesus christ jason ralph is so hot
in 2015 you could sell an audience on the badassery of a line just by including the term patriarchy
please alice drinking triple sec :'''-)
we talk about alice's style being sexy librarian but it reads much more to me as a girl who knows she could fall at any second into twee oblivion so she's styling it in dark colors. i'm waiting for an owl necklace.
ooh! dionysus, okay!
i did NOT remember her hooking up with richard. but. i'm fine with it.
mannnnn i love julia wicker so much she is the epitome of the girl with an inch-thick tough exterior filled with love all the rest of the way through she is so special and good
fucking "didn't think you had that in you" go to hell quentin! oh MY cheating is okay YOUR consensual sex outside of a relationship is BAD! again this is why i hated him the first time around
How I was feeling about Quentin would have got us all killed. :l
i kind of feel like if he was a real person i would have bullied quentin coldwater or at least been very rude to him. sorry quentin!
lol the "janet" "actually it's margo" "this time" joke went over my head last time
I PLANNED MY WHOLE OUTFIT AROUND THAT BOTTLE !!!!!
truth serum is toxic and banned? interesting
"oh i was kind of poking around in the dark with that one" lollll my baby
quentin WOULD always bring up groundhog day. also he's actually stronger than me because if fogg told me i'd been killed in these exact circumstances 39 times i would absolutely lose all hope and try and beat the beast to the punch
penny has chemistry with everybodyyyyy
i'm in love with julia's pier one ass apartment
julia and q's reunion gets me so good !!!!! so bad !!!! "you smell the same" wow you guys should be friends forever for your entire lives and you WILL be!
julia calling god magic "some pretty eclectic shit" like it's a limited run pressing of a neutral milk hotel b-side
cool, useless, kind of gross
julia's destiny is to find a whole new kind of magic. do we think this happens? what is this referring to do we think?
the LOOK q gives julia after "richard gave it to me" so much immediate understanding and shit-stirring delight
it's crazy, like, not crazy but crazy that eliot stays so torn up about mike
"yeah, no, it still sounds bad."
JOSH HOBERMANNNNNNN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please i did not remember that they were all going to fillory in like fucking ren fair cosplay
MAGIC IS FOR FIXING THINGS JULIA SAYS (also "if fixing things was easy everyone would do it" because somebody needs to fucking validate quentin now and then)
despite my indignation on julia's behalf i do love the choice of isolating her from the academic environment of brakebills, i think it adds a new dimension and texture to her knowledge and understanding and engagement with the world around her and i like that so much
it's fucking crazy that q and jules just... do horomancy. like horomancy is such a big fucking thing the rest of the show and in this ep they just do it!
alice's light bending feels so much like a superpower, it's so rare that they let magic seem that magical but they let it happen there and i love that
margo hanson i love you and your gun forever
the moment jules and q step through the telephone booth always kind of gets me it's so much of what the promise of the show can be it's so lovely
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Trapped | Eddie Munson | Part 9
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All parts are listed on all other parts. I'm tired.
Pairing: Eddie x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 17.9k
Warning: Cringey writing in which you are now written into the canon of the show. I gotta admit, it was a weird balance to wonder where the character would take a line from someone else, and when to give the character their own. Sorry, no smut. I tried to write one scene but it felt so out of place.
Authors Note: I desperately tried to capture the essence of the scenes. If you're wondering why you would read something you have already watched, that's fair. But if you want to see how she would fit in to the season 4's storyline then stay tuned!
I added one or two of my own scenes but it was only for it fill in those plot holes.
(There's not much Eddie in this part, it only goes up to the end of Dear Billy. Get fuckin ready next part.)
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Chapter 9
Chapter One: Hellfire Club
In the middle of the cheerleaders dancing and the crowd’s loud cheering and show of school spirit, somehow Dustin and Mike had managed to get into another argument based on who’s girlfriend is better. Eddie would interject and decidedly win their argument each time, but he wasn’t there to claim you for the title.
“Look, I’m not saying that my girlfriend is better than yours. It’s just that Suzie’s like, a certified genius.” Dustin continues, yelling loudly over the band music.
“You do realize El saved the world twice, right?” Mike retorts, referring to his most used argument, attempting to somewhat pay attention to the cheerleaders.
“And yet you still have a C in Spanish.” Dustin answers, and Mike glares at him annoyed.
“Shut up.” You tell the two of them, done with the argument for the millionth time. “Both your girlfriends are cool. Just watch the pretty cheerleaders like normal people.”
Just in time, the music ends and one of the male cheerleaders ends with a final flip. The announcer comes on the speaker, yelling, “And let’s hear it for your Tigers!”
A group of teenage boys run through the giant banner lead by the ever-resented Jason Carver. You roll your eyes as he charismatically looks around the gym, putting on a show.
Mike and Dustin politely clap, attempting to show some inkling of support for their best friend. Anyone who was watching would be able to tell their hearts weren’t in it. They weren’t; they still didn’t understand why Lucas was on the team in the first place.
“Good morning, Hawkins High!” Jason yells into the microphone placed in front of him. He saunters from the stand, successfully putting all the attention onto him. “First off… hey. First off, I’d like to thank each and every one of you. Without your support, we wouldn’t be here. Give yourselves a big hand.”  He starts. And the crowd is eating it up already. As always, you’re left wondering how no one can see right through him.
You see Lucas waving awkwardly, and watch his eyesight to Max, who decidedly ignores him. Ouch.
“And of course, of course, I have to give a special shout-out to the best and the prettiest fans of all time, the Tiger Cheer Squad.” Jason continues and creepily makes eye contact with who you supposed was Chrissy. The two have been dating longer than you and Eddie were, but somehow the idea of Jason with someone as sweet as her made you feel nauseous. “Chrissy…” he pats his chest twice, ugh, “Chrissy, I love you, babe.”
Your eyes meet the back of your head and you didn’t realize going to support Lucas would be this painful. Maybe you should’ve gone to Eddie’s house for the morning.
Jason starts backing off away from the Squad and a serious aura radiates off him. Not because he seems sympathetic or genuinely serious, but because he made such a big show of it. “You know…” he starts, looking down, as if seriously considering how to approach whatever bullshit he was about to say. “I think I can speak for all of us when I say it’s been a tough year for Hawkins. So much loss.” The air of the gym becomes heavy with the unspoken in Hawkins. “And sometimes I wonder, ‘How much loss can one community take?’ In dark takes like this, we need something to believe in. So, last night, when we were down by ten points at half to Christian Academy, I looked at my team, and I said, ‘Think of Jack. Think of Melissa. Think of Heather. Think of Billy.’”
Oh, this asshole. You look at Max, and it seems the crowd around you and her had decided the same. You bump into her, letting her know you were right there, and she offers you a fraction of a smile.
“’Think about our heroic police chief, Jim Hopper. Think about every one of our friends who perished in that fire. What did they die for?’” You, Dustin, and Mike were all shooting daggers at him for making light of a fucking tragedy the four of you had to face. “’For us to lose to some crap school? No!’”
Several people around you shout No back to him, all eating this right up. “’For us to return home with our heads hung low in defeat? No!’”
“NO!” More people in the crowd shout back to him.
“’No. Let’s win this game. Let’s win this game for them.’ And that’s exactly what we did!” The crowd goes wild, as if he didn’t just name and use the tragedy of the mall fire to get them going. You sit in stunned silence next to Mike and Dustin, neither of whom had anything to say about it, either. “We embarrassed those candy-asses in their own house, and now tonight, tonight, we’re gonna bring home the championship trophy!”
The crowd roars, and it’s a very successful prep rally, all thanks to Jason’s ability to make a compelling speech.
“Tonight?” Mike asks, leaning into Dustin.
“How is that possible?” Dustin adds, also in dismay.
“They call it a tournament. You win one game, you go on until there’s only one team left.” Max speaks over you, knowing what Dustin was asking but still answering it, nevertheless.
“You really don’t pay attention, do you boys?” You ask, seeing this coming a mile away. “I warned you Lucas would need to find a replacement, but no one listens to the girlfriend.”
Mike watches as Lucas excitedly high-fives his teammates, getting pumped for the nights game. You stretch your neck out next to him, excited to leave the evil clutches of Jason Carver.
-
You made your way from the gym to your classes, being lightly annoyed as the day seemed to crawl on by. Eddie picks you up from your third period, arms crossed and bent at a slight curve against his new favourite locker to wait for you at. You smile at him as the hustle of the crowd engulfs you, the Friday seeming more busier than normal. You wondered if you were imagining the excitement on his face and the energy running through him.
You made your way to the cafeteria, being some of the first students to sit down. As Eddie sits, he pulls out a magazine with “D and D: The Devil’s Game” on the opened page of it. “Doing another dramatic reading?” You ask, hiking your arms bent around his neck from behind him.  
“Oh you know it, sweetheart.” He smiles up at you maniacally, and puckers up for a kiss. You lean down to kiss him, and he pulls away suddenly. “Oh shit, you’ll never guess who asked for a deal after school today. Like, never. In a million years.”
You narrow your eyes at him, wondering how far fetched his new customer could’ve been. “I give up.”
“Chrissy Cunningham.” He states, and your eyes go wide. “I know. I fucking know.”
“Holy shit. Please tell me how it goes. Like I want to know everything.” You ask, knowing Chrissy usually tends to stay away from anything remotely unwholesome.
“Don’t even need to ask, sweetheart.” He comments, starting to dig in the raisins sitting in his tin.
You give him a kiss on the forehead as some band members start to arrive at the table. “I gotta go, baby. I asked for extra help because chemistry is biting my ass this semester.”
“Speaking of biting your ass,” Eddie starts as you pull away, pinching your butt as you walk passed his table, saying hi to the Hellfire members sporting their matching shirts on the way. You roll your eyes at him, mouthing the words I love you, and start to make your way to the chemistry classroom.
As you make your way down the hallway, Dustin and Mike corner you and you blink at them awkwardly. “Make Eddie move Hellfire club.” Dustin starts, his tone not asking but demanding.
“I, hi to you too?” You ask, switching your eyes between the two of them.
“Yeah, whatever. Make him switch the days. We tried to reason with Lucas, but he wouldn’t budge.” Mike complains, attempting to persuade you.
You laugh, purely out of pity. “Oh, you poor things. You really think he’s gonna move the finale he’s been rambling on about to me for months for a basketball game? You know how he loathes literally anything Jason is involved with and that now includes basketball. He won’t budge.”
“Which is why we thought you could do it” Dustin explains unhelpfully.
“Yeah, I got that part.” You whisper, squinting your eyes at them. “I’m not cleaning up your mess. You do it.” You move passed where they’re blocking you off, smirking at their stunned faces. “Besides, I’m going to the game.”
-
After you walk to an empty classroom with your teacher gone to lunch you make your way back to the cafeteria, where you’re greeted by your boyfriend tossing yet even more fruits to the poor soul that had suggested he postponed the Cult of Vecna. Not that you saw it coming from a mile away, but again, no one listens to the girlfriend.
Rather than interrupt them, you watched as he seemingly couldn’t sit still, waddling around the cafeteria and claimed he was gonna flip Principal Higgins off. You rolled your eyes in adoration, knowing the bullshit that Gareth and Josh had called had some truth behind it.
“Yeah, yeah, and I was full of shit. This year’s different. This year is my year. I can feel it. ’86, baby.” He claims, and your breath hitches out of excitement to get the hell out of there with him. Eddie then crouches down next to them, letting them know they were the future of Hellfire. Hell, you knew he was planning on giving the head role to Dustin since October. As he effortlessly manhandles them by their shirts and pushes them to go find a replacement for Lucas, you gulp at the demonstration of his strength.
You finally walk up to him as he watches them stutter their way through a table, the group all denying the invitation off the bat. “You really needed to be that rough with them?” You ask him, watching the two with him.
“No. It certainly got the depth of the situation in their hands, and this way we’ll actually have a replacement for him.” Eddie says quietly, placing his arm around you.
“Always have an answer, don’t you?” You ask, leaning up for a kiss, much to the negative jarring of the members behind you.
“Always.”
-
As the day passes, Dustin and Mike run around like headless chickens asking people from every club if they would join. You meet your boyfriend after school right by your locker to give him a final kiss as you wouldn’t see him until tomorrow. “Hey, call me tomorrow morning, won’t you?” You ask, grabbing his hand as he starts to leave.
He gets tugged back to you, albeit a bit more dramatically than necessary.  “Of course. I’ll come pick you up and spill all the dirt, don’t you worry, love. Now, I am a bit late to meet her and I don’t need her thinking I ditched.” He gives you a kiss, and there’s some finality to it.
“Love you!” You call to him, and he turns around and shouts it back before running out the door to catch Chrissy.
You make your way home to get ready for the big game and you wonder who Dustin and Mike had managed to get, or if they were truly fucked.
Your phone rings as you finish getting ready for the game, starting to get everything you needed together to leave the house. “L/N Residence.” You answer half-heartedly, barely paying attention to your phone call.  
“Hey, sweetheart.” Eddie replies, presumably using the payphone at the school. “She wanted something stronger, and I don’t usually carry Special K at school, ya know? She’ll be stopping by my place after the game tonight.” Great, there goes any hope you had of spending the night over at his place tonight.
“Oh, okay.” You try to hide your jealousy of Chrissy going to your boyfriend’s house, despite knowing there’s a zero percent chance of anything happening. “Wait, why does she want special K?” You ask, wondering for what reasons she could have other than partying after the big game.
“She asked me if I ever felt like I was going crazy. I don’t know what’s going on with this girl, but I think she’s going through something.” Eddie admits, and you can hear the seriousness of his voice.
“Has to be, to date Jason Carver,” you mutter under your breath.
“Be nice.” He tells you, and it feels weird to be on the other side of this statement, something you usually have to tell Eddie.
“I just wanted to be the girl over at your house tonight, is all.” You joke, and he laughs before letting you go with an I love you.
You and a good portion of Hawkins make your way back to the school to cheer on the basketball team in their attempt at the Championship.
You sit by yourself but at a position where you can clearly see both Robin and Steve, something they have chosen to do to give each other side eyes at the games, and you only just joined their escapades, complaining you felt left out as they joked about it at work.
The band’s final song comes to the end, and Mr. Higgins comes to the front of the microphone, saying “Everyone now please rise for our national anthem. Singing us tonight, we have a very special guest. All the way from Nashville, our very own Tammy Thompson!”
As the crowd goes crazy the three of you catch each other’s eyes, incredulous at the random appearance of Robin’s old crush. The crowd goes to silent, and Tammy starts singing into the microphone off-key.
“Told you. Muppet.” You watch Steve mouth to Robin.
Robin switches her glance down to you, and you barely hold your laughter in, your mouth just holding back a smile. You nod in agreement, finally hearing the similarities.
“Okay she does sound like a Muppet.” Robin finally admits.
Little did you know in the drama club Eddie refuses to take Erica as a suitable sub, only accepting her for days they have all their team members. It only takes moments of Erica ripping him to shreds to formally welcome to her into the club as a member, immediately seeing her potential.
The game kicks off and the Tigers are really having a rough time staying on top of the opposing team, Jason yelling at his team to stay on top of them. Finally when one of their members end up falling to the floor injured Lucas is called to play off the bench for the first time since he joined the team and things get exciting from there.
Life imitates art and both Hellfire and the game were in their homestretch, being a matter of every decision counting.
Every one was on edge in the gym watching as the two teams remain neck in neck, neither one of them able to gain a strong enough lead to take a breather. Tigers need a time out.
Lord Vecna in Eddie’s carefully constructed finale is taking out members of Hellfire one by one to where only Erica and Dustin are left over, and they need their own time out.
Eddie offers an out, knowing damn well when given the offer it just puts fuel onto Dustin’s fire of spite. “There’s no shame in running. Don’t try to be heroes. Not today, ‘kay?” His challenge hits the right spot, and they land perfectly into his trap.
As the team takes a time out, you look up at Steve, curious to how his date is going. He solemnly shakes his head, letting you know it was not going well.
The team shoots, and the balls misses, creating the crowd to call for rebound. Lucas grabs the ball, making a three pointer at the last second, and everyone watches in baited breath as the ball hits the rim, the backboard, and finally into the net. The crowd goes wild, and you’re reminded why it’s cool to attend a game every now and again.
Across the school, the members of Hellfire are celebrating their unforeseen success against Eddie’s long awaited finale to a semester long campaign, a natural 20 landing when they needed it the most. You run up to the group, asking all of them how it went. “Dude, Erica slayed him!” Josh exclaims, high fiving her with much more ferocity than he intended.
As the night ends, your mom asking how the game went and asked why you weren’t at Eddie’s like you thought you might’ve been. You tell her you were both too tired to really hang out, and it’s a lame enough excuse but she doesn’t press on.
You go to sleep after a shower, refreshed and ready to see him in the morning before work, wearing one of his t-shirts that still had his strong scent on it.
Across town, Eddie was snapping his fingers at a girl who’s eyes had whitened over, seemingly unaware of her surroundings. Like she was already on something.
As she was lifted into the air, Eddie stared up at her, mind empty in fear of something he couldn’t see.
Her bones snap. Her eyes get pulled, and Eddie can’t get the sound of his head as he runs to his van.
His life would never be the same, and neither will yours.
Chapter 2: Vecna’s Curse
Your alarm snaps you out of a deep sleep, and once you gain your bearings and finally wake up, your mind is clouded in confusion as to why you weren’t woken by your boyfriend calling as he promised. He barely forgets to call, and when he did it was for a good reason. You rub your eyes, stretching from head to toe and you figure you’re just overthinking it and he probably fell asleep, and you prepare yourself to get ready for work.
As you make your way into work, already decently busy due to the Saturday before break, Robin and Steve are in the middle of a squabble which you can feel yourself getting dragged into. You put your hands as if to surrender yourself from the conversation, and it works only momentarily, leaving you to work on the big ass return pile in peace.
Your peace lasted about all of ten minutes. Robin practically skips to where you’re stationed at the counter doing rewinds, asking if you had wanted to hear how Vicki and her finally said more than a simple hello to one another on the bleachers after an agonizing semester of hearing her pluck up the courage.
Steve often called you a hypocrite for making fun of Robin for it, but you had to admit it was so much fun on the other side of it.
“Then Vicki laughed. And it wasn’t like a cheap, fake laugh either. It was like…It was a real, genuine laugh.” She emphasized, barely leaving Steve alone for two minutes as she explained it to the two of you.
“Of course. It’s my Muppet joke. It’s hilarious.” Steve mutters, claiming all the responsibility for their first genuine interaction, as per the norm.
You laugh out loud, causing Robin to shoot a glare back to you and it dies in your mouth as soon as she makes eye contact. She turns back to face Steve, and you suddenly don’t feel like she’s telling you anymore. “My point is that Vicki laughed, and everything was just like…it was just perfect.”
“But?” Steve asks, egging her on.
“But I’m having this problem, where it’s like I should stop talking. I have said everything that I need to say. But then I guess I get nervous, and the words keep spilling out, and it’s like my…my brain is moving faster than my mouth, or…or rather my… my mouth is moving faster than my brain.” Steve positions himself against one of the shelves, witching a look back at you as the two of you watch her unravel. “And I’m digging this hole for myself, and I want to stop digging, I’m trying to stop, but I can’t. And I’m doing it right now, aren’t I?”  
Steve and you share another look, fond and non-judgemental. “Yeah, you are.” He says, gentle.
“Oh, I’m hopeless.” Robin stares, backing up into the light up poster.
“Eh.” Steve shrugs, backing up next to her. “We both are.”
You watch them, leaning on the counter right in front of them, both pitying and emphasizing with them. How was it possible that the two that give you the most advice are the two that are the most lost?
Robin looks over, and you can tell she has a crazy idea. “If only we could just, like, combine.”
“Combine?” You ask for Steve, and they didn’t even realize you had still been listening.
“Yeah!” She and Steve make their way back to the counter. “Think about it. I know exactly what I want. I have found the girl of my dreams but I can’t get the courage to ask her out.” She places a hand on Steve’s shoulder both speaking about him and to him. “Meanwhile, he goes out on a million dates, and he has no idea what he wants.”
“Am I not still right here?” Steve asks to you, shaking his head.
“So if we just combined,” Robin continues, ignoring him, “all our problems would be solved. Because, I mean, alone, let’s face it…”
“We totally suck.” Steve finishes for her, blunt and in acceptance.
“Totally and utterly.” Robin agrees, the same sentiment.
“I mean I wasn’t gonna say it but as long as you two are aware I think that’s a good first step.” You smirk, moving back to your tasks.
“Ooh, I think I know our morning movie.” Robin perks up, going to grab it. “Doctor Zhivago.”
“Ugh. You know I don’t do double VHS.” Steve dismisses it off the bat.
“But it’s about doomed love.” Robin says, holding the tape like a teddy bear.
“Oh well, that’s relatable.” Steve sighs, starting to push the return cart more.
“Precisely.” Robin concludes. “Put ‘er in, there, sweetheart.” She hands the tape to you, and you roll your eyes as they have insisted on using Eddie’s nicknames for you lately. You start to look for the remote and can’t seem to find it. “Also, Julie Christie is b-b-bonkers hot in this. Like, seriously, the most beautiful creature I have seen in my life. Hey. Movie?” Robin asks you, pointing to the screen.
“Remote?” You ask her in the same tone.
“Oh right.” She yanks it out of her pocket, forgetting she had placed it there after misplacing the damn thing all morning.
The tv is turned on and you’re immediately greeted by the morning news broadcast. “We’re in the Forest Hills trailer park in east Roane County.” You were listening to the tv report, reading the back of a  movie you hadn’t heard of yet. You just miss as Eddie’s trailer leaves the background of the news reporter, but your ears perk up at his trailer park.
“Shit, that’s the park where Eddie and Max live.” You comment, moving up next to Robin and Steve.
 “We don’t have a lot of details now, but we can confirm that the body of a Hawkins High student was discovered early this morning. Police have not released the name-”
“Holy shit.” Steve comments, and the reporter continues.
“although we are told they’re currently in the process of notifying the family.”
Your breathing grows shallower, as you take in the crowds at the trailer park and you swear up and down you hope it was one of his neighbours, but it looked. It looked like Eddie’s trailer.
“Fuck.”
-
As you’re internally freaking out, you fall dead silent at work with Robin and Steve barely able to yank out about what’s got your jeans all jangled up, Max is ringing on Dustin’s doorbell, out of breath, and panicked.
“Chrissy Cunningham?” He asks, in disbelief. Eddie was barely seen dealing to the cheerleaders, they seemed to steer away from him. “You sure it was Chrissy?”
“She was in her cheerleader outfit. Same thing she was in when I saw her with Eddie.” Max responds, backing her evidence.
Dustin continues to pace, “Did you tell any of this to the cops?”
“No. No, but I…I can’t be the only one who saw them together. Eddie and Y/N were weird at first, but now they’re just together. These two stood out.”
“Eddie the freak, with Chrissy the cheerleader?” Dustin clarified, still wrapping his head around it.
“Exactly. You know, his name’s not in the news, yet or anything, but I guarantee you Eddie is suspect one now.”  She informs him, trying to make Dustin understand the gravity of the situation.
“That’s crazy. Eddie didn’t do this. No way.” Dustin claims, and he knows for a fact you would’ve fought Max on it. “No. Way.” Dustin repeats when Max gives him a look of disbelief.
“Well, we can’t rule it out.” Max claims, having seen the scene and knowing being the only last witness to see them together doesn’t look good for them.
“Yes, we can.” Dustin interjects.
“Dustin!”
“You don’t know him like I do, Max. Okay? When we got to high school, Lucas made all his sports friends. Mike and me? No one was nice to us. No one except Eddie. Besides, you really think Y/N would willingly date him for months if she thought there was a chance he could murder someone?” Dustin argues, making a case for Eddie.
“Okay. Well, they said the same shit about Ted Bundy. Yeah, he’s a super nice guy, but then he’s murdering women on the weekend. Plus, he had a girlfriend.” Max retaliates, and she’s only pointing out how bad it looks for him.
“So, you’re saying Eddie is like Ted Bundy?”
“No, I’m not saying- I’m saying that we can’t presume anything, okay? But it doesn’t look good for Eddie.”
Dustin sighs, falling onto his bed. He thinks about this for a second, and a thought occurs to him. “Why haven’t you told the cops this?
“I-I don’t know.” Max says, crossing her arms defensively.
“You don’t know?” Dustin asks, egging her on for more answers.
Max sighs, and the final thing she had witnessed that has been haunting her finally has to come out. “After I saw Eddie and Chrissy go into the trailer…something else happened. Nothing that weird or anything. I mean.. Eddie always drives like a maniac and the power goes off at my place all the time. It’s a piece of shit. But..this morning, I started to think back, and… I don’t know. The look on his face. He was scared, Dustin. Really scared. Maybe he was scared because, you know, he had just killed someone, or, maybe he um.. maybe… because… I don’t… I don’t know, maybe…”
“Something else killed her.” Dustin finishes off the sentence she was too afraid to admit out loud.
Max nods to him, confirming what she was hypothesizing. “But that’s impossible. Right?”
“I don’t know.” Dustin admits. “It should be. Only one person knows what actually happened.”
“Eddie.”
“Have you talked to anyone else?” Dustin asks, heading out the door with Max to figure out a plan.
“No. I can’t find Lucas or Nancy and Mike’s in-”
“California, shit, shit, shit.” Dustin’s mom calls for them as they leave, and Dustin shuts the door on her anyway, letting her know they’ll be safe. “Million-dollar question.” Dustin adds as they both grabbed their bikes. “Where is Y/N?”
“Her mom said she was working this morning. I don’t think the police have stopped by her house to ask her questions yet, or even if they have gotten that far. I don’t know if she even knows.” Max answers, holding her bike as they discuss the pros and cons of telling you themselves.
“We need to stop by to see if she might know where he would be hiding, anyways.  If she doesn’t know, we can use their phones to call around and ask.” Dustin figures and they finally figure a plan as they hop on their bikes.
Dustin goes over the scenario in his head. On one hand, if Eddie didn’t do it, it means the Upside Down wasn’t destroyed and they have another war to win. On the other hand, if Eddie did do it, he didn’t think that was any better.
-
As Dustin and Max arrive to Family Video, the news is still running in on the background and you’ve gone dead silent, silently wishing for any sign of Eddie, a phone call, a mid-shift visit, anything that will tell you you’re just losing it.
Robin and Steve have given up on getting you to speak, unsure of what’s got you so unsettled and wondering if they should send you home.
“Hey, guys. Y/N here?”
“You see this?” Steve points to the news, still watching.
“Is she here?”
“Someone was murdered.” Steve interrupts.
“Y/N. Is. She. Here?” Dustin emphasizes, and Robin points down the store to where you’re silently working on restocking the returned movies and fighting an anxiety attack.
“Wait, guys she has been silent since the news broke out you won’t get much out of her, what do you need out of her anyway?” Steve asks, following them to where they have crowded you.
You look up to see Dustin and Max, and you can already tell the gut feeling has been correct. “You saw the trailer the police are at?” Dustin starts tentatively, and you nod your head at him and your stomach plummets into the depths of the earth. “Do you know where he might be?”
Your head shakes no, and Steve feels like he had just heard you speak two languages at once. “Wait, what is going on? Who?”
“How many phones do you have?” Dustin asks, interrupting his questions.
“Two, why?” Steve answers, confused to how this was relevant.
“Technically three, if you count Keith’s.” Robin adds.
“Three works.” Max comments, and Dustin runs back to the front counter, Steve annoyed as he seemingly chases him around the store. Curiously you follow them, still silent but somehow the confirmation making you feel both better and ten times worse.
“What are you doing?” Steve asks, watching as Dustin throws his backpack off and over the counter. “Whoa, what are you-”
“My pile!” Robin yells.
“No, no, no! My tapes! Dude.” Steve yells as Dustin’s maneuver to throw himself over the counter meets some casualties. “What are you doing, man?”
“Setting up base of operations here.” Dustin answers, instantly starting on the computer.
“Base of operations?” Robin asks.
“Get off.” Steve attempts to shoo him.
“I need it.” Dustin claims.
You watch from the counter, not quite understanding what it had to do with Eddie or his trailer yet.
“For what?” Steve demands.
“Eddie’s friends’ phone numbers.” Dustin answers, not actually telling a single lick of his plan. You start to understand, walking around to where he’s sitting and watch him work through the computer.
“Ah, what do you have to get it from here, why can’t you get it from him?”
“Seriously, you guys, maybe on a Monday you can play around, but it’s a Saturday. It’s our busiest day.” Robin answers, cleaning up the mess Dustin tore up on his way into the counter.
“Robin, I emphasize, but this cannot wait.” Dustin drones out, starting to write down numbers of the other club members from Hellfire.
“Oh my god.” Steve mutters, rubbing his hands on his face in stress.
“Calling Eddie’s friends is an emergency?” Robin sarcastically announces, annoyed.
“Correct!” Dustin yells, not having explained anything but still annoyed they haven’t understood yet.
“Want me to strangle him or you want to?” Steve asks Robin, sharing the annoyance.
“We could take turns.” She jokes.
Dustin turns to face Max, body tense and erratic. “Can you fill them in while I do this?”
“Fill us in on what?” Robin asks, still mad confused.
“I think I get it.” You mutter, leaning up against the counter.
“She speaks.” Robin peeps out, and suddenly they’re all facing you.
“You’re looking for him, aren’t you?.” You pipe out, pleading with her by staring directly into her eyes.
You look up to Steve’s eyes and finally tell them what had you dead silent. “It was his trailer they were at. Either Chrissy is the dead student and he’s a person of interest, or worse, much worse, he is.” You look to Max for confirmation, and she neither confirms nor denies.
“Well, more or less.” Max starts and goes into what she had told Dustin not half an hour before.
-
At family video, after hearing Max’s recount of what she had seen the night before, it made you feel both miles better and worse. Underneath the hope that Eddie was just sleeping in for the morning you knew it was unlike him to not at least get a hold of you. Somehow this tiny bit of knowledge whisked you back into shape, realizing it does no one, especially Eddie, any good if you freeze up now.
Three of you were manning the phones while two manned the shop to make sure it still ran smoothly.
“Have you seen or heard from Eddie recently?” Was the most common question being asked, and as you made phone calls to his friends, they were all confused to why you were calling them but were sympathetic when they all answered no.
“Reefer Rick? No. Does this Reefer Rick have a last name? I mean, it’s kind of…” Max is on the phone, and as you over hear the conversation while crossing off another name, you wonder why you didn’t think of it yourself.
Rick was in jail; it was the perfect hiding spot.
“Hey guys, I might have a lead.” Max says, seemingly optimistic.
“Seriously?” Dustin asks, almost ready to give up.
“Yeah, apparently Eddie gets drugs from a guy named Reefer Rick, and sometimes Eddie crashes there.” You laugh without humour, hearing the musings of someone who didn’t know Eddie at all.
“That sounds promising where does Reefer Rick live?” Robin asks, and their eyes all turn to you, standing off to the side as you watch almost as a bystander.
“Y/N, you know where Reefer Rick lives?” Dustin asks, carefully approaching you.
You shrug, smiling sadly. “No idea. I just know he had a place on Lover’s Lake. Eddie got his supplies from him until he got arrested last month. It would be the perfect place for him to hide.”
“Cool. Does he have a last name?” Dustin asks, seeking a possible solution.
“No one knows.” You say, and Max nods her head in agreement, the same thing Gareth had told her on the phone.
“Bet the cops know the last name.” Steve comments, working with the discount bins and reorganizing them.
“What?” Max asks.
“Cops.” Steve states, still working. The four of you look at him in disbelief to see if Steve was actually suggesting what you had thought he was. “I mean, listen, if this Reefer Rick is actually a drug dealer, and was arrested last month, then he’s in the system.” Steve states, leaning onto the counter.
“The cops?” You ask in disbelief, and sometimes you remember how dense Steve was at times. “Really, Steve? That’s your suggestion?”
“I think they should be filled in on what we know, what’s going on.” Steve admits, and got a fraction of a point. None of you knew it was anything supernatural at this point, but if it were, then going to the cops would be bad news.
“Oh, you think Eddie’s guilty, don’t you?” Dustin asks, and your eyes widen, that doesn’t even occur to you that Steve might be thinking along those lines.
“Whoa. I believe in innocent until proven guilty, all that constitutional shit. I just, you know. Don’t think we can rule it out.” Steve admits as he casually rubs his arms together.
Your jaw locks and you give Steve a hard look. “If you think for a second that he is capable of this then you clearly aren’t as much as I friend to us as I thought you were.” You state, and there’s a guilty flash across Steve’s face. “Ruling it out is precisely what we’re trying to do.”
“And maybe we’d have a little bit more luck if you spent less time trying to find a girlfriend and more time trying to find Eddie.” Dustin adds.
Max looks at you in concern as you continue to grovel in anger at Steve. You shrug half heartedly, but the anger would sit with you for a minute.
“Somebody has to attend to the customers.” Steve obnoxiously states.
“Especially if they’re babes right?” Robin jokes, winking.
“Hey, that’s not fair, alright. I attend to all the customers equally, babes and non-babes alike.” you watch him with raised eyebrows behind him as someone literally walks in the door, unnoticed by him. “We have a very big selection in here.” Steve starts on a rant, and you, Dustin, and Max share a look of disbelief as he bullshits his way through defending himself. “It can be super overwhelming for people.”
This sets off bells in Robin’s head, and you love when she gets the light up in her eyes in a crisis. It’s always a good sing. “Yeah, it can be.”
Robin moves to the computer, taking the lead.
“What are you doing?” Max asks, wanting to know how much of an idea Robin had.
“Maybe we don’t need a last name.” You and Steve both join her at the computer, both aware of how your workplace’s system managed. She types it in and a bell dings as a list of Ricks cross on the computer. “Twelve Ricks have accounts here.”
“Lot of Ricks.” Max deadpans.
“So, let’s narrow it down. Rick Alderman’s latest rentals are Annie and Dumbo. Chances our drug dealer has a family?” She asks, sarcastic.
“Not likely.” Max comments the obvious.
“Alright, Rick Conroy. Sixteen Candles, Teen Wolf, Romancing the Stone.” All of you collectively agree No before she can even finish the list. “Okay, Rick Joiner. Mask, Footloose, and Grease.”
“Nah.” The group groans out, still a definite no.
Robin moves down the list of Ricks. “Rick Kimbrough. The Blue Lagoon and Splash.” You all laugh at it, a hell no.
“Definitely not”
“No way.”
“Okay, Rick Lipton. Fast Times at Ridgemont High, Cheech and Chong’s Next Movie, Cheech and Chong’s Nice Dreams, Cheech and Chong’s Up in Smoke.” The list just got better and better, and you remember Eddie describing Rick’s heroes being Cheech and Chong.
“Bingo” you laugh, and narrowly avoid Steve as he laughs next to you.
“Lipton?” Max confirms.
“Spelled like the tea. 2121 Holland Road.”
“That’s out by Lover’s Lake, right where you said it was.” Dustin comments, making eye contact with you.
“Middle of nowhere.” Max adds.
“It’s a perfect place to hide.” Robin concludes, and you all pack up shop, locking the door behind you, to take off because if you didn’t leave by now, you wouldn’t be there until midnight.
As they all pack into Steve’s car, he catches your arm, and you attempt to angrily get out of his grasp. “Hey. What I said was fucked up.” You blink at him, waiting for him to elaborate. “Of course he didn’t do it. How could I think otherwise.”
“I don’t know.” You answer, still in disbelief. “I already know I’m going to have to defend him from everyone else in town. I didn’t think I would have to defend him from his own friends. Especially you. That’s why it hurt.”
“Are you ok? It’s a lot to process.” Steve replies, seeing the look on your face when Max had told her part of the story.
You sigh, and it’s starting to feel like last summer, or Halloween of 84, or the November of ’83. “When isn’t it? C’mon, we gotta get going. If he’s not there then we’re back at square one.” You get into his car, and hope time goes by much faster.
It was lucky the three of you left out the store when you did, and lucky the phones were busy for the better part of two hours. Police were coming to ask you questions after finding Jason, and they had tried your home address first. Your mom was calling to ask you to come home, as she recognized the trailer and was driven into calling after police came to your door. They had arrived when Steve’s car was long gone, but yours still in the parking lot. It didn’t look good for Eddie or you that his girlfriend had seemingly made herself unavailable to the police.
-
After seemingly hours Steve finally pulls up to the address, and your heart is in your stomach in anxiety. What if he’s not here?
What if he is? How the hell are you supposed to help him?
Dustin rings the bell, and only waits half a second before it escalates into multiple rings in a row followed by loud knocking. “Okay. Well, that’s settled. I guess he’s not here.” Steve opts out, giving up a little too easily.
Dustin continues to loudly knock, shouting. “Eddie! It’s Dustin!”
“Great.” Steve adds when Dustin so loudly calls out the wanted fugitive’s name.
“Look, we just wanna talk, okay? No cops, I swear. We just wanna help.” Dustin knocks again. “Eddie!”
“Shh” Robin shushes him, peering into the house with a flashlight. You peered in with her, and it looked empty, no sign of life.
“Eddie!” Dustin calls, ignoring her. “Rick!” He bangs more, starting to grow increasingly more desperate. “Reefer Rick!”
“Don’t scream that.” Steve chides him, looking around for any curious neighbours.
“He’s not there.” You state, walking back to the front door.
Max starts to wonder around the property, taking a look herself. Dustin is still yelling at the door, Steve attempting to get Dustin to stop yelling out the words “Reefer Rick.”
“Hey guys?” Max yells, catching all your attention. You all peer to where she is looking at, a big metal boat house, a great place to hide.
Your flashlights appear into the windows, first glance to see if any silhouettes pop in. “You go first, Y/N.” Steve whispers, pushing you lightly.
You push back, not wanting to be the first one to walk in a spooky boathouse at night. “What? Why me? Let Robin do it!”
“Oh, you big baby.” Robin chides you, slipping through the big metal door. “Hello?” She calls out, looking around. You follow right after her. “Is anyone home?” No answer, and neither of your flashlights reach anything.
Max, Steve and Dustin make their way into the boathouse, the multiple flashlights eluding creepy shadows on the wall.
“What a dump.” Steve unhelpfully comments, not adding anything to the search.
As the group continues their search for any evidence that Eddie could’ve been there at one point, (you’re hopelessly looking for his jacket), Steve reaches on the wall and grabs an oar, and starts using it against the tarp covering the boat.
“Whoa, what are you doing?” Dustin asks, incredulous.
Steve stabs the boat again, not answering.
“What are you doing?” You ask him, repeating Dustin’s sentiments for emphasis.
Steve continues stabbing with the oar. “He might be in here.”
“So take the tarp off.” You tell him, hesitantly reaching out to rip it off yourself.
“If you guys are so brave, you take the tarp off.” Steve snaps back, continually stabbing at the boat.
You’re still looking around aimlessly as Max points out some wrappers on a table. “Hey, look over here. You peer over as Robin goes to investigate, keeping an ear on the two idiots. “Someone was here.”
“Maybe he heard us.” Robin offers, and you want to cry at that idea. “Got spooked and ran.”
“Don’t worry”, Dustin offers sarcastically. “Steve will get him with his oar.”
“I know you think you’re being funny, but considering everyone in this room has nearly died a hundred times, personally, I don’t find it funny in the slight-” Steve doesn’t get a chance to finish his sentence, the tarp moving up and Eddie popping out of the boat he was prodding, with a broken glass and backing Steve up to the wall armed and afraid.
“Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait! Wait!” Steve shouts, and Eddie doesn’t even listen, holding the glass up against his jawline in a defense position.
“Whoa, whoa, woah, Eddie! Eddie! Stop!” Dustin calls out, and for some reason you’re frozen in place, stuck watching the man you loved have an expression you’ve never seen before. He places himself in between you, Robin, and Max as they attempt to get the threat disarmed. “Eddie! Eddie! It’s me. It’s Dustin. This is Steve. He’s not gonna hurt you, right Steve?”
“Right, yeah.” Steve whispers, barely given any choice in the matter.  
“Steve, why don’t you drop the oar?” Dustin offers, and Steve complies, but the sound startles Eddie into using the bottle against Steve’s jaw even harder.
Steve groans in pain, the bottle starting to break skin. Somehow the action brings you out of shock, and you’re understanding Eddie is technically a threat to Steve for the moment. You step to Dustin’s side, holding Robin back.
“He’s cool, he’s cool.” Dustin continues attempting to calm him down.
“I’m cool, man. I’m cool.” Steve whispers, using his humour as a coping mechanism to distract from the slight pain at his jawline.
“What are you doing here?” Eddie asks him, interrogating, rather.
“We’re looking for you.” You answer, and it turns his attention onto you, the slight recognition on his face, hiding behind fear.
“We’re here to help.” Robin offers, also having calmed down a bit.
“Eddie, you know us.” Dustin answers, and you’re relieved tension is starting to ease in Eddie’s shoulders.  “Robin, from band.” She plays a pretend instrument to fuse the tension, and you suddenly wonder if Dustin knows they know each other a bit more than that. “This is Max, the one who never wants to play D&D.”
You step a bit further from where Dustin is, unable to help yourself.
“And of course, you know Y/N. Your girlfriend? The only person I have seen roast you and not get dried up grapes thrown at them for it?” Dustin says, and from the look on his face you can tell it’s working. “Eddie. We’re on your side. I swear on my mother. Right, guys?”
“Yes, yes. We swear.” Max agrees.
“On Dustin’s mother.” Robin awkwardly adds.
“Yeah…Dustin’s…Dustin’s mother.” Steve manages out, a last effort to get out of his sticky situation.
Eddie hold his place for about one second longer, before letting Steve go finally, and sinking to the floor. You watch pathetically, the expression on his face distant and afraid. You crouch down next to him, getting him to look you in the eye, and seems to see right passed you, and it scares you to imagine what he saw that affected him this much. You rub his arm comfortingly, not even attempting to take his safety, his weapon away from him.
Dustin lets you have the moment before crouching down in front of him. “Eddie. We just want to talk.” He reaches out to grab the bottle from Eddie so he can’t attempt to use it again, and you shoot daggers at Dustin when Eddie whimpers and grabs it out of reach. “Okay?”
Robin crouches down next to you. “We want to know what happened.”
Eddie sniffs, and it takes everything you can not to instinctively reach out and cradle his face in comfort. “You won’t believe me.” His voice breaks, and he sounds sure of it.
You make eye contact with the friends around you, all afraid of what this sentence implied to the five of you.
“Try us.” Max insists.
Eddie looks at the group in front of him, in disbelief that you were all giving the benefit of the doubt.
-
“Her body just, like, lifted up into the air and uh. And she just, like, hung there. In the air. And her bones. Uh she,” Eddie whimpers, and your grip on his arm tightens, unable to do anything but listen to him struggle through telling his side. “Her bones started to snap. Her eyes, man. It..it was like there was something, like, inside her head, pulling. I..I didn’t know what to do, so I… I ran away. I left her there.” The guilt was plain in his voice, and you’d wish you’d realized something was wrong when you woke up that morning. Maybe he wouldn’t have felt so alone.
His retelling is haunting, and you have to catch his breath after he finally manages to look at his audience. He immediately breaks away, scoffing. “You all think I’m crazy, right?” Eddie leans his forehead into his hand, wondering how he managed to get himself stuck here.
“No. We don’t think you’re crazy.” You answer, still offering affection even when he wasn’t leaning into it.
“Don’t bullshit me, I know how this sounds.” He shouts, and you try not to take his tone too harshly.
“We’re not bullshitting you.” Max says, her voice confident.
“We believe you.” Robin adds.
Eddie exhales, and you weren’t sure if it was in relief or disbelief, but his broken face was enough to keep you on track to try and soothe him as he struggled.
“Look. What I’m about to tell you might be a little… difficult to take.” Eddie makes eye contact with you, and you can almost recognize him.
 He looks up at the rest of them, processing what Dustin had just offered. “Okay…” Eddie says, opting Dustin to continue.
“You know how people say Hawkins is…cursed?” Dustin starts, and one of your nightmares comes to fruition, Eddie finding out about the Upside Down and getting involved. “They’re not, way off. There’s another world. A world hidden beneath Hawkins. Sometimes it bleeds into ours.”
“Like, ghosts and shit?” Eddie asks, wondering if he was being bullshitted.
“There are some things, worse than ghosts.” Max whispers.
“Those monsters, from this other world, we thought they were gone. But they’ve come back before. That’s why we needed to find you.” Dustin explains.
“If they’re back again, we need to know.” Max adds.
“Ahem.” You mention, drawing attention to yourself. “Not to be selfish but that’s not even in my top three reasons to come and find you.”
Eddie lets an inkling of a smile cross his face, connecting his forehead to yours for a second.
Robin interrupts it, but you knew it wasn’t the time nor the place. “That night, did you see anything?”
“Dark particles, maybe?” Max adds, giving an idea to what Eddie might’ve been looking for.
Eddie shakes his head, very confident he didn’t see anything.
“It would almost look like dust, swirling dust.” Dustin describes, giving a pretty good description.
Eddie continues shaking his head, insisting. “No, man, there was nothing you could see, or uh, or touch. You know, I tried to wake her, man. She couldn’t move. It was like she…she was in a trance or something.”
“Or under a spell.” Dustin offers a different word.
Eddie seems more brought down to earth as he understands he is believed and there is now a theory to as what he had seen. “A curse.” He adds, thinking of the creature that uses these same abilities from D&D.
“Vecna’s curse.” Dustin helps, remembering the abilities and how it lined with what Eddie had said.
“Who’s Vecna?” Steve asks speaking for the first time in a long time.
“An undead creature of great power.” Dustin answers, afraid of what the implications could be.
“A spell caster.” Eddie answers, all the hours reading up on lore suddenly useful in real life.
“A dark wizard.” Dustin finishes, and he and Eddie make eye contact as the gravity of the situation hits the entire group.
“Shit.” Steve unhelpfully comments, and the group dissipates, discussing their plans for tomorrow.
As they move into a corner to talk about plans you know you will have to catch up on, you catch his attention, offering a weak smile. “Fuck.”
“Should’ve known something was up when you didn’t call this morning.” You answer, tentatively raising your hand to brush his face. He leans into it, eyes closed and tension seems to leave his body like a deflated balloon.
“I was thinking about it, but I figured the police would be looking for me, and in case you were brought in for questioning I didn’t need you telling them I called you this morning. That looks bad for the both of us. Did they?” He asks, and you can tell his mind is still going at a mile a minute.
“No, but if they went to my house my mom would’ve directed them to the store, and we closed up shop early to come see if you were here.” You answer, and now it hits you that you’re probably being looked for by the police, as well. “Are you okay?” You ask him, knowing the answer but still needing to hear it.
“No, but if they believe me, hell if you believe me I think I’m doing much better than before.” He admits, and squats up to give you a proper hug, tugging you into his arms. “So you knew about this other world?” He asks, making sure you weren’t just along to find him.
“Unfortunately, yes. I tried to keep you from it in hopes I would never have to deal with it again, and you would never have to see it.” You admitted, annoyed and thinking if you had told him maybe he would’ve come to you instead of being alone the entire night.
“Do you have any idea what you are gonna do?” He asks, unsure where you would even go from here.
You laugh, and it feels good to see him break out in a wider smile. “No, but we have Dustin, and I can tell you he already has three or four ideas cooking in that brain of his. He’s a genius.”
“Guess I’m in good hands.” He mutters, watching as the other four make a sizeable plan, and before you know it, you’re tugged away from him and you kiss Eddie for good measure and you’re basically dragged to the car, Robin explaining their plan for tomorrow to you.
The start of something was brewing, and at this point, you were convincing yourself you ready to face the world ending yet again.
Hopefully.  
Chapter 3: The Monster and the Superhero
Neither one of you get a decent night’s sleep. The moment you got home your mom asked if the police got a hold of you, and you shake your head, fighting the tears that threatened to fall. She sighs, informing you that you should go the next morning to keep their benefit of a doubt that you or him were at all innocent.
You peered up at her, meeting her eyes for the first time. “You don’t think he did it?”
“No one is that good at hiding who they are.” She comments, letting you go upstairs, figuring you were just stressed about the whole thing. Who wouldn’t be?
As agreed, the group meets up at the grocery store, grabbing some snacks for Eddie before they give share any updates of news they had. Somehow you and Dustin end up arguing over some ridiculously trivial idea over which cereal he’d prefer, until Steve yells for you to shut up. “Just a pick a damn cereal, time is a-wasting.”
Steve pulls up to Rick’s lake house, and when you burst through the door, Eddie is by the window, prepared again with his broken bottle. “Delivery service.” Dustin announces, and Eddie visibly exhales in relief.
You waste no time running into his arms, inhaling his scent as if to burn it into your memory. He gently kisses the top of your head, and it takes all your self discipline to let go of him. Eddie kisses your temple again, as he walks past you to grab the bags, flinging them haphazardly as he sits down in his makeshift bed to begin eating.
Dustin exchanges a look with the rest of the group, and they all give him the go ahead to start the rundown. “So we got uh, some good news and bad news. How do you prefer it?”
“Bad news first, always.” Eddie replies, mouth full into a swig of pop.
“Alright, bad news. We tapped into the Hawkins PD dispatch with our Cerebro, and they’re definitely looking for you. Also, they’re uh, pretty convinced you killed Chrissy.” You gulp, remembering the helplessness of listening in with them, biting back tears as the police chatter with an unearned amount of conviction about Eddie.
“Like, 100% percent, kind of convinced.” Max adds, and you had to admit now wasn’t the time to sugarcoat it.
Eddie glances to you, and you nod solemnly. “And the good news?” Eddie asks, needing the pick me up.
“Your name hasn’t gone public yet.” You answer, thanking the fates.
“But if we found out about you, it’s a matter of time before others do. And once that gets out, everyone and their shallow-minded mother is gonna be gunning for you.” Robin states, blunt, but true.
Eddie stares off, a bitter disposition that he usually reserved for behind closed doors. “Hunt the freak, right?” You wince at the sentence, gritting your teeth.
“Exactly.” She confirms, and you make eye contact with her as she apologetically shrugs her shoulders. You shrug back, knowing it was only a matter of truth, one you instinctively knew yourself.
“Shit.” Eddie curses.
“So, before that happens, we find Vecna, kill him, and prove your innocence.” Dustin lists off, as if any of your misadventures with the upside down have ever been so easy.
“That’s all, Dustin? That’s all?” Eddie asks, voice hard.
“Yeah, no, that’s pretty much it.” He confirms, voice growing softer at the end of the sentence.
“Listen, Eddie, I know everything Dustin is saying sounds totally delusional, but we’ve actually been through this before. I mean, they have a…a few times,” Eddie looks up for confirmation and you and Steve both casually nod your heads as she rambles, “and..and I have once. Mine was more human-fleshed-based, theirs was more smoke-related, but bottom line is, collectively, I really feel we got this.” You were glad Robin was confident, because you weren’t as sure as she was.
“We usually rely on this girl who has super powers. But uh, those went bye bye, so..” Steve adds, and Eddie side eyes you as to ask why hasn’t heard a single word of knowing someone with superpowers.
El, you mouth to him, and Eddie sits on it for a moment.
As you exchange this information Robin continues, “So, we’re technically in more of the-”
“Kinda..” Steve rolls off it, now thinking out loud.
“Brainstorming phase.” Max says putting the concept into words.
“Brainstorming.” Steve snaps his finger, thanking her for finding the word he needed.
“There’s.. There’s nothing to worry about.” Dustin offers, and doesn’t seem to believe it himself.
Steve scoffs, also not believing it either. You hadn’t even attempted to assure him, knowing he could see right through you, and in turn, your lack of confidence in the group’s lack of plan.
Eddie looks at the group, raises his eyebrow as if to ask if you were all joking. You truly wished you were.
Sirens pass, and Steve curses under his breath as you jerk yourself out of your seat, as if it would do anything, but unable to sit from the mere anxiety the police gave you.
“Tarp. Tarp. Tarp.” Robin repeats, telling him to hide. Eddie gets the message, and he’s hiding in the boat again, mean while you all run to where the sirens are coming from as they increase in proximity.
Multiple police cars pass by, and a fire engine, and an ambulance. It was a dead giveaway that something was off again.
Assuming that the numerous emergency vehicles meant an update to the case, you all hop into Steve’s car, and pull up to another scene surrounding resembling the one on the news from yesterday, this time Nancy speaking to the police officers. As you all pop out, Robin lightly pushes you back in. When you nearly ask why she whispers harshly, “You are still being searched for by them, too. You are technically someone wanted for questioning. Stay out of sight.”
Nancy offers a small wave, her tiny stature frigid with anxiety, and you’re not sure how much of a coincidence it all is.
-
The six of you sit down at the picnic table you at the trailer park, and you station yourself in a way you aren’t forced to see the crime scene tape surrounding Eddie’s trailer. You all tell Nancy what you have learned in the last 24 hours, getting her up to speed.
“You’re saying that this thing that killed Fred and Chrissy, it’s from the Upside Down?” She confirms, and dread fills the air.
“If the shoe fits.” Steve confirms.
“Our working theory is that he attacks with a spell or a curse. Now, whether or not he’s doing the bidding of the Mind Flayer or just loves killing teens, we don’t know.” Dustin says.
“All we know is that this is something different. Something new.” Max says, and there’s no arguing that.
“Doesn’t make sense.” Nancy pipes out, annoyed.
Dustin attempts to negate it. “It’s only a theory.”
Nancy realizes she has to explain herself. “No, Fred and Chrissy don’t make sense. I mean, why them?”
“Maybe they were just in the wrong place.” You had hoped that was wrong, because it was chilling to think how close it was to being Eddie in that case. “They were both at the game.”
“And near the trailer park.” Max points out, both cases surrounding the area.
“We’re at the trailer park.” Steve points out as well, making a decent point. “Uh, should we maybe not be here?” You all look around, spooked by the idea.
“I’d like to leave.” You admit, turning to face the plot that has been haunting you.
Nancy extends a hand to comfort you, adding on what Steve said. “There is something about this place. Fred started acting weird the second we got here.”
“Acting weird as in..?” Robin asks.
“Scared, on edge, upset.” Nancy lists, remembering his scattered brain.
Dustin recalls what Max had told him the day before. “Max said that Chrissy was upset, too.”
“Yeah, but not here. She was crying in the bathroom at school” She says, and it doesn’t seem to be only at the trailer park.
“Eddie said Chrissy wanted something strong. He said it was like she was losing her mind.” You add, voice small as you finished.
“Serial killers stalk their prey before they strike, right? So, maybe Fred and Chrissy saw this Vecman-”
“Vecna,” Dustin interrupts Robin, correcting her.
“Dunno bout you, but I saw some freaky wizard monster, I would mention it to someone.” Steve says, and you’re not sure you would’ve done the same.
“And? Say what? To who? If you don’t know about the Upside Down, like Eddie, chances are you would ignore it and hoped it went away.” You answer Steve, making a good point of Eddie not completely understanding what he saw with Chrissy.
“Well, maybe they did.” Max admits, and Steve give you a ‘see? Told you’ look that you roll your eyes at. “I saw Chrissy leaving Miss. Kelley’s office. If you saw a monster, you…you wouldn’t got to the police. They’d never believe you. But you might go to your-”
“Your shrink.” Robin finishes, and Max nods in agreement.
You all make your way to Steve’s vehicle, manning a plan to somehow get a hold of any information on Chrissy or Fred they might’ve shared with Miss. Kelley. Steve notices Nancy making her way to her own vehicle, and calls for her. “Whoa, whoa. Nance. Nance!” Nancy turns around, still on edge. “Where you going?”
“Oh, there’s just something I wanna check on first.” Nancy attempts to negate from the truth.
“Something you wanna share with the rest of us?” Dustin asks usually wanting the whole picture to solve the problem.
She looks down sheepishly, “I don’t wanna waste your time. It’s a real shot in the dark.”
“Yeah, okay. Are you out of your mind? Flying solo with Vecna on the loose? No, it’s too dangerous. You need… You need someone to…” Steve stutters through his sentence, and you’re confused to what the energy has been brought to them. “Here. I’ll stick with Nance.” Steve offers, tossing the car keys to Robin. “Take the car, check out the shrink.”
“I don’t think you want me driving your car.” Robin yells.
“Why?”
“I don’t have a license.” Robin barks out.
“Why don’t you have a license?” Steve asks, annoyed.
“Because I’m poor.” Robin deadpans, and it’s dropped.
“I can drive.” Max offers, half joking.
“No, no! Never again. Please. Here, you drive.” Steve hands you the keys, and you stare at them as he shoves them into your hands before glancing up at him in disbelief.
“Yeah, I’m not driving.” You say, shoving them back to him.
“What? Why not?” Steve asks, his frustration loud in the eerily quiet park.
“The police are looking for me, too. They have been driving around town all day. If they see me driving your car, something they wouldn’t know if I had permission to use, I’m toast, and so is Eddie. Not happening.”
Dustin makes a face, offering to drive, and Steve shuts it down.
“All right. Okay. This is stupid. Us ladies will stick together.” Robin takes charge, grabbing one of the long range walkies and tugging you to where Nancy was. “Unless you think we need you to protect us.” Robin jokes, and it’s decided.
“Be careful.” Steve yells, watching the three of you walk to the station wagon. Robin holds out a peace sign, both humorous and condescending.
Dustin watches Steve, amused. “Just gonna stand there and gawk?”
“Shut up.” Steve whines.
“Why don’t we go, okay?” Dustin offers, sweet talking him.
“Just get in the car.” Steve barks, unamused. “Wipe your feet.” Dustin does, on the fabric of the inside of the car, intentionally showing Steve. “On the outside, not the inside. Always the babysitter. Always the goddamn babysitter!”
The two different vehicles take off, and you’re feeing fortunate to drive away from Eddie’s place for once, the place now giving you the creeps.
-
You, Nancy, and Robin walk up the steps of the public library after she quickly explains her shot in the dark. The bells ring, indicating another hour passing by and creating a feeling of unease in the pit of your stomach. You glare at the clock as Robin gets the story straight, time isn’t your friend. “Help me get this straight.” She is continuing, still confused. “Eddie’s uncle, Wayne, thinks that Victor Creel escaped from Pennhurst Asylum and that he’s the one running around committing these murders?”  
As you’re walking fast paced Nancy shoots a glare to the two of you, signifying she knows she sounds crazy. “Pretty much.”
“But Victor committed the eyeball murders, like, way back in the ‘50s.” Robin points out.
“Well, ’59.” Nancy corrects her.
“So that means these murders predate Eleven in the Upside Down by about 30 years?” Robin continues.
“Yeah.”
You enter the library and make your way up to the front desk, and while you didn’t think it was a lead that would help the case in anyway, you had reason to trust Wayne. “Which makes spooky Victor Creel like 70 years old.”
“Yep.” Nancy agrees through gritted teeth, dinging the bell when the librarian wasn’t anywhere to be found.
“So he’s a grandpa murderer who can turn invisible and lift people into the air.” Robin concludes sarcastically, resting onto the front desk.
“It doesn’t make sense. I know. That’s why I said it was a shot in the dark.” Nancy explains, a little annoyed.
“Y/N, no concerns?” Robin asks you, looking passed you to where you’re stood on the other side of Nancy.
You shrug, absentmindedly looking at the pattern on the adjacent wall. “I trust Wayne. I also trust her gut.” You elbow Nancy lightly, and Nancy gives you a thankful look as she dings the bell again.
“Look, I know you trust her, it’s just that I thought by ‘shot in the dark’, you were being modest or hiding something super solid up your sleeve that you were gonna wow us with later.” As Robin continues on her tangent, Nancy starts dinging the bell repeatedly, seemingly done with her theory torn up. “But this is really, truly a shot in the dark. Like, we are snipers with blindfolds on who’ve been spun around fifty times.”
Nancy dings the bell more rapidly.
Robin stares at the bell, wondering what it could’ve possibly done to offend Nancy so much.
“Coming!” the librarian finally calls, holding a stack of books on her hip with a bright smile on her face.
“Hi. Sorry, we’re in a bit of a rush.” Nancy sheepishly says, turning on her good student tone. “Could we get the keys to the basement archives?”
“Of course! Give me one sec.” she answers, and you knew this was Eddie’s favourite librarian.
“Did I come off mean or condescending?” Robin asks abruptly, and you look at her inquisitively.
“No.” Nancy answers, and you’re not sure it’s all that true.
“Right. Sorry. It’s just, you seem annoyed. You don’t know me well.” After the many afternoons they have spent teasing you collectively you weren’t sure that was true, either. Although, Robin may be talking in terms of crisis. “I don’t really have a filter or a strong grasp of social cues.” That was true.
“Okay.” Nancy comments, clearly uncomfortable.
“If I say something that upsets you, just know that I know it’s a flaw. Believe me, my mother reminds me daily.” You think o the times you have guided Robin in a conversation where the lack of a grasp on social cues were clear and saved her from herself.
“Got it.”
“All right, ladies.” The librarian comes back holding the key. “Here you go. Have fun.”
“Thanks.” You take the key, the girls still ravelling after an awkward conversation. “We’ll try. C’mon.” You lug the two girls after you, unsure of the conversation that occurred and for the first time in a while you wonder if there’s some unresolved issues with those two.
-
Two of you sit in front of screens, scrolling through the archives as you continue to grab articles containing Victor Creel for the two of them. The tension is suddenly rough, and you wished you had also been a babysitter for today.
Robin interrupts the silent air, asking, “Anything…juicy over there?”
“Nothing new.” Nancy answers, her voice overly polite.
“Yep. Same here. Victor seemed like a normal guy. Dead family, missing eyes, took a plea deal, sent to Pennhurst. Blah, blah, blah, blah.” Nancy rolls her eyes deep into her head as Robin continues, and you wonder off to see if you could find any more articles to get you out of here.
Suddenly, as you’re moving through the archives, Nancy comes down the stairs to the drawer next to you, purposefully searching for something you’re not even sure she knows. “You know that Steve and I are like, totally not a thing, right?” Robin asks suddenly, and you jerk your head, wide eyed, wondering how this came up.
Robin shrugs, and gestures vaguely. That helps you understand nothing.
“What?” Nancy asks, turning to face her as well, and you share the same sentiments.
Robin moves around to the files, talking animatedly. “So, I figure you and Jonathan are still going on strong ‘cause you guys are going to college together. You’re one of those unstoppable power couples, but I..I just…I just wanted to make sure that Steve and I are just friends.” Robin moves to where you’re standing, and you decidedly move over a couple of slots. “Like platonic with a capital P.” Somehow this whole adventure just gotten more awkward as Nancy has no idea how to respond to either of this, and you’re almost ready to admit maybe they were right and you should’ve stayed behind with Eddie. “Just in case that’s adding any tension between us.”
“It wasn’t” Nancy answers, and she’s convincing as a fifteen year old with a fake ID.
“You look down to where you’re skimming, and your eyes catch a familiar magazine. “Holy shit.” You mutter. “The Weekly Watcher. Can’t believe they have this.”
“Didn’t they write about, like Bigfoot and UFOs?” Nancy asks, skeptical.
“First of all, UFOs are absolutely real.” Robin interjects, moving next you to look through the drawer as well. “Bigfoot, I’m still on the fence.” Holy shit, you think. She would get along with the members of Hellfire more than you’d realized.
“We are looking for information about dark wizards.” You add, considering what Robin has been saying.
“Exactly!” Robin says. “If someone’s gonna write about that, it’s gonna be these weirdos.”
“Those weirdos have kept Hellfire entertained for lunches on lunches.” You comment, now missing how mundane that feels in comparison.
“Case in point.”
Nancy glances down at the film and suddenly realizes you two may have a point.
You all gather around the screen, scrolling slowly passed each article, each one more ludicrous than the last. “Ah. Elvis Cloned by Aliens.” Nancy reads, and suddenly all hope is lost.
“You never know.” Robin lightly offers, and continues scrolling through the articles as she walks off.
She only goes past two more articles before landing on the exact one the three of you were looking for. “Holy shit.” You mutter under your breath.
“Victor Creel claims vengeful demon killed family.” Robin declares dramatically, and you stifle in laughter. “The murder that shocked a small community.”
“Ha, ha. That’s very funny.” Nancy sarcastically answers, apparently thinking it’s a cruel joke.
“She’s not kidding.” You answer for Robin.
“Get over here.” Robin calls her, and Nancy joins in-between the two of you. “According to several insiders, Victor believed his house was haunted by an ancient demon. Victor allegedly hired a priest to exorcise the demon from his home. Pretty novel for the ‘50s, Exorcist wasn’t even out yet.”
You shudder at the title, the film by the same name when Robin turned it on one night, you only lasting the first half of the film before you begged for it to be shut off.
“Keep..keep going.” Nancy urges, and the look on her face gives you a small sense of relief that this might’ve been successful.
“So, Victor clamed this exorcism failed but it angered the demon, which then murdered his family, removing their eyes. Victor believed he was spared as a punishment.” You continue reading the article for them, not that Robin needed it, just attempting to help.
“That’s pretty convenient for Victor.” Nancy comments.
“Yeah, or super inconvenient.” Robin bites back lightly. “Victor was declared legally insane by the court, right? What if this is why? It sounds insane. Just didn’t go public because—”
“The plea bargain. The records were sealed.” Nancy finishes.
“What if demon did invade Victor’s home?” You ask, and you’re almost sure you’re on the same track as the two of them, having not read the articles with them. “It’s just. This demon wasn’t any old demon.”
“It was Vecna.”
The three of you head out the library, daylight now gone and a sense of urgency filled the air. “Dustin, do you copy?” You ask on the walkie, following behind as Robin and Nancy go down the steps.
“Yeah, I copy.” Dustin answers.
“As always, Nancy is a genius. Venca’s first victims date back all the way to 1959. Her shot in the dark was a bull’s eye.” You answer, the three of you arriving to the Station Wagon.
“Okay, that’s totally bonkers, but I can’t really talk right now.” Dustin answers, sounding out of breath.
“What are you doing?” You ask, afraid to know.
“Breaking and entering school to retrieve confidential and extremely personal files.” Dustin answers, matter of fact.
“Can you repeat that?” You ask, wondering if you heard him correctly.
“Just get your ass over here, stat. We’ll explain everything.” He answers very vaguely.
“I thought they were talking to Ms. Kelley.” Complains Nancy.
“We leave them alone for two hours.” Robin sighs, and the three of you get into Nancy’s car to head over to the school.
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Chapter 4: Dear Billy
Nancy drove with more urgency and less care than normal, pulling up to the parking lot of the high school with an abrupt screech of her brakes. The three of you burst through the double doors of the school, flashlights shining every which way as you run through the hallway to meet the rest of the group.
It leads to Max leading the group down the hall, the flashlights shining Max’s silhouette on the wall as she stares blankly. “It was here. Right here.”
“A grandfather clock?” Nancy asks, and Max shakily nods her head.
“It was so real. And then when I got closer, suddenly I just…I woke up.” Max says, her voice thick.
She sounded scared.
Real scared.
“It was like she was in a trance or something. Exactly what Eddie said happened to Chrissy.” Dustin comments, and you can’t help but notice the look you get as his name is mentioned from Steve.
You ignore it, observing as Max’s breathing grew shallower. She turns around, her eyes wide. “That’s not even the bad part.”
When asked to elaborate, she emphasizes that it would be easier to demonstrate by showing you, and the five of you follow her back into Ms. Kelley’s office. “Fred and Chrissy, they both came to Ms. Kelley for help. Uh, they were both having headaches, bad headaches that wouldn’t go away. And then… then the nightmares. Trouble sleeping. They’d wake up in a cold sweat. Then they started seeing things. Bad things. From their pasts. These visions, they just they kept on getting worse and worse, until eventually… everything ended.”
“Vecna’s curse.” Robin diagnoses.
“Chrissy’s headache started a week ago. Fred’s, six days ago.” You glance around the office, staring at the writings of Miss.Kelley’s notes on both Fred and Chrissy. “I’ve been having them for five days.��� The admission makes your eyes shot up to hers, and the serious threat of Max’s life is now an added stake in the case.
How fucking inconvenient.
“I don’t know how long I have. All I know is that,” Max gulps, “for Fred and Chrissy, they both died less than 24 hours after their first vision. And I just saw that goddamn clock, so” Max exhales shakily, “looks like I’m gonna die tomorrow.” She admits, and her tone is shaky.
As her heavy words hang in the air, a distant sound in the hallways catches all your attention, each of you whipping your heads towards it in sync.
Steve turns his head to face the group, makes eye contact with each person and makes a quick albeit impulsive decision. “Stay here.” His sneaker squeaks as he stumbles, and he pauses by the door to glance back for something. He finds it, grabbing an adjacent lamp and continues to make his way to the hallway.
The four of you remaining glance at one another, exchanging a look and sharing the same thought. Dustin says it out loud, “We just gonna let him…” Without another moment’s hesitation, you all saunter to the hallway behind him, deciding you weren’t gonna let him face it alone.
Another bang down the hall, and you all hold your breath as the sound of quick paced footsteps echo in the hallway, coming at an unprecedented rate, the sound growing faster.
As you prepare yourselves, you holding your breath, Steve preparing to swing, Robin scrunching her face up, Lucas comes wildly around the corner, resulting in a screaming bursting out of most of you.
After nearly colliding it takes a moment to understand who is standing in front of you, the group backing off instinctively once realizing their ‘intruder’ is no longer a threat. “It’s me!” Lucas shouts, his face illuminated by flashlights.
“Lucas?” Nancy asks, still catching her breath.
“It’s me.” Screaming, now bending over to catch his own.
“Jesus, what is wrong with you?” Steve yells at him, on edge.
“I’m sorry.”
“I could’ve taken you out with this lamp.”
“Sorry guys. Sorry.” Lucas pants, still completely winded. “I was.. I was biking for eight miles.” Lucas walks around in circles, holding a finger to indicate he still needed a minute. You glance at one another as he does, knowing there was some news you had to drop onto him. “We’ve got a code red.” Lucas says, finally seeming to caught his breath.
“What?” Steve asks, hands on his hips, the lamp somewhat forgotten.
Lucas walks passed Steve right to Dustin. “Dustin. I’ve been with Jason, Patrick, and Andy, and they’ve gone totally off the rails.”
At the mention of this Steve glances to you, knowing something about Jason you still haven’t told Nancy or Robin. Jason added to the equation was an unwanted and unwelcome extra.
“Wait, Jason?” You ask, needing to know what he meant by it.
“Uh yeah,” Lucas says, now talking to the both of you. “They’re trying to capture Eddie and they think you know where he is.” Lucas says the last part mainly to Dustin, but you had a feeling they were also on the lookout for you as well. “You’re in terrible danger.”
The feeling of dread from being sought out by him only came second to the feeling of how your heart sunk to the words ‘they’re trying to capture Eddie’. Jason knew Eddie was the person of interest and of course, he didn’t doubt it for a second.
“All right. Yeah, that definitely sucks, but we’ve got bigger problems than Jason right now.” Dustin answers him, and glances back towards Max. You glance with them and you feel humbled as you gain some perspective.
Right. Max might die. Jason isn’t even on the top five right now.
But fuck, Eddie didn’t know and you still fucking worried for him.
-
You, Nancy, and Robin spend the next morning coming up with a plan, and it took all the fighting in the world to convince them you shouldn’t have been involved. As Nancy was on the phone with one of her newspaper workers, letting them know the final details the two of you hashed it out and Robin finally interrupts it. “C’mon just give us one good reason why.”
“Cause my boyfriend is wanted for fucking murder and I don’t have it in me to go undercover and play pretend for some lunatic. I’m sorry, but I just can’t.” You admit to them finally, and Nancy uncovers her phone’s receiver as she answers the numerous calls to where she had gone on the other end, confirming they only needed two fake files.
“Do you need to talk about it?” Robin asks hesitantly as Nancy hangs up and grabs her keys to drive to pick them up.
You sigh, following them and gulping as you can feel her watching you, you leant up against the Wheeler’s kitchen counter. “I mean it sucks, but I feel like being in either of their position would suck more. I feel selfish when I want to whine about it.”
“I mean, it does suck.” Robin tells you, and you follow Nancy to her car. “There’s no doubt about that. You’re allowed to think it sucks. Don’t you think it would be nice to pretend your biggest problem is talking to a loony bin doctor about his patients?” Robin gives it one last try to convince you to go with them, and you glance up at her and shake your head silently.
Robin seems to accept it, and you feel Nancy’s eyes on you as the corner of your head bounces against her back window of her car and you let it go.
Nancy’s worker was ridiculously fast with a typewriter. All papers were ready by the time we got there. She gleamed at the papers, and glances up her lackey. “Aren’t you curious to why we want these papers?” Nancy asks, a light mischievous smile dancing on her face.
“No. I’m on spring break. I’ll ask questions later.” The girl admits, and she shuts the door in your faces before Nancy could even thank her. Cool. You had everything you needed and they seemingly had a plan in place.
You got back to the house, making your way down the steps to the Wheeler’s basement. Dustin, Steve and Lucas all on the couch while Max is still at the desk writing, just as she two hours ago when you had left.
“Okay so…” Nancy starts, and you’re all out of breath. “we have a plan.”
“Thanks to Nancy’s minions, we are now rock-star psychology students at the University of Notre Dame.” Robin explains to them as they go through the indoctrinated files.
“There’s only two.” Dustin comments.
“Uh, she’s sitting this one out.” Robin says, a finger casually pointing towards you yet still resting on her knee.
Steve glances up curiously at you, and you sigh. “I can’t. I’d rather stick with you guys.” You stop there, refusing to sound any more trivial in comparison to what Max is facing.
“Anyway.” Nancy says, and you silently thank her for bringing the attention off you. “I’m now Ruth.”
“And I’m Rose.” Said Robin.
“Ruth?” Steve asks, somewhat teasing, and you glance at the exchange he has with Nancy, eyebrow raised.
Whatever, you ignore it for the sake of your sanity.
“Nice GPA.” Dustin compliments, admiring the handiwork of the fake files.
“Thanks” Nancy takes it, and you glare at her, it was fake.
“So we called Pennhurst Asylum and told them we’d like to speak with Creel for a thesis we’re co-writing on paranoid schizophrenics—”
“To which they outright denied.” You commented, cross legged on the carpet, picking at a loose thread.
“But we landed a three o’clock with the director.” Nancy adds, adding some good news.
“Now all we have to do is charm him and convince him to let us talk to Victor.” Robin finishes.
“Then maybe we can rid Max of this curse.” Nancy says.
“Yeah, about that.” Steve says, glancing back to her. “We’ve been doing our Victor Creel homework, and uh…we got some questions.”
“Lots of questions.” Lucas says, emphasizing.
“So do we. Hopefully, Victor has the answers.” Nancy says dismissively.
“Wait…wait…wait a second uh…where’s mine?” Steve asks, and Nancy glances up at you, scoffing. Did he just miss where Dustin did the math? How there were only two? And that was assuming you were going with them. Nancy looks at him, smiling tightly.
-
Steve angrily follows Nancy up the stairs, asking questions that are all going unanswered. As you sat picking at the carpet, Nancy goes back halfway down, calling for you. “C’mon.” She says, and you reluctantly follow them.
Nancy pushes passed Steve waiting outside her room and straight to her closet. “Nancy, you’re outta your mind if you think I’m babysitting again.” Steve complains.
“First, they’re not babies anymore.” Nancy answers, and you walk over to her bed, lying on it. “And Max is in real danger. She needs people around her.”
“I know. But why me. If Y/N is staying behind, then why can’t she do it? Why can’t I go?” Steve gestures to where you are lying there, and you lift your chin up, raising one eyebrow at him.
“We already have the papers!” Nancy half snaps, and Robin bursts into Nancy’s room.
“Oh my God, you have a Tom Cruise poster.” She glances back at her, smug. “You have a Tom Cruise poster.”
“Shit, you haven’t been in Nance’s room?” You ask, absentmindedly as Nancy goes through her closet.
“Nope.” Robin says, squatting as she unashamedly checks out Nancy’s cassette tapes on her bedside table.
“Can you please not touch anything?” Nancy asks, and Robin ignores her altogether, and you choose not to intervene, it’s far too entertaining.
“I can’t do anything here, Nance. Maybe I can be helpful with this asylum director dude.” Steve still attempts to make his case. “I don’t know. I could turn on my” Steve pops his lips animatedly, “my charm.”
“Not the charm we need.” Nancy shuts him down, incredibly smug about it.
“Ouch.” Steve says, and turns away from her.
Robin continues to dig through her room, you’re sat up watching her like a monkey in a zoo.
“No, it’s just. I did a little digging last night, and it turns out that his Dr. Hatch is a distinguished fellow of the American Psychiatric Association and a Harvard visiting scholar, okay? This is a lifelong student of the world. If we’re gonna win him over, we’re gonna have to convince him that we are too,” As Nancy explains this to a defensive Steve, Robin gleefully opens Nancy’s music box, all too excited about the knickknacks she is finding, “academic scholars.”
As if on her cue, Robin whispers, “Holy shit. There’s a little ballerina in here,” holding up the music box.
Steve nods bitterly, wondering how he lost to Robin. “Academic scholar? She’s giving you an academic scholar vibe? Yeah.”
Robin rolls her eyes, offended at the mere suggestion of her low intelligence.
You sit cross legged on Nancy’s bed, watching it all go down. It was entertaining, and it proved to be distracting. “No, but…” Nancy pulls out an outfit from behind the closet, holding it up to Robin. You have to bite back laughter at the ruffles and wait for Robin to turn around. “she will.”
Robin’s jaw drops, and she forgets all about mocking Nancy through snooping through her things. “Oh, please, tell me you’re joking.”
Nancy smiles, holding it up for her, and you are suddenly very glad you opted out of the undercover student plan.
-
You and Steve make your way back down the stairs after the two girls leave, Robin pulling on her neck level blouse, and wearing makeup for the first time since you’ve met her. Max stays quiet in her corner, writing and sealing envelopes.
You, Dustin, Lucas and Steve attempt to make quiet conversation but it eventually leads to looking after her, concerned no matter how hard you try.
“I know you guys are staring at me.” Max says, not even looking back.
You all move into action, as if she had pressed play and you grab at the nearest item to make you look busy.
“What sorry?” Steve.
“You said you needed something?” Lucas.
“Just hanging out.” Dustin.
“They really should be dusting down here.” You.
“How do you think your eyes boring into the back of my head is protecting me from Vecna, I don’t know.” Max says. She gathers her things and walks up to face you, but you’re all anxiously avoiding looking at her.
“You can look at me now.” She says, and you all instantly relax into it, putting your activities aside and mumbling your sorry’s to her. Max sighs, jerkily handing out an envelope to Dustin. “For you.” She does the same for Steve, Lucas, and surprisingly, you. “Oh, and um, give these to Mike, El, and Will.” She says, handing three envelopes to Lucas. “If you can ever get a hold of them again.”
You peer into your envelope, wondering what might be on it. “What are you doing? No, don’t. That’s not for now. Don’t open it now.” She rambles.
“Don’t…Okay.” Dustin stutters, staring blankly at his envelope. “I’m sorry. What is this?”
“It’s um… it’s a fail-safe. For after. If things don’t work out.” Max admits, and the air grows heavy and thick with tension.
“Wait, whoa. Max, things are going to work out.” Lucas says, reassuring both himself and her.
“No. No, I don’t need you to reassure me and tell me it’s all gonna work out. People have been telling me that me entire life and it’s almost never true.” You make eye contact with Steve and Dustin, and you feel eyes glossing over as you listen to her. “It’s never true. I mean, of course this asshole curses me. Should’ve seen that one coming.” Max admits, and you’re watching someone too young trying to grapple with the idea that her life is over. She exhales shakily, glancing around the room. “Where’s a walkie?” She asks, and you hold it for her.
When Dustin gives you a questioning look, you mouth ‘Eddie’ to him, having talked to him last night when you managed a minute alone. It was only a minute, and you barely managed to continue talking after the sound of his ragged voice tugged a tear out from you, but it counted, and you held onto the walkie in case he would reach out again.
“If we go to East Hawkins, will this reach Pennhurst?” She asks, holding up the walkie.
“Of course, yeah.” Dustin nods, knowing it could reach California if he had really wanted it to.
“Why are we talking about East Hawkins?” Steve asks, and he knows the answer before she even says it. “No. No. No!”
Max doesn’t even pay him any mind, grabbing her bag and booking it to the outside, and you all struggle to grab your things and follow her. “Max, Max. Seriously.” Steve yells, finally catching up to her. “Seriously, I’m not joking. I’m not driving you anywhere.”
“If you think I’m going to spend what is likely the last day of my life in the armpit that is Mike Wheeler’s basement, you’re out of your mind. Either take me where I need to go or tie me down, which is technically kidnapping of a minor. And if I live to see another day, Steve, I swear to God, I will prosecute.” Max ends her threat with a failed attempt to open his car, and they have a stand off. “Open the door.”
“Uh, no.” Steve dismisses her.
“I know a good lawyer.” She threatens him. Again.
Steve looks at her in disbelief, glancing up at you, sitting at the other side of your car with your hand on the roof. “Gotta be honest, Steve. I don’t really want to sit around all day waiting for something to happen, either.”
He looks back down at Max, who is staring him down, and reaches into his pocket, scoffing. “Henderson, that super walkie of yours better reach Pennhurst.” He threatens and the five of you finally crawl into his car. “Henderson, back seat. The adults sit in the front,” he says, wondering why you were sitting in the back.
“Cops.” You say to Steve, and he rolls eyes.
You sit on the other side of Lucas, and Max hesitates before climbing in. Hallucination? Hesitation?
Or just fucking scared? Cause even if was just the latter you wouldn’t have blamed her, regardless.
-
Even with the police on your tail, listening in on their radio hearing the reports of retrying your house and keeping an eye out for you to bring you in for questioning you wished you had sat in the front. Max slouches in her seat while Lucas does his best not to watch her, but fails miserably. It was far more awkward with you stuffed in with them.
You slouch your head back as well, catching Eddie’s trailer as you look out the window, and it feels as if your breath is caught in your throat. Steve pulls into Max’s parking lot, the dust settling around the car.
Steve puts the car into park with gusto. “This better be fast, Mayfield.”
“Twenty seconds.” Max promises, and the door is shut hard before you can even register she left the car.
You are left to wait for her, and Steve’s brow furrows. “That thing’s got batteries in it, right?” He asks, gesturing to the walkie in Dustin’s hands.
Dustin tilts his head to face forward, shaking it as he sighs. “I’m not even answering that question.” Steve grimaces, looking confused until Dustin responds, exasperated, “Yes, it has batteries.”
“Yeah, I got it.” Steve barks, and your eyes roll to back of your head as you let it heat the leather softly, closing your eyes.
If you had a nap right now, would shit be normal when you woke up?
You wake up to Steve yelling “Hey, that was longer than twenty seconds” at Max as she gets back to the car, in a hurried pace and worried disposition. Steve notices it, attempting to cut her off. “Hey. Whoa, whoa. You all right?”
Your eyes open to see all three boys now stood outside the car, no wonder since it was fucking blazing hot inside it. “I’m fine, just drive.” Max says dismissively, waiting for Lucas to get back to the middle seat before slamming the door shut behind her.
“Did something happen?” Dustin asks, his voice worried.
“Can we please just go?” Max asks, and avoids eye contact with every one of you.
-
Max lets Steve where-else she would like to go, and the car ride is dead silent. You can’t help but notice as Steve’s brown eyes look into his rear view every minute or so, and you know it’s not because he’s being a careful driver. He’s concerned.
The car radiates with concern for her from all of you, and she rejects it outright. She didn’t want it.
“Turn here.” The only things coming out of Max’s mouth has been directions, and this was the first one in over five minutes.
Dustin assesses their location to where she’s requesting, and it’s surprising, to say the least. “Here?”
Max says nothing, just nodding her head so lightly it was like she barely did it.
You, Dustin, and Steve share a look as you pull in the cemetery, and Lucas has barely stopped watching Max the entire ride. The car pulls into a long windy road and Max tells them to stop at the newer tombstones, leaving the car without a word and with conviction.
“Shit.” Lucas mutters, and he’s out of the car, he couldn’t stop himself another minute. “Max?” He calls for her, running to catch her.
You scooch forward in your seat, reaching across the centre console to Steve, “Hey, roll the windows down.”
“Already on it.” Steve mutters, the window already on it’s way, and you work on the back.
“Lucas, please, just wait in the car.” She pleads him, continuing her tread.
“Max, just wait. Max, please.” He continues anyway.
“Lucas, just wait—”
“Max. Just listen to me. Just, please.” Lucas begs, and she reluctantly stops in front of him. “I know something happened back there with your mother. Was it Vecna?”
“I told you, I’m fine.” Max insists, with a smile that doesn’t reach her eyes. “Okay?” Max sighs, adding, “I mean as fine as someone who’s hurtling towards a gruesome death can be.” Her voice drips in sarcasm, and it’s a coping mechanism, but it’s not helping her case in anyway. She loses her nerve, breaking her eye contact with Lucas as his face shows the genuine concern he’s feeling for her.
“Max…you know you can talk to me. Right?” Lucas starts, not believing her smile for a second.
Max takes in the expression, and it’s full of care for her enough where she feels uncomfortable. “Yeah, I know that,” she smiles awkwardly.
“Okay, then why do you keep pushing me away? Okay, look, I don’t need a letter. I don’t want a letter. Just talk to me. To your friends. We’re right here. I’m right here.” It was what Max needed, someone to take her and the situation seriously. She jerks her head towards the car, and back to Lucas, taking him in. “Okay?” He asks her, soft. “I’m here.”
Breaking up with him in January was the start of her closing herself off, and if this was the first conversation they’ve been able to genuinely have since then, then it was a long time coming. “Wait in the car. This won’t be long.” Max dismisses him, walking fast paced to the headstone in question.
You all watch her, worried and anxious.
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Max sits crossed legged in front of Billy’s grave for a for a bit, and not much is said as she’s so far away. “Hey, Dust, that thing is on like all the time, yeah?” you ask, not hearing much of a peep from anyone for a while.
“24/7.” Dustin answers, staring after her, standing at the passenger side door.
You don’t answer back, anxious due to Eddie not reaching out all day.
Steve has been checking his watch frequently, his fingers anxiously tapping the window ledge of his car. When you were about to tell him to cut it out, Steve gets out. “All right, it’s been long enough.” He comments.
“Steve, just give her some time.” Lucas argues, now sitting on the hood of Steve’s car.
“I have, all right, Sinclair? I’m calling it. She wants to get a lawyer, she can.” Steve says with finality, running off to where Max is still sitting.
You get out of the car, relaxing onto the roof next to Dustin. Lucas glances back anxiously at the two of you, mostly at Dustin, and exhales sharply.
Steve is talking to her in the distance, and suddenly he bends down to face her. As he starts clapping, the three of you still waiting by his car realize she was back in a trance, your bodies tensing up as Steve yells at her to wake with no avail. “Max! Wake up!” He calls, voice carrying across the cemetery.
“Oh, something’s wrong.” Lucas mutters, and the three of you slowly start to make your way off the car.
“Guys!” Steve calls to you, and it pushes you into running straight toward her. While Dustin and Lucas don’t hesitate, your first instinct is to grab the walkie, something telling you that you would need it, and follow them as fast as your feet could carry you.
You spend an uncomfortably long time surrounding Max, calling to her, begging her to wake up. You stared at her, eyes white, not even flinching at you yelling at her face and wondered if this was how Chrissy had looked.
Steve pauses his yelling to direct it at Dustin. “Call Nancy and Robin! Go get ‘em! Call Nancy and Robin! Go!” Steve releases his hold, and Dustin makes a run for it.
“Dust!” You call, running after him. “Dustin!”
“What?” He asks, gesturing to you to let you know now was clearly not the time.
You toss him the walkie, and Dustin’s face lights up in understanding. “Oh, shit. Ok.” He starts calling for them, repeating the code red with the occasional use of curses in between.
It takes minutes of Dustin begging in the background, pacing back and forth on the grassy path as he keeps repeating the code red signal, until it’s met with Robin’s answer, “Dustin, it’s Robin, we copy.”
“Holy shit. Finally!” Dustin yells, and there’s nothing you can do but continue to beg for her to wake up. “Please, please tell us you guys have this figured out.” Dustin begs, and his voice isn’t just desperate, it’s borderlining on hopeless.
Dustin takes a sudden run off to the car as Robin is explaining, and makes a quick return holding a bunch of tapes and Max’s Walkman. He trips into the circle where you’re still attempting to wake her up, the tapes all clumsily landing onto the grass. “What, what is this?” Lucas yells, voice hurried.
“Her song! What’s her favourite song?” Dustin yells.
The question is understandably met with confusion, both you and Steve giving Dustin a weird look. “Wh-why?” Lucas asks, exasperated.
“Robin said if she listens…it’s too much to explain now. Whats. Her favourite. Song?” Dustin stumbles through, and suddenly it’s the most important thing in the world right now.
Four pairs of hands fumble over the tapes, fingers shaking as you all ask the same question. What was Max’s favourite song? Lucas holds a tape, fingers gripping against it desperately. “It’s right here! Got it!” Lucas yells, and it’s put into the Walkman and pressed play, you place her headphones on her, telling whoever had the Walkman to press play now. The matter of who did what was unimportant, as long as Max didn’t suffer the same fate.
Your shouts to wake her up continue, calling after her. You were running out of patience, but it didn’t matter. This was working. It had to be.
As you were clinging onto this thought, you find yourself falling stuttering backwards onto your ass as Max starts to levitate. She rises higher, and you are finding it harder to breathe as you stared at her in horror and heartbroken disbelief. Max finally stops rising at nearly twenty feet, and all of you can do nothing but shout after her and hope Kate Bush was working.
It felt as if you were yelling for forever, jumping up and down, calling for her, your arms bent as your hands hold your heads in a mutual incredulity of what you were seeing.
The desperation.
Her name was being repeated like a mantra, over and over when her eyes open, she gasps out sharply as she drops to the ground. You all crowd around her as she sits up, her voice shaking and sobbing, and you can’t make anything of what she’s attempting to say but thank god she was okay.
Lucas holds an arm around her, and she clings onto him just as much as he attempts to calm her hyperventilating. You reach out for them, comforting in any way you can, and you can’t explain the need to reach out for them like you did but it was all anyone could do.
“I thought we lost you.” Lucas croaks out, his voice cracking yet didn’t hold a candle to how desperate he felt.
The sentiment is echoed by all of you, and you look up from where you zoned out onto the back of Lucas’ jacket to see both Steve and Dustin clutching onto them as well, a sign of solidarity and unity. The relief you had felt was over whelming, and there was nothing any of you could do but sit there.
“I’m still here.” Max says, and it’s both for him and her, as Max nearly lost her life. She was telling herself this as well.
She was still here.
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oboes-bos-hoes · 11 months
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The byler brainrot is real and taking over, so let me share some lyrics from my fave songs that give me byler vibes
links for the songs will be at the end of the post
"Holding hands while the walls come tumbling down, when they do, I'll be right behind you" - Everybody wants to rule the world by Tears for Fears
(this is gonna be a long post)
"I'd die at the thought of the loss of your heart" - Love is reason by a-ha
"I'd never mean to hurt you, baby, I'm not that kind of man; I might not say I'm sorry, yeah, I might talk tough sometimes, and I might forget the little things, or keep you hanging on the line" - I'd die for you by Bon Jovi
"Something happens and I'm head over heels, I never find out until I'm head over heels" - Head over heels / broken by Tears for Fears
"I've done all I can do, all the letters I've sent through; put my life in the palms of your hands, maybe now you can see, that it's got to be me, but if you leave me, I'll understand" - You are the one by a-ha (THIS LINE IS LIKE. SO MIKE WHEELER CODED??)
"Turn in my sleep, a bad dream is over, think of you and shall I ever recover?" - I want to wake up by Pet shop boys
(fun fact, the lead singer of pet shop boys, Neil Tennant, is gay :D)
(this means theres gonna be a lot of songs from them in here bc gay boi in the 80s??) (also they r my fav band/pop duo(?) so. )
'It's mad, to be in love with someone else, when you're in love with he, she's in love with me, but you know as well as I do I can never think of anyone but you" - I want to wake up by Pet shop boys (this is kinda jumbled but if u kind of like. pretend that it makes sense for byler then it makes sense so go away)
"To fall in love, is it so uncool?" - I want to wake up by Pet shop boys ("i'm not.. gonna fall in love")
"Every time I see you something happens to me, like a chain reaction, between you and me, my heart starts missing a beat" - Heart by Pet shop boys
"If I didn't love you, I would look around for someone else, but every time I see you, you have the same effect, my heart starts missing a beat, my heart starts missing a beat, every time" - Heart by Pet shop boys
"Every time I see you, no matter what we do, there's a strange reaction, can you feel it too?" - Heart by Pet shop boys
"I don't care whether it's wrong or right, I want a lover tonight" - I want a lover by Pet shop boys
"Put your arms around me, it doesn't mean you love me, just that you want me and you need my company" - I want a lover by Pet shop boys (ok Micheal we get it, its just a hug)
"I'll never let you see, the way my broken heart is hurting me, I've got my pride and I know how to hide all my sorrow and pain, i'll do my crying in the rain" - Crying in the rain by a-ha (i'll do my crying in the van rain)
"And you think love is to pray, but I'm sorry I don't pray that way" - Tainted love by Soft Cell
"But now you're leaving... How many hearts must you break? How many calls must I make? But now you're leaving... In this world, all that I choose has come unbearable, but love is in your touch, ooh, it's killing me so much, only when you leave I need to love you" - Only when you leave - Spandau ballet
"Yeah she's my man" - She's my man by Sigue Sigue Sputnik (mike wheelerr) (i'll let u figure this out, i dont wanna try make a whole point here)
"You always wanted me to be something I wasn't" - What have i done to deserve by Pet shop boys (everytime i hear this lyric i get so sad)
welp that is it for noowww but feel free to reblog with ur fav byler coded lyrics :)
SONG LINKS:
ONLY 10 AUDIOS PER POST?????? WHY?? THATS SO DUMB WTF TUMBLR
last one is She's My Man by Sigue Sigue Sputnik
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Sweet as Sugar
Gareth Emerson x Y/N Fem!Reader
I absolutely hate myself for not getting this out when I said I would. I'm so so so sorry! I spent almost all night to get this done, because I didn't even have it started. Also I'm adding months to the time now :)
And I just thought of an awesome name for this story so I'll be changing the names of the stories, kinda. Sweet as Sugar. I thought it was adorable, how he'd call you Sweetheart, Sugar, or something like that. I'll definitely be doing Eddie and Gareth headcanons soon though!
Summary: After crossing through the gate, you find yourself unable to sleep. Slipping into a small depression state, though your loving boyfriend didn't let it go unnoticed. Yet he waits a while to confront you about it. Like I dunno, a month? Anyway he pays you a visit during a storm and comforts you. :)
Warning: Attempted fluff, depression, panic attack, soft kisses, cussing, that may be all
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February, Wednesday, 1986 6:00 PM
"Just touch her butt Harrington!" Gareth screamed to Steve. As Steve slowly lifted you up to the rope, Gareth packed the items up into bags. Steve wasn't going to admit it, but he was intimidated by Gareth, just a bit though. You gripped onto the rope, looked up at Dustin, Erica, Lucas, and the other kids, who went before you.
You lost your grip and fell, into a graveyard. You knew what was happening, Vecna was alive. You rushed around, Chrissy. She was in front of you, your dead best friend was there. "C-Chrissy? Is that you?" You muttered, maybe it wasn't a killer trying to convince you, but Chrissy. Chrissy alive and well.
"You murdered me! You left me to die!" She screeched, it wasn't her. You were with Eddie when it went down. You were buying drugs, just some to help you get your stress out, you walked with Eddie to his room. And returned when Eddie screamed bloody murder, Chrissy had just been snapped. Like a cookie. She fell to the floor, you and Eddie ran for his van. Putting your bike in the back and bolting. You hid together until everyone found you. (If y'all want a story on this I'll make it btw)
Chrissy kept yelling, and you heard a different voice. Painfully familiar. "Y/N... Your time is up." You groaned. Clock jokes, sounds like something your stupid dad would make, you had actually moved back in with him recently. Not wanting to be a burden to Gareth, after 3 years. "Time to end your suffering..." He walked closer to you, cornering you on the graveyard gate. He put his hand up to your head, he had satisfaction in his eyes. You had fear, then the sound blasted around you.
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"Hurry up, Henderson!" Eddie yelled, through the gate, you were floating. Lucas fumbled with the cassette, dropping it. Mike caught it, dropped the Walkman, cassette, and headphones down. Nancy flawlessly caught them, and stared at Gareth. "What did you do to her?" "What?" "Guns 'N Roses!" "It's her own taste!" Robin sassed something and snapped them out of their argument. "Remember your cursed girlfriend? And there we go! Now come on Nance! She's dying!" Steve snatched the Walkman. Throwing the headphones on you, smashing the play button. And the beginning music drowned your ears.
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"Join me... I will end your suffering..." Vecna said in a low but loud tone. It echoed around you, and his long claws, grazed your face. Cutting your cheek, lip, and forehead. Which isn't pleasing for the gang watching a cut slowly slice in onto your face. Blood trickled down, the copper taste filled your mouth. Then 'Welcome To The Jungle' blasted around you. You stared him in his eyes.
"No!" You gave his gut a tough knee, making him back up in pain. You shoved him to the ground, and ran off. Seeing a red blob, you found yourself. You were floating. Steve was screaming, Robin was calming Steve down while crying. Nancy was pacing around. Eddie was screaming, hiding behind Steve. Gareth, who you had never seen cry, was sobbing. Trying to tell to you he loved you, screaming out confessions to you. And you heard him. He echoed around you. "Y/N! Please come back, I love you too much for you to leave me. Please! I may not love the Wizard Of Oz, but you do so I watched it. And when you told me I was your first kiss, I kept my cool on the outside. But I was a mess that night. I was so happy, I was like a little kid. A-and I swear I love you more than my drums!" You stood there, just listening to him, his words, looking at his face. You rushed to the portal thing, and everything went black. Max mentioned she couldn't see for a minute when she came to. Well now she's in the hospital for her second encounter.
You fell from the air, into Gareth's arms, and we were breathing heavy, blood dripped down your face. It was black, and it took a minute for your sight to return. "Gareth! Are you here?" You yelled out, gripping onto him, not knowing it was him. "I'm here, Sugar. I'm here." He said hugging you tightly. "It's blurry now, I couldn't see a second ago. Now it's blurry!" You held onto him tighter, and tears streamed down your face. Everyone was worried, the kids watching through the gate, the older ones stared at you and Gareth. Eventually your sight returned. Gareth went right behind you on the rope.
The others followed, and Gareth drove you home, kissing you goodbye. "You stay safe, got it Sugar?" You gave him a quick peck, hopped out. And nodded, running inside.
You waved to your stable dad, who got his shit together after you moved out. And you recently forgave him and moved back in. You ran upstairs, acting like nothing has just happened. You blasted metal music all night long. But couldn't sleep a wink.
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February, Thursday, 1986 5:30 AM
You groaned and threw your alarm. "Shut up!" You rolled out of bed, tired. No sleep last night. I mean how could you? You almost died! You grabbed some Band-Aids to replace old ones on your face. Threw on some black bell-bottoms, a short sleeve turtleneck sweater, which was grey. You grabbed Gareth's flannel he left a while ago. You quickly brushed your hair and threw it onto a messy, curly pony tail. You normally tried harder, but you had grey circles under your eyes.
You grabbed your keys, got into your car. Started it up, and opened the thing of yogurt, drove down the ride eating it with a spoon. You felt sad today, and were distant to everyone but Gareth. You slept in every class, Gareth knew something was wrong when he saw you in English. You love that class, and here you were, sleeping and even your book fell and you had no care for it.
At lunch Gareth was laughing with HellFire, and to your surprise there was Eddie. Sitting in his seat, making fun of jocks. Ever since Jason had gone 'missing' other jocks carried on for Jason. Making fun of Eddie for the passed basketball captain. You made your way to Gareth, not bothering to get some food. He moved his hands from his lap, and you climbed into his hands place, wrapping your arms around his neck, and feet dangling behind his chair. He wrapped his arms around your waist, and you buried your face in the crook of his neck. His curls brushed your head and you fell asleep. Eddie stood on top of the table, going to do his normal screaming and Gareth gave him a look. "Can I level with you, Emerson? Okay, your girl here, doesn't look too good. You need to take her home or something." You gave Eddie a glare and muttered. "I'm fine, dipshit." After muttering your rude remark you put your head back where it was. The bell rang and Gareth say you up. "Alright get up, we have History." You groaned. "I'm not going, I'm heading home."
Eddie snapped out of his seat. "I was right!" He said that louder than intended, and the remaining people in the cafeteria gave him a confused look. Most judging but others more annoyed or concerned. The drummer picked you up and slung you over his shoulder, grabbed your bag and walked out. "W-what are you doing?! Put me down!" You said, kicking your tired legs, and hitting his back with your hands. He was strong enough to where he kept walking with ease. He walked out the school, and put you in his car, starting it and driving to your house with his hand on your thigh.
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March, Saturday, 1986 10:63 PM
It was thundering and lightning like crazy outside, all you had was two covers and a few pillows to keep you calm. You slowly dozed off, and awoke to loud and continued thunder. The house shook like crazy, your bed moved some, away from the wall. You always had a fear of storms, suddenly you were having a panic attack. You couldn't breathe right, like a brick was sticking to your chest, knocking all the air out making it difficult to breathe. Your mind went to the worst placed possible. That's when you heard knocking on your window, you left it be. Then Gareth charged through, soaking wet. You were cuddled up in a circle, shaking, breathing hard and unsteady, and you were muttering unheard words that were slurred. "Hey? Sugar? You okay?"
You were saying soft words and he made out 'panic attack' from your slurred response. "Come on sit up." He said sitting next to you. "Hey, do you remember when Jeff was walking and he slipped in that napkin, and slammed into that pole?" "Y-yea..." "And the other day, while you were working with Robin at Family Video, and Vickie came in and Robin went crazy?" You let out a light chuckle. "How about you tell me about how I piss you off sometimes? Hmm?" "When you... Ummm... When you put your-your movies in the wrong places." "Yep, I do that." "Or when you constantly come through my window, when I have a front door." "I find it romantic, Sugar!"
"Could you answer a few questions?" He said with a worried yet loving expression plastered on his face. "If they're not about Dr. Pepper. Then yes." "Good, could you list 5 things you see?" You fiddled with the hem if your shirt. "You, my knee, ummm... my closet, my favorite pair of tights, and your rings." He only had two rings, but after he found out why Eddie had rings, he got some. "Amazing Sweetheart, how about 4 things you can hear?" Your eyes closed, and you leaned into him. Quickly getting back up from feeling how soaked his shirt is. "Okay, I hear dad's TV, your voice, my voice, and the thunder." "Perfect! Now 3 things you smell?" "Yea, the candle, your cologne, and cedar wood." You had a confused face for the smell of cedar. "Nice, now how about 2 things you can touch?" "My bed and... the air. Duh." You rolled your eyes laughing quietly. "Your so mean sometimes, okay now last one. One thing you can taste?" "My ever so salty tears." He laughed and hugged you. "GARE! YOU'RE SOAKING WET! GET OFF ME!" He burst out laughing and let go. "I'm going to get you a towel." You said standing up and running to the bathroom and returning with a towel. "Thanks, Sugar!" He said peppering you with soft kisses.
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Part 5?
I like this story, I'm also just thinking I should stop at 7 or 8. But I love writing and I'll probably write some head cannons next.
I hope you liked it and hope you like the name I made. I'm sorry it took forever but it kept glitching and I took so long to start. And hope you'll stick around for the next part. And when I'm done completely I'll put all the parts together so you can read them at one time.
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