#too much college today

[indecisive-dizzy]

Yall remember my frankly-dear poems?

I just finished the final drafts for them and wanted to share (again). So I present (again) my not-so-subtle frankly-dear poems! Final draft edition!

Also I'm using my laptop to post this time instead of my phone so formatting may look different

 Tomatoes

You smile when you fall

Wipe the dirt when you stand

Your laughter

glues your pride back together

You can be so clumsy,

but you never seem bothered

You fell in my garden today

You complimented my tomatoes

from the ground.

You smiled,

Laughed

and so did I

Tripping Hazard

My legs are a hazard

Tripping over themselves,

they never seem to listen

At least,

not around you

My pride can take it

It doesn’t bother me

I fell in your garden today

Your tomatoes look lovely

from here.

I smile,

Laugh

and so do you

Falling

The sun woke me up

Someone opened the curtains

I hope there’s coffee

I smile,

You know me too well

My coffee and I

Join you under the morning sun

You fell in our garden again

There are better ways to see the tomatoes,

My Dear

You smile,

Laugh

And I offer my hand

#welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #frank frankly #eddie x frank #franklydear #poems #here i go again #istg these two live in my head rent free #sobbing i love them so much #anyway im going to bed now lol #too much college today #dizzcanwrite

[triona-tribblescore]

I SEE YOU TIONA

I KNOW YOU ARE ACTIVE

(JFFHFBZSD SHHH NOOOO~~ THATS NOT TRIONAAAA~~ its- its- ITS SECRET TRIONAAAA~~~) (I am not real)

PTF- HIII KRENDENAA!! :D <3333 how r you???

#i saw ur second ask!!! #NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR SILLIENESS >:( /aff #<33 #im in secret stealth mode today #aka tumblr is open while i draw #lmao #i have SOOOOOO many asks to draw/ answer #along with a new update i wanna do :D #so im trying to get those done along with college hw smh #too much work was given for the first week back TT #but yeah!! #how r u doing?? :D #heheh #hugging youuu~~ #MWAH #moots #asks #tribbletalks

[figofswords]

the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something

#WHAT AM I DOING!!!! #i get up i go to my stupid retail job i stick labels on bags they pay me fucking thirteen bucks an hour i come home i lie on the couch #too tired to draw in too much pain to go anywhere no energy to reach out to college friends to do anything fun #no idea where the even start with getting an industry job no clue what i even WANT at this point #trying to remember what i loved so much about comics i want it BACK i HATE this #WHAT IS THE POINT!!!! WHAT DO I WANT WHERE AM I GOING!!! WHAT COMES NEXT!!!!!! #there's no clear career trajectory i can't do freelance i need structure i can't work too much i need free time #my brain doesn't work every job requires me to move across the country the irs just took fucking three hundred stupid dollars from me #my friends live in different states i can't get a job without experience i can't get experience without a job #i can't work on my portfolio with no energy and no time and i dont have any money and everything is so expensive all the time #i can't get anywhere bc i dont drive and im too stressed to think about taking driving lessons again #and WHAT DO I WANT! #THE MOST INTERESTING THING I DO EVERY WEEK IS GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY! #I AM EXCITED EVERY WEEK FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! #anyway WHATEVER i need to go to bed #delete later #i got into spx. today. so. had to have a crisis about how i felt when i attended spx (energized. excited. a part of something. ambitious) #versus how i feel now (tired. unmotivated. kind of apathetic about art. disconnected) #i dont miss the stress of school but i miss being around other artists. ppl who speak your language and who want the same things you want #ppl who are excited abut art and that makes YOU excited about art. ppl who get you #i miss that i want that back #whatever. its 1am i gotta go shower i have an 8.5 hour shift tomorrow. wahoo. $13.50/hr lets go

[froggtogs]

we had a new student in class today

#theoretically i should put this on my new spam #but i put too much effort into rendering this stupid thing so here it goes #little guy!! #i was not paying attention in business today #anyways have a great day :) #art #fanart #froggtogs #kirby #college #digital art

[princekirijo]

Imma be honest with you chief this week has not been fun. At all

#oh boy i had a terrible three days time to go tell my tumblr followers about it! #ah no but jokes aside y'all. #i started my job on monday and i actually like it so far! #i haven't done any actual work or anything quite yet cause its all onboarding at the moment #but so far so good! all my colleges are lovely #so you might ask why is this one of the worst weeks of my life? two words #FOOD. POISONING. #this shit is straight up EVIL #im doing better today thank god but yesterday??? omfg #“look im being uber dramatic here but when am i not to be fair” #But seriously #ill try not to go into too much detail but. 10 hrs. yeah. #my throat feels like someone has shoved a metal ball down it #i havent eaten anything today #and I'm missing two days of training over this 😭 #this is so embarrassing first week on the job and boom food poisoning knocks me out for two of them #im gonna be the food poisoning guy 😭 #i hope y'all are having a better time than i am

[transxfiles]

mirror affirmations but i'm just staring at my reflection, hands with a deathgrip on the edge of the counter, saying "i am not a homewrecker i am not a homewrecker i am not a homewrecker"

#girl i sit next to in my writing class is low key flirting with me but she has a gf???? and at first i was like #''bailor calm down she's not flirting you're reading too much into this'' but we were out today #together . outside of class. you know college friend things. and i was joking about my taste in women #and she put on this VOICE and she was like ''oh what's your taste in women?'' tucking her hair behind her ear and looking at me through her #eyelashes. girl. GIRL. girl you are in a beautiful relationship. what is this. what are we. #no one look at me i am having another dykefailure on main moment its fine. #cricket.chatterbox #the dyke drama tag

[felizusnavidad]

thinking about alexander longing for something to be a part of hamilton & and nina you are gonna change the world someday rosario, but also about my past & my future & i feel like i can finally see... the light?

#no i don't have a plan #no i have no idea where i'm going #but i have... ideas? #last couple weeks have been horrible to me but i feel like i've also learned a lot about myself & who i am & who i've always been #it's crazy to think that i may actually find the answer #it's all still so unclear #i don't know where i'm going yet #but i am going #and just a few days ago i was like #i can't move the mountains i can't make the flowers bloom i can't take another night up in my room waiting on a miracle #but today i am very much like #i would move the mountains make new trees & flowers grow someone please just let me know where do i go i am waiting on a miracle #i am ready come on i'm ready #(and that someone is me) so like #full of hope #for some reason #and what's crazy about it is that i've been inspired by so many things & people #my friend who's older than me went to college this year #maybe it's not too late for me #my prison gang is always so supportive & i love them so much they have no idea #my sister who's always proud of me no matter what #all those people who believe in me even if they don't even know me (i am also talking about you daisy anon you actually gave me some ideas) #my other irl friends #and music and musicals and art and... lin #oh wow this is so chaotic #but like... everything that's around me makes me feel much stronger than i've ever been #and i know i can find the right path & change my life #i will find my thing & maybe it's even closer than i think #talking shit for the hell of it*

[strangerays]

THIS JUNE

[wip introduction]

(originally known as the project Nothing in Particular and Everything)

start date: february 2021

stage: 4th draft

pov: first person, past tense

tags: #nip: inspo, #nothing in particular and everything, #this june, #this june inspo

Ask to be +/- from the tag list if that is something you would like!

Story

Ray's friends are finally back home from college. But in the seaside town where they grew up, everything has changed. Madison is always distracted by work and her controlling parents. She's dating Oliver. Oliver doesn't know what he wants to do with his life anymore, but he knows he can't stay in Point Blink. Lonan has made a new home for himself in the city with his boyfriend, so nobody is quite sure what he plans to do next.

June in Point Blink isn't turning out as perfect as Ray planned.

Judith just moved to Point Blink.

A somewhat disastrous pair, Ray and Judith fall victim to an act of arson on a mysterious landmark in the woods. Whilst the girls uncover the identity of the arsonist on a dusty old camera, they develop a strong bond with one another and a connection to their mental health neither of them had before. However, as Ray gets closer to saving herself, she digs up damaging truths about her closest friends that threaten to tear the five of them - and Point Blink - apart.

Characters

Ray – 20, a somewhat optimistic college student who misses her friends but will do anything to keep them together. spends most of her time in alone her bedroom or in the woods with a camera.

Judith – 19, the energetic new girl in town with an enigmatic background and a savior complex. used to live with her brother but decidedly does not anymore.

Lonan – 20, Ray’s best friend who loves his friends dearly but struggles to put himself and his art first. struggling to live with past decisions while navigating a new relationship.

Madison – 20, hates the idea of college and is very set in her ways, which can be detrimental to her friendships. works at a local coffeehouse.

Oliver – 19, the last person to join the friend group; the first person to leave. known for his boastful grades and sour humor.

#this june #so yayay!! here is my new book!!!! #i love my book i hope you do too :) #as you can probably tell the story is pretty much the same except the characters have aged up a few years and are in college #im exploring the exact same themes in a more mature setting #also !! i am a second year college student now as well!!!!! #the struggle is real and i need a place to put everything if we're being honest haha #so i think this book is gonna do that for me <3 #technically i didnt finish draft three but i did get close before getting SICK of writing it #sorry if there are typos in here i just really wanted to post this today ;-; #i dont have many exceprts yet but i am about 8k words into this draft so i suppose i shall have something soon!! #my writing #creative writing #original story #writeblr

[flintandpyrite]

Oops I got really sucked into this and accidentally finished squares 55, 56 and 57. 55 has a double ring in it because I wanted to represent how our lives continue to overlap after 14 years (!!!!) of friendship. I think it’s cute.

#my projects #oops hyperfocused and wore the skin down on my fingers by sewing too much today haha #it’s just so hard to stop working on it #quilting #for reference if you are just joining: this is a friendship quilt for my college roommate Tara #who is a delightful human being and absolutely quiltworthy

[gibbyslounge]

things im still not over (as someone who was mostly inactive since mid 2021):

mask and change my clothes!! i dont think i was active on tumblr when change my clothes was released, but the way i ascended when i heard his soft sweet singing voice <33 mask is my favorite song of his and it still makes me emotional to think about what the song meant to him. his creativity is one of his greatest strengths and i am endlessly happy that he found a way to share more of himself in a way that he really enjoys

DREAM TEAM MEETUP tbh i really did not know if these days would ever come. its so so so crazy to think that florida man dream texas cowboy sapnap and british george are really all living together and existing in the same space. seeing them be THEM irl is still very surreal and makes me pause for a second without fail. so so much of the community centered around them not having met each other irl

DREAM FACE REVEAL!!!! this one i REALLY HONESTLY didnt know if it would ever come, just because the courage it takes to face reveal after building one of the largest audiences is fucking crazy. i thought that even if they did end up living together, dream might’ve found that he is happy to just be with them and not want to face reveal anymore. ig never doubt dream- he’s such a “go big or go home” type of person. i love him regardless but now he is also a big bear who wears cat beanies and has the prettiest eyes and im emotionally attached

dream pics before his face reveal with a big emphasis on suit pics, swt halloween, and strawberry dream. his white hoodie posey pose and the ones with the blanket and patches have a permanent home in my heart but these had me convulsing and i didnt get to gush about them here </3

#long tagsss #why does it feel like no time has passed yet SO MUCH has changed #i feel very very late to everything i think in some ways i am still kinda stuck in the past #it was just today where i officially really matched dream to his voice and that was rlly cool #he has always been very cute and dorky kind generous and open hearted #and you can see that when he interacts with people in irl streams too #ik i kinda left wo saying anything and sometimes i wish i had still been active to freak out abt everything w everyone #but basically it just got more stressful than fun bc my hpfx became unhealthy and i had to move for college and learn to be on my own #im back home now after transferring and my mental health is a lot better #sm has changed in my life too!! #being active here still makes me feel nostalgic abt all the old times though #however it really is just the beginning and i keep thinking abt how dream spoke abt things speeding up and im v v happy that i get to tunein #dreamblr

[witch-without-gender]

I got flirted with by a cishet man at my parent’s church

#I went to high school with him #and apparently we had a college class together but I don’t remember this #last week he came up and started talking to me out of nowhere #told me he’s trying to join the military and was generally just making awkward convo with me #didn’t think too much of it until today #i walked past him and said ‘how are you’ out of politeness #to which he said ‘good now that I’m talking to you’ #and I sure didn’t register what he said so I said ‘I’m good thanks’ #and walked away #and realized like 4 seconds later what he actually said #accessible

[yo9urt]

video games....

#mine #i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them #and everything #everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is! #i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty #and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol #but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it #and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games #and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too #and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute #oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me #YAYYYYY GAMES #also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college #and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating #and moving out and haivng a job and stuff #when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig #sigh* #WHATEVER...future mes problem #oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3 #you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode #which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed #when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller #but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making #its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems #and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers #and most of them dont seem to be into that #but im really glad to be able to do both #ok done yapping now

[werebutch]

I think I might go back to only blogging on my computer cuz I’m spending too much time on my phone I need to be cooking or cleaning or driving aimlessly

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

trying to change my major on the second day of classes just to keep things interesting

#i have come to a decision that i might regret but whatever #i just realized that the field i'd be working in would put me somewhere i'm not sure i want to be (it's comp sci btw) #and my eyesight suckssssss. i don't think having a job that requires a lot of looking at screens will do me any favors #so we're changing it! #and i might be double majoring too because i'm bad at making decisions and i have very varied interests #(maybe i want to be allowed in the art studios. is that too much to ask for?) #thinking i'll go with psychology and studio art #that or psych and geology (<-likes rocks) #currently trying to figure out how to do it w/o losing my financial aid #because if i lose it i'm just dropping out tbh #if this wasn't mostly covered i wouldn't be touching college #even if i love the campus and the buildings and a couple professors #actually my fav professor is a history professor maybe i should minor in history so i can see him again? i do love history a lot #but majoring in history would be silly because wtf would i do with a history degree? #anyways i'm also working on a stupid drawing thing today while i ignore my classwork because i'm dropping all of my classes #i was very inspired by that washing machine post #so get excited for that #or not. live your life #and unrelated to anything at all but i'm sitting outside and it is. so nice today #like beautiful weather even if it's been sweltering all last week #maybe it's because it's early as fuck #also unrelated to anything #but i love tumblrs tagging system #i want to tag all day every day #i will write a whole essay in the tags #no-one can stop me because i am undefeatable

[anonymousdormhacks]

some observations

#I'm supposed to be working on my homework due today but Ive had too much coffee #studyblr #neon academia #eye contact with the abyss #university #computer science #computer engineering #college #college student #studying #meme #student life #study memes #memes

[luxtoony]

Hello again!

I did this lil silly survey a long while ago :)

I wanted to ask if you would mind to answer a few of my questions :3

If not, that's totally fine! No pressure!

How many hours do you sleep per night?

How many hours are enough to get through the day and how many are a lot for your standard?

Is caffein (in any form) part of your morning routine or your 'last resort'?

How do you feel over the day before and after consuming caffein (if you consume any)?

For example: sluggish, foggy, awake, exhausted, grumpy, just tired, etc.

Thank you a lot for (maybe) participating!

If you want, I can add you when I post the results, but I can also leave you out :)

Lmao @meowufff I'm probably so late with the answers but what can I do, life be lifyn. Answers down below:

How many hours do you sleep per night?

... It depends on the night. Usually I sleep around 6h... But I'm not a regular sleeper 😅 so 0, 3, 12 hours do happen quite frequently.

How many hours are enough to get through the day and how many are a lot for your standard?

Usually 6-8 is fine. A lot for my standard... Hard to say *shrug*

Is caffein (in any form) part of your morning routine or your 'last resort'?

I don't drink coffee regularly, but I do drink it whenever I feel like it. Or more like, milk with coffee. I'd say I drink 3-4 coffees a week

How do you feel over the day before and after consuming caffein (if you consume any)?

Caffeine has very little effect on me. It's more like a placebo try to inflict on myself. There are no effects from the days in between drinking it, although my tummy doesn't like when I drink coffee on empty stomach, and my body really doesn't like energy drinks thus why I drink them only as a last resort.and overall rather hate them.

#luxtoony's ask #dont come at me #im a college student thats pretty normal ok #anyway guys that like coffee and are old enough to drink it (dont do it too early #rottmnt #i swear it is not worth it) #guys if you like sweet coffee at least from time to time make your own pumpkin spice souce #its so easy! #and so so good! #now its pumpkin season #and you really dont need much #anyway #mayve if i answered asks faster I would be getting more of them? #but thats just a theory #lmao have any of you watched the fnaf movie? #no i haven't drunk coffee today #yet #its just how my thought process works #drink water #im not a hypocrite you are #rottmnt fanart #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt fandom