#tomorrow will be a good day i’m sure

[vinclair]

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#i can’t sleep for some reason #but it’s not because i’m depressed this time #or scared or anything like that #i think i’m excited? #i’m so lucky to have him in my life #hm. being sappy on tumblr dot com #just thinking out loud i guess #tomorrow will be a good day i’m sure #i’ll try and sleep again #🕯️ musing

[alangdorf]

I don’t play fighting games, but if I did play Strive with my friends, I know in my heart of hearts I would unquestionably be an Elphelt main. Happy Valentine’s!!

Also bonus shoutout to my aro comrades

#art #digital #guilty gear #elphelt valentine #ramlethal valentine #I’d been meaning to draw Elphelt and figured what better day? #& I was considering drawing her monochrome outfit from the previous game for the bonus but I don’t like that design as much #and I would think it’s funny cause I’m married and aro-spec but I wasn’t sure if it would be received well by others #(people get weird about my situation sometimes) #but also I like Ram so I just drew her instead #had a good holiday; went out to lunch w my husband and got a cookie #no candy cause we’re going grocery shopping like tomorrow and it’ll be cheaper then

[starbuck]

got a BUNCH of mundane tasks done today that i have not had time for for weeks and i am SO grateful!

#cleaned my bathroom kitchen and den #did four loads of laundry #paid off my credit card… finally secured my unofficial transcript… drafted a text to my uncle about tuition funds for next semester #made a detailed work schedule with pre-written tasks for each day over the next month or so #to make sure i stay on track #my friend came over and we watched a film and chatted a bunch #i did another Master Naturalist class #i got a good amount of this week’s schoolwork done #did i have a single moment to myself just to chill? No. #BUT i’m glad i got stuff done #it was worth it #and i’ll have chill time on Thursday #whew… #mansion tours tomorrow can’t WAIT!!!!!

[chipjrwibignaturals]

diversity loss! local autistic forced to deal with plans being suddenly changed

#I am going. to kill someone #like I get the cause of this was something out of anyone’s hands. it’s not my sisters fault things changed. #but we went from ‘I’ll come down Monday + Tuesday to help you move then drive to the lake for the rest of the week’ #to ‘actually we’re moving tomorrow can you make it a day trip and then leave Saturday for the lake w everyone else’ #and like. sure. arguably this is a ‘better’ set up but. I fucking HATE change like this #especially bc it’s so late like. okay then guess I’ll fuck myself. #I need to go unpack all my shit (bc I was being GOOD and doing shit EARLY for once!) and repack for the new plans #and like. fucking emotionally prepare for this new change bc I wasn’t THINKING this was gonna happen. im not READY yknow? #idk. fucking. slams autistic diagnostic ‘inflexible adherence to routines’ #my ROUTINE has been CHANGED (on top of ALREADY being disturbed by this whole trip) and it’s causing DISTRESS #< like. dw I’m fine i just need to be a bitch about it for a bit

[shima-draws]

Oh no I’m sorry you’re not feeling well!! Hoping you recover quickly ❤️

AAAAA TY 🥺

Doing a bit better today, I’m still super exhausted tho and I know I probably need to eat more but I have like. No appetite. But me not eating is probably the reason why I still feel like hot garbage lol

I’ve already taken two days off of work so I’ll have to go back tomorrow;; not sure if I will survive the whole day tbh. All I’ve done the past two days is scroll through social media and sleep. That’s literally it gjdnfn

#I actually really want a Subway sandwich rn but I definitely don’t feel well enough to leave the house and get one #Besides I’m p sure dairy is not good for me rn anyway;; #But I’m also soooo tired of just eating toast and applesauce #We don’t really have anything else that’s easy on the stomach here hfjdnjd #I do need to get up and look for something to eat tho. Sigh #Shima answers questions #Anyway ty 😭 These past two days have sucked ass I haven’t been this sick in a long time #Hopefully with more sleep I’ll feel like more of a human being tomorrow lmao

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[justinefrischmanngf]

going through it.

#i literally thought to myself i need to be 6 again which is how you know things are Not Good!!!!!!!!!! #i don’t know what i Want and it’s driving me CRAZY and every option feels so scary but i don’t think in actuality it is #i’m so fucking tired but i can’t sleep bc i was stupid and slept at 6pm and fucked it up #i have two classes tomorrow and i havent done the work for either of fjem #* them which is embarrassing and i need to make a decision that is quite significant and i thought i knew what i was going to do about it #but now i’m not sure and every minute is getting closer to when i do have to decide #and i’ve got a roommate again so i cant even just. like. idk. #and physically i feel like shit and i have to see my dad tomorrow night and i just wish i wasnt attached to anyone ever #but clearly i dont bc i keep doing things that make me attached to things/people so i need to get over myself #and i’m really worried abt something happening at home like idk it’s set off alarm bells in my head #all of this will be absolutely fine i just wish there wasnt an all of this in the first place #and i wish i could fault something other than my bad decisions but at the end of the day these are consequences of my actions so like. #that’s that and now i have to deal with it

[ghostbeam]

Going over my Dabi wip again and getting a little bit excited

#it’s fun to write tbh!!!! #I have had like. not a good day<3 #been a little bit sad today idk why but I think I might be coming out of the funk #hopefully #(watch me wake up the same tomorrow) #omg anyways u do not care abt that I’m here to say that I am going to try and write a little bit more tonight #I’ve only got up to like 1k so far #but we are slowly but surely getting thereeeeee #I Hope u all had a good day and a happy start to 2023<3 #ghost thoughts

[exopelagic]

auuudggghghhrhrhrbrr

#okay I’m feeling Bad and I need to unpick why before I’ll be able to sleep #friend is asking abt lunch on Friday when I already have standing commitment w other friends then so I can’t do that. #but I also go home on Sunday and I can’t do shit until Friday bc work and I have plans on Saturday so I just. can’t see them #which. I guess makes things easier actually that’s not something I can control and I’m not changing existing plans that’s unfair #I’m also listening to a playlist of old music (Apple Music generated favourites — so literally random picked from everything I’ve ever done #and the last few songs have made me feel Bad bc of being associated with certain times but song playing rn is definitively a good song #w a good memory attached and it’s MY song not one of my old friends #okay where are we #I’m stressed abt presentation on Thursday but also a non issue. I’m prepared. I have all day tomorrow to practice and read up more #and then it’s 20 minutes on Thursday morning I’ll be done before 10am #I am. a little frustrated on a broader scale about the role I’m currently occupying #in that w a bunch of my friends I’m having to be the one with their shit together and dealing with their Stuff. #mostly in the way that I have to be putting in extra effort to tiptoe around them and steer stuff to keep them happy #i can do it i can do it easily I’ve just tasted not having to now so it’s. noticeably different having to do it more #i do Not have the words to talk abt this in the way I want to it’s so annoying #it’s like. I know how my friend responds to stuff. I know the things that make her anxious and what her instinctual responses will be #and I’m constantly having higher level thoughts planning out how things will go it’s effortless and constant it’s just There #with everyone all the time but sometimes I use it more and sometimes I have to because I’m in a position where if I don’t we’ll get nowhere #and I don’t like that I’m having to worry abt keeping other people happy while I’m talking to my friends it removes me a layer from stuff #hrm. there are broader questions here abt the utility of this bc like. sure it helps in some situations #but this probably isn’t great long term for either of us. wild. goddamn talking to my friend abt philosophy opened new parts of my brain #anyway I cba to have those thoughts rn! it’s midnight! I’m going to bed in half an hour <3 #it’s honestly unfair that I have to do anything other than be gay and play pokemon #luke.txt #uaUrghrhfhjs I’m also being insane abt a guy. which is predictable and I feel stupid abt for multiple reasons but. here we are. #I’m being insane. and maybe I should be less mean to myself but I feel like I’m being insane. #I think! I need to go to bed! #I am not being insane I am having feelings and that is allowed. feelings are typically regarded as a pretty normal thing to have. #philosophy friend is gonna be so mad at me if anything comes of this but it’s fine and if it does I think I’ll be pretty happy anyway #point is I’m doing nothing wrong and have done nothing wrong and I’m allowed to feel whatever the hell I like. okay.

[austerulous]

Wish me luck, I’m off for a job interview!

#the way i don’t NEED this job but my anxiety levels are sky-high and i’ve spent 3 hours preparing #i think volunteer coordinator could be a good fit #and it seems like a lovely organisation #right after that i have to take my son to a&e because he has a limp and needs an x-ray #so i guess i'll be in a crowded stuffy waiting room for the next 13000 years #in other news i’m 90% sure i’m going to drop adeline and ceridwyn (a.k.a. the dancer) for the time being #last in first out #i’ve also been on a fairly ruthless soft-block spree #as ever people are free to refollow if they want ✌️ #hope you all have a wonderful day! #i’ll hopefully be around later tonight or tomorrow depending how things go #◈ — ooc; puffin speaks #tbd

[starbuck]

guess who fought god and won againnnnnnnnn…..?

#somehow my truly unhinged plan of finishing a lab and two essays after work three days in a row fucking worked????? #so tomorrow i get to go birding and just enjoy it???????? #WILD. #i MAY have to make some revisions on my chemistry essay but that will be a MINOR event #the bulk of everything is done #and tbh my professor has been ignoring my pleas for help all week - so most likely i’ll just end up turning it in as is #(and taking her ass to Dispute Court if she tries to give me a low score after not helping when i asked for it) #but i’m just glad it’s all DONE #i even worked ahead a little for next week which i have not had time to do in a WHILE #and now i’m just lying in bed :)) eating grapes :)) #had a successful program today… STILL might be getting promoted… it’s an entire HOUR before midnight #life is GOOD man… #i mean. there are still Issues to be sure #but i’m pushing through it - i’m making it work #i’m eagerly awaiting the time where things Stop Happening for a bit #but for now - i can take it #i can take it all

[newts-and-sharks]

Oooooogogoejegcfxn passing out rn see y’all in a few hours

#barely conscious rn #i will see y ou guys #on the other side #have a good night #or day #you do you my dude #got a surprise for all of you tomorrow btw #not sure if some of you will care #since I’m already doing some oc requests #but those are closed rn #so surprise for tomorrow!!! #ok imma clonk out now #see ya #night

[icterid-rubus]

My family went to florida and I’ve been dog and house sitting and hosting my brother for two weeks and taking my cat to the vet and finally my brother is gone and the cat is okay* and I have 24 hours until my doctor appointment and 48 until the family is back and I’m chugging beers sitting back trying to fit two weeks of relaxation into one evening and it’s not working but I’m tipsy and throwing my head back and wanting to make bad choices yeeeaaaaaah boooooooiiiii!!!!

#this was my chance to relax then my brother decided to come #which is fine but basically it means he works in the house and then I make him dinner or we go out to eat rinse and repeat for 14 days #he also Has To Eat Three Squates A Day or gets hangry and I’m more of a…one meal a day person #i feel so bloated and crappy so the beer isn’t sitting well but I want to relax and I don’t really drink anymore so #not excited for the dr tomorrow but whatever #*cat is as good as she can be. I’m coming to terms with the fact that she will not ever get better. she’s old and it might be cancer but #anything we do is just treating symptoms #she has a depressed immune system and is getting monthly chronic utis. i need ti be Frank with her quality of life #this is so much harder to confront than her amputation. i Leah’s thought she would just…get old and slow down gracefully #but she feels young. and in between the uti pain she seems normal. but so much of her life now is sleeping and crying in pain #she also has sores on her feet. vets not sure why but thinks it’s immune system related #aaaaa. i want to call my science teacher and talk to him #he gave me Chloe sophomore year but I think I’ll cry #oof I want to talk to anyone really but I don’t have those type of relationships. so I shall talk in tags and drink beer.

[apathyfairy]

ok. i’m tired of feeling sorry for myself and just wanting to die. tomorrow i’m going to wake up and do something with my life and be happy and find a way to enjoy my miserable little life

#it’s the approaching midnight curse of ‘i’m going to wake up and change my life!!!!!’ #one if these it’s going to work…one of these days…maybe tomorrow. #fr though i’m tired of being. tired. i’m tired of being sad i’m tired of being heartbroken i’m tired of mourning the unlived life and what #could have been. i’m tired of being pissed about where i am in life and my living situation and the rent prices and all of inflation #i’m tired of being so genuinely upset all the time i’m pretty sure i have a literal ulcer right now because i’ve been so fucking miserable #for the last 8 months living with someone i absolutely despise and i’m literally taking omeprazole like a 40 year old #and i’m sick of it!!!!! i’m sick of making myself sick because i just don’t care if i live or die it’s just not happening anymore #i have to get out of my fucking rut i have to get the fuck out of my own head and stop feeling fucking sorry for myself because well #life is going by pretty goddamn fast which is good and bad i guess if i do want to die but also i want to Live. sometimes #anyway i’m just tired of it i want to change i Need to change or i fr will die and 99.9% of the time i’m like good. but then today is the #.01 where i’m like..wait. so lmao i hate myself and fuck me but i need to make a change for real #it’s just like kelly clarkson said….make a wish take a chance make a change am i right girls

[ofgentleresolve]

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#negative cw #I guess?? i don’t really think it is buuut in case ppl don’t want to read my 12 AM thoughts 😅 #that would be truly wonderful ( ooc. ) #yoooo so….I’ll hopefully be getting to some drafts and messages tomorrow?? #been really jetlagged so that’s been making writing difficult…but I have the weekend off so hopefully the sleeping in will help 🥺 #that being said I’m….kinda?? not sure if running by queue is exactly working…. #like it is practical #but also I feel like I have to keep filling it up like on a schedule #which i know isn’t obligatory…. #but sometimes I feel like ppl lose interest in my blog(s) bc I’m on queue…and bc I’m slow #which is 😕 but can’t be helped bc I’m slow….. #I dunno I’ll still get thru ga-ram and myungdae’s threads #but I guess?? i might reevaluate how I run this blog and maybe how I do threads too… #bc sometimes the writing feels more oligatory ( but I still love all my threads and dynamics 🥺 ) #but also sometimes I wanna do other things!! #and also sometimes!! some threads I have more muse for than others 😶 #that and….I also kinda want to…reach out and follow new ppl….find new dynamics….but who knows I’m always busy these days 😅 #ANYWAYS I rest now pls have a good day/night everyone I’m just mulling things over #ALSO I SEE THAT ITS LENA’S BIRTHDAY TODAY 🥺🥺🥰🎉🎉🎊 #AHHH I HOPE UR DAY GOES/IS GOING WONDERFULLY LENA 😊😊😊

[smallishbabes]

Okay imma head to bed. Night o/

#non mcyt #what an eventful day today I gotta say #i went out of town. phil read my sub message. tried eggs benedict and cannoli for the first time. worked on a comp. feels good #I’m sure tomorrow will be fun too :) #arah post