#just thinking out loud i guess

[notyourastarion]

Should I drop the multimuse thing and go back to NotYourAstarion? I have the most fun as Astarion & let's be honest it's what people are here for lmao...

#ooc #robin speaks #just thinking out loud I guess

[silverselfshippingchaos]

so in love with the idea of my f/os loving and supporting my sexuality

#ash rambles 💚 #i was doing a bit of healthy reflection on myself and my goals and the such this morning #and i've come to realize that i've gotten so much hate for identifying as unlabeled that it honestly makes me feel so horrible #there's no 'figuring things out' because i already HAVE figured things out #i know what i am and there's this pressure on me to pick. i dont want to. i see my sexuality as just me existing #sexuality and love is a fluid thing and i can never see myself picking one thing and sticking to it without feeling confined #i just really love being unlabeled. it's freeing and makes me happy #and i love the thought of my f/os loving me and supporting me for that. what matters isnt labels but that we love each other #i feel this way especially in the case of the f/os that i hc as bi. we all like the same kind of people but we're still different and we #respect that about each other #just thinking out loud i guess #my f/os are very supportive methinks! there's also a few i hc as unlabeled too actually aksjajsk one of us!!! one of us!!!

[vinclair]

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#i can’t sleep for some reason #but it’s not because i’m depressed this time #or scared or anything like that #i think i’m excited? #i’m so lucky to have him in my life #hm. being sappy on tumblr dot com #just thinking out loud i guess #tomorrow will be a good day i’m sure #i’ll try and sleep again #🕯️ musing

[digiditto]

you know what. I do miss my dad. it was just nice to have him around idk like yeah we had communication issues but the man did try sometimes. and his harsh critique was the reason I tried so hard to improve on things I otherwise wouldn’t have cared about. I hope he’s happier out there but yeah. I do miss him and I’m tired of pretending I don’t

#digi rants #yeah my dad left yeah I don’t want to talk about it #just thinking out loud I guess

[lightning-flight]

I'm gonna be honest here. We, as a system, have been in a large amount of fandoms over the years, whether actively participating or just enjoying the content created. Like, I'd list them all, but it's not really relevant here.

We haven't ever seen as many "x Reader" ships as we have in the The Boys fandom (seriously, were they even a thing up until a few years ago?), and while there's nothing wrong with those... we just don't get the appeal, and it's a bit sad when the majority of the fic produced for your current main fandom/main special interest is stuff that doesn't even remotely appeal to you.

We also, honestly, have never been in a fandom where the media literacy seems to be so low. Especially on Reddit, but Certain People on Tumblr are really just as bad. *coughJustLookInTheTheBoysTagRightNowcough*

I dunno. It's just frustrating. But at least it's not the harassment fest and suicide baiting of the Star Wars fandom, or the "if you make these fictional actions in this game, don't interact, ABLEIST!!" of the Dragon Age fandom.

#klara post #Just thinking out loud I guess

[illdothehotvoice]

Should I start adding commentary to my speedpaints?? Is that silly?? What would I talk about fjdbxbbsbf

#idk speedpaints are 100% filler uploads so youtube doesn"t kill me #also just kidding i ALWAYS have something to talk about fhshxhsf #but like idk if I would talk about the art itself or a topic relating to #a topic relating to it??? #just thinking out loud I guess

[bakudekublogblog]

kacchan telling izuku that his body moved on his own is fucking crazy. like not only did kacchan remember izuku saying that all the way back from the sludge-villain incident but he’s also confirming that izuku’s crazy, boarder-line suicidal intensity is a two way street. it’s not just izuku who is insane about kacchan it’s mutual insanity. kacchan’s body moved on its own. he was helpless but to throw himself into the line of fire when he saw izuku was in danger. he didn’t think about it. he didn’t choose to do it. he didn’t have a choice. it was as if izuku was a piece of his own soul. katsuki instinctually needed to protect him above all else, even at the cost of his own life

#AND HE SAID IT OUT LOUD IN THE RAIN IN FRONT OF EVERYONE #bkdk #bakudeku #hey man just casually checking in uh I would die for you and not even think about it #you know how you almost kill yourself for me that’s like Mutual I guess idk what are we #do I tell my mom do I update my hinge profile #like izuku knows he’s weird about kacchan he knows he isn’t normal about him #and he ONLY threw himself into sludge villain incident when he saw it was kacchan. #and THEN his body moved on its own #and kacchan is the ONLY ONE who saw just how in danger izuku was #AND THEN HIS BODY MOVES ON ITS OWN #his body unlocks a new ability just to get to him faster #they’re just so deeply spiritually and physically connected and it’s MUTUAL

[valleyyofthemoonnn]

i really wanna change my layout again but i dont know to what . . ...  not enough brainrot happening 

#i recently bought a fuck ton of books im trying to work thru now so. i guess ill get back to you when those consume me #just thinking out loud i guess

[kingdoms-edge]

Today being the last day of 3ds online has me feeling very nostalgic and wistful. I love the switch but it does not have the magic of the 3ds. It's not just about dual screens, it was the accessibility. It was less expensive, more portable, had more cheap games you could play with your friends, and a lot of people underestimate just how fantastic some 3ds games are. Streetpass alone was a phenomenon, and along with 3ds menu themes, illustrates a sort of magic that I feel nintendo has been losing sight of since the switch.

With the way games are going in the modern day (higher price tags and system reqs, tons of focus on AAA titles, people needing graphics to be absurdly good for no practical reason), I find myself latching onto my older games more and more. Sure, some of it is a nostalgia-tinted lens, memories from a happier and simpler time of life. But that doesn't have to be a bad thing.

Even after the online services go down, I'll always be playing my 3ds until the hardware breaks to unusability and I can't find another one. I'll play locally with my friends whenever we can. I lament how things must change, but I go on anyway. Here's to my favorite console ever made, may it never really die.

#i don't even remember my tag for my posts #no real need to tag it I guess. just thinking out loud a little #3ds #i am so glad this was the console i grew up using. so glad that that was the era of games I lived in. #i genuinely think that ds and 3ds games will never be replaced in my heart as the best games ever made

[i-wear-the-cheese]

Me approaching a random lesbian couple: so uh, which one of you is the dark religious fanatic and which is the brawny two-handed weapon fighter?

#you know #coz Baldurs Gate 3 has got me thinking about the Locked Tomb #coz like I don't know how many of you listened to the audiobook for Gideon the Ninth #but the voice acting for Karlach and Gideon is uncannily similar #and Harrowhark and Shadowheart #I mean just say those names out loud and then describe their lives and religions #AM I WRONG? #btw I haven't even finished act 1 yet so yeah if I AM wrong maybe don't use spoilers to prove it please thanks #I appreciate your patronage of my dumbassery #the locked tomb #tlt #gideon the ninth #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #griddlehark #shadowlach #that last ship name is a guess I don't know their lives

[midnightsncupsofcoffee]

sometimes it’s crazy to stomach that simon DID THAT. he got THE crown prince of sweden begging screaming n crying over him just to love him back.

“Are you angry with me?”

“I don’t want you to be angry with me”

“I don’t wanna lose you”

“you r the only one that i feel i can talk to”

“what can i do? please simon”

“august is next in line, i can be free from these n be with you”

Simon wtf man?! what type of black magic did u cast on wilhelm dudeeeeee he even threatened the royal court bc YOU WENT ON A DATE WITH A LOSER THAT WAS NOT HIM (wille here is a loser but a better loser, he is simon’s loser but he would never want ever to lose simon so he tried to be a keeper but oftentimes failed bc he is a loser… skwhksjwjshsjs ignore this) i mean… THE prince of sweden was willingly with all his body and heart gave up the throne for you… like… girl you got some serious game right there!!!

AND AFTER SIMON SAID

“i wanna be with you”

“i love you”

THE prince of sweden literally CAME OUT TO THE WORLD, istg at that time he just didn’t care abt anything anymore, he alr got what he needed which is simon n then just like that

“i was me in the video, it was me and simon. it was a moment that i don’t wnna share with the public, i was scared so i lied”

INSANITY

INSANITY

#young royals #i’m just thinking out loud #i can’t just sit here with my thoughts #i feel like i’m the one that is going insane #i guess i’m going down the insane road with wille #i’m not very fine #idk why i’m in this full on loud panicky mode #simon eriksson #crown prince wilhelm #wilmon #edvin ryding #omar rudberg #prince wilhelm

[13eyond13]

underrated funny thing about lawlight is they never actually did get to confirm that 100% of the time they were basically thinking exactly what the other person thought they were thinking every single time

#im thinking about this because of the relationship i have with one of my bosses #like hes extremely hard to read and doesnt make small talk but hes also considerate in quiet ways #so im always like guessing what hes thinking and feeling and wondering if hes trying to do the same back #but then im like am i just projecting onto him completely? making this all up in my head #hes giving nothing and im imagining everything. and you really dont want to make assumptions because it would be awkward to be wrong #for example a few times now things that i wondered if he was doing to make my life easier were actually just things he was doing #because he was secretly preparing to close up shop #so i was glad i never voiced my appreciation for his thoughtfulness out loud to him when i found out the truth lol #ANYWAYS unlike in my situation #the entire time whenever one of those two thinks one thing the other one is like 'i bet he's thinking this' and we the readers #look between their thought bubbles and go 'pffft he sure is what are you gonna do now' #its probably a good thing they went to mu because the afterlife couldn't handle all the smug sex theyd be having on every available surface #24/7/365 #lawlight #p

[front-facing-pokemon]

#alt with eyes hidden under the cut #cofagrigus #their eyes are shiny. made of plastic. so they're looking a little bright. apologies for this #so. generally when i have quarrels about the pronunciation of a pokémon's name (since i don't watch anipoké) #where someone else and i pronounce the same pokémon's name differently. which doesn't happen very often‚ since typically i talk about #pokémon mostly entirely in text. because most of the communication about things i like happens in text. and the pokémon games #are not voice acted. so pronunciation of their names is sparse and sometimes limited to anipoké but even they're inconsistent i think #but whenever i have quarrels about the pronunciation of a name. someone else and i pronounce it differently. i go to pokédex 3d pro #on the 3ds. because every time you go to a pokémon's dex entry‚ the pokédex guy says their name out loud #i basically treat this as gospel for how to pronounce pokémon names. i've been proven wrong a lot but i've also been proven right a lot #and this guy. oooohhh this guy. before pokédex 3d pro i pronounced this guy's name as though the F-slur was right in the middle #only recently did i learn that it kinda sounds like “grievous‚” [kʰɐ.fə.'gɻiː.gəs] #at least. that's how the pokédex 3d pro guy says it #whereas i had been pronouncing it [kʰow.'fæg.ɻɪ.gəs]. so. you can see the issue that arises with that pronunciation #a lot of these pronunciations that i have to double-check just live in my head. and it's only when i say them out loud that i realize #how i'm saying them. like how i pronounce “centiskorch” as [sɑ̃.t͡si̠.skoʁʃ] for some fucking reason. my brain sees it and is like #yeah that's? a french word? even though it looks nothing like one #i also tend to pronounce “grumpig” as ['gʀʊm.pɪç] because of the “ig” at the end. i guess. german instinct #of course these are pronunciations i never say out loud but the first time i Have to say this pokémon's name out loud i'll go #oh yeah! it's not pronounced like that. i should probably not say that #and then i do not. just a fun little story about my twisted and fucked up mind. a little peek into my enigmatic brainspace #jesus christ these are some of the longest tags i've ever written. i'm gonna stop

[samarecharm]

Love being able to write. I can do whatever i want. I can make Ryuji interact w Lala-chan and u literally cant stop me.

#chattin #i feel like shinjuku and crossroads doesnt get enough love #ohya and lala dont get enough love 😭 #if they had an option to work there as a parttimer some how my akira wouldve absolutely taken it #u never see the place packed or w customers at all; it just feels cozy every time u go there #akira doesnt have a lot of places free from prying eyes; so id imagine he goes there often to just hang and study #catch up w ohya and get a bit of knowledge and validation from lala #like shes so sweet. i love her. she comes across as wise without being unapproachable #she makes comments she shouldnt (talking about ohyas job and history) bc she just forgot that she shouldnt lol #adamant about not letting him drink while hes there. its like. a safe space for him. #and i think hed like to invite his friends into his safe space; esp ryuji #gets to a point where even ryuji stops by on his own sometimes. #hes got questions but hes always in his head; never says it out loud #but it leads him in the right direction almost all the time #im thinkin of him having like. the most base level internalized homophobia and transphobia #like the kind of shit you just pick up as a child and teen and never question #and u kinda make fun of it bc everyone else is. but akira stumbles into his life and makes it so confusing #like. i dont think hed be trans. but akira would make him second guess alot about himself #about what he likes. what hes into. what hes okay w doing w someone like akira #and lala is like. u got that look in ur eyes kid. come sit. #doesnt entirely get it. but he feels a little lighter. not on labels but on his feelings #‘kid. u think of the ideal person and u think of him. at that point; it dont matter what bits he got.’ #and its blunt and MAYBE it gets him a little flustered. but hes always responded well to blunt words. no beating around the bush #makes his brain confront shit head on without the second guessing hed suffer through when left on his own #WAA. rambling. #gonna see if i can draft this up at some point

[crimsongrimoire]

masochist wrio is real. To Me.

#crow.txt #genshin #snippets #wriolette #neuvithesley #not sfw #suggestive #whichever #i could swear i had posted this but i guess not considering i cant find hide nor hair #its a little funny to me bc when people portray wrio strictly as a Mean dom top...... i mean its fun occasionally but ALWAYS? #i just think hed be the one moaning about it if he got slapped or stepped on. and then begging for it harder #wrio 🤝 yelan : people assuming theyre hard dom tops bc of their general (similar) Vibes when theyre masochist sub leaning switches at best #wrios 👏 handcuffs 👏 are 👏 for 👏 him 👏 #he even Says 'yeah theyre mostly for show they shouldnt really ever have to be used yknow' out loud #i just think he'd like to give up control in a safe environment every once in a while. as a treat #getting off my soapbox now. sub wrio rights tbh. thats enough rambling #stop conflating the terms dom/top and sub/bottom. and to take it a step further stop associating those with Gender Roles 2 #nothing to lose but your chains etc etc

[weneedatdcharacterwho]

We need a Total Drama character with IBS. It's mentioned only once when the contestant says, "I cannot eat this, I have IBS." This character is also never used for bathroom humor.

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#I agree. it'd be really annoying if they used a serious issue and just made fun of it #especially after the pretty well handling of zee #it's also like way too easy fruit of a joke #I guess the joke someone could make is assuming they're like. vegetarian now #and thinking 'they're on an ibs diet because they love animals' which is insane to say out loud #total drama #total drama island #anonymous