#tomorrow is the first day of fall

[marisatomay]

there should be an oscar category called “movie my dad completed without falling asleep on the couch” and it’s more prestigious and contentious than best picture

#he would protest if he saw this and say he was ‘resting his eyes’ but i digress #here are the movies my dad watched for the first time this year and didn’t fall alseep: #top gun: maverick sunset boulevard there will be blood witness for the prosecution glass onion edge of tomorrow #i suspect avatar will be on the list but we’re not seeing that until the 18th #we watch a lot of movies so the sample size can be considered significant #but at the end of the day dads just really love top gun and tom cruise idk what to tell you

[conspicuous-clown-car]

if somebody has already done this PLEASE tell me bc i would love to read/indulge in anything like this

but like,,

dca x reader fic where reader is a prince/princess and sun and moon are the royal jesters and it’s a forbidden love type deal

could end in their love being accepted, could end in them running away together, or a secret third thing!

i’ve also been picturing sun and moon as animatronics still, idk how that would work but it could!

basically the whole idea boils down to

#i imagine it as more of a comedic story #OH MAYBE IF YOU FALL FOR SUN FIRST IT BECOMES A COMEDY #AND IF YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH MOON FIRST IT BECOMES A TRAGEDY #this is all just a side ‘au’ i came up with when thinking about my other au #of how all the dca aus are just them and y/n making up stories and playing pretend #my mind has been thinking about this nonstop for 3 days i need to get this idea OUT #i already have an idea for what the princess version would dress like #might draw some concepts tomorrow idk 👀 #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf dca #sun x reader #moon x reader #fnaf sun x reader #fnaf moon x reader #dca x reader #Foolishly Royal

[anto-pops]

I'm not gonna lie, Ao3 being down all day feels a lot like the burning of the Library of Alexandria

#fuck you Caesar I never knew you Like That but I feel like I do now and I would have made the 23 stab wounds 24 with Brutus #my nightly routine of reading until my eyes close like a 56 year old woman has been soiled #PHAT kudos to the Ao3 volunteers for working through this shit for like. 14 straight hours though #I'm gonna go full Liam Neeson Taken (2008) on these hackers and beat them with a sock full of rocks #figures the one day I claw myself out of my depression hole to post is the day they choose to shit on my pocket of peace #guess I'll reread my own work to fall asleep to *kicks wall* #a.txt #fingers crossed its up and running by tomorrow cause I wanna post my filth but I refuse to publish it here first

[ganondoodle]

sorry about that last rambling post, i didnt mean to sound like its worse than it may be, but i got no ... lense to view it through but my own, and the main reason i wrote it out anyway was bc i needed to get it out (even if posting it might be not the greatest idea) .. and bc it kinda showcases, i think, how my stories kinda write themselves, involuntarily in a way? its not like im not putting in any effort- but its like .. i cant STOP it always keeps going and even the dumbest idea stays in some form, its very hard to get everything in place bc theres so much going on all the while i am very slow at making anything, writing or drawing anything, especially anythign coherent is very hard bc not only do i get constantly distracted, i get distracted by my own thoughts suddendly skipping to a certain scene and me having to go throguh imagining in detail NO MATTER how many times i have done it before for the same scene that i already decided on how it goes, when theres a new idea it can take over my entire day bc i cant let go of it-

not trying to sound either like im the only that has that sort of problem, but i think its a big part as of why i start tso many projects without being able to finish them, or even start them bc i constantly have to fight my own thoughts from derailing into another daydream session, thinking of too much too fast than i can ever draw or even write about and not knowing what is worthwhile and what isnt (im telling you i have no idea what is good and what isnt, idk why but for all i know all things i do could be trash, or they all could be bad, maybe the one i thinnk is decent is actually worse than the things i deem not good enough and once i start to think no this isnt good enough i stop having fun making or thinking it bc im trying to do better

honestly its kind of impressive that i can get anything out at all, not to pat myself on the back there but even if i hate how long it takes me, considering how much im having to work just to start working on something at all, the fact that i could post stuff coherent enough for some people to understand AND LIKE is something i should be a little more proud of

#ganondoodles talks #personal #sorry today is a bit of a brain fart day #got a headache and have wasted the entire time until now (5pm) with watching old analysis videos i have watched 5 times already #and crying over undertales music #how much could i get done if i didnt have to deal with thought trains going 200 above speed limit #also didnt mean to sound mean to people who like the things i deem cringy #BC I DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKIGN ABOUT 90% OF THE TIME #I DONT KNOW IF ITS GOOD maybe it is #my judgement of my own stuff is pretty random #.... maybe thats why i can work with fanstuff that adheres to lore better #bc it sets limits for me #it gives me options of rails to derail onto without falling straight into the woods #idk if that made sense either #... i need to start drinking more #(and i guess by calling some of my stuff cringe bc i am entirely unsure of its quality im trying to make myself smaller than i am) #(so if it turns out to be actually bad- im more safe from ridicule since LOOK I AM SELF AWARE) #and there i go letting my thoughts spin further #maybe ill delete both of these posts tomorrow when i realize how dumb this is to say in the first place

[theminecraftbee]

Ok, so I want to ask, because I want to write something with Watchers and Pearl, what would you say are the biggest sins to her character on watcher!Grian fics? I have a few ones in mind, but I'm curious on the opinion of other person

...okay so the thing is. i think... okay. so, to start: this isn't a knock on people who like sky siblings, or like writing grian and pearl as friends who lost each other because of evo, or all of that. i want to get that out of the way. hell, look at last days! i wrote some sky siblings! i get it!

okay. that paragraph is out of the way.

so. a problem i have with watcher grian fics in general is a tendency to reduce everyone to "guy to comfort grian" or "guy who is vessel for grian angst". and to some extent THIS IS FAIR. because it is a fic about grian. so, therefore, most of how we see other characters interact... will be in the context of grian.

however.

when pearl first joined hermitcraft and people were like "oh yeah she was in evo and on grian's build team". it suddenly felt like people... were only excited about her in the context of "how do we add this to the watcher grian canon". they made her grian's sibling, but only would characterize her in the context of "she is grian's buddy". and the type of pearl-related watcher grian angst i dislike... well. it almost always tends to focus on how sad grian is that he can't remember pearl. or how scared he is to tell pearl about what happened. and. pearl's existence in those fics revolves around how she makes grian feel and... nothing else.

and for a little bit, it felt like all the pearl headcanons weren't pearl headcanons. they were grian headcanons. pearl was just there to add to the world of grian. and it soured me. it soured me a lot. and the thing is, as i said: pearl and grian ARE friends and i DO get the sibling headcanons but oftentimes it felt like they were done solely to make grian a more interesting character, with no regard for pearl, who is plenty cool on her own, away from grian, you know?

anyway the fandom isn't as bad about that now - soup group helped a lot with this, and then double life also helped a lot with disabusing people of a lot of the worst of this. people having new groups and themes and things to do with pearl and pearl being less new helps. the biggest headcanon about pearl is no longer a headcanon about her relationship with a completely different person.

but like. you know. gestures vaguely. i still remember and so it's one more thing that makes me more wary of that genre.

#answered #geekord #discourse #...yeah this one is a bit more discourse-y sorry guys #today is Second Has Actual Opinions day tomorrow i will return. to not doing that #anyway as always. i am not personally mad at anyone #ALSO GOD I DIDNT READ THIS CORRECT THE FIRST TIME PLEASE DONT TAKE MY COMPLAINTS AS GOSPEL FOR YOUR OWN WRITING #AS I SAID I MADE PEARL G'S SIBLING IN MY OWN FIC #worrying too much about falling into someone else's dislikes will also fuck you up do not do it i misread this ask so bad when i answered #i thought you just wanted gossip #ANYWAY.

[yikes-ajax]

Letting my cat play with batteries because apparently it's more entertaining than her actual toys

#its the noise it makes against the wood floor i just know it #our dogs the same way with anything that crinkles #anyways watching her make a ruckus while i eat comfort doughnuts to recover from seizures all night and nearly drowing in my tub #because i cant find my earplugs and i cant sleep without them ESPECIALLY when shes playing with stuff #i am not vibing™ rn #you (me) remember saying i ran my batteries out play dragon age? yeah these are those batteries #because I've been toO BUSY PLAYING DAI TO PICK THEM UP AFTER FALLING IN THE FLOOR RAAAAAAAA #im okay im not going to do anything i am going to lay down and SLEEP #mmm but first i gotta think about every possible thing that could go wrong at work tomorrow from breaking a machine to a terrorist attack #ive been struggling yall 🤠 #shitpost #shitposting #cat life #petblr #catblr #cat lovers #cat memes #stupid cat

[badolmen]

Not to be extreme but dear God hold onto hope.

Things will be better one day. People will sing and dance in colorful clothes under dazzling lights again. A parent will rock their child to sleep on a quiet night again. A grandparent will teach their grandchild to cook a family recipe again. People will laugh and cry and love and grieve in the most mundane of ways once more. This will happen no matter what you believe, but hoping and believing in such things will ease your heart and kindle your resolve to see it within your lifetime. Have hope, and you will give life to the world you hope to see.

#ra speaks #personal #current events #okay to reblog btw it’s easy to fall into despair with the news of late but do not surrender your hope #hey so like. had a kinda bad breakdown last night. for personal reasons and *gestures* my deep rooted sense of justice as an autistic human #and I saved the first line of this post as a draft while crying at 10 PM #and not much has changed today but. I am secure in my hope for a better world. my belief in justice for those wronged. #maybe not tonight. maybe not tomorrow. but soon - one day - I will see celebrations of life and love and home for a people torn asunder #I can’t do much. I want to do more than sit safe and cry out for those who have lost their voices to the violence #I’m angry. I’m grieving. but most importantly I’m imbued with hope and love. it’s the least I can do. #and most days it will be all I can do. and should the opportunity arise to do more I will take hold of it with both hands until it burns me #the very same way hope now burns in my heart with the complete conviction that there will be justice and reckoning for these crimes #anyways. my blood sugar is low I forgot to eat dinner. have hope and feed it with the anger and grief you cannot act on now. #vocational woes

[rithmeres]

genuinely these panels are going to make me ugly cry

#i'm not back for real yet i think i want to stay away longer. i'm just here to put more things in the queue and answer messages #i really enjoyed trimax vol 4 idk something about it was less miserable than 1-3 #might have been the first volume that i wasn't grimacing the entire time i read it. or maybe i'm just desensitized now. #unironically this prayer is soooo beautiful to me. give us this day our daily bread. not bread for the week not bread for a year #just enough for today. #lately when i've been praying it just looks like #please for the love of god please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPL #things are not looking good for the community house.. lots bureaucracy with the city. and the church that funded us is falling apart #i don't know what i'm going to do if we get shut down it's the one thing in my life that's worth anything #all those kids... where are they going to go. who is going to help them. where is the neighborhood going to get their food. #in two days it will be the anniversary of [REDACTED] and i am so so so scared #just sat in my room today and fruitlessly scrolled thru jobs im not qualified for & tried not to think about thinking about killing myself #i don't WANT to kill myself i don't want to think about it i hate thinking about killing myself i will never ever kill myself or even try #but there is a demon or perhaps a ghost or evil wizard that tells me there's an easy way everything can go away. and it's A STUPID. BITCH. #please do not reply to this post i know you all mean well but i just don't think i can handle it. #talking about it i mean. and hearing people say nice but empty things. #i just wish i had someone to sit next to me. #personal #i don't want to go to church tomorrow :( it all feels so fake and i do not ever feel fed.

[bittersweetstargazer]

NEW TXT ALBUM IN TWO DAYS!!!! how r we feeling folks

#txt #tomorrow x together #yeonjun #taehyun #soobin #hueningkai #beomgyu #txt moa #moa #minisode 3: tomorrow #COMING SOON . . . #guys I'm going insane on sunday I'm gonna make so many jokes abt tomorrow coming out tomorrow #I'm especially excited for I'll see u there tomorrow the killa & deja vu #miracle and quarter life both sound good but I think those were what caught me at first #when yeonjun says “we r meant to be” I instantly agree w him and everything else falls away . . . #and the killa sounds like tinnitus 2.0 like I'm dying who thought this was a good idea (everyone) #catch me doing nothing else all day on monday except listening to the new beats 😎 #I mean it's not like I have anything else planned

[pinazee]

Small headcanon that on the 8 hour bus ride from Toronto to Vermont, Kirk fell asleep on La’Ans shoulder and she didnt push him away until he started drooling

#also he made friends with everyone on the bus to La’Ans chagrin #i mean its 8hours minimum #and they left toronto like mid day at the earliest to show up in the morning at pelias #at first i headcanoned La’An falling asleep on his but hes the puppy #star trek #star trek snw #strange new worlds #star trek strange new worlds #tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow #my hyperfixation is really going to town on this ep #ka’an

[fructidors]

i get that having parents that have never pushed me into doing anything religious is probably objectively a good thing however as a person who really does wants to be more observant than i currently am oftentimes I'M the one pushing my PARENTS to take me to synagogue which is. a bit of a weird position to be in

#the thing is that their apathy towards judaism comes from a century-old tradition of assimilation & self-hatred #and it falls to me to end that tradition as basically the first generation who doesn't really need to use that assimilation & self-hatred #as a defense mechanism in a violently antisemetic world as much anymore #not that the world isn't still horribly terribly and in many places violently antisemetic #but it's not something i face in my day to day social life the way it was for my parents and their parents and their parents' parents #anyways. i wore my magen david to school today for the first time in months #we lit the shabbat candles tonight for the first time in years #we're going to synagogue tomorrow morning for the first time in weeks #and i'm excited for the high holidays for the first time ever. #jewish joy abounds #jew tag

[125storejuice]

AAAAHHHHHH

#im having one of those NOTHING goes right days #and im fucking losing it #first a clump of snow falls on my car as im leaving and breaks my windshields wipers in half !!! #then i went to get an oil change and they said they couldnt do it because whoever did my last oil change BROKE IT ?? #and now im gonna have to replace a bunch of parts #i went to my psychologist for the first time in months and i wanted meds that would help my anxiety right NOW #but i got different meds which im like fine if it helps thats fine!!! #but now they wont be ready until tomorrow and i wanted them TODAY #maybe wouldnt have cared if everything else didnt go wrong

[fyrewalks]

flops. what's the over/under on my insomnia poofing away for the night since i spent the day with a very excited five-year old?

#ooc #it was his first day back to school from spring break and the little dude had energy to burn #it was also like 90 freaking degrees so we took him to the fountains #i ended up explaining my insomnia to my friend bc we both slept crappily #and she was curious #she goes: do you think you'll sleep better after hanging out here all day? we've done a lot #me: uh maybe i'll fall asleep faster? but no gaurentee i'll stay asleep #my insomnia likes to ping pong between not falling asleep and not staying asleep #it's actually mostly been the latter lately #but in grad school it was both lmao #anyway #gonna play ac and read my book and then sleep #i'll get to disco mssgs tomorrow

[permanentreverie]

The way that first love: hatsukoi is just hurting and pain but so good

#I really wish I binged it in one day like this show is phenomenal #so well written #depending on how I feel tomorrow I'll either go into work or finish this #but oh my word!!!!! #the pacing is incredible too like they're handling both timelines so well #and like the parralels!!! him saying at his sisters wedding he always wants to be the one to protect the ones he loves #then in the next scene he catches yae on the stairs #setting it up that yae learned sign language then later in the episode it comes back to her!!!! #but also like this show is SO painful oh my word I just my heart BREAKS for these two #but it's all so beautiful!!!! they were each other's first loves!!! #AND THEY KEEP FINDING EACH OTHER!! #happenstance! #she is falling for him again! she can't help it! EVEN WHEN SHE DOESNT REMEMBER HIM!! #they meet at the observatory and she avoids his building at work but ENDS UP THERE ANYWAYS #ahhhhhggg!!!!!! #10/10 if you ask me #and I think this drama is a happy ending too #if it was sad or bittersweet idk what I would have done #lindsay speaks #first love hatsukoi

[surevive]

Modern AU Vash being very affected by the change of seasons. Like the actual days of the equinoxes and solstices he is just not himself. Those who know him know and those who don't, well, they'll find out.

#(Modern AU: Headcanon) #since tomorrow is the first day of fall

[josephtrohman]

school starts tomorrow and thus i’ve officially failed my goal of having a fic up before school :( AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE now i gotta be anxious for tomorrow cuz of fall out boy ⁉️ whatever

#at least i have a pretty chill seeming schedule tomorrow bc it's first day/no readings assigned but. CHRIST #also as far as fics go i may work on stuff in my free time still so i guess Maybe there could be something soon #anyways...fall out boy when i get my hands on u