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the-record · 6 months

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COWBOYS LIKE YOU

SYNOPSIS: you should stop letting her through that door

PAIRING: cowboy!abby x reader

WARNINGS: a touch of homophobia

A/N: this isnt great, and makes me sad, but i like it!! trying to be a little less dialogue focused

“do you have to go?” your voice is soft as abby lets the question linger in the air. “i hate it when you leave. its lonely.”

her fingers slide carefully up and down your arm and she sighs. “im sorry angel.” abby wraps her arms around you and pulls tight, trying to get you as close as possible. “you know it ain’t safe for us out there though.”

you knew she was right, seen first hand just what people think about sappho and her friends. felt the rage and anger that came when two women who just loved each other.

these nights with her were nice. the sun still going down and the heat with it. crickets started their song and birds finishing theirs. you had pulled the sheets up halfway when it cooled, the sweat on yalls skin disappearing with the breeze.

abbys nails were kept short always, but theyd begin to grow out and were gently scratching at your skin. her hair had finally grown out again and you twisted it around your fingers.

when you’d found her that night, you had to bring her back. clean up her hair, her wounds, her clothes. you couldnt leave a sweet thing like her out in the cold to die. or the boy that was with her. you never did see him again, but it meant more time just you and her.

“i can stay one more day. but then i ought to get back on.” she pressed a sweet kiss to your forehead. “you get some rest now, let me make us somethin’ warm and good for dinner.” you whine as she untangles herself from you, but only laughs before leaving the room.

you don’t remember when you nodded off, but you do remember waking up to something smelling good. she stumbled in with a tray full of plates and cups. she smiled when she saw you sit up.

“well good mornin’ sunshine.” you rolled your eyes as abby settled in beside you. “now, no more of that attitude, not when i made you somethin’ nice.”

you scoffed, crossing your arms over your chest. “now i know good and well that you, abby anderson, are not talking.” she returned the eye roll, albeit not very well. “now what is on my menu tonight mrs anderson?”

abby always left without warning, but it didn’t make it hurt any less. but you always managed to make a move on from her, prepared with the fact that she may never be back for you.

you tended to the farm, your cows. made breakfast and dinner each and every day, sweet tea and lemonade for the hot afternoons. you did afternoon tea in the ladies parlor on saturdays and church on sundays. you kept on the way you always did, never missing a beat.

until a fateful cool evening when someone came knocking on your screen, scaring you half to death as you stirred beside the stove. you sighed as you made your way to the door, wiping your hands on the apron you had on.

you nearly tripped over your own feet seeing abby at your door. took everything in you not to rush and pull her in.

she was different than when you last saw her. new clothes, hair in a loose braid, cuts and blood all over. but you didn’t yet even open the door, she had much to say first.

“before i even start, know how sorry i am. know i didnt mean for it to be this long.” she winced as she leaned on her other leg. “i wanted to come, truly i did, but ive been running all over hell’s half acre. i had business.”

you huffed, pulling the door open and taking her with you to the kitchen. “im so sorry angel, please talk to me.” you sat her down on a stool before heading back to your dinner. “what do i need to do to make it all better?”

she quieted down when you didnt respond, watching you cook. she always loved watching you do household things. made her feel right at home again.

she smiled when you sat her bowl down infront of her, stopping and staring with a frown. she wanted to tell you how pretty you were but held off, you scared her quiet a bit. her hands moved to your hips but you slapped them away and grabbed the wet rag she hadnt noticed.

“eat your damn food.” she slowly spooned the meal into her mouth as you wiped at the old cuts on her face. she winced and pulled away but you pulled back. “stop movin’ when im tryna fix you up.” she nodded as softly as possible.

when you finished, you took the rag and half finished plate with you, pulling the fork from abbys mouth. “go wash up, you will not be dirty in my house.” she nodded, though you weren’t looking, and left to the bathroom.

the plate sat on the counter as you heard her harsh steps up your stairs. you held your head in your hands and took a shaky breath.

you didnt expect her to come back. figured it was final this time. and you certainly didnt expect her at your door like that. you had to pull it together though, couldnt let her see you like this.

you washed up and wiped the kitched till it was spotless before heading upstairs to abby. she was still sitting tending to her wounds when you found her. “you’re doing it wrong.” she dropped what she was doing and slouched. “let me.”

you were gentle with your touch, knowing it was always what she needed. she lived such a hard life that sometimes she needed a gentle touch, some loving. “what in the god damn world did you get yourself into this time?” abby sniffed and you looked up for the first time.

“i hate going out there. i dont wanna anymore.” you hushed her, pulled her close. “can i stay?”

“you can do whatever you want.” you kissed her face, running your fingers through her hair. “im here no matter what you decide.” she nodded and squeezed your hand. “now let me fix up these stitches. you have no idea what your doing. bless your heart.” she laughed softly and you copied. “seriously though, sit still for me.”

“im sorry i always leave.”

it was a quiet night. crickets too tired to so much as hum, and the cow sleeping to forget the chill of the dark. the house had a chill but you and abby huddled to ignore it. it was peaceful. you missed this peace.

you hummed in response, leaning on her chest to see her face. “so don’t.” but she said nothing. did nothing. “abby…”

she shook her head. “im sorry.”

#abby anderson x reader #abby anderson fluff #abby x fem!reader #abby anderson x female reader #abby anderson tlou2 #abby anderson tlou #abby the last of us #abby anderson x y/n #abby anderson x you #abby anderson angst #abby anderson

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vaguesxrrow · 11 months

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Can you maybe do from 911 a buck x celebrity!reader? Where something happens during her concert (a fire on the stage or the stage breaks and she falls down with it and is buried under it) and Buck is a fan of the reader and has a celebrity crush on her.

I dont know i had this idea stuck in my head and didnt see anyone writing something like this!

tysm for the ask! and ofc, here you go! hopefully it's what you had in mind :)

cinderella

evan buckley/reader

tags: female reader, fluff, flirting, technological and medical inaccuracies, use of y/n, buck being awkward and not knowing how to act around reader

cw's: swearing

wc: 1,190

reader is a famous singer, and also buck's celebrity crush.

You adjusted your outfit as the backstage crew bustled about, looking in the vanity mirror. You took a deep breath, trying to block out the frantic orders thrown around in the background, as well as worried words being exchanged between coworkers about how the staging had been very "last minute".

Whenever this happened - staging arrangements being rushed - it made you nervous, so you were determined not to focus on it.

You checked the clock on the wall; the audience had probably finished filing into the stadium by now. You listened closely past the talking of the backstage crew, managing to make out the excited chatter of your fans. This gave you a bit more confidence. Your fans believed in you, and you loved them, so you weren't going to let a little performance anxiety get in the way of giving them an amazing show.

Your assistant tapped you on the shoulder. "Miss Y/n, it's time for your entrance," she said, handing you a microphone.

"Thank you. Do I look okay?" you asked.

"Stunning as usual!" she assured. "Now go out there and break a leg!"

You slipped through the curtain and stepped onstage. The second the crowd took note of your arrival, they erupted into screams and cheers. Immediately, a huge grin appeared on your face. You waved with both hands, and blew a few kisses as you made your way to centre stage.

"Thank you!" you said into your mic. "Thank you all of you for being here. I love and appreciate all of you."

The audience screamed in response.

"Before we begin this performance, one last reminder to stay safe out there in the crowd!" you said. "Alright, let's get started!"

The lights dimmed, the music began, and the crowd erupted into cheers once again. However, not long after you sang your first note, you had the chilling sensation that something was wrong.

You looked up just in time to see one of the light fixtures fall. You jumped out of the way just in time, the spotlight missing you by inches. You landed flat on your back on the floor the same time the spotlight did, both of you going down with a huge thump. You vaguely noted that the wires on the spotlight had ripped, and one of them was tangled around your ankle. It appeared to also be caught in the heel of your boot.

Suddenly, you saw a spark, and before you could even blink, the spark evolved into a full-blown fire. You screamed, attempting to scramble away. However, as soon as you got up, you fell again, and a shooting pain went up your leg. Fuck, you'd forgotten about the wire.

"Somebody call 911!" you yelled.

⌦ -- -- Buck's pov

"Tell us more about this fire, cap?" Buck prompted from where he sat in the backseat of the engine.

"Electrical fire at Lavender Plaza. There was a concert happening-"

"Wait, Lavender Plaza?" Buck exclaimed. "That's where Y/n L/n is performing!" His mouth was open in awe, and he turned to look at his crewmates. "Oh my god, you guys have no idea how much I wanted to go see that concert. I'm actually in love with her," he gushed. "Holy shit, is she okay, though?"

"Yes, the victim's name is Y/n L/n. Apparently, one of the spotlight fixtures fell onstage. It's an electrical fire - not too big, but still enough to be dangerous, especially since Y/n is unable to escape due to a wire around her ankle," Bobby continued.

"Guys, we have to go save her," Buck yelled.

"That's what we're doing right now," Eddie, Hen, and Chimney said in unison.

Buck's eyes grew impossibly wider. "Holy shit, I'm about to meet my celebrity crush!" he exclaimed.

⌦ -- -- y/n's pov

You nearly cried of relief when you heard the sirens approaching. The fire had engulfed most of the stage area opposite you, but luckily, you were in the safe zone for now.

The firefighters jumped into action, literally. You coughed at the CO2 from the fire extinguishers. As soon as the fire was put out, you saw a firefighter leap over the spotlight, landing next to you. You vaguely heard someone reprimand him - "Buck! Be careful!".

The firefighter - Buck, apparently - only gave a thumbs up in response.

"Okay, Y/n," he said, light blue eyes looking down at you in concern. "Don't you worry, I'm gonna get you free."

You nodded. "How do you know my name?"

"Buck over here is a big fan," you heard a voice to your left say. A woman with glasses set down a first aid kit next to you. "I'm Hen. Does it hurt anywhere, honey?"

"Um, I think I broke my leg or something, cause it really hurts."

Hen nodded in acknowledgement.

"Alright," Buck piped up. "It looks like the wire is just caught on your boot, so if we unbuckle this thing, you'll be free."

"Oh my god," you said. "Thank you."

"Hey, you're pretty much Cinderella, now," Buck joked as he finished unbuckling your boot. He held it up. "You know, with the lost shoe and all that."

"Does that make you my prince charming, then?" you teased.

Buck blushed, stammering. Before he coukd get out a response, Hen and another paramedic lifted you onto a gurney, wheeling you away.

⌦ -- --

You were breathing steadily into the oxygen mask, just as Hen had instructed you. Then, you spotted Buck making his way towards where you were currently sitting on your stretcher. He was still clutching your boot.

"Hey," you said. "Thanks again for saving me."

"Hi," Buck breathed. "Is this real?"

"Unfortunately for me, yes," you grumbled, casting a forlorn look at your broken leg. You remembered how your assistant had told you to 'break a leg' earlier. The irony.

"Right, no, of course, I didn't mean it like that! Oh god, I'm so sorry!" he rambled.

"It's okay," you laughed. "You just saved my life, I'm probably gonna love you forever, now."

Buck blushed a deep crimson. "Can I have your autograph?" he asked. "This probably isn't an appropriate time, but I mean, your hands aren't broken or anything, so I figured it'd be fine? If you're fine? If you're fine with it, not if you're fine in general, cause you know, you just broke your leg and everything." he snapped his mouth shut. "I'm gonna stop talking now."

You laughed. Looking at him fondly, you took in his features. His very good looking features, you noted.

"I'd love to give you an autograph," you told him. "I'd even give you a picture, but I'm a mess right now."

"I think you still look great," Buck blurted.

"Thank you," you giggled.

"Hey, if you stop by the hospital later, I'll get you my autograph and a picture. And maybe even dinner, if my prince charming's up for it." You winked.

Hen and another paramedic came to wheel you away. The last glimpse you got of Buck was him still staring ahead, a slightly dazed look in his eye and a smile on his lips.

Yeah, he looked like a prince charming to you.

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a/n: okay before you start thinking that reader getting caught in the wire is inaccurate, id like to say that ive been trapped under those big wire rope things before when i was younger, and that shit is HEAVY like no joke

#evan buckley/reader #evan buckley #buck/reader #evan buckley x reader #evan buckley x you #evan buckley x y/n #911 x reader #911 fic #911 abc #911 fox #evan buckley x female reader #sparrow.911

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quinnkasih · 1 year

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"Christmast With The Grumpy Cat!"

Christmast Special Chapter

cat!scara x collegestudent!fem!reader

SYNOPSIS

Scara lives with you. He thought that his fur is enough to warm him up from the cold, unfortunately not. He needs your help with warming up!

A/N

This is basically cuddling with scara through the cold 😭 i dont really like my writing here but i hope you enjoy it <3

WARNINGS

Cat scara has feelings for y/n his owner (he is in his cat form just to get your affection <3), very rushed!

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It was cold outside, winter has come by! Your campus is quite busy preparing lots of fun events, for the teachers or students.

These circumstances holds you away from home. Or even when you are at home, it wouldnt be long.

Scara, your cat, doesnt seem to notice this, that you are preparing for christmast. He thinks that you are always not home because you hate him or you are enjoying christmast with someone else and not him.

He has to do something to get your attention.

But he doesnt want to seem desperate and needy..

How?

That is what he is thinking now.

Alone at home, a young male figure is plopped down on your couch. He has this weird cat ears and cat tail. His cat ears were down, as he was deep in his thoughts. A frown was on his face, gazing nowhere.

Suddenly, a groan erupted from the male. His hands were on both sides of his head as like a frustrated manner.

He muttered a few curse words as he straightened his pose.

He always admitted that he doesnt enjoy your presence (of course you wont understand because its just "meow"-s), but, why does he wants you here..?

Thats weird coming from him.

His ego always takes over him and would make him say harsh words at you which he didnt actually mean. (again, it would only be harsh "meow"-s).

Footsteps could be heard from the other side of the apartement door, surprising Scara.

With a "poof", he was back in his cat form.

He would be in his human form when you aren't home.

And yes, he never showed you himself in his human form. Just because he doesnt want to confuse you and make you uncomfortable.

He thinks that, a female and a human cat male? Living together? Many things could go wrong!

But wait.. Why is he thinking dirty stuffs about you and him??!

Despite in his cat form, you could still see the obvious flustered face. His cat ears are risen up and his tail was straightened.

He was very flustered, until he forgot that you were coming home. His thoughts were cutted off with a door creaking sound and a large rectangular box you are holding bumping against the door frame.

"Ahh! This is so stressful!" You complainted.

This piqued his attention. His head turned to look at you who was having trouble with bringing the large rectangular box inside.

He really wanted to help.

But what could a small cat do?

Even if he tried to help, it would only be a trouble-making in your eyes.

The only way he could help, is to turn into his human form and help you lift it.

But of course he couldnt do that.

Eh whatever you managed to bring the box in anyways, its already late for him to help.

...

'Ahh..'

After awhile he realizes that you are making a medium sized artificial tree for christmast.

"Haa finally finish! First time having christmast alone" You dusted off your hands and place it on your hips.

You turned to look at Scara who was staring at you with a small frown. He seems to want you to notice something.

"Okay, maybe with Scara" You cleared your words.

His small frown then turned to his normal cocky expression.

You giggled at his behavior and joined him on the couch.

"I'll just decorate it later, Im tired" You exclaimed as you straightened your back on the couch.

It was really cold outside, really. The cold is already freezing you, then you are tired? You should really get a rest.

You stand up to turn on the heater, you are already wearing your sweaters. Yet, the cold isnt dying down.

After turning the heater on, you headed back to the couch and plopped yourself down on the couch.

You turned on the tv.

...

Its been awhile, yet he hasnt receive any of his usual head strokes and hugs. Tho he would never admit, he was actually waiting for it. Especially these times where it is cold.

He'd be lying if he said that he isnt cold. Even he tried to snuck in the blanket you are using to get warm. And to get your attention.

But why wont you notice??!

Does he really have to snuck his head under the palm of your hand like a desperate and needy cat? Does he have to give small licks on the back of your hand? He would never do that!

'...'

Why arent you noticing this?

Look, he even tried to act cute! Like kneading the blanket, just to get your attention.

Are you that focused on the tv?

Or are you that tired?

'..maybe its best not to bother you now..' He thought.

...

It was midnight, you fell asleep on the couch.

The tv was still turned on, noisy tv shows filling the background as you woke up.

Your hair is messy, the blanket is off your body, the palm of your hands are freezing, as well as your feet.

With a slightly blurry vision, you whipped your head towards the clock to check the time. It was very late, 01.34 am.

(Its basically that feeling and situation where you woke up from a late afternoon nap in the middle of the night)

Feeling some weight on your forearm, your attention turned to it.

There on your forearm Scara hanged with his small kitten hands holding onto your forearm. He was so close to slipping off. His small cat body was shivering from the cold.

You quickly got him off your forearm, carrying his fragile body to your bedroom where it is much more warmer.

Both of you moved to your bedroom, not forgetting your blanket.

Entering your bedroom, you noticed that your bed was still tidy, untouched since the morning where you last clean it. Great, you could just jump to bed comfortably now.

The both of you got in bed as you pulled up the blankets against you two.

Scara shifted comfortably, trying to adapt the new feeling of the surface. Upon doing it so, his eyes slightly opened, seeing you on your side facing him.

The distance between eachother's faces was so close. If he were to be in his human form at this situation, he could just close the gap between eachother's lips by shifting to the front slightly.

His thankful thoughts were cutted by your touch as you pulled him into a warm hug.

You rested your head on the crown of his head, between his cat ears, it felt a little bit ticklish. You did this slowly, not wanting to crush him below you.

You were fast to fall asleep.

Meanwhile Scara who was bellow you, facing your neck, was blushing hard.

He doesnt feel cold anymore, he feels very warm. And happy.

He is happy, very happy.

It was usual for the two of you to sleep together. But never like this, not this close.

He was too happy by now to even fall asleep.

He just hopes that this moment will once happen again someday. And better, in his human form <3

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muav99 · 10 months

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Strawberry Pancakes Pt.2 🩷🤍 pls read pt.1 first! 🫶

I kinda just wrote & didn’t edit much but I hope you enjoy!

Hyunjin smut- Hyunjin X reader female, roommates to lovers, switch/soft dom hyunjin & sub reader, daddy kink, unprotected (use protection 🩷✨), PinV, oral sex female receiving

10am…

You look over at your alarm and groan. Probably time to get up and find something to eat

But then standing up flashbacks of you and hyunjin in the kitchen last night rush through your tired mind

You gasp way too loud

“Are you okay hun?” Hyunjin calls from the outside of your door

“Oh yeah I’m good i….i’ll be out in a minute” you mumble back at him embarrassed

“I made breakfast so don’t let it go cold hm?” He says as you hear his footsteps leave the door and near the kitchen

Fully overthinking it now, you try and pull yourself together. Brush your fingers through your hair glancing in the mirror. Throwing on your flannel bottoms. Why do I suddenly care so much? Its just hyunjin. But the thing is. He isn’t just. He’s…….him.

“No this is weird calm down and eat” you think practically splitting your mind apart

*loud sigh*

you walk out the bedroom door to a kitchen with wonderful smells of buttermilk, strawberries and creme. I suppose he did finish making the pancakes after all

You scan his figure. He looks like a dream even in the morning. Fluffy unkept hair, tired but warm eyes, a very loose tee and. He’s only wearing boxers. You have to get out of your head but…

“Look up look up look UP” you think

You walk to him trying your best to keep eyes on his upper half. He pulls up a chair at the counter and pushes one out for you. You sit next to him admiring the little set up he made.

“You like it?” He asks lightly

He’s placed big fluffy pancakes stacked with strawberries on the side, covered in rich whipped cream. The orange juice in cute little cups. Its adorable.

“I love it! Thank you hyunjin” you say smiling at him

It really was sweet and thoughtful and oh you tried to forget last nights events but they stuck to your mind and you feel it all over your skin.

“Eat, you seem distracted y/n” he says casually (not casual to you) placing a strawberry covered in whipped cream in your mouth

“Oh okay” you reply shakily eating the strawberry you’ve been offered. Why is he looking at you like that? That fucking tease. Its what he does best.

“So um are we going to talk about last night hyunjin or just pretend it didn’t happen?” You manage to say looking down at your plate trying to avoid his glance.

“Unless you want to continue” he mumbles

“What um…..what did you say i didnt hear you” you blurt out in shock unsure what to do with him being so direct.

“Y/n you know what I mean. I like you, and I know you like me too..” he whispers in your ear leaning over

His hand caresses your thigh stroking it lightly with his long slender fingers. His eyes looking right into yours, god he’s irresistible. Puppy dog eyes but still so seductive. He needs to stop before you give in.

“I……hyunjin….” You start but he cuts you off

“Can I show you what i mean?” he says

He grabs your waist and places you off of your chair to face him. He spins you around. Touching and feeling slowly all over your body. You gasp. You melt into his touch unable to deny this feeling he’s creating.

“Tell me to stop and I will” he whispers in your ear

“I…..” he squeezes your breasts in his hands

You whimper, he chuckles at this “Oh y/n”

“Speak up”

His head dips into the right side of your neck engulfing you in soft kisses. His lips plush and soft. Nipping and biting and kissing all over. Leaving marks darker then you’d ever imagine. You moan but muffle yourself wanting to give in fully. Lord knows why now..

“Oh I see how it is sweetheart” he says

He spins you around and pulls you in by your waist and presses himself against you. Looking right into your eyes.

“I want you, will you let me have you” he pleads stroking your cheek with his gentle fingers

“Yes just yes” you breathe out letting completely loose and letting him take over. You cant deny hwang hyunjin.

He slides his hand down your cheek and pulls you in for a soft kiss. Passionate, going deeper with each movement. Tongue swiping your bottom lip for permission which you grant gladly. He lifts you up by your ass grasping you in his hands and walks you to the couch never leaving your lips. He lays you down on the couch softly and climbs over top of you.

“Stop looking at me like that or we’ll be here all night” he groans becoming more desperate

As if you weren’t a desperate mess yourself. Trying to rub your thighs together for any friction, anything to help the aching you feel. He hasn’t barely touched you and he has no idea how wet you are.

You wrap his shirt collar in your hands and pull him in. “Please hyun, I need you too” you whimper

“Thats all I wanted to hear princess” he groans. “Keep on using your words and see what it gets you” he presses his lips to yours again in a sloppy desperate kiss

As you wrap your legs around his waist he grinds his cock against you trying to feel you. You moan into each others mouths feeling pleasure wave over you.

You pull apart from his lips but only for a moment to discard your pajama pants. He rips off his white tee and throws it to the floor. Its stereotypical you think but you cant help but drool. Hyunjin standing in front of you, hard, panting, and the lighting makes him look more angelic then usual. You walk up to him and trace his chest. He grabs your ass and squeezes then pecks you on the lips

“Aren’t the pancakes going to go cold?” You say continuously tracing the circles in his chest, your nose running up and down his neck heavily breathing. He picks you up and lays you down on the couch again. Slowly, seductively crawls in between your legs and you giggle.

“Y/n, i want you, not the pancakes” he breathes out dipping into your neck kissing the bruises as he rolls his hips into yours. You moan feeling relaxed and taken care of.

“I wanna hear you pretty girl keep it up” he smirks and you can feel it in your neck

“All I want is to feel you” you whine

“Then be patient for me” he replies

He slides your black lace panties to the side groaning at the sight of you. “You’re beautiful” he says inching closer, kissing on your thighs, rubbing your clit with his thumb.

You’re usually not this submissive but god are you a mess for this man. You’re on cloud 9. Its like you’re living a lana del rey song.

He kisses, sucks, and licks your folds keeping his thumb circling your clit. Your hands are in his hair. His breathing heavy and you’re screams fill the air.

“Hyunj….mmm daddy” you moan

“Sweetheart, call me what you like. I can be whatever you want” he looks up at you from his lewd position between your legs

“Call me daddy baby.” He breathily moans diving back into you

You hold on to his hair for dear life. Pushing his tongue deeper and further. You’re on the edge. He couldn’t be any harder, if you were around him he’d bust right now.

Right before you can come he pulls away

“Hyunjin” you whine missing the feeling of his tongue

He comes to face you “Are you sure you’re okay with this?” He caresses your hair softly looking genuinely into your eyes

“I am. I really do like you, I cant deny it” you whisper still a little afraid to admit it so blatantly

“I like you too” he leans in to your kiss

His hands reach up under your shirt removing it

“God” he says

His cock throbs at the sight of your bare chest. God you were so perfect.

He kisses you again but then gets up to remove his boxers hastily. He rips them off and climbs back up on you beyond ready to just fuck you.

At this point you just give up. You have to look. You look down and my fucking god. Like you thought. A god. Everything about him is pretty. And quite……big.

He chuckles at your awe of him. He sits you up and you’re confused. Is this not happening? But hyunjin has other plans. He pulls you into his lap, hovering you slightly. He lines himself up with you and slowly eases in. You both moan loudly

“You’re going to kill me”

“More hyunjin, i mean daddy please”

You ease fully on to his cock and sit in his lap. You’re both so close and wrapped in each other’s arms. He moves and you’re already a moaning mess in his neck. Rocking and circling your hips. He’s bucking up and rolling into you with his dancer hips. The sounds from your apartment is sure enough to concern the neighbors. Screaming and moaning, skin slapping. But you both don’t care.

You bounce on him feeling yourself about to climax. He holds your body close, grabbing at your tits and moving your hips

“Fuck y/n….”

“Hyunjin im…”

You both scream in ecstasy as you ride the high. Still moving and grinding into each other like animals. Screams and slaps of your ass fill the room. His back covered in long scratches from your acrylic nails.

“I’m” you scream

“Me too baby” he groans as you both release

You both collapse into each other’s arms, he lays you both down exhausted. Breathing heavily as he looks into your eyes

“Y/n, I really really like you”

“I’d hope so” you smirk sarcastically

You both crack up laughing

“I like you too.” You peck his lips affectionately

“How about I get us cleaned up then we cuddle?” He suggests

“What about the pancakes?” You say

“Nah they’re definitely cold by now” he responds with a wink walking to the bathroom

You laugh, oh how you loved this boy.

Thanks for reading!!! Feel free to request or ask any questions🩷

#Spotify #smut #skz scenarios #hyunjin #hyunjin smut #skz fanfic #straykids smut #hyunjin x reader #lana del rey

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gorbo-longstocking · 5 months

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HIIIIIIII ITS BEEN SO LONG, hello to anyone who sees this and anyone still follows me despite my silence <33 its been a little over two years and my undertale hyperfixation is slowly returning but i really dont know where to start with all of the projects bouncing around in my head, so i justs wanted to throw a poll out there and see where it lands. whatever wins will probably end up earning my focus— emphasis on probably i have no idea how my mind works im just along for the ride.

“home is where the heart is” is my first, longest, and most popular fic ive written ever and ive improved exponentially since i first started. a part of me worries im no longer able to capture what i did then and im ngl, its daunting to jump immediately back into a fic i havent touched in over a year.

weapons wrapped in lamb-skin is my gaster centric artificial mage fic and its something i rushed through because i was still very new to writing and was excited to share it. its quality suffered because of it. ive rewritten the first chapter already and i want to finish rewriting around eight chapters before i start posting it again

and so my garden grows is my asgore & toriel au harem fic in the same vein as skeleton au harem fics because i thought as resident dilf and milf they really deserved the treatment. as compared to home is where the heart is, itd be easier to jump back into because i didnt manage to get very far with it before i lost my fixation, although as of now im more fixated on the skeletons than the goats and id need to do A LOT of planning for it because my noted are very sparse

and finally, nemesis and nike is my idea for a horror au centric harem fic featuring my takes on horrorbirdfell, horrorswap, horrortale, and horrorswapfell. theres a lot of lore i have cooked up, mainly being the mc is also from an alternate unuverse where they and their kid sister are trying to survive during a zombie apocalypse. they wake up in a wooded area surrounded by a fence and quickly learn the woods aren’t uninhabited as they once thought. excited for this one because it would be nice to have a fresh start and flex my newly built writing muscles, and have a point of comparison between where i began with home is where the heart is and where i am now.

okay sorry for rambling this us gonna be a long ass post hehe. all in all, i just wanna see what readers would prefer to see from me! no matter what wins, i will probably end up updating all of these fics at least once, so if you’re interested in any of this stick around <33 if you have any questions please feel free to send me an ask or something! ily and have a merry christmas!!

#i don’t remember my tagging system #did i even have one #im back poll #papyrus x reader #sans x reader

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quanblovk · 1 year

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BOO!

OH BOY OH BOY TIME TO TALKABOUT STUFF REGARDING THESE PICS

W.I.P's because i got rlly burnt out and lost motivation to draw gijinkas....sad...

I still am btw, they're just so scary to draw! The proportions! The BODIES! As soon as i finally finished planning their poses, all my art juice ran out....

So i tried to do a simpler one like the right pic, where the two are chibis instead. Unfortunately i also never finished it, I wonder why? 🤔

Also for the first pic, i had a kickass fic planned too! Just like with Star Ninja. Basically DMK goes around asking everyone what present he should get and buys a shitload of valentines day gifts! All execpt for chocolate. After he saw Galacta Knight getting sick from eating so much chocolate, he decided it was best to buy something inedible instead.....(man he got so much chocolate from the waddle dees! He couldn't bring himself to waste it all too!)

Then a bunch of stuff happens that causes DMK to loose his gifts one by one. He gets really upset and goes take a small deppression walk. Though, coincidentally, Gala was also taking a walk at the very same place and DMK notices him from afar. In a panic, he just steals a random heart balloon from a balloon vendor because he didnt want to seem empty handed. GK rushes to DMK, he hands him the balloon aaaaaannddd.......

Gala literally cries and pulls him in for a spinny hug! Things went well and DMK still managed to give Gala a memorable present.

Thats why u see the

Balloon!

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OH GOD I WOULD'VE NEVER FINISHED THAT FIC IN TIME FOR VALENTINES DAY LMAO

Ouugghhhh.......

Anyways have this scrapped White Day pic as thanks for reading my (hopefully) comprehensible rambling!

#it was scrapped bc i wasnt satisfied with the angle....#i wanted to try and fit blade knight somewhere in there but never found the perfect spot #my art #kirby nintendo #digital drawing #galacta knight #Dark Meta Knight #gijinka #poppy bros jr #burning leo #sir kibble #dametagala #W.I.P

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brainlessbaguette · 8 months

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Finished Fionna and Cake and I have some more thoughts, lots of spoilers below

So in regards to that Finn post I made after ep 1&2, apparently there was no more our Finn. In hindsight that makes sense but still a bummer that he didn't even get a cameo. I am absolutley stunned by the lack of Marcie mentions, especially in the finale. I am well aware that they wanted to branch out and away from the main cast for this one but this was very much a Simon story, despite being called Fionna and Cake. Your telling me we don't even get Simon recalling Marcie to talk or just a quick clip of them hanging, it felt wrong.

I did really enjoy the show. Like genuinely it was a great time, I recommend. I will say though it needed more episodes. Even just a "normal" 12, as far as smaller series go. They just wanted to do too much and didn't really get to stop and flesh out different ideas.

Now Adventure Time thrived at "dream logic" where crap didn't make sense, everyone in universe just excepted the most random ideas. It also had a sense of whimsy that it held while showing you some of the most gut punching stories. It was insane and the HBO stuff has felt more grounded I want to say? Like its lost that vibe. I didn't really notice it in "Together again" or "Obsidian" but "Bmo" definitely felt a bit off and "Wizard City" was... anyway after getting to see a full series it's just really brought that forward for me. Like its not bad it just doesn't fully feel like Adventure Time.

I will say for this series you could blame that on the fact we're following human Simon, who's here because he couldnt get behind that mindset and two outsiders. But thats not quite right. Its not so much a "how are the characters reacting to x" as much as it is "how is x being presented to we the viewer"

Its really hard to put to words. Uhh take Scarab I guess? In the original show you would've maybe had someone give Simon and the gang a quick explanation on who he is, a quick cutscene, or even just left it at what we see in the beginning. Not really going too deep. But instead they keep checking in on him and his little monologues, you even go to see his boss or manager dude. It felt like too much context for a character that did exactly as much as he would have regardless or whether or not we had that info. I feel like I know more about Scarab than I do the Lich and its weird.

It also, circling back, didn't work with how short the series was. They HAD to establish Fionna and Cake as actual characters and not just gender swaps, Simon needed to go through his whole arc. They then CHOSE to also establish Gary and Marshal in a B plot, Adventure Time really didn't have B plots so that was weird at first but it actually helped the Finale ep so they get a pass, and then added on Scarab with whatever he had going on, all while changing the setting and throwing in a new side cast every episode. They were working so hard to introduce everyone and get them through their stories that they really didnt have time to let the things settle. Like y'all remember in the Elements series how they took that whole (I think?)2nd episode to have Finn just sit down and process everything that had just happened and is currently happening. Was it the best episode? No. But gosh dang it did wonders for Jake's character, displaying how Finn has matured emotionally, giving the brothers a chance to connect(right before Jake disolves in some goo so that it hurts more), and gave the viewer a little break from non-stop action while also letting us catch back up all in a cute funny little Adventure Time way. Fionna and Cake NEEDED an episode like that. Because everything was so rushed they didnt really get to bond and grow together and grow away from the "owner pet dynamic." Finn and Jake had that line a little blurry in funny one off gags but they were absolutley brothers first, Fionna and Cake was on the other hand not that.

Anywho TL;DR, Show was good but pacing and vibes were off and would've benefited from at least two more episodes just to let things breathe.

I absolutley knew it about Simon's and Betty's relationship. I saw that coming from a mile away. That crap was so unhealthy and I'm glad they've made peace with that fact + Simon is getting therapy. Thank you Finn's mom.

Oh and last little bit, me being upset about my unanswered questions.

Uh how did Jake die? Cause Farmworld Finn's Jake is still alive and well, so its not of old age?

Why the heck did Prismo do a complete 180° so fast??? Your legit telling me that in 20-30 years(Idk how long but it's nothing compared to him) prismo, an immortal wishmaster, has turned into a washed up mess. Why? Where's cosmic owl, don't you guys still hang? Is it cause of our world Jake dying, if so back to question 1?

Not really specific to this show but Is PB still PB or just B? Cause she was living with Marcie in "Obsidian" and in "Together Again" Peppermint Butlers wearing her crown. Whose watching the candy kingdom, I'm just genuinley curious?

Is Farmworld Finn dead??? I genuinely don't think he is because Scarabs whole job seems to be keeping thing running smoothly and killing a reincarnated catalyst comet seems like it would be a big screw up. Also Jay and LD didn't seem upset, so I'm gonna go with no he's fine? But they also DIDN'T GIVE ME CLOSURE!

ALSO why are Jay and LD ditching they're families for Fionna's world? That seems out of character and overall just a weird choice.

DID THEY PUT BABY FINN BACK IN BABY WORLD??? Is there a baby jake without Finn??? I am devastated.

What was the point of sending Simon into Shermie's body other than the cameo? Like I love to see em, but we were pressed for time and they're could've been another way to do that right? It just felt weird.

Why did Prismo send Jay, LD, Baby Finn, and the tank peppermint butler anyways? There was definitely a different way to do that.

Lastly but most importantly

There was no Fionna meets our Finn??? Why it's all I wanted, even just a two second she bumped into him while chasing after Cake and neither of them realized. I would've been so happy and I'm a little salty now.

Very rambly as per usual. If you made it down here thank you for tuning into "me chucking my random thoughts about a very specific topic into the void of the internet because, regardless of whether or not people read, its surprisingly very thereputic to just write them all out there," we are currently workshoping that title.

#adventure time spoilers #adventure time #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #spoilers #fionna campbell #cake the cat #simon petrikov

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pathetic-gamer · 9 months

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*MAJOR TOTK SPOILERS BELOW THE CUT*

I was anxiously awaiting this game from the moment it was announced. I 100% completed BOTW, including Kilton's monster medallions and full armor upgrades - literally all content except for the sword trials on master mode - and I played and enjoyed AOC, so I was so so so excited

Now that I've finished the game and have had a few months (lol) to reflect on it, here are some of my impressions/reviews for things that stuck with me, aka a long list of what i did and didnt like. (I only did the main story and a couple of key save-my-wife-related side quests, so this isn't about all the content in the game.)

First, things I liked:

Regarding gameplay: the final boss fight was so much more fun than BOTW's. I liked that it combined a massive boss like Calamity Ganon with an actual humanoid boss similar to older games, plus the fight against the demon king was very cool. I especially liked the fact that he could dodge Link's attacks the same way Link can dodge his, but thank God he can't flurry rush lmao. (The last stage I'm particular was VERY cool.)

It was really funny to me how in the last phase of the fight, if you get down to one single heart, his attacks become SO much weaker, so you're basically guaranteed to not die lmao

I liked how the sages could actually follow you around as you adventured! That was fun and cute.

Related to that, it was kinda nice how they prepared you for that fight throughout the game by making you learn his moveset ahead of time

Speaking of sages, the temples were fun and their final bosses were cooler than the ones in BOTW. The lightning temple was especially cool - that final boss was creepy and made me think of Mothula, whom i know from A Link to the Past and Oracle of Seasons

fuck gloom hands, all my homies hate gloom hands (they still go in the "likes" section bc they were cool, but they were. so scary)

fuck gibdos, all my homies hate gibdos.

Actually I think one of my favorite experiences in the whole game was going to Gerudo Town without talking to anyone about what was happening, and therefore finding ruins full of what I briefly thought were actual zombies of the Gerudo, and then running around the town looking for survivors and finding absolutely nothing (until i finally found the main entrance to the sanctuary embarrassingly late). That was legitimately terrifying.

another favorite moment was descending to the final boss - that was pretty unsettling too, especially when I hit the bottom floor of the huge spiral staircase and got the pop-up about the power of the sages being gone.

regarding specific mechanics: I actually really liked the weapon crafting. I thought I would hate it, but figuring out strong combinations and going out to hunt down strong monsters for their parts was fun. I felt like a genius when I managed to create a weapon with 120 attack lol

for the story: the master sword quest!!!!!!!! so good.

Purah!!!!! I loved her change in personality throughout the calamity trilogy, I feel like it really reflected her age and the state of the world. in AOC, she was a super spunky and brilliant teenager, and in BOTW she was basically a 4yo, so having her back to being 20, but now having literally 100 years of horror with her friends, family, and all of hyrule suffering hanging over her, she's way more serious and subdued. She's also clearly scared and worried at Zelda still being missing, which I think speaks to how close the friendship is between all three. idk, I have feelings lol

PAYA 😭😭😭😭😭

I did like how much different it felt overall as everyone recovered from the Calamity. That was nice.

and last but not least: ZELINK CANON ZELINK CANON ZELINK CANON

Now for things I didn't like:

I didn't actually like the shrines very much this time, even though the puzzles were more interesting than the ones in BOTW. that might just be fatigue from doing ~250 shrines (main save file and master mode) in the first game, but I found them tedious. once I had enough stamina for the master sword and enough hearts for the sage of spirit quest, I stopped doing them.

the temples were better than the divine beasts, but I still would have preferred more extensive dungeons. (Worth noting that the games I've played other than the two most recent are Link to the Past, Oracle of Seasons, and the original LoZ. I briefly started OOT and Majora's Mask, but didn't finish either of them, so i dont have a comparison point for recent 3d games.)

I felt there was a lack of continuity specifically because of the sheika shrines/towers. Did they ever explain why they are gone now? Did they disappear into the depths during the upheaval? Even the divine beasts are missing! I feel like at the bare minimum, Robbie or Purah should have mentioned something, let alone the second gen champions who literally already piloted them.

This is my hottest take, but: Zelda could have stayed a dragon. Don't get me wrong, I love her and am thrilled Ultimate Wife Guy Link got his wife back, but I don't like when stories undermine their Great Sacrifice(tm) like that. Keep in mind, I also think Byleth should have died in FE3H's Crimson Flower route and that the Silver Snow route is a more powerful ending if you don't meet the conditions for Rhea to survive. In stories about sacrifice for some 'greater good,' I am simply not a happy endings person.

All in all, I had fun! I felt much more invested in the story and hurrying to rescue Zelda because I felt so much more attached to all the characters, so I think that was a massive improvement.

#pg plays totk #totk spoilers #pg plays

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ciaossu-imagines · 1 month

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So one idea i will properly write out has just been going in my head and turning in there like a marinated rotissery chicken. However its p gory and gruesome and so i aill put it under a read more

So once again it has to do with my babes the unseen varia. In fact its about Lorenzo and what shit Bel put him through. This happens p shortly after he joined maybe a year or half a year befoee the ring battles. So he is around 17-18.

Lorenzo even as a new recruit showed himself to be formidable. He is quick on his feet, incredibly competent and confident to boot. The boy already shows that he will go far in the organisation and even manages to make some pals in he storm division.

And of course that is something that Belphegor does not particularly like. At first he didnt think much about it. Its just another guy under his command. But then he shows incredible leadership skills when a mission goes a tad bit awry. Even Squalo mentions how he is impressed and that doesnt happen often.

Belphegor isnt in any form threatened by Lor as a fighter. He believes himself to still be vastly superior. But Lorenzo does work. He does the boring and tedious paoerwork, he cares for his coworkers and the teams he is in, he just does the things that Belphegor refuses or just doesnt WANT to do. Bel is lazy. He only does what he wants to do in the way he wants to do it. And ir has been a headache to others. and before Lorenzo this wasn't an issue. Bel was the most capable storm they had! But just a year ago two new recruirs joined. Sergey and Leonard. And Leo was clearly stronger physifally than Lussuria or Levi. However the reason he wasn't instantly promoted was because he was just not very capable as a leader. Levi was still the best for the position of their lightning guardian, no matter if Leo was physically stronger or not.

So if there comes a guy, who is not just strong in his own right, but also capable of being in a leadership position-- that's when things get a bit tricky for Bel. But its not like he has no ways of keeping his men in line. Or himself entertained.

So for a week he puts harsh pressure and psychological drwad onto one of his storms that Lorenzo is getting along with quite well. Bel doesnt even remember the guys name but he makes him aware of how death is right around the corner. Or even something worse. The storm division is not a daycare after all and Bel has his moods. If he doesnt keep up the good work to Bels satisfaction, he might become a bit of target practise. And it breaks the poor guy. The absolute existential fear sets into his bones. That is exactly what Bel wanted.

So one day he asks Lorenzo and that guy to a more secluded area of the yard. He doesnt notice Leo coming by by accident on his break. He looks at his two guys and snickers before he explains himself.

He is bored. And he wants to test them both. Ya know? Just for funsies~.

Lorenzo doesnt know what to do at first but rhen he actually defies Bel.

"Sir, I don't think having your men engage in spontaneous murder of each other is such a good i--"

But he doesnt even get to finish as he quickly dodges an attack from the other. He tries to calm his friend down but the other is out of it, completely taken by panic nd a need for survival that he lunges at Lorenzo and it comes to a fight between them. Lorenzo tries all he can to incapacitate the other so the fight ends more or less painless, but Bel is in the guys head, spurring him on, through a whole week of manipulation. And it comes as it has to evenrually.

The young man lunges again at Lorenzo, who keeps his knife up in defense and just feels metal hit leather and then flesh as blood drips onto Lorenzo. He is on his back with the body growing limp on top of him. Lorenzo manages to push the body off of him, pulling the knife out in the process and breathing heavily as he comes down from the adrenalin rush. His body is shaking and he needs a moment before his eyes fall onto his former friend. He checks hos pulse.

...

....

.....

Nothing.

He's dead.

The realisation hits Lorenzo like a truck and he barely hears the slow clapping of hands before the voice he comes to hate most rings in his ears.

"Good job~!" he hears in emglish before its follow up in italian

"Looks like the newbie got some actual skill!"

Lorenzo is frozen in place.

Its not like he has never killed anyone. Far from it. But the thought rhat his superior just for shira and giggles had them fight to the death?

He can feel a hand on his shoulder and a squeeze, more menacing than comforting.

"Just so you know: I will always be on top, shishishi~... If you as much as think of dethroning me, I will annihilate you~"

He lifts himself up ahain, snickering, hands in his pockets and shoots Leo a glance who jolts together. Bel lays a finger against his lips as a silent threat and then leaves.

This incidents shakes Lorenzo, but ita not enough to truly break his resolve. That comes at another point. During a mission of which he is the leader, the mission gos awry because one of their newest recruits, a young 16 year old boys nerves colapse. He wants to leave, no money in the world is worth this stress and torrure. Lorenzo has pity on the young storm. He has been there 3 days only, he barely made it in and shouldnt even be on mission yet. He wants to go back to his family, he shakes and cries. So Lorenzo promises him to take the fall and get him out of there.

But Bel cultivates an atmosphere of betrayal. Another storm snitches to Belphegor what happened, for some favor points with the storm officer and the young boy gets stabbed in the kidney and thrown onto the streets. Can't have any of his men fail at missions after all~

And Lorenzo snaps. He manages to track down whoever snitched on them and beats him to a pulp until the guy begs for Lorenzo to stop. But by then its too late. He kills the man. And at that point realizes that he has already lost to Belphegors mind games. He can not make friends. He can not trust anyone. He HAS to be alone to make sure nobody else gets dragged into their power struggle.

Nobody outside of the storm dicision teuly knows the extend of Belphegors torture and manipulation. The division is a bunch of egocentric maniacs out for their own gain, because teamwork never pays out. They betray each other constantly and are put in small batrles against each other for Bels own amusement. People are killed off for just being annoying or in the way. Nobody helps each other.

It gives the storm division a bad reputation and puts Lorenzo under constant stress that nobody else understands, just because he believes he has to prove that he can still rise to the rop without giving into these stupid games, even though he has already lost to them.

It's a battle he can not win.

But he will be damned if he doesnt try.

#submission #eternitas tag: lorenzo truly is my poor misunderstood lil meow meow #dee tags: thank you so much for sharing #eternitas #the unseen varia #lorenzo #i actually really love bel in this #him fucking with people's minds and being cruel and calculating and brutal just really fits #This was just a really fun read all overall #I'm so glad the other readers get a chance to see it too on the blog #please feel free to send comments or love to the original summitor!

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indigo474 · 3 months

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31:00~~2/10/24~~

I ran my 2nd 5 k today and managed to run 3 minutes and 26 seconds faster than last time.. l'm not even sure how that is possible.. it must be the hills. i am so proud of myself and again amazed. a tiny tiny voice tells me i could have done better.. maybe... Madison came wiht me for support. I saw people there alone so next time I wont bother her to come with me, unless she wants to of course. I wish i had someone to celebrate with. i'm thankful for Maddy.. I'm thankful for a lot but still wish i had someone. i thought a lot today about how my divorce was/is the single best thing that has ever happened to me. I thought about how i hate hate hate how people say ohh sorry for your divorce. I thought about how it would have been a shame for me to not be the person i am today and how much i have learned and grown and healed. i thought about how i wish i had left sooner .. i dont let myself go too fr down that trail. I left and thats all that matters.. all these great things. Me- i dont know if i will ever be use to this life and these feelings of happiness.. when i laugh, i laugh.. joy. i did not have that or feel that for a lot of years and the last thing i wanted was to really feel anything because none of it was any good and now.. now.. peace. Peace.. and love. Madison is sweet to me. she knows i eat an apple a day and when she shops she has been making sure to buy apples. when we lived in our apartment she would always make sure to leave the outside light on for me.. i hate walking up to a dark house.. ptsd from Chatham. If he turned the automatic light off i knew i was in trouble. sooo.. i guess i'll keep running..

I am not a game player. Its just not my natural state. Pam has issue. Deep seeded trauma from her childhood.. its so obvious to me. the way she talks and her need to be liked and seen as cool and the way she tries to manipulate the people around her. She's smart but not intelligent. So, whatever.. i'm not friends with any of them.. there's one supervisor i kind of like, she was my first supervisor when i started.. and she is weird. None of it matters. I'm working from home tomorrow. I didnt get nearly enough sleep last night. I didnt want to get out of bed this morning. i tried to be nice to my Mom this week, i was being kind and supportive and she can not accept love because she does not love herself . she hates herself and doesnt think she deserves kindness or love and that is not my problem. do i love myself enough to be able to receive love?

I spoke to my manager in regards to the very important meeting she missed. She claims to have wanted to be there but it was thrown together last minute and she was not made aware of the time. Drew was in charge of the timing. Drew is always in charge of the meeting times and he sucks at it. I pretty much said that to her but in a professional way. its taken a year but his scheduling skills infuriate me. people pretty much do what benefits them. Drew has a attitude about people leaving work at 5.. he feels we should all stay later. He is late to work everyday and it benefits him to stay later so misses the rush hour traffic. ive stayed late in the past to accommodate him. I'm not doing that anymore. I get to work early almost every day. I am not staying later than i have to. I feel like he doesnt value other peoples time. he's called me 2 x in 2 days while i wasn't work.. he called me today while i was in walmart talking nonsense.. i got a new rep who is a total idiot. he never should have made it out of training and Drew is acting like he's been on team for a long time and what am i going to do about him. He's been on my team for less than 20 hrs- he was on Drew's team for 90+ days- how and why did this guy become my problem when he has been a problem all along.

I'm going to read the Bhagavad Gita- maybe finish it. I have been sleeping a little too good.. through the night good. the funny thing about work is none of it matters.. we can all be replaced tomorrow and that place would still go on. I shouldn't let it stress me out. i woke up with my period today. silence is beautiful. You're doing a great job April.. keep going! Good night

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blog-imtsupdates · 6 months

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week 9

having a lot of trouble trying to get the mesh to a poly count where i can add detail. the mesh kept giving me small artifacts. after getting it so that that wouldnt happen anymore, my program kept crashing allowing me to lose significant progress multiple times over despite trying to remeber to save more frequently.

at this point the whole file wouldnt open anymore. i had managed to export the mesh and open it in blender so i could atleast take screen shots of the progress i had made but safe to say my computer does not have the hardware to make highly detailed sculpts. I am going to try to remesh the more detailed mesh and see if i have better luck adding detail in blender. I want this mesh to be grotesque and i need detail for that.

I had re done the lower jaw atleast 6 or so times and still no luck as it kept crashig either before or during saving/exporting the mesh.

I have had Zbrush crash upwards of twenty times, blender crashed five times and my entire computer shut down seven or more times. Ive lost track.

ive had quite a rough week, i am making progress and i keep working but its worth mention this does not help with morale.

on friday i decided to start doing "detail work" in blender using an older version of the mesh that i had remeshed to have lower poly count.

Ive watched quite a lot of videos on sculpting and all of the detailed sculpts are very high poly very quickly so i really didnt expect this to be that much of a problem. A lot of these vidoes were busts but it should still be posible to make a detailed model.

I was incredebly unhappy with how little detail i could get in and concidered painting over the normal map to just draw on the detail instead but was really worried that would take far too long and would get really confusing. (the most detailed I could get it shown here v smooth shading applied because it was horrendous)

i kept trying to open the higher poly files in zbrush and blender because i really wanted that sculpted detail but the programs wouldnt budge and my computer crashed another two times. Until it didnt!

I dont know what i did differently but suddenly it worked again. I was so exctatic that i could finally do some proper work that i ended up working through the weekend to atleast finish up the details in the face, started the teeth, and started with some more definition on the body.

getting to the more detailed work is great i get to refrence a coupe of folks i found on youtube https://www.artstation.com/chrismasna https://www.artstation.com/joanna_kobierska/albums/1907802 have some incredible work, im trying to do that but more vein-y. i am also refrencing the way coolio art was sculping the feet on one of his models because they are very cool and wrinkly https://x.com/Coolio_Art/status/1724144572903616535?s=20

I do feel rushed and i dont get to work in all the detail i want or the adjustments i want to make because of the limited time we would have for animation if i take much longer. the model will be mostly shrouded in darkeness so it should be ok and animation is very very important for conveying the animal and the scares so it needs time.

some more videos i watched while working on the sculpt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QoLorR9qpY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bgnq1jDYMmw

I have found a video on the work flow for cinematic animation

youtube

it look liek the retoplology that is done on modles is still very high poly because its all pre rendered anyway. im still going to look into it more as i clearly dont have strong enough of a computer but maybe someone has found a solution for independent artists that want to create animations that arent for games.

this one is on weigth painting, i dont know if ill be doing that but last time i made a model i had trouble with this so this was usefull incase i do have to weight paint https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaVG_KOKRnA also preperation for retopology and what to look out for when i get to that

and ofcouse

a cost calculation

hourly pay / hours spent up until the midterm / mid term cost

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tamkashi · 10 months

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happy august 2nd to myself.

one year ago i was hospitalized after a suicide attempt. it felt like an out of body experience. i remember everything yet cant remember having any thoughts about it. i drove for hours and when i finally got back, my bestfriend texted me an old screenshot of us joking around. on a usual day i wouldve stopped to laugh and reply, instead, i ignored it and continued on with my plan without second thought. i had a lot of pills, and i took an entire bottle and more, forced them down nearly dry. i remember finishing my note and calling 911. i was throwing up uncontrollably and i felt like passing out, i was so tired. i remember the 911 operator asking if i could hear the sirens and i said no. somehow i managed to walk myself to the ambulance and met a paramedic who walked me inside and got me onto the stretcher. i was still throwing up uncontrollably, and i remember getting really nervous about getting my first IV. it went into my left wrist and they gave me something to help with the vomiting. i made it into the hospital and i remember every nurse staring as i was wheeled into my room. i remember having to strip into a gown and having all my belongings taken away. i was given more medicine and time is a blur from there. talked to some police and nurses and a psychiatrist. answering the same question over and over. i sat in the room for hours, no thoughts at all. a familiar nurse i had in january was attending me, and he did my EKG. laying exposed, having wires stuck to my body to check on my heart. i had probably been there for 2 hours before a nurse came in and said that my parents were there. i gave them permission and my mom rushed in shortly after, just crying. she held me so close, just crying. my dad just stared and held my hand. i didnt cry, i didnt feel anything, i wasnt there. i remember some lecture from them, and they just sat there with me. i wasnt allowed to close the door because i could be a danger to myself, so i laid in the dark. they almost let me go home, but my heart rate was still through the roof. i remember seeing the doctor walking towards my room and my heart rate went so high that my monitor started going alerting red and he just shook his head and said “you’ll have to stay overnight”. my sister came, crying. they stayed for a while but my mom stayed with me overnight. i finally got my overnight room and the nurse was very nice to me. she set up my heart monitor that i would have to wear for a while and got me water and graham crackers. my mom immediately fell asleep and i just laid there for hours. the nurse came in around 3 and did more things that i cant remember. laid there more, until morning came and we just waited to hear from the doctor. another nurse lectured me with my mom for about an hour before i was finally discharged.

i can say i lied my fucking ass out of there. i just wanted to go home. who gets sent home like 14 hours after a suicide attempt? definitely not most. i wasn’t okay, i thought about doing it again while i was sitting there. i regretted calling the ambulance. i regretted the pain i caused everyone. but i felt better at home with my cats.

it is now a year later. am i better? not at all. but i can say i’m not actively planning to attempt again. i’m just living a miserable life working for no money. i’m basically in the exact same situation and place as i was then. unhappy relationships, unhappy job, unhappy living situation, it hasn’t changed. but at least i can acknowledge this.

i hope one day i can get better. i feel like i deserve that at least.

my head is pounding and i’ve had an awful day. i worked all day, work again soon, and have to do it all again the next day. so i guess ill try to sleep soon, keep myself occupied with all the thoughts of how i could be. i could be happy with a partner who values me and treats me well, financial stability, and living on a farm taking care of all animals. is that too much to ask for?

maybe, we’ll see next august.

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abigailkua · 1 year

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First ever project under my charge in BM - BSR E1520F/G

In late Aug, the bidding started, I was just learning how to offer quotations for request that came in. This was one of the many that I struggled through.

Few weeks past and there wasnt much to do for the technical side, only trying to understand and pick up PVElite. And because I was still relatively new, I couldnt "help" much with the operations side as I was toggling between both departments (QC TOO).

I prayed and forgot about it

So I was thinking "Oh maybe when this BSR 2 units comes, I could try to see it through from start to end since I was part of the few that already knew the existence of this project". I prayed for wisdom as to how to approach my ops boss on this, but in the end I didnt ask.

Technical side started getting busier with 8TA1. My attention moved away from the workshop and operations. I even missed a few friday morning meetings in those few weeks.

God answered my prayer even though I forgot about it (How it came back)

Then news broke that my first work friend was resigning. She was the only operations engineer left since her manager suddenly disappeared. So most of her work fell back to the ops boss, who was already very busy.

Overwhelmed as he should be, QC started covering operation works too as there was no one hired to take over. At this point, 8TA1 side was slowing down and I was also being delegated some operation technical work to do. Hence I started getting more involved in the workshop situation.

Then one fine day, an email came in with subject matter "Vietnam Tube bundle". I clicked in and there it was, God's answer to the prayer that I already forgot about. It all quickly came back to me and I told hu about it. She just laughed and said "Ask and it shall be given, Jesus lub you"

So kids, be careful what you pray for.

Not me trying to be a Jonah

Nearing the start of fabrication, a new engineer will be joining us to take over the open position of workshop engineer. So I thought "Hey since shes new here and needs an opportunity to learn as quickly as possible, she can have some charge over this".

Just as I added the fullstop to my thought, I heard that she was only coming in on thursday and materials were arriving on saturday. With this mad rush job, we cant possibly make her come back on her first weekend with the company. So I sucked it up and came. (2 saturdays were burnt)

God's providence and guidance shone through

With a whole week of grind and hustle, it came down to the last bit of fabrication on thursday. And everyone was so tired already but we were still pushing through to meet the deadline. So we started arranging for hydrotest witnessing with the client on monday.

Little did we know, client required us to submit all documents and reports for review before allowing the hydrotest to be done. However because we were not yet finished, we were not able to submit all the required documents by friday. I requested to send it all by sunday latest so that the client could review it on monday morning and give us the green light for the afternoon. But I believe God knows best.

Client said not possible for monday so they postponed the hydrotest a week later. Thank God for that because our fabrication only completed monday afternoon, which was already later than promised. We sent them all the documents and they arranged to come down on thursday for witnessing.

On wednesday, the very fateful "one day before" when we aim to do a last round of checks to make sure everything was ok, we were contemplating if we should do an internal hydrotest depsite the lack of gaskets. Then we found the problem of the testing cover and the tubesheet. In short, tubesheet too big, even bigger than drawing.

Thank God for the people that were pushing for an internal hydrotest despite the lack of gaskets if not we would never have known. Thank God there is only two bundles. Thank God the machining company could accomodate our last minute request. Thank God for the men who worked overnight, waiting and fitting on the test cover to prepare for internal test in the morning.

Hold point

Due to all the last minute corrections, we proposed for the witnessing to happen at 3pm, or at least after lunch. But there was no response as to whether they agreed or not, so we assumed that was the plan.

Unit G went through a pre test first in the morning at 13.5 bar. After 30 min, the pressure dropped 0.4 bar. All of us panicked. Everyone was checking for leaks, suspecting all the various factor that could be affecting it, the weather, the expansion, the cover fitting etc, but there was no sign at all so we left it alone. After the pre test was over, we were considering whether to do another run due to the uneasiness of the drop. But after looking at the chart recorder, the pressure went back up by 0.2 bar and it gave us a little more hope for the next unit.

Moving on to unit F, we received a message that the clients were on the way. I knew we were not ready but I still did my part to inform the foreman, which also reiterated that we wouldnt make it. When I walked away from that stress scene to prepare for their arrival, I sighed "Oh God please work".

Unit F was a little more problematic. First pump up, the cover started leaking, by a lot. So we had to do a round of tightening the bolts. Second try it leaked again so another round of tightening. At this point, the client arrived. The men continued with the testing as the rest of us went in to meet with them.

Storm before the rainbow

They were ushered in to the meeting room and introductions were flown around. I was trying so hard to understand what they were trying to say due to the thick accent. Thank God they requested to review the physical documents first and to have TP around before carrying out the official hydrotest.

As they were reviewing, I noticed the lead inspector scrolling through country flags as he went through the material list. I thought it was quite amusing like "Does he only recognise countries based on their flags, haha cool" He even asked if slovakia was a country because he couldny find the flag, but only because it was listed as slovak republik instead.

Then came the question of taiwan. We were all initially confused because we thought he was asking if taiwan was considered part of china because our materialdls should be non india/china. Until he rephrased his question "Is taiwan part of OECD/G7/EU?" Because its my first time hearing this, I looked it up and realised that it wasnt. But I still didnt understand why he asked that. Until he showed me what was written in the official contract to BMV. Then I became silent with that screen in my head together with the contract we received flashing alongside. All i thought was "Shit. Die already"

The client's contract clearly states that all raw materials used in fabrication should originate from the countries listed under the OECD/G7/EU. But this was not made known to us as the contract we received from BMV mentioned nothing about materials origin. All they reiterated was no india no china. But it was all too late push it around so I informed my ops boss about the situation and he came down.

As the taiwan material was being used for a non-pressure part, thank God the client didnt demand we changed it out and eventually settled with a minor non-conformance report. With this, the first part of report review was done and it was time for the hydrotest.

Throughout the review time, the team was still trying to complete the internal test while still changing the pressure gauge at the last minute. So we were praying really hard that when its time for the witnessing, everything will be smooth.

Double rainbow

THANK GOD, we did it. The 2 units pulled through the hydrotest with zero to minimal hiccups. The reports were printed, charts were dated and they were all signed and chopped. What a relieve it was to have gotten this over and done with.

Looking back at this whole journey, I could really feel that God was with and watching over me all the way even though i might not have been conscious about it. All the heard and answered prayers, all the wisdom and guidance even though I didnt pray much about it. Only in His timing could all these twist and turn events lead to a happy ending of this project.

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iankarlo · 2 years

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Ugh, Tiring Activity Day | 93th

Well, Friday.. Since its activity day. Another pressure at work cause we need to squeeze in our time to fit in small amount of time. It was very fast and I was rushing to finish all my tasks.

Good thing, I was working with Hazel and we managed to finish all our tasks, we finished doing sketches, reports and modelling. It was really tiring and we still need to play Futsal after work.

We played on the second game and I think I did pretty well in our game. I manage to block so many scoring balls and manage to keep the ball on the other side of the court. I am not into this game but I am happy I can help our team. And it feels good to be chosen in our first five. Like among others, they really I think I can do better.

We manage to win one game. It was good and I admire my teammates cause they lasted in the long run. I didnt manage to play in the last round. I am very tired and almost catching my breath already.

After the game, I went back to office and bought my early dinner. I bought a bowl of noodles and one piece chicken meal. I am very tired but I need to finish all my tasks. I supposed to finish one more task but I run out of time.

Around 8pm, Hazel and I had a videocall and we finish working around 11pm already. I went home to buy burger cause I am really hungry.

Also, my crush invited me to go out for shabu shabu. I am not sure if it will be tomorrow but yeah, we might go out tomorrow.

It was a good day yet very tiring.

Love always,

iankarlo

#christmasjournal #workstress #be #futsal

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orcelito · 3 years

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Finally done. Despite everything, today's close was somehow still better than Thursday's lmao.

I'm legit so pissed off at the supervisors before me tho. Came in a few mins b4 my shift to find a 12 drink order due 20 mins after my shift started. I said "Don't you think it's time to start that?" & the girl there said in a kind of laughing tone, "Well, our shifts are over, so I don't think we're going to do that actually." & I told her she could At Least sticker the cups in the last few mins of her shift.

I went to go get changed, came out and clocked in right on time. Found they'd done Nothing for the order. Not only that, but they were fucking CHANGED and at the lockers, chatting with each other. And On The Dot, they left. Didn't even pause to give me the rundown of the store aka what you're supposed to fucking do for the supervisor after. All I knew was there was a 12 drink order that wasn't started at All due in 20 mins, On Top of all the in house orders.

And of course right then it picked up and it was hellishly busy for Hours. We didn't have a single pause in drinks until like 9 pm aka an hour before close. Five fucking hours straight of drinks. I'm so pissed off.

#speculation nation #what REALLY gets me is that it was apparently really slow before i got there #so they had the fucking Time to start it. they just didnt.#we of course also ran out of boba bc they didnt bother to make more #AND there was a pathetic amount of unsweet milk tea prepped. so we had to make more just to stay afloat in the rush #i somehow managed to finish that 12 drink order Just in time & im proud of that #still angry tho lol #i am Going to bring this up to them. but idk if i should send a message or wait until i should talk to them in person #not gonna message them tonight at least bc theyre both probably drunk 🙄#theyre the assistant managers and i usually dont have problems like this with them #which i guess makes me extra angry. they should fucking know better.#so im hungry and exhausted and i dont even get to enjoy my day off tomorrow bc i have to go onto campus to work on a project #really badly wanna hurt smth but alas! there is nothing available that im allowed to hurt #i was just absolutely Fuming for the start of my shift. for very good reason i think!#the complete and utter disrespect they had for me today makes me Livid.#alcohol ment/

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