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aslyran · 5 months

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Visions

#i have so much love for botw link #he remembers nothing but the weight of the sword #he is willing to take in incredible amounts of pain and responsibility just to understand himself and his previous life a bit better #its not as if he’s not responsible and courageous #but this iteration of link has lost so much-even before the game it seems taking his destiny has made him quiet #dunno remember who was it who wrote #‘the sword became a needle snd with the thread of destiny; it sew his lips’#but apart from the desesperation of looking for a trace of himself in all things #he is also guilty and scared of what his past holds #anyways i should write a fanfic not pour this into tags #botw #breath of the wild #link #legend of zelda #master sword #animation #procreate dreams #link botw

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souredfigs · 2 months

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Of lovers burdened with glory and doomed since the beginning of time

Book mentioned: The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller/Song used: Achilles come down by Gang of Youths/Jujutsu Kasien 0 manga/Jujutsu Kaisen light Novel 1/Jujutsu kaisen manga chapters 78 and 236 by creator Gege Akutami/Jujutsu Kaisen season 2 , director Shōta Goshozono

#so please please please let me let me let me #im not even kidding when I tell you how long ive wanted to make this thread #like the resemblance is INSANE #also let me just say im new to webweave and I need to get seriously better at it but anyways #Satosugu #satosugu webweaving #blood curdling angst #they loved each other sm you guys):#jujutsu kaisen #jjk 0 #jjk 236 #gojo satoru #geto suguru #geto is quite literally gojos achillies heel fight me on that #im gonna read some teacher geto aus to dull the pain #jujutsu kaisen season 2 #gege when i catch you gege #gege when i fucking catch you #madeline miller #the song of achilles #the iliad #and vampy once again screaming about fictional and historical gays #theres so much i wanted to add in this thread but oh well #achilles come down #patrochilles #their stories are one in the same ur honour

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simplykorra · 1 year

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i'm really here...i'm alive

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astrangertomykin · 7 months

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I truly honestly understand what the hell Ashton was thinking in that moment and cannot find myself to be mad at them. When you spend your life in pain already, there is no threat or fear of more. It's all the same, really. Especially when this way you could use it to help the people you love and, finally, make that pain worthwhile.

#ashton greymoore #critical role spoilers #critical role #bells hells #CHRONIC PAIN FEELERS HOW WE DOING #BECAUSE FUCK #it's being given the chance to weaponise that pain that has hurt you your whole life #to take it and to grasp it and to gain strength from it to protect those you love #to do some fucking good #to fall apart and be remade with gold threaded through your veins and your skin burning to the bone #to wield that fire to let it ground you so you can forge a brighter future #fuck hey ashton if ya wanna talk after your friends stop beating your ass I'm here bestie #i get you

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tortellinigirl · 7 months

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i think the adult relationship to the childhood dog is something that is so tender and heart-wrenching and important. you are the last vestige of my childhood. you are the sacred keeper of the memories i hold dearest, but you can barely see or hear me anymore. who do i become once you’re gone? where do i turn to remember myself? you’re the last one sitting next to me at the door of a childhood home that no longer exists, waiting patiently for the return of a family that no longer exists. where can i live when you, too, no longer exist? i can’t let go. please don’t make me let go. i know you’ll leave soon. i wish you didn’t have to. but she’s just a dog. her life is short and i will witness her death and i’ve known this from the beginning. i didn’t think it would come so fast. am i ready? have i become someone yet? have i become unrecognizable to her yet? does she still see the child i was? i’m still the child i was. please, don’t forget the child i was. please don’t take her away from me.

#i wrote this and put it in my drafts a few months ago #and now my childhood dog just died and im a complete fucking mess and i keep coming back to this #she was my baby #i got her as a birthday present from my parents #only a couple months before everything fell apart #i didnt know what was going on at home was abuse or that things were bad or that thwy would change #i just knew that my parents got me a puppy so i must be the luckiest girl in the world #and she was with us through all of it #and she knew our pain too #he was the one who wanted to put her in a shock collar #we all cried and begged him not to #she was just as traumatized by him as the rest of us #she was the last thread tying me to a time before i understood how bad things were #i don’t know who to be now #im sorry this is sooooo dramatic #i just loved my puppy #but she was 14 years old and we knew it was coming #i just hoped we’d have her for christmas

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torgawl · 5 months

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this makes so much sense, i'm crying

there's also this similar theory which is based on phantom parade's scene and the number of characters the censored line has that reached the same conclusion. everything adds up :')

#can't believe they invented love #it's just their love is so pure... literally. 'this is pure love' is such a perfect song for them because when you love someone so much #you're willing to let them go... when you love someone so much your feelings don't waver through time... when you love someone so much #you're willing to do the unimaginable to ease their pain... when you love someone so much your top priority is ensure their safety and well #being... when you love someone so much you never think about reciprocity or your feelings more than you think about them...#god they make me sick #satosugu #jujutsu kaisen #sorry for the bad quality in the screenshots i tried to make a collage so i could fit the thread into an image but it got compressed sgsjhs

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cinnamonest · 3 months

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Hey queen kurapika not tickling your fancy anymore…

Oh don't worry I just change headers/bio characters every few months or so.

Although this one will probably stay a while since 1) I made it myself lmao and 2) Akechi is like my #1 boy of all time

#well. close #i made a 2D husband tiermaker like a few months ago for a /cm/ thread and i ended up with a very close tie between goro and 9S #i tried hard to choose but couldnt. it brought me physical pain. i had to just put them together #its like asking a mother to choose which child she loves more

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sualne · 5 months

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Question why does law have uh skin discoloration....? In the modern au?

it's permanent scarring from Amber Lead Syndrome! in the au i want to explore stuff like disability and chronic illness, he's got nerve damage in the discolorated skin, his hair also got white patches but he dyes it to make it less obvious he's got ALS because of the everything with flevance.

#maudern ask #this is partly cause im mad that he just magically recovered from it!! like i get it! but since its a modern au without magic i decided #this was a good opportunity to keep him sick. there's a lot of researches i need to keep on doing. it's a lot of fun. if anyone knows #idk threads or forums where ppl talks about their exp with: lead poisoning. transplants. chronic fatigue (got that but i want other ppl's #thoughts). arm amputee. chronic pain and many other id love to have a link 💪#since ALS is a fantasy illness i dont need to be accurate cause its not real but i still want it to be familiar/real enough to work so ive #being reading a bunch of things.#ive only got a chapters and a half done and a snippets/future scenes file thats huh. +15k words long. ok. need to work on chapter 2 #i had actually planned on doing so this weekend but i went insane over kingmaker instead ○|￣|_

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wingsofhcpe · 13 days

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anyway if yall want something greek-mythology inspired to read, please pick up Threads that Bind by Kika Hatzopoulou. It's a post-apocalyptic fantasy romance (soulmates!) with lots of queerness in it, inspired by various mythologies but centered around greek mythology, with a greek-coded protag & cultural elements strewn across, and written by an actual greek woman who lives in Greece. It's also the first book I see by a greek author to be written & published in English/abroad first, and to go semi-popular on western reading circles.

we need more like this. please support her.

#threads that bind #kika hatzopoulou #greek mythology #bookblr #also the sequel comes out in less than a month and im SO hyped #i literally just finished the book and cant wait for the sequel. the pain and plot twjst at the end. THE CLIFFHANGER HHHH #it's also the first fantasy book by a greek author i read that has queer ppl in it #as much as i love our fantasy authors they rarely if at all include queerness in their work...#probably bc they know it would tank their sales here (since most of them publish here first. kika is an exception)#and the largely homophobic conservative country would target them to hell and back #anyway pls support miss kika i love her work!!!

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denerturee · 2 months

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Favorite movie of every Akatsuki member - Part 1

Thread 🧵

Itachi - The Crow (1994)

Deidara - Oppenheimer (2023)

Pain - War and Peace (1956)

Sasori - Pinocchio (2022)

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badlydrawn-brostrider · 6 months

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TT: You're such a dick.

TT: Ignoring me all the way. Is there any reason.

TT: Notice me, senpai or some shit. I'm not gonna dress in anime school uniform for you to give me some attention.

@badlydrawn-halstrider

BRO: Jesus fuckin' Christ, kid. No need to take out the schoolgirl uniform. Senpai's noticin' ya already, kinda hard not to when I'm bein' yelled at for no goddamn reason.

BRO: Are all Hal's like this? You're like, what, the third I've met? All y'all come at me guns blazin'. Where's pony Hal, he was chill.

BRO: I've got kids to feed, smuppets to make, a gazillion fuckin' asks to answers. Can't notice every single goddamn splinter who comes my way. Sometimes I rather not have an existential crisis, thanks.

BRO: You've sure got my attention now, kid. What'dya want?

#your art style and hal design is SO nice i love it!!!#AND ALSO IM SORRY WE COULDNT ANSWER U IN GHE THREAD #sobbing it was so funny but we had things planned with my dirk 😭#genuinely painful not to answer augh.... alpha dave mod and i had a good laugh LOL #bro strider #dirk strider #lil hal #hal strider #homestuck ask blog #hom3stuck #homestuck #hal sparks

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lilacsongs · 6 months

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when she woke up to the message from him, she couldn’t believe her own eyes. it is with the same mix of excitement and nervousness that she greets him, her features lit up immediately as emotions dizzy her. he looks so familiar yet different all at once, but the effect he has on her remains all the same. “ — hi.” what is she supposed to say? “thanks for meeting me here.” / @artisn

#( bc i love pain )#( i'm thinking they could either be meeting in her car or some secluded place they used to date in secret </3 or some faraway cafe )#seoah — threads.#seoah ft. yunho.#alt main verse.

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mercurialskiies · 8 months

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I need to talk into the void about the stuff i’ve read about Fragile Threads so far (because everyone I follow on the non-blue bird app hasn’t read it yet) since it came to my house early and I need to scream in a way that’s cohesive and also non-spoilery.

I just. I have so many thoughts.

So if you don’t want spoilers please don’t unravel this post.

I’m warning you.

Please do not click the “Keep Reading” tab if you don’t want spoilers.

You cannot hold me accountable otherwise.

Okay, if you’re reading this, I’m assuming you’ve sealed your fate on spoilers.

Good. Cool. We’re on the same page.

It should be noted that, in the five hours I’ve been reading, I just got to like, the second chapter of part three. We devoured two whole parts, which will be my main talking points here.

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First thing’s first: I’m desperately awaiting more from Kosika and Tes. I really love their characters so far (more Tes than Kosika, because I’ve only seen that first chapter from her and Tes I’ve seen two). I want to know what it is about Tes’ sister (or, maybe, who her sister is involved with) that has Tes so absolutely terrified. Her character as a whole intrigues me and I’m excited to see how she interacts with everyone down the line (if she does).

Also, bonus points and shout outs to Tes naming her owl Vares. She’s just like me for real.

Second thing’s second: I really LOVE how so far the first nearly 150+ pages are a reunion for characters from Shades (which I think is really welcome if you read the Shades of Magic books first). Seeing Maris and Kell and Lila again was just REALLY nice, and I missed them.

Which, speaking of Kell and Lila, holy crap I missed them and their dynamic so much. I do very much love the growth they’ve gone through in the seven years from what I’ve seen. Lila, while she has some of the same traits (knife kleptomaniac), feels like she’s softened a little and Kell, while he has some of his sadboi traits, definitely feels…way more confident. Like, I’m talking LEAGUES more confident.

Plus, seeing them both function as Antari magicians is really cool, because Lila only really “grew” into her powers starting in AGOS. To see her using magic with proficiency is like “Wow”.

It isn’t the same for Kell, who, first and foremost, those flashback scenes to the months/early years after his magic was shattered hurt me so much, dude. Especially because like, magic was the thing he was valued for as part of the crown—his worth always lied in his ability to not just do magic, but wield it with ease and proficiency. He was always looked on as this figure of power.

I don’t blame him for being so afraid and anxious about what that means for his sense of self-worth. Especially considering that most, if not all of his worth, hinged on his ability to do magic.

I did like the little analogy that Lila gives him, though, about the swordsman who learned to use his other hand to fight (implying that Kell can still fight, just with using other things instead of his magic—magic, whether he can use it or not, doesn’t define his worth).

But the other little thing I appreciated is that this, even seven years after the fact, is still something Kell struggles with. Using magic, Antari spells or otherwise, is still a fallback for him when his swords and knives fail. It isn’t something that just goes away.

Some other small things I wanted to note is just I love all of the little callbacks to the first series (Lila and Kell’s little “What was that for?” “For warmth.” exchange had me giggling and kicking my feet. They’re so whipped it’s insane).

Also, this would explain where the ring (in that one snippet that had me literally on the floor) came from. It’s not a wedding ring (like I assumed it was), but it’s a binding ring. Which, is almost kind of like a wedding ring, but without the vows. Plus, the fact that Kell mentions he only wears two for the people he loves most (his girlfriend and his brother) made me 🥺

Some things for these characters never change.

And I’m excited to see the rest of it and meet the newer ones.

#the fragile threads of power #shades of magic #spoilers #kell maresh #maris patrol #lila bard #tesali #kosika #i’m only 150 or so pages in and i’m loving every minute of it #also: the small parts where kell is just like ‘man rhy im so sorry you’re gonna end up feeling this pain’ is just #a lovely little call back #i live for the maresh brother relationship in all of its forms #some steph rambles

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plsleafmelon · 3 months

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OK WHO THE HOLY FUCK IS JUN AND WHY IS HE DECIMATING MY TEAM SO FUCKING HARD IN MDH

all my sinners do is breathe in his direction and he goes so trigger happy like jfc the moment i see someone boutta clash w him i go full defense mode like u just see that whole bar full of evades yeah thats me fighting him

#it took me somewhere like an hr+ to fight him btw #i had to reset at least 5 times bcs the moment i forget to put sinners on defense #he 4 coin counters them and then they are dead and most of the time its ms fluid sac #some random floor 4 risky human fight got my ass harder than the floor 5 boss (who i shat on within 3 turns)#FUCK JUN ALL MY HOMIES HATE JUN #also did not dare to fight the special boss at the end of floor 5 i havent even done the event yet chill omg #on the bright side the blade lineage ego gift buffs are fucking insane #if bl faust and kimsault did not hate my guts we could be having fun but nah just shit on me i totally didnt want u guys or anything #pmoon why dont u love me i even bought the angela announcer package :(#mostly bcs i just wanted to immediately launch kimsault to 40 uptie 4 without the painful grind that is threads #and i also want the 50 thread crates that will be my free angela announcer #ah right ofc i forgot to tag the most impt #limbus company #ch 5.5 spoilers #technically? its just jun showing up as an enemy anyways

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rad-hound · 1 year

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MGSV THREAD:

I started playing MGS 5 recently, and while I struggled a little with it starting out, since I’ve only been exposed to the “ugly-duckling” hack-n-slash MGS game instead of the broader, more common espionage/sneaking genre.

But I eventually got the hang of it! Now every headshot feels like a pat on the back. Wish I could have kept the Honey Bee, though. That shit was fire.

Found the wolf puppy in one of the missions, now he’s on my base. :) So bwebwe... 🥺🥺🥺

Some of the achievements I got. I also made Mother Base pink, because uuweeee kawaiiieeieeee! ~ (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥ ~

Also, honorable mention:

Catgirl.

#text #rambles #thread #mgs #metal gear solid #mgsv #mgsvtpp #metal gear solid v the phantom pain #i love this game so much i'm having so much fun #riding D Horse has the same amount of potency as the weird bike from Death Stranding but hey #uueueueuee

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oathofpromises · 6 months

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"i honestly don't even know who you could possibly be referring to." (Erenville and Hiroto, about Stella? 👀)

As he leaned against the pillar, Hiroto fixed his gaze on Erenville. How long had it been since the viper detected a shift in the others’ behavior? The gleaner was growing closer to Stella, which shouldn’t be such a surprise, considering how many people adored his sister. Yet it was clear that the gleaner cared more for her than just as friends. From the way ‘Erenville’s eyes would linger on her form a little longer than anyone would consider a friendly glance.

It was not his nature to meddle in such affairs, but it was clear that the gleaner needed a gentle nudge to take action. Sighing Hiroto, reached up and ran a hand through his white hair taking a moment to recall the image of this morning. A’atahni laying in bed next to him with Tsuru snuggled in the middle. He wasn’t sure what they were quite yet, but it was certainly more than what either had imagined. It was part of the reason Hiroto felt the need to step in a bit. His sister was pretty oblivious to the gleaners’ affections, or if she was aware hadn’t taken the steps to move things beyond friends. That slight hesitation, he realized, might be both of them feeling nervous to confess what was so clearly laid out in front of them. He crossed his arms and turned to face Erenville as the other walked past him.

"Alright, are you going to acknowledge what I can clearly see in your eyes, or are you going to allow someone else to swoop in and win her heart?"

Hiroto had always been aware of the various glances that many people directed towards his sister. She was a beautiful and talented young woman and her role as the Warrior of Light only added to her allure. One thing that caused the older Caelum concern was the knowledge that some of the attention she received was purely because of her title, rather than a genuine interest in her as an individual. Which was wholeheartedly one thing he could relate to with his sister. Some individuals exhibited a self-centered mentality, as they were only concerned with satisfying their own wants or taking advantage of others. Not that he believed Erenville was anything like that, but that protective side of the viper couldn’t help but be cautious.

After all, how many would eagerly seize the opportunity to claim they were romantically involved with the revered Warrior of Light. Hiroto's stomach twisted at the thought of his sister being taken advantage of, a painful reminder of the times he had experienced the same. From one-night stands to various missions that task the Viper with using his captivating charm to lure unsuspecting people into their tragic fate. It wasn't a source of pride for him, and the mere memory of his past brought about heartache.

'i honestly don't even know who you could possibly be referring to.'

So, Erenville was going to resort to that strategy? Pretend as if Hiroto hadn't just witnessed him staring longingly at Stella's retreating figure or the soft smile that spread across Viera's face as the two engaged in a lengthy conversation.

“You think that is going to work on me? Clearly, you care a lot about my sister, but something is stopping you from taking that leap. Before you say that, it’s none of my business. Let me say one thing: Stella is my sister. The last thing I want is for her to get hurt. She has been through plenty, as you are already probably aware..Look, I am not trying to force anything, but if you care about someone that much..don’t let them go. I almost lost someone I cared about recently because I allowed my fears to consume me. Don't wait or someone else will snatch her away."

Hiroto's hand gradually tightened into a fist, his eyes glancing down towards the ground. How many times had he let his past dictate his emotions? To instill in him the belief that any semblance of happiness in his life was merely a deceitful charade. Shaking his head, the Viper walked up to Erenville before placing a hand on the gleaner’s shoulder.

“I am not forcing you to speak until you are ready, but…you know how popular my sister is. There are already a few others also looking at her just as closely as you are. Don’t lose what you have.. if it’s worth fighting for.”

Again, Hiroto's words seemed to encompass both the current situation that Erenville was facing and his own personal circumstances.

#— ❛❛ // HIROTO CAELUM ¦ Painful past and shattered Hearts yet a light burning within ・「 Threads」#— ❛❛ //ERENVILLE¦・Honest heart and inquisitive mind 「 CRYSTALMARRED」#ooc: I love how Hiroto is just like I see you bunny boi..you aren't sly but at some time just #really cares about his sister and wants someone that truly cares about her #I know showed you the slight Aatahni and Tsuru soft with Hiroto that I snuck into this but I had to

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