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rookdaw · 7 months

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[WIP] what if we were character foils…and we kissed???

#bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #wyll #astarion #wyllstarion #bloodpact #this will be a whole comic i just liked this frame cutout #anyways heehee twiddling my thumbs and making them kiss like barbie dolls #this one’s gonna end badly <3

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lokh · 29 days

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oughh i wanted to do a cute laishuro take on the blu ray extras (what if laios had been eaten instead) but lets be honest. they absolutely would not have made it as far without laios

#they wouldve died. badly.#unfortunately ive lost the link saw it on twitter but i think laios gets knocked unconscious and imagines that it had been him that got ate #and not falin. and falin is the only one to advocate for them going back #but no one wants to go along with her presumably because they dont care for laios that much #(or at least this is laios' perception as this is just his imagination)#but also because she doesnt know as much about monsters and couldnt come up with a good argument for going back in #<- didnt know about prolonged digestion in red dragons and marcille assumed the interval was the same as in humans (1-3 days)#BUT...................... when everyone leaves falin turns back and goes in herself. and laios realises that shes always been that sort #of person and theres no point in ruminating over what could have been.#now. i want to believe that had they known falin would turn back without them. that at the very least shuro would have gone in with her.#theres no way he would have let her go on her own. and frankly i dont think he would have assembled his retainers #to go save laios rip...#marcille would have gone if she had known falin would turn back. and honestly i think she mightve known her well enough to guess this irl #anyways what i was GOING to say was maybe as they venture thru the dungeon shuro gets to learn more about laios thru falins view #maybe they get to know each other more and he opens up more about how he thinks of laios and like. falin is able to explain more about him #diffuse tension and give him a better understanding. like yeah hes still annoyed at him but he has a better view of how laios is #they get close and become better friends but maybe it also helps falin make up her mind and let him down gently............................#and maybe they go and save laios but the dragon thing still happens to him #and its again a 'you felt like that all along??' situation irt him wanting to be a monster but it turns out ok and they (laishuro)#open up to one another in the end.........................#but. again im gonna be real. they would not have made it that far LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO laios the goat for real

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firstroseofspring · 8 months

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memory, death and life as komerex zha, the perpetual game; klingon culture as depicted in the final reflection, by john m. ford

#star trek #web weaving #klingons #im normal about this. i swear.#please read the final reflection. 99 cents on kindle right now. i read it in one sitting very fun very entertaining very insightful #and spocks in it. if you even care #is that last quote not soo sarek coded. 'im gonna destroy you in this game son. every time until you learn not to lose so badly #but you will still lose. <3'#house gensa forever house rustazh foreverrr #klingonaase my darling i love you you're sooo latin coded #i really liked the singing and the idea of like gestures vaguely house gensa being three hundred kids with no formal houses or lines #to belong to. <- and so you will all be together. yayy new family!#i also liked the acknowledgment of like. other cultures existing on klinzhai (qo'nos) vulcans and orions living with klingons and such #this book really had it all im not done posting. theres more songs and looks at their food; daily life; clothing and how they decorate #houses. more examples of klingonaase lol of course cuss words and such. they also talk about battle language which if i'm not mistaken is #like clipped tlhIngan?#but they call it battle language and translate it for the reader. fun!#and of course the klingons end up on earth so theres insights on how they feel about coffee and human food. apparently the air on earth is #very thin and dry to them; every scene where they talk about klingon comfort standards they mention making it dark and humid and hot.#red lights and such! for inside #and they say the thin air on earth makes it hard to hear for klingons! i thought that was very cool #nobody:#me: they like salt water baths and dark ale and they wear silk and they eat pastries with butter. if you even care.#they mention human chair designs being uncomfortable for klingon anatomy too; there was a description i remember of house khemara #having cushions on the ground around a fireplace instead of chairs #its such a pretty description too; they have high ceilings and wooden beams along the roof and and sky lights for an indoor garden #iron railings for the staircases. mwah i love this book i really recommend it #theres something (gestures) here that reminds me very strongly of worf but i cant put my finger on it to be honest with you. not even like #the komerex zha specifically either like the vibes of the whole book.....

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months

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If anyone(read: nobody) was curious about Ustinya's scale :D

#many people are on hiatus rn #my hiatus is that you guys have to look at my oc-posting #ive missed them <3 #i think i may have made her a bit bigger than shes supposed to be but like. thats okay :)#did you see i gave up on the other hand shhhh dont look at it #she is praising one of her subordinates bcs someone told her encouragment and praise leads to good behavior and work ethic #i think you could tell her anything about human behavior #and she'd be like 'hmm that sounds reasonable enough'#her subordinates are in a constant moral battle of:#'youre taking advantage of her when you make up lies just so you can get her affection' vs #'shes a god she cant be taken advantage of. im gonna go ask her to kiss my head and tell her it fixes sadness'#anyways it is not bird wife hours it is bird wife days <3 #shes just the one coming to me lately lmao. i tried to draw a dif oc and it went badly and then i went and draw Ustinya perfectly #so yea :) hope you guys dont mind 🤭 but yes this is my hiatus. from fandom stuff generally #ill prob end up drawing fanart and drf watching 2010 more before the ssn begins but this oc stuff is very comforting 🥺#catie.art.#ustinya #art

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patroqlus · 3 months

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i finished my call down the hawk reread!! now im off to read mister impossible for the first time 🙈

#lil rundown on my reading history specifically with this series that absolutely no one cares about but #i read the first 3 books of trc in Jan 2015 waited for trk in 2016 and read it right when it came out #around 2017/18 i kinda just stopped reading all together i was focused on school #when cdth came out in 2019 I hadn’t read any books for quite some time but i read this and i really enjoyed it #more than i thought I would at the time #flash forward to 2023 I hadn’t read a book since cdth in 2019 😭 god it’s bad I know #so I made it a challenge for myself in 2023 alli you will read ONE book ONE you can do it #well december rolls around I have yet to read a book LIKE GIRL #so I was like you are not gonna fail this badly that’s so embarrassing so i decided to read the foxhole court #enjoyed it so much #it reminded me of how bad i loved trc and how much i missed it #so now i have reread the entire trc series and as you can see just finished rereading cdth #now im going into the unknown WEEEE #i will get back to aftg series after i finished the dreamer trilogy i swear!!#i just can’t leave this world for another again until I’ve seen it through to the end finally #ANYWAY MY GOD #alli.txt

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vynnyal · 2 years

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*slaps this down* I did it. I participated in the fight of art. *sleeps for the rest of the month*

#art tag #Art fight #I don't rlly draw nowadays #But I NEED THAT BADGE #I skipped out 2 years ago and that blank spot hurts my soul #I actually submitted a while entire 'nother art because someone attacked me outta the blue ❤️#And I don't like it so much I'm just gonna redo it lol #Mmm... Oh dude dude recently I've been reading more than I ever have before #Like I'm currently listening to The Beginning After The End while reading The Trash of the Count's Family on the side #Addicted to tcf btw I'm like legit so obsessed #And on top of that I just bought a physical book that I ACTUALLY INTEND TO READ #Plus I tried Achilles Song but got so disgusted at... You know. That part. That I dropped it but I'm planning on giving it another shot #Also the assassin's apprentice I think it's called? Idk why I started reading that one but it's so boring lmao #I sunk more than 14 hours into it hoping PRAYING it got better but no. No it just kept going at the breakneck speed of 3 mph #Snap snap uhhh what's the other one #Oh omfg percy jackson. I found a kickass audiobook on YouTube but the guy dropped it after the first book #So I continued onto the next book with the ''official'' reader #But the guy. I'm. Look OK I get that most of this is done in one take but if you screw up a voice THAT BADLY---#He gave the antagonist (idk his name lol he was Annabeth's crush I think) a SURFER DUDE VOICE. No I'm not exaggerating #I'm lenient with voices like I get it but this dude was sticking around for a long time #and the reader decided SURFER DUDE VOICE was the hill he was gonna die on #STRANGLES HIM #Back to the first book I mentioned- the reader for that one is really really good. I'm wildly impressed with his range #But since there are just so many characters-especially old man characters- he ran out of Guy Voices pretty quick #So now he's really scraping the bottom of the barrel with these really ragged old man voices that sound SO PAINFUL TO USE #and he's assigned it to so many characters he's using it for at least one in any given scenario #HOW IS HIS THROAT ALIVE?!#YOU GOOD BRO?#Anyways that my chatter for the month. See you soon haha

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coldflasher · 4 months

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not me thinking i'd finally started to find a good work/life balance where i could actually like. write and enjoy working on things that are fun and fulfilling while also keeping my head above water at work (aside from, y'know, minor details like the semi-frequent repetitive strain injuries and eye strain and also the fact my house is an absolute disaster 70% of the time) and then being violently humbled in my quarterly review by getting the worst quality score i've ever had in my 3 years working for the company...

#im genuinely mortified #like i know i bitch about my job a lot #but im genuinely pretty good at it #my last 3-4 quality scores have been really good. like. top end of the office average #and suddenly im 5 errors away from being given an official warning... so that's not great #to give u some idea. the lower the number the better the score. my last quality score was a 4. today i got a 25.#i have no idea how this happened??#part of me is like... has there been a mistake. cos idk who edited that paper but surely it wasn't me. did i read it with my eyes shut?#my scores usually do take a dip in q4 cos i don't handle this time of year very well. but not THAT much of a dip jesus christ #my only saving grace is that if someone does that badly they do a few extra checks to see if it's a one-off #and on the next one they pulled i got a 6. which does make me look somewhat less bad #i ended up averaging out at a 14. so like. im still embarrassed but i reckon that's forgiveable #still. that's gonna be a fun Q4 meeting next week

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piratadelamor · 1 year

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self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday

#im already a fucking adult if i dont do something about this shit im gonna be lonely as hell #i just wish i had made friends at college like everyone else #instead of the poor choices of friends i made when i got in for the wrong ideas i had about the type of person i wanted to be #i simply ended up with no friends at the worst place to make friends #imagine me having 8 different classes each semester. each class had about 60 different students #each subject had at least 4 different teachers teaching that so you could choose when and who to take that class with #850 new students each year it was rare to end up on the same class as someone twice #unless you were already friends before and decide to take the classes together #most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading #it. was. HELL #i actually had like 3 people i could call my friends there but our classes never matched #and im not an easily approachable person i wanted to DIE when i made a friend there that told me she was scared to talk to me before #how many possible friendships i lose all the time for seeming unnaproachable?? for my fucking face bro i cant do shit about it #today my best friend from work also told me that when she first met me she thought i was cold and arrogant #but that i also seemed cool so she was like ok lets give her a chance #i keep fucking hearing it all the fucking time i have MANY friendships that started just like this. people judging me at first #this is so sad and lonely to me i dont wanna be this person #one time a friend also said something like im glad im already your friend id be scared of you if i didnt know you #like????? scared of WHAT. i never treat people badly. i dont fight i dont do gossip i dont do anything to hurt anyone #im always trying to get people together and have fun i always talk to everyone im always nice to everyone #im always trying #so why the hell people still think im unnaproachable #i dont get it i've been hearing this from FRIENDS my whole life. not from people who dont like me its people who LIKE me that say this #what the hell am i doing wrong besides being born with my fucking face #and then. above all. to make it all worse. i self isolate bc im scared of rejection. man i fucking hate being me #i really dont wanna be lonely

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ridl · 1 year

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#videos #the perfect 1 minute in first half >:)#i think that was my fastest 12-1 clear this abyss #i want ganyu's last 2 cons so badly... i wanna do the quickshots #begging for keqing cons as well i'm literally gonna end up getting c6 ganyu over the course of 3 banners before i get a SINGLE keqing con #it's a miracle i even have her at all at this point aghsjkhs #thank u keqing's limited banner i somehow won my 50/50 on #looking back at this video and good lord how is it literally more pixellated than the other ones. what happened. aughhhhh

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yamikawas · 2 years

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you’re mine. mine mine mine…. i love you so so much!! mine mine mine <3 you belong to me.

and i belong to you as well …. !

- yoomtah

I'M YOURS I'M YOURS I'M YOURS I'M YOURS I'M YOURS I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH YOOMIE DARLING I BELONG TO YOU AND ONLY YOU OK<3<3<3<3333333<3<&&3<33333<3<333<<<3<3<33<<4<3<4<3<3<3<3I'M YOURS YOURS YOURS YOURS PLEASE MAKE ME YOURS

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thebleedingeffect · 2 years

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#ahhhhhhhh i just wanna talk cause no one else to talk to really #i think the isolation is getting to me. my last job gave me just enough human contact to be really nice #but since i was forced to leave for a very dumb reason- im back to isolation and my brain just doesn't like it lol #my brain is in this weird fog atm where im just forgetting to be nice to myself and its just rough #starting up therapy again but im still very hesitant from our last appointment as it ended badly. but i at least want to try #i think i just need to make myself understand that everything is okay and that I deserve softness. that i genuinely did my best #and ive been forced into a really hard couple of years #sometimes i forget that my father only went away around 3 years ago. the last time I saw him being 2 #god i just need to be nicer. get a handle on my mental health. and go on medication if i have to #anyway gonna write to feel better ^-^

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straykats · 2 months

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#kats personal #man fr i just #1. i cant keep having the same fcking conversation all the time #its been two years please lets just drop it already #2. i know people mean well when they give me advice about stress and stuff #and most of the time i dont take it badly like im pretty chill w unwarranted advice #but theres a small handful of people who i just. please stop talking #like ??? ur acting like talking about my stresses etc is gonna solve all my problems #bro i AM talking about them. with a professional. but im not about to just divulge that info to u #ur literally my dentist idc if ur a family friend pls stop #i know u mean well but my guy please #and also. the assumption that stress is caused by uni???#which links to poijt one. i cant keep having the same convo about my course change #dude told me to just take a semester off #yeah i did + thats not why im stressed #and i hate myself bc i know he means well but i just. really wanted to be snappy by the end of it #and he was saying like. oh stress might not seem much short term but long term its teally bad and you'll need to #go see prpfessionals and get meds and etcetc #and i was like 'yeah haja dw i know' and this guy was like #'if you know then why..???' he didnt finish his sentence but in that moment i was like #bro. idek what to say to that rn im so.#anyways 3. tjis money sutuation is taking its toll on me fr. its not even just my cousin. jts the fees for a fricken SPLINT and wisdom tooth #extraction which im putting off for now and getting a diagnosis #and then also my mum asking me for money and me knowing she will so ive been trying to accomodate but like #im going to scream #and 4. i was super tired and exhausted when she called me and asked for money but after i sent it #she was like #'thank you. i'll try not to ask you for help in the future.'#but knoeing her its like.#in a guilt trippy way. idk im so exhausted i have an assignment due tonight too

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nomaishuttle · 6 months

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I'm gonna be so open and honest with you guys right now i fucking rly dont want to go to work tomorrow .

#im violently nauseous rn and ik its judt bc ive been in a straining position and also i ate like 20 slimjins but like km only gonna get 5 #hours of sleep maximum im gonna have a headache im so tired of everything i wanna have a day off but i cant. Its only tuesday and im #already liek Please can we be done please no more this week all done all done #im so fucking sick of working i dont want to have to work for the next 40 years Minimum. i hate everythingbon earth #i dont understand how ppl work fulltime and have a life i only get 2 live At all on weekends #and even then its only 1 day saturday bc sunday is my Doing all my chores and stuff day #so i do all my laundry i tidy up the room Et cetera. i dont udnerstand how people can just do this forever #it genuinely feels like. bc i leave 4 work at 6am. i get home around 5pm. im supposed to go to bed. well technically i should go 2 bed at #9 to get a full 9 hours but look man . that would give me 4 hours a day to be a person #so my bedtime is officially 10 but usually i go to bed at 12 which means i dont get enough sleep which means as soon as i getnoff work the #next day im even less willing to do anything #+ doing anything fun fucking costs money if not the thing itself the travel expenses. and if i spend money i just have to work to make that #money back i fucking hate it. and im doing this for what. so that in 40 years i can retire and then 10 years after that oh no unforeseen #expenses or something suddenly my retirement isnt cutting it i have to go work at fucking walmart or something as a 70 year old judt to #make ends meet. god. And when the fuck am i supposed to have kids i want kids very badly one day but how the fuck am i supposed to have #kids if id only be able to spend Maximum 6 hours a day with them. thats if my work is like Doectly next door.#how. how. how. less than 6 hours even bc theyd go to bed before i did so rly like 3 hours a day with my theoretical kids Im an awful #theoretical parent and maybe my theoretical spouse works less hours so they can be home with the kids but they resent me for always being #at fucking work 9 hours a fucking day and they resent me for not being there for our theoretical kids Im sorry theoretical partner i want #to fucking be there but SOMEBODY has to put money into our theoretical savings account. UGH!!!#i hate work i hate it i hate it #i dont even hate my job i just hate that its my entire fucking life #i hate that i essentially get half a day every week thats truly mine that i get to do whatever i want. and in my current situation i barely #even fucking get that idk.

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happywitch416 · 10 months

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One would think with all the pain I live with that I would not turn into the world's littlest bitch when I have extra pain but damn. I think knee pain so bad your legs shake too much to walk in both knees is probably enough to put most people out.

I'm just so well adjusted to pain that I won't pass out.

#moving my mom the same week as finding out there is no hope for my knee #has not been fun. i asked about surgery options and got wellll the other bones would not be able to handle the stress of the surgery #which could end..very badly...so..#i just gotta go slow healing up once we are done. and we arent. we dont even have the other plaxe empty #weve been moving boxes and furniture since last weekend. for 6 to 8 hours a day. and had professional movers for about 3 hours #which. thank fuck bc its just been me and hubs. two kids. an aunt in her 60s and one cousin.#mom still cant walk. and her...manbaby wont help. at all. eveb though most of this is his stuff. but thats a whole essay #that makes me so mad i cry. and i just finished the pain crying. so id rather not do more of that!#needless to say its been fuckin awful just. horrible.#and we were promised a 100 dollars for helping...and now we are getting nothing bc he deemed we havebt worked hard enough #which is definitely not something tou want to hear when the only bread winner is currently between jobs #bc the new job pushed back the start date after he had left the old job. he had planned the gap for a week off #so we could move my mom. bc hes awesome.#but. its gonna be a long 4 weeks before the next one starts....#the witch speaks #im so tired im awake

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embv · 1 year

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god do i love my canon-divergent au <3

#my post #i wanna talk about it sooo badly but. must keep things under wraps. must not spoil 😭#this is specifically about how proud i am in it and how it starts #well admittedly i Did take a chunk out of the dsmp finale for that one but #it was always gonna start the same #dsmp finale just gave me the tools to make it make Sense #i. am going to stroke my dick rn #and say that i am very proud of the way ive incorporated the finale lore into the au #despite it being Very canon-divergent and Very different 💀#canon-divergent au is essentially the dsmp finale if cdream actually had a House; him and cpunz Didn’t kill each other ten million times;#and ctommy did not involve ctubbo in his plan to kill cdream #and it ends drastically different for all of them <3 yay to Being Alive

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ashenxrogue · 1 year

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ya know sometimes i wonder why i don't interact more with fandoms at large

but then i see the most innocuous and/or rancid post that is just so factually incorrect that i have to forcibly put myself back in my enclosure cause my need to be correct and correct people when they're blatantly wrong has reared its ugly head again

so instead of writing an essay to someone who honestly probably doesn't give a fuck about my opinion i write one to one of my friends who i know agrees with me and seethe in silence

#jordans thought spirals #hi im autistic if you couldnt tell #and no the post i saw that prompted this one wasn't even bad #it was a completely innocuous one that was still 100% incorrect about something #roxy im not sorry about the essay i left you in our dms <3 #sometimes a bitch is wrong and i have to remind myself that no i cannot argue with everyone i perceive as wrong #no matter how badly i want to #cause in the end im just gonna get more and more annoyed over it #why yes this is the most banal thing I've blocked someone for

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