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xzhdjsj · 1 month

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Alex x Reader

Alex meets you again after years (his pov)

Here's a little something I wrote while procrastinating the Zaros fic and request I'm currently working on💀

ENJOY‼️

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Life in New York was all I’ve ever wanted; one major decision that changed the trajectory of my career path for the best it could ever be. But something was missing, New York just wasn’t home. My parents visited and my friends called but the loneliness was inevitable.

The collection of memories I held close to my heart had sufficed for more than a decade but I just couldn’t stay in some place, where I was all alone, anymore. Besides I had made enough money to restart a comfortable life back home, so I did just that. I moved back to England.

Initially I didn’t take any of the job offers I got, I needed the time to reconnect with the people I left. I was able to catch up with friends and colleagues, but not everyone stayed in one place. People move and change, start afresh and continue living. Maybe I should do the same.

I also couldn’t stay unemployed forever, so I decided to reopen a studio. It was nostalgic for sure, although I had no one to share the happiness with this time. Given my much improved resume, work was a bigger hit than it ever was and soon I found myself shooting for big companies and events.

Like the one I’m currently photographing. Some huge law firm hosted their annual anniversary celebration and hired me to capture important moments throughout the night. It was a lively event, a rich and deluxe atmosphere that I sure as hell did not fit into.

“Mister? Why do you look so worried?”, I hear a small voice, then felt a tug on the leg on my pants.

“Ah well hello there, who might you be?”, I squat to face the small child in front of me.

“Allison sir! But you can call me Allie!”

“Allie huh? That’s a cute name, I’m Alex”

“All my friends call me Allie! Nice to meet you Mr. Alex.”

“Really?”, I raise an eyebrow and she nods, “So does that mean we’re friends now?”

“It does!”

I take her little hand in mine for a handshake and she giggles.

“I’m hereeee!” Allison legs go of my hand and runs towards the voice as I get back on my feet.

“We’ll at least I have a friend here ton-”

“Allison? Honey where are you?”, a worried voice comes from behind Allison, a familiar voice.

“Allie I told you not to sneak off like that, I was worried.”, the familiar voice continues, gentle and soft as I remember it.

“It’s okay,” Allison drags the owner of the voice over to where I’m stationed. “Look I made a friend!”

“Oh really? Well let’s meet the... m”

I couldn’t hold eye contact. Not after how abruptly I left them so many years ago.

“Alex, its... its good to see you again” their voice still as soft as ever, delicate like flower’s petal.

“Meet Mr. Alex!”

“Name, hi”, I start off, a weak start even for me.

“Oh? You know Mr. Alex?”, Allison chimes in.

“Yes Al, Mr. Alex and I were... friends when we were younger.”

“friends”

None of this should bother me, a child shouldn’t need to know of our history together.

“Alex, this is Allison, my daughter.”

“my daughter”

Except it does bother me. It bothers me a lot actually.

“We’ve already met!”, Allison’s voice rings in again.

“It’s nice seeing you too, Allison has quite the charm.” I forced out.

“Right, I’m sorry sweetie.” they laugh with Allison.

“I knew it, I definitely remembered your eyes from somewhere.”, I reach down to pinch Allison’s cheek.

“Yes, I get that very often. I didn’t you were back, I thought you’d stayed in New York for good.” they smile.

God, I miss that smile.

“Thank you”

“Hahaha I just missed home. I didn’t feel like being away any longer.”

“Ah I see. Well then welcome back.”

There was nothing else to be said, and the silence could eat me whole.

“I’ll get going now, I hope you have fun tonight.”, they broke the silence.

“Yeah, you too.”

I watch as Allison holds onto their hand walking back to the middle of the room. My chest burns, it burns so much I feel like I might throw up but I keep watching them. I watch as they approach a man wearing a suit, who turns around and lifts Allison in his arms. His other arm wraps around their body and he kisses their forehead. I couldn’t take it anymore; I couldn’t watch anymore. I promptly excused myself, running to the bathroom. My throat clenched and I threw up. I must’ve stayed there for at least an hour. I cried and cried, more than I’ve ever cried even when we broke up.

I couldn’t help it. I kept thinking, that could’ve been me. I could’ve been the one holding a child that was ours and comforting them when they needed it. I wouldn’t be photographing anyone else tonight, I’d be beside them holding them and kissing them.

IT COULD’VE BEEN ME. IT SHOULD’VE BEEN ME. WE COULD’VE HAD IT ALL.

Could’ve, would’ve, I left… so we didn’t.

#zsakuva #sakuverse #asmr #alex #id pay money to see him cry and throw up from regret #this kinda reminds me of rolling in the deep by adele

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angelcactus · 2 years

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Hello, it is the morning and here is my promise, song that remind me alot of redacted characters! It's mostly darlin I've come to realize this.

Steady by The Crane Wives- Darlin planning on killing Quinn but Sam says they aren't ready if they fly off the handle. Darlin listens and while Sam sleep they leave to go find Quinn. (There's a part in the tempo that sounds like running so that's them running- in their human form after him) they fight with Quinn but in the end Sam was right they shouldn't of flew off the handle, the last words of the song was "we weren't ready" and we can guess what that means (I wanna right this as a fic so badly)

Head over heels by Tears for Fears- it's just David and Angel, David being head over heels for angel

Rolling in the deep by Adele- the freelancer to Kody, telling him that they can do so much damage to him bc he fucked with them, they wished things were different but unfortunately Kody is petty and he fucked around to find out

The moon will sing by The Crane Wives- avior and starlight, it's just a compilation of their relationship, avior loving starlight like the sun, it's kinda sad when you think about it

Tongues and teeth by The Crane Wives- darlin reminiscing about their and Quinn's early relationship, when they were dating and how toxic it was, they gave him everything but he gave nothing back in return

Until I found you by Stephen Sanchez- lovely and Vincent dancing to this at their wedding, it represents them turning and now they can never part, they are soulmates

Bad romance cover by Halestorm- rockstar au, it's Asher, Milo and darlin

Do you think I'm sexy by Rod Stewart- it's just angel and David dancing to this at 3 am in their kitchen

Mind over matter by Anthony Ramos- Milo and sweetheart, it's about sex bro, that's it

Black sheep (from Scott pilgrim vs the world) by the evil exes- rockstar au said previous but it's darlin singing and looking at Sam and he's so I love with them

Pretty little things by The Crane Wives- Sam giving darlin nice things and darlin is so sceptical and afraid to hold them close bc Quinn would ruin those things for them

Counting sheep by The Crane Wives- the freelancer doing they're everyday stuff, it's kinda complation of them hanging out with the damn bois

I don't dance from high school musical- Asher trying to get David to dance

Physical by Olivia Newton-John- freelancer and Gavin, again it's about sex

Honeybee by Steam Powered Giraffe- it's the timeline of Elliott and sunshines relationship until them getting kidnapped by blake

I'll rust with you by Steam Powered Giraffe- Asher and babe, Asher just very in love with babe

You're the one that I want from Grease- Asher and babe acting this entire song out in their kitchen at 1 am

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ilovetheaffection · 2 years

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Send me || @acquiescence-of-a-dream

1. rolling in the deep - adele

The scars of your love remind me of us They keep me thinking that we almost had it all The scars of your love they leave me breathless I can't help feeling

2. what hurts the most - rascal flatts

What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away

3. love in the dark - leroy sanchez’s cover

I can't love you in the dark It feels like we're oceans apart There is so much space between us

4. we don’t talk anymore - charlie puth

Should've known your love was a game Now I can't get you out of my brain Oh, it's such a shame

5. someone you loved - lewis capaldi

I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

tbh at the moment, i’d say the last one is most appropriate

#acquiescenceofadream #queue tbt #( flashing back to new york city ~ julie answered )

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oikawatower · 4 years

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a moment. | a. miya

━━☆⌒*. years after your breakup with atsumu, you’re face to face with him. but even if it was for a moment, you felt like a love-struck teen again.

ミ✭ manga spoilers hehe !! my pacing for writing is so ... weird ?? i feel like nothing flows n e ways .. i’ve been down in the dumps for the past week which is kinda why i havent posted anything so i mustered up the motivation to finish this and post it. LMFAO bUt the way i can’t write atsumu’s accent or anGsT🧍🏻‍♀️

・‥━☆ inspired by ‘when we were young’ by adele

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YOU couldn’t believe your eyes! You kept blinking, hoping to make the image in front of you dissipate and you’d sigh in relief. But the view became more vivid, more heartbreakingly beautiful as time began to slowly still and you locked your eyes onto your ex-boyfriend, Atsumu Miya.

If you’d known Atsumu was on the same team as Bokuto and Hinata, then you would’ve never tagged along with Keiji and his friend, Tenma, to the MSBY Black Jackals vs Schweiden Adlers game. You couldn’t help but think they’ve set you up; bought you a ticket, made you show up no matter what, and then, as if by desperation, you’d set aside your pride and make amends with him.

A fear of succumbing to your burned out feelings began to creep in the depths of your heart. You averted your eyes from Atsumu as he began to move closer to you, your presence still unknown to him.

Your heart began to race, face reddening by the second, and your body covered with goosebumps. Atsumu was closing in on you and if you didn’t know better, you’d walk away. You’d walk away from the man who made your high school experience tolerable, the man who stole your first kiss under a small bridge in the park, and the love of your life. The only person you’ve loved so madly, so deeply, so truly, was in front of you. Yet, your first thought was to run away from him. By thinking that, you’ve already broken his heart a second time.

“(Y/N)?” You heard the voice that belonged to your ex-lover fill your ears. The way he said your name sent shivers down your spine as you heard the uncertainty in it. You rose your head to take a look, and along with it, the feelings you felt in your teenage years rose to the surface of your heart.

Atsumu looked as handsome as the day you left—minus the puffy eyes and tears. His colored hair no longer reminding you of piss since he dyed it a nicer shade of yellow. Still, what an atrocious color, but he made it fit. Then, you looked him in the eye. His eyes made your nerves settle down. You felt at home, even if you lived miles away from Japan now, Atsumu had always been your go-to, your solace away from sadness. It’s been years since you parted ways for your future, to make your dreams come true while Atsumu does the same. In the time during, the both of you failed to realize your dreams were to be together through everything.

You smiled at him, “Hey, ‘Tsumu. It’s been awhile.” Atsumu nodded in agreement. It had been awhile, the last time he’d seen you was on Hinata’s phone when he’d shown Atsumu the picture you sent with Iwaizumi during your short stay in California.

“How’s Australia treating you?” Atsumu asked while he ushered you to sit down on a seat next to him.

“It’s alright, the bugs are scary big and all the people I’ve met so far are super nice,” You rubbed your hands on your thighs, “But I’m home now!”

Atsumu leaned against the wall as he chuckled. He knew you despised being away from home, especially in an unknown country where a majority of the insects seemed to be bigger than usual. When you had told him you’d be considering going abroad for your studies, a part of him didn’t worry. Mainly due to the point that he knew you wouldn’t have the courage to do it. But here you were, residing in Australia and making his heart swell with emotions he hasn’t felt in awhile.

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The next few hours were spent like old times. It felt like Atsumu and you were still together, somehow able to surpass the big gap of distance between the two of you. You felt seventeen again. Happiness bubbled in your stomach, love overwhelmed your heart, you felt breathless as you held onto Atsumu’s hand. You smiled to yourself, never wanting to leave the comfort of your home, your Atsumu.

Atsumu took out his phone, “Let’s take a pic? I’ll be sure to send it to ya and put it as my lockscreen.” You lightly smacked his shoulder, rolling your eyes as you pose for the picture.

“Tonight was fun, ‘Tsumu!” You spread your arms wide, inviting Atsumu in for a hug.

Atsumu’s face fell, your invite for a hug reminding him the night was to end and you’d both move on with your lives tomorrow morning.

Accepting the inevitable, he hugs you tightly.

“Hey,” Atsumu pulled away, “Can I have a moment before ya go?”

“Of course.”

Atsumu loomed closer to you. His eyes staring you down and you’d cower if you hadn’t felt comfortable.

He held his hand over his heart, “It’s hard for me to admit that everything that happened tonight reminded me of when we were together,” he took a deep breath, “And a part of me keeps holding on to ya as if time won’t catch up to us and everything we are will become nothing but memories.”

You grabbed a hold of his hands. Atsumu still thought of being with you until the end of time. Oh god, this reminded you of when you first left. The overwhelming emotions of sadness and desperation filled your blood, you wanted more time.

“W-What are you saying, Atsumu?”

“I’m saying that I still care, do ya?”

You let go of Atsumu’s hands, wrapping them around yourself as if stopping you from wilting away. How were you supposed to answer that?

Before Atsumu could hear your answer, your phone began to ring. You took it out of your pocket and saw Keiji was calling you. He was probably wondering where you were, why you were out so late when you had an early flight the next morning.

Looking up at Atsumu, your voice began to waver, “I have to go.”

Atsumu lowered his head. He nodded, he was going to let you leave. He was going to watch how you took half of his heart with you, how his feelings seemed to multiply the farther you seem, and how you’ll wilt slowly because he couldn’t stop you again.

You waved, “Bye, Atsumu.”

You turned around, walking away from the love of your life. You didn’t bother to call Keiji back, too worried you’d break down as you explained what happened.

For the first time in the past four years, you relived your first love with Atsumu. The first man you’d always love, the man who gave you the world, and you’d never regret anything with him.

Ding!

You heard your phone, looking at it to see who messaged you.

Tears brimmed your eyes, Atsumu had sent you the picture from earlier.

You stared at the picture for the longest time. It was beautiful, heartbreakingly beautiful. You wondered if the picture had captured the last time you and Atsumu were ever going to be exactly like the two of you were in high school.

“I do care, Atsumu.”

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

#haikyuu x reader #anime #haikyuu #atsumu miya x reader #miya atsumu x reader #miya atsumu #miya twins #atsumu miya #the dude that looks like sangwoo lmfao #inarizaki x reader #miya twins x reader

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squeakysannie · 4 years

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✨Sannies Nicknames for Everyone!!✨

Henlo henlo henlooooooooooooooo friendos!

Inspired by @wooyoungleeeeeex I'm also doing this! (✿◠‿◠)

Hongjoong Hyung (@joongielee)

🐨 Koala Hyungie - we snuggle a lot and he grips on like a koala so ye. Koala hyungie.

🐨 Jerry - Mostly use this when he's bickering with Mingi because they're like Tom and Jerry!!🐨 Genius Hyung - Aurora speaks for itself people

🐨 Blueberry/Strawberry Hyung - depends on his hair colour but it's a cute fun nickname!

🐨 Tough Love Hyung - He pretends he doesn't but he loves us and we know it.

🐨 Papa Bear - He's very dad like in how he takes care of us. I lub you hyung!

Seonghwa Hyung (@hwaseongler)

🐼 Panda Hyungie - this started when his hair went from black to white blond and his roots started showing so I called him Panda Hyungie. It didn't really stop.

🐼 Chef Hyung - He can cook! And he's very good at it! Gordon Ramsey beware!

🐼 Guardian Hyung - Nightmares who? Seonghwa hyungie always fights them off!

🐼 Maknae Hyung - He acts like one of the kids sometimes and he's a lot of fun so he's the Maknae Hyung!

🐼 Quilt Stealer - Hyung gib the covers back I get cold easily.

🐼 Mummy Bear - He's very soft and sweet with me. I lub you hyungie!

Yunhoooooooooooo (@yungiggle)

🐶 Pupper - Everyone knows Yunhos a dog in human skin OK hes a big puppy.

🐶 Snuggle Dispenser - He gives out hugs like they're going out of fashion and I cannot get enough they're so WARM and COSY

🐶 Slippers - He's always wearing socks or slippers. ALWAYS. I don't know how, the carpets so soft I walk around barefoot a lot of the time but Yunho says it's scratchy.

🐶 DDR - HOW ARE YOU SO GOOD AT THIS YUNHO I WENT AGAINST YOU ONCE AND I'M STILL EMBARRASSED AT HOW BADLY YOU BEAT ME

🐶 Stubs - Maybe this is why he always wears slippers? Anyway Yunho constantly stubs his toes on the kitchen table so I call him Stubs to tease him while we ice it.

🐶 BFG - BIG FRIENDLY GIANT BY ROALD DAHL SLAPS I'M NOT TAKING ANY CRITICISM

Yeosang (@yeoswitch)

🐱 Silent but Deadly - Yeosang Ninja

🐱 Siamese - He's pretty like a Siamese cat! He very pretty, as pretty as Byeol!

🐱 Defiance - I love him but he denys and defys like everything anyone says. A lot of the time it's funny but like, sometimes you don't need to argue yannow?

🐱 Dolly - He's like a little doll, he's very cute and just oof

🐱 Sarcasm - Does this need explaining?

🐱 S&S - Shy and Sweet, he's so soft out in public my heart melts.

Mingi (@cockyswitchsong)

🦒Giraffe - He's tall like a giraffe! Big long boi

🦒Mingles - He had a jingling ringtone for a while so I called him Mingles and when his phone went off it was 'Mingles Jingles' hehehe

🦒Cowardly Lion - He's a bit like the Cowardly Lion from the Wizard of Oz, scared at first but gets braver and braver despite still being soft. He looks after me when we watch horror films despite being just as scared which is big Cowardly Lion energy.

🦒Elsa - I think we all know what I'm referring to

🦒Sleepy - We nap together a lot and he always comes to me when he's sleepy and is cute.

🦒Bambi - he trips over his own feet a lot and his legs are so long they kinda SPLOOT out like Bambi on the ice.

🦒Eminem - He is adamant that he'll learn to rap Rap God without struggling. He's nearly there tho, just to give him the credit he deserves.

Wooyoungieeeeeee (@wooyoungleeeeeex)

🐥 Soulmate - platonic soulmates forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

🐥 Scarecrow - he's like the scarecrow from Wizard of Oz! He pretends to be dumb for funsies but he is smarter than he appears and cares a lot.

🐥 Woohoo - I've heard it's an expression of like energy and excitement in England/America, and I thought it fits him!!

🐥 Chick - he's soft and fluffy and excitable like a lil chick and he's also just as cute. I started calling him this when he went blonde and I never stopped.

🐥 Stubborn - I love him but he's a Stubborn brat sometimes. Most of the time he's a funny Stubborn brat but sometimes...

🐥 Tinie - he exude tinie energy every once in a while.

Jonghoooooooooo (@jonghosofthours)

🐻 Hyung Maknae - Jongho acts like the hyung sometimes and its really appreciated. I lub him.

🐻 Teddy Bear - he hates physical affection... Except when it's me!

🐻 Adele - He's got such a powerful voice be reminds me of Adele. Trying to convince him to cover Rolling in the Deep but it isn't going well...

🐻 Baby Bear - We have Mummy Bear and Papa Bear someone had to be Baby Bear OK?

🐻 Pouts - He pout. A lot.

🐻 Thumper - He reminds me of Thumper from Bambi. I don't know why. He just does.

✨Thank you for listening! (✿◠‿◠)✨

#ateez san #interaction #ateez yunho #ateez hongjoong #ateez wooyoung #ateez mingi #ateez jongho #ateez yeosang #ateez seonghwa

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johannesviii · 4 years

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Top 10 Personal Favorite Hit Songs from 2011

22 to 23 years old. Was working in Paris and all the hours of train were exhausting. Listened to a LOT of music for that reason. It was an average year, but the songs that were good were excellent. Anything from this top 5 could have topped a list for a more mediocre year.

Disclaimers:

Keep in mind I’m using both the year-end top 100 lists from the US and from France while making these top 10 things. There’s songs in English that charted in my country way higher than they did in their home countries, or even earlier or later, so that might get surprising at times.

Of course there will be stuff in French. We suck. I know. It’s my list. Deal with it.

My musical tastes have always been terrible and I’m not a critic, just a listener and an idiot.

I have sound to color synesthesia which justifies nothing but might explain why I have trouble describing some songs in other terms than visual ones.

Finished my job training in June and worked full time. I kinda miss the campus. It was in the middle of nowhere and we had to steal wifi but we had some great parties there. Made friends, lost friends. And when I wasn’t there, I had my own appartment! My s.o and I put posters everywhere immediately, haha. We also had our first car which was basically a wreck but it lasted way longer than it had any right to.

Some fantastic albums dropped that year, like Ceremonials (Florence & The Machine), Modern Ruin (Covenant), All Things Bright And Beautiful (Owl City) and Imaginaerum (Nightwish). But the album that ruled the entire year for me was Mylo Xyloto (Coldplay). It’s my favorite Coldplay album. Hurts Like Heaven? Charlie Brown? Don’t Let It Break Your Heart? And especially Every Teardrop Is a Waterfall, which, no joke, is one of my favorite songs of all time? Incredible. Excellent. Amazing. The fact that the mediocre Paradise and the good but not great Princess of China were the biggest hits from it continues to baffle me. Really guys? But yeah. Album of the year to me.

So... some more unelligible songs, now. There’s the unexpectedly very, very good Lonely Lisa by Mylène Farmer, which would have ended somewhere in the middle of the list, but, way more tragic, there’s Alligator Sky by Owl City ft Shawn Chrystopher which has to be one of the most underrated songs of the 2010s. The key change is so visually fantastic that, no joke, it made me cry the first time I heard it. Chills every single time. Why wasn’t this a bigger hit. What happened. It’s so unfair. I’m not even sure it would have been my #1, but easily top 3.

As usual, here’s some honorable mentions.

Party Rock Anthem (LMFAO) - Badly written but still catchy.

You Make Me Feel (Cobra Starship) - Nice but not as good as Good Girls Go Bad.

Nightcall (Kavinsky) - This is the only song I kinda disliked on Kavinsky’s album, so of course it was a single. Of f█cking course.

Mr Saxobeat (Alexandra Stan) - A bit too repetitive, but nice.

S&M (Rihanna) - Clearly in the “so bad it’s good” category.

F█ck You (CeeLo Green) - Really fun but kinda killed by the overplay.

Black & Yellow (Wiz Khalifa) - Kept getting stuck in my head.

What the Hell (Avril Lavigne) - This felt like a brief return to form and it was pretty good.

Dynamite (Taio Cruz) - Who else misses this guy? Because I kinda do.

Judas (Lady Gaga) - I’d like to introduce you to this wonderful mashup. You’ll thank me later.

Last Friday Night (Katy Perry) - This has no rights being this catchy.

Paradise (Coldplay) - The very last cut from the list. It baffles me that this was the biggest hit out of Mylo Xyloto even though it might just be the worst song on it. Still nice to hear it from time to time, though.

Here comes the actual list.

10 - Jeanne (Laurent Voulzy)

US: Not on the list / FR: #99

Well that’s a mildly embarrassing pick on top of being barely elligible. This is a song about a guy falling in love with Joan of Arc after he sees her in a dream, centuries after her death. Some sentences are really strangely written, in an old fashioned way, and it gives the general impression of a young 19th century nerd falling in love with a picture in a History book even though it’s a 21st century song sung by a 60 y-o dude so this feels really damn weird to say the least, but it’s so pleasant to listen to it’s hard to say anything too negative or mean about it.

9 - More (Usher)

US: #61 / FR: #91

I know I sound like a broken record or an old idiot but where has fun music gone. Bring this kind of stuff back, please. We know things are terrible in the world, music doesn’t need to make us feel even more miserable. Please. We need more stuff like More.

8 - Rolling In The Deep (Adele)

US: #1 / FR: #2

Is there anything I could say at this point that hasn’t been said by everyone already? Uh. Well, maybe I can say that the only reason it wasn’t #1 in France was because the #1 spot was another Adele song, hahaha.

What else? Uh, well usually I don’t like slow emotional music which is why I never listened to a lot of Adele, but Rolling in the Deep has energy and anger, and that’s everything I want from sad songs, so I’ll take it.

7 - Somebody That I Used To Know (Gotye ft Kimbra)

US: Not on the list (obviously, it was #1 the next year) / FR: #4

That song took nearly an entire year to grow on me, but I’m glad it did. Like the previous one, I don’t think there’s anything new I could say about that one.

6 - Pumped Up Kicks (Foster the People)

US: #13 / FR: #44

This should be more offensive and disturbing than it actually is, even in a country with extremely strict regulations on firearms where school shootings are basically unheard of. I think it’s because the song sounds pleasant and mellow instead of threatening? I guess? Maybe? I don’t know. I’m kinda glad it didn’t come out when I was 15, though.

5 - Levels (Avicii)

US: Not on the list / FR: #63

Let us take a moment to appreciate all the bangers and absolutely wonderful songs Avicii created or contributed to create in his way too brief stay on Earth, and deeply regret his untimely departure. We already miss you dude.

4 - All Of The Lights (Kanye West ft Rihanna)

US: #59 / FR: Not on the list

Behold, the only Kanye West song I ever loved or even liked. But what a song. And what a fitting title. This song is full of flashes of light and that music video is extremely fitting and a joy to watch because it kinda looks like the song itself, down to its very colors. Just fantastic. What is that guy even doing nowadays instead of making more stuff like this. Why.

3 - We Found Love (Rihanna)

US: #69 / FR: #9

So many fantastic songs with fantastic beats and/or dance/electronic tracks at the top of this list. Rihanna is good in nearly every genre she has tried to fit in so far but obviously, as someone who kept putting eurodance track after eurodance track at the top of my 90s lists, you guessed it, my favorite songs from her are the ones where she’s basically a dance diva ala Corona project. Just great stuff all around. This is still on my mp3 player to this day.

2 - Edge of Glory (Lady Gaga)

US: #29 / FR: Not on the list

There it is, my favorite Lady Gaga song, in all its glory (HA). A joy to sing along to, a joy to headbang to, a joy to listen to it while walking, driving, painting. Makes you want to dance even if you don’t know how to dance. Not sure why this wasn’t the first single of the album, but who cares.

I put this at the top of the list at first, and then I was like oh wait, I need to check the French charts first to make sure that- OHMYGODOHMYGOD

1 - Elle Me Dit (Mika)

US: Not on the list / FR: #7

The guy I called the “new king of pop” back when I made my 2007 top ten list finally claims a top spot on one of my lists, and that feels so good.

So... Mika made a song in French. A few of them, in fact. And at first I was like “why would you do this. Your songs in English are so great, dude.” But then I heard that one when it dropped in July 2011 and I was like NEVERMIND. FORGET I SAID ANYTHING. THIS SOUNDS FANTASTIC. CARRY ON.

But it gets better. See, the song is about (and I’m quoting him there) “all the horrific things a mother can say to her son to get him to get out of her house”. Now is a good time to remind you that when it dropped, I had been out of my parents' appartment for good (and basically out of the range of my mother’s verbal abuse) for just about a year, and that entire song sounded like a double middle finger specifically targeting my mother, and, no joke, I burst out laughing the first time I heard the song.

Elle me dit (She tells me) Ne t'enfermes pas dans ta chambre (Don’t stay locked in your room) Vas-y, secoue-toi et danse (Go, get up and dance) Dis-moi c'est quoi ton problème (Tell me what is your problem) Elle me dit (She tells me) Qu'est-ce que t'as pas l'air coincé? (Why do you look so depraved?) T'es défoncé ou t'es gay (Are you high or are you gay) Tu finiras comme ton frère (You’ll end up like your brother) (...) Elle me dit (She tells me) Pourquoi tu te plains tout le temps? (Why are you always complaining?) On dirait que t'as 8 ans (It’s like you’re 8 years old) C'est pas comme ça que tu vas plaire (Nobody’s gonna love you if you’re like that) Elle me dit (She tells me) Un jour je ne serai plus là (One day I won’t be here anymore) Mais c'est quand elle me dit ça (But that’s when she tells me that) Qu'elle me dit un truc que j'aime (That she says something I like)

Catharsis is delicious, especially when it’s sung by someone as lovely as Mika. Most useful song of 2011 to me, I swear. Way too relatable.

Next up: the first of THREE top 12s in a row because Quality(tm)

#Johannes’ bad not good pretty terrible music lists #music #long post #death mention

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morethanaprincess-a · 4 years

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RULES. post as many songs as you like that remind you of your muse(s) and then tag people whose songs you want to see. repost, don’t reblog.

TAGGED BY. @trinitytalents and a few other people who’ve tagged me in playlist memes. This seemed easiest to condense them all! TAGGING. You.

(disclaimer: my song choices are for my Sonia portrayal. They might not fit with your headcanon or be limited to her canon version. Some of these are restricted to certain verses, backstory, etc. I also tried not to include any ship-specific songs because some of them could have their own playlists at this point.)

Woman Up - Meghan Trainor

When you wear your hair down It's like you're wearing your crown Wave to the crowd And give them all a wink 'cause you're fine

Young and Beautiful - Lana del Rey

Will you still love me When I'm no longer young and beautiful? Will you still love me When I've got nothing but my aching soul?

Closer - Tegan and Sara

It's not just all physical I'm the type who won't get oh so critical So let's make things physical I won't treat you like you're oh so typical I won't treat you like you're oh so typical

Dynasty - MIIA

The scar I can't reverse When the more it heals the worse it hurts Gave you every piece of me, no wonder it's missing Don't know how to be so close to someone so distant

And all I gave you is gone Tumbled like it was stone Thought we built a dynasty that heaven couldn't shake Thought we built a dynasty like nothing ever made Thought we built a dynasty forever couldn't break up

Speechless - Naomi Scott

'Cause I I cannot start to crumble So come on and try Try to shut me and cut me down I won't be silenced You can't keep me quiet Won't tremble when you try it All I know is I won't go speechless

Primadonna - MARINA

Primadonna girl, yeah All I ever wanted was the world I can't help that I need it all The primadonna life, the rise and fall You say that I'm kinda difficult But it's always someone else's fault Got you wrapped around my finger, babe You can count on me to misbehave

Heads Will Roll (A-Trak Radio Edit) - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

The men cry out the girls cry out The men cry out the girls cry out The men cry out, oh no

Off, off with your head Dance, dance 'til you're dead Heads will roll Heads will roll Heads will roll On the floor

Rolling in the Deep - Adele

The scars of your love remind me of us They keep me thinking that we almost had it all The scars of your love they leave me breathless, I can't help feeling We could have had it all (you're gonna wish you never had met me) Rolling in the deep (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep) You had my heart inside of your hand (you're gonna wish you never had met me) And you played it to the beat (tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Just a Girl - No Doubt

Oh I'm just a girl, living in captivity Your rule of thumb Make me worry some Oh I'm just a girl, what's my destiny? What I've succumbed to Is making me numb Oh I'm just a girl, my apologies What I've become is so burdensome Oh I'm just a girl, lucky me Twiddle-dum there's no comparison

The Times They Are A-Changin’ - Fort Nowhere

Come gather 'round, people Wherever you roam And admit that the waters Around you have grown And accept it that soon You'll be drenched to the bone If your time to you is worth savin' And you better start swimmin' Or you'll sink like a stone For the times they are a-changin'

Where We Come Alive - Ruelle

Dive into a world I know Take my hand and Follow me into the sun There's no end 'cause

This is where we come alive (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) This is where we come alive Out of the shadows And into the light Bringing the unknown This is where we come alive

#more-than-a-princess musings #more-than-a-princess memes #(last meme for a little while as I need to work on the drafts I've got!)#(message me here or on discord to plot or chat OOC)

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sonofadeanwinchester · 6 years

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Someone Like You

Summary: One invitation to change your entire life.

Words: 2744 (kinda got carried away)

Warnings: ANGSTY AS HELL; swearing; heartbreak; slight mention of cheating.

A/N: Based on Adele’s hit song. Not gonna lie, this is gonna hurt. I apologize in advance.

Tags: @221bshrlocked @marvelouslyme96 @shellymaesworld@titty-teetee @pawallday @chameerah @buckylicious@nerdywitch @teresaoliva20 @guera31 @i-should-probably-be-asleep-rn @ssweet-empowerment @jhangelface0523@sarahp879 @parkerrpeterr @bxxbxy @mrs-meghan-winchester @yknott81 @thejemersoninferno @yeahbutmarvel@kaleidoscopez96

I heard that you settled down

That you found a girl and you’re married now

I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things

I couldn’t give to you

Opening the mailbox had become a routine thing and every day it was the exact same things; bills, postcards from family members and other people’s shit, but today, there was a wedding invitation. My heart skips a beat as I squeeze it into my purse until I get home. The drive to my apartment seems to drag on as I find my spot, put the car in park and walk to the front door. My hands are shaking, unable to unlock the front door. Luckily for me, a friendly elderly man comes my way and opens it for me. “You okay, sweetheart?” The old man, I know as Gerald asks me.

I nod my head, smiling my pain away. “Just fine, Gerald. How’s your wife?”

He smiles sweetly at me and tips his hat. “She’s doing just fine. Thank you.”

I wave at him as he leaves me on my own. But as soon as he’s out of view my stomach does a nose dive and my knees grow shaky.

I had to force myself not reach into my bag and rip open the invitation before getting inside my well-locked apartment. Dropping my keys into the bowl, hanging up my coat and grabbing a glass of wine before gathering the courage to open the plain white envelope with my name on the front in perfect black lettering.

“Dear Miss (y/f/n) (y/l/n), you are hereby invited to the wedding of Sarah Terrance and Sebastian Stan.” My mouth grows dry, my knees shakier than before and my stomach one large knot instead of a few small ones.

My eyes prick with tears as I continue to read the invitation, informing me of the date, time and location. “Sunset Terrace at Chelsea Piers.” That was my place, that was the place I had told him since the beginning where I wanted to get married. It was beautiful and it was mine. Until now. My throat swells up and my cheeks grow damp with tears. I throw the invitation onto the kitchen table and chug back my glass of wine before pouring another.

Old friend, why so you shy

Not like you to hold back

Or hide from a lie

Standing in line at the Starbucks just minutes from my apartment, I hear a familiar voice two or three heads away from me. The mystery person orders a coffee with no sugar and four milk. My heart sinks, he use to order that. Every day we were together, he’d make his own coffee and complain about how he could never get it perfect like Starbucks did. So, I’d kiss his forehead, dump the coffee down the drain and skip down here to grab him a coffee.

The line moves away quicker than my thoughts and I’m standing in front of the barista while she’s staring at me like I have three heads. “Ma’am? What’re you getting?”

I force a smile and order my usual, an Americano. She smiles back and minutes later the drink is in front of me.

I sit down at my usual table, taking out my sketch pad to draw a few things before work. “Hey.”

I feel my stomach toss and turn into a bundle of nerves and my chest grows heavy. I look up and all I see are those big blue eyes, my big blue eyes. Not anymore, I remind myself. I chew my lip before smiling. “Hey.”

He points to the seat and without thinking twice I offer him to join me. “How’ve you been?”

I chuckle to myself. “Been fine.” That had been true up to three days ago when I received his wedding invite in the mail and my life shattered, like a mirror, into a million broken pieces.

He nods, smiling because he’s polite but I can tell he has something he’d like to say. I take a sip before speaking again. “How’ve you been?”

He clears his throat. “Uh, great, thanks for asking.”

I take a deep breath. This was the moment of truth. “I got your invitation in the mail.”

He winces and sighs. “I told Sarah not to send it.” Ouch, that hurt. “But she insisted that whatever happened between was ancient history so it couldn’t possibly be weird.”

I roll my eyes. “If being together for six years and two months from a wedding chapel is ancient history than sure.”

He shakes his head. “I was trying to save you the pain of this, (y/n).”

I stand, tucking my sketch pad away and grab my drink. “I’ll just move to another state then, maybe that’ll help.”

“(y/n), come on.”

I close my eyes, gathering my thoughts. “Seb, I hope you two the best, really. You use to say to me about couples splitting up and moving on that sometimes it lasts in love and sometimes it hurts instead. I just want you to be happy. And for years, I thought that was me but I guess not. So, have fun at your wedding.” I smile tightly and turn on my heels. And I could’ve sworn he muttered under his breath, “you are my happy.”

Hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it

I’d hope you see my face and that be you reminded

That for me it isn’t over

Nevermind I’ll find someone like you

I wish nothing the best for you two

Don’t forget me, I beg,

I’ll remember you said

“Sometimes it last in love and sometimes it hurts instead”

The evening before the wedding I lay on the couch, a big bag of Doritos on my lap and a bottle of wine in my hand. My eyes hurting and red from crying, my cheeks crusty with my tears. I had done this to myself. I had tried talking myself into calling him or finding his apartment but I couldn’t bring myself to ruin his happiness. Sarah’s I’d be willing to ruin but I still love Sebastian.

My phone vibrates, informing me of a text message. I glance at the screen. Seventeen missed calls and forty-five unread messages. I sigh as I toggle through the texts, mostly from my family and sister but a few from my best friend, Caleb. He was the only one that knew I still had feelings for Sebastian and he was the only one who was pushing me to break them up. I swallow down a fistful of chips before dialing the number back. “It’s about damn time.” He picked up on the second ring. “Do not tell me that you’re sitting on your couch with a Costco sizes bag of Doritos and cheap wine.”

“Fine, I won’t tell you.”

“Jesus, girl! Get with it. This man, who I might add is the love of your life, is getting married tomorrow.” He put more emphasis married. “Not everyone is lucky enough to meet someone who they can truly say is their soulmate.”

“You know I don’t believe in soulmates, Cal.”

He huffs. “Yeah, I know and it fucking depresses me. But listen to me, Sebastian is your soulmate. I don’t care at all if you don’t believe it because I do and that’s all that matters.”

I sigh, fresh tears breaking my voice. “I’m not going to destroy his marriage because I’m still in love with him. I’m letting him do this because I’m still in love with him.”

“You make no sense.”

I groan. “If Sarah makes him happy, then so be it.”

“Uh-uh.” I could mentally visualize him shaking his head and tsking. “No. Don’t you fall down this ‘oh, he’ll be happier without me’ rabbit hole. Don’t you do it.”

I groan again, changing positions. “Too late. Besides, maybe he will be happier without me.”

“See, even you say maybe.”

I shake my head. “Caleb, I can’t do this to him or to myself. What if I get down there, run up the aisle and express my undying love for him and he just nah.”

He chuckles. “He’s not going to say ‘nah’ to you, sweets.”

“How do you know that?”

He speaks softer, his voice growing quieter. “Because he’s still in love with you.”

I shake my head, my gross non-washed hair falling in my face. “No, he’s not.”

“You said it yourself, (y/n/n), he said ‘you’re my happy’.”

“No, I thought I heard him say that. My mind is just playing tricks on you.”

He screams silently. “Listen to me, bitch, if you ain’t up and dressed by 12:30 tomorrow afternoon, we gonna have a problem.”

“And if I’m not.”

“Then I will march my sweet little ass down to that wedding and express your undying love to the gorgeous man myself.”

I laugh. “No, you won’t really.”

“Try me, bitch.”

I sigh. “I can’t afford to have my heart broken again.”

He sighs, his voice soft as silk. “Just take my word for it, babe, it’s gonna be fine.”

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

That night, all I could dream about was how it was when we were together. How we met, how we grew to be in a relationship, how we said our first ‘I love you’. Every dream, I’d wake up in a burning sweat, my heart thumping loudly in my chest. I’d shake it off but return to yet another dream. The happy times were the best ones to dream of, but the one that kept looping in my mind was when we broke up. How he ripped my heart out and said he had met someone new. He had met her while on press tours, she was an interviewer for one of the conferences and he fell head over heels. I remember crying myself to sleep for weeks after that, throwing his stuff out onto the front yard, burning most of it in tin barrels as he screamed at me to stop.

“What are doing?” He was screaming at me, his eyes large.

“This is a representation of what you did to my heart, my life, our life.”

He shook his head. “(y/n), come on.”

“NO! You come on! You broke my heart, Sebastian. You fucking broke my heart.”

He grew silent. “I’m sorry.”

“Shove your sorry up your ass.”

And that was the last time I had seen him. I refused to acknowledge his phone calls or text messages. I made Caleb speak to him about gathering his belongings.

He’d sit at my bedside after each visit and hold me while I cry. “He doesn’t know what he’s doing. He’s gonna regret this one day, I promise.”

“You’re not going to hurt him, are you?”

He’d shake his head. “No, but he’s gonna marry the wrong girl and he’s gonna hate himself because of it.”

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

As promised, 12:30 came around and Caleb was at my front door, banging on it like a madman. I had been in bed until twenty minutes ago, contemplating whether to do this or not. I march to the door and swing it wide open. “YES! There’s my girl.” He claps his hands together as he takes in my fully dressed attire, purse on shoulder and attitude to boot. “Let’s go get your man back.”

The wedding was at 1:00 and of course, we were stuck in traffic until almost 1:30. “How long are wedding normally?”

Caleb groaned. “I don’t know but if we gonna make it, we gonna have to run from here.”

“Caleb, I’m in high heels.”

“Take them off.”

“It’s New York streets, Caleb, I’m not runn-”

“How much do you love this man?” I smirk and take my boots off, throwing the cabby some money. “Damn right. Let’s go.”

I ran down those New York streets like I was in a marathon. I turned corners and skidded most of the way and left Caleb in the dust. Before reaching the building, I tug my boots back onto my aching feet ignoring the pain as I stepped into them. “What floor is the Terrance and Stan wedding on?”

The receptionist cocked a brow. “Are you a guest?”

Caleb, short of breath, speaks. “She’s his ex-girlfriend and we think he’s still in love with her so we’re gonna crash it.”

“Ma’am, I can’t let yo-”

I slam my hand on the counter. “My entire future is in that room. Tell me where it is.”

She shuffles some papers around. “Room 4450.”

Caleb smiles. “Thank you.” She nods quickly as we run to the elevator. I bust into the room with a mission but what I see in front me is enough to make my heart skip a beat. It’s Sebastian standing there and Sarah is looking at him, shaking her head. “Sebastian, come on.”

The priest nods. “Do you take Sarah Anne Terrance to be your wife?”

“Don’t do it,” I yell from the back of the room, making every eye turn to me. My face turns beat red and Sebastian looks up at me. “Seb, please, don’t do it.”

Sarah’s eyes grow dark. “Get her out of here, now.”

“I’m not leaving until Sebastian tells me he doesn’t have any feelings for me.”

“He’s marrying me! Why would he have feelings for you?”

“He’s only marrying you because you’re a controlling little slut.”

Caleb walks in behind me, only hearing the last part. “Jesus, what did I miss?”

Sarah picks her wedding dress up and marches down to stand in front of me. “What did you just say to me?”

I snort. “I think you heard me. You’re a controlling little slut.” That’s when the palm of her hand makes contact with my face. I shake the pain away and chuckle. “You think slapping me is going to make him love you? Make him want you?”

“Get it through your pea-sized brain, bitch, he doesn’t want you.” She growls.

“Sarah, don’t” The voice comes from the altar. Sebastian has his ring in his hand.

“What?” Her voice turns from menacing to kind in almost a split second.

He sighs. “I said don’t. (y/n)’s right.”

“I am?”

“She is?” Caleb and I speak in unison.

He nods his head. “You are a controlling person, always have been.” Sarah rolls her eyes. “And I don’t love you, not like how I should.”

“What does that mean?” She whining at this point.

He steps off the altar and comes to us, handing her the ring. “I’m sorry but I can’t do this.”

She takes a deep breath, shaking her head. “Why are you doing this for her?”

He scoffs. “I’m not doing this for her. I’m doing this for me. And for you. I could never make you happy, not truly happy.”

She yells like a child and stomps out of the room, all eyes now focused on Caleb, Sebastian and myself. “Sebas-”

He sighs, shaking his head. “Thank you.”

“For what?”

He smiles. “For helping me realize that I didn’t want to marry Sarah, that I never truly loved her.”

Caleb smiles. “But you love (y/n).”

He clears his throat. “I do.” Cheering all around. “But-” it was cut off quickly. “I’m not ready to jump back into a relationship.”

Tears flood my eyes. “What?” It’s a whisper.

He cups my cheek with a hand. “I’m sorry. I’ve been in a relationship with someone for the nine years of my life. I need some time to myself, to see what I want.”

I feel a sob form in my throat. “So you don’t want me then.”

He furrows his brows. “Of course I want you, I’ll always want you.”

I scoff, tears falling down my face. “Just not right now.”

He shakes his head. “I’m sorry.”

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

They are memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

#someone like you #sebastian stan #seb stan #sebastian stan fanfiction #sebastian stan fandom #sebastian stan fanfic

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nobordersonlybuttcheeks · 6 years

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1 through 30! :)

making this involved stress and tears so read every single word and enjoy it or I'll astral project!1. three songs that come up when you put your phone on shufflei only have downloaded music on an ipod nano from elementary school, and shuffling gets me Rolling In The Deep by Adele, What's My Name? by Rihanna and Poker Face by Lady Gaga. 2. three last songs you listened toPumped Up Kicks Kahoot Remix, Fresh Prince of Bel Air Kahoot Remix, and Mii Channel Kahoot Remix3. three songs you were recently obsessed withFinish Her! by Aja, New Perspective by P!ATD, and Miserable America by Kevin Abstract4. three songs that you know thanks to your parents Killing Me Softly by Lauryn Hill, Dancing Lasha Tumbai and Evro Vision Queen by Verka Serduchka5. three songs you wish you could forget (because listening to them hurts)i've done a good job forgetting them, but Summertime Saddness by Lana Del Rey still kinda gets me, and so does Don't You Worry Love from The Cat Lady and Something In The Way by Nirvana6. three songs you wish you could erase from history (because they’re terrible)everything Eminem's ever written, I Kissed A Girl by Kasy Petchy, and Blurred Lines by R*bin Th*cke7. three songs you didn’t expect to like but eventually lovedFinish Her! by Aja, Wut by Le1f, and Death! by Nervosa8. three songs that remind you most of summer and vacation Jenny by Studio Killers, Party In My Pants by Beatrice Eli, and Cliff's Edge by Haykey Kiyoko9. three songs that get you in the Christmas MoodKatya Zamolodchikova's 12 Days Of Christmas, All I Want For Christmas is You by Mariah Carey and What's This? from Nightmare Before Christmas10. three favourite Halloween/spooky songsSUPER difficult to just pick three but, Brujas by Princess Nokia, Blk Wiccans by Zebra Katz, and Zombie Song by Machigerita (a fourth alternative is Bloodbath by Bob The Drag Queen)11. three favourite songs from movie or TV series soundtrack another difficult one, but I'll go with Last Theatre from Death Parade, New Perspective from Jennifer's Body, and 6 Different Ways from IT (2017)12. three favourite songs from video games Don't You Worry, Love from The Cat Lady, A Love Suicide from Rule of Rose and Memory from Ib13. three songs you want at your funeral Something In The Way by Nirvana, Last Theatre by Noisy Cell and Chop Suey! by SOAD14. three songs you want at your wedding Marceline by Willow Smith, Quiver from that Billy Star thing from Brockhampton and Green Line Killer by SEE15. three songs you want to dance with your love toCave Wall by Willow Smith, Slow Dance With You from Adventure Time, and Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven (idk)16. three favourite songs for sex To The Moon and Back by Fever Ray, I Want Your Bite by Chris Crocker, and Back To Bed by Boyskouts17. three songs that remind you of your crush Apple Pie by Princess Nokia, Cliff's Edge by Hayley Kiyoko, and Slow Dance With You from Adventure Time18. three songs that remind you of your best friend @fourtccn 6 Different Ways by The Cure, Ways To Be Wicked from Descendants 2, and Superluv by Shane Dawson19. three songs that are your guilty pleasure I'm not guilty about any of my pleasuresbut i'd most likely be made fun of of for It's Going Down from Descendants 2, Disappearing Girl by Megpoid Gumi and that skating song from Yuuri! On Ice with the same name.20. three songs that remind you of the person who sends this onethis was an anon soI Don't Know You by The Marias, Shades by Christopher Wilde and Secret Admirer by Pitbull21. three songs of your childhood Corpse Attack! by Sekihan, I Want Your Bite by Chris Crocker and Zombie Song by Machigerita22. three songs you listen to when you’re sadSexy Anime Boys by Miles Jai, RISK:er by Mejibray and I'm Not Okay by MCR23. three songs that never fail to get you pumped upKitana by Princess Nokia, LGBT by Cupcakke, and Wake Up And Fight by Nervosa24. three favourite old songsChop Suey! by SOAD and Feel Good Inc. by Gorrilaz count as old, right? I guess Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven 25. three favourite songs of 2017To The Moon and Back by Fever Ray, Andromeda by Gorrilaz and Lemon by NERD and Rihanna26. three favourite non-English songs Hakuraku by Mejibray, Putin Lights Up The Fires by Pussy Riot, and Corpse Attack by Vocaloid/Sekihan27. three songs that you sing while drunk I Want Your Bite by Chris Crocker, LGBT by Cupcakke and Welcome To The Black Parade by MCR (or alternatively, Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time by P!ATD)28. three best songs to get drunk or high toWait A Minute! by Willow Smith, Dragons by Princess Nokia, and Fuck My Life 666 by Against Me!29. three songs that influenced you most (some songs change or save lives)alright so this one is a doozy. I'm not brave enough to share the most deep and personal ones (if i can think of them), and plus its hard to just name three but what I'll share isMarceline by Willow Smith, Last Theatre by Noisy Cell and Corpse Attack by Sekihan30. three songs you really want your followers to know (for other reasons than all those above)hmm. alright, Today by Smashing Pumpkins, Time of Death by Nervosa and Eikki by Mejibray

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11, 13, 14, 16, 19, 21, 22, 25, 30, 32, 33, 34, 37, 39!!!!!!!!!

11. something you’d give ANYTHING to hear performedlive

Rolling in the Deep by Adele and also So Afraid by Janelle Monae (actually ANY song by Janelle Monae because she aisudhkjsehdksjehfksjdhfkjdshf)

13.a song made suddenly precious because of aspecial someone

Make you feel my love, Adele

14.a song made suddenly awful because of a specialsomeone

Cheerleader, OMI (not awful but… bitter)

16.something to SCREAM ALONG to

What’s Up, 4 non Blondes

19.the last song you had stuck in your head

Okay I absolutely DON’T KNOW WHY but the other day I had Neuilly sa mère STUCK in my head WHEN I WOKE UP LIKE ?????

21.a song that you could SLAY at karaoke

Every Disney song or so hahaha, and The Confrontation from les Mis with you :D

22.a song you can’t help but dance to

Hm a lot of Janelle songs O:-) but otherwise I don’t know, the songs we often play at Just Dance XD And Christine and the Queen’s song like Half Ladies :)

25.a song with a great music video

Errr I don’t watch music videos that much haha but, appart from Janelle Emotion Picture for Dirty Computer, I’d say shamelessly Hayley Kyoko’s Feelings because it reminds me of Michael Jackson clip The way you make me feel and I generally love MJ’s clip ^^

30.a song 40 years older than you

Jailhouse Rock, Elvis Presley

32.a song whose lyrics shocked you once you were oldenough to understand them

Despacito :p (worst song ever)

34.a song you’d like your favorite artist to cover

I have no idea honestly sorry !

37.a song you’re ashamed to have in your musiclibrary

I’d say the few Hayley Kiyoko’s songs cause I feel like it’s more the kinda of teenage music i’m not generally a huge fan of buuuuut… it gay so O:-) (and i have to admit I enjoy it actually XD)

39.the most played song in your music library

I don’t know how to do it on Spotify for right now but in 2018 it was Make Me Feel, Janelle Monae… I think I’m a lost cause x)

Thank you sis !! IM WAY QUICKER THAN YOU, YOU COULD MAKE AN EFFORT !

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brittanyyoungblog · 5 years

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74 Break Up Lyrics for Your Saddest and Strongest Moments

Breakups can do something odd to you. Even though they’re a common enough occurrence and most, if not all, of us have experienced multiple breakups in our lifetime, each one feels new and different. If, like Tostoy says, happy families are all alike and every unhappy family is unhappy in its own way, then perhaps all happy couples are alike and every unhappy couple is unhappy in their own way.

This is why every breakup feels so different. Because they are. During some you may feel elated and free, others may leave you feeling lost and untethered, while others leave you feeling a sort of grief—a loss for what you had and what was. And when you’re feeling this way it often helps to hear of other’s experiences and to see your pain and feelings (even if it’s just confusing) reflected in their words.

To help you through your breakup and to give you some words you can relate to, we compiled a list of over 70 breakup lyrics from various breakup songs. From the bittersweet and reflective to strong and generous, you’ll find a variety of lyrics from different artists to help you get through your own breakup. And hopefully move on to something stronger.

I don’t know why I cry But I think it’s ’cause I remembered for the first time Since I hated you That I used to love you – Used to Love You, Gwen Stefani

I keep letting you back in How can I explain myself? As painful as this thing has been I just can’t be with no one else. – Ex Factor, Lauren Hill

Didn’t I make you feel Like you were the only man? Didn’t I give you everything A woman possibly can? Honey, you know I did. – Piece of My Heart, Janis Joplin

Oh, you made me want you You made me need you You made me tumble and fall But if I can’t have you The way I want you I don’t want you at all. – That’s It, I Quit, I’m Moving On, Sam Cooke

Every second I’m with you I get increasingly sick and I stop thinking quick And I act like a dick, like a dick, like a dick And all the money I spend is my money again I’ll understand what is said when I’m out with my friends And at the end of the night Baby, I’m’a gon’ drive ’em home – I Don’t Love You Anymore, Bomb the Music Industry!

He called me baby, baby All night long. Lord, I feel so empty Since he’s been gone. Now I lie here and I die here Until the dawn. I miss my baby, baby, baby All night long. – He Called Me Baby, Candi Stanton

Dude I’m so over you You don’t even have a clue All you did was make me blue You didn’t even make me, come on! – Come On, Lucinda Williams

Now baby girl have dumped me She no longer wants me I’m no longer hired She says that I’ve been fired On to the next one More fish in the sea Girls are like buses Miss one, Next 15 one comin’ – Break Up, Mario

I ain’t sayin’ you treated me unkind You could have done better but I don’t mind You just kinda wasted my precious time But don’t think twice, it’s all right – Don’t Think Twice, Bob Dylan

One taught me love One taught me patience And one taught me pain Now, I’m so amazing – thank u, next, Ariana Grande

If only there could be Another way to do this ‘Cause it feels like murder To put your heart through this I know I always said That I could never hurt you Well, this is the very, very last time I’m ever going to – Eventually, Tame Impala

It was hard to love a man like you Goodbye was half the words you knew While you was waiting for me not to call I sent my love, I sent my love. – Hard to Love a Man, Magnolia Electric Co.

There’s been some things that I wanted to say a long time Never have I spent a day without you on my mind And I’ve tried a lotta songs and I need to try one that’s new But I don’t have anymore love songs to try on you. – (I Don’t Have) Anymore Love Songs, Hank Williams, Jr.

Watch the steps Get a drink, have a good time now Welcome to paradise, paradise, paradise Since I left you I found the world so new – Since I Left You, The Avalanches

I’m sorry for honesty, I could not bear To lie to you To lie with you I’m sorry for honesty, I’m well aware I lie to you When I lie with you You Don’t do it for me anymore – You Don’t Do It for Me Anymore, Demi Lovato

Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. – Goodbye My Lover, James Blunt

You want to jump and dance, but you sat on your hands And lost your only chance Go back to your hometown, get your feet on the ground And stop floating around – Gone for Good, The Shins

Since he left my life’s so empty Though I try to forget it just can’t be done Each time the doorbell rings I still run. – One Less Bell to Answer, The 5th Dimension

I follow you down until the sound Of my voice will haunt you (Give me just a chance) You’ll never get away from the sound Of the woman who loves you (Was I just a fool) – Silver Springs, Fleetwood Mac

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that I hold resentment for you But uh uh, oh no, you’re wrong ‘Cause if it wasn’t for all that you tried to do, I wouldn’t know Just how capable I am to pull through So I want to say thank you – Fighter, Christina Aguilera

This is the last song that I write while still in love with you This is the last song that I write while you’re even on my mind ’cause it’s time to leave those feelings behind. – Blue Skies, Noah and the Whale

The scars of your love remind me of us They keep me thinking that we almost had it all. The scars of your love they leave me breathless, I can’t help feeling, we could have had it all. – Rolling in the Deep, Adele

You don’t wanna give and you don’t wanna know how If you were gonna change things, you would’ve by now When were you around? Where were you at? Trying not think about it, baby Running up and down the stairs ‘Til there’s nothing left between us but what we won’t say Walking away, walking away, walking away – Walking Away, HAIM

(I gotta shake you off) ‘Cause the loving ain’t the same and you keep on playing games Like you know I’m here to stay (I gotta shake, shake you off) – Shake It Off, Mariah Carey

I wanna hear your band; I wanna give it advice; I wanna meet your girlfriend, she sounds nice; I wanna take you home; I wanna feel my age; I wanna freak you out on a different stage; I wanna show my teeth; I wanna keep you fed; I wanna get you drunk and let it go to your head So I guess this means we can’t be friends. – We Can’t Be Friends, Loren Scafaria

Before this river Becomes an ocean Before you throw my heart back on the floor Oh baby I reconsider My foolish notion Well I need someone to hold me But I wait for something more Yes I’ve gotta have faith – Faith, George Michael

And every time I’ve held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose – And So It Goes, Billie Joel

Have a seat, have a drink, tell the jury what you think Was I good to you? Was it hell, was it fun, did you think I was the one Was I glued to you? Now that I found someone who makes me wanna live Does that make my leaving harder to forgive? – How to Forget, Jason Isbell

I would rather, I would rather go blind boy Than to see you, walk away from me child. So you see, I love you so much That I don’t want to watch you leave me baby. Most of all, I just don’t, I just don’t want to be free. – I’d Rather Go Blind, Etta James

Show me something, all or nothing You keep on changing your mind I can’t chase it, I can’t take it Only a matter of time ‘Til you’re crawling on your knees Begging pretty please You think it’s funny keeping me wanting And that’s why (I really fucking hate you) – Hate You, Kate Nash

Please don’t say you love me Leave me, don’t fuck with my mind Try to understand like you’re a good friend of mine Cause I’m doing fine, yes I am I’m doing… – Doin Fine, The Heavy

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It’s where you oughta stay – I Don’t Love You, My Chemical Romance

Sunshine, blue skies, please go away A girl has found another and gone away With her went my future, my life is filled with gloom So day after day I stay locked up in my room I know to you, it might sound strange But I wish it would rain. – I Wish It Would Rain, The Temptations

In my life Why do I give valuable time To people who don’t care if I live or die? – Heaven Knows I’m Miserable Now, The Smiths

Now I’m feeling how I should, never knew single could feel this good, oh Stop playing miss understood, back in the game, who knew I would, oh So flex how I spread my wings, loving myself makes me wanna sing, oh Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah – Ridin’ Solo, Jason Derulo

As I walk this land with broken dreams I have visions of many things But happiness is just an illusion Filled with sadness and confusion. – What Becomes of the Brokenhearted, Jimmy Ruffin

Now oh so easily you’re over me Gone is love It’s me that ought to be moving on You’re not adorable I want something unignorable – Shut Up and Let Me Go, The Ting Tings

Ever since I met you my life’s been a song A sad song, a love song with hate in between – Sound of Your Memory, Willie and Lukas Nelson

Oh, how am I gonna get over you? I’ll be alright, just not tonight Someday, hey oh, I wish you’d want me to stay I’ll be alright, just not tonight – Gonna Get Over You, Sara Bareilles

Loving you Isn’t the right thing to do How can I ever change things That I feel If I could Maybe I’d give you my world How can I When you won’t take it from me – Go Your Own Way, Fleetwood Mac

But If you loved me Why did you leave me Take my body Take my body All I want is All I need is To find somebody I’ll find somebody – All I Want, Kodaline

No more I love you’s The language is leaving me No more I love you’s The language is leaving me in silence No more I love you’s Changes are shifting Outside the words – No More “I Love You’s”, Annie Lennox

There’s a scar on my soul So let me down easy Break my heat sweetly Like you always do. – Break My Heart Sweetly, John Moreland

Drowning in my coffee To wash the alcohol Out my bloodstream Sitting here I wonder If we hadn’t been at all Who would I be? – Getting Over You, Lauv

I was all right for awhile I could smile for awhile But I saw you last night You held my hand so tight As you stopped to say, Hello – Crying, Roy Orbison

Cut the cord Is that a man I once adored? He’s nothing but an albatross No great loss Doublecrosser – Forget About the Boy, from Thoroughly Modern Millie

And you got away, didn’t you babe, You just turned your back on the crowd You got away, I never once heard you say, I need you, I don’t need you I need you, I don’t need you And all of that jiving around – Chelsea Hotel #2, Leonard Cohen

Sometimes I wake up crying at night And sometimes I scream out your name What right does she have to take you away When for so long you were mine – You Were Mine, Dixie Chicks

Why she had to go I don’t know she wouldn’t say I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday. – Yesterday, The Beatles

Don’t call me up I’m going out tonight Feeling good now you’re outta my life Don’t wanna talk about us Gotta leave it behind One drink and you’re outta my mind – Don’t Call Me Up, Mabel

You want me to act like we’ve never kissed You want me to forget Pretend we’ve never met. And I’ve tried and I’ve tried But I haven’t yet. – I Fall to Pieces, Patsy Cline

The judges will decide The likes of me abide Spectators of the show Always staying low The game is on again A lover or a friend A big thing or a small The winner takes it all. – The Winner Takes It All, ABBA

I won’t die this way, got a broken heart ’bout ready to escape and a mouth full of bitterness I can taste it still I wonder if you hate me now – Glendale, Clans

And don’t call me up at 3 in the morning If she didn’t pick up and I’m your second choice ‘Cause I know you’re drunk, your love is a hoax And I hate the fact that I still recognize your voice – Darling Don’t, Silver

But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time I’m so moving on Yeah, yeah Thanks to you Now I get what I want Since you been gone – Since U Been Gone, Kelly Clarkson

Feel so restless, I am, Beat my head against a pole Try to knock some sense, down in my bones. – You Can’t Put Your Arms Around a Memory, Johnny Thunders

I remember you telling me, that you would love me and treat me tenderly. But all you’ve ever given is just plain misery. – To Hear You Say You’re Mine, Candi Staton

Well, I learned that I don’t need you And I don’t need you around ‘Cause I’ve found somebody new, somebody new I said I learned that I do not need you I don’t want you around Like I said, I’ve found somebody new – I Don’t Need You Around, Jackie Wilson

You’re on a different road, I’m in the milky way You want me down on earth, but I am up in space You’re so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch You’re from the 70’s, but I’m a 90’s bitch I love it, I love it – I Love It, Icona Pop

Maybe the darkness of the hour Makes me seem lonelier than I am, But over the darkness I have no power, Hope she’ll be happier with him. – Hope She’ll Be Happier, Bill Withers

Moving without you, moving without you Loving without you, loving without you Happy without you, happy without you, happy without you Better without you, better without you, better without you – Better Without You, Kelly Rowland

Now laughing friends deride Tears I cannot hide So I smile and say When a lovely flame dies, smoke gets in your eyes. – Smoke Gets in Your Eyes, The Platters

I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It’s personal, myself and I We’ve got some straightenin’ out to do – Big Girls Don’t Cry, Fergie

I got no place left to turn I got nothin’ left to burn Don’t know if I saw you if I would kiss you or kill you It probably wouldn’t matter to you anyhow – Standing In the Doorway, Bob Dylan

It must have been love but it’s over now It must have been good but I lost it somehow – It Must Have Been Love, Roxette

If the phone doesn’t ring You’ll know that it’s me I’ll be out in the eye of the storm If the phone doesn’t ring You’ll know that I’ll be Where someone can make me feel warm It’s too bad we can’t turn And live in the past – If the Phone Doesn’t Ring, It’s Me, Jimmy Buffett

He walks away The sun goes down He takes the day, but I’m grown And in your way In this blue shade My tears dry on their own – Tears Try on Their Own, Amy Winehouse

I got it bad I think you know You’re everything, you’re beautiful But my life is fast, can’t make it slow We’re here right now Kiss me before I go, but you got to let me go – Bet Ain’t Worth the Hand, Leon Bridges

When I’m not drinking bay, you are on my mind. When I’m not sleeping you know you’ll find me crying. – Lover You Should’ve Come Over, Jackson C. Frank

And I’m done hoping That we could work it out I’m done with how it feels, Spinning my wheels Letting you drag my heart around And, oh, I’m done thinking You could ever change I know my heart will never be the same But I’m telling myself I’ll be okay Even on my weakest days I get a little bit stronger – A Little Bit Stronger, Sara Evans

And the grass it was a ticking And the sun was on the rise I never felt so wicked As when I willed our love to die And I was your silver lining as the story goes I was your silver lining but now I’m gold Hooray hooray I’m your silver lining Hooray hooray but now I’m gold – Silver Lining, Rilo Kiley

You roll out of bed and down on your knees And for a moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here Is she standing in my room? No, she’s not ‘Cause she’s gone, gone, gone, gone, gone. – Dreaming with a Broken Heart, John Mayer

Who’s gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning? Who’s gonna rock you when the sun won’t let you sleep? Who’s waking up to drive you home when you’re drunk and all alone? Who’s gonna walk you through the dark side of the morning? It ain’t me – It Aint Me, Kygo and Selena Gomez

We use to kiss all night but now there’s just no use I don’t know why I fight it, clearly we are through Tell me the truth boy, am I losing you for good? – Losing You, Solange

‘Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell I had to learn how to fight for myself And we both know all the truth I could tell I’ll just say this is “I wish you farewell” I hope you’re somewhere prayin’, prayin’ I hope your soul is changin’, changin’ I hope you find your peace Falling on your knees, prayin’ – Praying, Kesha

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