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meanbossart · 2 months

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I've been loving the DU Drow as a companio asks, so I've got my own. I was wondering what kind of interactions he would have with the other companions.

More specifically, we know Astarion flirts with almost anyone (for his own reasons) and even sleeps with Bae'zel at the tiefling party if you turn him down as a player. So, since the Drow is in the group now, what would his interaction with Astarion be? Would Astarion assume him to be the strongest and best chance of survival if manipulated? Would Astarion try to sleep with the Drow the same way he would with Lae'zel?

(Regarding the companions in general) Oh I can easily see him and Shadowheart having some cute party banter, they'd poke light fun at each other and have a similarly "darkly dramatic" reaction to things. He'd easily be the most talkative with her, often initiating mundane conversations about stuff you find. I can see some dialogue between them triggering upon finding one of the many drink-stashes you come across where they discuss what they like best when it comes to wine - or what they think they like, at least, considering the state of their memories.

Gale would be eager to inquire him about drow and the underdark, and where he got his fighting prowess from, which would visibly annoy DU drow since he can't fucking remember anything LOL he'd comment about how he always thought male drow were supposed to be a little… Flimsier, prompting a response along the lines of "I suppose my mother must have fed me well. I do have quite the appetite for loud-mouths."

Gale's like :U my goodness. Point taken.

He might talk to Karlach about Avernus, being fond of the savage nature of it. He'd also ask her if "something's bothering her" and when she asks why he's asking, he comments on how she can never seem to be still for long LOL

If Jaheira joins the party later she takes an interest in him (I WONDER WHY) and they could also share a little friendly banter. DU drow ends up asking her things about Baldur's Gate and herself to fill the gaps in his memory, as well as her children. He expresses how, if he thought himself more fit for a father, he'd have some of his own. Jaheira tells him it's probably better this way.

The banter with Astarion would be pretty par for the course - a mix between being flirtatious in nature and a little passive-aggressive all at once. At some point he says he can't keep quiet about how he stinks of carrion - DU calmly tells him that it can't be helped, due to their circunstances, and that he has a pretty cadaveric perfume himself. Astarion gets offended and tells him he knows for a fact that he smells lovely - DU drow tells him those statements need not be mutually exclusive.

He'd also ask Wyll about Mizora and what it's like to be in her servitute, claiming that he "wouldn't mind doing her a few favors himself" and Wyll tries his darn best to brush that off.

Lae'zel picks on him about his, erm, unreliable state of mind and accuses DU drow of basically being a ticking-time-bomb. DU responds that he feels less like a bomb and more like a vent releasing a steady flow of noxious fumes - if that helps her sleep better at night.

He also snorts at Minthara's "jokes".

(Onto the second part of this already far-too-long reply:)

And I THINK SO, I think Astarion would take him for being more easily manipulated than Lae'zel and try his luck there instead.

Small detour: you know, I always thought it'd be neat if some of the companions formed relationships with each other if you didn't pursue them. We see friendships form but romances would be fun too - like Karlach and Shadowheart could get together if you didn't pair with either of them, and Ascended Astarion and Minthara if you happened to have that party configuration in act 3. I don't really see many of the others having that kind of chemistry, but I wouldn't want the whole camp to be in love with each other anyway lol just 1 or 2 other couples would make the party feel more autonomous.

So, in a world where that's a part of the game, I obviously would say they get together if you don't romance either (from a mechanic standpoint player still gets first dibs LOL) and that unlocks unique party banter and dialogue where you can ask them about it once per act and reveal the "status" of the relationship. In act 2 you get to comment about how they seem to "steal away" together often. Astarion implies they're obviously having sex, and that he's always wanted to "try a little drow - but a big one is even better". If you ask DU drow about it he keeps details and motivations to himself, but acknowledges that they have something going on. You can then tell him that you believe he's being used, and DU drow very nonchalantly says that "he's well aware", but that he isn't worried about it.

In Act 3, when you ask again, Astarion somewhat bashfully reveals that the drow grew on him, and if you press on about the topic he reveals that they haven't even had sex since act 1, they just do a lot of talking, as he sheepishly puts it. If you ask DU drow about it he's much more upfront in saying that they've become an item, and that he's very happy in Astarion's company.

#ask #companion DU drow #will start using that tag in case I ever wanna look back at these

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some-siren · 8 months

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What’s puzzling to me is why people say Aziraphale’s French is bad, like-

No it’s not. It’s quite good even. Sure he has a thick (no really) accent but that’s about it. Everything he says to Justine is something you can hear in the streets, and it’s correct too-

Az: Euuh.. Bonjour Justine ! Euh, pardonnez-moi ! Euh, mais euhm... [Uuh.. Hello Justine! Uh, excuse me (formal)! Uh, but uum...] J: Mister Fell, I speak fluent English. I’ve been living here for fifteen years.

Az: Excellent. Excellent !.. Uuh, well erm. Bien (alt. Viens) ! Maintenant, j’ai une réunion de l’association de tout les (alt. des) commerçants de la rue, dont (alt. dans) mon magasin de livres — des! — des livres. Uh, je serais honoré si vous pouviez venir. Il y aura des vol-au-vents. [Excellent. Excellent !.. Uuh, well erm. Good(alt. Come!)¹! Now², I have a reunion of the association of all the (alt. of the)³ merchants of the street, of which (alt. in)⁴ my store of books — of the! — of the books.⁵ Uh, I would be honoured if you could come. There will be vol-au-vents.] J: Mister Fell, if it’s about the street traders meeting, I can be there, but only until seven, as we start to get really busy then. Az: Oh, merci bien ! Uuh, il est à six heures trente. [Oh, thank good!⁶ Uuh, it⁷ is at six hours thirty.⁸] J: Yes, six-thirty. See you there. Az: (incomprehensible) Au revoir! [(incomprehensible)⁹ Goodbye!]

¹ "Viens" (Come!) instead of "Bien" (Good, well) would be weird in this situation for a couple of reasons: firstly "Viens" is the informal form of the imperative for "venir" (to come), the form one would use with people one is close to — like friends or family —, which is in contradiction with the formal way he first addresses Justine. Secondly, while it could — emphasis on could — be "Viens" on a purely phonological basis (when I say his accent is thick I mean it), it isn't correct in this context, same as English.

² "Now, " is perfectly correct in English, but it is weird in French. "Maintenant" will most of the time mean "right now" in French, and it is no exception here. Therefore what Aziraphale says is grammatically incorrect, because it would suppose the object of the sentence (the association meeting) is either currently happening or is just about to start. Although don't get me wrong, it's a very minor mistake; the sentence is still entirely comprehensible.

³ "des" (of the; plural) is what I hear instead of "les" (the; plural). If he is indeed saying the former, then it is a grammatical error, because it would be like he is saying "a reunion of all of the traders". "tout" (all) expects a direct object after it (all what?) and "des", here, is an indefinite article, a bit like "some" in English, and induces an indirect object. On the other hand if he is saying "les", then the sentence is correct because it is an (definite) article introducing a direct object. It's slightly confusing to hear, but that's about it.

⁴ I am almost certain he is saying "dans" (in, inside of) but because of his (BLOODY THICK) accent it sounds like "dont" (which, in/of which). If he says "dont" his sentence is missing an indirect object. "Dont" is a relative pronoun (here referring to the subject, aka the association reunion) which induces a new proposition, so like a new part of the sentence, that here is dependent of the first proposition. Basically it needs a verb but it doesn't have one. Which is to say his sentence if he used "dont" should have been "dont mon magasin de livres fait partie" (which my bookshop is a part of). On the other hand, if he said "dans", his sentence is correct.

⁵ "of books — of the! — of the books", just as bad in French as it sounds in English. Aziraphale was right when he said "de" and wrong when he corrected to "des". I could not if my life depended on it explain why it's wrong but it is. Made me wince.

⁶ "Oh, thank good" sounds weird in English but it's quite a common (although slightly fancy and old-fashioned) figure of speech in French. It doesn't have a real equivalent in English and most of the time will be translated to "thank you very much" or "thanks a lot"

⁷ "il" (he, it; masculine, can take on a neutral gender) is referring to the reunion, which is feminine in French. Wrong gender, mate

⁸ "six hours thirty", is a perfectly correct and normal construction. We say "hours" in French, it's usually translated to "o'clock" in English.

⁹ An utterly incomprehensible pile of sound vaguely resembling "(au) revoir", only understandable thanks to context.

Ok I know it's not very flattering but like. This angel speaks great French, especially for someone who learnt the hard way. Like suuuuure her accent is terrible, but in that weirdly endearing way British people speak French (also I have heard WAY WORSE), so really we're giving her a hard time for no real reason

#i didn't plan on making this #leave my boy alone #also please keep in mind i'm a native from france #someone from quebec/canada or africa might say different things about az's french than what I say #good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziraphale's french #french #french is hard #trust me i'm french #justine good omens

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daszombes · 3 months

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i have zero idea how this ask thing works but hello !!

🫵you,, you have knowledge...on twisting roads,,,

this question has been bouncing around my head for an entire year now that he's turned 1, so i must ask you. this is very important to me.., (i like concepts like this. i am oddly weird)

in the animation bit of his log, TR is animated falling to the floor and breathing heavily (or doing a motion similar to such) as he looks up at the red holograms. my question is if him being this human/organic is true (i always thought so because it was greenlit by you—erm i mean daszombes). and if so, i've always wondered from where he breathes from. hidden vents near his neck? from the creases inbetween robotic part segments? is his lower face area made of some weird material and there’s a system hooked up behind it?? through his skin—pores even?? another some other way??? some of my ocs have little holes near the bottom of their antennae.,,

TR talks with a speaker ofc (maybe??), but he also sighs. and after the nerves grow out of his antennae the following logs get pained and kinda breathy??? that detail was probably to emphasize the agony but it didn’t seem like he did it before. my brain is doing somersaults thinking about the logic and how and why TR would breathe. how organic is he? golly does he have a little beating heart?? blue or red or some other color of blood?? is his skin silicon or flesh? a nervous system overriding can’t *give* you a respiratory system…???

if he doesn’t breathe then are you open to fan interpretations of him doing so? i understand there could be a whole ‘nother route of him just replicating the sound to just be more human-feeling, though.

sorry,,, i get really obsessed over concepts like this 👉👈💦!! i think its fun to write and i have a ton of ocs who breathe and stuff. makes em feel more human. and its fun to imagine. apologies for the mountain of words aha, i hope ur doin well!! 💛

IMO the iterators were programmed with a lot of basic instinctual behaviors from the ancients, simple things like how to use their hands or how to stand upright were sampled from ancient biology I'd imagine considering iterators are humanoid.

TR displays a lot of human-like mannerisms with the falling to the ground stuff, the way I explain it (besides just the classic "cuz its cool" which is the actual reason) was that the pain responses are rare for an iterator to experience, so they react like a human, clutching their abdomens despite that not helping at all, attempting to breathe despite not being able to, things like that. Of course, there is always the option that iterators do just breathe because they need to breathe, which is entirely possible.

I personally think the former option is cooler so it's what I'm going with, but also like... they could just breathe because they gotta breathe. In which case if they did have to breathe I would give them a small screen or series of holes or spiracles along the neck or jawline. I like iterators being insect-like so spiracles are kickass.

#iterator logs #iceland #iceland epic

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moving-to-dreamwinged · 6 months

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vent augh

i just erm. i just want them 2 treat me w like basic respect .. i’ve been having a rly bad week w irls and it keeps not getting better. i dont think they care like genuinely and i feel so stuck n sad and lost. it doesn’t matter if i’m there or not. they keep saying theyre gonna be all sad when i leave but i dont think they gaf at all w the way they treat me. im not even human to them , all my traits r just jokes they can make or flaws they can point out . im so sick of it :( i dont think they realize i have feelings … it might be selfish but i want to be cared for for once instead of always being the one to pick up the pieces… i dont think im gonna remind them when i go, if they get upset that they didnt get to say bye to me that’s on them. im not gonna text while im gone either, they can reach out. i really don’t think it’s worth always feeling so hurt all the time

#.mei chats #.not f/o related #.vent #my friends are weird

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dirty-trash-mongrel · 10 months

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PINNED POST YIPPEE

Hiya! I go by Mongrel here, but if you know me elsewhere you probably know me as I leik, Seawigs or Blue.

Other nicknames I accept are Cheshire and Cyn

QUICK ABOUT ME :

✵ She/They/It ✵ AroAce? Lesbian? The voices decide! ✵ Silly things distract me easily I LOVE BEING SILLY ✵ I love to draw, especially media-inspired things, but sadly I get art block easily ✵ I swear a lot (oops) ✵ I draw in Procreate, Clip Studio Paint EX, and MS Paint (erm help?) ✵ CHECK OUT MURDER DRONES AND RAIN WORLD AND LETHAL COMPANY GRGRGRGR ✵ I also like Wings of Fire, Deltarune, Pokemon, Hollow Knight, The Amazing Digital Circus, and Wandersong, but not nearly as much as the previously mentioned two. ✵ Socially awkward + Very self conscious, a great combination!

ASKS :

Just, don't spam me, also heavy venting makes me uncomfortable

LITERALLY ASK ME ANYTHING, I LOVE INTERACTING WITH TUMBLR PEOPLE, I'm almost always available

well, anything that doesn't generally fall under a topic about anything in my DNI list... or fetish or NSFW art requests... no thanks...

Ask box will stay open forever. And ever. Through when time stops. It'll still be open.

MY TAGS :

I don't know, I have tags for certain things of mine on my blog because I thought it'd be silly

#mongrel behavior is the tag with all of my posts that aren't reblogs #alley scribbles is my art tag #critterville is my OC tag #dumpster bullshit is my random thoughts/ramblings/shitpost tag, guess just anything that's a text post

DNI LIST :

✵ Homophobes/Transphobes ✵ TERFs ✵ Ableists ✵ Pedophiles ✵ Zoophiles ✵ Proshippers ✵ Prolifers ✵ LITERALLY ANY BASIC DNI

PLEASE FUCK OFF IF YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF ANY OF THESE! Also, please refrain from making SA jokes around me. Thanks

#pinned post #WOO FUCKING FINALLY #ITS SO LONG BUT I DONT CARE ANY MORE #congrats on my one friend who got me into wandersong a decent amount (you know who you are)#mongrel behavior

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glitchedsoftware · 1 year

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erm srry 4 venting on here but idk i feel rlly shitty idk i actually cried 4 once today after basiclly finding out that some of my close and only friends dont like me anymore and basically kicked me out of their friend group this sound so dumb im sorry i just feel bored and sad now i hate this

#idk i just feel like i need to get this out #ive either felt bored sad or just like temporary happy #idk i hate myself #idk if ive felt like this for a while #sorry ill stop now #vent #kai please shut up

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akut3gaw4kiss6r · 4 days

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About me!! ⭐

Hello!! The names Ryn.

My blog theme is black and maybe blue?

I am Malaysian, so my grammar might not be allat :(

I'm mentally, physically and emotionally unstable.

I do not feel comfortable sharing my age in this app, I'm sorry. But I can guarantee you that I am now over 18!

I'm just going to let minors read my blogs. Why? because I started reading and watching shits at 5. /srs

So if you are over 10, feel free to read my blogs!!

I write Smut, Comfort, Romance, and any genres!

I am in the BSD fandom, I will maybe write for other fandoms.

Please do know that I do not tolerate hates,as I am very, very oversensitive and would do unnecessary actions.

I love Cats!!

My top three in BSD? Of course it's Akutagawa, Atsushi and Ranpo.

Yea I know,very basic.

Requests open!!

Likes!! 🧠

As I said earlier, I love Akutagawa.

My fav Malaysian food Chicken cooked in red (Ayam masak merah), but most of my faves are Pizzas and Topokki. (I'm sorry I forgot how to spell it..)

Cats!!!

Going out

being fashionable, and I love dressing up!!

my personal space,my privacy and my body.

I LOVE spicy food.

Please marry me if you like Akutagawa.

I mostly kin Dazai, Akutagawa, Atsushi and Ranpo.

I can draw digitally and traditionally!! :33

I love science,making theories and English

I love gore. Sorry not sorry

Dislikes 🫀

Erm I DISLIKE Dazai. Yea, I'm soooo different from others!! 😱😱

Please do not speak to me if you like children's romantically.

DO NOT. interact with my profile if you are under 10.

Please kill yourself if you dislike Akutagawa <\3 /hj

I hate vegetables.

Do not interact with me if you are going to fucking compare me.

Venting to me? No. because I won't give you any comfort or advice, I'm bad at doing those. (But do it if you can't handle it anymore,I'll try my best at giving you advices and comforts <33)

Sorry for being mean,alright? don't take my jokes too seriously.

I dislike people that says shit to other religions. Like wdym "Allah is my bf!!" "Jesus is my husband 🤭🤭" and things? Go kill yourself.

That's all!! 🪻

(please he looks so hot)

#bsd #bsd dazai #about myself #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #i love gore #girlblogging

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gongedtornado · 30 days

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updated introduction cuz i’m cool like that.

hiii welcome to my little hidey hole where i post art and scream all the time :3

be sure to scroll to the bottom or at least read the DNI + things i need tagged. thankssss

you can call me any of the following: silas / yarida / goose / kazzy

i use he / it / any + neos. though please try to refrain from using exclusively they/them on me. not that i really mind but i like a bit of variation :3.

20 and mixed filipino babeyyy !!

artist and professional shitposter . you can count on me to start a silly little doodle as a joke and put in wayyy too much effort into it lol. you can usually find these posts under the tag #shartposting

I YELL AND SCREAM AND SWEAR A LOT. ALSO I’M NOT WELL IN THE HEAD. my textposts for when i scream is #kazzy caws. my more vent related tags will be under #kazzy complains. (feel free 2 mute that. no hard feelings)

PRETTY PLEEEEAAASE use tone indicators when talking to me. i can’t read tones past text for the life of me

i’m incredibly socially awkward and typically busy, overwhelmed, or generally burnt out. i promise i’m not ignoring you or hate you or any of that- i’m just trying to get by lol.

IF YOU NEED SOMETHING TAGGED DON’T BE SCARED TO ASK . i’ll obvs tag things like eye contact, g0re, etc.

this is a big one BUT IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG PLEASE TELL ME AND DON’T BE VAGUE ABOUT IT THANKSS. /srs

here’s more of my tags and whatever

#kazzy caws - text posts where i scream my thoughts into the void

#kazzy complains - text posts where i complain about shit

#kazzy scribbles - art posts

#shartposting - shitposts

I LIKE PATAPON A NORMAL AMOUNT. (<- HAS BEEN FIXATED ON THE SERIES FOR OVER 2 YEARS.)

little shop of horrors

paper mario

plant related characters (ie: audrey ii, petey piranha, potbelly from msm, etc)

stone story rpg (PLEASE PLAY IT ITS SO GOOD)

DND (I FUCKIMG LOVE DND BRO)

just some things i would prefer of they were tagged for the sake of my sanity. just use “silas don’t look.” or “sdl” work fine lmao

roblox doors game (more specifically the visuals pleeeeaase)

generally upsetting or uncanny images. especially ones with heavy eye contact.

knack (playstation game)

posts with transphobia in them

h*zbin/h*lluva content + anything v*vziepop related

i don’t feel like making a specific section for this one but here’s some other things i’d advise you to avoid doing around/to me. thaaanks

do NOT refer to me as “smol”, “smol bean”, a “cinnamon roll”. anything of that at all. (if it’s for a joke go for it, but dont make it repetitive or a habit.)

do not refer to me as a child either- especially if you’re younger than me. i might sound a little whiny here but it genuinely rubs me the wrong way and i actually just hate it all around. 😃 don’t treat me like a child- in fact just avoid infantilizing me. please

please don’t call me “sister” or “mom”. i’m being so serious.

don’t come into my dms if i don’t know you- asking for art requests and such. i’ll just straight up block you.

(trigger warning for s/a mentions here.) if you joke about s/a or find it funny to make fun of such- just block me. i don’t want you here and you disgust me and so many others. thanks

i’ll also include the ask to follow below the dni stuff. dni/dnf will be red while ask to follow will be orange

basic DNI criteria

pr*ship/zo*philes

dream supporters

fetishizes trans/nonbinary people

ai ‘artists’ (lmao imagine not being able to pick up a pencil)

those who continuously use the excuses “it’s just fiction”, “it’s just a drawing”, and “erm it’s the internet. things happen” yall are annoying as fuck

She Who Will Not Be Named (you know who you are.)

YTTD (Your Turn to Die) fandom

those with the intentions of befriending for free art

v*vziepop dickriders.

under 15.

if i generally just get bad vibes from you, i’ll just block. lol

ASK TO FOLLOW

irls. how and why did you find my tumblr huh? huh? do you wanna fight. do you wanna go to the dennys parking lot and fight there? huh? weenie (/JOKE)

h*zbin/h*lluva enjoyers. current mutuals are fine- but if you wanna follow please ask me first. i likely won’t interact with you too much though srry 🙏

people with the names “clyde”, “nadia”, “aspen”, or “azzy.” im sure yall are nice people or whatever but its moreso for the sake of my sanity :3

dms are usually open unless i specify not to dm me.

commissions are closed off for now

i don’t do art requests. LOL sorry

art trades are always good! i take a long while on them though. srry

tagging/mentioning in a post is fine. kinda the same rules with the dms.

rp is kinda ehhh. i kinda only do it with closer friends tyyyy

okay cool you made it to the bottom thanksss enjoy ur stay lol

#introductory post #kazzy caws #introduction

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the-skrunkle · 4 months

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intro below the cut <3

sideblog of @the-skrunkle so feel free to apply this there too c: stuff abt me!! i use she/her pronouns, they/them is okay too as long as its not used exclusively or for the majority because then it feels like its purposefully avoiding the alternative, obviously for ppl who dont know though that doesnt rly apply c:

im demi aro+ace! i also find relationships very cute in like shows and books and stuff (well um as long as they're done well..) despite finding them kinda gross and weird when they involve irl people (including actors...) sorry,,

um. i would talk about my interests but i feel like they're a bit random sometimes. ill like basically anything if i enjoy their vibes which is so vague that i dont think i can elaborate. i guess i like any creative works, in particular music and art!! (generic i know...) my favourite book series atm is skulduggery pleasant, my favourite show recently is saiki k and my favourite visual novel is starry flowers :3 i dont have any favourite artists though (musicians included). erm . . i like celeste!! i dont play it that often anymore but thats just because ive kind of been losing interest in games in general,, i still play it sometimes though. same with genshin but the main reason i like that is cus i like the characters a lot

idk what else im meant to say tbh- ill block people who's vibe i just dont really like, or sometimes if its just something i dont really wanna see and tumblr keeps showing me for some reason

oh yeah. since this is my blog for like. more personal stuff, there will be vents sometimes. sorry. ill tag them with #vent (or #mini vent if its something less serious!) so feel free to block that tag if you dont want to see them, thats totally ok!! ill also end up deleting them after i feel better so hopefully they wont randomly pop up too much - i might also use #not a vent sometimes for things that might be kinda negative but not actually venting!!

yeah thats kinda it i think-

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soeney · 8 months

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erm intro post/ pinned post lol

i'm oak :3

19 and a full time student T-T

all pronouns

this is a vent blog so if u find it n don't like it pls just scroll away ty <33

tw subjects: 3at1ng d1sorder, $elf h4rm, su1c1d4l ideation, tr4uma, add1ction, mental 1llness i guess??

im fine w interaction/reposts etc but ig don't expect me to interact really im just here to use this as a diary basically lol

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sanini-panini · 1 year

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i mentioned i was doing this oc ask game and some friends off tumblr threw questions at me but i thought i’d cross post here for funsies (part 3)

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

this is for all nineteen of them so. it's long.

OLD GUARD

jinal - she is so often asked to be the voice of reason that she doesn't like to appear overly emotional in front of other people. she rarely ever gets angry in public, and up until imprisonment, only a single digit number of people had seen her cry in person (kai, minerva, ridwan, silpa). that said, kai and minerva tend to be her sounding boards when she does need to vent.

haku - do you want the short list? because the long list is at least a thousand pages long. haku wears an assortment of carefully curated masks in public, all with the intent of getting other people to hate them. they play the part of the aloof seer, but no one cares more than them. you will have to pry this truth from their cold, dead body.

minerva - she hates showing any sign of weakness--including her soft spot for cute things. those closest to her know that she likes baby animals and small children, but she puts up a front most of the time. she would never admit that these things reminder her of ven.

ven - ven is all smiles in public. they'll never show when they feel hurt or angry or scared or any of the hundreds of other negative emotions. it's not that they push these emotions down forever--they just save them for later, when they can vent in private.

kai - he does his best to hide his past. he really doesn't need everyone knowing he was raised as a prince. some of this still peeks through in his formal mannerisms, however.

mateen - his anger issues :) or, more accurately, his tendency to jump to extreme courses of action at the slightest provocation. he's pretty good at redirecting himself now, but sometimes when things are bad, his old habits shine through.

ridwan - the chismosa side. they are, for the most part, a very particular individual with a fairly serious demeanor, but they are actually such a gossip like don't even get them started.

silpa - silpa actually doesn't have nearly as much self-confidence as she pretends to have. she knows she's the best there is at making gadgets and gizmos, but she craves reassurance when it comes to other things. luckily, ridwan and jinal have caught onto this.

felix - he spends so much time trying to be self sufficient and not bother the others, but he actually likes being coddled and taken care of. he'd never admit it, but mateen and ridwan are smart enough to see through felix's facade.

NEW GUARD

ilia - she has a bit of a stubborn streak and a hint of rebellion in her, but she's been raised to be straight-laced and reticent, so she hides these things away.

morgan - vulnerability. moving on.

peter - uhhhh. dude. do you want the short list? the long list isn't as long as haku's, if only because it's more situational. he's an open book in terms of his opinions, but he's always hiding his true motives--not because he is ashamed of them, but because he does not trust the others to stay out of his way.

juli - basically identical to the ven problem. he is always smiling in public because he doesn't want to bring others down with his negative emotions.

lian - similar to the kai problem. they were raised as a rich kid, and though they've tried to scrub this away, sometimes it pops out. they hate the elitism tied to their upbringing and prefer to approach everyone on equal footing.

joshua - ahahaha well. we could go with vulnerability. but the real answer is the anger issues. he thinks he's a monster, fueled by murderous fury, and every time he gets angry in public, it's a reminder of this ugly irredeemable piece of him that he cannot leave behind.

rae - erm. also the anger issues. not because his anger is uncontrollable--but because it would be inconvenient for anyone to realize that he is anything more than a mild-mannered novice lawyer with bad music taste.

karyme - the tumblrina side. her media archival work is all on a public blog, but i think if anyone found her personal ao3 account she would pass out. no one needs to know that she was a mod in a superwholock rp server as a teen.

dani - dani spends so much time being a de-facto leader in the group, but he actually... prefers to be silly and have fun. if the fate of the world were not at stake she would be one of the first to vote for hsm sleepovers and homemade sundaes, bc she very much did not get to have that growing up.

auster - hrm... i think auster has a sassy side to him that he just hasn't gotten to show yet. he has wisecracks running in his veins, but he won't use them unless he feels comfortable enough to do so.

#sajani talks #ask games #oc tag #this ended up. way longer than i thought it would be.#oh well #stay tuned for parts 4 and 5 #i'm not tagging all nineteen of them bc that would be ridiculous

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yellowhearther0 · 2 years

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oh god monkaS

#sagittarius.txt #negative #LMFAO I WENT 'IM ON BREAK' AND IMMEDIATELY STARTED VENTING /HJ #anyways tho erm my friends dad just tried 2 call me which ah #not a good thing #basically they needed 2 call him bc he took their phone (dunno y) and he messaged me like 20ish minutes ago that he was at the school and #that i needed 2 tell them 2 come out of he was leaving them #which is immediately like 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩#but i responded like uhh im sorry but i left b4 i saw the message so i cant tell them #and then he CALLED me #like uh naur fuck that shit #so i declined it and then told my mom 😭#so now im just sort of shaking lmfao that was scary #great start 2 break 💀

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popsugahpop · 2 years

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The assuming conversation between Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles about the "unreleased songs of hs3" leaking.

*phone rings*

Louis: Hey Haz

Harry: *quietly whispers* hey

Louis: What happen, sweatheart? Are you having a bad day or something? Are you alright, love?

Harry: *still quietly* I cannot do this anymore, Lou. You saw the news right?

Louis: erm- *laughs a bit* sorry babe I didn't go to the Twitter for a while. Why? What happened?

Harry: Well *laughs wetly sarcastically* my new album's songs got leaked somehow now everyone is listening to them.

Louis: Oh my gosh, how- how- how did that happened??? The releasing date was just a month later! Who the fuck did that, harry?

Harry: Obviously someone from my team did it, still don't why and who but yeah it is what it is *chokes out a sob*

Louis: Hey hey take deep breaths for me, small and deep. Can you do that for me yeah?

Harry: *take small deep breaths slowly* *incoherent sounds about breaths coming up*

Louis: Yeah that's it, let it all out. I know babe I know how it would really feel

Harry: NO! YOU CAN'T!

Louis: .....

Harry: *sniffs* no you can't, Lou.

Louis: I am sorry I cannot feel what you are going through. But my heart knows you know.

Harry: *lowly* how so?

Louis: How so?*chuckles* cause I can feel your heart inside of mine since I was eighteen. In your highs and lows, in your bright green eyes phase to your dimlight shallowest sight, I had been there, I felt what you felt just like you do when it's me.

Harry: *blushes* Only you know how to make me all cheeky with those cheesy lines.

Louis: They are not cheeky. They are for you and they are true just like my love.

Harry: Now stop okay I love you. Sorry I shouted like that

Louis: Eh don't worry I love you too. You needed vent out your anger and used me for that so no big deal. I am glad that you are a bit okay now.

Harry: *sighs frustratingly* I don't know what do, Lou! Can you imagine!!! Them listening to my music where I am not even mentally prepared for it! It's before the due releasing date and *grunts* this is just not done!

Louis: Listen Hazza-

Harry: What if they don't like my music anymore? What if they think that my musics are showing what I am actually and they don't love me anymore? What if- what if- *silence* what if they hate me, Louis?

Louis: They would never and I would be glad of they did.

Harry: Why? Why would you be glad?

Louis: Cause you should not have such fans who will not love and adore you the real you, innit?

Harry: Yeah... But-

Louis: *raises eyebrows* But?

Harry: *sighs in defeat* no you are right actually. If they don't love the way I am then what is the point of all of these?

Louis: Exactly. I know it's a shame that they didn't get to listen to them in the actual due date rather they listened to the songs before that but let bygones be bygones right? We can't change the past. But we can smile around our present and future and tell the past to fuck off yeah?

Harry: Yeah. It's just- I planned a lot for the whole releasing festive and all these are just a waste. And we still don't know who did this.

Louis: I know babe I know you were so excited and whoever did this will not be spared by me don't forget!

Harry: Ok macho man Mr. 5'9 Tomlinson*dryly chuckles*

Louis: *jokingly pissed off* eyyy don't smirk on my teeny weeny muscles, wanker

Harry: *giggles* I love you and thank you.

Louis: I love you too.

Harry: *incoherent noises coming from bg sounds like Mitch* Louis just a second, hold on.

Louis: Okay

*after a while*

Harry: Yeah sorry about that, Mitch just told me something.

Louis: mhmm... What is it?

Harry: *excitedly* So basically many fans are not listening to the songs and waiting for the actual due releasing date and telling others also to do that and trending hashtags for that!

Louis: OH MY GOD! THIS IS INCREDIBLE. FUCK YEAH! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU HAZ!! they always surprise us with their incredible loyalty, don't they?

Harry: Yeah...

Louis: What happened now, you were happy a seconds ago?

Harry: Will they succeed at this?

Louis: *smiles himself*at least they did it yeah? They are conscious about your happiness and dedication to this album. Even if they did not, they tried their best and they are winners in our eyes.

Harry: Yep you are right. The fandom is too big to handle every single on of em. So I am happier than ever that they tried and stopped at least ten of others to listen.

Louis: Exactly bub don't get disheartened. We cannot change what already has been done okay?

Harry: Yeah, now enough of my whiney shits.

Louis: *laughs*

Harry: What about you? Huh? Wembley concert is coming!!!!

Louis: I am so nervous, Haz.

Harry: Listen here you incredible sweet creature right here

Louis: ok feisty pants!

Harry: No listen, YOU. ARE. SO. FUCKING. AWESOME. THAT. ONE. CAN. JUST. SIT. AND. ADMIRE. AT. WHAT. YOU. ARE. So never get nervous about anything. They are your fans which brought the ticket with tons of money-

Louis: Wrong! That's your concert then. Mine is quite cheaper whoop whoop

Harry: *eyes rolls* yeah whatever. What I meant was they buy your tickets to listen to your voice in your angelic poetic songs and also to see that heck of Greek god face damn they should be jealous of me to gatekeep such heck of a beautiful man.

Louis: Oh man!*blushes and groans* stop-

Harry: What! It's true!

Louis: Yeah yeah *snorts*

*to be continued*

Author's note: Hey guys, it's the writer that wrote the above not that much good dialogue (just for formality stating lmao). But the only reason was to write this dialogue was to aware the fans about the thing that happened recently. Harry's house songs got leaked. He mentioned a due date for a reason so idk if it was done deliberately or indeliberately. We don't know if it is even the songs of Harry's house album I mean they can even be the unreleased songs of his past albums. In any way, don't listen to them. We are not that desperate to listen his new songs that early where there are less than months than due date!!!! DON'T LISTEN TO THE UNRELEASED SONGS. PLEASE! Thank you for the Ted talk and hope you will like the above dialogue xx

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lunasblipsandblurbs · 3 years

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Weed/ marijuana pt. 2

WARNING 21+

As the resident stoner I had a civic duty to the people for this part 2

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