#things are a bit crazy at the moment

[words-etched-in-her-skin]

Happy 3rd Anniversary to the large woman game that brought us all together! 💋🩸

#resident evil village #alcina dimitrescu #lady alcina dimitrescu #lady dimitrescu #bela dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu #daniela dimitrescu #donna beneviento #mother miranda #genderbent sal #cheers to games that make us all gayer just by existing ✨ #yes i know im a day late 😂 #things are a bit crazy at the moment #but #happy anniversary re8 💋 #and to all of you ♥️ #resident evil

[welcometogrouchland]

It's mostly the fault of poor editorial practices that B&R is so heavily misaligned continuity-wise w/ the main batman book. But walk with me for a minute:

You are Damian Wayne. You are 14 years old and have had one of the worst years of your life last year. Which is saying a lot.

Your brother, one of the people you were closest to, got shot in the head and forgot who you were. Your best friend went to space for a week and came back 3/4 years older than you, taking away your previously established dynamic and leaving you to have to bond all over again w/ a new one. You may or may not have gone wayyy too far with your new superhero team, who now all hate you, because you fucked up big time*

And worst of all, when you do try to do the right thing, you end up forced to watch Alfred, a father figure to you, the only one at your birthday that year, the person who has been so patient, loving and trusting with you, even when you probably didnt deserve it...die. you watch him die, and feel it's all your fault.

And your dad never corrects you on that last point. So you run away.

First to your mom who can tell something's up with you, she knows you don't give up that easy, you decide not to stay with her because you remembered how actually, neither of your parents are good at communicating with you despite their best efforts, so now you're 14 and flying solo.

And you do fly solo. For a while. Make new friends, new enemies. You think you're better off for it. You've got your best friend and your brother back. They're not around as much. It's fine.

And eventually your dad tells you that it's not your fault that Alfred died. Bit late but it's appreciated. Really. There's a bit of a hiccup where you get possessed by a demon and wage war against your father but after that, all in all, you two are...together again.

You start to think maybe you want to give him another chance, for the two of you to be father and son.

And in a change of pace, it works out! It's going good, mostly. He insists you go to highschool, you resist, feel like he wants you to be something that you're not (wants you to be normal), but eventually you acquiesce for your own reasons. He cheers you on at soccer and nosies around at your fundraising events with the other parents and gives you a stern talking to about your choice of girlfriend. Because he cares.

Except all the while this is going on, your dad is currently having his brain slowly taken over by an evil version of himself that he created and every time you look away he's slowly tearing your family apart (your brothers are just barely keeping it together. The ones who didn't get lobotmized that is Jesus Christ). You keep taking his side in these conflicts, for whatever reason. Maybe because he promised it would be different this time, and it isn't** and you're going to stick with him until he keeps his word for once.

But at the end of the day?

It's like your brother says. You're not the one who saves him. Broadly speaking, you've made things worse and needed others to come save you. And what else is Robin really for? You thought it was about redemption and teamwork but guess you're wrong. It's about saving your self destructive, apparently two-faced and erratic father. And you can't even do that right.

* TT (2016) by Adam Glass is a racist ooc mess, but unfortunately it's still canon so I'm referencing here, though like a lot of works authors clearly wish weren't canon but are, it's been subsequently glossed over. Win? Maybe? Or not?

** again Zdarky's characterization of Damian is so outdated as to be ooc, and considering the way he constantly and explicitly uses it to illustrate Tim's strengths as robin, I'd argue there's. Also implications there. But the batshit insanity of the main batbook compared to B&R rn is crucial for this post, so I'm attempting to justify it. This time..

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc comics #damian wayne #batman and robin #i know i already made an animatic of steph to tears over beers by modern baseball (you know the bit) #but this post has made me think of damian in this context. weeps #idk i read batman 138 for myself and the ways Zdarsky structures it to portray damian as inferior is just. AUGHH IT MAKES ME SICK #LEAVE MY BOY ALONE #the fact that josh williamson (not a perfect writer but i generally enjoy his stuff) had to single handedly save damian- #-after didio left the company and make him robin/a hero again #ONLY FOR THIS STILL TO BE HAPPENING THE MOMENT DAMIAN IS IN A NON JOSH WILLIAMSON BOOK #SICKENING #anyways. imagine if these titles connected and created a greater narrative besides building to event books. would be crazy huh? #that's not fair B&R is enjoyable in its own right and I'd rather have the main batman book touching less things to be frank #but still #if they ever do the theoretical tim/damian robins miniseries that lives in my brain maybe this could be discussed in some way #anyway <3

[baby-xemnas]

😭😭😭

#law san do your job and bully him sexually forever for the rest of your lives... #omfggggfg hes soooooo weak #he just got law back its so unfaiiiirrrrr #he just started healing from his heartbreak #hes in full ''appreciating what i have 1000 times more because i lost it once'' wound is so fresh #hes SENSITIVE and VULNERABLE #dont you think its kinda crazy adorable that law is so reserved and you could even say cold #even in the way he loves #but bеpo knows that no its real and its strong and loves him back THIS MUCH #the moment they are apart hes gone hes not there hes lost.... #and the moment law comes back he is so happy he is not even mad law left for a bit in the first place #too happy to think #too in love #bepоs heart can only be at peace when he is hugging law...even better if they are naked #attention from captain yes please #even tho he might cry from captain being rough bepо loves the intensity of it.....how can he not? its captain... #everything captain does he takes and he's grateful #look at him.........gentle thing #so full of love ...law what do you do to him that he is like this when you are apart huh.

[epicfirestormer]

What I love about Hellboy and Abe Sapien's dynamic in the comics is that, if you came into this blind, you'd expect Abe to be the voice of reason or the straight man to Hellboy's impulsive and hotheaded personality. But no, Abe is more often than not the crazy one. Hellboy would deal with fighting evil monsters and bad guys by just sighing and getting it over with, while Abe is going rabid over tearing the creature apart when he does get into a fight. Hellboy acts like it's a 9-to-5 job and will reasonably talk things out with a guy that had nearly killed him before, Abe acts like a madman in a slaughter house and his first instinct is to shoot first kill second and ask third. They're both insane, but on completely different levels.

#wheres that one comic where abe gets into a mission and has to tear down a monster with an axe #then at the end when hellboy appears and sees abe going ham while covered in blood. he's like ''oh hey abe. good job you're doing there'' #hellboy was not even worried for a second. he trusts abe to handle things on his own #they both trust each other to do their job but they also know when they can handle a fight on their own and will help if needed. #their trust and bond with each other is so implicit but speaks volumes. they dont need to say anything. they just know #we talk so much about hellboy being like. an alright guy and a whole lot kinder than the world treats him. and that's right #but it really does make Abe look fucking batshit wild in comparison because of it #the entirety of the abe sapien comics is that the guy is on his hinges and the only thing keeping him sane before was his job (which is #debatable.) and the bprd. mostly hellboy and liz and kate and roger. johan and ben are a weird case but he does kinda care about them #i love abe btw. he's such an interesting critter. absolutely crazy maniac of a guy. #tbf i dont blame him considering his backstory. if i went through some of the shit he did; i would not be sane either #also. the moments post hellboy's death in the comics where abe is trying to deal with his passing but never directly says anything about it #until he was confronted by hellboy in his dream. thats the cool bit yknow. we dont need to be told Abe was grieving about hellboy #we just knew he wasn't handling it well. using present tense when talking about hellboy to other people. avoiding saying his name. #its great stuff #the fire burns #hellboy #hellboy comics #abe sapien

[sapphorror]

Okay but my favorite GIR moments are ALWAYS the ones that imply he's just aware enough of what's going on to know that the thing he's doing will fuck up Zim's day, and he still does it anyway, possibly specifically for that purpose.

#invader zim #gir #iz posting #natterings #most times its not even malicious #or not like SPECIFICALLY malicious beyond gir being a gremlin who enjoys chaos in general #i think a lot of the time he just wants to secure zims attention and making him mad is the easiest way to do it #(+ i mean zim kind of models this strategy all the time so can he really be surprised girs learned it—) #or sometimes the terrible thing will eventually end up leading into accomplishing something useful #and its easy to say this is just fools luck and totally inadvertent on girs part #but there are rare moments that suggest he mightve a little bit done the thing on purpose and im obsessed with that #that one comics issue where he impersonates dib torments zim for days on end and then wheedles zim into praising him for it #lives rent free in my mind #BUT ANYWAY I ALSO THINK THAT MAYBE SOMETIMES IT COULD BE A LITTLE MALICIOUS #given that gir in his natural state isnt really CAPABLE of resentment or anger or even dislike #and the one time he was able to feel those things he turned on zim in less than 24 hrs #in a way that was clearly very personally motivated (note to self write meta about gir goes crazy and stuff i have so much shit to say) #which suggests to me those emotions probably are there festering on some inaccessible level and yknow #imo a little healthy sadism is a GREAT outlet for that #zim absolutely deserves it

[jimmyspades]

#that's so crazy someone filmed this video of me and my husband having this private moment that's wild.. #oh to be his red haired girl. gd #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #* #favorite #I love these so much partly bc I've come around on lorraine and partly bc they are not even dating here lollll he is just. Like That #inimitable romantic gentleman. gentle hands his fingers softly drumming against her wrist his breath on her cheek #he's so happy to hold and be held. to guide and protect and be stable and needed #he couldn't even speak to her at the start couldn't control himself at all and now this! #a contrast from the first holiday party in blegal when he's such a petulant pain in the ass. still sexy ofc. just incessantly lecherous #he's mellowed a bit just a tiny bit. matured just a shiver. he's found a place to belong and be himself #a lot of stress and pressure is coming to a head he's got a lot of serious things on his plate. but he can handle them all #umm where was I even going with this. my sweet gorgeous man. touching his chest and lips and the back of his pretty neck while dancing #i love u allie bear

[nerosdayinanime]

sabito = dirtbike redneck. you cant convince me otherwise

#fratboy sabito posting #sabito #kny sabito #idk #was suddenly hit w the realization that i think him being a countryboy/redneck kinda crazy is *hot* #[head in hands knees on the floor folded in despair] #i know im southern but this wasnt supposed to happen. it wasnt supposed to be this way. what the fuck man. #sabito & giyuu keep makin me Into shit!! what the fuck!! #i wanna draw him doing wheelies and flips off dirt ramps. doughnuts. taking off his helmet n having dumb lil marks from it. #trying and failing to convince giyuu to drive a dirtbike & instead him getting on a 4wheeler #sab & makomo bullying him for being scared of dirtbikes but not the literal Twice As Big 4wheeler #idk. sabito just seems like a biker in general to me. dirtbikes just got the most 'will do bat shit insane stuff for funsies' vibe to em #all of them are a bit crazy but dirtbikes are Scary crazy. bmx bike tricks but it has a fucking MOTOR why are you doing 20ft leaps and flip #off cliffs what the fuck. #i can see sabito being a little deranged when he gets excited. normal when hes chill but as soon as he sees somethn fun all #sense goes out the window. he needs to be child harnessed to keep him from throwing himself off a wall like 'i could totally make that jump #on one hand giyuu gets life experiences and exposure to making new friends- on the other he has to stop sabito from being #the equivalent of a human lemming trying to throw itself into the hands of death at every waking moment #sabito in turn keeps giyuu from being too boring or being a scardy cat abt things. he also learns the art of 'quiet time' and 'how to Chill #honorable mention of my vague raspy voice sabito hc #kinda slight but v obvious when he raises his voice or yells #i think the sabito brainrot is actually overtaking the giyuu brainrot now. oh no #hes fictional²!! none of this shit [motions to my blog] is canon to him #thasa whole 'nother bitch!! i declare this brainrot Unfounded #wont stop me tho. 'm havin fun

[houndfaker]

ive been cooking this the past few days and im finally pretty satisfied with everything. phantom thief kikuno lets go 🔥🔥🔥

#p3 #p4au #p5 #kikuno saikawa #phantom thief kikuno au #quinn moment #quinn drawings #RAHHHHHHHHHHH MY SICKNESS #i know in my wip post i was like 'yeah shes going to have a greek mythos persona since shes from the p3 era' #but reginald's design concept struck me like a train i had to compromise with just giving her a literary persona like the rest of the team #im ridiculously proud of reginald since i hardly ever get a good idea for a persona's design when i do this sorta thing #im still iffy on bits of the pierrot design itself but im going to drive myself crazy if i keep fiddling with it #i have lore but i dont want to type it out in tags. questions in my inbox are always welcome though

[anawkwardlady]

You might want to know, was I right about Umineko tho? Well I was worse than wrong, I was gaslighting myself and none of us are ready for that level of thought.

#long story short I was actually told the entire story 2 years ago which i forgot most of the things including the culprit #and when I went through the VN and reached a bit of the answer i think #but I don't even think i was really aware of it because 1) I don't trust my reasoning its PATHOLOGICAL at that point and it threw me off #multiple times. 2) guess what... I had a mental barrier due to some stuff i had to unpack #therefore I entrenched myself in the fantasy parts so much i just neglected everything else. I literally had a #Without love it cannot be seen moment. ISN'T THAT INSANE? #ISN'T THAT CRAZY? #nana is posting #umineko posting #umineko spoilers

[nthflower]

When Jane tried to kiss Shelley but she couldn't kiss her and couldn't understand what's wrong with her both is because years of repression but Shelley just understood and give her space and didn't treat her like some hard to understand illogical crazy woman and just tried to make her feel validated... I have so much feelings about that scene

#jane dp #doom patrol #shelley byron #the fog #crazy jane #she is not crazy but i love it in ironic way #just thinking something is wrong with you because you cant find a logic a reason why you can't do a thing #and someone doesn't treat you like how you see yourself at the moment but actually see reason behind your Illogic and help you too see it #this is too real and important for me #please writers give them detailed arc and more scenes and develop shelley a little bit more please i need it

[four-bastard-bustle]

"You say 'i want to be your girlfriend', but do you want to be my man?" is the singular lyric from my t/ordmatt toxic breakup playlist that drives me the most insane

#talkin #The entire playlist makes me feel crazy but this one.... Hogh... #I'm having a lot of thoughts about gender #And my t/ordmatt #Primary thing I'm imagining is that the other three obviously see tord's egg moments and matt just takes it upon himself to crack that egg #It does not go well #Big fight big breakup that whole thing #But that's just one idea and idk if i WANNA do it #The other idea the one this lyric makes me think of in which matt wants a Boy-friend a Man while Tord wants to be casually feminine #And that clashing #That one feels a bit more like something they'd do #Much to consider so much so consider

[pl4n]

#my art #ive been so jsvgjsnsndjbdjks #just a big ol jumble of kahsjdbskdhi #and i wanna draw more but im so uninspired aahhaah #i kinda wanna do some studies or smth but ahhhh idk i also just wanna lie in bed when i can #i so tire #but being lazy and bored is also so exhausting haha it feeds itself #so yeah itd be good to try to push myself a bit in my free time to do smth kinda fun chill engaging #its crazy bc theres so much that i could be doing but i have such a hard time being self motivated... #so outside motivation like work or friends is the only reason i do literally anything #which sucks bc i have a lot of things id like to be able to do on my own but yeah. idk why its so hard to do things for myself #that being said if anyone sees this and wants to do lil drawing challenges or trades or smth together that might be niceee #im sort of painfully shy online haha tho im not so much irl #i think the thing abt it for me is the feeling of creating these lil digital footprints #like if i send a message or make a post its just preserved like that... forever.. actually i recently looked at emails from my childhood #and its really cool to see a slice of the past like that but still. idk why it bothers me tbh. i just never got used to it #memories fade and warp over time right? so it really feels like existing in the world and talking to people is just a passing moment #it doesnt really feel that way w the internet. as small and insignificant these small imprints might be #and im really just being neurotic but yeah. maybe i dont like the feeling of taking up space and slowly widening it with every little step #yea thats neurotic fr LOLL #anyways im really rambling away in these tags haha but if ima post this art anyway its such a good excuse to ramble into a void :D #and a good way to practice existing on the internet. im sure ill get used to it

[skitskatdacat63]

As you can see, this race is off to a good start

#nah bcs why did trulli and sutil fighting compell me #idk kinda obsessed with it #like the way jarno is shorter than adrian and keeps coming at him #and adrian keeps trying to placate him and apologize by grabbing his arm #i will gif it :D i like it and idk why #but my god the pitlane incident #its funny cause i actually do really like the pre-2010 fuel strat even tho it feels a bit dangerous #they def made is safer since Jos' accident #but then moments like these remind me of why it doesnt exist anymore #to clarify: #Kovalinen was trying to get out ahead of Kimi and thus accidentally ripped out the fuel hose #thus spraying a bunch of fuel at kimi's car and into the cockpit among other places #and kimis exhaust made the fuel momentarily burst into flames #and i find the fuel strat way more interesting than modern tire strar #but i saw that and im like ah yes perhaps a good thing that it doesnt exist anymore #bur bro that first lap was absolutely insane like just so much shit going on #incident btwn kovalainen and fisi that im still not sure about. and during that i think heikki hit Seb a bit #and then the crash btwn sutil and trulli was very crazy like the way sutil's car slid across the track #and not only it slide across the track but he also accidentally ended up taking out Nano as well 😭😭 #and the the girls were fighting(compelling) #and then the fuel hose incident #OH WAIT YEAH and also kimi's wing got clipped by mark #so much going on. so i hope the rest of the race isnt too boring in comparison #catie.rambling.txt

[mistninja]

I need to reread Dresrossa because i cant distinguish what actually has basis in canon and what is just the fandom making shit up

#the biggest thing is all the 'feral' 'unhinged' sabo stuff like ofc hes a bit crazy hes luffys brother #but i dont remember him being as wild as people make him out to be? #like recent events do support that interpretation but i dont remember him like that in dresrossa #and theres also the usopp and doflamingo dynamic #did doffy really make a point of usopp being specially threatening or is it a joke that was born from the god usopp moment? #my memories of that arc are hazy unfortunately i was too focused on my beloved cora

[lelianaslefthand]

anytime i post about That Elf i feel so annoying as if he's not my pfp like literally "likely place for him to be" scenario imagine being normal

#i just typed up the most unhinged rant/vent thing TWICE and deleted it it was so sick 😭 #when you take people hating on a character you like personally bc you projected and are insane #did the same thing with anders and gale a bit too like ohh okay so you hate me too okay alright like can i be normal PLEEK #i almost brought up succession again im in the trenches #this is so touch grass like i swear i touch grass i was just reminded that my birthday is next week so im having a kendall roy moment #(being crazy) #ITS FINE im fine its fine this is the oversharing and being crazy website its fine #i feel so wired tonight idk whats going on im usually very low this time of the month i feel like im about to crash and burn spectacularly #stay tuned for that im sure ill live blog it #.txt #gonna go watch succession out of context videos to calm down

[ink-asunder]

"I didn't read it was about hair. It was about standards and perfectionism."

Shut up. The Bluey episode Dirt is about black hair

#am i stupid?? am i the only person who realized this??? #there is literally a moment about touching hair this episode is CLEARLY about #yes both things can technically be true. but at the same time seeing fans go 'im not glossing over poc's interpretations of the episode...' #...while simultaneously glossing over poc's interpretations of the episode is making me feel a bit crazy and stupid rn