#they're infecting my brain

[saragapen]

#they're infecting my brain #this is kinda old but i keep forgetting to post on tumblr #follow me on twt to keep #up to date w my art! its the same username on all platforms #cod #horangi #konig mw2 #horangi mw2 #korangi #my art

[general-cyno]

do you ever think about how zoro's vow in ep 6 is like. you're mine and I'm yours and we'll be together from now on and until the end. no matter what we face or how difficult it is or even if we die trying I'm placing my dream in your hands and holding yours in mine because I think you're worth it all and I'd never fail you the way you'd never fail me. and all of it after luffy admits he'd do anything for zoro except stand in the way of his dream and that he needs him. do you ever just

#they've infected my brain and they're not leaving anytime soon #zolu #opla #tp #opla zolu is on the first stages of insanity do you understand how much more. intense it will get if they do like. thriller bark #I thought abt it for longer than a second and received full blown psychic damage I NEED IT SO BAD

[benevolenterrancy]

I am both so sorry and so delighted to have given you OHSHC/TGCF brain worms it’s literally the best thing ever though!!!

It is seriously haunting me at the moment, I can't stop finding the premise absolutely hilarious... here, have some Three Tumours

au notes:

Ling Wen doesn't like wearing dresses and uses the boys' uniform instead. For this reason she's often mistaken for a boy which drives her nuts. She's been accused of doing this for clout or preferential treatment.

Ling Wen is the president of the Computer Sciences Club and manages the school's monstrous group chat server. It is hell. She secretly can't wait to graduate because everyone else refuses to learn how to run it and she knows it'll go down in the flames the second she's out the door

Pei Ming is a certified Jock™ and tries to convince his friends to join him on a sports team -- any sports team! -- every year. Hasn't happened yet but he's persistent

(Pei Ming eventually learns that Xie Lian is a Secret Jock and begins a dedicated campaign to pilfer him from the Host Club; Hua Cheng is Not Fucking Amused)

Shi Wudu is easily the richest student in this school of rich kids and is not above throwing his wealth around to get what he wants. This earns him the less than affection nickname of "Tyrant"

He Xuan applied for this school and got through its entrance exams specifically to ruin Shi Wudu's life. No one knows this (or why he's so set on it) except Hua Cheng who thinks it's hilarious

There's a sign outside the compsci club door that says "Palace of Ling Wen". No matter how often she takes this down, one of her compsci minions will put up another of increasingly elaborate design (everyone at this school has money to burn and time to kill)

#tgcf #heaven official's blessing #the three tumors #3tumors #ling wen #pei ming #shi wudu #ouran high school host club #i have a huge soft spot for this trio #they're such a shitty group of frat boys (gender neutral) and i find that HILARIOUS #also i think ling wen deserves to have friends to bitch to about her workload #my art #please come talk to me about this au please come throw your ideas at me this is infecting my brain

[oreganocure]

#mushrooms #mush and his little worried buddy #Fakemon #Initially meant as like #A fakemon species that was the mushrooms who infected paras(ect) #But they're so round #I don't have huge fakemon region dreams anymore #But they're still in my brain #Like... A parasect??? #pokemon #pokémon #Art #artists on tumblr

[buddy-daddies]

so what i'm gathering from twitter:

kazuki moves in with rei & takes care of the cooking and cleaning (malewife)

rei is a professional hitman, a serious man of few words, but he does a total 180 when he's off work and will play video games all day long if he doesn't have work to do and leaves the house a mess (much to kazuki's chagrin)

miri is the daughter of a mob boss and apparently gets caught in a shootout (?)

kazuki is a womanizer who also has a habit of gambling & always runs away from love

rei has never experienced love

#buddy daddies #those two lines about love.... i need a lobotomy they're infecting my BRAIN #my post

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[tricornonthecob]

"Christ, I look a jackass." "You don't!" "Me bloody hat's FRING'D, Sarah." "Well… I s'ppose 'tis o'ermuch." "O'ermuch! O'ermuch, she says!" "Be that as it may, Mister Hiller, I fancy you the most comely gen'lman here." "*scoff* gen'lman! Bloody hell." "Mind your tongue." "Aye, dearest." … "Sarah…" "Hm?" "You appear t'be holdin' my hand." "Hmmm. 'Twould appear so. Fancy it becomes us tonight, does it not?" "…Aye, I reck'n it does."

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my libido braincell: And then they fucked in the cloak room to a soundtrack written by Lords of Acid.

Me: jfc they can't always fuck in a closet, you gremlin

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#liberty's kids #my art #james hiller #sarah phillips #sarah phillips/james hiller #18th century #look I'm sorry I got an infection of bokeh in my brain right now #the 00s digital art version of scabies #I hope I don't have to specify that they're adults in this teensy headcanon considering I draw them aged-up 90% of the time

[salswisteria]

Cryin' about the fact that Imp!Darlin will forever see themself as a monster and as nothing but someone that causes harm and hurt to people around them inevitably even when they don't want to and they'll always blame themself for everything that happened to David and the pack and for everything that wasn't truly their fault but they're convinced it is and they should take the blame cause they're always the problem right? and they'll forever be so so so deeply rooted in self hatred that they'll never think of themself as someone lovable or even someone who deserves it let alone human.

(this poster is a very big believer in "Imp!Darlin is still alive" theory.)

#redacted audio #redactedverse #redacted asmr #redacted audios #redacted headcanons #redacted darlin #redacted imp!darlin #redacted imperium #imperiumverse #i am genuinely sobbing about this rn btw #like im just thinking about the constant flood of self deprecation that must go through darlins brain every day on a regular basis #and they genuinely believe all of them #in their eyes they are a parasite #a monster that ruins and hurts everything #and anyone #wether they want to or not #they're an infection #“My Love Is Sick” #at least that how i see it

[meownotgood]

a request: yandere aki

aki took a liking to you almost immediately. his feelings towards you were normal at first. but eventually, those feelings twisted into infatuation, and then obsession.

you're just... too lovely, too perfect for this kind of world. you don't deserve to go through the same horrors aki has been through, it just wouldn't be right.

and aki can't lose you. it seems like all he can think about these days is something horrible happening to you. when he closes his eyes at night, he can't sleep because he's always dreaming of watching you die — you, the one person he loves, the last person he cares about.

he feels like he's going to go crazy. everyone can notice, too; his coworkers have been slowly watching him lose focus, he can hear them murmuring amongst themselves whenever he leaves work early for the tenth time. if he spends one more second without you, without being able to make sure you're safe, he's really going to lose it. out of everyone, nothing can happen to you. nothing at all.

aki isn't forceful. he'd never hurt you, or anyone close to you. but he's a little too pushy about getting you to stay with him, and a little too quick to ask you to move in. he tells you that you should quit your job, you should be with him, he can take care of you, you don't need anything else. you don't understand where any of this is coming from, and that's okay. aki wouldn't expect you to understand. you don't have to love him back. you just have to accept that you're his.

#yandere aki who's a bit of a stalker #he memorizes your schedule so he knows where you're going to be at all times #if you're just a couple minutes late to come home he starts to panic and starts spam calling you until you answer #he gets upset with you when you leave the house to go shopping without telling him #you just wanted to buy some things to cook for him... he's so happy you're thinking of him and want to make him happy... #but you don't have to. you don't need to think of him especially when it could compromise your safety #what if a devil attacked you while you were out? aki wouldn't be there to protect you #the next day you find your key is missing so you can't lock the door anymore #which encourages you not to leave the house #for some reason when you get to aki's house he already has the same shampoo and conditioner you use in his bathroom #and he bought some clothes for you so you could stay the night and they're the exact size you wear #he's cooking your favorite meal for dinner and you're sure you never told him what it was #hmmmmmm yandere aki infecting my brain thanks to you anon #ask mags #aki <3

[jonny-b-meowborn]

I go to this support group thingy every tuesday, I love it, the therapist there and most of the people are super sweet, but last week I had. idk. and unpleasant one, I guess. I brought up my concerns about my skin picking disorder, and while I'm not diagnosed with anything I used the word dermatillomania, because I just know the name for that disorder and I'm pretty sure that's it. and the therapist mostly just dismissed it saying that everyone sometimes feels anxious and picks their skin or nails about it. I tried explaining that it's not just that, it happens all the time and on multiple occasions I gave myself an infection from picking skin, but her main giveaway was that I need to think about what makes me stressed and try to do something about it. and then she kinda went on this small, mostly lighthearted rant about youth these days self diagnosing with everything because they hear it on tik tok or whatever. and idk, the therapist is a genuinely lovely lady, so that was weird to hear her be so dismissive about this. I definitely am going to bring my skin picking with my psychologist or psychiatrist if I don't forget tho. it's getting real bad recently and I think I need some professional help with it lmao

#for example. #a few weeks ago I gave myself an infection trying to remove some tiny blackhead because I dug in that spot so much #or a few days ago my brain decided it would be a good idea to try to remove a mole i have with tweezers #it's not infected but still i gave myself a nasty wound for literally no reason #or something that i did mention in group therapy #how a few weeks ago i stepped on a tiny piece of glass #and i did manage to dig it out but the feeling was so satisfying that for a moment i genuinely considered stepping on more glass on purpose #and the therapist was like well it's normal that it feels good when you get a foreign object out of your body #and like. yea that's true but i dont think people then feel the genuine need to walk on glass just to have more stuff to dig out #and like sorry but i don't think self diagnosing is bad #sometimes it can direct you to a specialist for a real diagnosis or just general help #like in my case #if i didn't research autism for a few years and didnt suspect i might be autistic i wouldn't go to therapy and get antidepressants #guh. sometimes therapists suck even when normally they're great #bee buzz

[chaotictomtom]

:( my dad's at the hospital but i don't know how bad it truly is as he was downplaying it on the phone. i'll know more abt it only tomorrow after work and getting at the shop some stuff for him but. damn. wtf man. i don't really know what to do to not overthink and stress too much abt it

#not being close to your dad makes you think sometimes the worst thing happened when he dies #*he does call you. for sometimes it is #a bad thing that happened #lungs problems an infection but i don't know how bad. just that they're treating him for it. #he started smoking at 13 while having pretty bad asthma but i think he tried to stop a few months nack #*back #i really hope it'll be okay. that my wee step bro is okay yoo #*too #im usually as bad as typing but im just too lazy to retype the tags this time yk #keep telling myself it doesn't help in anyway to overthink it but. yeah a brain does what a brain wants to so #*to do #godammit #was already struggling a looot bc of did today 😵‍💫idk what to do with myself anymore

[lost-at-hacketts-quarry]

I come back from the dead to show y'all what my brain just conjured

#the quarry #nick furcillo #monster high #holt hyde #jackson jekyll #infected nick #listen the girlies who get it get it and the ones who dont dont #holt isnt an asshole like infected nick and i quite love him but he IS the polar opposite of jackson jekyll much like nick's infection #is the complete opposite of him. they're also both a part of the same person in some way and yeah :) #my brain is very hyperfixated on MH right now to explain this post further

[oddball-artz]

You know why I'm leaving this >:)

(Salia core)

Salia textpost for a salia textpost :] (I might actually draw them as some of those tho bc like they just fit)

#Salia has infected my brain they live there rent free #they're in love your honor

[clamorybus]

why does my brain want me to make ocs for media properties ive never interacted with

#i'll be eating a bowl of cereal or in bed just about to fall asleep #and my brain will be hit by a divine bolt of lightning #'make a resident evil oc. her name is marissa 'mari' rose and she lives in salt lake city and just got home when an infected--' #'make an assassin's creed oc. their name is phosi they're an assassin from pre-colonial laos. they were a street orphan who--' #like sometimes it really feels like i get zapped in the brain because i'll just get random oc ideas with detailed backstories #for things ive never particpated in nor did anyone around me mention #its jarring but then my brain becomes super focused on it #kind of maddening tbh #mickey.txt #oc tag #ig

[snekdood]

hey just bc ppl on this apathetic ass fem dominated website tell us to shut up about our experiences/oppression doesnt mean people outside of this shit site will 🤷

#a thought #idk. ive had more success actually talking about my oppression w ppl irl than ppl on here #which is why i think a lot of ppl on here are just kinda terfy? like. i kinda think this website is overwhelemd by terfs and their ideology #so plenty of people who spend significant amounts of time on here have terf brain worms now #though on here is good for helping other trans men/mascs realize that they dont have to pretend they're not oppressed. #idk how helpful it is at actually getting the really terf worm infected people to understand though

[flatstarcarcosa]

I want to say that I can’t believe she did this, but it’s half a lie if I do. Emily will do anything at least once if she can convince herself its for the greater good, or progression of science, and she is very good at convincing herself that everything is.

What I really mean is that I can’t believe there was enough of him left to work with.

I said he was coming with us because in the moment it felt like not just the right choice, but like the only choice. For that moment we weren’t... us.

We weren’t standing in her office looking into strange eyes on a familiar face, we were back in the diner. It was the same feeling when I found them, starving and each with a foot on deaths door, and I knew that leaving them behind wasn’t possible.

I know they were both almost grown when we met, and I’ve never once tried to make them think of me as their father but I chose to make them my responsibility and that never changed.

Leaving Isaac to die in that building has felt like I failed at that, and I worry now that bringing his clone back with us has less to do with the clone and more to do with me attempting to assuage that guilt.

Maybe my life has just been a series of failures and attempts at fixing those failures then failing themselves, and it’s just an endless circle I’ll never break free of.

If that’s the case, what was I trying to fix when I found them in that diner?

#reelix au: the good the bad & the dead #not doing the little 'from the journal of' thing bc it makes the tags/search ping but anyway #i think sam has a separate server/black box with a lot of musings none of us are aware of #there's unpublished in the sense that he has drafts and potential articles we can go through as needed #and then he has unpublished as in unless he dies and the black box codes pass on to us we'll never see it #me: walks the dogs so i can settle in for a movie that better not fucking suck #my brain: heehee hoohoo sam is a walking ball of guilt and if only he was capable of talking it out like a normal person #but no really he broke the military programming to disobey orders because he decided like hey uh #maybe killing kids that aren't infected just because you think they're a liability is in fact my line in the sand! #and then 20+ years later he's like hmmmmm what if? i was being selfish about this????? #i'd say sir get therapy but he did and it didn't help! (his therapist was emily)