#they're consuming my MIND !!!!!!!!!

[im-normal-about-everything]

Ponyboy Curtis hcs

-Is really sassy when talking with Johnny. They are the BIGGEST shit talkers

He, Johnny, and Dally have a debrief every week of everything that's happened in their lives (Dallas usually steals some food for them to eat while talking)

A lot of his peers actually think he's pretty cool but he doesn't pay attention enough to notice

One time his hair was messed up and it looked like Soda's so much that when Darry saw him he had to do a double take

Definitely learned French just so he can yell at people during arguments (it really pisses off Darry cuz he can't understand what he's saying)

When he told the gang he was dating a guy, they didn't care. However, when it was revealed that the guy was Curly Shepard, there were problems

Would read aloud to Johnny like a preschool teacher

Not really a hc, but Pony is so "Metaphor" by The Crane Wives coded, fight me

Loves moths, terrified of butterflies

When someone says something wild he'll just look at the closest member of the gang and start laughing

Pony is good influence on Curly, but Curly is a bad influence on Pony so cancels out

Steve is his number opp and vice versa

When he's pissed at someone or annoyed, he'll whisper "wake up" just loud enough for the person to hear, but no one else can hear it so the person looks crazy. (Has does this to Dallas multiple time to the point the rest of the gang thought he needed professional help)

Is a really good liar so whenever he's with the gang and they get in trouble, he can usually get them out of said trouble

That's it for now!

#ponyboy curtis #curly shepard #dallas winston #johnny cade #darry curtis #the crane wives #the outsiders headcanons #the outsiders #I'm going insane send help #They're consuming my mind #This is the version of Ponyboy that lives in my head. Fight me #sodapop curtis #steve randle #purly #if you squint #papercut ship

[onyxedskies]

hmmm maybe i will write an a support and ending card for ashe and felix....

#they're consuming my mind #onyxed rambles #ashe ubert #ashe duran #ashe fe #ashe fe3h #ashe fe16 #ashe fire emblem #felix fraldarius #felix hugo fraldarius #felix fe #felix fe3h #felix fe16 #felix fire emblem #ashelix

[carrotkicks]

yah... okay how about some more lesbians?

#see when i like something it literally consumes my mind #first two are like. prom. and they switch colors 🥺 #you agree that girl chuuya would have. sleazy energy? #well. lemme rephrase. she's so gremlincore #they're both kinda sleazy lol #skk #but ~lesbian~ #dazai #chuuya #soukoku #bsd #doodle #doodles #fem soukoku

[puppetmaster13u]

I just had a thought, fueled by the fact I have a fever probably.

Bruce, Batman, is very mom-coded.

Tony, Iron Man, is very dad-coded.

They should platonically co-parent.

#batman #bruce wayne #dc #dcu #prompts #iron man #tony stark #marvel #mcu #Dick and Peter would be best friends change my mind #Also this relationship would be fueled by Stubbornness Competitiveness and sheer SPITE #Along with the fact they're both wrapped around their children's fingers #And working together could take over the world if it wouldn't be so much paperwork #and taking down rebellions would be so time consuming compared to things they actually enjoy #Not quite lab buddies & more 'hello fellow baseline human usin tech & skill to fight gods' buddy #Also you cannot tell me they wouldn't have fun hangin out in their public covers w/ Brucie bein happy himbo & Tony bein flirty genius #dc x marvel #marvel x dc #dc crossover #marvel crossover

[littlelightfish]

I will scream at every non-romantic post I see about these guys. Writers be not afraid. I will love their non-romance fics. I'll blow up your coment section all alone if I have to. I will find you. Artists be not afraid. I will reach tag limit on your artpiece. If I see it at least. And if I don't, I will eventually. Or I'll try. Or @me so I won't fail you.

#i love them #i'd love to talk about them #if you want to talk about them just spawn in my direct messages #i have 0 problem dont be shy #i have done way too much research and headcanons about this 3 guys.. #seriously. if you're an artist (draw or write) who thinks that if you post about this 3 guys you will get 0 notes dont worry #you will get mine screaming crying throwing up because i just love this guys. they're not the fandom favorites but they're mine and yours. #trust me #i will not fail. #so yes. come into my dm's whenever you want to ramble about them! i have 0 time to make anything but im more than happy to share! #i NEED so desesperately some non-romantic holm/mickbell fics... but I can't write them... so if I can inspire someone ill be happy #if there's some fic out there non-romantic/sexual about them please send me the link because i need to consume it. #this fandom is no safe for sex-repulsed individuals like myself. nor it is for people who doesnt want to read romance. like me. im doomed. #mickbell tomas #holm kranom #holm #mickbell #sorry for this but i need to talk about them. im very normal i swear #seriously be not afraid to dm me just throwing all your headcanoms or some scene you have in mind about them #im very normal about them and surely so are you. right? #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #delicious in dungeon #im here supporting my fellow non-romance people #[we're 3 but it doesnt matter]

[crimsonlovebartylus]

my spotify wrapped is cool

#bartylus #regulus black #barty crouch jr #marauders #the marauders #harry potter #they consume MY MIND 24/7 #my babies <3 #my favorite toxic chaotic would die for each other couple #sir they're obsessed

[ninjas-and-coffee]

Current Ninjago *wip* Projects List

Ninjago Arena: Ninjago but a Mortal Kombat game animation project

NRB: Ninjago but i wrote a bad rap battle or like 3

Darkleys Graduation: I made darkleys more serious and whatnot

Animatics: Dont be Sad -Tate McRae (Morro) Rockstar - CallmeKarizma(Jay) Thot -Tokyo's revenge(Llorumi critical/joke)

Art Projects that will take me 20+ hours to finish feat: Overjay au, Overlord Possesion type study??, Post-Possesion au(art and writing) Ninjago: WhatIf (art+writing). Other long ass art starts

For all the people who didn't ask why i keep disappearing or why i mention a project you've never heard of. There's a lot. And I'm not even including the 17fic backlog. Ufkbfkabfakb.

Feel free to ask about any of these, I just answer asks slowly because of anxiety around disappointing people or just not having an immediate response. Or if they're compliments i just save them for encouragement.

#ninjago #coffee speaks #coffee doodles #sketch #coffee wips #ninjago au #This post is fucking massive buts its interest how i manage to not juggle any of these properly #arena is the most fleshed out its just time consuming and i think i hate the animation process but like animations yknow?? #same with the animatics...i pick them up once every 2 weeks but with the exception of 'thot' they're all like 1200 frames #and i animate on 8 frames a second for my peace of mind #the rap battles are coming along slowly...they rhyme they just don't burn the way i want them to. I wanna make a server but social anxiety #the last group project i was in Ninjago: Master of abridgedzu fell apart because there wasn't any real order to the thing. #the writing team vs the VA team was vastly different. And i loved every fucking session even the ones never posted #maybe ill di them out of my files and post but most of the mods from that server became inactive like a year ago so i don't know #if im allowed to just post that yknow. #I wanna bring it back but it needs structure that i can't provide by myself. #If you made it to the bottom of this wall of text comment one of these ^-^ so i can be your friend lmao bye #coffee art

[beanghostprincess]

usopp, who's head over heels for transfem!sanji, asks nami for relationship advice and she obviously says to buy sanji something. so usopp buys her a precious and soft baby blue tight dress with a turtle neck because he knows she's self-conscious about that part of her body!!

when he gives it to sanji as a way of asking her out they both act like the teenagers in love they are. kicking their feet, blushing and giggling and sanji has never felt more comfortable around somebody in her entire life.

#i'm so writing this fic btw #ilovethem #transfem sanji lives in my mind rent free #usopp is down bad #sanji is down bad too #neither of them knows how to be in love they're learning #they're consuming my brain #sanuso #vinsmoke sanji #one piece usopp #one piece

[dragonterra88]

⛓💙 Isabachi demons for the body! 💙⛓ . My original idea was to bring angels on Valentine's Day and demons on White Day, but my uni sucked my sould and free time and I couldn't finish them until now ;;;; so let's all hold hands again and pretend that today is white day ���💛

#they're about to see some netflix #it's true tho believe me #ye isagi is touching bachira's boo- #but they're choosing a good movie #this angels and demons merch has consumed my entire being and now they live in my mind rent free #isabachi #isagi x bachira #bachira x isagi #bachisagi #isagi yoichi #bachira meguru #blue lock #bllk #blue lock fanart #bllk fanart #isbc #my art <3 #bllk anime #i love them so much #いさばち

[atissi]

bloggers who can't shut up are like the foundation of any fandom experience

#my first mission every time i get into something new #is hunt down a blogger who makes 5 daily shitposts about how cringe their fav would be at the checkout line of a grocery store #so i can stalk their account for five consecutive hours #it lasts longer than fanart and isnt as disappointing as reading fanfic. deeply enriching to my mind and spirit. #anyways i finished mp/100 and am consuming teru opinions like they're potato chips #beepbeep.txt

[katyspersonal]

:(

#shitposting #fandomry rambles #the one time I broke the rule mico and edgar got pretty much ruined for me #and it was stupidly hard to recover them in my eyes #reading fanfics is just not 'cOnSuMiNg CoNtEnT' for me #it is extremely important thing for me and I invest my heart and wrap my mind around it #like you saw my lore essays and headcanons? I get invested and think VERY hard about what I am reading #that's why I can't afford investing into a fanfic unless I feel safe #which happens only if either 1) ficwriter is a no-presence in the fandom and unaccessible for communication by default #2) they specifically invited me to read their story and wanted *my* feedback or #3) they're very close friend who made a pact with their blood to not ghost or betray me #it is also my strong sensitivity to verbal communication itself #like I can't describe how much something well written means for me and how strong emotions I feel

[leafiz]

very SHITTYYYY nick and virgil doodle !!!!!!!!!!!!!

#lightbearer dlc #we happy few #nick lightbearer #whf #whf fanart #Virgil Dainty #nick lightbearer x virgil dainty #they're consuming my MIND !!!!!!!!!

[commsroom]

i know it’s a popular idea, but i don’t think i can ever really be on board with the idea of lovelace having some big post-canon revenge tour. like, i can appreciate the catharsis of a good revenge narrative in other contexts, don’t get me wrong, but given the themes of wolf 359 as a show, and particularly the values lovelace expresses in her own character arc, i can’t see it as anything other than a tragic regression into the exact type of person she chose not to become.

“the whole epic rampage of revenge thing? isabel lovelace wouldn't do that. the terrible wretch that you people made isabel lovelace into? oh, she'd do that. but... i’m not going to be that person anymore. i’m going to be isabel lovelace again. even if i never have before.”

twice near the end of s3 hilbert calls lovelace isabel, sees in her some shared experience and reflection of himself and his willingness to do whatever it takes, by any means necessary, but he fails to realize that what he recognizes is the result of trauma inflicted on her largely by him. hilbert is a constant reminder of what lovelace has lost and what’s been done to her, and in some sick way that makes him the last link to her past. they both die, and she comes back, and he doesn’t, and she decides to be isabel lovelace again. i don’t think that’s a coincidence.

wolf 359 as a show seems to believe in the futility of revenge - all of dirty work, “and then what? who pays for this? who owns up for this murder? and for the one after this one?” - and places its faith instead in the power of individuals to break cycles of violence and abuse. and i think that’s relevant to the wording of lovelace’s final lines in the show: “look up some old friends, take apart goddard futuristics brick by brick... maybe go to disneyland? but first, i’m going to take a long vacation, somewhere warm and quiet, where nobody has any idea who i am.”

lovelace feels a sense of duty in dismantling goddard and holding them to account, but it’s a world away from the all-consuming ire and drive for revenge “run and hide” contained. i think that’s where the focus should be. it’s not about hurting the people who hurt her, not anymore. it’s about preventing them from hurting anyone else. it’s a final act of love and closure for the people she couldn’t save, to say: i’m still here. i remember you. i’ll make sure your families know the truth. i’ll make sure they never hurt anyone else, ever again. i can’t bring you back, but your deaths won’t be in vain.

i think it’s important to emphasize that lovelace is NOT a violent person. she doesn’t want to be. she doesn’t enjoy it. whatever she may have been driven to by fear and trauma and desperation, she chooses to be isabel lovelace, and that’s not the person isabel lovelace is. i hope she does help take goddard down. structurally. brick by brick. and then i hope she lives a good, peaceful, happy life, in the memory of all her loved ones who couldn’t. like minkowski in boléro: “so that we never forget how important it is that we're still here.”

#wolf 359 #w359 #isabel lovelace #i hope this doesn't seem confrontational at all it's just. #something that's been on my mind for a long time #i have some other tangential thoughts that i might get into later about. revenge in wolf 359 and how the alternative to that #isn't exactly forgiveness #it's about. healing it's about choosing to end cycles of violence and trauma and saying. i won't let you hurt anyone else #and i won't enact hurt. no matter how much i want to or how much you may deserve it. because taking away the power to do hurt #matters more than retribution #and that does kind of tie in to wolf's overall stance on rehabilitative justice #and it's very human. that someone can be an irredeemable monster to one person and someone else's best friend #obviously to differing degrees of severity but. there's something to it. #i do think jacobi and lovelace could potentially parallel each other in a post-canon scenario but it's because they've both #been in that place of all-consuming desire for retribution and had to step back from it. in their own ways. #and they're kind of the outsiders in a way because they've both lost Their people. lovelace is closer to the others than jacobi by FAR but. #it's not the same. #also re: clones in wolf 359 and how they're on opposite sides of that. experience. #the tiamat logs suggest maybe each clone is a little bit different in subtle ways but i think it's worth considering that maybe #they are identical at the moment of creation and the 'differences' the aspects of them that are amplified are a result of #minute differences in their experiences and ways they're treated from that point forward #but that the potential for all of those things was the same in each of them #there's also something about the use of names in wolf 359 #especially how often Full Names are used as a way to assert identity #to say #no matter who you become. what version of yourself you cultivate. you are still Yourself and no one can take that away. #it's a choice. and there's something powerful in that. #anyway. getting away from myself here.

[kelpiemomma]

God, I had one (1) candid conversation with my mother and now she keeps telling everyone that I have no filter. Not my brother, who never watches his language and talks about going off on park rangers and road raging and how he was gonna punch the guy dropping a package off at our house for almost running into him. Not my brother who mutters shit under his breath in front of my parents, who throws fits when he gets scolded even though he's 31. Not my brother who barely has a filter at work by his own admission.

Me. Who doesn't curse in front of my parents. Who always watches what I say so I don't start a fight. Who admitted to my parents there are things I'd like to tell my brother but don't so I don't come off sounding like another parent to him.

I am the one who doesn't have a filter.

#My parents: we're not conservatives #Also my parents: watch Fox news. Believe the law was out to get trump. Who once told me if I was #Trans or enby they'd deadname me because they 'know me better'. #My mom actually said to me during our Candid Conversation that she'd hope I'd pay more attention to her #'words and actions' and not what media she consumed #But this is coming from the lady who got upset there was a black trans man working with a gay Mexican and white guy on TV #Alongside my dad who has said he doesn't mind lesbian relationships on tv when they're 'not shoved in his face' #I'm just. I don't WANT to have a filter but I'm genuinely afraid of what would happen if I didn't. #I live with them. My horses are kept in the backyard. #If I could afford to keep my horses elsewhere & move out I would absolutely have less of a filter #Ugh. I'm tired. #Delete later

[magentagalaxies]

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#this might be both oversharing and being too vague rn but it's 2am and i'm emotionally exhausted #i can't believe during one of the most traumatic moments i've had in the past year i was lucky enough to have scott as my biggest supporter #the entire time as i was going through it he was so supportive giving me space to process shit and always having my back #and yet there are some people in my life who are always going to villainize him for one comment he said during that time out of context #or even if they're not ''villainizing'' him i now feel like i have to begin every sentence about scott with #''yeah we don't agree on everything but we're still friends and isn't that amazing!'' #which yeah that is true and i do genuinely enjoy when scott and i disagree and are respectful about it #BUT WHY DOES THAT HAVE TO BE THE FIRST THING I SAY ABOUT HIM???? #and honestly that whole experience made me agree with scott on way more than i started out with #i'm proud of how i was able to grow as a person and for the fact that it brought me and scott much closer together #but that shit i went through at my college was still traumatic. and it did change me as a person #it completely changed my relationship to activism in a way i'm not happy about bc i want to be more of an activist #but when i had someone use social justice language to justify horrible things against me it's hard not to be wary #of how hollow and performative a lot of conversations can be #and like i'll even say it. like people might get mad at me for admitting it #but that whole traumatic situation has irrevocably changed my relationship to gender as well #or at least how i label myself and how i move through these conversations #and in some ways i'm grateful for it bc i do feel like i know myself more and like i don't have to worry about what others' think #or even what other people understand #but it shouldn't have had to go down like that. and as much as the time i got to spend with scott during that time was so much fun #and such a great experience and he was truly the perfect support system during that time #he shouldn't have had to deal with that and neither should i #and the fact that scott somehow got villainized in some people's minds while the person who actually caused that trauma #is instead treated like ''yeah he was a bit misguided and made a mistake but he was probably anxious about it!! he's just a person!!'' #that's never going to stop being painful. especially the idea that with the importance people put on labels #i would supposedly have more ''community solidarity'' with that asshole than a cis gay man like scott #idk i think i'm past the timeframe of that traumatic experience bc it's not consuming every day like it used to a few weeks back #but something triggered it tonight so i just need to process it. anyway shoutout to scott for being there for me i really needed it

[nexus-nebulae]

so like. lately I've been feeling like there's some kind of Thing living in this house with me, like a spirit or creature or something, and i feel like it's been here a long time bc of how long things have been going missing in this house with no explanation. and i noticed when i got really badly sick i lost something and it made me like. sob uncontrollably bc it was important. and then i started Finding things in odd places. so i started thanking the mysterious entity. and now I'm finding More Stuff more often. and like i feel strange for believing in this entity bc I've always been told believing in pagan things is childish (??????) and feel awkward thanking it but also i Want To bc it's polite. anyway i wanna like. leave a little offering or something but don't know what would be appropriate bc i also dont know what entity this is

#first thought is like. house fairies #I've always thought it was something fae related i think? #but like i. don't really know a lot about real fairy folklore bc of all the Media I've consumed #i don't really know what's accurate and what isn't #like sometimes fairies are depicted as extremely powerful and like. human sized #sometimes they're just tiny little trickster guys #and also i don't know what folklore like. applies to me if that makes sense????? #im White™ and whatever culture my ancestors had was scrubbed away to force jesus in instead and i don't know how much my blood matters #I'm mostly german and welsh and was raised like. loosely catholic #and the word appropriation has been watered down so much by The Internet that i can never tell if I'm Doing That anymore #I'm just scared to do literally anything bc what if someone says i am #but also i feel very very drawn to certain myths and stories and entities and feel like letting that go would tear me apart in a way #like I'd just lose something and there'd be a hole that couldn't be filled by any other belief #I've TRIED to fit in other beliefs but they just don't click #i dunno. im scared of doing something wrong but it feels like home to me #anyway i want to leave an offering to this Entity in my house to thank it for returning some things #but dunno what i could use #do you think a fairy would appreciate lactose free vanilla coffee creamer. we dont have normal milk #i also wonder if candy would work. i have a ton of chocolate and caramel #though i also wonder if the Entity is stealing candy from the jars on my windowsill #i wouldn't mind that i don't mind sharing