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fell off my bed while trying to crack my back BUT i think i cracked it while i was falling so i win

#I've been trying to crack it for DAAYYYYYYYSSSSSSS there's just One Fucking Spot on my lower back that just will not move #and i can crack it really easily with my physical therapists help but i will not be seeing her again for another 3 weeks #so i have to try on my own and its VERY difficult #like. I'm hypermobile so when i do stretches i have to do them like. twice as far as normal #I'm just Bendy #so there's one stretch where i twist my waist and legs but keep my torso straight #and most people just twist normally but I'm TOO stretchy so i have to cross my legs before i twist to make it stretch further #and sometimes she has to like. fold me a bit. to get it to fully crack #and i tried doing the folding part by myself but when you don't have someone holding your legs up. it is Very easy to fall. #BUT in my flailing i THINK i got it FINALLY #i just now have. a large scrape on my leg 👍

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practicing switching on command by swapping who gets to take a bite of our snacks so we can all share instead of fight over them 👍

#we can just. cofront #have equal amounts of control over front #but then we get kinda blurry and usually Someone ends up being the Main Fronter out of the group anyway #and we need practice with switching on command just in case we need to in a bad moment #so we practice with little things. throwing a ball back and forth. daydreaming a music video/fight scene. eating dorayaki together. :)

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why are so many Rules about magic & superstitions on earth "don't talk about it or else it'll go away" let me share my whimsy!!!!!

#let me talk about my wishes and the fairies in the walls! let me share the light i see with other people! #I've already told this story to one person so if the don't tell anyone still applies then I've already broken it #but when i was 14 i saw a shooting star for the first time and i begged it to 'get me out of this place' #and honestly i meant like. earth. take me to another realm #but then like a few months later i was kicked out of the house and forced to live with my grandmother #so like. it SORT OF came true??????? #and i always want to tell people about that but then the superstition of Don't Tell Anyone!! scares me off #i want to share my whimsy :( i want to tell people about my wishes on stars

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opened simplyplural and noticed we forgot to set our fronting status and everyone just started doing this

#just saying 'nobody in front!' over and over lmao #i mean we Usually forget but usually we forget while someone's actually set as front #so it just looks like they were fronting for a week when they weren't #but this time Nobody was set as front lmao. no one's around to help! (we have four people packed in front rn actually)

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i want to be dunked in a vat

#just thrown into the goo #possibly to have some strange and irregular mutation set upon my body #possibly a vat of painkiller goo. that would be nice as well

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this tube of pringles that i got today is like. supremely overseasoned. like there was a layer of flavor salt that had to be like as thick as a coin on one of the chips

#not complaining i am eating them solely for the flavoring #i am a Freak™ so i like to eat them weird where i lick all the flavoring off first and then eat the chip #i do this with. many things. i don't know why

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some of the dialogue in god of war kills me

"Hey, Mimir. Did you ever notice Thor... talk to his hammer?"

"Oh, he's still doing that???"

"Yeah.. Is he like.. charming the steel or casting a spell or something?"

"No. Just a weird bloke."

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love our yearly cycle of "get the newbies to watch httyd"

#for context of his source: he is VERY much like hiccup and his dad is VERY much like stoick #that :| was a /lh like 'oh NOW i see why you suggested this' #his dad would also 10000% be the type of guy to just fistfight a dragon (And Win) #and gobber is also very similar to someone he knows in source. down to the voice and accent specifically

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did i just see a genuine attempt at a harambe meme in current year 2024

#that was eight years ago man #i mean. to be fair. this is the Jokes Never Stay Dead Website so

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#reminds me of the time i used paint to make a grid with Every hex code #like. i started at 000000. then 000001. 000002. etc #i only got to like. 000150 before getting a new computer and abandoning the project bc i didn't feel like transfering the file over #ms paint my adhd boredom best friend

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even though ive been using these things as web decor for like two years, I never bothered posting them!

#i found a goochy at a goodwill today :)))))) #also an inch the worm ! #now i have mini goochy; regular goochy; and BIIIG goochy! #i also have two scorches now bc the box the goochy and inch were in also had a scorch #MY scorch has been mine since i was little #i have lots of duplicates now #like Stiff Sly and Slightly Less Stiff Sly (they accidentally got Cooked slightly in a small house fire years ago. all fine tho!) #and my two mystics that have different manes (rainbow mane which i gave a butch haircut when i was 5 & yarn mane) #(i had a weird habit of giving all of my unicorns- and SPECIFICALLY only the unicorns- really short haircuts????) #(like my horses i left alone but all my old unicorn toys and plushies all have little to no hair left)

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MILK BREAD MILK BREAD

#AND OTHER ASSORTED SNACKS #i went back to the cool snack place today since we were in the area to get a tire fixed #and i grabbed A Bunch of snacks. i love sweet bread snacks #ALSO sakeru gummies LMAO i got the LONG LOOOOONGGGG MAAAAAAAAAAAAN gummies #please if you have not seen the long long man saga it is the greatest fucking thing

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this too shall pass

#literally us #literally sitting here like 'i know we're processing trauma and all but can we hurry it up please' 😭

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If u interact with my posts, just know I respond like this:

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neither of us have introduced ourselves here like At All i don't think but. jumping on here for a second to say. this is the first time in i think actually 6 months since we formed that we've actually seen Maxwell genuinely smile

#- will #we've Been Here just staying in the background for personal reasons 👍 #anyway healing power of friendship and whatnot #maxwell felt alone bc they were pretty much The Only brainmade active whatsoever for a good couple months #and was thus much more affected by irl trauma bc there weren't any exomems to like. block that out with #and like. bc of weird headspace lore they also felt kinda guilty for existing in the first place #so. the stuff we do to our bodies in headspace. injuries and things. that tends to be permanent? #if we get injured in paracosm we stay injured in headspace #and percy is like. basically a fragment of a gods soul embedded in a human body #but the 'percy' part of the equation. was entirely the SOUL and not the body #so when at one point their soul became fully separated from their body #maxwell appeared. basically the human that was In The Background of their mind the entire time. #bc percy and also maxwell by extension were plural in source before getting introjected #but then in their canon their magic somehow forced all those previous headmates into their own bodies essentially dissolving the system #so they were freaked out alone in their own mind (they assumed) #but then the echoes started finding each other and combining into their own system-like structure so they weren't alone anymore #but then maxwell gets ejected from that system by having the echo part of its soul torn out #so they're alone in their mind AGAIN #but now they're like. forming their own little subsystem here. and it's making them feel better. less alone #there's maxwell and me (william) and we're brothers and then there's wasp (my weird cousin) and roobles (the bug that walked in) #and then julianna the mermaid and terria the little girl that hates everyone and then trick the weird fuckin imp goblin thing