Something I don’t think we talk about enough is the fact that Ayrton’s last meal was with Alain. And to this day Alain is publicly selfish in admitting he was glad it was him Ayrton had lunch with before the crash, and not anyone else.
Like- jesus.
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Saiki “i hate you so much but you’re the only person I respect enough to let kill me” Kuusuke, Saiki “i hate you so much but you’re the only person i trust enough to let help me” Kusuo.
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Hello. Love your Chaggie posts; fellow shipper present. If you want, I like to make a request - Could you please make another Chaggie post about the reveal of Vaggie's secret and specifically talk about Charlie's look of intense shock (to the point she had no fight left in her at court), the look of ice-cold fury when speaking to Vaggie, her emotional rants to Alastor and Rosie; and just the fact that despite having a number of pressing issues, that she IS stressed about, her main source of anger/stress is coming to grips with Vaggie keeping a big secret from her. There's so much to it, I love it!
charlie can be cheerful and polite and calm and hopeful and full of determination- because VAGGIE is there to hold her hand and believe in her and say she LOVES charlie and enjoys the parts of charlie that CHARLIE apologizes for and is embarrassed by-
VAGGIE is the emotional stop gap just BARELY keeping charlie on kilter
and the moment vaggie's support is at all called into question, the second charlie finds out vaggie has been NOT HONEST about something important with her- she's not upset with what the secret was about- she's not upset in the way adam and lute and vaggie thought she'd be oh nnoooooo- she's gutted wondering if vaggie meant any of it- she's clawing and tearing at the thought that the thing she loves and needs most from vaggie might also not be real-
(vaggie is the practical one, the brutally honest one, the realist, the prepare for the worst one-)
(but she also- she also never wasn't there for charlie)
now charlie's losing that last shred of control that almost always just BARELY kept her from going off- specifically at adam usually- specifically over him gloating and threatening to MURDER her people-
and vaggie was waiting for her at the hotel the first time, to take her hands and show her the work they'd done while she was off having that shit meeting. vaggie was there up in heaven-
(the real reason charlie absolutely insisted she needed her there??)
-doing nothing much but BEING there for charlie, sitting there WITH charlie, and running to hold charlie AGAIN when adam did his little knife twist reveal to the heart
charlie flames up but- BUT- she can be the bigger and mature person, she can, she can-
until she's getting heckled by a woman who can't actually do much or hurt anyone, someone who's just being annoying
until vaggie might not actually believe in her
then it's FUCK YOU, YOU OLD BITCH!!!
(from CHARLIE)
and it's charlie NOT being able to do this, this thing that's so important to her, this thing she's been doing the whole time, keep a smile, be polite, make it work- she CAN'T anymore
not until she's taken a moment to breathe and stop and THINK. not until rosie helps her see that no, no actually, vaggie DOES love her. does, in fact, believe in her and in her silly impossible dreams. is showing it right now with her actions, just like she always has. might even have a very personal reason to have desperate faith in the idea of redemption, too
vaggie kept a secret, yes. should have told her, yes.
hurt her. yes.
but charlie can only get up and sing and inspire people to her fight once she settles on the TRUTH. vaggie, if no one else in all of hell, is the one person who really and truly DOES think charlie can do this, and has thought so for years
and so charlie can. and charlie does
and i don't think that's maybe really what you wanted to talk about but it's what lives in my head rent free
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