#they immediately took over my brain

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

its 2am im posting the friend i made for Derry since they looked lonely. they're partners in crime except not bc Derry is too sleepy to participate past the idea stage

jesterly is not their real name 💅 their pronouns are whatever is funniest in the moment 💅 also i would punch them in the face if given the chance and they would deserve it

#drawing them together is solidifying the fact that i cant draw consistent character size/height differences #holy SHIT they are all over the place the lot of em #also i resent jesterly on principle now #bc it took my like. two hours of constant recoloring to get to a somewhat decent look #i wanted to make their color scheme a little unsettling AND NOW THEYRE BRIGHT FUCKING PINK AND RAINBOW- #jesterly i am in your house with a shotgun #they were gonna have like... dark maroon felt w/ violent orange cheeks #and an equally sinister outfit #LOOK AT THEM. THEYRE A WALKING BANANA CREAM PIE. FUCK. #scribble salad #welcome home oc #why is it that whenever i create two characters meant to be partners (platonic or otherwise) #they immediately start becoming a little fucked up #whats up with that. huh. why do they always get Violent #jesterly has existed for all of three hours #and i already need to keep them on a tight fucking leash #my brain: oh and they love pranks! fun! but sometimes they take it too far and whoops arson & blood is happening but theyre still laughing- #NO!! take it back a notch bitch!!! reel it in!!!! #originally jesterly was gonna be like... a park ranger or forest-dwelling type character or something #but. i really love jesters #people always talk about 'oh prince/princess/royalty & dragon' #or 'oh knight & dragon' #name a more iconic duo than jester & dragon. motherfucker. ill wait. YOU CANT. #and now jesterly exists and i dont like them. but also im attached #theyre in my brain now and they wont leave #as a visual: im trying to sleep and theyre blasting caramelldansen in the same room #sadistic little bastard.

[lit-in-thy-heart]

been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.

#making a little joke but also being genuinely serious #with my merwaincelot wip i've embraced having little overviews in brackets for what i want to happen #but idk how to write it just yet #if i'm feeling stuck or bored #and if i'm getting tired or the idea of writing an ending is getting overwhelming then i just call it a day and do something else #and yeah it's taking longer to write things (perhaps gone are the days when i wrote and posted a fic in the same night) #but it's working wonders with my brain #and it's amazing how as soon as i relax i get hit with several new ideas #just trying to adjust my thinking in that projects over a long period of time are not something to worry about #like i'm also planning a knitting project that i'll be doing well into september #(mainly bc yarn is expensive and my needs are hella specific) #but that's okay! #not everything has to be done and dusted immediately! #i'm glad i took a break from writing and i think it did do me good but damn i'm happy to be back #and enjoy still learning how to get even more out of my hobby #but anyway i'm just feeling a lil proud of myself today so #lit talks #personal

[decarbry]

Is there anything you could say to yabureme to get him seriously distressed immediately?

images moments before disaster

#boku no hero academia fanart #eraser head #nomu aizawa #Yabureme Aizawa AU #shouta aizawa #it's mic talking btw #I took this a bit literally and chose an actual comic moment from way in the future #so... #Yabureme Spoilers #the first morning Yabureme wakes up in Tartarus (second capture) after intake and he's alone in his cell with Mic #who tries to (gently) explain to him why his eye hurts more than it did before #pal... my dude... my amnesia husband.... Dabi literally destroyed your eye and it had to come out I'm sorry #and Yabureme immediately realizes that he can no longer protect Shigaraki at full capacity #even though it's arguable that that part of his life is over... the programming won't let him acknowledge it yet #so he panics #and reacts badly #tw eye strain #but basically the short answer to this question is... implying that he can't fulfill his duty #it's not even a conscious distress but a... survival one? #like. your whole self realizing that your purpose cannot be fulfilled before your brain does. so your body reacts faster #panic attacks? lashing out? yeah... #first session of therapy starts a few days after this incident SKDFGKSDFG

[theeminentlyimpractical]

send help saw Brandi Carlile play Fat Bottomed Girls on Friday and now my brain doesn’t have room for anything else

#the way her delivery of “get on your bikes and RIIIIIDE!!” immediately took precedence over the original in my brain #brandi carlile #queen #Youtube

[mellidee]

So guess who's obsessed with Mass Effect

#mass effect #commander shepard #femshep #erryn shepard #mass effect fanart #custom shepard #mass effect brain rot time #this game took over my life for like a month #i just finished and immediately started another playthrough LOL #melli’s art

[notbecauseofvictories]

I already knew that there were a handful of coyotes haunting my favorite local cemetery, what I did not know is that I love them.

#I now understand why ancient humans took one look at wolves and went ''....these bitey bastards are friend-shaped'' #and immediately began plotting several thousand years' worth of cunning sallies intended to win them over #because even though I have a healthy respect for wild animals and was not getting any closer to this guy #my brain was screaming FRIEND??? FRIEND???!?!!? #wherever there is light #celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge

[caluupin]

rkgk bc i care them

#kavetham #haikaveh #caluuart #genshin #genshin impact #it was gonna be a brush test at first but #brainrot took over and i had to fight the urge (when i mean fight i mean immediately obey my brain command) #the MASCULINE MANLY GAY urge to draw them being soft and wholesome and and a-

[vargaslovinghours]

Kiss me 💙

#💟 #Doodles #Art #Edgar #Scriabin #TGWDLM #Crossover #Loved and Wanted #Yes I'm counting it lol #Bonus under the cut - all the frames with the lyrics #Hello it's Being Mean to Scriabin time again #Well that sure didn't take long huh #Okay so look this one wasn't my fault I actually literally stumbled upon this song without meaning to and then it took over my brain #To the point where I was like - too exhausted to work but too excited to stop so I'd just sleep and then immediately go back to it lol #It's just uuuuggghhhhh such a perfect song #It's music!! about Entity Possession! The only thing that doesn't explicitly scream TGWDLM is eggs #I think the original is about bugs? Seems like it's about bugs. Gives me buggy vibes #Something something bug-aliens because of evolution and familiarity in phenomes blah blah blah #Honestly tho the final line about pain leading to wild unknowable pleasure I just hhh that's exactly it that's The Thing #That's Loved and Wanted to a T #It actually made me go reread my WIP and from there it was a lost cause lol I finished the entire set in a few hours #And then woke up the next day blazingly excited to edit everything into place #I did try to slow down and doodle conscientiously - thus the toning! :D #There's also something poetic about the Loved and Wanted doodles being where I switched from .5 to .7 shading hehe ♥ #Now it's that but in reverse! Working my patience back up a little at a time haha ♪ #Oh yeah and I specifically wrote it down so I wouldn't forget lol - Scriabin's not injured in the fourth panel or anything #He's hiding for sure but he's just got a stitch in his rib (I couldn't remember what it was called for a bit so I wrote down knit haha) #Also a reminder that Scriabin is immune to the Apotheosis so he's literally just doing this to be mean :) #Adklsfajd there's a bunch more little details I'd love to ramble on about like A!Edgar untying Scriabin's yarn but ahhh tag limit! #I think I got all the Most important notes down at least ahh! Excite!!

[ronanlynchbf]

a song for each letter of ur url!!! tagged by @lesbianjudasiscariot THANK YOUUU MWAHH THIS WAS SO FUN <3333

Roadkill - Searows

On A Plain - Nirvana

Not Another Love Song - Ella Mai

Avisa Lá - Mc Tha

No Surrender - Bruce Springsteen

Lovely Sewer - Yves Tumor

Ya Lili - Balti ft. Hamouda

NEON PEACH - Snoh Aalegra ft. Tyler, the Creator

Cherubim - serpentwithfeet

Hearing Your Voice - Omar Apollo

Banned in D.C. - Bad Brains

Feel No Pain - Sade

tagging @pinknoisemp3 @valenight @rosewreathgoldenstar @papercranegirl & @honkifyourelonely but as always no pressure ❤!!!!!!!!

#things that make u realize how many n's are in ur url....i can't tell u how long it took to think of THREE songs that start with a n i had #refer to my spotify recently played to find the last one bc i couldn't remember any more. you'd think songs starting with y and c and h #would be the harder ones but nooooo i thought of those literally immediately when i had to crack my brain over the third N song like ok 🤨 #also just realized i tagged several ppl who have quite long urls.....sorry in advance if u decide 2 do it 🙏 but also more opportunity to #share music. glass half full and all that 👍 #tag games <3

[luckycharms1701]

So I was looking through this website for a store that sells clothes and jewellery that's based off of famous artists' works as I cried in broke :'(

And now I have a visceral need to go on a cute artsy date with rise!Mikey whilst wearing a Michelangelo outfit

congrats anon, on your ohko

i literally fell over when i read this

i found a site immediately (not the same site you were on unfortunately, but if you send that site to me my christmas list will thank you lol), and well it would have to be this one wouldn't it

mikey's not normally a jealous or possessive turtle, but he does love seeing his name on you. it soothes some urge in his hind brain, the one that has him constantly giving you hickies

he thinks you are the Cutest, and walks around the art museum you're at with your hand held tightly in his, smirking at everyone who compliments you on your outfit because obviously you're the best dressed person there

he's so proud that you're on his arm, he can't contain himself, all "yes, my partner has the best taste" to anyone and everyone he can

the unfortunate side effect of the hand holding is that whenever something catches his attention, he drags you off in his very excited wake

'he's lucky he's cute' you have to think to yourself as you trip after him

then you go to an art meetup at a nearby cafe, and you find yourself unable to concentrate on your artwork, too busy staring at him. he's so focused, and you think he's the most beautiful person you've ever seen

when he finishes and shows you that he's drawn you, in your outfit staring up at some of Michelangelo's work at the museum, well you fall in love with him all over again

(shameless plug: if you would like to read a fic of you and rise!mikey going on a cute artsy date, i wrote it here. it's a first date. the chapters are related but pretty contained, so you don't need to read the rest of it if you don't want to)

there's a pic of the dress i linked to underneath the cut, in case the listing gets removed

#rise mikey #rise michelangelo #tmnt #rise mikey x reader #this turtle takes you on the best dates #as someone who is into art history and fashion history #this scratched a happy place in my brain #i did have to stop myself from getting distracted by all the van gogh pieces on that website and drooling all over my computer #the sunflower cardigan! the bedroom shirt! i need them immediately!! #anyway #no You should have been sleeping three hours ago #i Had to do something with this before i exploded with feels #(and then my cat wanted to snuggle in my good arm and my elbow still hurts and this took forever for a tiny amount of content whoops) #talking tag #theory tag

[catsareliquiddd]

why do i get the urge to mix together my interests like what the fuck even is a wings of fire and the owl house crossover im going to draw it right now (at some point. maybe. if i ever even remember i came up with the idea right after i post this.)

#wof #wingsoffire #toh #theowlhouse #crossover #attack of the hyperfixations #time for this to immediately fall to the deep depths of my brain #i took melatonin over an hour ago the sleepiness is taking over #i think my brain is melting #goodnight zzzzz #honk snore mimimimi

[4giorno]

im starting my 5 day mental preparation program for starting patho 2 again this weekend

#yknow when like 2 years ago or something i had just gotten to the part where the inquisitor comes to town #but then the ps4 gave me irrepairable damage to my brain and spirit by chugging and crashing the game even more than it already did #maybe this time my immunity wont be gone immediately bc loading screens took 10 seconds and froze my controls #but the immunity still kept going down while it loaded 💀💀���💀💀💀 #oh no now talking more abt it is giving me war flashbacks and making me lose enthusiasm to play it again HDJFKDJDJ #no but rlly its such a cool game and im rlly looking forward to playing it in a playable state #and its one i think everyone should play. but its SO inaccessible #you need a very high end pc or. well i havent played it on the ps5 but the ps4 is not enough #like i said i got to over the half way point on the ps4 t and yes it was hell bc of the lag and frame drops and the amount of #extra items you had to use bc of the lag but then i had to stop bc at the same point on that day it crashed everytime i reached it again #which was frustrating bc i had finally gotten to the point that artemy wasnt starving 24/7 despite eating 4 2-course meals a day LMAO #but yeah starting it again is so daunting bc of the reputation of the game of course #but i need to keep reminding myself that the gameplay wasnt THAT difficult like at the end of the day i got through it and wasnt stressed #but that the thing that made me rip my hair out was the lag and the crashes leading to lost progress #which hopefully will be fixed when i play on the ps5! #i just finally after such a long time got the desire to play it again and i have to use it while i can

[kof-xiii]

I LITERALLY JUS REALIZED I FUCKING DRANK ALCOHOL AFTER GETTING MY BLOOD DRAWN WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT

#IM ASSUMING THAT PROBABLY WAS A HORRIBLE IDEA #its so funny bc literally before that i had a doctors appt and doc asked me if i smoke or drink i dont #except. that one drink. i guess. KJDHSHDG #OOPS #sorry i was so fucking mesmerized by that master sword drink monkey brain took over #embarassing tho bc. yeay my tolerance is so low and my face was so fucking red immediately 😭 #el.doc

[ratcandy]

Never in my life have I been so excited to feel something crawling on me and look over to see a flea

#explanation: In one of my ento classes it is required to have a properly curated insect collection #it's our Big Project due at the end of the semester #and we need 12 different insect orders to be accounted for. They can be any 12 orders just so long as we have that number #and well . Fleas are in their own order (siphonaptera) #So having a little guy crawling on me is like free grade #Like for a split second my brain went ''oh lird a flea. hope my roommate's cat isn't getting them again'' before immediately #entomologist brain took over and went OH LIRD A FLEA!!!! CMERE UR GOING ON THE FREEZER BUCKO #clamtalk #entomology #having a normal one i'd say #bugposting

[suttttton]

me 🤝 my mom undiagnosed anxiety disorders

#the older i get the clearer it becomes that me and my mom catastrophize about things very similarly #difference is i found healthy coping mechanisms while my mom found homophobic death cult evangelical christianity #of course this realization makes me feel very bad for my mom because like. i get it. #she tells me that she worries about me and i know she doesn't mean the normal way moms worry about their kids i know she actually means #that she has a creeping suspicion that my life choices are going to send me to hell and she feels powerless to stop it #and her brain will not let her think about anything else so 24/7 its just alarms blaring #and because she's constructed her entire belief system around having anxiety she's like. this fear i feel is a message from god. #and i have no idea how to help her #like???? #she's literally believed these things fro her entire life giving them up feels like the end of the world #and her WHOLE FAMILY is there with her so even if she could realize she'd be happier without these beliefs #she'd immediately have a dozen trusted voices telling her no actually. your anxiety is correct and you're right to afraid all the time #for awhile when i was like. 18-19. the major question i had about my childhood was WHY didn't my mom never take me to therapy #because yeah okay she came from a culture where therapy isn't trusted and god is supposed to fix all your mental illnesses #but she read all the parenting books and universally took experts' advice over what she'd learned from her own parents #(because she knew her parents hadn't done a great job and didn't want to repeat their mistakes) #and she KNEW i was REALLY bad. i was crying all the time having her drive me to the bookstore to get books i thought might help #sending myself into anxious spirals if anyone mentioned death around me #not a fun time in my life or her life #and she DID take me to talk to my pediatrician about it so like??? why did we never see a therapist??? #i was 9 i though there was just nothing that could be done but???????? #but now i realize that what happened to me back then didn't really scan in my mother's head as something wrong with me #because she was the same way #:/